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crystalclear97 · 5 months
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If you could make an Aruani playlist, what songs would be on it?
oMG this question is perfect to me.... aruani and music yes yes yes my passion THANK YOU!!
I've actually already made an aruani playlist!!! BUT it's bad... It's a work in progress. I'm gonna show you the playlist and then I'll elaborate 👁️👄👁️
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The most aruani song for me is Liar by Paramore
I don't think it needs any explanation, listen to the lyrics and that's it. So I decided to make a playlist because of this song. I had a few more that I knew I wanted to include like Crystal Clear and Thick Skull but that was it. So I forced it a bit: scrolled through my playlists and random "enemies to lovers" playlists on spotify... I wanna redo almost the whole thing tbh. I just wanna be casually listening to my music and if I feel that something has to go in there, then put it in there. But if I'm purposely looking for songs I end up forcing them u know?
So when I have a decent playlist I'll share the link 🥰 (Obviously it's gonna depend on my personal music taste)
Now let's talk about some of the songs that are currently on it 👀
🤍 Liar - Paramore: LISTEN TO IT. I'll make an AMV in the future. This is a fact. Another (fun) fact is that this song is actually about a friends to lovers story but I think it fits so well aruani who are kinda enemies to lovers... slow beautiful song.
What was the moment? It's hard to say I'm sure I don't remember anyway Before I only knew to hesitate Pin back in the grenade And all the ways I'd keep you safe I keep you safe from me
And, oh my love, I lied to you But I never needed to Oh my love, I lied to you But you always knew the truth
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🤍 It's allright - Mother Mother: this one works with almost any aot character but hehe obviously for me it's them. Cheerful song!
It's alright, it's okay, it's alright, it's okay You're not a monster, just a human And you made a few mistakes
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It's alright, it's okay, it's alright, it's okay You're not a demon, there's a reason You're behaving that way It's alright, it's okay, it's alright, it's okay And I believe, yes, I believe That you will see a better day
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🤍 Thick Skull - Paramore: same for this one, works with aot in general. I recommend it a lot, good AMV content too... amazing "rough" song.
I am a magnet for broken pieces I am attracted to broken people I pick 'em up and now my fingers are bleeding And it looks like my fault And it looks like I'm caught red-handed
Hit over the head, epiphany Over my head, repeatedly Thick skull never did nothing for me Same lesson again? Come on, give it to me Give it to me, give it to me, give it to me
Only I know where all the bodies are buried Thought by now I'd find 'em just a little less scary Might get easier but you don't get used to it Keep on autopilot, hey, hey What's the body count up to now, captain?
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🤍 Crystal clear - Hayley Williams: hey that's my name hehe. This song is Liar's sister so yes yes yesss ss s! beautiful song.
I remember standing on the edge Closing my eyes Counting to three, I Jump in with the rush in my head Only to find, the water was concrete
And now you're pumpin' air to my lungs This don't feel anything like sinking In fact, no matter how deep I go Into you it looks like the water is crystal clear
Crystal clear I won't give in to the fear
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Well I think this answer is long enough and yes I'm obsessed with Paramore, but that's nothing new!!
Thank you for the ask!!! 😊❤️
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kyanitedragon · 5 months
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Touriko Playlist
“She Bore It All With A Smile”
Tightrope - Michelle Williams (“never sure, never know how far we could fall / but it's all an adventure / that comes with a breathtaking view / walking the tightrope / with you”)
Girl In Blue - Animal Sun (“she screams tonight, "i wanna be like you!" / dancing in the light to forget the abuse”)
Slipping Through My Fingers - ABBA (“the feeling that i'm losing her forever / and without really entering her world / i'm glad whenever i can share her laughter / that funny little girl / slipping through my fingers all the time”)
Strawberry Blond - Mitski (“i love everybody because i love you”)
She Likes A Boy - Nxdia (“strawberry lipgloss, oh, it's wasted / on this dumb boy who likes the chase / but why am I so angry in the first place? why am I hurting? she's not your girlfriend”)
I Miss You - Julia Michaels (“you weren’t a fan of pictures / so i hardly even took ‘em / got them saved in my mind from the bedroom / so that i can’t forget your skin / so i saved all the texts / all of the best over the years / just to remind myself / of how good it is / or was”)
Goodbye My Danish Sweetheart - Mitski (“i don't blame you / if you want to bury me in your memory / i’m not the girl I ought to be, but / maybe when you tell your friends / you can tell them what you saw in me / and not how I turned out to be”)
Glassy Sky - AmaLee (“i didn’t wanna hurt you, hope you know / empty promises / shattered dreams of love”)
What If I Never Get Over You - Lady A (“i’m tryin’ but then i close my eyes / and then i’m right back, lost in that last goodbye”)
Ease My Mind - Hayley Kiyoko (“i need you to be here / i need to see you crystal clear”)
Girls - Girl in Red (“i’ve been hiding for so long / these feelings, they’re not gone”)
Far Away - Nickelback (“too long, too late, who was i to make you wait?”)
The Only Exception - Paramore (“when i was younger / i saw my daddy cry / he broke his own heart / and i watched as he tried to reassemble it / and that was the day that i promised / i’d never sing of love”)
Heather - Conan Gray (“me in your sweater, you said it looked better / on me, than it did you, only if you knew / how much i liked you”)
Boyfriend - Tegan and Sara (“you kiss me like your boyfriend / you call me up like you want your best friend”)
She Likes Girls - Metro Station (“i can read the signals from a mile away / i know she’s on your mind and that’s okay / i think she likes girls”)
Turning Out Pt. ii - AJR (“i think i probably wasn’t in love with you / i think i probably loved the idea of you”)
Hurts Like Hell - Fleurie (“i loved and i loved and i lost you”)
Old Scars / Future Hearts - All Time Low (“those memories of all the future hearts you've killed / i don't wanna be the one that's left behind”)
Just One Yesterday - Fall Out Boy (“anything you say can and will be held against you / so only say my name / it will be held against you”)
Starving - Hailee Steinfeld (“i didn't know that I was starving ‘til i tasted you / don't need no butterflies when you give me the whole damn zoo”)
Strawberry Blonde - Chloe Moriondo (“can you stay and make me feel better?”)
Monster - Paramore (“i’ll stop the whole world / from turning into a monster and eating us alive”)
Burning Heart - SVRCINA (“kiss me / fade away / just far enough / i’m drifting / touch you so i know that i’m not dreaming”)
Safe & Sound - Taylor Swift (“you’ll be alright, no one can hurt you now”)
Lover. Fighter. - SVRCINA (“i know, it’s not easy or that simplified, no / but you and i are on each others’ side”)
Warrior - Beth Crowley (“put me to the test / i’ll prove that i’m strong”)
Wild Roses - Of Monsters and Men (“oh roses, they don’t mean a thing, you don’t understand / but why don’t we full on pretend? / before i closed my eyes i saw a moth in the sky / and i wish i could fly that high”)
Meet Me On The Battlefield - SVRCINA (“our tainted history is playing on repeat / but we could change it if we stand up strong and take the lead”)
Smells Like Teen Spirit - Malia J (“load up on guns, bring your friends / it's fun to lose and to pretend”)
Breathe In, Breathe Out - Set It Off (“until then, i will choose to display / all these feelings that i hate / you think you know me, but you don't”)
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anxsity · 2 years
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Paramore, "Brick by Boring Brick" (2009) // Paramore, "26" (2017)
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vypcr · 3 years
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𝐋𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬 𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭
A compilation of lyrics from my playlists that are a Tory Vibe™ Also includes lyrics that fit various dynamics with other muses / characters.
This post is SUPER long whoops :)
𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥 𝐓𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐕𝐢𝐛𝐞𝐬
❝ I am what I am and I'm good at it // And you don't like me, well that isn't fucking relevant ❞ - Smile, Wolf Alice
❝ Don't call me mad // There's a difference, I'm angry // And your choice to call me cute has offended me // I have power, there are people who depend on me // And even you have time you wish to spend on me // And now you all think I'm unhinged // But wind her up and this honeybee stings ❞ - Smile, Wolf Alice
❝ Rage is a quiet thing // You think that you've tamed it // But it's just lying in wait // Oh, rage // Is it in my veins? // Feel it in my face when, when I least expect it ❞ - Simmer, Hayley Williams
❝ Think I need a new body 'cause I bodied all these demons // But it took its toll and I just wanna smile while I'm screaming // I still got rage inside ❞ - Rage, Dirty Heads
❝ I disagree, everything you believe is a tragedy // I disagree with the way you keep preaching insanity // I disagree with all of the reasons you're mad at me // I disagree, everything in your life is a tragedy // Down, let it all burn down // Burn it to the ground // We'll be safe and sound // When it all burns down ❞ - I Disagree, Poppy
❝ My head and my heart hate each other // Can you keep a secret? Keep it undercover // Every day I wake up, it's a struggle, yeah // Love me when I'm under your spell // Hate me when I'm giving you hell // Judge me 'til you're blue like you love to do // You taught me how to hate myself, yuck ❞ - So Mean, Poppy
❝ She couldn't ever feel a thing // She couldn't hear herself think // Now she hates everything // How did she get here? // How did she get so mean? ❞ - So Mean, Poppy
❝ I'm getting to know her // And all of her anger // Picked herself up // Put her back together ❞ - Her, Poppy
❝ You don't know my mind, you don't know my kind // Dark necessities are part of my design // Tell the world that I'm falling from the sky and // Dark necessities are part of my design ❞ - Dark Necessities, Red Hot Chili Peppers
❝ You say // Come over baby // I think you're pretty // I'm okay // I'm not your baby // If you think I'm pretty // You should see me in a crown // I'm gonna run this nothing town // Watch me make 'em bow // One by one by one ❞ - You Should See Me in a Crown, Billie Eilish
❝ Take this pink ribbon off my eyes // I'm exposed, and it's no big surprise // Don't you think I know exactly where I stand? // This world is forcing me to hold your hand // 'Cause I'm just a girl, oh, little old me // Well, don't let me out of your sight ❞ - Just a Girl, No Doubt
❝ All the friends that said they were with you // Seem to disappear // Even the most focused of feelings // Now is not so clear // How can you just stand beside me // In my hour of need? // Well, the second cut is deeper // So you better let it... // Take my heart or take my hand // And keep your conscience clean // Well, I got a feeling it’s a burning desire // And I don't know what it means // So listen, are you looking in hell for heaven's key? ❞ - Heaven’s Key, Band of Skulls
❝ All that I want // Is to wake up fine // Tell me that I'm alright // That I ain't gonna die ❞ - Hard Times, Paramore
❝ And if I go out tonight, dress up my fears // You think I'll look alright with these mascara tears? // See I'm gonna draw my lipstick wider than my mouth // And if the lights are low they'll never see me frown // If I smile with my teeth // Bet you believe me // If I smile with my teeth // I think I’ll believe me // Oh please don't ask me how I've been // Don't make me play pretend // Oh no, oh what's the use? // Oh please, I bet everybody here is fake happy too ❞ - Fake Happy, Paramore
❝ Can't stay at home, can't stay at school // Old folks say, "You poor little fool" // Down the streets // I'm the girl next door // I'm the fox you've been waiting for ❞ - Cherry Bomb, The Runaways
❝ Are you deranged like me? Are you strange like me? // Lighting matches just to swallow up the flame like me? // Do you call yourself a fucking hurricane like me? // Pointing fingers 'cause you'll never take the blame like me? ❞ - Gasoline, Halsey
❝ I'm a little spider spinning on a thread // I want to be immortal, different from the rest // Body like Athena, Arachne for my legs // I'm the type of monster you dream about in bed // Little warriors // Be careful who you trust // It's lurking in the dark // Arachnophobia, oh ❞ - Athena, Nova Twins
❝ You think I'm cute // But I could fuck you up // Yeah I got other plans // Oh say my name now // Don't make me wait now // You knew you weren't ready for a girl like me // My honey’s only sweet if you can take the sting  ❞ - Honey, Luna Aura
