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protagonist-art · 7 months
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redesigned creek cuz im sick of feeling rage every time i see him
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emily-mooon · 6 months
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✨Sparks in the Club✨
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coulrology · 1 year
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Some OC fusions with @stormvanari, CaptShowtime, @clonecircus, and Batsvrie from Twitter 🫰
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so many jons and so little time <3
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lemongogo · 10 months
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i need 2 stop drawing static stuff . white bg . front facing pose. <will do it again
#i looked thru my media tab 2day .horrific#WHERES THA PURPOSEEEE E#there doesnt have 2 be any . of coursies .#but thats smt i want to work on rly hard T_T 2024!!!!!!!!!#smth smth reflection but i am happy with what ive done in 2023#definitely havent finished as many things as id hoped but thats okay.kind of touched on it w that one trgn comp a few months ago#but i tried 2 be more confident in areas i wasnt so sure abt before and it paid off in a way that im happy with T__T❤️#like despite all my gloom & burnout and artblock . i had a lot of fun . and im rly fortunate that ive been able to meet the nicest ppl#through it T__T#idk what jm talking abt anymore but j think . i am happy w the direction im headed in and i just need to work harder now on variability#and concept and composition. not rly sure where to start but i think compiling some of my favs in a single place#and studying them will help. :3.. AND NOT GIVING UP A SKETCH IF ITS FRUSTRATING ATM😭😭😭😭#some of them ..that one w meryl and vash . i ould not for the life of me figure out and i was like soo done w it#but then i was likeno OK just do it who cares . and then i found a workflow that worked and it WAS SOO MUCH FUNNN AND I STILL RLY LOVE HOW#IT TURNED OUTTT ..#and the one w knives . the beautiful universe one . i rmbr being so annoyed by a similar attempt that inwas lkke fuck it im just gna use the#biggest brush ever and play arnd with stuff bc its not gna see the light of day and fhen j agonized abt sharing it and everyone WAS SOOO#NICE TO ME !!&2&2 LIKEEE it was one of my earliest trgn pieces so kind of new 2 da scene and lkke . idk man it helped me enjoy my art from#an outside perspective after struggling w the doubt and its now one of my favorites ever too …#ORRR .. the vash and wolfwood one w the silly blue sky bg .. the textures were so mindless and fun#or the elendira . SOOO MANY FUN ELENDIRAS.. the perspective nail gun one is still a fav bc i shy away from perspective bc its hard as shit#but it worked out and i luv it tew .#sory anyways . very happy. and thankful^__^ ik when j post stuff like URRG MY ART!!!it mostly jst comes from .like GAAH want 2 push myself#harder bc i know itll be fun once i get 2 where im going T_T#anyways if u got 2 this point u r lkterally angel my angelll~ hamtaro pic#tys
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marsbotz · 3 months
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i have to wait an extra week and a half to wathc dm4 than the us I HATE IT HERE HELL COUNTRY
#its fridayyyyy tho so depending on my shift i can either watch it that day or the next :]#the reviews atm r very middling but so are the reviews for the firat 2 which IMO r divine works of art#IM SCAREDDDD TBH i think most likely i will come away annoyed. the trailer isnt giving me crazyyyy high hopes butttt#it cld surprise me.#i find it strange that theyre kinda mixing the gadgets part of minions 1 w the transformation part of both dm2 and rog. gimmick alerta#i havemt gone out of my way to look at promos etc bc i end up spoiling myself but i like the new girl thats w gru in the honey badger scene#with the cat. VERY CUTE#the villains look fun too. always glad to have more gay freak villains (SERIOUS)#balthazar u wereeeee the blueprint. WAIT NO SORRY. scarlet and herb.#whatever man rog was kinda mid and still had me jumping up and down and giggling kicking my feet#tbfh i like illuminations animation BUTTTT i think it can be a little bit much for gru at times now. noticed this in 3#they make him a little tooooo goofy for my personal tastes. but its whatever#hopefully nefario comes back from the war 💔 missed him#unfortunately suffering from the sequel disease where they keep having to sideline old characters to make way for new ones#massively noticed in 3.#also side note but i still wish nefario had more of a role in rog….. thr found family cld have been insane#i remember seeing bts stuff mentioning him being like. in place of wk which i wishhhh was the case. no hate to wk but i feel his plot becam#pointless the second they pussied out of his death#tsk….. what could have been.#whatever we still got kill bill minions its ok
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emdotcom · 6 months
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I have a wild, new, & bold suggestion for a tumblr feature:
When a tag is recommended or trending. & It previews some posts IN that tag, (showing you thumbnails of art, for instance,) then maybe.
