#i cant believe ive reached this point 😭😭😭😭😭

[valentinoappreciator]

me, blissfully unaware that this specific song is going to throw me full-tilt into an imaginary relationship with a toxic, evil, manipulative, abusive pimp

me, seconds later

[spaceyflowerswriting]

my notifs are starting to scare me i cant believe that many people are looking at and enjoying my stuff

[therapy-ghost]

I had to ask my dad cause I keep forgetting it.😭😭 He said it was Asperger’s but a news article said it’s an offensive term so I don’t know what it’s called and neither does he. (I finished asking but I googled what the new term was, and it’s Asd I think. Google didn’t explain it well😫)

But the request is Reader is dating Freddy Freeman, but like is low-key obsessed with his alter ego, Captain Everything. It’s all they talk about when Freddy mentions heroes. So with the help of Billy, he has Reader meet his alter ego. (Reader doesn’t know they the same person, if it’s not clear) Just a lot of fluff cause I love Freddy so muchhhjjjjjh

Hello again! I was wondering when you were going to be back and what type of writing you wanted and this is not what i was expecting(in the best way possible)!!! Warnings; meantion Autism(Im sorry if ive depicted it wrong in anywayT-T), swearing, im hoping no OOC, longer then usual one shot... and tell me if theres anymore warnings to add!.

GN!Reader x Freddy Freeman

From a young age; your parents, teachers and class mates saw you as strange; always bringing up that one topic that yuo would always bring up whenever you could, and sometimes it was fun, but eventually those peole started to not want to talk to you.

When you reached middle school; You had found yourself a community online that would rant about the very topic you had grown fixed on, Superheroes, thats all they would talk about.

It was your save place where you can place yourself in your own world and rant forever on who's a better hero; Superman or Batman? Obviously Batman!

but in the end you still found yourself lonely in the sea of online friends, cause well... they were online, and sometimes you would be stuck in the real world where you couldnt talk to them.

But that was untill you meet Freddy Freeman; a crutch wielding superhero maniac who instandly caught your attention(And maybe even your heart) in sciences.

And Freddy was not gonna lie when saying that you did the same.

The two of you started to hang out; most of the time with the company of Billy who always felt like he was third wheeling even if he was in a whole other building.

Eventually you two had asked each other out on the very same date and proceeded to believe you had a psychic connection; Match made in heaven to be more accurate.

And right now; after 3 months of you to being officially a thing, were laying on the floor of him and Billy's shared room ranting about hero's, like you always did.

"-Come on! he's dark, mysterious, most likely rich, and has a most of gotham and maybe even the whole world fearing him; you cant say that superman in better then Batman when every villain and civilian knows what his weakness is but doesnt even know where the heck batman is majority of the time" You argued with Freddy, who laughed at your statement and nodded a bit.

"Ok you have a point; but Superman in the man of steel, and whats batman? A depressed man in an emo cosplay that scares people by being a furry-" Freddy's statement made you gasp and hit him on the arm.

"How Dare You!" You playfully yelled; Freddy laughed at this.

"Fine; next is... Shazam or Captain Everypower?" Freddy asked, sounding a bit more excited aout this one then the others.

"Oh come on, am I a fucking joke to you; Captain Everypower all the way!" You cheered abit, sitting up, which Freddy followed along with doing.

"A-And why is that?" He asked in a nervous manner, which you didnt notice, all you did was stand up and get really excited.

"He's funny, he's powerful, he's decent on the officiency level, he's quick with his job, he puts people before himself; and like, you Shazam does the same thing but whats sets them apart is that Captain Everypower is just so much better looking" you made a fainting motion at the end of your rant.

Freddy's excitment in your statement went unnoticed by you once again as he nervously figgeted in place.

"-And it would be so cool to meet him! I bet it feel like a dream to be around him! And to touch his skin; Ive always wondered what bullet proff skin feels like!" You fanned over captain everything "Wouldnt it?" You sat back up and got really close to Freddy, who was panicking on what to say.

"O-Oh you, he's a r-really cool guy; met him a few times, great guy-"

"Does This Mean You Know Him!" You squealed in excitement.

"Y-Yeah, we're practically best friends" Freddy lied, bullets of sweat rolled down his face as he tried to to stumble over his words to much.

"Why didnt you tell me?" You asked Freddy.

"Because h-he wanted it to be a secret; and I was like why, and he was like cause its for your safety" Freedy shakely explained.

"But Why now?" You kepted asking questions to get the answers you needed.

"um....Be-because... He has agreed t-to meet...you" He lied through his teeth, only digging his own grave of regrets more.

You froze, shocked as to what he was say but to stunned to see through his semi-lies.

Um.. are you-"

"Oh My Gosh! Freddy! Thank You! You Are So Cool!" You cheered, jumping at him to get a big hug.

