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tea-cat-arts · 1 year ago

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Shen Yuan getting transported into pidw isn't "the system punishing him for being a lazy internet hater," but instead representative of "step 1 of the creative process: getting so mad at something you decide to go write your own fucking book" in this essay I will

#svsss #scum villian self saving system #shen qingqiu #shen yuan #the fact that people think scum villain #-a series that examines and criticizes common tropes in fiction-#is somehow against criticism or being a little hater is wild to me #especially since shen qingqiu never gets punished for being a hater #heck- he's still a little hater by the end of the series #he mostly gets punished for treating life like a play and like he and the people around him are characters #(or in other words- he suffers for denying his own wants and emotions and his own sense of empathy)#I think some of y'all underestimate how much writing/art is inspired by creaters being little haters #like example off the top of my head-#the author of Iron Widow has been pretty vocal about the book being inspired by their hatred of Darling in the Franxx #I think my interpretation of Shen Yuan's transmigration is also supported by the fact that this series is an examines writing processes #side note- though i understand why people say Shen Yuan is lazy and think its a valid take it still doesnt sit right with me #i am probably biased because my own experiences with chronic pain and depression and isolation #but ya- i dont think Shen Yuan is lazy so much as he is deeply lonely and feels purposeless after denying parts of himself for 20ish years #like yall remember the online fandom boom from covid right?#being stuck completely alone in bed while feeling like shit for 20 days straight does shit to your brain #the fact that no one came to check on him + he wasn't exactly upset about leaving anyone behind supports the isolation interpretation too #+in the skinner demon arc he describes his life of being a faker/inability to stop being a faker now that he's Shen Qingqiu #as “so bland he's tempted to throw salt on himself” and “all he could do is lay around and wait for death” (<-paraphrasing)#bro wants to be doing stuff but is stuck in paralysis from repeatedly following scrips made by other people #another point on “Shen Yuan isn’t lazy” is just the sheer amount of studying that man does #also he did graduate college- how lazy can he really be #he doesnt know what hes doing but he at least tries to actively train his students #and he actually works on improving his own cultivation + spends quite a bit of time preping the mushroom body thing #+he's experiencing bouts of debilitating chronic pain throughout all this #but ya tldr: Shen Yuan's transmigration is an encouragement to write and not a punishment and also i dont think its fair to call him lazy

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themintman · 4 months ago

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Anyway back to space dog

#minecraft story mode #mcsm #DanTDM #Mcsm au #DanTDM au #dr trayaurus #Mcsm: space dog #Mcsm Jack #Mcsm nell #Mcsm Archie #See I told y'all tray makes some friends #Im working on some relationship charts #To like. Help me remember what he thinks of different people #But some notes:#He and Jack used to hate each other so much just cause of jacks paranoia towards grim and Tray's protectiveness #Jack doesn't trust him cause like. The admin is gone BUT THATS A FREAKY ADMIN LOOKIN MOB IS THERE ANOTHER ONE SPHING ON THEM???#IS TRAY WORKING WITH ROMEO 😟 (no-)#But they're good friends after some stuff gets cleared up-#Jack is like. The only person who really understands what tray is going through and how to help him. He's been there #Uhh nell and tray are good friends too. Very much like “YOOOO Tray what is up my dude!! 😝” “[Hi Nell. 😐]”#She's way more chill and kinda forces him to relax a little #Uhh CASSIE IS INTERESTING. she takes on a new identity so she can stalk Jesse and plan out her revenge without being caught #But unfortunately that means tray doesn't know who she is. At one point she has to help him do stuff to do with Dan's disappearance #She's like sweating bullets as he's like “[-Cassie Rose. That's the ladies name. The one who killed him do you know anything about that?]”#He thinks she's his friend. Meanwhile she is setting up traps to try and kill him-#TRAY NO!!! DONT LET YOUR GUARD DOWN FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 6 YEARS!!!#DONT TRUST THE WRONG PERSON ONLY TO GET BETRAYED AND BECOME SUPER WITHDRAWN AND ANXIOUS ALL THE TIME!!! NO!!!!#Anyway. Tray has two modes and they are -_- and O.O #Posting this after midnight when my brain is well and truly shut down RAAAAAAH

