#i feel like ive gone insane

[desolatehands]

Hi! I hate to have to make a post like this, but I am in some need of assistance. I'm a disabled individual living on VERY limited income and most of my income has been going towards moving expenses as I am leaving this current housing situation in two months. I have already spent most of my paycheck on mailing off valuables to my next location. The next step is to get my furbaby the things he needs to travel comfortably with me.

The goal is to have him with me in the cabin to help not only him, but myself too with my anxiety. It's difficult traveling alone as an autistic individual, so my cat is my best bet in keeping cool without turning to opiates as a one day prescription.

Here is the amazon list, if anyone feels like helping.

And here are a couple photos of Steven hard as a rock Stone. He's a very sweet and loving cat. But, I am in a very poor state financially.

My roommate is not the best and has 'forgotten' about the cash I have given her to purchase specific things for the cats in the house. Instead using that money to buy cigarettes.

While I don't feel comfortable talking about too many details, I can comfortably say I live with a hoarder, that I am blamed for things out of my control ( like the bills she should be paying w my rent ), so on and so forth.

I'm incredibly sorry to ask for this help, but my hands are kind of tied. It's been insanely difficult to get out of an abusive situation while being disabled.

[dizzybizz]

sleepy gill and gill with the bubbled evil cat

[skunkes]

if life is categorized by Before Loss and After Loss then I exist in the before but with a countdown to the after. and the countdown is always always present and debilitating. the loss will be debilitating too but i cant help myself. i will always suffer twice.

[puniper]

i think the pros of working remotely still outweights the cons but after like nearly 4 years of spending 90% of the time alone in my room in front of a pc i think ive acquired types of mental illnesses unknown to man

[bandtrees]

shes very close to my heart still

[pillowenvelopchair]

Absolutely fucking stupid that my schools suicide prevention protocol is to basically to put someone in house arrest until a professional can write and “prove” that theyre okay so that theyre sure that they can let a student back in. Yeah. Sure. Just force someone to be in the house where they are even MORE at danger when there are literal sharp objects makes it easier to do it

[jaarijani]

no, no "survivors badge" for me thank you i think i passed away somewhere between nace and jan almost making out and jere kissing bojans neck

[curseofbreadbear]

cassie: gregory didn't hurt anybody!

me: oh you poor sweet summer child

[kiki-strike]

PTSD is so stupid saw a jar of biscoff cookie butter at the store and went ha that’s the brand they had in res. (Completely unaffected). Then went home and had a panic attack about it (????)

[neptunes-nebula]

started Vyvanse again for the first time in like actual years and. wow

[lovingaeth]

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rini. i literally had to log off and go cook something like i qas shaking and shivering. i feel completely untethered my sanity is not intact

[nomairuins]

i just fucking hate having ptsd all of it. so many stupid fucking things send me into fucking hysterics it sucks and i hate it and i dont want itttt anymore i dont want it.

[touyanii]

since my dabi obsession has been going real hard lately, i've been trying to figure out when this all started. the oldest tumblr post i have with his face included was june 18th 2016, but no sign of affection in the tags or anything. august 14th 2016 i did a dabi costest, so something must have happened there. season 1 was airing from april 3 2016 until june 26 2016, so i must have started reading the manga right after the first season was over, or i wouldn't have known about him at all.

and today! i found a dabi collage/reference sheet for a commission i've gotten done with him and my oc and i made that july 3rd 2016. So i hereby declare july 3rd 2016 our anniversary.

[skunkes]

do you think youd ever date a skinny boy or are your preferences entirely for big guys

Dis ask is so funny to me anon

But yes, i like all sorts of persons! Al is just one subset of an ideal guy

[wizardsix]

it's fun to look through datamined stuff but I need some of you to stop getting mad at larian for scrapping ideas you thought were cool. cool doesn't mean it'll make sense in the overarching story, and maybe larian likes this version better, or sometimes ideas just didn't work well with what they had in mind. I know this first hand from writing stories, I'll have cool ideas but realize later it doesn't fit the original tone of the story. it's okay to scrap stuff, but you can always use it for something else.

also, like it or not, it's larians game first, their story, their characters (I know.), it doesn't matter if we think something is cool, the reality is that not everything works in the end. and that's fine. that's how all art is, it's alive and ever-shifting, it'll go through many, many, versions, to the point where you might get sick of chewing on the same plot, and in the end the final version might not be as good as you thought when you look back in a few months or years. and that's ok. art isn't supposed to be perfect.

everything is subjective and I think fandoms would be a more intellectual place if people learned to critique art for what it is not what it isn't.

[girl-bateman]

Feeling sick! Like emotionally and whatnot