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MY "OLD MEN MUST LISTEN TO ME" FIT !
[ID: two selfies of Lexi in a bathroom. She is a white person with blonde hair and round glasses. She is wearing a collared shirt and blazer and is smiling. The first is taken in a mirror. /end ID]
#it went well i think :) and it was a really big crowd! a bunch of acquaintances came to see me :)#also a coworker wasnt even registered and snuck in to see it#and my tummy isnt even that bad today !!!!! i keep winning
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working with children really will make you examine your thought processes and emotional reactions like nothing else. I've found myself being so much more thoughtful in my daily life about how I respond to my emotions and environment, as well as the reasoning behind why others behave the way they do
#yesterday i got really frustrated and overwhelmed at one point because this one little girl keeps getting really upset when she cant help me#like shell ask to help and i wont have a task (or ive run out bc shes already helped) shes capable of so i tell her that#and thank her for being thoughtful and helpful. admittedly the first time this happened i was really frustrated w her already#bc she had made a huge mess doing something i told her not to do and then didnt want to clean it up and she only came back#and asked to help because her friend had been helping me. so i was like girl. you didnt even clean up the last mess#but i also had nothing for her to do. anyway she started screaming and hid under a table so then her friend did it sith her just. because.#idk kids will see their friend freaking out and they do it too. and i understand it but my god. i dont deal well with really loud noise#and she did it again yesterday. i let her help me and then i ran out of tasks and she started crying and saying i never let her help#and for some reason there were like 6 other kids in there all wanting to help so then several of them started freaking out#and i could not handle it. i literally told my coworker like im about to cry right now lmao#and later the little girl was like wanting to hug me and talk to me and acting like nothing happened and i found myself wanting to withdraw#like i was feeling like i wanted to avoid her and not speak to her or be cold but i also knew i didnt want to treat her that way#and i took a couple minutes by myself and thought about why i felt that way‚ what the effects of that would be‚ and how the kid felt#and i really just had to remind myself that she was feeling just as many emotions as i was but that shes only had 6 years#to learn how to manage them and deal with them in a productive way. she wasnt trying to upset me. she wasnt trying to make me mad#she was just dealing with her emotions in the only way she knew how. and im an adult and if she can get over it i really need to get over it#long ass tag story sorry
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My coworker thinks I'll be on his side no matter what but as long as I'm not directly involved I'm always on whatever side is funniest
#prince's talk tag#he said a few days ago that he probably know more Spanish than me at this point and thats most likely true#bc he spends a lot of time with the inventory crew who speak spanish so he def picked up some words from them#but then yesterday I told him we had seven crates of milk coming in and I said it in Spanish‚ Italian and Japanese to emphasize the number#and he was like wait how do you say that in Spanish? and I was like siete#and then one of the coworkers he hangs with came by and I told her he forgot how to say seven in Spanish and she looked at him like really?#then she asked him herself and he was like sentir? and she was like no thats to feel. and then we said siete#and he was like hows that different from what I said?? and I was like you said sentir which has an n. theres no n in siete#and then he was like 'you're supposed to be on my side!' and like bro you're obviously wrong how am i supposed to be on your side#but also in this case it's funnier to be against you#its not like he always has my back with stuff like this like ill need him to agree with me on something he wasnt aware#like he wasnt active in the conversation and ill call for him and be like 'aint that right?' but he wont agree with me hell always say no#im not trusted bc he knows I can be mischievous and hes only like this with me!! hell agree with anyone else if they asked#*rui voice* to be treated in such a manner! it's as if my heart is being torn into pieces yo yo yo~
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First shift at work DONE (just a 3 hour one but still)
