#i cant believe i procrastinated to finish this

[mttonex]

HAPPY TOH FINALE ANNIVERSARY!!!

[mothinabottle]

Stupid little f*cking s*xtease b*tch f*cker

Guess one of my PCs is down bad smh

[demondinobear-art]

art summary for 2023 \o/!!!!

[todayisafridaynight]

im so sorry to my boy mitsu but getting his shit kicked in for just standing there still makes me laugh

[sleepygaymerdisease]

i just woke up and im still feeling so stressed out about classes

[hillerskaroyals]

Point Them Hard and Win The Meet

The final chapter of pthawtm aka the wilmon gymnast AU is up!!

Read Chapter 4 here on AO3

Simon snapped back to reality as Wille cut himself off midsentence and said “I kn– I mean, thank you for trusting me enough to tell me.”

Simon was momentarily confused before it dawned on him. Shit I just came out to Wille. He’s definitely going to know I have a crush on him now. How much of that did I say out loud? Just the last part or–

“Wait a second.” Simon said suddenly, interrupting his own thoughts “You knew?”

or read from the beginning

[hinatsu]

satoru refuses to believe it. he wont. who could hate dirty talk? nobody of course!

— that was what he’d thought before you yourself had confessed to your strong dislike for it.

“but why? i thought you loved it!” hes so pouty, and definitely in denial. “dunno, toru.. it’s just.. cringe?” yeah. that does it for him. definitely. from that moment on, he swore that he’d get you to love dirty talk, he himself would make sure of it.

he started by slowly conditioning it onto you. aww, you text him that you’d finished your assignment after days of procrastination? he’d call you just to let you know that you’re “such a good fuckin’ girl” and that hes “so proud of you baby”.

so fucked out on his cock that you cant even fucking think? you bet hes whispering the nastiest shit in your ears. “ya really gonna come again? hm? gonna make a mess all over my dick?” “fuck, thats right, suckin’ me in like the whore you are, this pussy was made me for wasnt it?” and god, how you dumbly nod your head with the smallest ‘yea’

and when it gets so good that you finally, finally start playing along. “fuck your pussy daddy! m,make me yours, all yours!”

you don’t even register the words that come out of your mouth, just babbling whatever shit that made its way to the tippy top of your dumb pleasure filled brain

safe to say a couple weeks after that silly statement of urs gojo definitely did get you addicted to dirty talk.

[littleplantfreak]

actually on the same note, umemiya is such a “too heavy? what are you talking about?” kind of guy and that applies to carrying you, having you sit on his lap, pulling you to lay on his chest for a long quick cuddle sesh, carrying your belongings, sittingonhisface WHOA WHO SAID THAT

WOAH i cant believe someone appeared, talked about sitting on his face, and disappeared that was sooo crazy. Looks like I'll have to finish what they were talking about, hold on a moment.

*unravels an old piece of paper before reading the words aloud like the town squire*

I'm afraid i'm too heavy sounds more like a challenge to him than anything. It's almost an insult really because being smothered by you like that? Dream come true. Really, he's dreamt about it before! He'll wrap those lovely arms around your thighs and just geeently force you to sit down fully and before you can even ask if he's alright, he's breathing you in, going absolutely wild with how he's eating you up-

*rolls the paper back up*

That's all it says, but i should really write a full thing about it some day? I'm procrastinating my roadtrip fic but by procrastinating i mean i need more time laying in bed imagining how it would happen in multiple different scenarios before rewinding, starting it again, and taking it from the top to make sure I'll be able to put the words down to convey what i want. Why is writing like that?

[angel13xo]

HOLY FUCKING SHIT FUCH CRAP FIZZIDY YUCK AND ALL THAT

DEMON SLAYER SPOILERS FOR LIKE A LOt OF THINGS

iVE JUST FINISHED DEMON SLAYER AND HOW FUCKIN DARE DARE TO END IT ON SUCH A HYPED NOTE LIKE THAT GRGRGRGGSGAGAGSGAGHAGSGSGWGW THAT WAS SO FUCKIN COOL ABD SICKENING AND NOW I HAVE TO WAIT FOR 3 I REPEAT THREE MOVIES TO BE RELEASED WHICH MIGHT TAKE YEARS TO BE RELEASEED AND ALSO I DONT AGREE WITH FILNS IT SHOULD A SEASON OR TEO. AUSE I HATE REWATCHING FILMS AND THEY NEVER EXPLORE EVRYTHI G AND THEN ITS NO FUN TO REWATCH OR THERES NO BREAKS IN EVTWREN AAND WE DONT GET ENOUGH TIME WITH ALL THE CHARACTERS YK?!?!??? 😭😭😭😭🔪🔪🔪😭😭😭😭😭😭🔪🔪🔪😭

