#i got no sleep tonight lol

[perfectly-uncapable]

weird ass dream tonight where Taylor Swift called for a ceasefire at one of her shows...like she sang a new song she wrote that was obviously about her love life but during the first verses she showed footage of Gaza being bombarded and at the end of her show she said "immediately stop it!!! i mean, ceasefire now!" and i just thought my god my swiftie friends are going to be insufferable about this

[meownotgood]

I ordered the aki cologne from otaku scents... and it arrived today...

it has a very cologne-y scent, basically it smells very much like a traditional masculine cologne... I sprayed some on my pillow and it's almost sweet at first, or sweet if you take a very deep breath in, but after it's lingered it has a faint but clean smell. distinctly sharp but subtle. the smell is comforting, it's soft and mature at the same time... a very crisp and pleasant scent... definitely something I could picture aki wearing I think... like an every-day sort of cologne? haha

[lewmagoo]

if the voice in your head tells you "you can just put your sheets back on the bed later" don't listen to it. it is an evil liar

[izzy-b-hands]

I NEED my brain to stop waking me up with nightmares but

got 7 hours of sleep this time around despite it. I'm actually proud enough of that to post abt it lmaooo

[sportsthoughts]

this week's pens games why do you hate me

[upsidedownsmore]

fuck one more week holy shit one more week im so happy with the work ive been doing for school but also holy fuck one more week until i can actually fucking relax holy shit fuck my back ow

[cxpperhead]

Work has changed my hours again so looks like I'm not getting as much writing done as I'd hoped. Granted it's not THAT bad and I can do some replies tonight and tomorrow sometime, but man, those hours are almost inverted from my old schedule.

[femboyyuri]

reading for tonight :3

[todayisafridaynight]

time a flat circle why the hell am i usin the same loafers i bought for one cosplay of my fave antagonist for another fave antagonist

[akkivee]

a good burger and fries for the birthday boy!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!💛💛💛💛💛💛

[imwritesometimes]

wouldn't it be funny if I could write again lollollol........

[solradguy]

Spending a lot of time and money to make a custom bright red leather jacket just to be the specialist man in the bakery section of the grocery store was such a great investment. I love my red jacket. Everyone should make their own special jacket

[redpiperfox]

But mainly, and really:

[yardsards]

so i have a form of delayed sleep phase disorder wherein my circadian rhythm naturally chooses sunrise as my bedtime if i do not make a constant effort to uphold a "normal" sleep schedule (and even the smallest thing can fuck this up and make me nocturnal again. imagine if a normal person had to get themself into the routine of going to bed in the afternoon, basically)

and the usually recommended tactics of "limit blue light" just do not work for me AT ALL (and w how far back my circadian rhythm is shifted, i'd have to start completely cutting out light hours before the actual sun sets)

so anyway i'm currently experimenting with using one of those seasonal depression sunlight lamps to trick my brain into thinking it's sunrise and... i actually AM starting to feel drowsy??? if this ends up being a viable solution for my dspd i will be very happy but also laugh a whole lot because this is the EXACT OPPOSITE of what ppl usually recommend ppl w our issue to do

[fanta2y]

i am currently going insane with fic ideas, my one shot google doc has reached 10 pages and i started it yesterday.

[natugood]

Me, walking around feeling super tired and drained: “I don’t get it, why do I feel so exhausted? I didn’t do anything to make myself tired, I don’t think?”

Me over the last 48 hours: went cross country skiing for the first time in nine months on a notoriously vigorous trail for three hours with the wrong type of ski boots which made it harder to go up-hill, had a 45 minute crash course lesson to relearn how to drive stick after having not driven a stick shift for nine years and then promptly driving around town as it was snowing after having not driven in snow for two years, went to a party and got four hours of sleep cause after getting home at 2:30 AM I spent an hour digging out some random old dude who’d crashed his van into a snow berm cause he decided he wanted a pack of cigarettes in the middle of a blizzard, and then shoveled snow for an hour and promptly went snowshoeing for 3 hours breaking trail and slightly underdressed so I got super cold and my hands and feet went numb.