I need someone to beam the technical knowledge of how to store stuff in the back and organize it there into my mind STAT. At one point the scanner thingy for the tags started beeping super loud when i tried scanning a buncha shirts and i just about shitted myself :’))
#also knowing the entire layout would be nice#i had to ask a coworker three times where to put something#also 2 people came up to me and i couldnt even help them yet 😔#but overall it wasnt actually all too stressful#like im actually surprised with myself#me?? NOT stressed out of my mind#??????impossible#parou speaks
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starting the year ✨wrong✨
#(this is about work ok. long rant in the tags bc auauauauauauauuauauauauauauauaaaaaaaa)#i’ve worked for just t h r e e (3!!!!) days this year and i think im already all burned out lmao#first i was stuck doing 2 workstations bc this freakin’ b o z o of a coworker decided to take the week off without prior notice#and *t h e n* the internal components of one of said workstations kicked the bucket and was only replaced today. sads.#rip to our wasted time and futile fixing efforts though. flashtag wetried#that’s not all t h o u g h i was told that i have to jump to the other work shift bc one of my coworkers is resigning#b u t the thing is. all of the other dudes in that shift are from [insert bordering country] and always speak in their nation’s language#so i won’t be able to communicate well with them for the most part esp s o bs#and if [insert country here] has a national holiday and a l l of them decide to take the day off..#well. um. ahahahaha. im ✨screwed✨#(but speaking of taking the day off… one of said guys on that shift has an approved leave for cny. which is funny bc he’s not even chinese)#(rips if the actual other chinese dude on that team has his leave request rejected bc of that guy lol. happy cny to him ig)#a n d also i was made to (sorta) teach these two new coworkers (of sorts) the workstation i’m at for the week#b u t the thing is. i do everything here by left (didn’t receive formal training either lmao sadge)#and i also couldn’t explain anything well in general bc it seems like my flow of thoughts can’t streamline itself ig#so i think i confused the poor guys more than anything. but like. why me??????? aaaauauaaaaaaaaaa#idk why one of them came back for more ‘education’ from me thoughhhhh#i’ve tried teaching ‘em stuff at another workstation before this and my feedback was ‘wait slow down you talk too fast’ s o o o o .#ig i’ll have to guide them though again in the morning though. sighs. this wasnt in my job description :(#speaking of job descriptions though… this h e l l a annoying guy no one likes who resigned a few months ago (to much rejoicing)…#is!!!!! coming!!!! back!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#w h y. like. w h y. why is he so attached to this company he l l o? why is our manager so attached to him helloooooooo????? why him???????#our workloads literally t r i p l e when he’s around bc he’s just the way he is. auauauauauauauauaaaaaaaaaaaa#aaaaaaaaaaa i dont wanna work aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#science industry (derogatory) questionable laboratory conditions (derogatory)#felt cute; thought about retiring early idk
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i was gonna do some writing and reading once i got home but i was so pissed off by the time i got home that i just spent the last 4 hrs trying to calm down 😔
#i dont even dislike my new job like its actually super easy#its just having to share space w my coworker is ruining my life#our trainer was like its good that u guys were hired at the same time so u can lean on each other for stuff i was alone when i came on :(#but like i wish that was meee like id be having a much better time if it wasnt for him#i miss my old job where all my coworkers were women who arent weird and i liked :((#vinnie talks
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twitter suspends me for "violent speech" seconds after i make a joke about tapeworm physiology but the overwhelming amount of people who responded to wednesdays shooting by blaming lewistons somali community are just fine? fuck offff