BUT HOLYCRAP IT WAS AMAZING I FOUND A BEW FAV FOR SURE DEMON SKATER IS SOOO FUCKING GOOD U CANT BELIEVE I PROCRASTINATED WATCHING IT FOR THIS LONG CAUSE GOD DAMMMMMMNNNN

ALSO WHY IN THE GELL WERE THE MASTERs' TWO JIDS JUST OKAYING CATCH ... YER AVOUT TAE DIIIIEEEEEEE??!?! LIKE MAYBE IDK RUUUUUUNNNN?!?!?!?!? 💀💀🔪😭💀💀🔪💀😭😭😭💀😭💀🔪🔪💀💀😭💀😭

ALSO ALSO ALSO WHAT THE HELL HAPPEBED TO ZENITSU LIKE WHYYY THE GELL DID GET SO SERUOUS AND SHIT DONT GET ME WRING I KIKE IT BUT I MIGHT MISS HIS SCAREDY ASS YK WHAT ABOUT COMIC RELEIF GUTS AND WHY DID HE ALWAYS SKEEO DURING HIS FIRST FEW BATTLES (i mean i kinda get the part)

ALSO ALSO ALOS NO SPOILERS FROM THE MANGA PLZZZ AND THANK U

anyways .... excuse the mental breakdown while i brain rot over demon slayer but also be miserable because i watched it too fast

[smallpox-juicebox]

Wow. Wow. Ok so life update post, I graduated today & i just seriously cant believe this is happening, i finished everything, im getting my degree and everything... just. wow wow wow. WOW. To say that i had a hard time at college would be an understatement... depression & adhd kicked my ASS and my perfectionism/procrastination really reared its ugly head, especially with writing assignments... but I did get through with a hell of a lot of help!!! Looking back, even though things didn't go perfectly to plan, I can appreciate the cool things and fun times that did happen. I definitely learned a lot, even if it was less about academics and more just about myself & generally maturing.

Honestly one of the things I'm most excited about is getting back into reading consistently! I'll probably have to start off with easy/quick reads and retrain my focus and reading comprehension and what have you. but it'll be fun all throughout so yippee

School has always been kind of rough for me, so the fact that now I'm done - and if I go back it'll be 1000% my own desire and decision - is just incredible. i honestly can barely process it. wow. WOW. Wow <3

So that is my life update! Wow. I really felt like some horrible plot twist was gonna hit me and then everything would like, explode, but NOPE WE DID IT. 💗💗💗

[rosyandraw]

Dear Hollyyy,

I just finished chapter 7 of NMFY this morning and I wish I could find the right words for how beautiful this story is and how much it means to me! NMFY Damen has my entire heart, I can feel in your writing how much you love and admire him and I've been thinking about him non stop.

His relationship with Auguste, their codependency the toxicity of that kind of relationship even when platonic is just something ive never seen muddled through in any story and its just been such an honor to read!

I cant believe theres on chapter left, this is will be one of the dearest fics to me ! Hope youre doing so well !!

<3 <3

Hey my lovely,

Firstly, thank you for this message, I appreciate it so so much!

And I really do love Damen I can't lie, so I'm glad you love him too haha. I have such a thing for Damen and Auguste in NMFY, they may be my favourite dynamic i've ever written. I just felt like doing something a little different with them, so I'm really glad you have enjoyed the ride

Neither can I, I think i'm procrastinating now because I don't want to let it go haha, it'll be up soon though, I swear! 💕

[druidshollow]

hello tgere tumblr account druidshollow on tumblr dot com its me again. the autistic one.

ive become so obsessed with the off the string au + your characters and dynamics i started randomly writing a fic yesterday that was SUPPOSED to be a drabble but somehow now i've reached the fifth page and its well over 3,000 words.... whoops!!! (take this as a compliment/j)

anyways ummm umm if ur interested i can show it to u but it might be a little bit before i finish it ^_^" the procrastination is real.... i get nervous DMing ppl but for a plot summery its basically just phrases and rivers sheltering after escaping dune and cue the domestic nonbinarysibling to brother family relationship with a little bit of hurt comfort and trauma healing. hooraaayy!

