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tomatoswup · 1 year
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hello again! i'm the anon from the last angsty ask and oH my GOd i'm amazed how you got the lore of my trisona with vash so perfectly with just a few words 😭😭😭 thank you so much for writing it i'm glad you liked it! ❤️
oHTHANKGOD THANK YOU ANON IM HAPPY YOU LIKED IT 😭😭😭🫶🫶 im still new to this whole request thing so im easing my way into writing them,,, yOUR TRISONA LORE EATS THOO☝️☝️☝️ THE ANGST🫴🫴
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galvanizedfriend · 9 months
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HIII if you don’t mind sharing, what are your fav klaroline fics? New and old, I’m in need of new reads 🙏
I'm probably not the best person to be doing new fic recs. 🥲 I have sadly not been reading that much Klaroline myself these days. When I do read fic, it's for other stuff. So my recs are either old or new-ish. 😂 But hopefully you can find something to your liking that haven't read yet here.
Buckle up because I took my sweet time with this list, nonnie.
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. Inertia Overcome by @avari20
The first KC fanfic I remember reading the reason why I finally got pulled into the fandom after years of watching TVD as a reasonable spectator (so rly, if you guys can't stand to see me around anymore after all this time, it's this fic's fault for being so good). Honestly one of this fandom's statement works. If you haven't read it yet, please do.
. Timeless by @marvelouskatie
Same as the above. One of the most iconic KC fics of all time imho. The canon AU to end all canon AU. When I first decided to come out of the shadows and create a tumblr and actually start interacting with folks, this was the first fic that was recced to me. I was very grateful then, and now I'm here to pass this knowledge on.
. Picturesque by @supernutellastuff
Honestly of the sweetest, most heartwarming fics I've ever read! It's a human AU that's a How I Met Your Mother sort of adaptation, and honestly the first time I've ever enjoyed HIMYM. I love a good ensemble fic and this is just it! Supernutella is so talented.
. Quiet Light by @definedareasofuncertainty
This fic was WRITTEN FOR ME because of how much I pestered my friend Luiza about Carolijah and this will forever feel like a trophy to my heart. 🥰 It made me feel ALL THE FEELINGS. I hated Caroline, I loved Caroline, I loved my baby Elijah, I hated him, I also hated Klaus (he's such a fucking asshole omfg), but then the end was just DHAGHDDASAS!! You think you're in for a certain kind of story and it turns out to be so much more. It is, deep down, about the brothers, how selfish they are, how they can hurt each other more than anyone, but how they love one another above anything else, even when they want to kill each other (and fall in love with their brother's girl!!!). It's beautiful, like everything Luiza writes, and it genuinely made me cry.
. long limbs and frozen swim by @definedareasofuncertainty
I saw a discussion the other day about how whoever wrote this fic JUST GOT IT, and I have to say I completely agree with the person who made that comment. Luiza just NAILS Caroline's grief and loneliness after her mother's death, how isolating and gut-wrenching it is. Klaus being the person who finds her, who knows exactly what to say without her ever having to spell it out, the one who can truly see her, is so honest too. This fic is sensitive and absolutely beautiful. Luiza's writing is perfection and this is for sure one of my all-time favorites.
. Whisper to me, Help me remember by @lalainajanes
This story reimagines the plot with the "villains" of TO S3 in a way that proves my point that the premise of that season was good, but execution was absolute crap. All of the potential the De Martels had to be incredible antagonists was completely destroyed at the hands of the show writers - but explored to perfection by Laine's much more capable hands. Klaus is freed after 10 years in captivity to find that Caroline had been working with Tristan this whole time in order to take him down - except something is not quite right about that. While you're at it, please read all of Laine's fics! It's a delight.
. Into the Woods by @jinxedwood
I wept when I read this because it's the post-TO canon fic I didn't even know I needed. Caroline's search for a way to stop her twins' merger ends up leading her to someone who's been watching over her on the Other Side. 😭 I thought I'd always rather live in denial when it came to how TO ended, but this fic made my heart so full! Also, jinxedwood's use of fae mythology here was incredible.
