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as many of you have probably figured/known, i’m trans! and in honor of finally (finally) scheduling a top surgery consultation, i’m gonna be accepting gnc/trans/nonbinary oneshot prompts for a while. anything sp character x reader :)
#screaming crying throwing up#not to get too deep on my ahs sideblog but#i cant imagine a future with me in it that doesn’t involve top surgery#but i also cant imagine a future where i get top surgery#it feels so unattainable#so i just want to celebrate a little#writing#sarah paulson#sp x reader#american horror story#ahs fanfic#billie dean howard#cordelia goode#wilhemina venable#etc
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A World Without Boundaries by Daikokudou Ikuya
Trans rep: 3/10
General enjoyment: 2/10
Age rating: noone hopefully (16+)
Another fun one (/s). This manga is only 17 pchapters long so I figured I was gonna finish without sufficient finality. Luckily for me I never got past chapter 3! Its basically just page after page of misgendering, mild transphobia, and an absurd amount of fan service. Honestly I’m not even sure if it counts as fan service when thats the only thing in the manga, I guess its just ecchi or whatever. Anyways the story basically goes that in a future version of society people can undergo an operation at age 18 that just instantly makes you look super feminine, bottom surgery, voice, etc. The secondary character is a trans girl gets the operation so that she can be with her cousin (the main character) and have it not be gay (I’m being serious, this is the actual plot). Okay, whatever, it’s technically about a trans person but I cant imagine any reason why a trans person would want to read this.
Oh also, fun fact for whoever made this comic: a “medical process to ‘change your sex’” (sex rly meaning ur physical appearance) already exists!!! Hormones have an extremely high success rate with making people A LOT better about their bodies, and then bottom and top surgery can also help out a ton. Anyways this is just ur friendly reminder that being trans is a real thing, not just a thing of sci-fi and fantasy. Also being trans doesn’t have to involve medical stuff, it’s perfectly find to be trans in whatever way makes you feel best!
#trans#transgender#comics#media review#a world without boundaries#i kill birds at night#connyscomics
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The Trespasser pt.4
You were on top of the world with the new title of leader of your family’s clan. You were the strongest clan in all of the orient and you were proud. But your family feels that there are threats still lurking around making you a target. When they introduce you to a potential man for a business and marriage merger will it help your clan or make matters worse?
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Wonho x Reader, Shownu x Reader, Jooheon x Reader
The past few days had flown by and you did lots of menial and dumb tasks to make time go by. Everyone around the house questioned you when they noticed you cleaning the house up or doing lots of overtime, thinking that something was bothering you. But like the holed up and skeptical person you typically are in these types of situations you smiled and replied with a total lie.
The truth was that you were technically okay regardless of how the entire “proposed marriage deal” went, but you just felt still so insecure about how a baiter for a very powerful family would want to get into a marriage at such a young age. Sure, if it had to do with the family business and Marriage for profits it would make sense. But baiters are notoriously known for being completely cut of from their emotions, which is why they can lie and sleep around with people the way that they do. They take but never give anything in return and it made you question Hoseok’s authenticity.
And although you were not looking for an emotional, and legitimate marriage of love you did want for your legal husband real or fake, to be loyal to you and your business and have honest intentions. You could care less if Hoseok was the leader of his family’s clan or not, you just wanted the mutual benefits of being partnered with a Shin.
You went over everything that you wanted to ask Hoseok as you got ready for your meeting at Icon. It was 8:30 and you looked over your figure in the mirror and smiled to yourself. You looked damn good, suited up in a solid black fitted pant suit, and jacket… minus the shirt underneath allowing for your black lace bra to be the focal point of your outfit. You put on your fire engine red lipstick and matching red heels and then strut out of your bathroom.
You felt your phone vibrate and you looked down at the screen
Shownu: Just arrived
You smiled at the text from Shownu and your body instantly relaxed a little bit. You had planned to have him there for a little bit more security, but asked him to blend in with the crowd, so you could talk to Hoseok without any uncertainty on his end. You grabbed your keys waved bye to the boys and then stepped out into the night air, ready for what was next to come.
The drive was only 20 minutes from your secluded house and you pulled into the parking lot of Icon in what seemed like no time. You put the car into park, scanned the parking lot to see if you could recognize any vehicles or people walking around and then picked up your phone to text Shownu.