𝐓𝐨𝐫𝐲 & 𝐑𝐨𝐛𝐛𝐲
❝ I've been hating myself // You're the only one who sees me for somebody else // When I'm hanging by a thread, a thread, a thread // I'll remember what you said, you said, you said // 'Cause it's all I've got ❞ - Hanging by a Thread, Des Rocs
❝ As long as I am loving you, you'll never be alone // As long as you keep wanting me around // But this is one trip you’re gonna have to take alone // When you come back, you'll find me here where I belong // As long as you are loving me, I know I'm not alone // Even if you’re nowherе to be found // Sometimes lifе takes you back to places you run from // I'll be right here if ever you come home ❞ - Find Me Here, Hayley Williams
❝ Lover, I feel your sorrow pouring out of your skin // And I don't wanna be alone // If I am tonight, I'll always be // So take from me what you want, what you need // Take from me whatever you want, whatever you need // But lover, please stay with me ❞ - Lover Please Stay, Nothing but Thieves
❝ Like a river flows // Surely to the sea // Darling, so it goes // Some things are meant to be // So take my hand // Take my whole life, too // For I can't help falling in love with you ❞ - Can’t Help Falling in Love, Kina Grannis (or Elvis but I’m biased for Kina’s version)
❝ And your heart will stay forever // When your last remains are few // In the dark, we dance together // And I'd like to be waiting with you // And the nights, they last forever // And days are always making you blue // In the dark, we laugh together // 'Cause the misery's funny to you // Oh, baby, you’re a haunted house ❞ - Baby You’re a Haunted House, Gerard Way
❝ Kissing in the acid rain // Heaven on her tongue again // The cutest couple in the halls of Hell ❞ - Cyanide, Creeper
❝ If I ever were to lose you // I'd surely lose myself // Everything I have found dear // I've not found by myself // Try and sometimes you'll succeed // To make this man of me // All my stolen missing parts // I've no need for anymore ❞ - Future Days, Pearl Jam
❝ When hurricanes and cyclones raged // When winds turned dirt to dust // When floods they came or tides they raised // Ever closer became us // All the promises at sundown // I've meant them like the rest // All the demons used to come round // I'm grateful now they've left // So persistent in my ways // Hey Angel I am here to stay // No resistance, no alarms // Please, this is just too good to be gone ❞ - Future Days, Pearl Jam
❝ I tried to find love // In someone else too many times // But I hope you know I mean it  // When I tell you you're the one that was on my mind, oh // In your eyes // I see there's something burning inside you // Oh, inside you // In your eyes // I know it hurts to smile, but you try to // Oh, you try to // You always try to hide the pain // You always know just what to say // I always look the other way // I'm blind, I'm blind ❞ - In Your Eyes, The Weeknd
❝ So much more than sense it // We can make all this hurt and pain disappear // If you listen just in my heart // You feel what I meant from the start // If you love me, come closer and hear my heart // How about we write a brand new story? // I'll bring my part, baby don't you worry // I couldn't stand it, if I lost you again // If you let me I'll hold you forever ❞ - Hear My Heart, Midnight Mantics
❝ And I've always lived like this // Keeping a comfortable distance. // And up until now I have sworn to myself // That I'm content with loneliness // Because none of it was ever worth the risk // Well you are the only exception. // I've got a tight grip on reality, // But I can't let go of what's in front of me here. // I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up. // Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream. // Oh, you are the only exception. ❞ - The Only Exception, Paramore
❝ But my sleepless nights are better // With you than nights could ever be alone // I was good at feeling nothing, now I'm hopeless // What a drag to love you like I do // I've been loved before, but right now, in this moment // I feel more and more like I was made for you // I'm sitting in my brother's room // Haven't slept in a week // Or two // I think I might have fallen in love // What am I to do? ❞ - Halley’s Comet, Billie Eilish
𝐓𝐨𝐫𝐲 & 𝐃𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐞𝐥
❝ He's found the answer that we lost // We're all weeping now, weeping because // There ain't nothing we can do to protect you ❞ - O Children, Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds
❝ He said, I'm gonna buy a gun and start a war // If you can tell me something worth fighting for // Oh, and I'm gonna buy this place, is what I said // Blame it upon a rush of blood to the head // Honey, all the movements you're starting to make // See me crumble and fall on my face // And I know the mistakes that I made // See it all disappear without trace ❞ - A Rush of Blood to the Head, Coldplay
❝ So cold I know you can’t believe it // Sometimes you gotta face the feelin’ // When you don’t care if you get up again // There’s a thousand things I will not understand // How you're dealin’ with the hell I put you through // If I had my way I would be right there next to you // Certain things in life you cannot change // Certain things // I hope you know I care ❞ - Yamaha, Delta Spirit
❝ I’ve been alone too many nights // Too proud to tell you when you’re right // A little patience would’ve helped me then // Locked like a brake has been the common standard // All the angels above the earth I beg // Send this message right into her head // Certain things in life I cannot take // When I’m away // I hope you know I care ❞ - Yamaha, Delta Spirit
❝ I was once like you are now // And I know that it's not easy // To be calm // When you've found something going on // But take your time, think a lot // Why, think of everything you've got // For you will still be here tomorrow // But your dreams may not ❞ - Father and Son, Cat Stevens
❝ How can I try to explain? // When I do, he turns away again // It's always been the same // Same old story // From the moment I could talk // I was ordered to listen // Now there's a way // And I know that I have to go away // I know, I have to go ❞ - Father and Son, Cat Stevens
❝ All the times that I've cried (Stay, stay, stay) // Keeping all the things I knew inside // It's hard // But it's harder to ignore it (Why must you go) // If they were right, I'd agree (And make this decision) // But it's them they know, not me (Alone) // Now there's a way // And I know that I have to go away // I know, I have to go ❞ - Father and Son, Cat Stevens
❝ I'm going away for a while // But I'll be back // Don't try and follow me // 'Cause I'll return as soon as possible // See, I'm trying to find my place // But it might not be here // where I feel safe // We all learn to make mistakes // And run from them, from them // With no direction // We'll run from them, from them // With no conviction ❞ - Misguided Ghosts, Paramore
𝐓𝐨𝐫𝐲 & 𝐇𝐚𝐰𝐤
❝ Hello again // Friend of a friend, I knew you when // Our common goal was waiting for the world to end // Now that the truth is just a rule that you can bend // You crack the whip, shape-shift and trick, the past again ❞ - Black Sheep, Metric
❝ I don't give a damn 'bout my reputation // I've never been afraid of any deviation // And I don't really care if you think I'm strange // I ain't gonna change // And I'm never gonna care 'bout my bad reputation ❞ - Bad Reputation, Joan Jett & the Blackhearts
❝ And I don't give a damn 'bout my reputation // The world's in trouble, there's no communication // And everyone can say what they wanna say // It never gets better, anyway // So why should I care about a bad reputation, anyway? ❞ - Bad Reputation, Joan Jett & the Blackhearts
❝ What's wrong with you? You don't know the truth // Do you get the feeling someone's after you? // It's a tragedy, you will never see // Everyone around you is a casualty // CHAOS CHAOS CHAOS CHAOS ❞ - Khaos x4, Poppy
❝ Poison the children // No peace of mind // Poison the family // Make the children cry // Poison the fountain // Empty your mind // Follow the leader // The leader is blind ❞ - Fill the Crown, Poppy
❝ Hands behind my back // I'm under attack // I will not react, I won't give you that // I'm up to my neck // Lost all self-respect // I don't want revenge // Just want it to end ❞ - Say Cheese, Poppy
❝ My brain is poisonous // My body is a mess // My heart is hazardous // Who could I be instead? // I tell everyone that I'm okay // But I'm ashamed // I'm afraid // And it all eats at me ❞ - EAT, Poppy
❝ When you crossed me // Didn't know what you had done // A chain reaction happened // And it's too late to run // You look at me, I look at you // And you know what I'm gonna do // When I see red, I go // And the serotonin will flow // And there's no bandage to lessen the damage ❞ - Lessen the Damage, Poppy
❝ Been through the wringer a couple times // I came out calloused and cruel // And both my friends know this very well // Because they went through it too // The three of us were initiates // We had to learn how to deal // And when we spotted a second chance // We had to learn how to steal // Hollowed out and filled up with hate // All we want is you to give us a break ❞ - Fast in My Car, Paramore
❝ No one's the same as they used to be // Much as we try to pretend // No one's as innocent as could be // We all fall short, we all sin // But now we aren't looking backward // We won't try raising the dead // We only see what's in front of us // We only see straight ahead ❞ - Fast in My Car, Paramore
❝ Let 'em have their time // Sit back and let 'em shine // Let 'em rise and rise // Cause one day they're gonna fall // Let 'em soak in the sun // Sit back and let 'em have their fun // Let 'em spill their guts // Cause one day they're gonna slip on 'em // Let 'em play their songs // Let 'em say what's right and wrong // Let 'em do their thing // Cause they'll never be you and me // We got our own style // We got a way of livin' life // If they can't get down // Well we don't need them around // Well I could be angry // But you're not worth the fight // And besides I'm moving on // I've counted to ten // And I'm feeling alright // And besides I'm moving on ❞ - Moving On, Paramore
❝ We are not brave, we are not wise // We stand at the end of the longest lines // But we stand here all together // We have been damned, we have survived // We came back to homes we don't recognize // But we return here all together ❞ - Zero Visibility, Rise Against
❝ Since I was born they couldn't hold me down // Another misfit kid, another burned out town // I never played by the rules and I never really cared // My nasty reputation takes me everywhere // When I look and see it's not only me // So many others have stood where I stand // We are the young // So raise your hands // They call us problem child, we spend our lives on trial // We walk an endless mile, we are the youth gone wild // We stand and we won't fall, we're one and one for all // The writing's on the wall // We are the youth gone wild ❞ - Youth Gone Wild, Skid Row
𝐓𝐨𝐫𝐲 & 𝐌𝐢𝐠𝐮𝐞𝐥
❝ I want you to stop insisting that I'm not // A lost cause // 'Cause I've been through a lot // Really all I've got // Is just to stay pissed off // If it's all right by you ❞ - Rose-Colored Boy, Paramore
❝ Just let me cry a little bit longer // I ain't gonna smile if I don't want to // Hey, man, we all can't be like you // I wish we were all rose-colored too // My rose-colored boy ❞ - Rose-Colored Boy, Paramore
❝ Leave me here a little bit longer // I think I wanna stay in the car // I don't want anybody seeing me cry now // You say, "We gotta look on the bright side" // I say, "Well, maybe if you wanna go blind" // You say my eyes are getting too dark now // But boy, you ain't ever seen my mind ❞ - Rose-Colored Boy, Paramore
❝ If you run away now // Will you come back around? // And if you ran away, // I'd still wave goodbye // Watching you shine bright. // No I think we're taking this too far // Don't you know that it's not this hard? // Well it's not this hard // But if you take what's yours and I take mine // Must we go there? // Please not this time. No, not this time. ❞ - Brighter, Paramore
❝ I never wanted to say this // You never wanted to stay // I put my faith in you, so much faith // And then you just threw it away // You threw it away ❞ - For a Pessimist I’m Pretty Optimistic, Paramore
❝ I can't call you a stranger // But I can't call you // I know you think that I erased you // You may hate me, but I can't hate you ❞ - Tell Me How, Paramore
❝ "I'd die for you" that's easy to say // We have a list of people that we would take // A bullet for them, a bullet for you // A bullet for everybody in this room // But I don't seem to see many bullets coming through // See many bullets coming through // Metaphorically, I'm the man // But literally, I don't know what I'd do ❞ - Ride, Twenty One Pilots
❝ My seat's been taken by some sunglasses asking 'bout a scar // And I know I gave it to you months ago // I know you're trying to forget it // But between the drinks and subtle things // The holes in my apologies // You know, I'm trying hard to take it back // So if by the time the bar closes // And you feel like falling down // I'll carry you home ❞ - We are Young, fun.
