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ya-boy-roy-toy · 4 years

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i know this defeats the whole point of sending in numbers but can you just do all of them for jayroy? i so wanna heat what you’ll say!! i love your headcanons so much u.u

Sorry this took so long, but it was an awful lot of headcanons (which is awesome and I had so much fun doing this!) and I wanted to pay them all enough mind.Everything with (Dirty Boys) in front of the response is naughty!

1)Who rocks the Ferris Wheel seat and who flips out and begs them to stop?

Roylikes to mess around just to get on Jason’s nerves (and not just on the FerrisWheel), but Jason grew up in the Wayne household, so it can really take alot to get there. Jason never “flips out” and he’s definitely the one whowill save him from nearly falling off the damn thing, but his heartrate willshoot up and his brow will crease with worry as he holds onto his partner who justlaughs it off.

2)Who is always horny and will have sex at any time, at any place and at anytime?

(DirtyBoys) They both have a pretty high libido, but Roy is moreforward with his advances. He likes to get handsy with Jason (no matter whatJason might happen to be doing at the time) and won’t stop until the otherfollows him to their bed (or the closest stable surface). But, when Jason’s inthe mood, he is very demanding and blunt; if he wants to suck off Roy, thenhe’ll go to his workshop and do it right then and there, and Roy’s pretty muchat his mercy (not that he really minds).

Jasonis also the one more likely to initiate sex while they’re on a job; seriously,this boy grew up on the streets, so he has absolutely no qualms with doin’ itwherever, whenever – and Roy is more than happy to oblige.

3)Who is more into taking showers/baths together? Who tries to make it relaxingand who tries to make it sexy time?

(DirtyBoys) Roy tends to get a little lax about takingshowers, so Jason has to remind him from time to time – and what better waythan to invite Roy to join him (which hardly every fails). Jason prefers bathsbecause he likes to relax in them by himself for a while, but he also doesn’tmind sharing baths with Roy (though those are still relaxing, but in quite a differentway).

LikeI mentioned previously, Roy likes getting handsy with Jason, and being coveredin fruity smelling soaps certainly helps with that. But Jason can calm Roy downpretty easily, just start washing the red-head’s hair and he’s at Jay’s mercy.So Jason is definitely the one in charge of where exactly bath-time will endup.

4)Who likes to walk around the house naked and who tells the other to go put someclothes on?

(DirtyBoys) Roy, for sure. He does it either because he doesn’tcare or he genuinely forgets; once he has been working on a project formultiple days he starts forgetting the essentials. If it’s the first situation,Jason just gets annoyed with it (and sometimes they fuck), but if it’s thelatter, Jason will chase him around the house to dress him himself.

5)Who sleeps on the couch when they get into a fight?

Roy,because more often than not it’s Jason’s safehouse and his bed.

6)Who takes photos of the other while they sleep?

SometimesJason will take pictures of Roy when he falls asleep in particularlyinteresting positions, or at his workbench to try and convince him to sleep ina bed for a change. Roy will take pictures of Jason falling asleep in weirdplaces around their safehouses and send them to Kori because he knows they makeher smile.

7)Who said “I love you” first? and who ends their arguments in a fightwith “Because I love you”?

Royfirst said “I love you” when he reunited with Jason after the other had died;he had held him close and honestly couldn’t stop saying it. If Jason and Royare fighting over a situation or a choice that was really dangerous, Royusually won’t back down from defending himself and Jason will get soexasperated that he’ll yell: “I don’t want you doing that because Ilo-”. And he’ll stop himself when his voice cracks and won’t let the rest ofthe words come out, because he’s really afraid of Roy getting hurt – or worse –but he’s more afraid of his words sealing his partner’s fate (because that’swhat’s happened to others in his past).

8)Who likes to wear the other’s sweatshirts?

Theyboth like to switch clothes and do it unconsciously a lot. Jason’s are alwaysreally loose in the chest on Roy, but he likes the smell of the material themost – he tends to sleep in Jay’s sweatshirts. Roy’s are almost alwayssleeveless and hug Jason’s broader chest, so he likes to wear them for workingout – then he’ll put them back in Roy’s things, because he knows his partnerlikes his musk.

