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cloudy-osc · 1 month

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#inside out ennui #inside out envy #ennui inside out #inside out 2 ennui #inside out fandom #inside out fanart #i dont have the meme on hand sadly but yall know it #not a ship but idc if you see it that way

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emirrart · 5 months

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Me when , , i wants BeatyBeadt beast plsuhshie...... But none of themn arr Right™........... And i realised, i just want Him ❤😔😷😣😫 ;;;;;;;;;;;

#having him in my top 5 comfort characters is so embarassing . not because its childish or fucking whatever its because its disney #how dare they make the perfect Him #hes my butch prince #id find him in any lifetime #i think im losing my minndddddd #me when i want beautybeast art but i cant draw anymore and i dont have MONEY TO COMMISSION PEOPLE AAUURRUUUUUUUU howls sadly cries into my #paws #my big beastie paws #theyre not biologically mine theyre his #have yall seen when he and belle hold hands and shes gotta like .. ho;d his thumb because his hand is that damn big #need him biblically #but like biblically like biblio like book bc belle is a bibliophile HAAAHHHHGHHAHAAAHAHAHA #i need to be in between them right now #beautiful beautiful girl and beautiful beautiful girl(?) around meeeeeeee #AUURURUUHHHHGGHHGHGHGH <<<<<<<£33333333 #f slurring myself violently in my mind

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tracfone · 1 year

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I've seen people say something along the lines of "because of the steam 20th anniversary art it's no longer canon that chell is mute!!!" But there is also official material stating that she can talk but chooses not to because she's too pissed off at the robots

#portal #chell #can someone back me up with the snippet that says this i sadly dont have it on hand....#i prefer to see chell as someone who cannot talk at all and signs/uses other communication methods #but that's a headcanon and the writers have said otherwise

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scattered-winter · 3 months

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every day i kick a rock and bash my head into the wall because i'll never get to go on a big space adventure and become tightly close-knit with my new found family up there <//3

#re lrb..........#i mean realistically if i was in the voltron/quintenary stars universe chances are i would probably NOT be one of the people #going on the space adventure.#i'd be roped into the plot when the aliens invade and earth almost gets destroyed. spoilers for arc 2 btw sorry #but man. child soldierism aside i wish that were me so so so bad #sadly kicks a rock when will EYE have a deep and mystical connection with a giant ancient cat :(#its not even that i want to interact with the main cast bc i dont really i just. wanna be in their position man #i think one of the reasons why voltron grabbed me so hard (among MANY) is how badly i wanted to do what the main characters did #i remember when i was first watching it while it was coming out i would CONSISTENTLY daydream about being launched into space #with a handful of other people and having to fight a war and grow up far away from home and all the suffocating stuff that came with it #and then coming back years later already solidly knowing who i am and being confident in that #so i'd actually be brave enough to be unapologetic about it. and i'd be found family with the people i went to space with also #that parts important #idk man just. i dont like saying i was abused when i was younger because i really dont think it was like that and it isnt even close to #what how people who have really been abused have had to go through #but sometimes i really do wonder. like now that im (mostly) out and able to review everything with an outside perspective #not even getting into the cult survivorism stuff this is JUST family dynamics im talking about here #bc that shit is a whole other can of worms #i think my parents were genuinely doing the best they could with the cards they were dealt but. jesus christ.#i would have given ANYTHING to be able to run away from all that. and throw magic cats into the equation? brother im GONE #anyway this tags ramble has derailed in a MAJOR way. tldr i wanted to be a paladin sooooo fuckign bad bro #like it actually makes me SICK how much i want a lion. red you are my forever girl even if only in my heart <///3 #i still do want to do all that out of principle but its not as desperate now i just really love space and really want a big kitty friend #winter speaks

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warlordfelwinter · 8 months

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i treated myself to some warriors books bc im an adult and ive been enjoying rereading them and i do have to say i really love that not only does each box set make a picture but they work together

#sadly i think ups lost my jayfeather plushie 😭#im giving them a few more days to get him out of missouri until i start badgering them and the post office #cause it was during a hand off that the tracking stopped updating so idk who has him now #and i dont care i just want him in my house not lost in missouri #personal #im not buying any of the other books these are the only series i care about #the others will be from the libary if i want to read them #which is how this started cause my library had most of them #but then i was having so much fun reading them i decided i wanted to own them again

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andragoras-in-vanity · 1 month