Me: just arrived, about to go ins-
You dropped your phone, when a sudden knocking on your window startled you. You let out a huff and looked over with a glare to whoever caused you to be scared and then relaxed a little when you recognized Hoseok hunched over, looking inside at you with a wide smile.
You picked up your phone, took out the keys and stepped out of your vehicle giving Hoseok only a polite head bow and smile.
“Sorry to scare you” Hoseok said rubbing the back of his head and giving you a smile “I pulled in at the same time as you and figured it’d be easier to go in at the same time instead of having to look for one another inside.”
“ah, no worries “ you gave in. what he said did make a little sense from a logical standpoint “shall we?” you asked him pointing with your hand towards the building
“yes, please” he said with a megawatt smile
You walked silently for a moment and as you got closer to the front doors Hoseok cleared his throat and leaned in closer to your ear.
“By the way… you look really good tonight.” He confessed
You turned your head to look at him and then scanned his outfit. He looked really good in black trousers and a black button down shirt tucked into his pants with the top few buttons undone. He knew what he was doing trying to draw attention to his chest and then you laughed to yourself. You were doing the same thing weren’t you? Marketing yourself. His hair was parted nicely and styled back, and his skin looked flawless.
You would typically respond with a polite response back, but Hoseok knew that he was good looking and it was no use using flattery on him.
“thank you” you responded with a small smile before turning back to the doors and entering the loud and busy club, bypassing the people waiting outside to get inside.
As you entered you felt the pulsing of the bass of the music vibrate through your body, and the lights strobe and dance across the club in a hypnotizing manner. The smell of alcohol, cigarettes and sweat clouded your nose and countless bodies, swayed on the dance floor. You lead Hoseok towards the back of the club where there were private booths and took a seat in a corner booth were there were few people and privacy curtains.
As you sat down Hoseok smiled and reached for the curtains, making sure to close them tightly as to block out as much of the music as possible. You watched his arms as he worked on the fabric, unfashioning it and pulling it to a close.
“Do you want to order anything?” Hoseok asked you
You gave him a small smile and shook your head no.
“I don’t drink in public.” You answered his question
Hoseok raised his eyebrows and nodded his head “good, neither do I, unless its important for a job” he responded. “so… what questions do you have for me?” he asked right off the bat
“lot of things, as I’m sure you could imagine….” You stared off “ first… my parents mentioned that you had seen me many times when I was a child, but I never met you? Why is that?”
Hoseok raised a single eyebrow and contemplated for a moment on how to respond before he gave you a very simple one. “I had a very busy schedule as a child”
“look… I don’t mean to be rude. But if I am even going to consider a contractual marriage with you then I need to know a little bit more about you.” You spoke up and Hoseok shifted in his seat and looked down at the table before looking up at you with a stern expression. “I know that you were in some sort of accident and had an injured back, but why would you even bother coming to see me if you had to leave for such a said busy schedule”
“okay that’s fair” he replied with a deep sigh “when I was 12 I was in a drunk driving accident. The driver hit our car and it caused us to flip and the car caught on fire. I had to have 2 spinal surgeries, jaw reconstruction, titanium plates in my arms and a knee surgery.”
You looked at him with wide eyes as you processed what he told you. You could not even begin to imagine the amount of pain that he had to be in.
“It took a long time to heal and for a long time I was completely wheelchair bound, because my spine and body wasn’t strong enough to support me. I had lots of physical therapy, and because of my condition I wasn’t able to tolerate lots of moving around from place to place or sitting in one spot for long.” He continued
“I’m sorry that happened. That had to be very difficult to get through at such a young age.” You spoke up “but I’m still curious as to why you would still come to events involving me”
Hoseok’s serious demeanor suddenly dropped a little and he let out a small smile and chuckle “actually I’ve been told from a very young age that you would be my wife. Our parents have been planning our marriage for a long time.” He confessed
Your jaw dropped a little and you sat back in your seat remembering your mother call Hoseok her “Son-in-Law”. Had it been anyone else you would have not been so convinced so easily, but you didn’t doubt it for a moment after the whole spectacle your parents put you through at their house.
As soon as you let that idea settle in your mind you decided to ask Hoseok more questions that had been weighing on your mind.
“so is it still true that you have no intentions of pursing the leader position of your family clan?” you asked him
“it’s true. After my accident I had a lot of time to think about my future and what I wanted to do, and I decided that I was lucky enough to get a chance at life so I wanted to do something that would allow me to have a little more time to enjoy my life and the finer things.” He answered
“so then what does this marriage do for you?” you asked him
“well…” he said and then cleared his voice and adjusted his posture “since im physically unable to be the leader, the marriage allows for the clan to stay in control of the shin family. It essentially puts me in the most control without having the title or workload of leader if anything happens to my brother.”