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bochedogmeat · 1 year ago

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I hit chilchuck with harpyfication beam for 500 mana and blow him into one million pieces. Drivel below vv

I think chilchuck is some kind of likeeee wren? Chickadee maybe? Maybe even a cardinal? Some kind of small songbird, i just wanted him to have some kind of warm-colored wing with white speckles (my lazy ass did NOT use a reference for these shitty little doodles but if I ever end up making solid refs for them I’ll do more research), I thought about maybe hummingbird wings butttt idk I couldnt get the shape right and I wanted him to have more of a traditional harpy look. I combined elements from my harpies (wings and arms, jewelry/piercings, feathered tails) and canon harpies (FEATHER TIT WINDOW‼️ kind of feral, sharp teeth, etc) and kind of mashed them up. I TOTALLY FORGOT to give him jewelry on his arms and stuff but maybe I’ll go back to that laterrr idk like i said these r quick shitty doodles. So i guess hes kind of half harpy. I was like MANNNN wouldnt it be funny if he got his soul fucked up and had to navigate the rest of his life as a chimera. Lol. What if he had to relearn how to be human. What if laios had to teach him. Haha would that be fucked up or what. He could have also just been like that when they first met him and that would be cool too i think. What about the Implications??? Are his wings sensitive? What abt his tail? Are his senses even sharper?? Does this change his diet? Are his taloned hands still clever enough to pick locks? THEN i started thinking about the others…. Laios n Falin r some kind of owl. Snowy owl probably their northern asses but I also like the idea of them being some kind of seabird. Big ole albatross Touden sibs. Senshi is probably also sone kind of owl, maybe even some kind of chicken? Vulture might also be cool. Marcille is definitely a duck or swan tho (GASP unless SHES the hummingbird!! I will come back to this later). Izutsumi is already a cat, but if she had wings too shed be a corvid of some sort fo sho. Idk about yhe others because I cannot lie to u idgaf about them. ANYWAYS i love to talk about wings and harpies and how that affects team and overall social dynamics so if anyone has anything to add please do‼️

#i do this for literally every fandom i have ever been in they MUST have wings #also dont mind laios’ armor disappearing i didnt wang to draw allat but was too lazy to go back n change the first laios panel #chilchuck getting cursed and chimerafied for life and having to relearn how to be human/communicate with others #he still remembers everything and stuff its just buried under the force of his new instincts #AAANYWAYS #sorry for the ramblings i have to be at work in 30mins and im speedrunning this post #laios #laios touden #chilchuck #Chilchuck tims #chilaios #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #my art #dunmeshi #yaay

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arcade-confetti · 6 months ago

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When Superboy Prime accidentally resurrected Jason Todd, it was described something like the universe righting itself. And, from a purely physical point of view, Jason never died. It brought his body back to it's state before his death, his injuries there but with just enough he could still survive

So, now I'm imagining like. What if there was an au where it was more than Jason just physically "never dying," but it affected memories of those around as well

Joker not remembering killing him, Dick not remembering hearing the news, Batman and Gotham not remembering the 6 months between Jason's death and resurrection, but not thinking much if it

