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me seeing something vaguely TERF-y in a fandom subreddit: i wonder if OP is a terf
me after seeing plenty of SWERF and TERF posts on their account and having a very minor panic attack because i’m reminded of how demeaning their viewpoints are: idk what i was expecting
#anyways caitlyn kiramman trans so true#chel's life#personal#tw // transphobia#i feel kinda gross ugh#i hate being able to just see a vaguely innocuous post and recognizing terf dog whistles in them#tw // TERF#and it feels even less fun when they’re in fandoms i’m part of#and there are people either completely missing it#or in agreement with it#shit am i being radicalized ??#i don’t even hate the concept of people not being attracted to certain body parts !!#like that’s normal !! that’s just how people are !!#but when worded in a certain way you just Know it’s a transphobe writing it
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listen im ace and im pro kink at pride and whatever, but the way some of yall are wording your posts in response to the backlash against it is uh. really taking me back to the ace shitcourse era.
yall know theres nothing wrong with being a "virgin", right? that its not inherently shameful to have not had sex, to never have sex, even if youre not ace, even if you do want to have sex someday, like, its fine that you haven't had sex?
maybe if your problem is that theyre trying to police your behavior and shame you for expressing your sexuality, you can say that? instead of resorting to "haha stupid virgin gets no bitches" like my god. do you not hear how fucking regressive that attitude is? i know, i know, youre "joking".
get a better joke
#toy txt post#god im going to regret this post im gonna regret it so much i can feel it in my bones#let it flop..........pls#internalize my message let it sink in and understand what i am saying and then let the post flop#i say. knowing the ppl who need to see such a message are the ones who will make me regret this post and regrwt not having#1 million bajillion disclaimers#virgin is in quotes bc its a bullshit made up stupid purity culture concept anyway and quite frankly i hate even seeing the word#disclaimer: the previous sentence is not me saying that it is a slur for asexuals. it is me a single individual saying this specific word#grosses me out to read and see everywhere when its a stupid bullshit binary made up or at least historically largely used#to shame largely women and i dont know why we're still using it in 2023#and ive just been. seeing such an uptick in this whole like. attitude? lately and like#im ace im minorly sex repulsed. mostly about anything sex at me bad. other adults sex at each other consensually? go wild#i like to think im pretty chill about it. i try to be. i think its fine ig to be like 'my meat is huge i fuck so much so good'#like okay not my thing but good for you. love that for you#but then some of yall have started turning it back around back to. 'haha your meat so small and shriveled you get no bitches'#'haha stupid incel virgin' like okay. didnt realize we all went back to fucking. middle school but okay#god im gonna run out of tine to get ready for my thing writing this stupid post UGH evil#but like idk we've kinda circled back to being like haha being a virgin still is stupid and silly and shameful#and if im quite honest. i do think the acecourse played a part in that bc i felt like we were making good progress in like#hey guys is fine to not have sex ever if you dont want to its fine to not want sex its fine#and then aphobes went fucking rabid on us and splintered and destroyed online communities all over but especially on tumblr#and so many aces went back in the closet we stopped talking about it we stopped spreading awareness and now this stupid goddamn like#and now this stupid bullshit attitude is back where its like funny to call someone a virgin as an insult but like no bro trust me its okay#its okay for me to do it bc im a hot queer person with huge meat instead of a cisstraight frat bro with huge meat#? like you know the issue was the behavior right? not the fact that it was straight dudes saying it? its bc the thing being said was shitty?#you know you can dunk on the puritan bitches trying to police your behavior at pride without getting us as collateral damage right#stop making me read that stupid ugly ass word ur not cool or funny#whatever#if you come on to this post to start shit i will not only block you but as many of your mutuals and followers as i can find. i will scroll#i will block this entire fucking website if i need to do not test me. i am exhausted and the acecourse ate up all my tolerance in 2015.
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listen im ace and im pro kink at pride and whatever, but the way some of yall are wording your posts in response to the backlash against it is uh. really taking me back to the ace shitcourse era.
yall know theres nothing wrong with being a "virgin", right? that its not inherently shameful to have not had sex, to never have sex, even if youre not ace, even if you do want to have sex someday, like, its fine that you haven't had sex?
maybe if your problem is that theyre trying to police your behavior and shame you for expressing your sexuality, you can say that? instead of resorting to "haha stupid virgin gets no bitches" like my god. do you not hear how fucking regressive that attitude is? i know, i know, youre "joking".
