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hwanswerland · 1 year

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can we stop putting celebrities on horses for aesthetic reasons when they can't ride for shit

#fio.txt #ignore this very specific rant lmao #but the amount of times i just want to scream when i see they've used another horse to make something look cool.........#yes this is about h*rry st*les #didnt even know he had a new mv but saw gifs on here #and like #deep breaths #i am weeping inside #his posture is bad first of all but not actually as horrible as it could have been #but even so he's not actually moving with the horse and that's just 😭#the tack looks cool yeah but why the fuck would you give a rider with unsteady and therefore harsh hands #the reins that are attached to a leverage bit where basically the entire point is to NOT have constant contact #LOOSE REINS being a keyword here #like that's gonna cause pain every time he yanks on the reins #which isnt even his fault tbh like yeah friesians are gorgeous horses but theyre literally bred to look flashy nowadays #and theyre not very nice and easy to sit on for that reason esp not in trot when youre not used to such gaits #so please can we just get doubles that wont fall into the horses back with every step #this isnt just about him its about almost every scene where they just put random people on a horse #especially with either ill fitting or bits that are not suited for how unsteady the riders hands are #and its just painful to look at #at least they opted out of giving him spurs #but like for the love of god when you have so much money then put it to use somehow. take some lessons or pay someone who has actual skills #not even getting into the horse girl tv shows where i just want to rip my hair out bc so often thats just not how its done #thats not how it works and thats definitely not fucking bits you give to beginners ever unless youre a cruel human being who hates animals #well anyway. enough ranting

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sluckythewizard · 2 months

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'I wont cry for you, I wont crucify the things you do. I wont cry for you, see, when you're gone, I'll still be BLOODY MARY'

#cw blood #SUUUPER SCUFFED LIL WIP THATS BEEN RRRROTTING IN MY FOLDER. OUT!! GET OUT!!!#its almos 2 am and imm gettin high as hrothgar. spruced this up within an hour so i could be shared n eaten #its SUPPOsed to be part ofa bigger doodly page so ofc theres the chance this changes between now n then #fuuuuck shoulda made her dress sparkly. fuckit ill fix it laterrrrr. i havnt posted art in YWEARRS i needed to post something #also i uh. well you see i started losing followers on twitter bc im sooo inactive and i KNOW that shouldnt matter like it should be whateve #but. you see. i lkike when number go up and when it go down i get MMMADDD.we all get our dopamine from somewhere #ANYWAY so i actually havnt touched the suckening in so long. been workin on oc stuff.BUT WELL. ARTHUR AND MARY. STILL MAKE ME WEEP #THEYRE SO CUTE N TRAGIC...whadda fuck is it with grizzly n charlie characters being so in love and so doomed #kian and becky then arthur and his various exes like CMAHn.stop doing this to me #from what i remember of the episode.she seemed so.tired.disconnected.like she had been wandering a dream #and yet she seemed so positive.reasonably concerned and yet.content.she warmed up to arthur as soon as she recognized him #she speaks so gently and so sweetly and she keeps the conversation so light.even though shes dead and shes gone and she #is doomed to wander an odd limbo for the rest of time.and yet she seemed so at peace.i can see why arthur liked her.what happened?#what caused them to separate?arthur seems so jaded and so tired.marys company seems like such a gentle place to rest.#how did he squander such a blessing?was it a blessing?OHH what i would give to crack open their minds and peer inside.#yknow wat im runnign out of room i think so ill add a last thought here at the bottom of my tags. I AM MORE CORRECT ABT ARHTURS UGLY LOOK #I WANT THAT MAN TO BE BEASTLY AND GROSS AND STRANGE AND SCARY AND EEWWW I SEE THINGS SQUIRMING IN THE DARK.ther are bugs #LETTING HIM HAVE HOT HOT ABBS AND STUFF WAS A COP OUUTTTT LET HIS WHOLE FORM BE DISTORTED OR UR NOT A FUCKING 0 APPEARANCE BITCH #THE BONES SHIFTED BENEATH AS IF TRYING TO HATCH. MANY OTHER THINGS HATCHED ASWELL. THE DEAD IMMORTAL FLESH SOURED #TOO GRAND TO ROT BUT TOO CORRUPTED TO KEEP CLASSIC FORM. MMMONSTER MONSTER MONSTER MONSTER #oka y im not going to bed but im gonna go. uh. do miore drugs or something. maybe ill work on more jrwi stuff. or oc stuff.#i hope ur day goes swimmingly thankyou for reading my tags i love you so so so so so much

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spaceratprodigy · 11 months

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i JUST saw ur ask prompt so i hopee this ask is still okay butttt 📺 - tbh im getting a little weepy thinking about delilah and iris in the dark on the couch with their blankies :') who would be the scaredy cat and who would be the one thats too cool to be scared (but maybe not too cool to comfort her scared friend 🥺) ???