9)Who wakes the other up in the middle of the night to tell them a cool dreamthey had? Who has the most nightmares, and who sings them back to sleep after?

Royhas all kinds of ideas for inventions and plans at night, so he’ll excited wakeJason up to tell him about and then Jason will just say “Couldn’t this havewaited until, like, the sun came up?”

Jasonhas more nightmares, and it really depends on the kind of nightmare for how Roymight be able to comfort Jay and bring him back to reality. A lot of the timehe just needs to be held by Roy (and sometimes Kori too) to be reminded thathe’s not alone, but other times he actually needs to be alone and Roy will haveto figure that out (usually the hard way) and go sleep in his own room.

Roy’snightmares usually correspond with his withdrawals, so Jason already has anidea of when things might happen so he can prepare. He’ll hold Roy throughnightmares and muscle spasms so that he doesn’t hurt himself or Jason. When Royis in pain, there’s little more he can do than keep an eye on him and remindhim that he’s there.

10)Who is more likely to cheat?

(DirtyBoys) Neither of them like to cheat on the other or ever doit intentionally, but things happen sometimes and the only thing they can do isfeel remorseful about it and move on.

Roywould love nothing more than to only be with Jason for the rest of his life,but the decisions he makes when under the influence of drugs or alcohol are nothis own, but he does have to deal with the consequences when he’s sober.Unfortunately, most of the time he doesn’t remember where he is or who he’sbeen with, he just wakes up somewhere that’s not with Jason and has to find hisway back home. At first he would beat himself up about it pretty badly, buteventually he and Jason had a talk about it and the understanding that theycame to share helped make him feel less guilty.

Jasonloves Roy unconditionally, and even though he has knowledge of Roy’s‘activities’ when he’s using, he does not use them as an excuse for his ownbehaviors. When they are apart, Jason will go through periods of wantingabsolutely nothing to do with any other human beings to needing nothing morethan a good fuck, so he’ll satisfy either of those needs as he sees fit.Throughout all of this, he never feels any emotional connection with theseother people, and certainly nothing close to the way that being with Roy makeshim feel. He and Roy haven’t openly discussed this yet, but Roy has hissuspicions but also understands that that is something that Jason just needs.

11)Who makes fun of the other for having a crush on them, and who has to remindthem that they are in a relationship?

Jasonsometimes like to poke fun at Roy having a crush on him since they were kids(and when Jason was “practically a baby” compared to Roy) just to watch Roy getall flustered and embarrassed (because “it was only a two and a half year agedifference, Jason. I am nOT a cradle snatcher!”).

Sometimes,if Roy ever gets drunk, he’ll get really emotional about how beautiful Jasonis, and then proceed to absolutely loose his shit when Jason says he has aboyfriend. He then has to calm Roy down explaining that Roy is that boyfriend.But that usually doesn’t sink in until Jason takes him home and snuggles withhim in their bed until Roy passes out.

12)Who starts a food fight in the kitchen?

Roy.He can only do them with Kori, because Jason has no patience for it. Jason alsomakes Roy clean up everything after (and Kori always helps too).

13)Who initiates duets? and who is the better singer?

Roylike to start duets, but he was pleasantly surprised the first time Jasonjoined in – the rumor that Dick is the best singer in the Batfam is nottrue.

14)Who starts the hand holding? Who grabs the others butt? Who slides their armaround their waist? Who likes to put their fingers in the belt loops?

(DirtyBoys) Roy will usually reach out and take Jason’s hand whenhe notices him getting a little lost in his own head.

Roylikes to smack Jay’s butt playfully, but if Jason’s feeling feisty he’ll go infor a hug and instead just grab onto Roy’s ass cheeks so he’s red-faced whenthey pull apart.

Roylikes to wrap his arm around Jay’s waist when he’s feeling possessive, or whenthere’s a bunch of men and women eyeing his man.

Jasonwill grab onto Roy’s belt loops when the other is working on his inventions,pulling him closer on his rolling chair and away from the distraction of hiswork.

15)Who likes writes the others name on their wrist?

Royloves tattoos and they are important to him, so he actually has a tattoo ofJason’s name (it actually says ‘Jaybird’) on the inside of his wrist.

16)Who is more seductive when they are drunk? and who is louder in bed?(already done)

17)Who is more protective? (already done)

18)Who talks to the other while they are sleeping?(already done)

19)Who drives and who has the window seat?

