#i am loving fifteen

[inpursuitofnunchi]

The doctor flirting with grammy Cherry Sundayyyy is making me all gigglyyy hahahahahha what are you ncuti WHY DO YOU FIT THE CHARACTER LIKE A GLOVE????

[jeansyvesmoreau]

To me, “FEARLESS” is not the absence of fear. It’s not being completely unafraid. To me, FEARLESS is having fears. FEARLESS is having doubts. Lots of them. To me, FEARLESS is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. 

Happy 15th birthday, Fearless (November 11th, 2008)

[brokendoor16]

I know that this has probably been said to death atp, but the most heartbreaking part of The Final Fifteen (™️) is that THEY WERE BOTH RIGHT.

All Crowley has ever wanted is to run away with his angel, whether it's to Alpha Centuries or just Aziraphale's bookshop. He was RIGHT to say that heaven and hell are toxic. He was RIGHT to say that they don't need them. He was RIGHT to say that he's better than that, that THEY'RE better than that. Crowley's a demon for a reason; he doesn't have faith in innate goodness, he knows that heaven and hell will break their promises. He's suffered SO FUCKING MUCH at the hands of both, and watched Aziraphale suffer for heaven's sake, and he's RIGHT to know that they deserve better.

But as much as he loves Crowley, Aziraphale could never give up on something without at least trying to fix it. There's no way that he could've just left, because that's not who he is and that's not the Angel Crowley loves. He believes SO DEEPLY in the good in the world, in the potential for change, so he could never pass up the opportunity to 'fix the system' - to make heaven a place where no one has to feel like he did again. Whether or not it works (and it will, in small, seemingly insignificant ways like the scriveners getting new offices, and the rules on who can go to earth loosening, and that little bit of rebounding kindness cycling around and around even the most toxic place), he had to try because THAT'S WHO HE IS. He's an angel in the best sense of the word, and he was RIGHT that he could make a difference. And, as much as we all hate to admit it, the metratron was RIGHT. Aziraphale will be a wonderful leader.

So I like to think that, once they get past the initial anger, despite the heartbreak they're both feeling, they understand each other.

And they're proud.

Aziraphale is proud of Crowley for acknowledging his worth and, in a smaller, guiltier way, for telling Hell exactly where to shove their job offer. He's proud of him for knowing that, even alone, he's better than that.

Crowley is proud of Aziraphale for still being the angel he fell in love with, and he's praying to someone other than God that Aziraphale is making the Metatron's life HELL (pun intended). He's proud of him for his kindness, and selflessness. He's proud of his determination to break the cycle.

[sentientsky]

hey do u ever think about how crowley's eyes (a feature he's worked to hide nearly his entire time on earth) were fixated so so so firmly on aziraphale during the final fifteen, to the point where he followed the tiniest of movements, even as tears began to form in his waterline? even as his not-quite-human-heart was splintering in his chest?

CAUSE I DO

how was this permitted to be aired???? knowing full well that angsty queers like me would be sliding down the wall sobbing about it???? (also, if u want to read more about crowley and his eyes, i am once again recommending one of alex's metas: x)

anyway! full gif below the cut!

yippee!

[actual-changeling]

can we just. accept that they're both fucked up and move on?

aziraphale tried to justify god drowning a bunch of people. crowley was willing to kill a child to stop the apocalypse. aziraphale was about to let god murder MORE people and try to justify that too. crowley used the scottish gfs to prove a point and aziraphale failed to even see the point because he's incapable of being self-critical. aziraphale used a bunch of humans like puppets for a chance to dance with crowley. crowley has probably killed several pedestrians with his driving style. aziraphale cares more about his books and booze than preventing the end of the world. they both killed a BUNCH of people over the course of six thousand years. aziraphale would let the world burn just to prove a point.

they're in a complex and incredibly dysfunctional relationship and no, crowley is not secretly a good person and neither is aziraphale. neither of them WANTS to be a good person. aziraphale wants to be perceived as a good person without actually having a single shred of compassion. crowley just wants to be fucking left alone and have some peace and then do some low-level evil shit for fun.

aziraphale hasn't been listening to crowley since the very beginning and crowley does not want to be called good because he isn't. he doesn't want to be called kind because most of the time he isn't. aziraphale went back to heaven for himself and himself only and hurt crowley in the process.

they're both messy and morally grey as fuck so can we just accept that and stop trying to twist things to make one of them look better than they actually are? please?

they're not good people and that's the point.

[idliketobeatree]

when Aziraphale pleads "it will be just like the old times, only even nicer!", Crowley thinks, "I was happy when I created the stars and they took that away from me. why would I want to go back? why would you?"

but in Aziraphale's head it's almost like another reminiscing confession, "oh, the only joy I ever felt in Heaven was when I met you."

[originalartblog]

it's a goose picture takeover!!

[ninacarstairss]

there is a tremendous lack of chloe green and shara wheeler content on this app and we should be fixing that

[beanhusk]

can't wait to experience extreme sorrow immediately followed by extreme joy 🤩🤩🤩 (fourteen regenerating into fifteen)

[gildeddlily]

praying god i'll live long enough to see the day when the world will understand that it is "only a diamond can polish another diamond" and not "bamf smart guy and his senseless violent dog", for me and for you

[apnourry]

🩵🤍wedding reception looks🤍🩵

[pinksilvace]

The dialogue in the most recent chapter (ch13) of At the Dawn of the Light by @lasymit is giving me about 10000 different emotions

[welcometogrouchland]

[ID: a digital illustration featuring Luz, Eda, King, and Papa Titan from the owl house. The image is set in the in-between realm. Papa Titan looms large in the background, winking at us with his claw outstretched into the foreground. The hooty in his eye socket also extends into the foreground, staring at Eda (who's in harpy form) menacingly. Her, King and Luz are floating in the space, Eda looking at the hooty unhappily, King faced away and turned back to look at us, one hand outstretched to Papa Titan, Luz looking at stringbean (surrounded by light spells) with tears in her eyes. Written overtop of the image is the lyrics "and here's to you, Mrs Robinson!". End ID]

💫🎶and here's to you, Miss Noceda! The Titan loves you more than you will know, wo oh oh!🪶✨

[seaweedstarshine]

♡ Regeneration! River was right, it's a whole new coloring to work with! ♡

[warlenys]

why is everyone so happy that the doctor’s emotionally healthy and stable now. what website is this

[matchlocksunflowers]

more anime trash Lamb gijinka (i’m sorry)