@oldworldwidgets — [ autumnal prompts ]

I have been nonstop thinking about my favoritest ladies in the commonwealth being besties all snuggly on the couch!! I love them sm!! Thank u for this banger prompt ily 💖💕

#hello I am going to need this painted on the insides of my eyelids so I can look at them forever #I am weeping I am on the floor I am holding the girls so gently in my hands #they deserve good things they deserve cozy time together on the couch they deserve to hug and know everything is going to be okay #I know I was all sappy last night but!! I love delilah sm!! I love her!! our girls have stolen my whole ass heart and soul #I'm always delighted to see her and hear abt her and read abt her and eeeee I'm so excited to have drawn her now!!#ily friend ur always so wonderful #also I've said it once but I'll say it again 😤#sorry deacon but that's her girl now ✌😔#my art #friend oc #sole survivor #fallout #fallout 4 #fo4

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alluralater · 25 days

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baby i can’t talk right now im watching gamer bedroom setups

#if there’s one thing imma do it’s weep inside for the days i used to be a hardcore gamer #abandoned my roots like they were nothing fr #hey everyone what if i killed my blog aesthetic by revealing how much of a secret nerd i am huh?? what if i did that??

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madamescarlette · 5 months

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My head is truly so empty but I enjoy so much hitting play on a song and going "Jack!!!!" and then immediately on the next song going "Aaron!!!!!"

#I'm a brothers girl i love a recurring team for LIFE #Makes me feel whole inside what can i say #i am so sleepy though will revisit when i am more alive again #but down bad. guilty as sin. clara bow. i can do it with a broken heart. fortnight. the black dog.#all stand outs to me! and the outro of the smallest man which made me WEEP

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vullcanica · 1 year

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"I was the first to break your skin, the first to mend it. I know my way best around you. Give me your hand. Tell me where it hurts."

@vilestblood

#you fashioned out of me a temple of need - vilestblood ║ nikodemus & antonin #lifts this to you in my shaking hands #im love them #saw some moodboards on the dash today so I decided resolutely that They need one :3 #don't mind the little smiley emoticon i am actually weeping inside at how stupidly cute and heart rending modern verse gets by the day #they rot my brain #NOT TO ME NOT IF ITS YOU but said in every intonation imaginable #what if you met the love of your life when you were 10 and hated him immediatelly?#what if you grew to love every single thing that made you hate him #would your ten year old self laugh at you missing all his horrible habits when you're away #he wants to save the world. you want to save him. you each dangle over a precipice holding each other's hand. one of you falls you both do

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dullweapons · 5 months

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❝ yiga clan are banned from akkala citadel . im still finding banana peels from their attempts to capture it . ❞

#⸻ RAY : in character ✦ i am a weapon & weapons don’t weep ˎˊ˗#( i play more of AOC and finally got to see inside the citadel )#( may have cried and taken so many screenshots )#( but also SO MANY BANANAS )#( KOGAH COME GET UR BANANAS )

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thedevotionaltour · 5 months

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thinking about daredevil yellow again im not. going to make it Guys.

#static.soundz #crying screaming and hitting the ground. so good. it made me cry really bad #bc whenever i think about jack n matt it always makes me think of me n my dad for various reasons #when matt said i couldnt feel his heartbeat inside me anymore. no words.#i rambled about it on my main but dd is very much intwined in an interesting and special way with my own heavy grief about my dad #and matt was a very important character to me during that time of my life for the exact same reason.#it's why i take a lot of very heavy issue when things try to make it so his dad died in his childhood as opposed to college #bc a) think it takes away a lot of the important nature of their relationship and b) my own personal projection #bc all grief at any stage is highly personal and unique and particular #but it really does feel like. matt is really just starting to become an adult (depending whether he dies when matt's in under or post grad)#(bc i can never remember which) but he's not quite a mega established one. there's still that lingering of childhood #so even though he's grown. it just hurts in a very particular way. they saw you grow up. but they didnt really see you become an adult.#they did not see the person you're going to be. that you are. that you're becoming. it feels like such a bizarre unfair moment in time.#bc why now? why not when i was younger? why not when i was truly an adult adult who is expecting to lose you now?#why at this moment and no other time?#but thinking about matt going i wish i told my dad how much i loved him.#more than anything when he goes 'i love you dad. did you hear? i love you.'#it made me cry like a fucking bitch. honest to god tearing up when i type about it. it wrenches my heart it twists it and it makes me wanna #drop to my knees and just weep and weep and weep. they are everything to me.#i have intertwined a lot of matt's grief with mine in a way that makes him so so so important to me. because as stupid as it fucking sounds #that comic and him as a character are everything to me. so genuinely. they were a lifeline my freshman year #when i was so depressed all i could do was read comics. or listen to music #i could do nothing else. i did. clearly. i did work and assignments. but dd was everything to me alongside dm #im sorry i am being an actual like nutbag in my tags im sorry i just have a lot of feelings. this story is everything to me ever ok? ok.