❝ You're never gonna get it // I'm a hazard to myself // I'll break it to you easy // This is hell, this is hell // You're looking and whispering // You think I'm someone else // This is hell, yes. // Literal hell. ❞ - We Don’t Have to Dance, Andy Black
❝ Summer has come and passed // The innocent can never last // Wake me up when September ends // Ring out the bells again // Like we did when spring began // Wake me up when September ends ❞ - Wake Me Up When September Ends, Green Day
𝐓𝐨𝐫𝐲 & 𝐒𝐚𝐦
❝ Stop, what the hell are you talking about? // Get my pretty name outta your mouth // We are not the same with or without // Don't talk 'bout me like how you might know how I feel // Top of the world, but your world isn't real // Your world's an ideal ❞ - Therefore I Am, Billie Eilish
❝ I'm so insecure, I think // That I'll die before I drink // And I'm so caught up in the news // Of who likes me and who hates you // And I'm so tired that I might // Quit my job, start a new life // And they'd all be so disappointed // 'Cause who am I if not exploited? // And I'm so sick of seventeen // Where's my fucking teenage dream? // If someone tells me one more time // "Enjoy your youth," I'm gonna cry ❞ - Brutal, Olivia Rodrigo
❝ All I did was try my best // This the kinda thanks I get? // Unrelentlessly upset // They say these are the golden years // But I wish I could disappear // Ego crush is so severe // God, it's brutal out here ❞ - Brutal, Olivia Rodrigo
❝ Stop, drop // And drag me into place // And lock the fire escapes // I'll break your pretty face // Oh, you clever little things // The sycophantic teens // What a precious basket case // You get everything you want // And money always talks ❞ - Choke, I Don’t Know How But They Found Me
❝ This isn't a fight to be won // Go on and give up the gun // If this is a test, with all due respect // You're not gonna fool no one // I'm everything she never was // Now everyone's out for my blood // Stop, you're making a scene // You're coming at me with blood in your teeth // You shouldn't be anything like me ❞ - Anything Like Me, Poppy
❝ If I'm a bad person, you don't like me // Well, I guess I'll make my own way // It's a circle, a mean cycle // I can't excite you anymore // Where's your gavel? Your jury? // What's my offense this time? // You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me // Well, sentence me to another life ❞ - Ignorance, Paramore
❝ You don't have to believe me // But the way I, way I see it // Next time you point a finger // I might have to bend it back // Or break it, break it off // Next time you point a finger // I'll point you to the mirror ❞ - Ignorance, Paramore
❝ I'm not angry anymore, // Well, sometimes I am. // I don't think badly of you, // Well, sometimes I do. // It depends on the day, // The extent of all my worthless rage, // I'm not angry anymore. // I'm not bitter anymore // I'm syrupy sweet. // I rot your teeth down to their core // If I'm really happy. // Depends on the day // If I wake up in a giddy haze // Well, I'm not angry // I'm not totally angry // I'm not all that angry anymore. ❞ - I'm Not Angry Anymore, Paramore
❝ You hurt me bad this time, no coming back // And I cried till I couldn't cry, another heart attack // If I lay on the floor, maybe I'll wake up // And I don't pick up when you call // 'Cause your voice is a gun // Every word is a bullet hole // Shot a hole in the sun // If I never look up maybe I'll never notice // And you, you want forgiveness // But I, I just can't do it yet ❞ - Forgiveness, Paramore
𝐓𝐨𝐫𝐲 & 𝐍𝐚𝐭
❝ If I had seen my reflection // As something more precious // He would've never // Mmm, and if my child needed protection // From a fucker like that man // I'd sooner gut him // 'Cause nothing cuts like a mother ❞ - Simmer, Hayley Williams
  ❝ I remember tears streaming down your face // When I said I'll never let you go // When all those shadows almost killed your light // I remember you said, "Don't leave me here alone" // But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight ❞ - Safe & Sound, Taylor Swift & The Civil Wars
 ❝ Don't you dare look out your window // Darling, everything's on fire // The war outside our door keeps raging on // Hold on to this lullaby // Even when the music's gone ❞ - Safe & Sound, Taylor Swift & The Civil Wars
❝ Just close your eyes // The sun is going down // You'll be alright // No one can hurt you now // Come morning light // You and I'll be safe and sound ❞ - Safe & Sound, Taylor Swift & The Civil Wars
❝ Mother, make me // Make me a big tall tree // So I can shed my leaves and let it blow through me // Mother, make me // Make me a big grey cloud // So I can rain on you things I can't say out loud ❞ - Mother, Florence + The Machine
❝ Mother, make me // Make me a bird of prey // So I can rise above this, let it fall away // Mother, make me // Make me a song so sweet // Heaven trembles, falling at my feet ❞ - Mother, Florence + The Machine
❝ Well, I've been afraid of changin' // 'Cause I've built my life around you // But time makes you bolder // Even children get older // And I'm getting older too ❞ - Landslide, Dixie Chicks
❝ Mama, life had just begun // But now I've gone and thrown it all away // Mama, ooh, didn't mean to make you cry // If I'm not back again this time tomorrow // Carry on, carry on // As if nothing really matters ❞ - Bohemian Rhapsody, Queen
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smileandasong · 4 years
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rules: answer 30 questions and tag some blogs you want to know better. i was tagged by the lovely @throwupsparkles, thank you so much friend <3 i’m gonna put this under a cut, because it’s long and, as usual, i got entirely too loud :)
Name/nickname: smile :)
Gender: female
Star sign: taurus
Height: 5′6″
Time: 12:16am
Birthday: may 19th
Favorite bands: fall out boy, the used, green day, idkhow, HIM, paramore, panic! at the disco (such a shame they broke up in 2013 and never made other music :/), taking back sunday, gym class heroes, cobra starship, and definitely NOT my chemical romance, wow, no time for a band led by THAT talentless hack
favorite solo artists: honestly, i’m not sure??? i don’t listen to a lot of solo artists, admittedly, and the only ones coming to mind right now are patrick stump, hayley williams, and talentless hack, so!!! them :)
Song stuck in my head: it’s not a fashion statement, it’s a deathwish by my chemical romance
Last film: confessions of a teenage drama queen gtfrdtgrfdetred SOMEHOW that’s not as shameful as...well, keep reading, you’ll see
Last show: the hit cw series s*pernatural (i told you it would get worse)
When I made this blog: 2011, and this past year is by far the most active i’ve been on it since like 2013 (if you want to cringe at what tumblr culture was like circa 2012, look in my archive)
What I post: bandom, star wars, the hit cw series s*pernatural when i need to show the mutuals the loud things i do on my sideblog, comic books, unfunny and loud text posts
Last thing I googled: a famous fanfiction based around the show that shall not be named (love how i get progressively cringier as this goes on)
Other blogs: @emonatural (s*pernatural blog that’s indiscernible from my main with how much emo shit i post there...i mean, look at the url) and @villevalos (HIM/mtv’s jackass/y2k blog)
Do I get asks: if i reblog one of those ask things, yeah! oh!! and sometimes people send me asks about gerard out of nowhere, and it’s very sweet :’)
Why I chose my url: oh this is embarrassing...once again, cringier by the second. so in 2015, i did an internship at d*sney world, and when i came back from it, i was really bummed out and missing it, so i made my url smileandasong, which is actually a song from snow white and the seven dwarfs, oooof. and then eventually, i took on smile as my online pseud, and idk, it just sort of stuck! and even if d*sney is the the worst and the ultimate problematic fave, i actually do like the url because i AM smile and i post about bands, so like, song??? it just works!
Following: 221
Followers: 1094 (i’ve been dancing around this number for ages, so if anyone wants to follow this cringefest, now would be a great time ;)!)
Average hours of sleep: typically 7, it’s almost like clockwork. no matter when i go to bed, i wake up 7 hours later.
Lucky numbers: 19???
Instruments: i played the recorder in like third grade, so, i guess you could say i am a Serious Musician What I am wearing: a black t-shirt that says ‘former emo kid’ and my beetlejuice hot girl summer striped shorts (god, i sound like a my immortal character)
Dream trip: tokyo!!!
Favorite food: BREAD!!! you can literally do EVERYTHING with it and no matter what form it’s in, it is so GOOD!!! Nationality: american (idiot)
Favorite song: jesus of suburbia by green day, aka, the most important nine minutes of music ever recorded
Last book read: ....... Top three fictional universes you’d like to live in: star wars, but specifically during the prequel era and on naboo
Favorite color: teal, specifically the teal that baja blast is :) ALRIGHT now to tag people!!! no obligations to do so, it’s a long survey thing, but it was definitely a fun one :) @headfirrstforhalos, @xnowimnothing, @bringmoreknives, @iero, @clusterhugmp3, @creepinup aaaaand anyone else who read all of this nonsense and wants to do it themselves
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userastarion · 3 years
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i just realized i’m Real Behind on tag games lol so here we go, tagged by @snyderzack (ty szabina 💛💛) to answer some q’s!!
nickname: baz is a nickname, actually 😊 no nicknames for the nickname lol
pronouns: she/they
star sign: leo
height: just under 5′5″ (but don’t tell anybody, i always just say 5′5″)
time currently: 10:42pm
birthday: august 7th
favorite groups/bands: paramore, marianas trench, the sweeplings, the nor’easters, walk the moon, probs more but i’m forgetting everyone
favorite solo artist: dodie, lauren aquilina, porter robinson, hayley williams, orla gartland, i listen to so much music don’t make me choose
song stuck in my head: “get to know you” by logan smith
last movie you watched: bad moms christmas but i couldn’t finish it bc it was too cringe lmao (bad moms was ok tho)
last show you binged: i actually... couldn’t tell you. i do not remember
when you created your blog: this one started out as a RP blog back in like 2013 lmao but my original blog was made in 2011
last thing i googled: “red tailed hawk” bc i was working on a copyediting assignment lmao
other blogs: @elliewillaims (dark), @chekov (pale), @gotaskyful (aesthetic), @klgharrah (writing)
why i chose my url: tfatws was coming out & i wanted a marvel url! also someone is letting @/wintersoldier ROT somewhere saved and i am UPSET
do you get asks: not a whole lot of like, curious ones, but i have lots of lovely friends who will send them for ask games & such 💖
how many people you are following: 300!
average hours of sleep: it should be like 7 but my body is like NO KEEP SLEEPING so more like 10
lucky number: 7 (i realize i’m basic as hell but don’t @ me)
instruments: my voice is really the only thing i can ~actually control loool but i have a VERY MINOR passing knowledge of piano. 
wearing: miss saigon (the musical) t-shirt & leggings ayooo
dream job: in-house editor for a publishing company tbh!!! i want to edit queer books! but DREAM dream job is some kind of performer. let me sing & act for money plEASE i’m a LEO i need the VALIDATION
dream trip: p sure i said this last time but i REALLY want to see the castles across europe!! also, desperate to get to rome
favorite food: you really cannot make a person who loves eating the way i do choose a favorite food. uh. i’ma go with the one i eat the least and think about the most: churro toffee. that shit is SO good. i’ve had it once and i want it again SO BADLY
favorite song: again i can’t pick favoriteS so let’s just say the one most on repeat lately and that would be “in pieces” by joey contreras!
top 3 fictional worlds to live in: alright here we go: westworld (bc COOL ROBOTS), marvel (bc SUPERHEROES), harry potter (bc MAGIC)
tagging: @victoriaspedretti @djarsdin @zzizzigom @anthonyymackie @shadowsweavers @pascal-djarin <3
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galacticshq · 3 years
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happy tuesday everyone !  we are officially one week away from our one year anniversary.  to celebrate this week, you can all sit back, relax, & enjoy the official galacticshq playlist !  you can find the full list of songs linked beneath the cut, as well as a link to it on spotify.
star wars (main theme) – john williams
darkside – oshins, hael
start a war – klergy
sugar, we're going down swinging – fall out boy
the kids aren't alright – the offspring
soldier – fleurie
people help the people – birdy
when were you happy – laura marling
you could be happy – snow patrol
happiness – taylor swift
simmer – hayley williams
leave a light on – tom walker
the humbling river – puscifer
dear god – lawless, sydney wayser
emergency – paramore
dead & born & grown – the staves
everybody wants to rule the world – lorde
war of hearts – ruelle
what i am – nerdout
love is to die – warpaint
if i had a heart – fever ray
queens will play – black mountain
i'll stand by you – pretenders
walk through the fire – zayde wølfe
stars in the sky – phora
achilles come down – gang of youths
legends are made – sam tinnesz
arsonist's lullaby – hozier
bad reputation – joan jett
various storms and saints – florence & the machine
we'll meet again – she & him
the imperial march – john williams
listen here !