. All I Need by @euvixen
This story is HOT. It taught me things about the werewolf AU universe I was not prepared to learn, but I am a much happier person after reading it. It's a canon mates AU that will leave you 🥵🥵🥵🥵 I speak as though the story was merely about the smut, but it's actually much more than that. A TVD S3 reimagine of sorts that is incredibly satisfying. That's my favorite season of TVD, but this is still even better.
. the birth and death of the day by @little-miss-sunny-daisy
Anyone who's known me for a some time knows how this fic was my entire personality for a while there. I'm obsessed with Kelly's writing, and I have this fic on a freaking pedestal. I first started reading it when it was on a six years hiatus, and I was *so* into it I didn't even bother me that it might never get updated because it was so good I was just happy I'd found it. But then my silly comments inspired Kelly to come back to it, finish it, and it has honestly been my greatest accomplishment as a part of this fandom because this is a masterpiece. It's a TVD/Supernatural crossover where Caroline is a step-sister to the Superbros. It's truly, truly epic, with beautiful writing. This could genuinely be a show. It's amazing, just read it.
. this is a harvest by @highgaarden
This, right here, is the perfect Klaroline-within-canon story. This is the story that put my revolt to rest and gave my spirit some much deserved peace where those two are concerned. This is exactly what canon should've been like. I'm not even joking, this is IT. If you'd asked me what I thought the perfect Klaroline development should be like I probably would've said something very vague because I couldn’t explain it, I’m not that great or creative a writer, but now I can just show you this story and let you bask in the amazingness of a fantastic read that will not only keep you thoroughly entertained, but will also be the answer to all the questions you didn't even know you had.
. Paradise Lost by Borzoi
When i grow up, I want to learn how to write like Borzoi. All of their fics are incredible novella-like reads. It's addictive. And this is probably my favorite (it varies though, sometimes I'm in a Parisian Deal era). What happens after Klaus and Caroline sleep together in 5x11, and how they eventually find their way back to each other. It's just one of those stories that you can't stop reading after you start. It's so rich, so deep, so perfectly IC. One of those fics to end all fics.
. The Stubborn Grace of Being Loved Regardless by @helpless-in-sleep One of the modern day classics, if you will. This fic is such a stunning, vivid and delicate picture of Caroline's mind as she was dealing with the consequences of the abuse she suffered at the hands of Damon. She's still human, but she's probably more IC than we've seen her ever on the show when it comes to this. The bond she forms with Klaus is truly incredible too, and speaks a lot of how the two of them really do have a lot in common (even with Caroline still as a human), but it's really the Caroline study part of the story that touches me. The writing is absolutely beautiful as well.
. it takes a while to settle down by theviolinist
This story is a punch to your stomach, but it is PERFECTION in 8k words. It's hot, it's bittersweet, it's SO in character and, in my head, I kinda like to pretend that this is what happened before Caroline married Stefan. lol
. Wanderlust by @bellemorte180 Anybody who was a part of fandom around the time this story was being published can tell you how much of an EVENT it was. There were discussion groups about the mystery. It was so entertaining. Erica's attention to detail and how she wove the little clues throughout the chapters made this a genuine thriller. I particularly some of the side-characters here. It's honestly another fandom staple I think everyone should read.
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In terms of newer fics that I can rec you, I have two that are on my TBR. One of them is a WIP that I've been slowly going through, and the other one I know was recently finished.
. make them bow by @stars-and-darkness
This was recced to me by two friends recently and I started reading it a while back and thought it was incredible! I have sadly been awful with keeping up with stuff, but just based on the raving reviews and the five chapters I read, I fully believe it to be just as awesome as it seems to be. The writing was so good, and I was just in love with Klaus' voice in this story. It was so reminescent of early-days TVD Klaus, which is by far my favorite Klaus of all. Sexy and dangerous and so smooth. I loved it! Need to get back to it.
. Wolf Club by @Radioactive79
Listen, if you like kid fics, this is absolutely for you. The whole story is narrated by an eight-year-old OC, the daughter of Ray Sutton, the first werewolf Klaus kills when he's trying to start his mass-production of hybrids. She's a little wolf herself, and a while little thing who was subjected to her fair share of child trauma. Klaus has no idea what to do with her, but ends up taking her with him as continues on his journey, and ends up forging a bond with the little girl. I cannot tell you how delicious this story is. It has Klaroline, yes, but for me the little girl is the absolute star of the company. I usually hate OCs, especially children, in fics, but this one is AMAZING. Seriously. The way this story is written is glorious. I can't recommend it enough.