Clicking on that post. Should show you that fucking post.
#em.txt#i use mobile so maybe it's not liek this on desktop#the number of times a trending tab will preview some fire art i cannot find has built this hatred in me#the weird thing is clicking a different preview WILL take you into a different part of the tag/jumble the order#like very consistently you click post A & it shows you posts 1 then 2 then 3#& then you click post B & it shows you 2 then 1 then 3 & clicking A again still has that 1-2-3 order#but for some reason clicking the posts does NOT show you the post you clicked#it's frustrating because like.#you're using trending as a thing to showcase yes? here's what people are talking about!#here's the current news/interests! & here's some of the big posts in that current happening!#& the majority of those tend to be like art or memes that people madr#so if you're using their shit in your broadcast i would enjoy to be able to FIND THEIR SHIT.#am i being unfair & a bitch? yes. but i was actually going to be way meaner about this#which is not an excuse at all. i know i am being vile. i do not care atm.#because yeah i am the type of person who gets mad when I can't find the artists responsible for fire stuff#if i enjoyed their art i might look at their other stuff & enjoy that too & rb & maybe follow#& then maybe my followers also do the same#but here the art is being used to pad out the trending tab but isn't being appropriately linked to#meaning it makes the trendings look good but the artist is lost while their works are still used#& that already happens enough.#i have been pissed for years at this
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cats-thoughts · 2 years
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o/ 69 lol
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Give Us A Little Love - Fallulah
Ah yes time for what I have titled: Found Family <3 because sometimes a family is a young child and the 15 or so eldritch abominations living in the woods <3
tw: mentioned child abuse, implied body horror, general horror ig, wow i just keep writing stories abt rlly fucked up premises huh.
It's another time, it's another day
He stares out the window at the woods, shotgun at his side doing nothing to comfort him. That Thing tanked a shot like nothing happened.
Numbers they are new, but it's all the same
He'd lie to himself, say he was safe as long as he stayed out of the woods, but he knew he wasn't. It's visited him before. Leaning down to peer through his window at him. Tapping on the glass with long, razor sharp claws.
Running from yourself, it will never change
He should have never approved that grant, those experiments. He'd thought no one would notice. No one cared about the kids anyways. People went missing in the woods all the time. Some street rats disappearing wouldn't even raise an eyebrow. And it was a good deal for him- allow some tests and he gets to be sheriff, rule the town and be exempt from laws. Complete power for the price of a few lives? Anyone would take it.
If you try you could die
He should have known the brats were too stubborn to die. And now his son was missing, too. Whatever. Wasn't like the little shit did anything except bother him, anyways. Probably wandered off into the woods that afternoon. Stay Gone and get ate by the other freaks, for all he cared.
Give us a little love, give us a little love
It stares down at the young child, head tilting. The child stares up at it, then giggles, waving, stuffed bear clutched in one hand. It crouches, aching bones creaking, reaching a careful claw out. The child grabs it, tiny hand curling around the vague approximation of a finger.
We never had enough, we never had enough
It hums pleasantly, leading the young child further into the woods, where its other kids waited. Rere does like looking after kids. Maybe they can ask the child about the bruise forming on their cheek, or if they need help getting home. Maybe they'll want to stay.