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crepuscularqueens · 3 years
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am i going to make another playlist breakdown that no one asked for... yes :) for samsteve :)
now - paramore (boy i could talk about this one forever it’s so on the nose of the whole them of it all! their energy is truly captured here!) feels like i'm waking from the dead and everyone's been waiting on me, least now i'll never have to wonder what it's like to sleep a year away / instead, i'd have some memories for the days i don't feel anything, at the least they will remind me not to make the same mistakes again / there's a time and a place to die and this ain't it
glory - bastille (oh god oh GOD. these two could have really had it all couldn’t they?? every single line could make me go bonkers from it) as we fell and hit our heads upon the curb, you make me laugh until i die, can you think of any better way to choke? / not everything had gone to plan but we made the best of what we had, you know? / and then you put your hand in mine and pulled me back from things divine, stop looking up for heaven waiting to be buried
homemade dynamite - lorde (you may know my thoughts on this one already! ah! but when they first meet and they both kinda lose it a bit for each other! steve needing to pass sam like 3 times then go and make his point again! sam harboring steve as a known fugitive when he just met the guy! wow okay!) a couple rebel top gun pilots flying with nowhere to be, don't know you super well but i think that you might be the same as me, behave abnormally / know i think you're awesome, right?
kindred - rationale (what can i say i have a giant weak spot for the bittersweet!)  we are kindred, tugging on the tether, like we'll live forever but one day we'll have to leave. i give thanks for each day of solid ground beneath our feet, but there are no promises for tomorrow for you and me / baby we risk it all just to fall like dominoes, baby all we have is good intentions, fine line in your memories, you’re not alone and you’ll never be, remember that we're both in this together
under the table - fiona apple (okay this pick is somewhat tongue in cheek because they are both insufferable smartasses who sometimes say things they shouldn’t. im thinking... “so you like cats” “sam.” “what?!?!?!?!”. like, this is just for fun) you know i don't go for those ones that you bother about, so when they say something that makes me start to simmer, that fancy wine won't put this fire out, oh kick me under the table all you want i won't shut up, i won't shut up
sudden desire - hayley williams (for the... well... you know) take the elephant by the hand and hold it, it's cruel to tame a thing that don't know its strength. but better to walk beside it than underneath. my kind companion, softened stone, my gentle giant, painful reminder
black moon rising - black pumas (we have to introduce a little heartbreak eventually. i know i did but yeah. we unfortunately know how this ends!) shoot me down and break my heart, it's the black moon rising. you brave the sight, i paint the picture of the black moon rising
lose my mind - kaye (okay but “i might just burn up my whole life”??? yeah that’s them alright. that’s them.) you're trouble, aren't you? i can see it, know you're gonna leave me bleeding, but you set alive every inch of my spine / i might just burn up my whole life, we don't have to be civilized / forget your loyalties to float in my gaze, we look good in destruction, couldn't we trust it? (all of that just SCREAMS them!)
fly me to the moon - frank sinatra (okay, so maybe i added this to my playlist for them immediately after watching ep 1 of tfatws. you have no proof.) you are all i long for, all I worship and adore. in other words, please be true. in other words, in other words, i love you
black sun - death cab for cutie (sometimes we just get very very bitter towards endgame steve. i don’t know that man.) how could something so fair be so cruel, when this black sun revolved around you? / there is a role of a lifetime, and there's a song yet to be sung, and there's a dumpster in the driveway of all the plans that came undone
demons - the national (you know how it is with me and the national. image of me violently shoving this song at steve rogers and glaring at him.) when i think of you in the city, the sight of you among the sights, i get the sudden sinking feeling of a man about to fly / can i stay here? i can sleep on the floor, paint the blood and hang the palms on the door, i do not think i'm going places anymore, i wanna see the sun come up above new york / i do not know what's wrong with me, the sour is in the cut. when i walk into a room, i do not light it up, fuck
the living - san fermin (trying to put into words why this song is so perfect for them is... hm. life’s for the living, you know?) i hear it coming, it’s coming this way, it’s digging me up, the dead have been raised / and it’s hard to quite describe it, like we're part of, part of something bigger
drive desperate - cold war kids (asking someone to follow you... desperately needing their approval) follow me will you? follow me will you? follow me down until, i will admire, oh i need someone who will / to find the words that lift me high i’d tear a hole up in the sky, i’d beg for your approval just to know i’m on the right course
estate sale sign - the mountain goats (okay! bitterly remembering when you shared a path with someone! when everything you had gone through and everyone you lost along the way meant everything in the world and then you feel so all alone in all those memories because they made their choice to give it all up!) some guy in an impala shakes his head when he rides by, but i remember when we shared a vision, you and i / the sacrificial stains all spreading out and soaking through, but i remember when we kept it pretty, me and you / try to see if secrets burn when you hold them up into the light, i remember when we loved each other day and night / every martyr in this jungle is gonna get his wish
end of the earth - marina (i got in my damn feelings for this one boys) love can never be what you want it to be, but i'd still follow you down / if we're torn apart, then i won't let go, cause wherever we are, it feels like home
heat waves - glass animals (furiously shaking endg*me by the shoulders screaming “make it make sense”) usually i put somethin' on tv so we never think about you and me, but today i see our reflections clearly in hollywood, layin on the screen. you just need a better life than this, you need somethin i can never give / i just wish that i could give you that, that look that's perfectly un-sad
deliverance - rationale (im aware this is getting repetitive) you sold me a dream, now i'm hanging on for my life, out of sight, out of mind / it's hard to believe that i don't mean nothing to you and i'll never back in your favor and back in your arms
emergence exit - freelance whales you would've been better alone without my love, you would've been safe from storms
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"Petals for armor" (o alguno de paramore) para el análisis de álbumes para andromaquynh por favor
aaahhh gracias!! esto me emocionó mucho y lo disfrute mucho y tengo muchas emociones al respecto okay?? aquí voy
Petals for armor x Andromaquynh
a lot of feelings about this one. it’s about the love. the grief. the literal petals for armor, being soft warriors, and dancing together bc they deserve it!! seriously some of these songs are perfect for Andy and Quynh
OHMYGOD SIMMER we’re off to a great start!! "Rage is a quiet thing, you think that you've tamed it, But it's just lying in wait" "Oh, how to draw the line between wrath and mercy?" That’s all very... Andy, powerful and angry and tired but full of love and kindness and that’s... “Wrap yourself in petals" listen, i don’t have the emotional stability to make a proper analysis of the wrath/mercy petals/armor softness/war but i Can tell you that for a pair of warrior to live thousands of years and not go mad... it’s the duality of immortal wives being soft and kinds and powerful and deadly. and i love that about them
LEAVE IT ME ALONE HAYLEY WILLIAMS this is a personal attack, okay? There's everything here "Don't nobody tell me, That God don't have a sense of humor, 'Cause now that I want to live, Well, everybody around me is dying, Now that I finally wanna live, The ones I love are dyin'" that's Andy and Quynh giving up on every god they've known, Andy herself being worshipped as a god, Quynh coming out of the ocean just to find the love of her life is dying!!!! they were immortal for thousands of year and now that they’re finally reunited Andy is mortal?! IS THERE SOMETHING THAT HURTS MORE??? also that part about not remembering someone's name. yeah we are Not going to go down that road. it hurts too much. in summary "If you know love, You best prepare to grieve"
Maybe the Cinnamon lyrics don't fit for both but since it's a personal favorite, just please imagine the immortal wives dancing to this song in one of the safe houses where they make a soft a comfortable home for the two of them to heal and love after their reunion
Same with Creepin'. are the lyrics completely accurate for these two? maybe not. is that going to stop me? absolutely not! not i only a wrote an andromaquynh vampire au titled after this song, it's a good aesthetic. aren't vampires sort of immortal? this Fits. plus, "a moon in daylight" hell yes. i like it. just picture that with andy during the church fight scene when she’s with the statue. vampire!!!
Sudden desire said horny!Andromaquynh rights! "It's cruel to tame a thing that don't know its strength" hell yes. "My kind companion, Softened stone" yup. that's andy and quynh, i mean “my gentle giant/immortal warrior” they are in love, they are hot, they are valid. this would be a nice song for the early days of Andy and Quynh walking the fine line between fellow immortal warrior and omg your arms 👀
Dead horse but out of context, "Every morning I wake up, From a dream of you, holding me Underwater (Is that a dream or a memory?)" that's the immortal wives struggling after their reunion. and it’s sad
MY FRIEND!!! "Little wrinkle by your eye, I never noticed 'til right now" they are coping with Andy's mortality and it’s not easy! we are talking about thousands of years loving the same unchanging face! "All of your good and your evil, Well, babe, you can leave it with me" although ignoring the comics can be good, we have to accept that in 6k years of life there Have to be some regrets, some things they aren’t proud of, but... "I am beside you, famine or fire (or the ocean)" yes!! exactly! now, the way miss williams literally said "We stay safe together, ESCAPE DEATH FOREVER" we say thank you for a perfect Andromaquynh song
"It's the right time, to come alive" yes it is!!! Andy being reminded of her purpose!! Quynh coming back to life!! the two of them coming alive together!!! good!!! it. aínt. Over. Yet. 
Roses/Lotus/Violet/Iris, aka Andy/Quynh/Nile/Celeste. i'm sorry but i don't know any men
"How do you sound? What do you look like now? I try to replicate our movements in my mind" oh, we have found the song for some nostalgia, some struggle there to try to be the women they used to be, to try an remember how they used to love each other and if they can go back to what they were... oh... why we ever...
"Guess I oughta clean up these bloody fists if it's alright" here we go!! Andy and Quynh meeting! falling in love!! for the first time loving someone that won't die and leave them like everyone else! It's not easy, but it's so good, and they are trying so hard, and learning how to love!! "If I want pure love, Must stop acting so tough (I give a little, you give a little, We get a little sentimental)" that’s perfect for them, don’t fight me on that
If anybody asks... they're taken *hayley wiliams dance*
"Do you taste old shame when you lick my wounds?" that's very Andy and Quynh taking care of each other after thousands of wars, but actually sugar on the rim is about Quynh teasing Andy for her sweet-tooth
"How lucky I feel, To be in my body again" a concept: Quynh comes out of the ocean, just ready to feel alive again, so excited, she deals with her trauma, she's hungry for life, this is her anthem. Watch me while I bloom!!!!!
Crystal Clear... all the hope, the promises, the trust that Andy and Quynh have in their love. "We don't know, How this could end, Let's hope it won't have to" that's a perfect way to end this
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Oh my 🤦🏻, I’ve never presented myself. Well since I have a complicated French name I go by Mc (my initials and since I like to rap it stuck) and I’m 25. And now you can call me by name 😉🥁 (bad pun)
I think self depreciation is kinda big for all pop/mainstream, isn’t it? You might know the directioners better than me tho, but it’s more than alright to like what we like. They do have good music and good voices too! Also people really underestimate the role pop music can have in our development. What are your favorite songs you sometimes to back to? About paramore, for a pessimistic I’m pretty optimistic : it’s from their ‘early years’ so it’s definitely more on the rock side. Have you listened to hard times, for example ? It’s more pop and catchy. Although I think you would like better Hayley Williams solo album she dropped this year. It’s more indie and raw and fresh in a way. (I don’t listen to the regrettes but after a few songs all I can say is that the voice is what is the most different from paramore. Because it has a similar vibe in the music otherwise)
I see! Then I hope your mid terms go smoothly! How is it going for you tho? Do you have online classes or is it on campus? And for exams how does that goes? Yeah it’s a mess here and honestly even if I’m not as big of a fan of theaters you seems to be (I don’t top that energy) I’m the kind of person who loves to go watch a movie alone in theaters. I miss that kind of alone time.
I was just applying for a topliner job (people who come up with singing melodies and lyrics sometimes) because there was an offer. It’s not what I’m the most comfortable with in music production but I tried anyway 🤷🏻 you got nothing if you try nothing, right?