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resident-gay-bitch · 1 year
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Jay's Steddie Fic Recs :)
because i have so many, I needed to make a fresh post of them :)
some of these fics are found on tumblr, some on ao3, maybe some on wattpad? all of them are spectacular. i’ll tag the creators tumblrs if i know them :)
happy reading! <3
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Steves First Bruise spiderman!steve x roommate!eddie - eddie has a crush on his roommate steve, who also happens to get into a lot of fights. he also ends up with a crush on spider man. how long will it take for him to figure it out he’s only crushing on one person? please its so adorable
Till I Kissed You steve x eddie - super angsty. eddie doesnt get the big deal about kissing, steve calls him a bad kisser, they kiss to test it out. oh god, now theyre both questioning everything. perfection.
The Boys Of Summer eddie x steve & wayne - for all you wayne lovers out there. steve dreams that eddies alive, he’s so sure that his dreams are real, he tries to break into the upsidedown by himself to get the boy he loved back. wayne tags along for the ride. please, this is so good it has me dying i love it so much.
Not Exactly Nappa Valley eddie x steve - ultimate fake dating scenerio. steve has a family wedding to attend and he wants to piss off his parents, so he brings eddie and they gay it up and… oh my god, plot twist, who wouldda thought they both harboured feelings for eachother?
Needles steve x eddie - eddie gives steve a stick and poke and he kinda gets hard because hes a sadist. steve gives eddie a stick and poke and eddie almost busts in his pants. its pretty funny and has some fabulous smut.
If Your Heart Surrenders steve x eddie - super angst. dates back pre s4 and is very soft and angsty and i loveee it. i binge read the shit out of it. it has a very sweet ending. an alternate version can also be found here on tumblr. @asbealthgn
Recipe For Disaster steve x eddie - princess diaries au?! excuse me, hello. this is everything to me. it is pure perfection. please give this a read because it has me sitting on the edge of my seat, biting my nails and pulling at my hair. everytime a new chapter drops i get so excited. prince steve?!? yes. yes yes yes. @frankenstein-ate-my-left-shoe
Crashed The Wedding steve x rockstar!eddie - steve is forced into an arranged marriage and eddie comes to save the day after nine years apart. HELLO this is amazing. pure beauty. please take the time to read this because it’s magnificent, makes my heart swell. it’s very very good. makes me feel things. i love them so much. @piratefishmama
Eddie’s Memory Log steve x eddie - eddie is in hospital post vecna and can’t remember anything, steve visits every day and writes down what eddie can remember - hint hint, eddie always remebers steve. this is so good, i love it very very much, please give it a read. @harmonictechnicality
This Love Came Back To Me famous!steve hopper x ‘dead’!eddie munson - steve rescued eddie’s guitar after his death and processed his grief through song writing, pouted his heart out into the lyrics and took the world by surprise. I LOVE THIS SO MUCH okay, just read it. it’s so fucking good. gut wrenching stuff, okay!? have a read. it’s beautiful. so fucking beautiful i was going through every single possible emotion known to man. @strawberryspence
Bad News First steve x eddie - steve grieves for eddie’s death and becomes close with wayne in the process, slowly falling in love with what could have been with eddie. until… I LOVE IT. it’s beautiful. one of my favs. @strangersteddierthings
Melt Me On Your Tongue wounded!sub!eddie x caring!dom!steve - this is a spicy one, basically pure smut, but it’s got a lot of feelings. i love the style, the atmosphere, and the feeling the author has created for this fic and steve & eddie’s dynamic. it honestly feels delicate to read, and i love it very much. highly recommend. very soft but very spicy and hot :) @steddielations
Black Out Days (Fairground Nights) - eddie x steve - no monsters, modern au. nancy and eddie are best friends, robin and steve are best friends. when nancy and robin date, steve and eddie clash… a lot. ‘tis brilliant. this fic is so fucking angsty, it’s got some really fucking heavy themes (please read the warnings before proceeding) but it’s written so effortlessly beautifully. this has easily become one of my favourites now. it’s more than worth the read. @azrielgreen
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mediawhorefics · 3 years
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Hello! for Christmas I got a gift card to buy books and I have to admit I haven't read a lot of books in my life. I read the Harry Potter series, the Hunger Games trilogy and a bunch of the classic books teachers made you read for school. But other than that, I've mostly read fics in my life and I'm so used to ao3 tags that now that I have to pick books I don't know where to start or what to choose, does it make sense? Do you have any recommendations for books that you like? thanks in advance.