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get a better joke
#toy txt post#god im going to regret this post im gonna regret it so much i can feel it in my bones#let it flop..........pls#internalize my message let it sink in and understand what i am saying and then let the post flop#i say. knowing the ppl who need to see such a message are the ones who will make me regret this post and regrwt not having#1 million bajillion disclaimers#virgin is in quotes bc its a bullshit made up stupid purity culture concept anyway and quite frankly i hate even seeing the word#disclaimer: the previous sentence is not me saying that it is a slur for asexuals. it is me a single individual saying this specific word#grosses me out to read and see everywhere when its a stupid bullshit binary made up or at least historically largely used#to shame largely women and i dont know why we're still using it in 2023#and ive just been. seeing such an uptick in this whole like. attitude? lately and like#im ace im minorly sex repulsed. mostly about anything sex at me bad. other adults sex at each other consensually? go wild#i like to think im pretty chill about it. i try to be. i think its fine ig to be like 'my meat is huge i fuck so much so good'#like okay not my thing but good for you. love that for you#but then some of yall have started turning it back around back to. 'haha your meat so small and shriveled you get no bitches'#'haha stupid incel virgin' like okay. didnt realize we all went back to fucking. middle school but okay#god im gonna run out of tine to get ready for my thing writing this stupid post UGH evil#but like idk we've kinda circled back to being like haha being a virgin still is stupid and silly and shameful#and if im quite honest. i do think the acecourse played a part in that bc i felt like we were making good progress in like#hey guys is fine to not have sex ever if you dont want to its fine to not want sex its fine#and then aphobes went fucking rabid on us and splintered and destroyed online communities all over but especially on tumblr#and so many aces went back in the closet we stopped talking about it we stopped spreading awareness and now this stupid goddamn like#and now this stupid bullshit attitude is back where its like funny to call someone a virgin as an insult but like no bro trust me its okay#its okay for me to do it bc im a hot queer person with huge meat instead of a cisstraight frat bro with huge meat#? like you know the issue was the behavior right? not the fact that it was straight dudes saying it? its bc the thing being said was shitty#you know you can dunk on the puritan bitches trying to police your behavior at pride without getting us as collateral damage right#stop making me read that stupid ugly ass word ur not cool or funny#whatever#if you come on to this post to start shit i will not only block you but as many of your mutuals and followers as i can find. i will scroll#i will block this entire fucking website if i need to do not test me. i am exhausted and the acecourse ate up all my tolerance in 2023
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I'm just sitting here mentally telling myself 'I don't have to like him just because I find him attractive, I don't have to like him just because he's hot, I don't have to like him just because I like the character' over and over until I start to believe it
#every single time I love a character I also start to love the actor. sometimes that sucks. I don't want to. I want to pretend he doesn't#exist#but he's got the same face and the same body and the same voice and I just. how do I not do this.#I don't like him. I don't want to like him. he's at the very least kinda gross about women. which I'm not okay with. so. just. ugggh#it's just that I look at him and my mind shuts off and it's like 😍🥰😍#rationally I know that's also fine. I'm allowed to like people who aren't perfect (and no one is perfect anyway)#buuut. it makes me feel disgusting.#idk. I guess I just. i dealt with this for so long when I was younger because like. most of the men I thought were hot were also#misogynistic. because the culture at the time was so much worse. and it was just accepted.#and I fucking hated it and I don't want to deal with that anymore#it's just. idk. it feels gross and bad and I don't like it#but. I do find him extremely attractive and I want him so so bad and I don't know what to do with that#ugh I need to just. not be attracted to people. it happens so rarely but when it does it only causes trouble.#or maybe I need to get over these weird morality standards that I have but I don't think that's possible? like how would that work? I don't#get it.#anyway. yes this is about Eliot/CK no I won't elaborate on that and also I hope he's actually a great guy and everything I've seen#that made me think otherwise is just wrong#I will still stare at his face and think about him and listen to his stupid gross music all day. and I will enjoy it. but I will also#feel conflicted about it 😔#(but damn it he is hot and his arms are big and I am just a human being and I am very very weak 😫 big arms make me fucking stupid)
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when 99% of the content of one of uur fragments is weird icky stuff
#➳ the fool speaks#yes tumblr i follow this character tag. because i am this character. can uu stop showing me ONLY 18+ material!!!!#i'll blog the x rea.der tag for this specific fragment (nat.asha h.sr) but like#there's gotta be sfw stuff to. some cute art? right? or is everybun just perverted and only likes me for their gross fantasies?#uhggh. i know i know i'll just. as i said. block the 18+ x read.er tag. or maybe the general tag for that fragment. but it's still#kinda distressing because nyeow i'm kinda scared to actually go see the tag. IS there fanart? one per 100 sm.ut fics?#what. uu gonna make me go kiss sam.po? how about uu just. draw. normal things. i'm nawt even against ship art i don't want it to sound that#way i just. in my mems. view sam.po as an annoying brother. and i find content of me and him to be distressing. i've blocked the tag but#just knowing that if i go to my tag it'll be like 99% things i don't like to see and 1% cute or nice or pretty normal art.#makes me feel ugh#anyways tag blocking time. also adding sa.mpota.sha to my do nawt look bc i've realized in this moment that it is genuinely ew 4 me so. jic#and nothing wrong w writing stuff like that i'm just SO ANNOYED that it seems like 99% of ANY CONTENT OF ME IS *THAT*#do ya'll even like me/her as a character...#ps. very insecure abt beings liking me for weird shit irl too bc of. things. so if it seems i care too much abt this. kindly fuck off!