OH!!!!! man that is SO MUCH WORK i am SHOCKED!!!! i cant believe someone likes my little stupies enough to write fanfic for them thats unbelievable im touched <333

i would LOVE to see it when its done, please please send me it if u finish it!! :D they deserve to heal together awwwwhhh

[smushedmuffin]

some thoughts going through my head at, uh, 11 pm. hopefully writing this down will calm me down enough to sleep:

the fact that the orv text wall isnt public anymore is so sad. i love that wall bro, it made me cry the first time i read through it

my shoulder hURTS. i probably strained it by swimming too much yesterday.

yayayayyayay i have a swim meet in two days (lowkey stressed about my relays though because one of my teammates isnt going to be there and she was put on two of the races)

DID YOU GUYS KNOW HOW PRETTY IT IS AT LIKE 5AM. THE BIRDS. THE SUNRISE. THE LACK OF PEOPLE. (the only good thing about 6am practice is that i get to see this everyday now)

i had to alter one of my dresses and i finally did that after putting it off for 7 months. it took 30 minutes, and it looks fabulous now. why do i procrastinate so much.

i found a really good smut manhwa yesterday. i should reread that.

i need to go to sleep.

i cant believe that they took off the tinnitus demo vers. from the producer's channel. i loved that song so much. it was more my type than the official vers of the song :(

ahhhh why is my cactus still wrinkley???? is it too wet? too dry (<- prob not)??

i wonder if my orchid will survive this time. i didnt pot her in orchid bark, but she isnt losing leaves, so i trust in her. i think she'll be fine.

MY SHOULDERRRDLKFJDSLKFJD

augh i still havent finished doing the laundry or changing my bedsheets. need to do that before this weekend.

WHY IS IT SO HOT. I HAVE A FAN ON AND IM STILL SWEATING

[delphientropy]

i have a question regarding ocpd

i am very much a perfectionist. at least i believe so. im literally overthinking if my symptom of being a perfectionist is perfect and supplies to everything i do ever and that the only way it can be valid is if im a perfectionist with EVERYTHING EVER and what even is a perfectionist and my perfectionist symptom MUST be perfect

anyway uh

like yes i strive things to look perfect in my view or just. exactly how i want it to be. but i also procrastinate or abandon things/leave them unfinished due to adhd. im constantly thinking "i need to be doing work. i need to do this, and i need to make it perfect or else." and i just..cant. i hacent finished an artwork ive been meaning to do for MONTHS because its not perfect and i keep procrastinating to do it later. i have to make everything perfect in my eyes or else. and this greatly hinders how long it takes to do tasks, especially schoolwork. it takes me longer to do things for SO many reasons, because it takes me longer to process, longer to write down or finish, longer to make it exactly how i want it, and constantly disappointed that things i create dont look exactly how i envisioned in my head

but maybe im overthinking things? it feels wrong to keep grabbing at disorders to desperately try and explain myself, but ive always known there was SOMETHING wrong that wasnt related to my others. maybe its overlap or how these disorders interact with one another and maybe i dont have a PD but i hate not knowing everything about myself and having the perfect symptoms and perfect knowledge of all of my disorders and symptoms and perfectly know exactly who i am.

i have to know the perfect way to do things, step by step exactly how to do simple tasks like chores. i hate the word perfect, actually, exactly for this reason. i hate the word perfect because nothing is perfect and i know this and yet i cant help but NEED things to be PERFECT. i need things to be EXACTLY how i envision them

and i need to know that im not crazy. i need to know that this is even perfectionism because. my room is a mess. my handwriting is a mess. so many of my things and actions arent perfect and i always say "good enough" even though its NOT good enough. imbad at wording things and thats awful for me because i want my explanations to be perfect and my wording to be perfect. perfect perfect perfect ive said the word so many times in this post it may as well have no meaning and yet it means EVERYTHING to me. i even have to force myself not to correct people.

the thing is i dont feel as much of an intense need for my friends to be perfect. i love my friends and i love my boyfriend even if they arent perfect, because no one is perfect, but sometimes i catch myself thinking "thats not the perfect way to do things, i need to correct them" or "this reaction isnt perfect or how i want it to be" but i try my very best not to say it. im not even angry at my friend for not being perfect or having it perfect im just angry that the action or word or whatever isnt perfect. i want to correct them and help them so they can strive to be the best and im happy with that. its okay if my friends are imperfect, but i need to be perfect and i need our relationship itself to be perfect and never have misunderstandings or disagreements.