oh anon, you have come to the right place because i LOVE reccing books and i always rec books with ‘tags’ instead of summaries because i think it’s a great way for people to get a sense of it and what they might like. 
now to everyone else reading, apologies, i’ve most likely recced these books before. but hey, favourites are favourites! 
pride and prejudice (Jane Austen) ➡️historical (regency england) | romance | slow burn | enemies to lovers | it surprised me how much it made me laugh! | pals, the draaaama 
outlander (diana gabaldon) ➡️historical (post wwii & 18th c scotland) | romance | fantasy | time travel | political intrigue | scottish independence | long series but the first one is the best one (i personally stopped in the middle of the 5th one) 
beach read (emily henry) | contemporary | romance/romcom | light enemies to lovers | two novelists exchanging genres as a challenge | writing/literature & grief are two big themes | super fun! i devoured it in one day last summer. def. a beach read! 
cyrano de bergerac (edmond rostand) ➡️theatre | historical (17th c france)| romance | tragedy | the love of words as a central theme | best in its original french but i’ve also enjoyed martin crimp’s english translation & edwin morgan’s scot translation | fav fav fav forever 
frankenstein (mary shelley) ➡️gothic | sci fi (technically) | horror | fantasy | i know i said no sci fi but this is a really solid one. 
the shadow of the wind (carlos ruis zafon) ➡️historical (post civil war barcelona) | mystery | romance/tragic romance | gothic | gorgeous prose | the love of literature/books/words as a central theme | super fav forever !!!! | i have given this book to soooo many people in the decade since i’ve read it and i don’t know a single person who didn’t enjoy it. | i lost my shit visiting barcelona because it felt like walking into my favourite book haha 
atonement (ian mcewan) ➡️historical (1930s/40s england) | romance | don’t bother if you’ve seen the film, the reading experience is ruined (tho the movie is v good) 
all quiet on the western front (erich maria remarque) ➡️history (wwi) | war lit | the first world war experience of a group of young german men | sad but beautifully written
the secret history (donna tartt) ➡️contemporary | mystery | thriller | new england university setting | pretentious students of classics are terrible and pretentious yet somehow it’s extremely compelling | gorgeous prose 
the song of achilles (madeline miller)  ➡️young adult | lgbt 🌈| historical (ancient greece) | fantasy/myths | retelling of the illiad | romance/tragic romance | foreshadowing is both shameless and gut-wrenching 
shades of magic trilogy (v.e. schwab) ➡️fantasy | historical (18th/19th c insp. ??) | magic | parallels worlds | lots of lgbt 🌈 side characters and a very genderfluid lead (though the word isn’t used) | adventures | pirates!! | magic tournaments! | just great stuff really 
captive prince trilogy (c.s. pacat) ➡️historical fantasy (made up world but no magic) | lgbt 🌈| romance | political intrigue | the ! drama !! | enemies to reluctant allies to lovers | very slow burn | slave fic technically but the fucked up dynamic is addressed and it’s a very equal/balanced relationship | many many trigger warnings apply | fav forever 
the watchmaker of filigree street (natasha pulley) ➡️historical (england late victorian) | mystery | clockworkpunk | sherlock holmes vibes | lgbt vibes 🌈| slight magical realism elements that are fucking delightful | gorgeous prose | just.... trust me. ABSOLUTE fav. | i wanted to reread it the SECOND i finished it | | sequel came out last year, i still haven’t read it cos i’m saving it :/ 
the montague siblings series  (mackenzie lee) ➡️young adult | historical (19th c europe) | adventure | mystery | lgbt 🌈(bi characters, gay characters, ace characters) | great female characters !! (esp. in the 2nd one) | so so so fun 
red, white, & royal blue (casey mcquiston) ➡️contemporary | romance/romcom | lgbt 🌈| enemies to friends to friends with benefits to lovers | famous/famous | political intrigue | alternative timeline | themes of queer history & grief | son of us president and a british prince get it ON | not to be thirsty on main but madam president can get it 
aristotle and dante discover the secrets of the universe (benjamin alire saenz) ➡️young adult | contemporary | coming of age | lgbt 🌈| just... beautiful 
i wish you all the best (mason deaver)  ➡️young adult | contemporary | lgbt 🌈| coming of age | non binary protag | a beautiful story but does deal with a difficult coming out where the mc is thrown out of their house so be careful if that’s something that can be triggering to you x 
only mostly devastated (sophia gonzales) ➡️young adult | contemporary | lgbt 🌈| grease but make it queer! | grief & coming out are big themes 