Also I have another random question! I don’t think you already got asked this before but : what is your favorite ghibli? And also do you have a preference between animation and live action? And why? Since you didn’t choose acting as your favorite aspect of films, I wondered if you can find colors and image composition as important and captivating than in movies?
sorry for the late reply! i had a busy couple of days (i finished my exam yesterday and am now working on our yearbook🤧) and no worries! it’s my fault for not asking you sooner! hello Mc😇 nice to officially get to know you haha
omg yeah, i totally think so too! honestly the whole pop culture just has a tendency of self depreciation and i think in some way it also links with youngsters’ insecurity and people’s belief that liking pop music/culture is immature. it’s really toxic but at the same time unfortunately has become a habit to us all🧍‍♂️ anyway one of my favorite 1d song to go back to is definitely something great (i often forgot about that one and i remember last year during their 10 year anniversary i revisited it and loved it so much) i’ve listened to hard times before! (without noticing it’s their song lol) i liked it! (it’s so fun) and i will definitely check out the new album you mention, seem like right up my alley💖
this semester is going quite well for me i think! it’s still really busy for me but i can still manage it (thank god i didn’t get the internship though lmao or else i would probably be completely swamped. a blessing in disguise <3) our classes are all on campus right now because the covid situation is relatively chill in taiwan. (that’s why we can still go to the movies and sometimes even concerts) tbh same, i watched most films at home but sometimes it’s nice to go to the cinema (especially film festival where i can get access to films that i cannot watch online) 
yeah that sounds like a great opportunity/start! hopefully you will be able to get it! sending you the best luck xx (what’s the job that you will want to do in music production?) 
my favorite ghibli film is actually ponyo. it’s not a popular choice but i love it with all my heart (honestly i feel like you can learn a lot about a person with their favorite studio ghibli film. like i think in some way ponyo reflect my personality the most, if you know what i mean) what’s yours? i don’t really have a preference i think (i don’t really watch animation or live action that much) but if i have to choose i would probably go for animation! (mainly bc there can be so much more artistic/creative choices through the creation of animation while i feel like live action often strives for realism) and to your last question, yeah! i personally don’t consider acting to be as important as the visual aspect in films (like i’m more likely to watch a film for how it was shot than to see the actor’s performance) 
thank you so much for all of your questions🥰 hope you’re doing good x
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I woke up the next morning, sprawled out on Mark's bed. I went to lazily wrap my arm around Mark, only to find that he wasn't there. I sat up and took a moment to look around, just in case Mark was in the room, only to see that he wasn't. "Mark!? Where are you?!" I called out, earning no response from him. Worried, I wrapped myself in the thick duvet to go and look for him, finding a note on top of the dressing table.
Good morning, Ivory. I hope that you slept well. I have had to run some errands and sort some tour stuff. Feel free to help yourself to whatever is in the kitchen and make yourself at home. I will see you when I'm done. Mark xx
I felt my heart flutter at the note. He was so sweet, even when he wasn't around. I dropped the blanket onto Mark's bed and walked my naked self into his ensuite bathroom. Yes, I needed a shower. While waiting for the shower to heat up, I saw my reflection in the mirror. Mark had left hickies along my neck and chest. I smiled at the memory of last night and got under the shower.
It was now the afternoon, and I was happily dancing to myself with music blaring in my headphones. I had decided to make some blueberry muffins. I was so into the music and had almost jumped out of my skin when Mark came up and took an earbud out of my ear. Mark laughed out loud, giving me a moment to pause my music. "So, I was saying that whatever you are making smells great." He chuckled, pulling me in by the head and kissing me on the forehead. I wrapped my arm around his waist and rested my head on his chest. "Thank you, doesn't smell as good as you though." I chuckled. Mark laughed and held my shoulders at arms length. "You smell better though, if I must say so." He smiled. "I am just going to pretend that what you said wasn't creepy at all." I joked. "You started it." Mark joked, smiling at me. "So, would you like to come on tour with us?" He asked. "I know we've just met and all, but I'd like to be able to hang out with you some more." He admitted. Everything inside me was telling me that I should go, but I had work and my life here that needed my attention. "What would I do about work though?" I asked. "You are a graphic designer. Surely, you could get a laptop and bring your work with you?" Mark suggested. "Plus, you could become blink-182's graphic designer!" He said excitedly. "I dunno Mark. It's a lot to think about." I sighed. Mark looked down at me with a defeated face. "We leave in a week, so you have time to decide." He smiled. "I know that we would both love it." He whispered before pulling me into a kiss. "I do need some time." I replied, kissing Mark on the cheek. "But I should be getting home." I finished off.
After hours of stalling with Mark (no, not that sort of stalling), I was finally home. Ruby was visiting. "Come on, Ivory. You should go!" She shouted excitedly. "I want to go, Ruby. I really do. But what about my job here?" I asked. "I can't expect you to take my work load as well as your own." I explained. "You do realize that you own your business, right? You can do whatever the hell you like." She replied. I inwardly laughed at her answer. "Are you sure you'll be OK though? I don't want to leave you on your own." I asked. Ruby looked like she was getting a little bit annoyed at my paranoia. "You're going, Ivory. You'll love it and I'll be fine back here." She assured. "Alright, alright. I'll go then." I laughed. "Like you should. When do you leave?" Ruby asked. "I have another week, so plenty of time to get things in tip top shape before I leave." I replied. "I better tell Mark that I will be going." "I will see you tomorrow. I have some 2IC stuff that I need to take care of." Ruby smiled before exiting my home.
Just about as soon as Ruby left, I quickly dialled Mark's number. "Hello Ivory, do you already miss me?"  Mark asked. "Yes, I guess I have." I replied. "I have made my decision about the tour by the way." I finished off. "Aaaand...what may that be?" He asked. "Did you decide that my good looks and charm were enough to get you to come along?" He asked. "I guess they were, because I'm coming with ya." I replied. I swore that I could feel Mark smiling through the phone at me. "Well, that's good. I will try to look after you." He said softly.
Suddenly, I felt a knock at the door. "Hey, Mark. I have to go. There's someone here." I said. "Alright. I'll see you when I see you." He said softly. We both said our quick goodbyes as I went to answer the door. I opened the door to see no one other than Brendon Urie standing at my door. "Hey, Brendon! What's up?" I asked, confused at how the hell he'd know where I lived. I don't remember even giving him my address. "Nothing at all, I just heard that you're set to embark on a big tour." He smiled. "And thought that it'd be worth partying for." He finished, pulling the full crate of beer up. "What? A party of like two people?" I teased. "No, there will be others on the way soon." He replied. "Oh, Where's your stereo?" He asked. I pointed him in the direction of my stereo.
My home was soon packed with famous rockstars. Everyone from Green Day to All Time Low were here. Even Matt and Travis were here. "Hey, Matt. Where's Mark?" I asked. Matt looked at me and shrugged his shoulders nonchalantly. "I dunno. He did say that he may be a little late." He replied. "By the way, you have a nice home." He complimented my house. "Thanks. It ain't much but it's something. Plus, I bought it with my own money." I replied. "That makes it even better." Matt smiled, patting my shoulder. Just as I walked away, I heard the doorbell go off again. I answered the door to see who looked like to be Hayley Williams from Paramore at the door. "Hey, Brendon told me about a party here." She smiled. "Uhh yeaah, sure. Come on in." I said, trying to suppress my disappointment. Yes, Hayley was cool but I was kinda waiting on Mark to show up. "Hey, are you alright?" She asked, putting her hand on my shoulder. "Yes, I'm fine. Just waiting on Mark." I replied. Just as I said that, I saw Mark walking up my driveway. "Hey, Ivory! I made it. So sorry for being late." He called out. "That's ok, I'm just glad you came." I replied, wrapping my arms around him. Mark pulled me in tighter, then leaned in to kiss me. "Oh, and I hope you don't mind that I asked Brendon to throw you a party." He spoke softly, kissing me again. "Should we go in, I'm cold." I turned around to see Hayley standing. "You can go in." I smiled before turning back to Mark.
I woke up the next morning with a killer headache. Mark was laying next to me, softly snoring. I looked us over and we were both surprisingly both fully clothed. I got up and left Mark to sleep. Everyone else was in the lounge, sleeping wherever they could find room for themselves. Hayley was the next one awake. "Oh, good morning Ivory." She spoke in her usual cheery tone. "Thanks for letting me join the party last night, it was fun." She spoke warmly. "You're welcome. But it really should be Brendon you're thanking. I didn't even know there was going to be a party until he got here." I admitted. Hayley laughed out loud. "Well, if Brendon is throwing parties at your place, I think you'd be considered his friend." She smiled. "Yeah, I guess you're right." I replied. "So, I never go to ask. Are you and Mark a thing?" She asked. "I dunno. We hooked up a few weeks ago and started a friends with benefits thing." I replied. "Are you sure? Cause from where I was standing, you seemed like lovers." She teased, "Damn, were we that obvious?" I asked, blushing hard. "Don't worry. I think it's kinda cute." She smiled. "Mark's a cool guy. And you seem cool too."
Mark was the next to rise. "I know, he's a good guy." He smiled, walking up to me and wrapping his arm around me. "Good morning. Did you sleep well?" I asked. "I had the best sleep I've hand in a while." He replied, kissing me on the forehead. "Hayley, is it ok if I steal my girl away for a bit?" He asked, turning to look at Hayley as if he was almost begging her. " "Off you two go then." She replied, smiling. "Oh, and Ivory, I'll make sure everything is clean and tidy by the time you're back." She smiled.
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ALBUM REVIEW: Hayley Williams — Petals For Armor
“I came close to stifling my creative process because I didn’t want to live up to those expectations of what it looks like when a female leaves a band and makes a project on her own,” Hayley Williams of Paramore shared with the New York Times. With production insight and moral guidance from fellow bandmate Taylor York, Williams shared a story only she can tell: Petals For Armor. This album, which is her first solo release outside of Paramore, radiates a unique cycle of loss and love and acoustic noise, first simmering with rage and fear and then gracefully freeing itself from the past.
In the opening track “Simmer,” she runs away hastily, as her own fears chase her through Tennessean woods. The bassline presses forward and she expresses how rage manifests itself, with slow-burning verses: “Rage is a quiet thing / Ooh, you think you’ve tamed it / But it’s just lying in wait / Rage, is it in our veins? / Feel it in my face when / When I least expect it.” “Simmer” compounds the singer’s perennial thoughts and vexations “born out of a generational trauma,” compiling them into a pulsating memory that quietly collects all the pieces.
The anger in “Simmer” partly derives from her feeling belittled by the 2000s emo scene and experiencing misogyny firsthand. But with time and grace, she ultimately sings “wrap yourself in petals for armor,” a mantra that controls her grudges and finds comfort within femininity. “Being a woman in the music industry is not often a conversation I love to have. It’s just my existence.”
Likewise, she enlists Mike Weiss from the post-hardcore band mewithoutYou on the fourth track “Creepin’.” The song interprets part of reality as vampiric — the kind that sucks out all the energy and joy that’s been built up.
But by using writing as her therapy, she’s able to cast her worries away and sing about “Cinnamon,” an “ode to my home,” a literal safehouse that percussively sways as it continues to evolve: “I’m not lonely, baby, I am free / Mmm, finally.”
Unlike “Cinnamon,” and the homebody approach to healing, “Leave It Alone” and “Dead Horse” harbor distinct moods and approach divorce in two separate ways. The second tracklisting “Leave It Alone” spatially slows, unrushing drums and vocals to only spiral into itself and cocoon, struggling to branch outside all of the grief: “It tastes so bitter on my tongue / The truth’s a killer / But I can’t leave it alone.” In contrast, the intro in the catchy groove “Dead Horse” tries to “rid myself of the shame,” by revealing her deep guilt for being “the other woman”: “Alright, it took me three days to send you this, but / Uh, sorry, I was in a depression / But I’m trying to come out of it now.”