Mostof the time they ride on motorcycles and they each have their own (as well ascars). But sometimes they like to just go cruise around through back roads inRoy’s old, red pickup truck. Roy drives with the windows down and one arm out,while Jason reclines in his seat with his feet on the dash or out the window.

20)Who falls asleep in the others lap and who carries them to bed?

Theyboth have a tendency to work themselves to the point of utter exhaustion, sothey frequently do this with each other. Roy will sleep like the dead when hefinally goes down from exhaustion, so Jason will gather him up and take him totheir shared bed. But when this happens to Jason, Roy just leaves him where heis with a blanket over him, because Jason is a very light sleeper and it’s hardenough getting him to go down in the first place.

21)Who cuts the others hair?

Jasoncuts his own hair, and sometimes Roy’s too. But Roy hates having his hair cut,so it’s not as often as Jason would like it to be.

WhileRoy might not like having people cut his hair, he adores having it messed with(braided by Kori and brushed by Jason) – it’s like free therapy.

22)Who is super bad at sexting? and who sends them encouraging messages throughoutthe day?

(DirtyBoys) Roy’s sexting is usually weird puns and dick jokes,but all Jason has to do is send him the barest bit of skin and Roy is now puttyin his hands.

Jasonhas a tendency to send Roy positive and encouraging messages whenever they areaway from each other/“taking a break” because he knows that sometimes that canbe enough to keep Roy from going back to the bottle or a needle.

23)Who thinks they are not good enough for the others love? and who’s more afraidof losing the other? Who thinks they keep messing up, only for the other totell them they don’t need to worry?

Theyboth definitely have times where they feel like they don’t deserve the other,but this also helps them understand the validation that each of them needs tofeel better. They are both equally afraid of losing each other – and for Roy,it would mean losing Jason a second time, which he doesn’t think he couldhandle.

Jasondoesn’t usually admit to feeling like he’s messing up (instead he begins towithdraw, with the hope of removing himself to solve any problem that might beoccurring). But Roy will have times when he just breaks down and is a messblaming himself for things left-and-right, so Jason can only try to reassurehim that it’s not his fault.

24)Who starts random slow dancing with the other in the kitchen? Who holds theother just above the ground and kisses them? (already done)

25)Who says shitty puns and sex jokes just to see the other giggle and blush?

(DirtyBoys) Roy makes these unironically and just because he wantsto. He knows that they’ll just get and eye-roll from Jason who will then makethe decision whether or not he’s in the mood to shut Roy up right away –meaning taking him somewhere and shutting him up.

Ifand when Jason makes sex jokes, he renders Roy a speechless, sputtering mess,leaving Jason satisfied with a suddenly submissive Roy who need to be told whatto do.

26)Who kissed first?

Roywas too nervous about kissing Jason when they were younger because of beingolder than Jay, so he waited until Jason made the first move at his own pace.He still lets Jason initiate most all of their kisses, simply because he knowsthat it means a lot to Jason to make his own choices and decisions.

27)Who orders take out at two in a morning? and who wakes the other up at three inthe morning to go downstairs with them to get a glass of water because it’s toodark?

Roy.He’ll eat anything at any hour of the day, but once he’s crawled into bed it’snearly impossible to get him out of it. This means Jason is usually the one whogets up in the morning and starts breakfast so that Roy will come out of thebed to chase the smell of food.

Becauseof Roy’s lack of getting out of bed and Jason’s detesting of getting out of bedwhen he doesn’t have to, they opted to get a mini-fridge to keep drinks in, soit’s a win-win.

28)Who writes poems/stories and love songs about the other? Do they sing the songsthe write for them?

Jasonsometimes gets inspired to write things about Roy, mostly because getting hisfeelings out in words can help him to better understand his emotions. But hedoes not let Roy read them because he feels like they’re too sappy. Once, Korifound one of the little notebooks that Jason uses for this and she read throughall of the entries. She was so moved by the words but also knew that Jasonwouldn’t have kept it so secret if he had wanted it to be read, so she kept herfeelings to herself besides the soft, knowing smiles she would give Jason fromtime to time.