darius the great is not okay (adib khorram) ➡️young adult | contemporary | coming of age | american iranian mc’s first trip to iran | just... beautiful | talks of depression 
reflection (elizabeth lim) ➡️disney’s mulan au | fantasy | young adult | adventures | retellings | mythology & folkore | shang is the one injured in the mountain fight and mulan has to go to the underworld to save him | the bi captain shang vibes are impeccable 
sadie (courtney summers) ➡️young adult | mystery | thriller | crime | dual narrative | podcast format | missing teenager | trigger warnings apply | haunting but excellent 
call dawn the hawk (maggie stiefvater) ➡️young adult | fantasy | contemporary | magical realism | lgbt 🌈| technically a sequel to the raven cycle series (which i also rec) but i loved this one 10000x more than i love trc (and i loved trc!) 
the will darling series (kj charles) ➡️adult romance | historical (post wwi england) | mystery | lgbt 🌈| i just finished those two and it’s a fun relatively lighthearted adventure! exactly what i needed to start the year | there’s is talks of a weaponized disease/pandemic in the first one which can be triggering rn 
rat queens ➡️comics | high fantasy | lgbt 🌈| lotr except they’re women and they can say ‘fuck’ | just... SO good | highly recced if you like comics
check please ( ngozi ukazu) ➡️comics | contemporary | romance | lgbt 🌈| college | light enemies to friends to lovers | famous/non-famous | soft soft soft soft | no YOU’RE crying about a bi-coded french canadian with anxiety as a love interest.... (THE rep !!!!!!!) 
fabulosa! the story of polari, britain’s secret gay language (paul baker) ➡️non-fiction | lgbt 🌈| queer history | linguistics | everyone who salivated over louis wearing polari merch should read this book its fascinating !!!! 
coming out under the fire (allan berube) ➡️ non-fiction | lgbt 🌈| queer history (wwii) | testimonies of men and women in the us military during wwii 
the letters of vincent van gogh (vincent van gogh) ➡️non-fiction | i don’t have anything clever to say about this book except that i sobbed for 500 pages and my copy is annotated to hell; i truly read it when i needed it and i can’t rec it enough. | absolute absolute FAV 
alright i’m going to stop now because i’m getting tired but here are a few of my favs. i was cheeky and put a bit of non-fiction even though you didn’t really ask for it because i love non-fiction...
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only-sunday · 5 years
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Let me give you a little back ground into who I actually am besides the already established manic-depressive (perfectionist was also discussed in therapy today. yay.) and you know.. a Leo. 
So I am exactly two weeks away from the ripe old age of 22 years old. I was born in a small town just outside of Newcastle where i spent my life growing right up until my 19th birthday when I got really, really drunk and decided that moving to the Gold Coast in Queensland would be a “really sick idea dude!”, so I pilled my childhood bedroom into my trusty Corolla and off I went.  I began my year here deferring my online uni degree in public relations (a degree I had decided on doing in a round about way a real long time before actually starting) to get settled in my new place which quickly turned into not wanting to go back to online study at all  and instead I applied for an internship as an assistant to a Public Relations specialist who ran a consultancy from the inside of her 120 square foot home office as an attempt to get into the business  working my way up instead of studying my way up. Turns out- that fucking sucked! ( Don't get me wrong my boss was cool but I had no idea what I was doing half the time so I spent most days pretending to work and secretly utilising the texting function on my laptop to talk to my friends about meeting up at our fav bar later that day to drink endless pints of beer) But! naive me thought maybe it was just that particular setting so instead I enrolled my butt into on campus uni to start a Bachelor of Arts with a major in PR. This is where I thrived in every single subject I took BESIDES the ones related to PR but I still continued to tell myself everything was okay.  I got a job working as a barista, a job I still have and a job I still hate but its okay cause it pays my bills and works around uni well and I've met some of the greatest friends I ever could have imagined through it. (these are the things I tell myself on repeat while I'm getting ready at 7am or while I’m dealing with piece of shit asshole customers. “I love my job, I NEED my job” etc.) I do also have a mild coffee addiction so there's always that to keep me going. 