Its all as if Jason never died

#the way im personally thinking about going about this is like. mystery #theres a grave for jason todd but its empty. 6 months of your memories are glossing over something. all of Jason's stuff is gone #rambling #this is hard to get to work you have to fuck around with alot #you could go FURTHER. jason has no grave at ALL. he just woke up in Ethiopia one day #maybe wandered around just the same until the league found him? goes from there #but the POINT #is imagine waking up and your son is gone and you cant remember any thought you had about him the past 6 months #imagine waking up and not knowing that no one remembers you died #imagine seeing memorials for every hero but you (i mean thats still canon) (but imagine there was a reason for it)#this would change bruce Alot #oh hey if you go further with it where decisions made in response to jasons death dont happen (funeral. hiding his things. etc)#you can keep in the fanon where all of Jason's stuff is left in the manor untouched. instead of hidden like it actually went #no jason victim blaming from bruce to cope with the death. that changes how everyone sees jay bc bruce controls the narrative on jason 👀!?#jason being the only one who remembers. thatd be so fucked. what if no one tells him that memories of his death were just wiped away #that his death just never happened #but what if they do? how does he deal with that? all very exciting to think about #jason todd #red hood #batman #dc comics #i dont know the EXACT timeline so whats happening to tim. is he just here now with his own robin suit and not sure why #man this would be a fun mystery to force bats to chew on

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arodykeism · 6 months ago

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time to make your choice only you can be the one

#undescribed #bonk.png #ggg #great god grove #great god grove spoilers #ggg spoilers #<- bc of king n hand gesturing stuff for the au this one gets the spoiler tag #caption is a line from legend of everfree from eg movie of the same name bc its now linked to ggg for me bc of brainrot #first au stuff i dont like have anything really planned out n also dont really plan on doing anything with this beyond doodles #settled on inspekta being a horse bc i want him capochin patty n king to all be earth ponies bc of like permanent having it ingrained from #being an mlp fan as a kid that earth ponies are seen as less special bc they cant use magic or fly n that fits for story similarities #bc inspekta n capochin hating on patty for projection reasons AND inspekta's replacement anxiety n envy of king who in the au #is the only other earth pony lined up to become an alicorn (bc again being specifically an fim fan since i was a kid ingrained in with fanon #that ponies that become alicorns are almost exclusively pegasus or unicorn bc of earth ponies not having as clear of a connection to magic)#in my mind patty is the main character like the bizzyboys are also main characters but its like how the mane six are the main six but #twilight is the MAIN main character its like that n then godpoke is her sidekick (like spike ig but like mysterious stranger style <- idk #what i mean by this) she gets to be the protag bc the type of character godpoke is in the game n how im fitting them to be in the au doesnt #really work for a protag role while patty can be more readily slotted into mlp protag shes the only bizzyboy who cares about solving in the #game (as shown in hobbyhoo) n i like her so she gets to be the protag v-v inspekta is still doing the whole like shit from the game just in #a different way bc of mlp related restrictions n tone differences. the episode where luna goes to nightmare night after being freshly reform #ed walked so milldread section could run however cobigail's deal does run closer to that episode that to the game counterpart but like witho #ut cob having been banished for a thousand years theres no rift in the au bc its. mlp so sort of vague direction is related to the tree of #harmony n like maybe thats how inspekta powers up for the two parter transformation. a thought i had for a workaround for how inspekta keeps #king isolated was maybe turning king to stone n hiding her in plain sight but while that would slide in mlp (they turn a child to stone in t #he series finale apparently??) it leaves a bad taste in my mouth from the ggg angle so probably gonna do something else #art comments both inspekta n cobigail's pony names are taken from ponies i already had inspekta's comes from a different mlpied thing #n cobigail's comes from a fankid (spelled like kandi corn tho bc fankid's a rave girlie) the rest of the gods get to keep their names aside #from maybe bauhauzzo (whos role is undecided) huzzle n click clack arent ponies bc i felt it suited them more huzzle gets to be discordesc #bc i think its fun if like this versions god of chaos wasnt evil BUT that angle is used as slander against huzzle by inspekta #n click clack's a breezy bc small n bratty (we will be ignoring that breezies are mortal if i remember right bc thats not relevant)

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manyu-ten · 7 days ago

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I'm convinced some of y'all don't even like Helena the way you guys are reducing her to a side piece without having even read a comic that isn't OUT yet. I've seen so many people call her "Dick's sloppy seconds" or a "sidepiece" or "Jason's bitch".