Part of growing from trauma is also having subtle jolts of desire — those fixations on immediate wants. At first, Williams felt “comfortable with the idea of being single, but when I was waking up to new desires and feeling like, ‘Oh s--t, I may be jumping back in…’ it excited me. And it scared me, too.” “Sudden Desire” ranges in softness and loudness, exploring the singer’s initial feelings and wants in the wake of her own evolution.
A lot of her power, too, comes from seeking outside support. “My Friend” attributes her close friend Brian O’Connor, where she shares the value of having someone on your side, all through life’s ups and downs. In the chorus, she sings, “My friend, when the blood has dried / My friend, instant alibi / You’ve seen my from every side / Still down for the ride / Ooh, my friend, you know why.”
Williams knows that she’s not alone in all of this, and that idea also transcends in “Roses/Lotus/Violet/Iris,” an immersive ballad that highlights harmonies from boygenius, using a garden to feel empowered when diving deep into her feminine roots. Similarly, “Over Yet” continues to process everything and seek closure, proactively believing that there’s another side to “resistance.”
“Why We Ever” is the record’s rite of passage. Reverb guitar reaches an all-time calm, disconnecting her from the past with its intimate instrumentals and wise words: “And now I / Can’t seem to remember why / We ever / Felt we had to say goodbye.”
“Pure Love,” “Taken,” and “Sugar on the Rim” follow, each song upbeat and untangled from worries. “Pure Love” unfolds a jazz sequence, embracing the strange tango between love and togetherness: “I give a little, you give a little / We get a little sentimental.” Likewise, Williams assures that she’s “Taken,” a playful epilogue to her romantic tale. “Sugar on the Rim,” the most deviant track from the collection, experiments with love as aromatic, a bittersweet thing, just like Crusta cocktails: “Do you taste old shame when you lick my wounds? / ‘Cause I feel redeemed in spite of you.”
The outros, “Watch Me While I Bloom” and “Crystal Clear,” spark rejuvenation. Using her same floral motif, the cheerful dance “Watch Me While I Bloom” translates to “feeling biologically connected to myself again…” The slow, ethereal “Crystal Clear” intertwines boxy reverb with delicate harmonies, as Williams moves forward, unscathed: “Crystal clear / I won’t give in to the fear.”
Hayley Williams’ journey through grief and loss and then love is a powerful listening experience, especially when heard in her own words and narratives. That’s why there’s great depth to this record. Petals For Armor is her own intimate collection of meditative ballads, introspective diction, and reinvented sounds that mirror her life’s journey. It took years of struggle to let this all unfold. The outcome? Profound.
— Jackie Reed
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Here’s My Top 100 For 2018 From Spotify
And me trying to justify them! (Look, some are WIP-related, others are jams, some I really can’t explain I just got back into Glee for like a month at one point this year...) Here’s the playlist
1. From a Mountain In The Middle Of The Cabins - Panic! At The Disco
Look, I just love the bouncy piano and the tuba. You can never have a bad tuba.
2. The End. - My Chemical Romance
Goes along with Chapter 8 of my WIP, Interlude, because I’m mean
3. Blank Space - I Prevail
This also goes along with Interlude from Chapter 1 - 5
4. If It Means A Lot To You - A Day To Remember
This one goes with my WIP Blood Bound (This one isn’t posted anywhere) (specifically, book 5)
5. Disloyal Order of Water Buffaloes - Fall Out Boy
Another Blood Bound one (Book 7)
6. This Could Be Anywhere In The World - Alexisonfire
Interlude
7. The Curse of Curves - Cute is What We Aim For
This was going to be Interlude-related but got replaced. Still a banger
8. Disturbia - The Cab
The theme song of Dreavyn from my WIP Aaron Being Normal and if anyone has any tips on how to control a chaotic bisexual OC please let me know
9. Jumpsuit - Twenty One Pilots
Funky bass
10. MakeDamnSure - Taking Back Sunday
A theme for Trace from Aaron Being Normal (Won’t be extremely relevant until book 3 (also this was supposed to be a standalone...))
11. Miss Murder - AFI
Funky bass part 2
12. Fences - Paramore
Interlude again - A Selena Walton Theme Song.
13. The Sharpest Lives - My Chemical Romance
Interlude - A Morgan/Selena/Mostly Selena Theme. (Also, a banger)
14. Camisado - Panic! At The Disco
Interlude - How many hospital scenes can I fit into 1 WIP about depressed teens? (Turns out three; maybe four, technically)
15. My Heart I Surrender - I Prevail
Cole’s character song (Interlude) (Also romantic AF)
16. I Don’t Care - Fall Out Boy
Interlude. Also a Mood
17. Holiday/Boulevard of Broken Dreams - Green Day
Partially Interlude, partially because Holiday fucking slaps and BoBD is a classic
18. Ocean Avenue - Yellowcard
1/2 Interlude, 1/2 a Mood
19. I Don’t Wanna Be In Love (Dance Floor Anthem) - Good Charlotte
Dare I say, an aro-ace mood?
20. Check Yes, Juliet - We The Kings
I feel like half this playlist is just gonna be songs from the Interlude playlist...
21. Problematique - Hot Chelle Rae
Some funky bass, call and response, and fast rhyming - an ultimate jam
22. Postcards - Amber Pacific
Interlude playlist
23. Nico and The Niners - Twenty One Pilots
Look, I just really like Trench; it’s a good album
24. Demolition Lovers - My Chemical Romance
This is on the Interlude playlist but there’s such a Bonnie and Clyde feel to it, man...
25. Do You Know What I’m Seeing? - Panic! At The Disco
No. I don’t. Good song to dissociate to, though. I’m not good at instruments but good guitar/ukulele/whatever it is. Pleasant mood.
26. Rough Hands - Alexisonfire
Look, I’m trying to learn how to properly sing unclean parts (screamo parts) which will be absolutely shocking coming from a 5′2″ blonde girl; I need songs to practice to...
27. The Irony of Choking on a Lifesaver - All Time Low
Theme song to the Netflix adaptation of Interlude that plays in my head on repeat. Now if only I could actually finish writing the goddamn book...
28. Fat Lip - Sum 41
Interlude playlist, also listen to it and tell me you don’t hate everybody and this town
29. Say Anything (Else) - Cartel
I like singing the intro/chorus as sort of a vocal warm up...
30. Oh Well, Oh Well - Mayday Parade
Just a fucking MOOD my dudes
31. Whatever Happened To Saturday Night? - Glee Cast Version
No offense to Meat Loaf....but John Stamos... (Also Interlude (Travis) inspo) (Also I was really into Glee again earlier this year... Still haven’t actually watched past season 3...)
32. The Anthem - Good Charlotte
What I listen to when I consider dropping out and becoming a bog witch, but, like, a punk bog witch
33. Thunder - Boys Like Girls
Aaron Being Normal Inspo. The band’s name is ironic considering how Gay I make it...
34. Don’t You Know Who I Think I Am? - Fall Out Boy
I like singing this one when I’m drunk
35. I Don’t Love You - My Chemical Romance
Blood Bound (Book 2)
36. This Is Gospel - Panic! At The Disco
Blood Bound (Book 3)
37. Silver Bullet - Hawthorne Heights
Interlude Playlist
38. Weightless - All Time Low
MAYBE IT’S NOT MY WEEKEND BUT IT’S GONNA BE MY YEAR I scream to myself on a Tuesday
39. Who Do You Love - Marianas Trench
Have you ever looked up an a capella version of this one? Cuz yeah
40. Let The Flames Begin - Paramore
Anti-Depression, yet still Depressed Mood
41. Red Sam - Flyleaf
Depression Mood - also Interlude playlist
42. Jamie All Over - Mayday Parade
Interlude Playlist, and I think the Dreavyn playlist too... Look, it’s just a jam
43. Savior - Rise Against
Interlude Theme
44. Kiss Me, Kill Me - Mest
Another Interlude thing also a really good Selena x Morgan song
45. Hot To The Touch, Cold On The Inside - Fall Out Boy
Aaron Being Normal song also it’s about a hot pocket
46. Newport Living - Cute is What We Aim For
Interlude song that causes drama
47. Meant To Live - Switchfoot
Selena song - Interlude
48. Kill All Your Friends - My Chemical Romance
This is on the Interlude playlist purely because I’m Evil
49. You’re Gonna Go Far, Kid - The Offspring
On the Interlude playlist, also highly recommend blaring this through the hallways of your Catholic High School during lunch
50. Lights And Sounds - Yellowcard
Interlude Playlist also a banger
51. Angel With A Shotgun - The Cab
If this ain’t romantic as shit... Also it will make you wanna declare war on God Himself what a Mood
52. Somebody Told Me - The Killers
I’m not justifying why The Killer’s is on here I’m just shocked and appalled that Mr. Brightside has yet to make an appearance Spotify
53. Alright - Hot Chelle Rae
The English major inside of me wants to correct it to “all right” also Interlude epilogue Mood.
54. Changing - Saosin
Interlude Playlist
55. Bring Me To Life (Synthesis) - Evanescence
The Synthesis version is far superior and allows me to Properly showcase my Amy Lee impression
56. Headfirst Slide Into Cooperstown On A Bad Bed - Fall Out Boy
Along with J. Michael Tatum, Patrick Stump’s voice is My Religion - the first 23 seconds > The Beatles
57. Pas De Cheval - Panic! At The Disco
Sounds gallop-y
58. Be My Escape - Relient K
Interlude Mood/Theme
59. Science Fiction Double Feature - Glee Cast
Look, all Rocky Horror versions are great, even the Glee one...
60. Dear Maria, Count Me In - All Time Low
I like to sing this one when drunk
61. Stand - Flyleaf
Blood Bound (Final Book. End. Roll credits.)
62. I’d Do Anything - Simple Plan
A jam
63. Sweetness - Jimmy Eat World
The call-response, the spastic drums, damn boi, they’ve got it all
64. Say You Like Me - We The Kings
Catchy song, little fuckboi-ish if you really listen to the lyrics, but it’s not Baby It’s Cold Outside-bad???
65. AMBULANCE - My Chemical Romance
*Choir Ah-ing*, also an Interlude mood considering there are like 2 separate confirmed ambulance parts anyway...
66. crushcrushcrush - Paramore
Look me dead in the eye and tell me Hayley Williams didn’t put everything into her lyrics/singing here
67. Stay - Mayday Parade
Songs for when you’re heartbroken but to the point of dissociating while it rains outside, starting to storm, it starts out with just the grey pattering of a sheet of raindrops and soon the thunder starts to rumble with growing intensity and lightning splits the sky
68. There’s A Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered Honey, You Just Haven’t Thought Of It Yet - Panic! At The Disco
I am the victim of Dreavyn Hawthorne from my WIP Aaron Being Normal seriously if anyone can help me control a chaotic theatre bisexual...
69. Lyrical Lies - Cute is What We Aim For
This band’s lyrics are so fucking poetic it is Shakespeare to a guitar, y’all
70. Wilson (Expensive Mistakes) - Fall Out Boy
I always get like a falling slowly down one of those psychedelic tubes greenscreened into the background feeling at the intro but just like totally at peace falling, like kinda like listening to Ride by 21P type mood but then the chorus comes and it’s a jam
71. Backseat Serenade - All Time Low
Just a banger
72. My Own Worst Enemy - Lit
Look I don’t party too hard but when I do we go hard I was at a party on a Thursday night that didn’t end until the next morning no shit one guy I know did a kegstand before going to his English class
73. Come As You Are - Nirvana
Damn Kurt we miss you but you turned out some jams that no one can match
74. Traitor - Flyleaf
Blood Bound (Book 3)
75. Sadie Hawkins Dance - Relient K
The lyrics are so stupid but damn I love it
76. Poetically Pathetic - Amber Pacific
Did you mean literally 90% of my male OCs?
77. Saviour - LIGHTS
The first LIGHTS song I ever heard and I will defend my favourite singer until the day I die she’s Canadian like me, her family is ADORABLE, SHE is ADORABLE and I love her the end
78. Jersey - Mayday Parade
This goes with every WIP I’ve ever conceived and literally none of them are set in Jersey
79. The Middle - Jimmy Eat World
I feel like this song is just a universal mood but no one can explain exactly why
80. C’mon - Panic! At The Disco
Wholesome(TM)
81. Sunshine Riptide - Fall Out Boy
Interlude Playlist - I imagine Morgan singing it and that might end up happening in canon but idk yet...