"n-no problem"

"When do I get to meet him? where? what time?" you asked frantically.

"Uhhh... tomorrow, after school, the convenience store down the street; O-of course if h-he's free that is" Freddy shakely answered; making you stand back up and cheer in glee.

"Oh I cant wait: I need to head home but I will see you tomorrow!" And with that you rushed out of the house.

"Wow, that was something" Billy walked over and leaned on the door frame, watching as Freddy panicked.

"What the fuck have I gotten myself into.... Can you help me?"

"Nope" Billy said

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The next day you basically floated down the hall you were so happy; and it was very clear to both Billy and Freddy as to how excited you were.

"How did you get me in this plan again?" Billy asked.

"Cause you care for me and I care for the fact that Captain Everypower has a super fan that is hot" Freddy whisper yelled to Billy, who sighed.

"Fine: so the plan is that distract superfan while you get out of school and ready for the little rendez-vous?" Billy asked, making Freddy nodded as the bell rang for the last class of the day.

They nodded to each other and walked off.

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The bell hadnt even rang and you were running out of class, to excited to meet Captain Everypower.

You rushed down the hall and to the front door, but before you could get off school grounds, Billy Baston appeared infront of you.

"Hey... um...." Billy hadnt though of a distraction.

"Oh Hi Billy" You Happily said"Whats up?"

"Um...whats got you so smiley?" He asked as he watched behind you as Freddy walked off school grounds as quickly as possible.

"Im going off to meet Captain Everypower" You said with pride, making Billy fake a surprised expression.

“Wow, thats really cool-“ Billy nodded.

“Yeah! well, i have to get going! Bye!” you cheered as you almost bolted off.

“W-wait! Um, Freddy wanted me to tell you that he is unable to make it to the meet up you are having” Billy covered up, panicking a bit more at you excitement.

“Oh, why?”

‘Shit!’ Billy mentally cursed.

“Well, um, he’s-“

“He’s helping me with a projected in art” Darla came butting in the save the day, leaving Billy in relief.

“Oh well, tell him ill see him later; Bye you too” You then ran off; leaving Billy to really let out a sigh of relief and walk home with Darla.

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You waited patiently by the convenience store, waiting the arrival of Captain Everypower in his bright blue super-suit and curly hair that reminded you of Freddy’s in a way.

You were almost jumping down the street at how exhilarated you are for this encounter with the hero and types of questions you would attack the hero with; where did he get his powers? What’s the suit made of? What’s it like to fly? What its-

Your thoughts were interrupted by wind crashing down behind you, you turned yourself to see a very frantic looking Captain everypower.

He looked around a few times before spotting you, then straight into himself out.

“Evening citizen” He said, putting his hands on his hips as he broaden his shoulders.

You were gonna faint at how cool this was.

“I heard from my very good friend, Freddy Freeman, that you, my friend, are a fan of me” He confidently walked over, but not with out stumbling a bit; which concerned you.

“Are you ok? You look tired; Do you need to site down?” You frantically asked.

"O-oh yeah, just was off saving the day and s-stuff before coming here" He waved you off, but his responce excited you.

"What type of 'saving the day'?" You asked, almost jumping at him in curiousity of the question.

"Well, some man tried to steal a womans bag and i stopped it, sent him to jail" He proundly said, making you fan over his actions.

"You are so cool!" You yelled out.

These conversations went on for the next 20 minutes; talking about cool superhero stuff and the best ways to take out villains.

But sadly he had to go, and so did you.

So he bid his good bye and flew off, leaving you as a stuttering mess of excitment and the fact that you believed that it was all a dream.

You made your way to Victor and Rosa's place in a dreamed dazed at meeting captain everything, skipping and humming to yourself with a big smile playing on your lips.

You knocked on the door and Victor answered.

"Hi, Freddy's just up stairs if you need him" He stepped out of the way as you nodded, making you way up the stairs of the home and into Billy and Freddy's shared room.

Freddy was laying on his bed, looking tired as he mumbeled to himself about something when you walked in.

YOu threw yourself down beside him, which obviously made him jump.

You hugged his waist tightly; "Thank you thank you thank you so much" You said, kissing his cheek as he becomes very embarrsed.

"N-no problem... I bet he enjoyed his time with you very much" Freddy said, pulling you close as Darla and Billy watched from the door way.

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Thank you so much for the request and your patience, I really hope you all enjoyed it.

If their is any request you want the fit onto my request list then pleasse dont fear to send it in.