Give us a little love, give us a little love
The new sheriff stares out at the woods as she finishes unpacking her things in the office. The old sheriff quit in hysterics after returning from a failed search party- some teens went missing, the other two returning screaming all hell about monsters taller than trees. He was the only one to return from the search party. His son also went missing recently, and she wants to look into some previous disappearances of orphaned children about a decade ago, back when he first became sheriff. She sighs and starts going home. She's got lots of work to do.
We never had enough, we never had enough
Two glowing white eyes watch her unnoticed from the woods, great antlers rising high above the trees.
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invidiatechdemo · 2 years
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i don't have new art so have my really messy hoder sketches back from when i was trying to figure out how to draw her. also, bragi, i guess.
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first game to earn a hoderbillion dollars
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crest-of-gautier · 27 days
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i probably have lots of epic and swag clips of me playing splatoon 3 however i keep forgetting to rewatch them or compile them so this account's collected a lot of dust 🙈 but at least i am having fun with art?! <- guy who's mostly been drawing
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littlestpersimmon · 4 months
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We are a big, extended family (asian). But I have opened up about a recently deceased family member who routinely did csa on me for years and years, ans the reaction of my family was very misogynistic (I am a transgender man who is not out) and callous. I am heartbroken, and in danger of homelessness again. I have recently escaped homelessness 5 years ago after being homeless ever since I was 15 (numbers are blurry). And my greatest fear is being homeless again.
I am very sorry for the upsetting post. If anyone with the right resources could please help me have some footing, I'd deeply appreciate it.
I have around 300 + exclusive drawings on patreon, it's only a dollar a month, and I post 3-7 new drawings to it every month
I have a print shop here, come and pick some up, please
And I have a tipping jar here, where you can send me direct tips if you guys would like / I also occasionally open commissions.
Thank you.. I have three jobs atm.. and trying to focus has been hard, I feel like I am moving mountains just trying to stay afloat. I just want to live.
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maplesyrupsainz · 2 months
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˖⁺。˚⋆˙under their wings | OB87˖⁺。˚⋆˙
pairing: ollie bearman x fem y/n reader (she/her)
genre: social media au, established relationship
warnings: 2025 grid, teen reader (18)
summary: in which your taken under the wings of the other wags during your first half season as the youngest wag in the paddock 💓
a/n: loveeee this request omg had to write it straight away!! kind of short but think it fits :)
request!!!: smau fic set in 2025 in which ollie bearmans gf is quite young like 18/19 and people just react to how young the two of them are compared to the other drivers and wags?? like her hanging out with kika and alex and people just thinking it’s very cute they’re taking her under their wing ❤️
my masterlist
fc: agathe renou
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olliebearman 📍 melbourne
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olliebearman in the points for the first race of the season! 😎
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user1 omgggg i alr love the 2025 season
user2 same i love having ollie on the grid fr
user3 so cute is that his gf on the last slide
estebanocon a great first race!
olliebearman a true pleasure :)
charles_leclerc congratulations ollie ❤️
olliebearman thanks father🥹
alexandrasaintmleux 😂
user4 so obsessed with them
user5 the other drivers r all so sweet to ollie 🥺
oscarpiastri what a first race of the season!
olliebearman means too much 🤍
landonorris congrats!! keep pushing 👊
olliebearman 'preciate it 🔥
yourusername 🥹soso proud of u
olliebearman couldnt do it without you x
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yourusername 🦒 we've been travelling!!
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user11 ppl who r new to ollie & y/n, welcome 😎
lilymhe your hair is everyyyyythingggg !!
yourusername im blushing soso badly
francisca.cgomes u little beauty <3
yourusername 🥹🥹
alexandrasaintmleux the cutest!!!
yourusername lyyy
user12 omg the wags r so sweet
user13 omg squealing at all the wags
user14 it's too cute omg
charles_leclerc is that toffee the giraffe?
yourusername yea omg lolll embarrassing much
charles_leclerc embarrassing?! do you know who you're talking to 🤔
olliebearman true
alexandrasaintmleux yup
user15 HAHAH this is so cute & funny
user16 toffee the giraffe omg im obsessed
olliebearman love my favs!!
yourusername kisses from me & toffee :))
user17 too adorable 😭
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f1wagupdates every time ollie bearman's girlfriend y/n y/l/n has been seen out in public with other f1 wags!