“your brother Is in control now?” you asked and you received a nod in return “and what exactly is your position now?”
“I handle some business deals and negotiations with my brother behind closed doors, but on an everyday basis I usually just bait.” He confessed
“and it doesn’t bother you that you cant take the position?” you asked him
He gave you a smile, but you could tell that he was straining his jaw. You could imagine how difficult it would be to constantly struggle with your position and health. And then to top it off he had to be here with you because he had no other choice, if he wanted anything to do with maintaining the family’s control.
“of course it bothers me… I’ve been trained since young how to run the business and now all I can do is sit back and watch other people do what I was supposed to do. And don’t get me wrong my brother makes a great leader, but the way he executes some deals really gets on my nerves.”
“that’s understandable” you agreed “since this would be a contractual marriage, how would you expect our family to benefit your business and vice versa?” you asked him
“money and business isn’t an issue, the only thing we are wanting to take from your family through the marriage is a healthier reputation, and if absolutely necessary allyship in times of warfare with other clans.” He answered sincerely
You nodded your head and concentrated on his request “then our needs are similar. This marriage in most needed in our case for reputation as well”
“good” Hoseok said softly
Hoseok gave you a polite smile and you returned one to him. Prior to the meeting you felt very uneasy about the possible outcomes of this meeting, but after talking with Hoseok you realized that they two of you were here for pretty similar reasons. Hoseok’s clan has a reputation of having the weak son, and your clan was labeled weak because you were a woman. Which made both of you an easy target, but with each other as reinforcement you both become closer to indestructible.
“so lets talk more about you and I and not the business…” you started giving Hoseok a more relaxed impression. Hoseok looked you up and down and gave you a small smile before leaning into the table and crossing his arms Infront of himself “how long do you ideally want for this marriage to last?”
He thought the question over for a minute and then responded “honestly, the longer the better. And I think that stands for the both of us if I’m being honest”
You rolled your eyes slightly at his response “I’m not saying that I’ve agreed to anything yet, but an indefinite contract marriage is a little… excessive” you said “how would you feel about starting off at 1 year to get comfortable and familiar with one another and the business and then if we still feel as if we can get along and be beneficial to one another we can extend and redraw the contract?”
Hoseok considered the proposal for a solid minute and you held your ground and you gave him a serious look as you maintained eye contact. Finally, he gave you a small smile and then broke his silence.
“do you find me to be unsatisfactory as a potential husband?” he asked you seriously
You laughed and shook your head before giving him a small smile “my request has nothing to do with you not meeting my standards, but everything to do with whether or not I find it to be a good business move.” You answered and Hoseok sat back in his seat a little “to be quite honest the only reason that I’m here is because my family requested it of me and I think I might potentially be extra security for the clan, not because I have any interest in getting married. In fact, I have never considered marriage or even a serious relationship to be in my near future.” you answered
Hoseok nodded in understanding “so you aren’t seeing anyone?” he asked
You were about to nod your head but you hesitated for a moment unaware of how to go about addressing your relationship with Shownu and Jooheon. It wasn’t like you were completely single because you did have somewhat of a relationship, even if you didn’t have titles for each other. You weren’t together but you also weren’t just friends. Friends with benefits?
“something you can’t put a label on?” he asked you
You gave him a small nod in response, and he smiled back at you
“if we do proceed with things is it going to be an issue with your friend?” he asked
“they already know about this arrangement and what it could possibly mean for the future…” you said without think twice about how much you just shared
“THEY?!” Hoseok asked with wide eyes and a shocked look on his face “like two people at once?” he asked you looked up at his with wide eyes at his reaction “do they know about you seeing more than one person?” he continued to ask
You scoffed a little pissed that he would insinuate that you were a cheater “of course they know about one another.” you answered “and yes… I didn’t plan it but it just happened to be this way”
“wow” was all he said as he looked you up and down “okay just a few more questions…and don’t get mad at me for what I’m about to ask” he commented making you curious as to what he could say to piss you off
“how realistic do you want this marriage to look to other people?” he asked you and you relaxed
“realistic enough that people won’t want to fuck with either one of us” you answered
“okay then what would the living arrangements look like?” he asked
You stopped for a moment caught off guard by his question, and quite unsure not having ever considered the question.