You don't want her in the comic cause you think she'll be reduced. Okay, valid concerns. You fear DC will uphold some misogynistic stereotypes. You don't want her in the comic, so DC doesn't put her in the comic but then she's not in any comics and DC is still misogynistic because omg why are you not putting women in comics!!?

Babes. I am scared for Helena's characterization too. I am. I love her character so bad. HOWEVER, I'm not so far up my own ass that I'm going to start shitting on a Transwoman's writing of the comic when the comic isn't even OUT yet.

I get that many fans want a mlm and wlw story for both Jason and Helena. Hey, that'd be great! Some of y'all love Helena so much you will actively disregard how important Oliver is to Dinah and use the same horrible misogynistic mouthpiece to shit on Barbara.

My dears, you pointing out DC "passing" Barbara along (which is a HUGE issue and should have a CONSTRUCTIVE dialogue that doesn't still reduce Barbara by making it all about how DC lifts the Batboys balls) but STILL using misogynistic language against her by insinuating she IS something to be passed around and not another human character is still upholding patriarchal rhetoric. Y'all are still male-centered even when you think you aren't.

Stop masking your anger towards DC with hatred for some characters in order to APPEAR like you are a visceral supporter of the female characters you wish to see stories about. You aren't HELPING these wonderful female characters get any storylines that will uplift them, you alienate what they might need from a publishing standpoint to have a segway into their own major stories.

#helena bertinelli #huntress #dc huntress #i know some of you like to act slow #so lemme spell it out here too:#what i typed in the post is what it is #there is no undertoning or subbing #this isnt i like pancakes so you dont like waffles #take it for what is WRITTEN in the post #not everything is personally catered towards each of us unfortunately #shit i dont remember last time i enjoyed the majority of a modern comic run #my ethnic group and other identities are represented like SHIT #i'd love to see more homoeroticism between Babs and Dinah #or Dinah and Helena being frenemies #with all homoerotic undertones #but im not a dumbass so I understand how stuff works in a publishing company #i aint tagging those two batboys this is about HELENA #dc comics

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xxplastic-cubexx · 8 months ago

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waiting for marvel to take you up as their comic artist so that we can have amazing art with cherik official storyline

marvel hire me to draw professor x and magneto making out sloppy style for forty issues straight you will get a BAJILLION dollars i promise

#fave #snap chats #'professor x' what are you a cop. moving on #vjeLKVJEALKV thank you much my friend one can only dream .....#you know whats so funny tho this just reminds me how like. My Number One Cheerleader was my highschool english teacher #she also ran the comic club in case thats relevant. because i was a part of that club OBVIOUSLY #i used to want to be a comic book artist but now i dont but anyway as a part of this club we'd have to draw comics sometimes #and alllll the time my teach would be so happy to get my stuff and she'd always be like #'[Snap] please promise me you'll never give up comics i want to read a comic from you one day' and stuff like that #i think id throw up laughing if i got to email her one day like 'omg hey teach 1.) im not a moody teenager anymore #2.) i got to work for marvel check it out <3' and i have to send her old man yaoi JLVKEJLKAEVJE #FUNNIEST TIMELINE IN THE WORLD I'D ACTUALLY DIE LIKE PLEAAAASSEE THATS ALL I COULD EVER WANT IN LIFE #on the realest note tho i didnt appreciate her enthusiasm enough. i wish i could tell her thank you someday #i think of her a lot whenever im in the dumps about my work she really is one of my biggest motivators #like i guess i COULD just shoot an email. maybe if i actually do something cool with comics or something #i dont even know if she remembers me so it'd just be bizarre wouldnt it #ANYWAYS. sappy story time's over theres a matcha crepe cake with my name on it BYYYYYEEEEE

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squirrelno2 · 2 months ago

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Armed with a smoothie, my fuzziest cat socks, and a cute denim jacket, I WILL write at least 300 words of my original novel today. I can DO IT.