1. y/n out shopping with pierre gasly's girlfriend & model, kika gomes!
2. y/n seen for lunch with carlos sainz's wag & model, rebecca donaldson
3. y/n seen out in nyc with alex albon's girlfriend and golfer, lily muni he
4. y/n seen out again with kika gomes and alexandra saint mleux, charles leclerc's model & art enthusiast girlfriend ❤️
tagged: yourusername, francisca.cgomes, iamrebeccad, lilymhe, alexandrasaintmleux
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user18 omg i love themmmm
user19 this is jus the sweetest thing
user20 i love how they've taken her under their wing!!
user21 fr coz she must've been so nervous in the f1 paddock especially coz she's soo young
user22 fr i feel like there's barely any super young drivers on the grid atm for her & ollie to bond with
user23 literally omg it's so sweet of the wags <3
user24 how old is y/n?
user25 18 🥹
user26 oh to be y/n
user27 built in besties 😭
user28 i'd kill to be in the paddock with this wag lineup
user29 fr it's so iconic
user30 y/n & ollie being the grid babies and everyone adopting them is so personal to meeee
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alexandrasaintmleux aww our lil babies 🥹💓
yourusername 😂 you & charles are taking the parent thing very literal
alexandrasaintmleux it's a very important job!
olliebearman love you baby
yourusername i love uuu
user32 me when omg
user33 goals much
landonorris he's such a simp
yourusername dont be a meanie lando!!
landonorris my bad. it's my natural instinct
yourusername i know but dont u worry ur little head! ur getting better 😇
olliebearman
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olliebearman little life update
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user34 toffee!!!
user35 toffee & y/n appearances <33
user36 cant expect much else from an ollie post 😂
user37 true
arthur_leclerc catch up during summer break? 😎
olliebearman yes definitely ! 👍
francisca.cgomes the y/n pic did not disappoint!
olliebearman 😂 you guys are in love with my girl!
alexandrasaintmleux not true we can just appreciate true art :)
yourusername oh guys ur making me blush
olliebearman your beauty transcends language
yourusername ???
olliebearman nvm. charles told me to put that
alexandrasaintmleux 😂😂😂
user38 LOLLLL omg charles leclerc rizz
user39 i love these 2 😭
estebanocon what a season so far
olliebearman 🕺
user40 hahahaha love them
yourusername posted a story
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lilymhe i hear you girl 😴
yourusername need ollie to myself for once 😂
lilymhe literallyyyyy! f1 is exhausting!
alexandrasaintmleux same i can't go through border control again i might breakdown
yourusername yup. like ask me my reason for travelling one more time 👊
alexandrasaintmleux 😂😂😂
user41 so gorgeous
user42 ur glowinggg
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user43 we'll miss u during break!!
olliebearman can't wait to spend summer with you my loveee 🥰
yourusername a well deserved rest baby 💓
yourusername 📍 hungary
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yourusername that's that done (for now) 🥰
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estebanocon so great having you in the garage this season!
yourusername thanks for making us feel so welcome estie 🥹
user44 too cute
user45 she's too stunning wow
lilymhe once again, your hair 😻
yourusername 🙈
charles_leclerc im sure we'll be seeing you both during the break
yourusername i imagine so 😇
carlossainz55 here's to summer break 🥂
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francisca.cgomes 😘 im sure me & pierre will find u in europe this summer
yourusername oh 100% 💓
user46 she's made so many friends it's adorable 🥹🥹🥹
user47 ily y/n i wish i was uuuu
user48 my fav wag fr
user49 same she's won my heart so fast
olliebearman will be a summer to remember im sure ❤️ love you so much
yourusername ☀️ i love you!!