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tathrin · 2 years

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“Aragorn called Wingfoot? More like Aragorn called WingMAN, am I right lads?”

#woke up with this reverberating inside my head this morning #and i resisted sharing it with (inflicting it on) the rest of you as long as i could #but you know what? even frodo failed eventually #so i suppose this is just me proving that i would have been a bad choice to carry the ring #anyway #you know aragorn ships it if only out of the exasperated hope that they'll become less insufferable once they figure it out #(he's wrong. he's SO wrong. and he weeps about it later after they DO figure it out and become somehow WORSE)#aragorn #third wheel aragorn is the best aragorn #gimleaf #gigolas #lotr #my stuff #my bullshit more like #and i am back on it like am elf upon a mumakil there's no getting off this train i think

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royalight · 7 months

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is this love on fauna day ? if so i shall join the train ! i absolutely love you and your sarah portrayal & you are a joy to see on my dash. ♡

SOBS! Bb pls! I adore your blog so much and you, yourself are such a wonderful person !!!

A treasure!!!!

#𝘳𝘰𝘺𝘢𝘭 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘦 ˚☽˚ | askbox #mobile !!!#MY HEART #I am weeping #inside because if I did it on the outside my coworkers would think I’m #a weirdo! 😂

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hcmiey · 1 year

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tag dumps incoming ... (1/3)

#⠀ ⠀ ⁰⁰¹⠀ ⠀ 𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 ⠀ ⠀ [ . . . ] ⠀ ⠀ carpenters whose wives have run off are sometimes discovered weeping on the job.#⠀ ⠀ ⁰⁰¹⠀ ⠀ 𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐃 ⠀ ⠀ [ . . . ] ⠀ ⠀ now it is part of me; something i can share. both the loneliness and the longing.#⠀ ⠀ ⁰⁰¹⠀ ⠀ 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐒 ⠀ ⠀ [ . . . ] ⠀ ⠀ mostly i didn't speak. mostly i was walled up inside myself.#⠀ ⠀ ⁰⁰¹⠀ ⠀ 𝐃𝐀𝐒𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐒 ⠀ ⠀ [ . . . ] ⠀ ⠀ we will only ever be as much as we are willing to save of one another.#⠀ ⠀ ⁰⁰¹⠀ ⠀ 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐎 ⠀ ⠀ [ . . . ] ⠀ ⠀ i keep this from my children. i am trying to sell them the world.

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maliciouslycreative · 10 months

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Y'all are allowed to tag your fics however you want on AO3. Just saying though it's really appreciated when you put spaces between your words in the tags. My ADHD brain sees something like vampirejeonjungkook and immediately blue screens.

#malicious musings #like when i'm looking for fic i completely skip over those tags when skimming them #but when wrangling i am forced to read them and comprehend them and it makes me weep inside

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hawnks · 2 years

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adhd friends, how do you remember to use your food items before they go bad

#outside I am calm but inside I weep at the loss of my shredded pork #IN THIS ECONOMY???#😔✌️#squawk tag #I need to relearn object permenance

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jrueships · 1 year

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QWHY are they hating on MY GIRLFRIENDS OMEGA SWAG ⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️

#broward stern i am taking you in for omegashaming in 2019 😡#2023*#😐#intimidating war cry #vs weeps from insecurity #inside of you there are two wolves #alpha y omega wulf

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edsbacktattoo · 2 years

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jams I’m just popping here to say I love you mwah ✨

look at what our love has wrought. flight to banana. god gives his funniest battles to his silliest clowns and boy…….. boy am i silly. i fuckifn. i fuckjgifn love YOU!!!!!!! 💕♥️💖💓

#every time i see our little matching icons. i genuinely weep #like look. my wife #this is the closest we have to wedding bands rn……#i am so lucky to be surrounded by such incredible people #i am sincerely very grateful for you kaitlin #all of my beloved little gay people inside my phone <3 #the world is good sometimes :’)#💕✨

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orcelito · 2 years

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#speculation nation #my shift was supposed to be over 5 mins ago. but i am still here.#closing supervisor called out. so we r trying to figure smth out #ha ha i am. weeping inside.

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