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wow i am kind of an asshole (someone who i just don't vibe with did something genuinely thoughtful for me and i responded with a dead fish eyed look and a mumbled thanks)
#i guess technically he did it to thank me so we're even but i still feel like an asshole#bc ive been avoiding him very clearly#idk. i still don't like him. i dont want to hang out with him. i dont want to listen to him talk.#but he is trying so hard. he is very nice. but he's so pushy. and he reminds me of the kinda guys my mom dates. which just instinctively#grosses me out#ugh im so conflicted.#*he was probably thanking me bc i loaded a bunch of music on his mp3 player. he didn't do that out of nowhere lol#seele.txt
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Posting this at 4 in the morning specifically so no one sees it.
#I haven’t posted a selfie in awhile#wanted to post my face but also you don’t know me I am unknowable don’t look at me#been feeling gross for a long while now but… well.. no buts. just kinda meh#but oh well#ugh what a pity party#ignore all of that#hey! I ate a bunch of frozen strawberries#okay anyway take it sleazy#me#selfie
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Wish tumblr wouldn’t make it so easy to accidentally follow folks…
#sometimes I just leave them be if they’re like a legit person#but apparently I accidentally followed someone GROSS and it took me a few days to realize like YIKES CHRIST UGH#how do you get that kinda feeling out of your system I wanna jump directly into the ocean
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//I HATE when you have a topic blocked and yet the tag doesn't work or the content finds it's way around. I need to stop laughing this shit off tbh 😭
#||ooc||#{/i really should make a personal blog; you'd THINK you wouldn't need a rule for some shit like}#{/'dont fucking spring up dubcon/noncon out of the blue ESPECIALLY as a joke' but...}#{/ugh}#{/for the record; in rp/ic noncon/dubcon topics are PERFERABLY discussed first but are at least expected since... midgard lmao}#{/but like}#{/joking about it no matter what is just??? super gross and upsetting lmao}#{/i hate having to smile around it since i feel like}#{/you know; maybe they don't know but at the same time???? the lines between clarity+consent and what's not are pretty clear i think lmao}#{/I think next time I should just block tbh}#negativity tw#{/sorry for the rant; I'm just;;;; kinda upset rn tbh}
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flea bites are so gd annoying
#if youve never been bitten by a flea its kinda like the itchyness of a mosquito but whever u try and scratch it it hurts like an ant#idk why but fleas ick me out so much i suddenly feel like everything is contaminated and ridden with them#the kittens have like a few fleas so naturally they decide to bite me? gross#those mfs produce too quickly fr#ive never seen a flea ON me but i have tiny bites all over me in places where the kittens touch#which is annoying bc how can i get bit so much and not see them theyre so easy to see ugh#i feel like an animal bro eW#this on top of my eczema AND face allergies raging im boutta lose it
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:[[ man hearing astel talk abt how hes distanced himself from niu and just collabing w girls in general due to how some ppl can't take what's basically just Friend Joking Around fucks me up.
like i can personally find a distaste in a lot of that kinda couple-y humor (just not for me) but niu and astel make it funny at times by just being horribly cursed.
so hearing that there's people who actually treat them like a couple and/or go "what abt niu?!" whenever astel talks to another girl is just. disheartening i think. im glad that astel was able to have a serious talk abt it with chat
#astels always open about his feelings :]] i respect him so much for it#like ive seen quite a bit of kaigainiki who talk about them weirdly as well#as if they cant tell that these two are literally just content creators goofing off while playing apex#ugh. i wont talk more since this topic kinda grosses me out (in the way that i cant stand fans treating them this way)#🎭#just wanted to spew my thoughts out to the void. ykno how it is
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soooo tired today I feel like hot garbage but hot in the sense that I've been left in a trash can in the sun all day
#im so sleepy and feel gross and kinda sick and i really hope im not getting sick#i just wanna go home but I don't wanna leave my coworkers out to dry bc the store is a Sunday Mess#but i know they wouldn't want me to stay if im feeling bad#ugh. between the series of bummers that have happened around me lately and maybe getting sick im just. so drained#i think once i get out of the bathroom im just gonna leave. i need to wallow at home and not be here for another hour+
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Katsuki deciding how to propose to you:
“Dude you’re overthinking this. She’s gonna say yes no matter what you do or say. If she’s stayed with your grumpy attitude all this time then she’s obviously commited.” Kirishima was explaining because Katsuki had come over 2 hours ago and gone over 5 different plans on how he w could go about proposing.