THE END 🤍
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pillarofna · 7 months
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poll for engagement please reblog
my last post died completely again, so i’m remaking it. i was $400 away from my last goal and my bills keep piling up on my credit card.
hi i’m dylan a disabled trans person who is $12,000 in debt. i was (wrongfully) fired for putting in my two weeks a while back, and have only been able to doordash (usually completely booked out, i’m lucky to get 3 hours a week) due to a leg injury and disability.
my current goal is to get under $1,000 balance on my credit card, current balance is at $1,576 and my car payment and insurance (~275 total) is going to go through in a week. so that being said my new goal is $850 just to try and get out of this hole of debt. obviously i am not going to ask for $12k but literally anything helps at the moment. i’m really fucked and all i can do atm is beg until my leg heals in a few weeks (knee sprain).
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i also have art commissions, and all 5 slots are currently open
p4ypal @ aidenallison , or click here
c4shapp $diabolicshrimp , or click here
v3nmo @ diabolicshrimp
thank you guys so much for your continued help and support. 💙
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melled42 · 2 months
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COTL Ring of Devotion (ROD) au Masterpost
a patron suggested "ring of devotion" for my Ewen au, cause it shortens to ROD. honestly, based, we're going with that now
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List under cut, updated with new works
Character sheets/info (out of date atm)
Lamb and Narinder
Siblings
sozo
Experimenting, 2 3
Pre death Ewen
color scheme symbolism
Story
Welcome
"Why? (p1,2,3)
Flirting
Name Reveal
Two cats
Visiting the step kids
Clothes
Confession
First
Name Reveal part 2
Vulnerable (censored, uncensored on patreon 1$tier)
Cuddling
Proposals
Kill me
Ring part 1
"flirting with death"
Ring Part 2
Changes p1 p2
Distant p1 p2 3
Family p1 p2
Fun side things
Leshy Valentines day card
Easter
outfit swap
Cute
"hey chat"
eclipse
pissy
Jealous
passive aggressive
Image
flirting
voice
fuck tent
game style
don't get caught
slut era
fluffiest solider
outfits
bath
Art based off songs
rabbit hole
godish/world is mine
collared
booty shorts
Fun nsfw content (uncensored on patreon 1$ tier only)
Dream
Helping 1 2
smutlets
fanfic fanart
crown sex comic
bj
commission
Bell (child)
Character sheet
Extra character design
Fanart
Goat stuff
concept 1
concept 2
Fanart/Fanfic
unknownanomoly
neon-virus 2
midnightanxietytm 
fanofthelamb 2
novadoesartforfun 
owosa
Serving cunt (too many responses, check the reblogs for more art)
If you like what I do and want to support me making more of it, get things a week or more early, see wips and have access to uncensored content, consider supporting me on patreon
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pansyfemme · 11 months
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jude + he/him + twenty
art account: @fagboyfriend
music recs/indie pop uploads blog: @upforabit
i'm a trans, queer, and disabled art student, diehard indie-popper, colorfreak and amateur tboy appriciator from the east coast. i post about music and comics and art and my boyfriendddddd💖💖💖 and all my other favorite topics with frequency.
testimonals from real life jude pansyfemme friends on why i’m epic and you should follow me:
“jude is one of the sweetest people to ever grace this planet and one sexy motherfucker” - M, jude’s number one coffee shop buddy
“he’s just a little guy” - L, jude tolerator (and fan) since 2022
“you’re legally not allowed to be mean to him” - F, jude’s bestie for life maybe
“1# boyfriend. in the world. 💖” - you can probably guess this one
follow at ur own risk, i do not tag and i reblog nudity, sex jokes, discussions of kink or other things generally considered nsfw <3
putting a short faq under cut bc. i get the same questions a lot. check it before you ask about my icon or header or anything
faq:
Art blog/Commissions? @fagboyfriend is the blog. dm me and i can send you my professional portfolio site/organized portfolio/past commission work if you’re interested in commissions. closed for a little bit since im moving into college atm but still hmu if you have interest in originals ive posted or have a project you dont mind a few months waitlist on <3
How long have you been on T/How long have you been transitioning? I came out at 12 years old, started blockers at 14 and HRT later that same year, and had top surgery at 17, making me 5.5 years on t and 3 years post op, and transitioning/out for about eight years.