29)Who does some crazy stunt to try and impress the other and who ends up drivingthem to the emergency room after it backfires?

Roy’salways trying to do some dumb shit, and Jason always drives him to theemergency room. It’s almost how concerning how routine this has become.

30)Who is embarrassed when they have to wear their glasses and who thinks theylook super cute?

Roygets a little self-conscious wearing his glasses around the safehouse, whichisn’t made much better by Jason making comments about how cute he looks inthem. At first, he thought Jason was saying it to tease him, but eventuallyJason took his glasses off, kissed both of his eyelids, and told him that everyword was true. Roy turned as red as his hair and just grumbled about having toget back to work on his trick arrows.

#jayroy #jayroy headcanons #ask ya boy #dirty boys #jaybird #jason todd #roytoy #roy harper #mun responds #my headcanons #dc #dc comics #dcu #Anonymous

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aizawasthot · 4 years

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not so bad | todoroki!dabi x fem!geten

summary: dabi and geten are forced to work together. pairing: dabi x fem!geten warnings: a dash of cursing

note: this was a request for a dabi x fem!geten from @kannra21. this is my first time writing for a ship lmao pls go easy on me u.u

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Dabi didn’t really picture his evening to be like this. He didn’t expect the Grand Commander to ask him to do patrols with Geten. Dabi found Geten to be irksome, seeing that the girl has almost no table manners, and don’t even get him started on her calling his flames “half-assed”. He’s never really liked her, but he respects the girl's dedication. He found her annoying one way or another, and working with her was tedious. “Can you stop kicking damn pebbles? It’s annoying,” Dabi hissed, irritated at the sound of her shoe scuffing against the ground.

“Whatever,” she said and rolled her eyes, refusing to stop her little game of how far she can kick the pebbles littering the ground.

Dabi let out an irritated groan, “I swear Geten if you don’t stop that shit I’m going to--”

Geten raised a brow, challenging him to continue his sentence. “You’re going to what?” She smirked, “Going to fight me with those measly little flames?” There she goes again, making fun of his quirk.

“--I’m going to kick you next,” he said, glaring at her, continuing to walk around the perimeter. Geten stopped kicking pebbles, not because of his threat, but because she’s getting bored of her little game. They continued to walk quietly for half an hour, checking corners and looking out for strange noises.

“I’m bored,” Geten huffed. She was sick of the deafening silence, she wanted to at least talk, but let’s be honest, Dabi doesn’t like talking to her.

“I don’t really care,” Dabi said, craning his head to look around the area. Geten rolled her eyes, huffing once more.

It was silent for another ten minutes until Geten spoke up. “What’s your favourite color?” She decided to ask him, something simple and neutral to start a conversation.

“I don’t have one,” Dabi said flatly, evident that he’s not interested in talking.

“Wow, you’re boring,” she snorted, kicking a pebble.

“If you’re going to start kicking pebbles again, I’ll lose my shit,” he scowled. Dabi was bored too, but he couldn’t really stand her so he’d rather just do his job in silence.

“Okay then, what’s your favourite food?” Geten decided to ask another question-- she really can’t stand how quiet it is.

“Can you stop talking?” Dabi glared at her.

“I can, but I don’t want to. This is too boring and it’s too quiet. I’ll lose my shit if I go another minute like this,” she said, shrugging casually.

“I literally don’t care,” Dabi said, walking faster to get away from the blonde. Geten glared at him for what felt like hours until he noticed that she’s been quiet for at least 15 minutes. “Why are you glaring at me now?” He dared to ask, raising a brow.

“I’m hoping you’ll simultaneously combust,” she huffed, crossing her arms across her chest.

“Quit acting like a child, Geten,” he said, rolling his eyes.

“You’re the one acting like a child. I just want to talk,” she snapped at him, eyes still glaring at the back of his head.

“There’s nothing to talk about, it’s not like we’re friends,” he shrugged.

“We may not be friends but we have a lot in common,” Geten said nonchalantly.

“Like what?”

“For starters, we both hate heroes, we can’t stand them. You have your own childhood traumas, as do I. And, I literally look like your mom-- oh, don’t even deny it-- I definitely look like her,” she rambled on, listing what she can recall from the top of her head. “Oh, and I know you like red bean ice cream, that’s my favourite too,” she added.