Eventually, however, my chemically imbalanced brain took over things slowly began to fall apart. I was obviously miserable at uni and clearly not doing what I was supposed to be doing. Work got gradually worse as my friends began to move on to bigger and better things - amazing for them! devastating for me! I had a relationship that almost ruined me and my depression took over so intensely that when I finally worked up the courage to speak to someone the first thing the doctor says to me was “hmm sounds like borderline agoraphobia to me”.  I mean I really don't want to get too deep into my 2018 Brittany breakdown right now but just imagine never leaving the house, like, ever, calling random family members every day to just hysterically cry about nothing, all my hair falling out, the works. Honestly it was fucking rough. 
But then came “the change”. That Leo season change that fixes everything! 
----SIDE NOTE : Again, I'm not trying to discount my own hard work and the gut wrenching pain that I went through not only in this extremely dark time but also the pain I went through trying to make things better for myself but sometimes its easy to deal with our feeling through comedy and for me this comes through my little astrology/Leo season joke. I know it fake but its my small hope I hold onto - like shooting stars or preying or whatever the fuck you need to do to cope
I started going to therapy- a rocky start but eventually figured out. I made a decision to change my degree. I took my long time love of true crime & murder and combined it with my intense fascination with the human brain and decided to go all out on a DOUBLE degree of psychological science/ criminology & criminal justice. Fun right! To be honest I’d never even thought of putting my crime love into a degree or a career, I just thought I was destined to be the weird kid at the party that actually gets enjoyment from spouting endless gory facts about some really, really fucked up shit. I also did that whole dumb thing of “Well I’m super, SUPER interested in the human brain and all aspects of psychology and how it works and even the physical brain like neuroscience and stuff but oh no way I couldn't study it I'm nowhere near smart enough for that stuff” WHAT THE FUCK! THATS SUCH BULLSHIT! Heads up whoever the heck ends up reading this- if this is regularly your answer to stuff- you're wrong! Have a little faith in yourself and fuck anyone who tells you otherwise and fuck anything that tries to get in your way! A little faith and you'll achieve good things.  Now one of the reasons I love Leo Season if because of the unwavering self confidence that usually comes with it. Don't get me wrong I'm still probably the most insecure person you’ll ever meet but during Leo Season there's just this BOOST that happens and suddenly I feel like my real personality starts to actually shine on through. That pink loving, should-have -grown-up-in-the-80′s gal comes out and I feel like the girl having fun who inspired Cyndi to write that song I love oh so much. For example, one night I got super dressed up in my fav very 80s outfit, threw on my favourite over embellished oxfords, some dramatic lightening bolt earrings and I took myself on a date to see the gorgeous Sigourney Weaver in Aliens. Later that night I decide that I loved my own company and my own idea of fun so much that I changed the notes on my dating profile that essentially stated ‘don't bother if you're not this great’ and included a rule about must being willing to sit though endless horror, cult classics and literally anything Winona Ryder has ever starred in. A few days later I recieved a message “But what's your favourite Winona film?” which as it turns out came from the most amazing, generous, funny, gorgeous, sweetest, most perfect, most brilliant, most caring, most phenomenal girl in the entire history, ever was ever will be. 2 months later we moved in together.  Leo Season man! It really does it to ya!  So anywaaaaaays. Here I am, a year later, enjoying the first days of the seasonal change and getting ready to conquer some great shit and doing it all looking great wearing the most amazing, tackiest 80s loving shit. I didn't realise I could talk this much about myself and honestly I haven't even finished! We still have to cover all my interest - id say like 5 essays per interest, and LORD HELP YOU when we start talking politics cause baby I got some shit. to. say.  But I guess all of this will do for now. Talk soon x 
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