What’s your tagging system?/What does this tag mean? #Jude pansyfem irl is for selfies and ootds. #songposting is my now retired method for posting song links. (all new song links are now at @upforabit) #echo is the name of my boyfriend, it’s posts that remind me of him, my interactions with him, etc. (that tag is very lovey-dovey and really just for him to look through) other than that i don’t usually tag. you can expect untagged nudity and sex, at this point you have been warned twice so dont get on my ass about it 👍 my blog my rules
What show/game/comic is your icon from? its a cropped version of the album cover of the 1999 album “shake the pounce” by vancouver based twee pop band Gaze. It’s a favorite album of mine as well as just a cool little guy i like a lot
Where is your header from? a painting i did in gouache a year or two ago and thought would make a nifty header.
How do I refer to you/How do you identify? I’m a queer femme transgender man. I use he/him pronouns and masculine terms. i like many genders, i’m strictly t4t and primarily interested in men though. i enjoy femme/gnc gender presentation, but i do not identify as anything other than a binary ftm transgender person. I do not use they/them and have not at any point in recent history. referring to me as such is misgendering/degendering and will probably get you blocked like any other misgendering.
What compliments are okay? most are okay, masc or fem. so pretty, handsome, all thats good 👍 i am a taken man tho so if you flirt with me hard or dm me looking for pics or something you prob wont get much of a response.
What style are you wearing/where do you get your clothes? I originally identified as a decora boy, but i kinda do my own thing these days. I like bright color and clashing patterns and maximallism. I shop a variety of places, but a lot of my stuff is from Kei Collective and Candy Trap. All of my kandi and most of my jewlery is homemade.
What is Twee/Do you Make Music? Twee is a music genre I developed a special interest in a few years back. It's a style of indie pop that originated after the UK rise of the famous c86 compilation tape in the late eighties, and was developed with a focus on low-fidelity, diy sound combined with upbeat, bubblegum-y pop sentiments and a naive, childlike outlook. It's both cute and somewhat rough around the edges. I do not make music, and don’t hold any musical skill. I’m just a major fan.
Do you have a DNI? I haven't in a long time, due to it being pretty frequently ignored and my following count growing to the point i can't really control that anymore. I can and will block people, but i feel my opinions are made fairly clear through what I post here.
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ddejavvu · 11 months
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i was using Spotify and I realized how u could see what ur friends are listening to atm on there and it would be so fun to have hotch discover this, and be surprised that the reader is listening to songs like “or nah” or j any explicit songs like that and is into it😋 could lead into something more like playing that song while they’re doing it later on
OKAY THANK YOU LOVE UR WRITING!!!
i love you! i just left this vague and open to whatever song you want to insert!
this post is 18+, minors dni.
Being Spotify friends with Aaron Hotchner only came about because of Penelope's insistence on team bonding. And because she wanted to send everyone the personalized playlists she'd made for them, and sharing became much easier that way.
All it's yielded for you is the knowledge that, very infrequently, Hotch remembers he has a music app on his phone, and that he plays 2-3 Beatles songs before he inevitably gets called to another task and has to shut off the music.
Aaron is even less frequently informed of your tastes in music than you are of his, because the few times that he's used the app, he forgets to check what the other members of the team are listening to. Not that he really cares; Spencer's listening to classical and Derek has too-loud EDM playing in his headphones that Savannah teases him for. Rossi prefers records to his phone, and JJ plays mainly kids' songs for her boys. Emily is always listening to some mid-2000's rock song, but you, you he hasn't gotten a read on. You're all over the place, switching from singer to singer, genre to genre, language to language. All in all, his team's music taste doesn't affect him, but Penelope is far more eager to snoop on you all than he is.