Dabi stayed silent for a long time, deep in thought at what she said. It’s true, they had those things in common, maybe that’s why he can’t stand her. Geten and him were too similar. And he hated that. He didn’t hate her, he hated the fact that they’d both been through the same shitty life.

“I guess we’re not so different,” he muttered, refusing to look at Geten.

“Hey, maybe that’s not a bad thing, right?” She smiled, patting his shoulder.

“Maybe,” he repeated, a soft smile gracing his lips.

It was silent for another five minutes or so, until Dabi remembered what she said. “Wait-- how do you know I like red bean ice cream?” He asked her with a raised bow.

“I saw you sneaking some into your room, which I found cute,” she giggled.

“I’m not cute,” he scoffed, a small blush forming on his cheeks.

“Don’t get me wrong, you’re annoying-- but let’s face it, you are cute, with your little flames and all,” Geten laughed, her head thrown back, satisfied at the now red-faced Dabi.

“Shut up,” he hissed, glaring at her.

During the rest of their patrol, Dabi and Geten talked - well, it was mostly bickering - about everything and nothing. Geten wasn’t as bad as he thought, she was chatty, he found, and she can’t stop talking when you get her started. Dabi was mostly listening, marveled at how fast and how long she could talk. At the end of their patrol, Dabi looked back at Geten before leaving. “You’re not so bad,” he said and turned to leave, a gentle smile on his lips.

Geten was smiling as well. “I can say the same about you,” she called out to his disappearing figure.

When they were assigned for their next patrol, Dabi did not protest.

#dabi x geten #bnha #boku no hero academia #mha #my hero academia #bnha dabi #bnha geten #fem!geten #bnha fic

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leggomylino · 4 years

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Svt review yeah that’s what I’ll call this-

@iiasha <3 I know you didn’t send an ask but to get the ball rolling I thought I’d turn the recs you gave me into a post bc well I need something to post 😂 so here we go!

p.s. y’all this is a future carat in the making so all you other carats pay attention u.u

Send me song recs and I’ll write a short review about them!

Let’s get this bread!!

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~ Clap, Seventeen

Crap I love them already TAT The funny thing is I knew I would but I just never got around to actually giving them a listen until now and I’m so glad I did! I watched the dance practice MV for this one and it was cute and silly 😂 also gotta flex I was able to understand a tiny bit of what they were saying from my studies so that was fun 🎉 Also! As you said, the choreo was very good, it was really entertaining to watch and I was intrigued the whole time.✨

~ Don’t Wanna Cry, Seventeen

Once again another bread winner 😪 seriously their choreo is really captivating and fun to watch, it really looks like they’re telling a story and that’s how you know a group is really good.

~ Now onto the unit-specific songs!! ~ (That’s really cool that they do this 😳)

** Hip-Hop/Rap line

~ Trauma, Seventeen

I think this one will grow on me the more I listen to it, I didn’t have any subtitles up (bc there weren’t any lol) but again I caught a few words here and there from my studies and the whole video was very metaphoric. I was able to get the message just off the emotion they conveyed in their voices alone. We stan talent.

~ If I, Seventeen (am I going to type out the group name every time? Yes.)

...You have no idea how much I related to this song omgosh. The whole “what if I just”/”but maybe I could”/”if I did this, then-” ugh wow. I got a collage of mini flashbacks from high school and other blasts from the past. 😅 Sigh...

** Vocal line (MY FAV YAAAAY omgosh wait is Joshua gonna be in this one?!)

~ Pinwheel, Seventeen

EVERYONE SHUT UP THIS WAS SO PRETTY also can I just say really crafty and clever singing about the distant future bc you never know what’s going to happen so it’s “safe”...does that make sense? No?? Okay nvm ANYWAY I really liked this I mean, even before anyone started singing I was like “oop pretty piano introduction it’s a winner winner chicken dinner fam” 😩😩 Really loving that nice piano and the whole metaphor with the wind going on. It reminded me of Long Kiss Goodbye from Naruto bc the ending AMV for it had a group of female characters holding pinwheels and looking nostalgically emo at the beach or on the doc overlooking a lake (from what I remember).