“do we have to live with each other?” you asked
“of course, if you want it to look real….” he replied “I live at home with my parents so its probably not ideal for the kind of lifestyle you want”
“What’s that supposed to mean?” you asked him
“well… you live on your own and you have… partners” he answered honestly
“if things proceed then I would be willing to open up a bedroom and office for you” you replied
“and would things be strictly business or would we be open to pursuing one another?” he asked and your eyes went wide at how brazen he was being
“just business!” you quickly replied “as I said earlier I have no intentions of being in a relationship. Anyways… being a baiter wont make things complicated for you after the contract begins right?” you asked him
“no… not at all” he said with a small smile “usually the baits take anywhere from 2 to 6 months and at most I would be gone for only a few months at a time but that is only for the tough and rare cases” he explained
“as long as you can insure that my home and clan won’t be in danger from your baits following you to my home then I am totally fine with whatever you need to do” you answered
“usually during the job I stay in an old apartment so that there aren’t any issues or slip ups.” He answered and then was silent for a few moments “okay well I think that you and I have some things to think about now… and decide if we want to seriously continue to the next step” Hoseok said with a smile
you nodded your head and gave him a polite smile. “you can stay if you like, but since we are done here I will go home. and I will try to get back to you soon with more information” you politely bowed to him and then stepped out of the private booth.
“Wait!” Hoseok called after you
You hand just made eye contact with Shownu as Hoseok called you and you turned your head to address him
“I’ll be leaving too…. This isn’t really my scene” Hoseok said with a smile “let me walk you out!” Hoseok offered and you gave him a smile
As the two of you made your way across the club you noticed the vibe had shifted in the crowd of people. The music had gotten more seductive, the clients were drunk, and people were no longer just having a good time. Most were partnered off and grinding on strangers, giving them a look like they were ready to fuck on the floor if they could.
When you finally reached the front of the club you took a deep breath, enjoying the smell of clean air. You clutched your arms and looked up at the night sky to see the stars and moon hanging just above you, happy to just be out of the sex fueled building.
As you stepped as much as ten feet away from the front door you hear it open once more, and without even looking behind you could tell that it was Shownu. Hoseok however decided to look back and he scoffed before turning back around.
“is he one of your guys?” he asked calmly under his breath just loud enough for you to hear
You just barely peeked over your shoulder to confirm and then hummed as an answer.
Hoseok chuckled and then gave you a smile “I’m guessing that he’s one of the two that you mentioned?” he asked and you turned to give him a look of curiosity “he looks like he wants to bite my head off, so I figured that it was safe to assume” he joked
Now you completely turned to look back at Shownu and chuckled at the look of disgust and unhappiness on his face. You were sure to get an earful when you got home about all of his opinions on what type of a person Hoseok is. You let out a soft sigh and then smiled down at the ground. This night could have taken many different turns, but you were relieved that things were at least starting off on a half decent track.
When you had finally arrived in front of your car, Hoseok gave you a soft smile before pulling his phone out of his pocket and handing it over to you. You took the phone and looked up at him with wide, curious eyes. Did he want for you to save your number in his phone? You unlocked the phone and quickly added the number for a second phone.
Of course things were starting off well, but you weren’t dumb enough to give him your personal number. If he needed to contact you he could email or text your spare, unregistered phone.
You handed the phone back to him and he quickly tucked it back into his pant pocket.
“thanks for meeting me tonight, it allowed me to understand you and the contract a little bit more” he said politely
“yes, thank you as well. It was very important for me to have some clarity before I decided to move forward” you said as politically and general as possible, hyperaware that you had a nosy Shownu lingering over your shoulder.
Hoseok gave you a smile, looked you up and down once more and then turned to Shownu and gave him a cheeky grin, before yelling out a little too confidently
“Hey buddy, take care of her for me tonight”
He winked at Shownu and then moved on to find his own vehicle avoiding the death glares and cursing that was falling out of Shownu’s mouth like fire. You turned to give Shownu a secret glance before you quickly got into your car, avoiding having to have any kind of conversation with Shownu while he was this annoyed.
Shownu stared at you with a frown through the windshield for a moment before he resigned and finally got into his own car, ready to follow you home.
You let out the breath that you didn’t know that you were holding in and turned the volume to your music up slightly, because you had exactly about a 20 minute car ride until the second hard part of the night begun.
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