[roobylavender]

i read your post about a potential harvey murdersueicide and while that is a fantastically tragic idea i cant help but notice you always believe bruce should meet his demise early😭 as in, he doesnt get to experience true old age.

its not actually that i disagree or even not understand where youre coming from. i feel like, since dc insists batman has to exist and has to be a big player, the main character, gotham can never truly improve. because stories need to be told with him. theyre stuck, the city is stuck, and thus bruce is stuck, he only continues because he feels he is needed. in order for him to retire i think hed have to look at the progress hed made and go, yes ive done enough, but that will never happen because books need to be sold.

i think there could be potential for him to reach this conclusion and retire in a more limited series like a show or movie series, but do you think hell ever get to a point where he feels comfortable naturally retiring, and if so what would you think needs to happen?

i should probably clarify the reason i'm so invested in the idea of bruce dying early is bc denny o'neil said that by his early 40s bruce would either be married to talia or be dead and since he vehemently opposed the former i imagine had his editorial stint continued that he would have led us to a conclusion of the latter. so in my case it's less about a supposed impossibility for him to ever escape the life he leads as batman and more me being morbidly intrigued by this ultimatum denny set for the character. i'm not sure what his intended end for bruce might have looked like but ig in my imagination i either love the potential drama of the bruharvey murder sewercide or the sheer inconsequential nature of bruce dying while saving a life. not anything too grand or complex but simply being caught in the wrong place at the wrong time and dying as anyone would, while doing something he wholeheartedly believed in. like a car crash. the dark knight rises for all of its faults has a few plot decisions i dearly love, bruce's retirement and passing on of the mantle being one of them, but i think that's a development that, complementary to what you said, works more in a medium where things have to end. the trilogy was finite so it made sense for bruce to move on. comics however are never-ending. and even beyond that ig i don't think bruce would be the type to retire even if he did sort out a lot of his emotional issues or feel like the city was on the right path. he's a very stubbornly selfless person and so long as he has a working body he'll be putting it to use. in that sense batman beyond definitely took a logical path in that bruce only gave up the mantle when he could no longer physically maintain it. the only problem there was that the timmverse's bruce is progressively depicted as an isolated loner so his retirement feels almost like a defeat that is subsequently revived once terry enters his life. and maybe there is a world where bruce could sort out his issues and retire of his own volition instead but for some reason i find there to be more meaning in bruce dying doing what he believes in. and maybe he's happy and gotham is on a path to being better bc he's reconciled with his children and maybe he's slowly trying to dedicate more of his time towards abolitionist work on the ground rather than encompassing all of his spare time in vigilante work. but i would like to think if he died in the mask at a point where his life is like that that it would still be meaningful. bc the mask would no longer be a prison. it would be what it was always intended to be: the truest representation of himself and his desire to help others

[s0larb4by]

iam really so fuckimg bad because it sucks ive been sooooo consistent for such a long time i dropped the old story i listen to öy affs overnight i dont react but now i am really at a point whats wrong i now it shouldnt be like that i shouldnt say ben that but its been 6-7 months and no progress in my reality i cant anyöore could you help me what i could do better i also focused on my sc i know i am limitless etc but it sucks when nothing changes and no not because i say it because i really sticked to the new me but now i cant anymore

First of all, omg I did not know I was getting asks 😭😭I am so so sorry that I’m responding so late

Second, I hate to say it but I really don’t think you’ve truly dropped the old story. In repeating things like “Nothing changes” “No progress in my reality” only reaffirms the old story that nothing works out for you. I feel like you’re putting too much faith in the 3D and not in yourself.

Remember, your imagination is the only reality. You don’t need to look to the 3D to measure your progress because the true progress you’ve made is the progress in your imagination! For instance, if you have a perfect sc in the 4D then you have it in the 3D. It doesn’t matter if you don’t feel it yet, because feelings don’t manifest—thoughts do. It’s already yours! All you have to do is sit back and watch time and space bend to fulfill your wishes. Or let’s say you have short hair and want to manifest long hair! It doesn’t matter if in the mirror your hair barely reaches your shoulders, as long as you have long hair in your imagination you already have it! ( @diorbabe66 recently made a really good post about being delusional if the 3D is showing you something different, I recommend you check it out!)

So here’s what I suggest you do for now. I think you should minimize the amount of information about loa you get from tumblr (or any other site) and just consume Neville content. All of Neville’s works are good, but the lectures that you should listen to are:

How To Use Your Imagination

Faith is Loyalty To the Unseen Reality

Live in the End

Law of Assumption

Second, if you absolutely must consume content on here, I suggest you read the informational posts from the following:

@sexyandhedonistic

@divineangelbee

@cinefairy

@id18297

@lawandliberty (she doesn’t make posts—she only answers asks as of now but her answers to questions are very helpful!)

I’ve known about about the law for a good amount of time but these individuals are way more knowledgeable than I am. Their posts have helped me immensely in my journey and I know that they’ll help you too!