and oh my god, im so stubborn with critisism. from what i know this is definitely with my RAD and autism, but even with that they arent perfect explanations. i dont hate critism ONLY because the person talks down to me like an authority because thats not always the case. its the fact that im offended by the fact of critisism at all. some days im WAY better with it, by thinking "i was wrong about this and that was an imperfection, now i am correct and i am more perfect and this is good," but if the tone is even slightly rude or condensing or whatever i shut off, especially if its a stranger. i WANT critisism and i WANT to be better but sometimes i dont know what is better or anything is slightly imperfect and im stubborn i hate you dont you DARE call me imperfect. i never realized how obsessed i was with this perfection because i refused to use the word perfect and i know that not everything is perfect but that never supresses the NEED.

i dont know anymore. am i the textbook definition of perfectionist is this even what perfection can look like or am i crazy. i swear im not crazy. does anything in this post even make sense.

[roseaphile]

yes yes i know im like......a decade late but I technically started the story in 2020 and I procrastinated the darkmoor quests and I don't watch lore on youtube without experiencing it first

@oldestenemy 's fics (which you should read!) inspired me to finally finish this and

omgggggg this cinematic?????

i only saw this in screenshots, i didn't know the scene went this hard???? the voice acting, the pain in both their voices?? the animations, them leaving to the beyond??? malistaire finally letting go and Sylvia finally moving on????

peak. kino. 

we're never getting story like this again

"And even for you, Wizard. Even for you." WHATTTT!!!!!! STOPPPPP

i almost cried…this man was evil, yet why do I feel like this 😭 all he wanted was his wife back....

and cyrus???? (last part of the video) he's so happy and relieved we made it back. dude is always grumpy and rude but this is the happiest I heard him 🥺awww, he really likes us. he was more worried about our wellbeing rather than dwelling on the pain of his brother.

i cant believe i missed this quest all this time. never again

this longwinded post doesnt even contain all of my Thoughts about this one scene. i need to lay down.

[omgpoindexter]

Hey!! saw some people talking to you about this and i thought id add my piece as someone who got diagnosed with adhd in college. I completely relate to your experiences with trying not to procrastinate things but doing it anyway and then feeling crippling guilt bc of it. i got away with it through high school but as soon as i hit college and nearly failed a class bc i only did half the content i knew something had to change. I’m diagnosed w adhd inattentive type, on meds, and in therapy now and while it’s not perfect i have hope and seen signs of improvement and the hope is rlly what matters i think.

i know you’re not american so i cant directly help you information-wise, but i went through both university resource and a private online psychiatry org so if you have anything like that available then it will probably help. another thing that helped me was having a friend sit with me while i wrote emails/made phone calls.

i guess all this goes to say that i absolutely feel your pain and there are ways to make it better for yourself. maybe an adhd diagnosis isn’t what you get, but if you think there’s anything that can help you deserve to get it and not just suffer in silence. i believe in you and i hope you find answers

hiii!! <3 i do relate to that, and it is really hard! i think these instances have been far enough apart for me so far that i have been able to forget how it made me feel at the time, or, like - in my head if i feel like this for a few weeks every year or so then it’s okay. if i were to go back into academia now and have regular deadlines i would certainly see a difference.

the thing i was procrastinating that i just finished, the one i posted about; i was avoiding it for so long and it became so last minute that i felt sick with guilt every time i went to sleep at night. i’ve finished it now and it’s done, but that feeling doesn’t go away instantly, i still feel like that every time i do something like read or play a game. or SLEEP!!!

i also have this feeling of, like - i am relatively smart, i always worked hard and i was always SO well behaved (i fucking loved rules as a kid, like my mum told me i should care a little bit less about rules) and that’s not the kind of thing i always associated with adhd. that also adds to the thought that maybe somebody wouldn’t take me seriously if i went and asked for help, because i don’t look like somebody that could have adhd. that’s total bullshit i know, like absolute nonsense, but those feelings are still deep down somewhere.

i’m so glad you’re seeing a difference with the help you recieved, that’s amazing! hearing these stories does give me more confidence & challenges that idea that if i went for help i wouldn’t get turned away, so thank you very much for reaching out and taking the time to write me a message! it’s so lovely of you <3