#like getting suspended was funny for a second and then i remembered the actual droves of violent speech under headlines whilei was trying to#make sure my classmate and her children were safe and checking in with my coworkers who go to lewiston auburn all the time.#when the pictures came out immediately somebody expressed disappointment that he wasnt black#every other comment stated “hes obviously middle eastern look he has middle eastern features” on a super blurry security cam screenshot.#im so sick of it. people died. we lost 4 members of the deaf community and at least 2 more were injured. one of the victims was 14 years ol#this is jjust i mean. on top of horrific zionist comments that go undetected because people controlling media and censorship just dont care#and actively promote israel propoganda and censorship of palestinian voices and resistance#sorry my thoughts are all oer the place. i am trying to continue to spread awareness and updates on palestine but this shooting happened#literally less than half an hour from where i live and work. lewistons community is intertwined with my daily life so i will be pretty voca#about it on top of sharing as much as i can on palestine#okay also to clarify i do not want to suggest what happened here is more important than what is going on in gaza rn.#i do not want to draw attention away from this genocide and i firmly believe focusing as much energy as possible into spreading awareness a#and donating/protesting/campaigning anything whatever is possible is most important right now.#overwhelmed as i am by the tragedy in my community it will never stop me from advocating for palestines freedom. i do not believe anyone#not directly affected has a right to “take a break” from this issue
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#ok lil tag rant cause i feel a little insane about this#came into work today after my day off and my coworkers had gotten the new girl to do a bit of tidying up bc she couldnt do much#all well and good she did a great job#but ...they had her do my desk/drawers without actually telling me about it#so i open the top drawer where i keep a bunch of sketches and all of my sketches are gone#my other coworker tells me while were looking for them that she told new girl to throw away anything that didnt look work related#from my desk? so the ok the throw away any of my personal items while im not there??#am i crazy??? i dont feel like that should be a go??#found them in the end bc new girl has the good sense to not just...throw away my things#but weird to me that my shit wasnt left alone in the first place#life
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i hate customers i need to gnaw their arms off pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls
#hen party from hell today at work#my coworker who was taking their order did fuck up a few times im ngl (like she kept going back to check stuff etc altho she did get#it all correct once it was put through to the kitchen)#but like i KNOW our service overall wasnt that bad bc a table that arrived at the same time + similar size tipped us 20 eur and said#“everything was great”#but like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the hen party !!! ohhhh my god .#17 people all trying to pay separately . i need my workplace to set up a policy of no splitting bill more than idk 5 times#anyway when there was about 5 ppl left my coworker was like “would you mind splitting the bill between you? it would make things simpler”#they said sure and paid#AND THEN THE BRIDE (?) CAME UP TO US AFTER AND OCMPLAINED#amongst other things she was like “halfway through paying you told us we couldnt pay separately and at the start u said we could”#GIRL MY COWORKER ASKED IF YOU COULD SPLIT IT BETWEEN YOUS. YOU COULDVE JUST SAID “NO WE WANT TO PAY SEPARATELY”#LIKE YOU HAVE THE POWER HERE#i just .. .. we told the manager after she complained and he was chill abt it lol#but then she SENT AN EMAIL. WITH PHYSICAL DESCRIPTIONS OF US#“the one w nose piercings the blonde the redhead etc” like jesus crhist. if i gave you a gun you would def shoot me without hesitation#anyway . im sooo. i just had a coffee so now im like intensified. and i have to do hashtag homework mmm yummy#long post#<- in case the long tags r a pain. i probably couldve made a separate post but i couldnt be bothered to be quite honest. anywya. <3#live laugh love guys <33
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is it really only the first friday of the first short week of another year of work i feel like my will to live has already died 40 times
#hhHuufidisjfhgggGGGGfs#my coworker came by and hooked up the lafy whose across from me's heater to an extension cord for me unpromted today tho#cause said lady isnt here#and i wasnt particularly cold yet today but it was sweet of her#but also i want to gouge out my eyes with a spoon and stir my brain with a milk frother