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for the love of god someone convince me from texting my ex, i daydreamed too closr to the sun and now i want attention😭

#its not a door i should open #but idk if im crazy and i need to drop my suspicions and try again or if im really going to be right some day #and we get involved again then that person comes along and its a messy awful breakup and i just cant do that to them #but fuck i wish i could be with them #i would love them but the problem is (aside from their drinking) it would be so easy to fall in love with them #but they want long term and aside from me knowing im leaving the province soon i dont think wish how i am now id be okay with pretending #its not fair #i want to see them again #im jealous of attention they probably get and that theyve probably given #and i really hate how i was made and that i cant just go with the flow #but again drinking and dark eyes aside theyre practically perfect #i miss them so much sometimes that im actually posting more on instagram in the hopes theyll notice me again #i wonder if they think about me or if theyre too busy getting laid #cause theyre in a band so duh obviously theyre getting laid #I FUCKING HATE MY INABILITY TO BE ATTRACTED TO PEOPLE #ITS NOT FAIR #I HATE MY SUPERSTITIONS SO DAMN MUCH I WANT TO LET THEM GO AND BE HAPPY BUT I CANT #I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT THE PERSON I WANT TO BE WITH WITH PRETTY BLUE EYES AND BIG HANDS #fuck nate was so close to perfect and i love that theyre so interesting and fuck i think id just give in if they had blue eyes #i could ignore the other problems and feel better about trying to be with them #mostly i just want them to kiss me and hug me again #they were so gentle about it and it felt so safe and i wanna cry cause i know its not fair to contact them #but fuck i wish i could #i dont want to be alone anymore and they made me laugh #i dont know what to do but i wish it was easier to at least meet people if not date them #i just want to feel something for someone new so i can feel like im over them #but sadly they work at ikea and its not even the closest one to me but i have to go there for a new mattress topper and jars #and i keep imagining running into them AND ITS FUCKING ME UP i want to talk to them but i cant do that

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schrodingers-romy · 29 days

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Lowkey want to change my theme again...

#hmmm i dont really have any ideas but i kinda want to go back to something more subtle and monochromatic #romy can talk #you can pry monochromatic purple or blue out of my cold dead hands sadly

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rabid-catboy · 4 months

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decided to try dark knight. hm

#i have #complicated feelings #so far #on one hand. i dont trust fray. on the other hand. sadly. they are very hot. sadly.#ffxiv

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classicsonic · 1 year

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this is so sick. give that url to a loving home

#sadly i would not use this bc ik a handful of mutuals dont want to see the f slur and thats more important to me than a funny url #But if anyone should have this url empty it should be ME<#punchline!#f slur

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tired-demonspawn · 1 year

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they kissed but at what cost

at what cost

#good omens #good omens 2 #good omens season 2 #good omens season 2 spoilers #good omens spoilers #it is 2:40 am i have to rewatch that thing in the mornin #i just made my mum watch season 1 i cant let her see this!#on one hand cuz it ends sadly unlike season one and also cuz i dont believe for a singular second that the czech voice actors can carry tha #they could barely handle a silly lil story about stopping the end times #no way they could male this work #oh lord i cant show this to my mum she thinks its a silly lil british anděl páně #id have to introduce her to the concept shipping petronel and uriáš and i dont think shes ready for that #and then shed have to get heartbroken

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noblerinthemind · 1 year

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Maybe the real cognitive dissonance is the products we placed along the way <3

#barbie #barbenheimer #im sorry but its impossible to not dismiss the entire movie out of hand when it was always meant to be a marketing scheme #you cannot do the thing and subvert the thing when the thing you are doing is a green lit ad paid by the people selling the thing #so its nice that gerwig had her moment with the most hegemonic woman in the planet calling an old lady beautiful but #the movie you are making will be making good cash by selling barbie stamped anti aging products #so sadly your pro age scene feels like youre taking your audience for idiots #and yet the bar is so low that conservatives are calling this movie subversive feminist indoctrination so i dont even know anymore #subversiveness is in the eye of the beholder i guess maybe this movie managed to have its cake and eat it too #greta gerwig #margot robbie #ryan gosling

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oysterie · 4 days

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My feet and head hurtyyy

#i want to go home but sadly i have stuff to do through my whole shift today.#me when i have to do the job i applied for -_-#actually they have added so much shit since i applied w very little in raise but whatever. i play the hand ive been delt they #let me wear my earbuds and dont track my breaks god bless

