I feel bad for Top
I don't like his cocky ass, but I feel bad for the strange way his slut shaming keeps playing out.
I started to feel bad for him in the second episode when Boston cornered him in the shower.
And although I still don't know where I stand on his story of the childhood fire, it's very clear that Top disassociates during sex.
Good for Force's facial journey, but Top doesn't enjoy sex, which makes his story about the fire seem more plausible, as if sex is just a means to an end - a body to help him sleep at night.
Because when he was in the car with Boston, he started breathing heavily while Boston was getting closer, yet it didn't read like the kind of sexual tension breathing, but the kind that precedes a panic attack.
Perhaps Top suffers from untreated anxiety, and he copes with it through sex and pills.
I know some people don't like me saying it, but Boston is a predator who is exploiting everyone's weaknesses.
He knows what makes these people vulnerable, and he feeds on it.
He is targeting fragile people.
And enjoys it.
He, once again, trapped Top so he couldn't leave.
Now I'm worried that the more Boston traps Top, the more excessive Top will be when coping. If he already sleeps around to the extent he does to disconnect, how far will he go with the pills to escape?
But it seems like he is a pawn to everyone.
And I wonder what that does to a person. To know that he is just a body. Just a commodity used for his body.
Instead of a being a fully realized person, he is a checklist of items.
And even when he says no, people don't listen because why would a slut say no?
And when Top looks uncomfortable being approached even as the guy himself calls Mew his boyfriend, the guy still offers Top sex.
Which is probably why he respects people's boundaries since nobody respects his.
So whatever issues are between him and Sand probably deal with 1) sex and 2) boundaries since those are Top's weak spots. Pure speculation, but I think Top is looking for a fight. If he feels like his life is out of his control then feeling physical pain could be one way to gain back that control especially if he plans for the pain to happen.
And I also wonder what he will feel like to question Mew about his relationship with Ray and have Mew offer up sex to him.
Because why would a slut need anything else?
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You know who had a terrible weekend? George. He got filmed while going to the bathroom. Then the crash, he was terrified, asking for a red flag. WHICH IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN. And all they did was put out a virtual safety car.
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This race is the definition of this season for Charles
1. Miraculous pole position
2. Ferrari’s strategy fucks him up
3. Zero support from his teammate
4. Bad car and bad strategy = low position
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I just saw on Twitter that they’re leaking some of Harry’s voice note songwriting? I don’t know how someone got those but damn I can’t help but think how it’s probably feeling violating that these things that were never meant to see the light of day are circulating and apparently people are paying for them 😕
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if ur requests are still open;; roy showing his new braces to his friends or just him with braces
i love this headcanon sm 🥺
Fun fact I looked at my own braces for reference 😭
Also yes requests r still open I LOVE DRAWING THESE GOOBERS
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i had a y/n moment. but im the y/n to someone else X)??
the other day when i took the bus home from work, it was raining so bus was more crowded than usual. I was standing pretty stable holding onto a bar and going through the f1 app, bc i was bored and and looking through sebastian vettel stuff is fun.
And since it was crowded, i thought the guy looking over my shoulder was just stuck there bc of space and not actually watching the interviews with me. a few minutes in and the bus came to hard stop and the guy stumbled forward on me and i caught him.
I looked back to make sure he was alright and i saw a young college boy in a ferrari sebastian cap while i was wearing my aston martin seb cap and my canadian tire (smelling like grease and oil bc my work wife spilled a little) garage uniform.
we litterally held eye contact for like 5 minutes, me holding him, him making an embarrassed sort face. I'm going to be honest, i gently pushed him to stand up on his feet before getting off so i could take another bus.
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anyone else remember how FUCKING WEIRD it was that adult women WITH CHILDREN where flirting with Billy and hoping to sleep with him?? LIKE MRS WHEELER HE IS THE SAME AGE AS YOUR DAUGHTER
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I keep thinking about the development of Nine hugging people/being hugged so I'm rambling on here abt it.
Look at Nine's face, he doesnt show any emotion or action to Sonic's hug. All he wants is to be put down he hates it.
Then Sonic puts him down remembering that Nine doesn't like hugs and feels bad about it and for the rest of the series, doesnt hug Nine (im 90% sure abt that if im wrong tell me) because he knows the reaction Nine will give him.
BUT THEN WE GET TO THE END OF S3 OH MY DFJKLSJK.
Nine is hesitating about hugging Sonic because he knows what he's done to Sonic all in all and he doesn't know if it's a good idea to hug him considering what is going on in the moment. (also knux in the back. He's so silly).
AAAA THEN WHEN NINE HUGS SONIC!!!! He flings himself onto Sonic and then literally cuddles him and closes his eyes, showing that he's enjoying the hug. Even though Sonic is taken by surprise at first, he hugs Nine back. They finally show affection to each other at the same time for once and it isnt one sided.
Nine probably feels awful for what he did to Sonic and the universe and hugging Sonic is his way of saying sorry and showing that even though he went crazy he sees Sonic as his only friend and that he's going to miss him and being around his friend.
It's so cute to see Nine go from 'I hate hugs and never will like them' to 'I've grown to like hugs and want to use them as a way of saying sorry and showing that i really love my friend.' if that makes sense.
Even though Nine did annoy me a little bit in some parts of sonic prime he's a really good character and his story is so cool.
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FC angst!
(except they're all animals bc im teetering on the edge of art block and can only draw creatures currently)
SW - crow, Sun - sheep, FC/Foxy - foxes (obviously)
poor FC. he's literally a toddler and yet he is going through it. someone better go save him.
tw: implied neglect, ig? they arent all great dads
first dad is foxy! fine at first, but overtime he grows tired of FC, and decides he really doesn't care about him-- in the slightest.
(don't think foxy yells at him in canon? not sure, but didnt wanna make it the same as SW)
next is stitch! he's strong, he made FC! he's FC's true dad-- up until he says hes gonna kill him since foxy doesn't like him anymore.
last is sun. who doesn't really want to be FC's dad-- but he tries. even so, when FC needs Sun most, Sun... isn't there to provide, or protect.
FC isn't sure anyone cares about him anymore.
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