#i can't do that

[life-winners-liveblog]

hey scar can you drop in Cleo, preferably from double life, i feel like her and pearl should make amends

*****

[mintycurry]

Wille's ability to actually pack his bag neatly must be a prince superpower, because how does he, a seventeen-year-old boy managed that 🤭

[the-cookie-of-doom]

Was gonna get all nice and cozy in bed to write tonight, took a bath, made myself some hot coco, got a heating pad, ready to vibe for a few hours before bed.

Then I remembered the actual mountain of homework I have, because my teachers are sadistic, and it looks like I won't get to do any writing tonight after all :' )

But tbh I'm doing well enough in this class that I'm tempted to just. not do the work.

[smittenskitten]

Health Expert: if you cut off sugar it will make you a 'pleasant person' to be around

Me: I guess I am gonna be alone for the rest of my life

[sort-of-dying]

it is so weird to me that some people don't have anxiety. I mean, you're telling me that you DON'T think about the embarrassing thing you said five years ago randomly? You're telling me you DON'T constantly worry about how people see you and stress about whether they like you or not? What do you think about all day?

[allo-frouto]

You're the grand central station of horniness aren't you

I would answer if you had put a question mark at the end of your sentence.

[yenhoe]

i can't do that

[jimahalangel]

Don't you just love crippling social anxiety? Don't you just wanna go apeshit?

[meimi-haneoka]

Hello, thanks for the summary of Sakura clear card 13. May I Ask where you found the english version please ? I'm in France and it seems nowhere to be found on the internet. Thanks!

Hello anon!! Thank you for reading my posts! The English version of Clear Card gets posted every month, along with other 5 languages, on CLAMP's official Youtube channel, for free! At the end/beginning of every month (the date changes basing on the relative Nakayoshi magazine release date) on that channel you'll be able to read the newest chapter of Clear Card in English, Japanese, French, Spanish, Portuguese and Chinese! The channel keeps in its playlist the two latest chapters, and deletes the older ones along the way. I suggest always reading that version on that channel as a way to support CLAMP, since this is actually an unprecedented "experiment" for them and in the future it might lead to new and more interesting projects!

If you want to have each digital chapter in a way that's easier to read, they're sold each month for a very small price on Amazon, Bookwalker or Azuki!

In addition to, of course, the paperback versions of the volumes sold in each country (English version is by KodanshaUSA, French version is by Pika - they also are the ones providing the translation of the digital chapters each month).

[phoebebuggers]

one thing about me is i will never watch outer banks

[somethingusefulfromflorida]

I've had a rocky relationship with my dad for years, but it wasn't until today that I realized I would have preferred growing up without him. I wish I had never known him. I wish I had been raised by a single mom or a stepdad. He is cruel, bigoted, abusive, misanthropic, agoraphobic, neglectful, wrathful, nihilistic, paranoid... It sounds childish to say it, but he's just plain mean! He is a mean man. He is mean to me, to my siblings, to my mom, to our pets, to every stranger he sees on the street. I realized in 2020 that I wouldn't be sad if he died, but it wasn't until today that I realized I wish he would.

I could vent for thousands of words, list every grievance, air 25 years of dirty laundry, but all it would do it put me in a worse mood than I already am. There's ao much personal baggage I'd need to unpack, and it's best not to oversharey trauma. Suffice it to say that there is no room for improvement. I've tried. He hasn't. He never will, and that's not pessimistic hyperbole, I mean it; he will never change for the better. His mental state has been on a steady decline since 2009, 2010ish, and it's gotten exponentially worse since 2020. There's no going back.

I no longer remember what he was like before. All of my positive memories of him are gone, repressed, as if they never happened. I know they existed, I know it wasn't all bad, I know it used to be better, but I can't remember how. I'm 25, and he has been like this for a majority of my life now. I can't wait until I don't have to think about him anymore. I want to forget everything, and then in 30 years I'll look back at how I think about him now and I'll say "well, surely it wasn't that bad! I must have been in a bad place and exaggerated it. I sure do miss my dear old dad." I would rather know nothing and assume the best than know everything that's the worst.

[campfire-collective]

i'm having a moment but i'm nothing short of pissed at how people seem to gone so hard into self-soothing.

self-soothing is great. i'm great at self-soothing. i've been self-soothing since i was a kid. i've been in therapy since i was like ten, if there's a cbt or dbt technique, i've probably been taught it and know how to apply it.

y'know what i don't know how to do? ask other people to help me feel better.

people are communal. we're not meant to fix all of our problems by our goddamn selves. i get to ask other people to help me feel better. that's something people fucking need.

[rexscanonwife]

Sitting in my corner shaking and growling like a rabid chihuahua I'm normal and I have the iron will it has NOT BROKEN

[practicalsolutions]

I know I can't stay here but it burns me up to think that they'll replace me and that person will probably start doing things very wrong.

Part of what I'm doing now, before it becomes widely known that I'm leaving the state, I'm setting up templates and solidworks library items for the more critical (and confusing) standards. So much of my job can be boiled down to a drag and drop if I put in the extra effort. I spent years becoming a critical and irreplaceable member of the team and now I have to automate away everything that made me necessary in the first place.

They're gonna love it. 😭

[starberry-skies]

idk how to phrase this post so i will ramble in tags keep scrolling :-)

[blorbodiaz]

update on the teenage runaway au

I was figuring out their ages cos chris will be a few months old in this and if I base it on ryans actual age that would make eddie 23 when he had chris however buck would be 19...thats nOT morally acceptable is it? is it? 😅