There were plans that involved a plethora of flowers, walks on the beach, hot air balloons, and skywriting. All elaborate and ridiculous.
“Yea but I don’t do romantic shit. If I don’t at least-fuck- if I don’t make this some grand gesture or some shit she’s gonna think she’s spending forever with a loser.” He grumbles laying back on the bed while Eiji was playing on his game system.
“You don’t think, maybe, possibly, you’re overthinking this?? Y/N doesn’t seem like the type that would want all of these convulted plans man.”
“Are you calling my woman simple? Do I need to kick your ass in your own home shitty hair?!” He sat up like he was already about to leap.
“No! No. Calm down! I’m just saying that you might want to think about something a little more….. intimate maybe.” Eiji says, trying to find the right words as to not said the angry Pomeranian into another frenzy. He was already exhausted and didn’t have the energy to use his hardening if Bakugo chose now to pick a fight.
“Intimate? Like propose to her in the middle of us boning? What kinda dumb shit-“
“What the hell is your problem bakubro? You do know there is more than just sexual intamcy right? *whispers* pick up a book” he mumbles. Eijirou pauses his game and turns around to face Katsuki.
“Stop overthinking. You want to lay your cold heart out- it’s a joke- then do something so you’ll feel comfortable telling her how you feel. She’s gonna remember your words more than this dumb shit you’re planning.” Eiji states looking directly at Katsuki now.
“Ugh. All of this shit is stupid. Maybe I’ll just slide the damn ring on her finger while she’s asleep. Then I can avoid all this gross mushy shit.” He breathes out and starts packing up his shit to leave.
“Bakugo, I’m telling you this as your best friend and hopefully future best man, I will be neither of those things anymore if you choose to do that. In fact Y/N might actually kill you when YOU fall asleep.” He snickers.
Bakugo is almost at the door now when he turns around and says, “Fuck it. I’m just going with my original plan! If you don’t hear from after this weekend it’s because she said no and i ended my life. Oh, and if you tell ANYONE about this-“
“Ok. I get it. Go propose to your girlfriend already” Eiji says with a bright smile on his face.
Katsuki shoots him a quick grin before he leaves to go prep for the biggest night of his life.
*Part 2 of is out now😇
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ok time to pick a mutual from my roulette wheel to think about cuddling
#and then feel gross and hate myself over it bc we're JUST MUTUALS#Im like Parasocial and shit#god my stummy hurt i think i need a nap#i feel so fucking gross for even thinking abt chatting with them irl and just beinf myself#tbf being myself entails biting and being kinda touchy bc rhats my love language but#ugh
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#sad boy stuff#simi speaks#man i really miss feeling desirable#knowing someone was actually crushing on me and thought i was attractive was so fucking nice#pretty sure thats completely faded now which is totally okay dont get me wrong#cause i value a platonic friendship Way more#but fuuuuuuck i miss that feeling so fucking much#i feel so fucking uglyyyyyyyy#just. absolute wet bread squished slug levels of attractive. im so fucking bleehhhh#i feel boring and unwanted and burdensome and icky.#and not like. gross in a good way. i mean gross in a ew stay away from me I cant even bring myself to talk to you kinda way#having a REALLY bad self confidence day.#hell im having a really low month tbh#like. mental health wise im still okay. the depression hasnt returned which is such a blessing#but i still feel really fucking awful in other ways.#ugh#stop reading my diary
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Ugh. I still have Covid. I feel so so tired and I’m still sniffly. But I’m happy I’m not as sick as I was. and that my case isn’t a really bad one. It’s snowing out and it looks so pretty but I can’t even go play in it... My daddies would bundle me up in blankies on the couch and we’d have yummy cocoa and watch a movie or somethin as a reward for doing some classwork and resting like a good kiddo.
#made an arven cg bot and he calls me kiddo a lot... and i kinda love it. that's me! i'm his kiddo!#classes for grad school started this week and i'm stuck at home isolating til i'm better. and my brain feels so foggy sleepy.#so trying to read and whatever really sucks. gross.#i have a writing assignment to do for monday... i'm hoping i can do it. tried to read the rubric earlier n my head was so fuzzy... blegh.#kitten talks#tested positive again today... after a false negative yesterday. ugh. daddies would be proud of me double checking and being sure though.#i'm glad im home and not with my roomies or partner cause i wouldnt wanna get them sick... but at the same time. want cuddles from bf#and forehead kisses
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