82. Sweet Caroline - Neil Diamond
Easily in the top 3 Neil Diamond songs if not the top, fight me.
83. First Date - blink-182
Literally just such an adorable song, blink-182 is the best
84. Last Hope - Paramore
Mostly a Selena song (Interlude) but idk I’ve destroyed many OCs wills to live so
85. Black Sheep - Metric
@spotify please put the Brie Larson version from Scott Pilgrim vs. The World on your streaming service I’m begging you - a very gay
86. When You Were Young - The Killers
Good song, real jam, where’s Mr. Brightside, spotify, where is it????
87. Broken Hearts Parade - Good Charlotte
A certified bop
88. All I Want - A Day To Remember
A song for my greedier OCs who just want to stop being tortured but yknow what children life aint fair
89. The Kids From Yesterday - My Chemical Romance
Put this in any of my WIPs really...
90. Threshold - Sex Bob-Omb
Try to tell me the Scott Pilgrim vs. The World soundtrack isn’t lit
91. Sorrow - Flyleaf
Blood Bound (Book 3)
92. Stay Frosty Royal Milk Tea - Fall Out Boy
You know when you’re writing intense battles or going to get a tattoo and need a playlist of War Songs? This is like the first one on my War Songs playlist
93. Jesus Of Suburbia - Green Day
A staple in the punk rock genre
94. Neon Gravestones - Twenty One Pilots
Ngl I sobbed when I first heard this one so
95. Pressure - Paramore
Very vocal on the Interlude playlist
96. Starlight - Muse
I first got into Muse because it fueled Twilight but yknow what they’re still a damn good group and Supermassive Black Hole carried the baseball scene which was an astounding piece of cinema so
97. Sleepless in Phoenix - blessthefall
It’s literally just my favourite blessthefall song, fight me
98. Kids In The Dark - All Time Low
My mood for when my dad tells me “you’re 20 you should be able to figure it out” like excuse me for not learning how the entire world works the second I turned 18...
99. Don’t Threaten Me With A Good Time - Panic! At The Disco
Refer to My Own Worst Enemy. Add drugs. I’ve never done drugs but..
100. Feeling This - blink-182
*screams I’m Feeling This at regular intervals* (I have no explanation it’s just a BOP)
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Music I Liked in 2021
Every year I reflect on the pop culture I enjoyed and put it in some sort of order.
I never claim to speak to general trends in music, as it’s such a subjective artform with such a large number of releases that has become even more niche over the past decade. My indie/alt-rock leaning taste is my taste and I connected with a number of records from old favorites and newer discoveries alike and I definitely recommend all of them. This is also one of those years where ranking them feels especially arbitrary; rather than do that, I split them into three tiers.
As a brief aside, in 2021 CD sales increased for the first time in over a decade; now, it’s possible this increase is solely attributable to TSwift and Adele, however, the main point is that physical media is still viable in the age of streaming. If you want to support artists, maybe considering canceling your streaming subscription and purchasing albums instead. CDs are much more affordable than vinyl, can be produced more efficiently and are more profitable for artists, just sayin.’ (At the very least consider buying digital albums via Bandcamp which has much greater benefits to an artist than streaming; why “lease” songs when you can “own” the files in perpetuity?)
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Tier 3: Worth A Listen
Dayglow – Harmony House
The sophomore release from Austin-based Sloan Struble is a little more yacht-rock inflected than the bedroom synth pop of his debut, but it’s still a lot of fun. Seeing he and his band perform guitar-based music to a sea of receptive youth at Lollapalooza this summer was a real treat; the kids are alright!
Grouplove – This Is This
Grouplove released a surprise quarantine record at the beginning of the year and I was surprised to find I enjoy it a lot more than 2020’s more polished Healer. It may be a little clunky lyrically (see “Shake That Ass”) but its quasi-embarrassing qualities are so earnest they quickly become endearing – and the hooks are undeniable. Just a fun little under-the-radar rock album.
Hayley Williams – FLOWERS for VASES / descansos
Speaking of quarantine records, Paramore frontwoman Hayley Williams also delivered a surprise one last year on the heels of her 2020 solo debut. FLOWERS… is more stripped down than Petals for Armor, but contains beautifully intimate songcraft that complements that prior record very nicely.
Jon Foreman – Departures and Switchfoot – interrobang
Jon Foreman had a busy year, dropping both a new solo record as well as one with his band. While I can’t say these are my favorite albums from either project, they are both solid and the best moments on each would certainly comprise a strong top-5 album of the year contender.
Lord Huron – Long Lost
I am a big fan of Lord Huron but they have always been pastiche artists and never more so than on their latest record, which recalls bygone country and folk troubadours broadcasting from remote radio stations. This one is more pretty than memorable, but at the very least it provides some lovely background atmosphere.
Tier 2: Appointment Listening
Eddie Vedder, Glen Hansard, Cat Power and Olivia Vedder – Flag Day Original Soundtrack
I have not seen the Sean Penn film Flag Day, but critical consensus is that it’s not great. Its soundtrack, however, is terrific, featuring original material from the artists above. The Glen Hansard tracks are his best since his Swell Season output, in my opinion, and the vocals from Eddie Vedder’s daughter Olivia are a pleasant discovery.
Julien Baker – Little Oblivions
On her latest album, Julien Baker opens up her sound, adding full band instrumentation (performed almost entirely by herself on-record!) but remaining as lyrically raw as ever. Little Oblivions is an eviscerating document of her substance abuse and its effect on her relationships with others, culminating in the devastating “Ziptie” where she questions whether her mistakes are enough to cause even God to give up on her completely.
Manchester Orchestra – The Million Masks of God
Another blast of introspective and propulsive melodic rock, Manchester Orchestra’s latest deals with themes of grief, faith and purpose. Driving lead single “Bed Head” is a song of the year contender for me.
Modest Mouse – The Golden Casket
I honestly wasn’t expecting to connect much with a new Modest Mouse record but The Golden Casket surprised me with both its upbeat catchiness and occasional (albeit still caustic) optimism. This is one I kept returning to not only during the sunny summer months of its release but throughout the rest of the year as well.
Sufjan Stevens & Angelo De Augustine – A Beginner’s Mind
Sufjan Stevens began 2021 with a multi-album suite of instrumental electronic recordings, which would be enough for most artists, but in September he released this folksy acoustic-leaning collaboration with fellow singer-songwriter Angelo De Augustine. Inspired by a series of random movies the two watched together on a songwriting retreat – from Point Break to Night of the Living Dead – the songs are interesting a number of levels but are still captivating even without knowledge of the source material.
Tier 1: Highest Recommendation
Big Red Machine – How Long Do You Think It’s Gonna Last?
Although I’ve never really gotten into Bon Iver, I find Justin Vernon’s work with the National’s Aaron Dessner and others very compelling. This latest record from the duo’s Big Red Machine project features a stellar cast of collaborators including Taylor Swift, Anaïs Mitchell, Robin Pecknold, Ben Howard and more, who bring an almost mixtape-like feeling to the proceedings yet with more thematic coherence than that classification sometimes implies.
CHVRCHES – Screen Violence
The latest release from Scotland’s CHVRCHES finds frontwoman Lauren Mayberry interrogating social media’s malicious impact on individuals, specifically women, through the metaphor of a horror film. The result is some of the most urgent, effective and flat-out catchy music the band has released yet, with nods to 80s synth pop including a pitch-perfect appearance from the Cure’s Robert Smith.
Geographer – Down and Out in the Garden of Earthly Delights
In 2019, following a couple LPs that I didn’t really connect with, Michael Deni released the New Jersey EP which quickly became one of my favorites of that year. Down and Out… continues this winning streak with a collection of fantastic new synth pop jams that still allow his haunting falsetto to shine. It’s rare for a 15-track record (20, if you include the B-sides packaged with it) to be as consistent and engaging the whole way through as this one is. Perhaps my favorite album of the year.
Japanese Breakfast – Jubilee
“Paprika,” the opening track on Michelle Zauner’s third album, begins quietly with some discordant instrumentation that quickly gives way to a joyfully upbeat rush of melody, layered vocals and even a horn section, and never loses steam from there. The record is a beautiful and fun piece of dream pop, at various moments recalling not only that microgenre’s progenitors but also the lush atmosphere of a Won Kar-wai film or smoky neon haze of Destroyer’s Kaputt.
The Killers – Pressure Machine
The Killers continue their unexpected mid-career resurgence with Pressure Machine, following 2020’s excellent Imploding the Mirage. I had thought I only wanted larger-than-life, arena-ready bombast from the band and was skeptical of a more stripped down, storytelling focus, yet here Brandon Flowers & Co are with one of the year’s best records. Recalling the small Nevada community of his youth, Flowers sketches portraits of both specific individuals and the American West at large with a deft touch that shines an empathetic light on the “quiet towns” often overlooked in today’s discourse.
BONUS! Favorite EPs of the Year
Jaguar Sun x Jesse Maranger – Blooms
Canadian musician friends Jaguar Sun and Jesse Maranger linked up for this (too brief!) 4-song EP that finds them alternating vocals across the tracks while creating captivating soundscapes.
Beach Bunny – Blame Game
Chicago’s Beach Bunny get even better with every release and their 2021 offering is no exception, with abundant pop smarts and unabashedly feminist lyrical savvy.
Here’s a playlist of songs from each of these records for your sampling pleasure:
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hello!! i am back and on desktop this time. the blog is just as pretty. alex + yellow = v v attractive jfc. this is a long one so buckle in.
to begin: i hope you have the most fun on your day road trip and sing your heart out to atl and taylor swift. i love driving long distances and idk just driving in general is fun. have the absolute best time MWAH
my birthday is in november!! november 23 to be specific. i share it with miley cyrus which is something i always found to be very cool when i was growing up and watching hannah montana. it also means i am a sagittarius and funny little fact i realized is that my best friend is a gemini. alex and jack are also a sagittarius and a gemini. from being 13 i know that tyler and josh from twenty one pilots are also a sagittarius and a gemini. something about sagittarius and gemini besties idk.
also yeah!! ao3 year in review!! it's a bit complicated to figure out at first and if you read a lot the finding pages thing can be pretty tedious, but it's def worth it once you figure it out. it gives you a lot of different stats about everything you read and it's pretty cool. now i am going to go look at your fics to remember my favs. you deserve the praise so i am willing to offer it. jeez you write a lot i respect the motivation sm. you write quite a bit of angst and i won't lie i try to stay away from angst so i haven't read your fics that seem super angst-y based on the tags. BUT there are still so many i recall reading and loving nonetheless. on a quick scroll-through: i usually don't read high school AUs but "paint me in trust (i'll be your best friend)" was super adorable and lovely. "thank god i'm yours" is one of my favs iirc. also i love love love "it's not always easy (but i'm here forever)" like yes please romanticize alex gaskarth i love it sm. "i won't be silent (and i won't let go)" and "i fell asleep in a city that doesn't" are both super fluffy and romantic and are favs of mine. in case you haven't picked up on it i adore very fluffy and romantic fics lmao. alright i am continuing to scroll and there are so many more i could list that i love but this section is getting quite long. just know if it's about a kitchen or hotel rooms being for lovers i probably read it and adored it and that pov is so valid.
waterparks!! will not lie i only really started listening to them about 6 months ago having been distantly aware of their existence for several years by being a fan of bands in the same genre. listen as long as you let yourself be vaguely annoyed by awsten is prevents you from being in love with him. follow him on any social media platform for like a day and you'll be sick of him typing in nothing but all caps within hours. simply do not romanticize him and you can keep yourself from falling!! so this is coming from a slightly fake parx fan, but some of my favs by them have been peach (lobotomy), crave, numb, fuzzy, violet!, you'd be paranoid too, and lowkey as hell. that is a very songs-from-their-most-recent-album-heavy rec, but whatever. i did give the disclaimer about being a fake parx fan.