#i just. i remember there was stuff but i dont remember the stuff and its GONE how do i come back from that #the tragedy of lost work. sigh

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makeitlookdecent · 8 months ago

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easy to remember hiragana

#and ° . what was it called...im in bed i dont wanna google or get up #to read my notes #anyway just know i made a joke to myself that the na's skipped it and gave their #puyo puyo #puyo sig #im studying but not very hard;; on や but still havinf trouble remembering た&は so...vry bad of me i know;;;#anyway!! む is a nice charcter flows nicely. な is fun too #i thought i wouldnt like it cause i dont like how i write すits ugly and bad and not even “cute”#not even strong like a flag pole...my す is no good #my て is pretty cute tho. very round :) (maybe more than it should be ngl)#last thing but i think i get the “your mother is a horse” joke from a learning Chinese post #like i actually kinda get it its cool #also the naming conventions. i mean i didnt get it at first i just accepted it as a thing but actually reading about it makes ya go #“oh! like im robin. and im robyn with a y”#“im shu spelled with the kanji for horse.” “im mio. spelled with bearing fruit and center.”#i get it now i get it #oh ふ looks like an old guys nose #im also.not good at it (shamful i know;;;; )#also why does は have extra stuff. what was it called. the to ha's which is why they have the ° .#mmmm good old sleepy....why was i up so early i did have work today...i need a nap...a bed nap..#snork mimimimimi #gn

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fatedroses · 2 years ago

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Poor Emmanellain sending this relatively new, silent, stoic adventurer off on a delivery only to realize its going to take twice as long as just delivering it himself.

Zenos gets to deal with both the pain of not being able use Aetherytes and being dramatically stubborn of doing a job he was given regardless of it.

#ffxiv #concept #fan art #sketch #adventurer zenos #zenos yae galvus #emmanellain de fortemps #sometimes i'm just occassionally blindsided remembering that these two are the same age #I might draw a scenario later of Emm taking in Zenos like Haurche does for us #travelling alone he actually starts to learn that its kinda nice helping people who dont put you on a pedestal #or jump to calling you a monster behind your back (*cough* Asahi and Varis *cough*)#Also Ali's words really just live rent free in his brain #in fact looking back to how I've worked on writing him #it might in fact be the only thing living in his brain at the moment #him being an adventurer is boiled down to 'if I do stuff for other people maybe i won't end up alone forever'#because I am still on the side that no matter how much he'll want to he's physically incapable of dying anymore #resonant/emet's experiments go brr

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darabeatha · 5 months ago

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/ A reminder to never expect me to be fully updated on lore and know all the minuscule 9487548957894 details of a character's story and their surroundings, I'm empty as men came to this world and can only vouch for my muses through love (also bc I cannot remember things rip)

#;ooc #ooc #i thrive only by love.... (crying because my memory is the size of a peanut)#this is a safe space for not knowing jack shit!!; let's learn.... together!!!!#i remember i started my very first f.ate blog with n.ero and knew close to nothing about how the world of f.ate worked #i was like wtf is a g.rand order!?!? what are they ordering!!!#like im not joking i was winging it so hard until i got the hang of what f.go was #i only knew i liked her grandiose personality and was interested in learning about emperor nero and history thats all #i tend to beat myself a lot of times over not knowing stuff; feeling like im not 'worthy enough' to write x character #or because i see there are too many people pulling out such cool detailed headcanons im like #'oh man... what could i possibly talk about that hasn't been brought out before? its so pointless!'#BUT NO BROTHER :POINTING EMOJI: write whoever tickles your heart #its okay if at the end you coulndt find the muse; but at least you tasted the juice! u could decide for yourself and not the #i.ntrusive thoughts #like yessir i try my best to keep up but! it is as it is;#drilling in my head that not knowing the most about a muse doesnt demerit my love for them #and that i dont have to know everything to feel worthy enough to write them or like them

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theoldgaylion · 1 year ago

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First time Arthur is seen talking to himself he'll get reported to the closer church and burnt on the stake, a medival classic