Don’t worry, alara! You’re God! You got this! I believe in you :)

[caizen]

tagged by @citrussweetie !! this looks so fun omg and ur question's really interesting too AH my answers are so long too ah i talk too much (and somewhat personal) LOL under the cut again<3

jin's part contains jjk spoilers so beware!! (he's a spoiler himself but whatever JDJS)

her question: Which specific romantic tropes do you imagine for your selfship/s, and why? Have you experienced this / do you think you would you be able to handle it IRL?

choso ~

enemies to friends to knowing we like e/o but never getting tgt bc of circumstances LMAO my parents are extremely strict and they won't like him at all 😭 they're gonna disown me if they find out i'm in love with him BUT unless they find out how they choso's family-oriented and how nicely he treats his brothers, they might give him a chance. but knowing my family they judge by looks so it's alr a pass for them if they don't get to know his personality first 🙄 also, lots of yearning and pining!! i've never experienced it bc ive never been in a rs before and i think i'd be able to handle it kind of? like i would cry about it and it'd scar me if it doesn't work out but i'll be partly very slightly fine (it hurts me thinking bt it rn)

geto suguru ~

for the soft part of us two, married high school sweethearts, best friends to lovers with a LOT of pining and yearning <3 no explanation needed its all in my geto fics. another trope is probably the forbidden love type 😬 my relatives would think he's troublesome with how his looks and would think that he's going to be the reason i get in trouble and do illegal/dangerous stuff with when irl we would never do that stuff. if he does, i wouldnt be interested in the first place but if i still like him that way then honestly we would just runaway. that's the trope. runaway lovers that seem intimidating and scary but are actually really nice and warm. never experienced it. for the hs sweethearts yeah i'd def be able to handle it but for the runaway lovers? it's going to mess me up so bad and i'm going to need therapy (i'm willing to try for him though. and i also wanna try running away too anyway♡)

itadori jin ~ (spoilers-ish but then jin is a spoiler himself lmao)

sigh....honestly at this point @sukirichi 's fic is getting to me and i'm just gonna say my trope with jin would be that fic. i can't imagine anything else. we r both softies, so instead of florist and tattoo artist i'm going to say florist and baker because why not. also the don't be fooled with how they look type. he would look all soft and nice but there are stuff u wouldn't expect him to do or be i won't elaborate (go read/listen to juju sanpo audio. i cant believe its a surprise to me but i just didnt expect it LMAO) meanwhile i'd look so intimidating and scary (do u see the woman/yuji's mom from 143? we're kind of similar, just more intimidating sigh) but i'm aclly extremely sensitive and fragile. never tried this, and i'm certain i can handle this. this would be so warm and sweet too. i want this.

kamo noritoshi ~

enemies to being each other's home. specifically as classmates,, we'd be fighting to be the top student of class or who's better and annoy e/o so much but indirectly. it'd be similar to shirogane and shinomiya. i could give up the top student title for him but i'm too competitive and i hate disappointing people even though their expectations for me are too high and impossible to reach and i'm too scared of abandonment and so is he. once we get to know each other though and understand e/o's situations, we'll be fine and we'll go from constant fighting to constant comforting and we'd be e/o's comfort person bc we're much more similar than we expected and we both know what we need. never tried it and i'd be able to handle it. i want it. so bad. but it's too late probably LMAO

okkotsu yuta ~

unrequited one-sided love with a lot of pining and yearning in my part. it's so cliche i HATE IT SO MUCH with my whole heart. love triangle but there's four people so it's a love square. i'm including inumaki and maki here. lots of pain and rejection. inumaki and i are generous people so he'd be pushing me to yuta while i'd be pushing yuta to maki and maki to yuta even though it's painful for toge and i. i don't think i'll say why bc it's too personal and embarrassing AHAHA. never been through it and i'm not even sure if i'd be able to handle it. yuta just brings me so much pain right now. idek why i included him here

miya osamu ~

one-sided crush childhood friends to lovers. not the 'we grew up tgt' type but the 'oh we meet again after so many years' type. as kids i'd have a one-sided crush on him but once we grow up , we're both crushing on e/o. we're both either oblivious abt how we feel for e/o or be aware of it but be in denial which means we're going to need some pushing and some help. i just can't imagine anything else. i just feel like we'd b nice friends to e/o as kids but not really be close w e/o until we grow up and actually interact more and realize that the other isn't as boring as we thought they were. never experienced it and i'd definitely be able to handle it. especially as someone who cherishes memories sm and i'd be so excited to meet someone i used to know.

tagging: @velvetfireworks @sukunaru @sukirichi @applepiekyuu and anyone else that wants to do this! no pressure though<3

my question for those i've tagged: not a question but, describe what your ideal life would be with your selfship/s and what your actual life would be with your selfship/s. optional: why is that your ideal/actual life with them? kind of like an expectation vs reality.