** Performance/Dance line

~ Moonwalker, Seventeen

매일 매일 매일 매일 매일 매일 매일 매일 매일 매일 MOONWALKA WALKA WALKA WALKA WALKA MOONWALKA WALKA

~ Lilili Yabbay, Seventeen

This one had me concerned a few times and the ending kinda scared me I was like...”why they all laying on the ground is the apocalypse about to start I--” 😂 😅 nonetheless it was still pretty catchy and there were some really cool dance moves in it, the whole thing flowed very well like water.

~ Highlight, Seventeen

I watched the 13 member ver. for this one. It was, again, a really interesting and captivating choreography and idk why but I really liked the end where one of the members put their finger up and they all stared at it, then he flicked it away like a magic wand and they all dispersed their separate ways like regular people crossing a busy street. It was aesthetically pleasing to see lol.

~ Back to group songs! I think...? ~

~ Good To Me (okay I’ll stop writing out the name now LOL)

Well this was just a bop and a half. Again, great choreo too. I liked the lowkey tension going on between what’s-his-name and the other guy too, how they were on opposite sides almost the entire time. Idk if that was intentional or not but it made things really interesting. B))

~ Hit

HOLY SON OF A BISCUIT THIS WAS FIRE 🔥🔥🔥 I MEAN ABSOLUTE FIRE WHAT THE HECK where have I been? 😩😩 Also for some reason this made me think “bro what if all the top dancers in like the top 10 or 20 kpop groups got together and did a mass choreo to end all choreo performances like...how amazing would that be???” I mean you get these guys and throw in Minho and Felix from Stray Kids and maybe a couple BTS boys like Jimin and J-Hope and OMGOSH HAVE YOU SEEN QUEEN CHUNG HA MOVE guuuuuurl it would be SPECTACULAR 🌟

~ Fronting

Well I mean dayum this was kinda spitfire too? I may come back and download this one as well sheesh.

~ Thinking About You

I did like this one but not as much as the others? Again the choreo was fun to watch. I think that’s what I’m enjoying most of all oops ^^”

~ Let Me Hear You Say

This one was cute~ I felt like for having so many members they did a decent job of dividing up all the lines too. And with that...

We have concluded this Seventeen review 😞😞 The verdict?

Now I gotta go out and buy a dang album and start reading the wiki pages. So thanks for that 😒❤️

LOL I’m just kidding I’m very excited that I found this new group and that you helped me on this...mini journey...?...to discovering them YAY 🥳 That’s all for now Celi over n’ out 💫✌️

#celi talks #celi replies #ask game #song recs #seventeen #zero #when do I get to be a carat #did I graduate yet

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jojisribosomes · 5 years

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what did they say on cold ones that was interesting? pls

I’ll try to remember. Sadly, I’m not a native speaker, so properly hearing and understanding things (SPECIALLY said by Australians) requires on me, a second listen, which of course, couldn’t happen =( *cracks knuckles* So the thing starts. We know by Max’s latest pokemon videos that he has a very bad cold, but the first thing I notice is that he’s high. I was confused if he said he wasn’t high or he was high, but he was definetly high, I know how stoned people look. He refuses to hit Chad’s weed vape on camera, tho. Swaggersouls is there, invited, behind the cameras for now. Max is barely saying anything, he’s super out of there, staring into the void. This is so evident, that a couple times Chad told him “If you feel bad you can just go home bro, do you wanna go home?” and Max told him “no bro, I can do it, also you begged me to go live today, I really didn’t want to, but you told me you put so much effort with Scott to set everything, I just have to do this, I gotta do it”. Chad talks continuously, Swagger reads the donations, which are less than usual. Max is silent, staring into the infinite nothingness for most of the time. Every time he gets asked something, he answer with a meme. “Max, what are your dreams?” “Leg”. It’s really painful to watch. Chad mentions what happened with Rich Brian. He said he DMed them after the tweet inviting him to Cold Ones (he was touring Australia) and politelly declined the offer, saying it could be bad for his career but he was a huge fan. Chadproceeds to throw insults at Brian, Max would back up with an occasional semi-alive “yeh”, and then said it was a joke. “You rather go hug koalas than hang out with us you fucking faggot NAH I’m just kidding!”. About an hour an a half into the livestream, Max had enough and stood up and went to sit behind the camera, Swagger takes his seat. As soon as this happens, viewers started to drop. Chad had to go vomit to the bathroom, begged Max to come back but Max refused, so he had to literally fucking leave Swagger by himself, with -1000 viewers since Max left. Poor Swagger pulled a story out of nowhere and started to talk and talk and talk, I was there watching, feeling so bad for the poor guy, but the miracle started to happen. Viewers started to go up! They didn’t recover Max’s levels but from 4500 to 5100 is pretty formidable! All of this thanks of poor Swagger telling a story, struggling for saving the trainwreck that was that live. Kudos to the guy! Chad came back, Swagger asks for the time, 4 am and he’s like “holy shit I have to go!” and leaves. Chad is left alone. Max starts to play with the on screen images. First he pulls some Minecraft villagers, Will Smith, then realizes it’s Chad’s computer and betrays the shit outta him, pulling a really bad photo of young Chad from Chad’s personal folders. Chad gets actually angry and the livestream is cut. It lasted about 2 hours. I don’t remember what else they said, I hope I can remind some later u.u