"Ooh, nasty girl," She gushes, head bent to look at her phone as she waits in Aaron's office. He'd instructed her to let him have five minutes to finish a report before she briefed him on a new case's details, but she's proving very distracting. With a glance up at her, half-scathing, half-incredulous, he asks, 'What?'
"Oh! Y/N's Spotify," She holds out her phone as explanation, showcasing your profile with unfamiliar album art displayed over it. It's black and red, but Aaron doesn't recognize the song or the artist.
He raises an eyebrow at Penelope, and she huffily gives into his demand.
"It's a song about sex," She informs him, "Like- feral, sweaty, hungry, clawing-at-the-sheets, scratching-up-his-back, mouth-open-so-he-"
"Alright! Enough," Hotch snaps, glaring disapprovingly at her rather vulgar language, "I think I get the picture, Garcia."
"Sorry, sir." She looks only mildly sheepish, talking more to herself than she is to him as she muses, "Didn't know she was into that kind of thing."
Aaron doesn't think about the title of the song again until well after Penelope's gone, and he's taking his lunch alone in his office. He's more a fan of songs that, if they are about sex, don't outwardly mention any vulgarity, and he's not sure if he could handle explicit material being spewed at loud volumes directly into his ear. Call it morbid curiosity, call it Disapproving Boss Syndrome, but he fishes near-new headphones out of his desk drawer to find out what you've been listening to while filling out government paperwork all day.
He has the good sense to look it up on youtube without logging in. He doesn't want this attached to him in any way, and he certainly doesn't want eagle-eyed Penelope catching him on Spotify.
The beginning of the song seizes the ear right away, a unique beat that definitely doesn't sound sexually appealing. But when each different instrument filters in and the lyrics begin, he realizes that Penelope's description was not very far off.
It's filthy.
It's twenty kinds of vulgar, words that he's never even heard before being used to refer to genitalia. The only way he figures out their definitions is through context, and he thinks he may have been better off without knowing them. He's floored by the contents of the song; he knows sexual songs exist, even at this level of vulgarity, but he'd have never expected you to indulge in them. Certainly not in the workplace.
The song finishes out at three minutes and nine seconds, and Hotch feels a slight heat to his face as he unplugs his headphones and closes the tab. No one had caught him, but he feels mortified anyways, and decides he no longer has an appetite.
He puts the lid back onto the container of leftover pasta that he'd brought from home, keeping his head down as he treks to the kitchenette to refrigerate it.
Of course, his luck fails him as he nearly bumps into you, rounding the corner to the small, closed-off kitchen and finding you in front of the microwave in the doorway.
"Oh! Sorry, Hotch." You laugh, stepping out of his way to let him through. He notices an earbud in your ear and pushes away the knowledge of what song you're probably listening to, heading for the fridge instead.
"It's fine." He grumbles, electing to stay silent for the rest of your impromptu meeting if he can manage. He feels slightly guilty for being cold towards you, because it was his own curiosity that led to his embarrassment, but he can't look you in the eyes right now.
You see fit to fill the awkward silence with the tapping of your nails on the counter, and with a jolt of recognition, and something else far more intense below the belt, he realizes that you're tapping out the beat of the song.
He ignores your sharp gasp as he slams the refrigerator door perhaps a tad too hard. He doesn't have time to feel bad about startling you, though, not when he so desperately needs to be back in the confines of his office, away from the prying eyes of the team.
His sharp memory comes in handy as he calls upon the name of the song later that night, pretending to himself that he's only doing it because it's been stuck in his head. Not because every time he thinks of it, or rather, of you listening to it, his pants tighten slightly. He chooses youtube first, but something drags his thumb towards the spotify button instead, and he swallows the saliva that's suddenly pooled in his mouth when his suspicions are confirmed: you're listening to it, too.
At eleven-thirty at night, probably beneath the covers on your bed just like Aaron is, you're listening to a song about sex, and as he sinks a hand beneath the waistband of his pajama pants, he knows without a doubt that you're doing the same.
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