yeah hayley does have 2 solo albums now!! petals for armor and flowers for vases / descansos. pfa is the one i didn't really like upon first listen but has grown on me. i haven't even listened to the second one in its entirety oops but we won't mention it. dead horse is good but simmer (pretty sure that was the other single??) just ain't it for me. the album has some lovely songs but it's just a hit or miss album all the way through. some favs of mine on it include pure love, taken, crystal clear, watch me while i bloom, and why we ever. it's sorta a storyline album about healing if that adds anything to it?? but anyways. i started listening to paramore around the time after laughter dropped and it grew to be one of my fav albums in existence. idle worship is probably one of my fav songs like ever. i def understand being slightly put off by bands with songs that make religious references (me with twenty one pilots' earlier music that makes a lot more religious references considering i'm not religious whatsoever) but i think i am blinded by being in love with hayley williams and just ignore it. idk that she's like super religious?? she's addressed believing in god and stuff a few times but she's def not the "rub it in your face" type and if she's making refs in music more recently then they're subtle enough i'm not noticing them. ik albums like brand new eyes had a lot more because it was shortly after that the band split and the songwriting process was essentially her and ex-bandmate co-songwriter arguing about their religious beliefs (turns out he ended up being super homophobic and transphobic all based on his religion so do with that what u will and thank the clown for leaving). i feel u on the "i meant to start listening to them" because that's essentially how i started listening to them. i told myself i was going to and then finally forced myself to do it. fuck falling for awsten knight what's more risky is falling in love with hayley </3
also yeah!! you've articulated my feelings towards tde. every song is so vastly different that it's hard to like it all. #1 fan is pretty decent though, and that's not just my bias about finding both ross and his gf hot and a cute couple and getting to see them together and ross half naked in a mirror in the video nope not at all. he's my fav himbo!! he has no personality!! no thoughts head empty!! i still love him and his strawberry-growing saga on twitter tho <3 the hazard of being in love with ross lynch since i was 12. girlfriend better be a fucking banger and there's quite a few already released singles in the tracklist so i have hope. i believe my show is in chicago on november 19 which is a thursday. kinda sucks since i intentionally bought the chicago tix nearly two years ago (the show was originally supposed to be april 25 2020. lol.) because the show was on a saturday and i have to drive 3 hours to get there. obviously i can't speak for them as tde but r5 shows always fucking slapped and i can vouch for them (realized i haven't seem them live since 2016?? 5 YEARS?? wtf) so if u genuinely like them. would recommend going to see them.
anyways. i have not listened to luke's solo album yet. i plan on it. this has gotten so long but i tried to respond in all areas and even organized it in different paragraphs this time (thanks being on desktop!!). hope you are well. hope you have a lovely day. hmm what's a little "going on in my life" fact. i got new glasses a few days ago and my eyes essentially said fuck off because adjusting to the new prescription has left me with eyes that hurt and occasionally slightly nauseous. here is to hoping my eyes get their shit together. mwah LOVE YOU TOO - the other bella/cubs anon/idk
okay hi hello. i have put this off because holy hell it's long but let's do it. i am putting a cut because this whole thing is long even without my answer
first: the road trip was super fun thank you!!! i am intrigued by this information regarding sags and geminis, we should do some scientific inquiry. enquiry. i don't know if there's a difference between those words.
aha! well i tried the ao3 year in review thing and i would say it had about 55% accuracy but still i agree it's fun to look back at that kind of stuff. and i feel you on the angst thing i go through phases of writing angst-heavy stuff and then writing very fluffy stuff and it is entirely based on my mental state buuuut i have lots of fluff and i'm glad you found it all and that you liked it yay <333 KITCHENS ARE FOR LOVERS i will die on that fuckin hill. hotel rooms as well but primarily kitchens.
dfgjhgdlfkhgdfmj honestly i dont use twitter enough that i would see his tweets enough that that would bother me also the fact that he tweets in all caps means that i just picture him yelling everything he tweets which i find absolutely hysterical so i don't think that would help. i have added these parx songs to my listen asap playlist and will get to them when i get a chance thank you i am excited also i already know lowkey as hell and it slaps super hard so im very much lookin forward to the rest of these. merci merci
YEAH simmer was the one i didnt vibe with. and honestly i feel zero compulsion to get into hayley williams as a solo artist. i just don't vibe enough to want to do that so i doubt i'll be listening to her anytime soon but maybe if i hear the songs in passing or get super bored one night, idk who can really say. but yeah christianity typically puts me off of music (speaking as a very jewish bitch) although there are notable exceptions in the cases of thomas rhett and the driver era. i'm just not attached to hayley enough to be like ehhh this doesnt matter. does that make sense
FAVORITE HIMBO PLEASE HGSDFGDFGKLFGJ i dont follow him on twitter but i have seen some interviews of ross and rocky and tbh they're great i love the way ross speaks like i like his speech mannerisms and i like his FACE and HAIR and. yeah. i think hes pretty. and i think he and 5sos SHOULD collab i think that would be sexy as hell. can you imagine that. oh my god can you imagine a ross lynch/luke hemmings collab. i'm not even really talking to you anymore bella because i know you haven't listened to luke yet and don't have a stake in it but if anyone else is reading this long ass answer. ross & luke collab. okay im going to move on and not think about that now. but i probably won't see tde unless i get a job this semester because i'm trying to stop spending so much money on big indulgent things like concerts likeee i was in a really good habit of not spending that much and then suddenly i got paid for one summer and i was just goin Crazy and i need to dial it back. plus i wanna see ajr and noah kahan equally bad so like. i have to make some calls about priorities here. it's Much to think about
good luck to your eyes i'm sure your new glasses are hella cute tho!!! LOVE YOUUUUUUU
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RAWRING 20s ASKS
I made some asks! Have fun!
1. Are you more emo, scene or punk?
um i think emo but only in music taste, i dress quite casual and stuff like that
2. Favourite band?
right now paramore!!
3. Any New Year's resolutions?
ye several, for example seeing at least 10 artists live, some different drugs and have over 800 songs on my playlist,, i like to keep my resolutions as actually possible goals, so that’s that
4. Favourite music video?
ooh maybe hard times? call me basic but i love it.. or like the short video of forest by tøp, where he walks on a street, ye that ones special too
5. Favourite song?
nooo don’t make me choose i love so many?? but like turn it off, graveyard whistling, ouch, avalanche, sudden desire, let’s go (khalid), ribs and like teen idle be kinda hitting rn ngl
6. Panic! At The Disco or Fall Out Boy?
um old panic, i don’t listen to fall out boy as much as i used to
7. Favourite album?
fight me but vessel and the black parade hasn’t got any bad song, and they will always have a very special place in my heart,, but right now? like nothing but thieves’ self titled, after laughter, amo and melodrama
8. Do you own a pair of fingerless gloves or skeleton gloves (or the combination)?
no but i wish i did
9. Do you own any band merch? If so, from what bands?
some, from tøp, paramore and bmth, but i only use my purple paramore hoodie
10. Got a jacket with pins?
i had one but then i took of my pins so not anymore i guess
11. Have you got dyed hair? What colour?
ye i dyed it black a few months ago, so it’s black/brown-ish rn
12. Any hair dying or haircut plans for 2020?
absolutely i’m going to cut it really soon, and i’ll probably dye it quite soon as well
13. Crush on any band member?
uh hayley williams i’m free on wednesdays please h it me up on a wednesday what are you doing next wednesday i’m free on wednesday hayley please
14. Killjoy name?
oo i haven’t thought of one yet
15. Are you into The Used?
no
16. Do you want any tattoos? Of what?
i’ve got one small, but i’d like a few more, like a matching with my sister and stuff but i don’t know any other specifically, just that i want it
17. Can you play any instruments? Which?
mm i’m actually quite good at piano, been playing a few years now
18. Favourite My Chemical Romance song?
oof there’s so many slapping songs, but like one from each album would be honey this mirror isn’t big enough, helena, teenagers/disenchanted, sing/planetary go,, and i am aware that’s basic but like there’s a reason why just those songs have become popular? they’re so damn good (and don’t at me with sing hate, it is a masterpiece and do not deserve the slanter i see on the tl)
19. Do you think Twenty One Pilots are emo?
as a former tøp stan myself can i say quite firmly that they’re definitely emo, but we need to re-evaluate what emo actually means, bc like in terms of the 00’s emo music? no, they’re not emo. they’re not like the emo trinity (lol), BUT they’re the perfect description of a modern emo band? so, no tøp isn’t emo in the old fashioned way, but yes they’re emo in a newer context,, and their stans are definitely emo i mean like come on
20. Are you into Taking Back Sunday?
nah
21. Do you wear any make up?
yeah but just casual, i’m always so amazed by people who wear lots of cool makeup every day, i could never
22. Do you have black painted nails?
lol ye always
23. Have you got any band posters? Of what bands?
mm i’ve got one with paramore that i like, and one with blackbear which is only because i likes the color schemes of it, i don’t listen to him otherwise
24. Do you want any piercings?
not right now
25. What's your opinion on All Time Low? Sleeping With Sirens? Pierce The Veil?
they’re cool i guess but i’ve never looked into them any further
26. Do you think it's just a phase or that you'll be emo/punk\scene forever?
oh the music will always live on with me, but how i think and express myself around the subject “being alternative/emo/pop-rock/whatever” will probably change as i grow into another phase of my life,, and like i’m okay with the thought of living my life in phases, and i’ll probably not be too ashamed of my current self a few years from now
27. Favourite magical/mythical creature?
i don’t really know any :(
28. Are you into Black Veil Brides?
nope
29. Do you like any newer emo/scene/punk bands? Which?
no not really i’m a quite boring music person in the sense of that i only listen to like the same five bands for a whole year,, so all the bands i’m listening to currently are releasing new music, but were created a while ago
30. What's your favourite music genre besides emo/punk\scene?
probably indie rock
31. Are you into Mindless Self Indulgence?
nein
32. Favourite Fall Out Boy song?
uh like i’m a slut for folie so like 27 or the shipped golden standard, but dance dance has always been a personal favorite
33. Are you mostly into the so-called "emo trinity" or "emo quartet" or do you listen to a lot of other bands too?
sigh i listened to both the trinity and the quartet a lot in 2018, i was a big fan of this whole trinity/quarter thing, but now do i just occasionally listen to some of them, but they’re definitely the roots of my emo path in this life
34. What's your opinion on Waterparks? Palaye Royale? I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME?
ooh idkhow are both emo/alt/pop-rock and quite new!! i forgot them earlier in this post! ye i love idkhow and their music, but i don’t really listen to waterparks or palaye royale
35. Are you into Bring Me The Horizon?
sure as hell am baby, love them
36. Favourite solo project by a emo/scene\punk band member?
right now is hayley williams solo project petals for armor a huge favorite of mine
37. Are any of your friends IRL emo/scene\punk?
um like kinda yes? or some of them have got the style but not the music, and some have got the music but not the style, so i guess it all adds up to a yes
38. Are you into drawing? If so, show some of your art!
ah i really wish i was creative but unfortunately am i not
39. Favourite colours and colour schemes?
red+black or pastel colors, i shift a lot based on mood, but my go to color schemes are dark blue and black bc i’m always comfortable in them
40. What are some of your favourite lyrics?
damn such a good question, i’ll make a separate post for it and continuesly update it with new lyrics!!
41. The Black Parade or Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge?
sorry but i’m a tbp fan, and you can’t convince me otherwise,, like i love revenge a lot but the black parade just hits different y’know?
42. What's your opinion on Paramore? Green Day? Blink-182?
well my biggest obsession right now is paramore so in short; i absolutely am in love with hayley, taylor and zac, the whole concept of paramore and of course their music+other content, even though they’ve gone through rough (or should i say hard) times
and i’ve listened some to green day, they’re really great and i like them, but there’s too much to get into and i’m not ready to be that much of a huge green day stan yet (will probably never be either) but i can absolutely casually enjoy their music and jam with their songs, without having to get into it any deeper
and for blink-182, i feel like they’re a bit too far away from my preferred genre right now, i will maybe listen to them in the future, probably not, but you never know anything for sure
so that’s all,, i love answering questions like this even though no one will ever read it and i’m cringe i know alright but it makes me feel happy so i’ll keep doing it
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