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memoriashell · 5 years

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Characters / Pairing: Namixi / Xion-centric

crossposted on ao3

Notes: This is technically started as something I was going to use in home, but I thought it’d be cuter as a shippy stand alone and developed it a little from there. So while it's loosely connected, it can be read fine as a stand alone. Hoped to have it done for Valentines but that fell through, but ey something for Femslash Feb at least u.u

Summary: Things aren’t quite picture perfect, but it’s close as can be, she thinks.

( if a picture’s worth a thousand words, how much is one memory? )

“A camera?” Naminé echoes, curiously, grasping the small box-like machine in her hands. “I don’t...”

“It’s from Chip and Dale. I think they had Ienzo’s help with it?” She explains, feet kicking out a little to swing from the bench they were sitting at. “Riku thought you should have one, instead of using our Gummiphone for all the picture-taking that you like to do. I’m just delivering it since they needed me at the lab earlier.” There’s some mixed half-truth the story she tells, she had been at the lab earlier for ‘check-ups’, and the device had been a request on Riku’s part. She opts to leave out the fact that she’d been the one to prompt the request in the first place, making a note of the kind of photos that usually made up Naminé’s Kingstagram, and technically she’d been delegated to delivery person because Riku was gone and Naminé was shy about being around some parts of the larger group and it was nicer to be just the two of them sometimes.

( She can’t blame her, either way; reminds that they all had days where they did not see so eye to eye, they may have forgiven, but it is not so easy to forget things said and done, in a memory that seems so far away now ).

Naminé seems to know better than she makes apparent, that it is not so simple as an errand that she’s running, smile soft and tender as she thanks her— she feels her cheeks flush when the camera is pointed in her direction first, a hint of protest lingering on her lips. The blonde laughs at her and Xion shakes her head, ignoring the ache in her chest; a gentle nudge as she notes Roxas waving at them from a distance.

“Come on, let’s take some pictures before the boys start to tear up the shoreline with all their running.”

Sometimes she finds herself with Roxas and Axel ( and Isa, by extension most times ), sometimes she finds herself inside in the silent companionship of some of the former organization members ( that she does not quite remember, gone before she really awoke and was more just empty vessel, but there is a silent, mutual understanding between them ). Sometimes it is just her and Naminé, both shy and quiet and hesitant to be around some of the others, preferring to watch the others and laugh from a distance, shoulder to shoulder.

The two munch on some fruit they had picked earlier, another small detail they get used to when on the islands; different than life in Radiant Garden or Twilight Town. Feet dip in the tides as they search for seashells, some for them to take home, others just to admire; a crab scuttles past their feet and they pause in their search so Naminé can snap some pictures of it.

Xion keeps quiet while the other focuses on things like lighting and good framing— she looks happy and content, who is she to begrudge her of that? They have all gone through so much, moments like this that are quiet and peaceful that’s the least any of them could ask for, she, girl who is not so used to being at peace, muses.

She jolts when water is splashed in her face, camera is safely put aside before she retaliates and an impromptu water fight starts between them, full of laughter; and when they are both soaked to the bone and tired out, they lay out on a towel in the sun and dry in the warmth. Distantly, she can hear Pluto barking, reaffirming the fact that someone is around, should they want to seek out any additional company.