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milkweedman · 1 year

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Resisting the urge to carve myself a distaff from one of the evergreen boughs ive dragged home and learn medieval in-hand distaff spinning. Do i need to do any of this ? No. Am i happy with supported spinning ? Yes ! Am i probably gonna do it anyway ? ... also yes

#we talk a lot about the rabbit hole of fiber arts #but i dont think we talk enough about the rabbit hole of different spinning tools and techniques...#so far id say ive gotten proficient in drop spindling wheel spinning and supported spinning with russian style spindles #really want to get into either tahklis or charkah wheels #bc im gonna be visiting my wonderful fiancé in india and hes still gonna have work for most if not all of the time im there #so my plan is to spin a LOT. hoping to get really proficient in cotton spinning bc ive always really sucked at that #and then i really wanna learn medieval style spinning as well #if i was an academic i could easily see myself devoting my life to writing a book about spinning tools through the ages #i am so endlessly fascinated by it #but also really bad at research and have a pretty crippling case of dyslexia #i wanna try. all the tools #it always feels like the way to get closer to the past is to spin like them #since that has been THE constant human activity since quite possibly pre-homo sapiens times #i dont know how much cloth the neanderthals wove or if they were more inclined to use animal skins #but we do know they made yarn and they were good at it #sadly my hands cant do cordage. fucks em up in about a minute flat #but iirc we've found stone spindle whorls which may have been used for spinning #stone whorls can also be used for hand drills and fire starters and things like that so idk #anyway. i just want to know SO badly #spinning

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tittysuckersworld · 1 month

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google search how to put someone down in the nicest way posible when they have no idea how world works in a way

#im sorry i really hope you dont see this because i totally understand your nervous but i genuinely just want to make art for you #if i didnt i wouldnt have offered in the first place #that being said- clarinets are n o t an easy instument to draw #like. it has a lot of tiny tiny details that are needed to understand the mechanics and there arnt many poses could do and #it has a bunch of intricate hand movements needing you to fully draw and work out the hand and-#like bestie if thats what your heart truely desires you can just call it out and i shall try my darndest to get it right #but if you choose it for it to be easy to draw......#then im sorry but. thats. thats not an easy thing to draw #easy thing to draw is smth basic like guitars bass or violins #can get into more with recorders or the sideways flute or giant bass or so many others #sadly this is just. you accidentally pointed out a baked alaska as an easy thing to bake when usually you start with brownies #like i can do cakes and brownies and understand how i can do baked alaska in hypothetical forms. but making one?#thats a whole new and strange and very risky thing to do. ill still try for you but you may just end up with a puddle of flavored cream

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andrewknightley · 2 months

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honestly i cant fucking believe they really force me to have cuIIen in the inquisition. this is the thing im dreading the most to replay dai. like if AT LEAST he had a redemption arc thats not "lets pretend nothing too bad happened hehehehihihoohoh"

#is there a mod to remove him entirely #in one hand im like. ok lets try to see the dialogue lets see whats salvable here #and other part of me is like what if my inquisitor just doesnt talk with him ever #there is a way to kill him but its like awful and evil. let me have my hawke duel him to dead in a honorable way pls #i would like to tag him as the hate character tag but sadly if u search on tumblr now it shows u everything i dont want his fans to see it #and I GET why he could have fans that played inquisition first #and dont wanna fill their tag of hate cause i hate when people do that with my faves #also like my inquisitor DOESNT have reasons to hate him #she doesnt know #and i dont like to play too meta #but god #im here like if this was bg3 they would had let me kill him

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risingsunresistance · 10 months

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i have GOT to figure out how to commission people without being forced to personally hand over my legal info, my Mental Problems will not let me do that

#i wanna commission that artist so bad oh my god i fell in love with the colors so fast #please. please barry and scarf Please #i commissioned a buddy of mine by buying something off their steam wishlist JHDJDJ #sadly that wont work for most ppl bc most ppl would actually like cash to spend #i can like. order groceries to your house or something. hand over ur address **]^=%*^]+]{**#dude i hats p*yp*l please give me an I AM TRANS AND IN DANGER option #augh.#i also dont know how to do comms in terms of like. refs to hand over n stuff. or what i want #im not specific. if i was i would draw it myself bc i'd already have a good idea in my head #one day i'll get stuff sorted out but today is probably not that day 😔#chat

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