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#shout out to bad therapist ✌️#u get one more chance my dude before i schedule and cancel my appointment forever or at the end of the session tell u straight up the issue#actually i should start the next session like heres the deal dude but ugh what an exhausting idea#for real he talked for at least half of the session if not more. like ok this is all abt u and its not really helping me#bc u have just decided we have the same problems bc i dont think ur listening to me speak#sure we have a surface level similarity but thsts not really the issue i came in about#like he asked if any interactions with coworkers triggered me and like im not here for things that trigger me so much#its more that i generally cant regulate my mind. but we only had like 2min left so like where tf do i start with that#also he said he thinks the virus is man made and tried to pigeonhole me based on my star sign#like he was like oh yea Taurus women r good at art. and im like well im not naturally art talented i just practiced a lot and got better#and fuck u. u didn't ask how i identify#also he didnt ask what i wanted to talk abt at the start. he just asked abt my thoughts on last time and last time i also felt he wasnt#listening to me so we got drawn back into the same topic. fucking exhausting#also i mentioned having intrusiv e thoughts and i think he thought i meant like im talking to someone i get triggered and then get negative#self talk but like no bro i mean like for no apparent reason my brain decides to torment me with images and impulses that i have to resist#and i half explaned it but he changed the subject like 2 sec later like god damn it dude let me control this conversation#ill fucking tell u what my problems r if u let me fucking talk#just tell me if i have fucking ocd or like wtf that is so i can figure out how to deal with it myself bc u obviously arent helping#unrelated#executive function issues and intrusive thought sthats why i came in so lets fucking focus on that#glad ive had a good therapist in the past bc this is a fucking mess#also glad im generally in a good mood or this would actually b upsetting lol
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walt is freaking out about a fly contaminating the lab and meanwhile in my lab, a fly landed in the petri dish we use to monitor for bacteria in the air and everyone just cackled about it and checked to see who was reading plates that day so they could see what grew
#my coworker came back to collect the air plate and i was just *points* is this allowed???#also it was part of a larger Fly Issue#aka someone put a presumptive positive freezer bin in dry storage for like a month by accident#and so the dry storage got to like 90 degrees bc of a heat wave#i wasnt there the day it was discovered and i am so so grateful for that#anyway#jake watches brba
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🎶🛌
#in my backstreet boys era rn yall#been listening to an ungodly amt of backstreet boys for no apparent reason#well actually the reason is that i saw a twt thread of exo members as backstreet boys songs#and it was so cute and there were songs i didnt know#so now im just listening to their entire discography#and this one just. fascinates me#culturally. psychologically. socially. lyrically. THE MUSIC VIDEO?????#like im well and truly Obsessed w this song#also not my 31 yo coworker walking into my office and seeing the little spotify miniplayer w this album up on my computer screen#and just beeing like ??????? ur listening to......the backstreet boys 🧐🧐🧐🧐🧐🧐#and were both sitting there well aware that i wasnt even born until 2 yrs after this album came out#anywayyyyyy gn yall <33 its the weekend#talk#tunes#mine#not nct#ignore.mel#🎶🛌#Spotify
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hate it when guests make me stop cleaning so they can tell me 'hey ill be out of my room in 10 minutes' like ya man. i know . checkouts at 11 i know youll be out then
#also 99% of th time their room isnt even mine its one of my coworkers#had a couple today who made me stop vacuuming bc they CAME INTO TH ROOM I WS CLEANING and they went Hey our dogs are in our room#we put the sign up so dont go in there#1. Dont come into the room what the fuck 2. im busy#3. everybody in the hotel knows yr dogs r in there bc they r So loud 4. THE PURPOSE OF THE SIGN IS THAT YOU DONT HAVE TO HUNT US DOWN !!#IF YOU HAVE ADONOT DISTURB SIGN ON YR DOOR WE WONT DISTURB YOU!!#5. IT WASNT EVEN MY ROOM TO CLEAN
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sure you're leftist but are you like nice to retail workers
#shout out to the woman who came in to buy the guardian as i was on the phone & only one on the till#& got soooo offended and bitchy that i wasnt serving her whilst i was visibly busy & shouted at my coworker who i got to take over about it#🤡🤡🤡
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Just got the single most intense wave of depression over how much it costs to be a sick person here l o l
#ive been sick for days now but i cant go to the doctor#my coworker came to work with the flu. said she wasnt contagious bc her fever had been gone but...#my throat keeps constricting on itself and it hurts so bad lol
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