“Sometimes I miss it.” Raven haired girl murmurs absentmindedly, getting a curious hum from the other, so she elaborates. “The warmth, here? It reminds... it reminds me of him. I don’t remember a lot when I was sleeping, just some bits and pieces, but... it was always so warm to be with Sora. It didn’t hurt to just... exist, you know? Even if it wasn’t the same as before, being alive, I could feel the others, so it was okay... Kairi, was she like that too?”

She is quiet, understandably ( it is not the kind of question asked on a normal basis, even if normal is not something the former nobody even know ); eyes alike her own watching her. “I... kind of, yes. Kairi is a Princess of Heart, of course... of course her heart is full of warmth. But Sora— Sora is a different kind of warmth. Anyone could tell just by looking at him. It felt like being wrapped a warm, gentle blanket; so kind... But I was more aware of what was going on, because of that. Because I wasn’t supposed to exist.”

“Neither was I.” She speaks before she can really think it through, but her voice is gentle even if her words were not. Naminé has moved from lying on the towel to sitting and drawing in the sand with her fingers, so she props herself up to watch her handiwork while she talks. “And you know that. That’s why we’re here now, making the most of it.”

“Mm. Sometimes... Kairi couldn’t really communicate with me but I could tell she wasn’t happy, because she was aware of me. She missed me. I couldn’t understand though. Even when Sora told me that, I still don’t understand.”

“That’s because it’s Sora, even now, I think he still feels that way. I’m pretty sure Kairi feels that way as well, because that’s the kind of person she is too. And I know for a fact Roxas missed you, and probably the others, too.” It’s easier for her to channel Sora’s cheerful disposition in moments like these ( and some part of her thinks its Kairi’s kindness that she has too ), hand reaching out to take her free hand in hers, a gentle squeeze and the words that she speaks come from her naturally, without a second thought. “And I missed you too.”

She watches as the hand that had been tracing patterns into the sand falters, a methodical line tapers off into a slant, eyes wide with surprise staring back at Xion. She feels whatever brief ‘courage’ that she had dissipate in that moment, averting her gaze to stare back out at the ocean ( had she said something odd? She’s not entirely sure if her reaction is exactly good, or not. She has had ‘feelings’ before, but it is hard to reconcile with them most of the time ). “You did...?”

“Yeah. I was... sad, I think. That I never really got to know you. Or say goodbye.” She drags her gaze away from the sea once again, peering up into eyes of the same color as the ocean waves— feels like she is being pulled in, like the sea, and leans in just a bit closer ( her breath is caught in her throat, face feels warm and her heart heavy ).

“Oh, I—” Naminé cuts herself off with a shriek as a frisbee whips past them, Pluto kicking up sand as he chases after it, and the offender comes over to check up on them.

“So sorry, I didn’t see you two shorties over here.” Axel drawls out his apology, and she tosses some of the sand covering their towel in his face because she knows he doesn’t mean it. Bastard.

( She means that lovingly, of course ).

They laugh it off, the moment has passed—but before it is gone entirely, Xion feels fingers entwine with hers, a small squeeze in return.

Thank you, she knows, is what the gesture says.

“Did you really think so too?” She asks, suddenly, days later, that Xion doesn’t know what she’s talking about— pauses and tries to think if there was a part of the conversation she’d missed; blue eyes peering up over her book as she voices her confusion. The other girl was sitting in an armchair a little ways away from her, whatever she’d been drawing in her sketchbook abandoned for the time being ( she spares a moment to crane her neck around to try and see, then gives up on the endeavor when it is clear that she’s not going to be able to find out without quite a bit of movement ). “That you weren’t missed.” Naminé amends, and girl who is so used to being not falters for a moment, deliberating what to vocalize.

You had to be remembered to be missed, puppet girl reckons, and says as much— the smallest of pouts when her answer garners a laughter from the blonde.

Do you think they would have tried so hard to find you, if you could not be remembered? They might have forgotten who you were, but the heart always remembers.

( Hands reach out to meet each other half way, silent; the warm comfort of another, it makes her heart ache in the most pleasant way. A gesture of something like we’re here, we’re real, we’re alive, it’s okay, I’m sorry, thank you—

I missed you, I missed you, I love you )

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