#malevolent #arthur lester #malevolent podcast #malevolent season 4 #its a possivility and idk if i want a scenario like this or not skdhsks #anyway i dont actually remember how stuff worked during that time period so take this as a silly post

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scribbles-n-lines · 1 year ago

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doodles from the past week :3 feat. [heart emoji]'s art and 1 drawing from my friend who i drew some girl over

#31st art #papcest #suggestive ?/#i add the question mark like its impossible to view it as suggestive LMAO #none of the stuff is meant to seem like Sex though i jsut like drawing people make out #or well. skeletons not people #how does that even work. anyways #papyrus #edgepuff i think is the shipname #i dont know actually?????? what the hell is their shipname #idk the only fics ive found of them that arent like. incredibly uncomfortable to read are by spingtail and one of the fics is tagged with #edgepuff so im assuming thats the ship name??????????????????????? someone correct me if i'm wrong #and also new generation of the Mes. shoutout to anyone that remembers the old whiteboard variations of me :3 #also i have a laptop background that i made yesterday #i'll touch it up later and post it to main :3

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24bughours · 9 months ago

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Hey guys i havent done anything solar opposites related in a year or so. So Would you like to see the speculative anatomical guide i made

#its literally just me looking at the characters and wanting to observe them under a microscope #describes stuff like how their brains work. what their bones are made of. how they experience pain. the works #if you havent noticed i am a large nerd #solar opposites #i dont remember if i covered reproduction but i feel like the show does a pretty good job. i can make a guide for that too i guess #also maybe it'll be illustrated idk #schlorpians

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chidoroki · 2 years ago

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August 22nd - Happy Birthday Emma - ft: her tvtropes

#the promised neverland #tpn manga #tpn emma #emma #my edits #i cant say a lot about our girl that i havent already said countless times before but i love her an endless amount & she still remains my #fav shonen protag to this day. she's just so perfect?? & im so insanely proud of everything she's accomplished aahh..but yeah i think i got #this idea back in march..or may? cant remember exactly but regardless i only managed to start it a couple days ago. thats how busy ive #been recently. so i wish i couldve made 'em not look so simple but whatever. obviously the photos are a reference to those that ray took. &#dunno if those cameras can capture stuff in a sepia tone but it works for her colors so here we are. all that might not make as much sense #when i do a set for anyone else or even for a different series but i dont care. this is the idea im rolling with for this birthday cycle.

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vaniliens · 6 months ago

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Had a dream where I was talking to my older brother* to solve an issue he has by our pool & people kept beating me up and trying to drown me but my older brother just watches and keeps talking

#*i dont have a brother i was pretending to be his little sister which he didnt have #& his younger siblings were in on it & at several points I went and asked them ''Lmaooo how old was i again?? 6????'' in between the yapping #& the several attacks #every time one of those attackers appear some voice from above (/ Was it my brother?? announces the sin they represent???#Like first was pride then envy then whatever & the last was wrath and i remember getting pissed off at this #voice from somewhere then says ''Ah but was it all worth it... Look at the color... it has been dyed red...'' which ig means the pool???#I guess i was Killing them???? Are you saying its my fault I acted in self defense????? i was literally 6??? Im a minor and neurodivergent??#At one point a cop got into our house & asked me & my brother through the window (We were outside) why we had these small miniature glass #cups in our house when they're used for drugs??? And I had to go ''Yea our father use-D to work as a cop but he's no longer with us 😔 Maybe #he got them as a souvenir or something I mean his boss liked giving him stuff back then so'' while my brother was quiet the whole time #At the end it was revealed that That story was a part of a youtube playlist that i initially thought was 1 whole series made by 1 guy #but apparently these videos (Which I experienced in the same sleep session but before we got to this point) werent a series??#It was some random guys playlist theres no continuity #And my brain made a whole outro about it bc it was that big of a plot twist i guess #All those videos had something to do about women suffering. so sorry women. Not sure whos the woman suffering in the last one.#nillas

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