#i just dont know how to pace things
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talking to normal people about mha is always so enlightening because someone told me they didn't like season six and i was like???? THE BIBLE??????? YOU DONT LIKE THE BIBLE??? BAKUGOU KATSUKI RISING?? THE APOLOGY??? THE CHASING AFTER HIM TO FIGHT SHIGARAKI, THE REVEAL KATSUKI HAS BEEN WORRIED ABOUT IZUKU, IZUKU'S FERAL RAGE WHEN KATSUKI IS STABBED, KATSUKI BEING THE ONE TO FIND IZUKU AND THEN THE ONE TO BRING HIM HOME??? YOU DONT ENJOY THE SACRED TEXTS?? and then i'm like oh right not everyone is a fujoshi high on that sweet, sweet bkdk yaoi
#bkdk#bakudeku#it took all of my willpower not to be like my brother in christ i'm a fujo i'm gonna like anything that bkdk appears in#i'm not here for the powerscaling or the pacing or if they should be third years#i tried to say it like “oh lol i know everything that's gonna happen hhaha i am one of the crazies who stays up for leaks”#but i wanted to be like listen man i'm really only here for the homoeroticism idc about whatever it is youre talking about#not that i dont love mha as a whole i think it's got such a fun sandbox world and cast#it just feels like someone being like omg tell me if that new restaurant is good#and i'm like what the fuck i'm in the kitchen doing cocaine with the cooks#i was a waitress i'm allowed to say this#like we are not consuming the same thing#i'm in the goddamn trenches my emotional state depends on how homoerotic mha is gonna be#i'm in the deep underbelly of bkdk hands and soulmates and yearning i dont even know what you're talking about#i like mha an annoying amount#i wanted to be like remember when i came into work skipping and singing that was because we got bkdk sunset/ptsd scene#i'm a little freak goblin dont ask me if it's good i dont care that it's good I CARE THAT ITS MINE but also fuck you its good#it's the best fuck off if you dont like it you arent worthy of it#hori this is why you should give in and make bkdk canon the fujos are the ones who really love you
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i was gonna say that the scene where shadow and batman talk about their backstories has "this is where i watched my parents die raphael" energy but then i remembered that that was also batman who said that
#also funny how maria hasnt been mentioned or referenced at all for the entirety of idw sonic's run as far as i remember#but then batman shows up and gets shadow to talk about her immediately . hes just that powerful i guess#(well this comic isnt really part of idw sonic . its published by dc. but still. its a sonic comic with some of the idw team working on it)#personally i feel like shadow opened up a bit quickly there but like#dont they only have like 4 issues to tell this whole story obviously its gonna be a bit fast paced#and they also probably feel the need to explain things and who the characters are and why certain characters are paired up#since. theres probably gonna be dc fans who know nothing about sonic and vice versa reading this#and its also not really that deep its just a fun crossover#so whatever. i dont care that much#dc x sonic#dc x sonic spoilers#idk whta tags to use
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I have plans



#IVE BEEN PLANNING THIS COMIC FOR A WEEK ER TWO BUT HAVE BEEN PUTTING IT OFF#CAUSE DIALOGUE IS SO HARD!!!!#But as you can see ive improved at a rapid pace#btw its not gonna be a caine and kinger shipping thing#or a dad kinger thing#just#them#because i love them<3#but I thought that line was very funny…#also Caine get the fuck off of Queenies side of the bed- er- pillow fort#idk how many pages itll be or how long itll go on for but ive got a lot of ideas with the#concept so…we’ll see#I also dont know how finished each page will be#just ‘comprehensable’#I JUST WANTED TO SHOW THE FIRST PAGE CAUSE IM REALLY EXCITED…#anywho wish me luck on getting more than 4 pages done :D#TADC#TADC comic#Caine#Kinger#Tadc kinger#tadc caine#Tadc caine and kinger#we love the crazy guys that forget shit constantly#the circus ogs#if you will#i want them to be friends/talk in the show more than once so fucking bad#GOOSEWORX PLEASEEE GOOSEWORX
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No bc this irks me. It's the PRINCIPLE of the thing at this point.
Why all the people who were out here anticipating season 3 of Bridgerton and saying "I hope Penelope makes Colin work for it" and "I wanna see him on his hands and knees begging for her to forgive him" or "I want him to confess his love and for her to initially reject him" suddenly so QUIET now???
Where did y'all GO???
And I'm not talking to the girlies (gn) who read the book. I have a different bone to pick with y'all 🫵🫵🫵 about how you let us get our hopes up
Rn it's about the friends-to-unrequited-love-to-lovers enjoyers who suddenly ✨ DONT HAVE MY FUCKIN BACK ✨ and were won over by one (1) singular scene. It takes only the one (1) risque moment and suddenly you don't want "she fell first, he fell harder" x "what you needed was in front of you the whole time" done CORRECTLY and you've left me to myself SCREAMING
#i cannot be the only one not only dissatisfied with#1) how things played out#but also dissatisfied with#2) how little screen time the MAIN COUPLE is getting in THEIR OWN season#i know its hard to follow up not only Daphne/Simon and Kate/Anthony but ALSO Charlotte/George#but cmonnnnnn#all that buildup for this relationship for TWO whole seasons just for this payoff???#it's not giving#the season is lacking#in many different ways that i could definitely go into in another post like: wardrobe dialogue pacing EDITING#ugh#i get why people are eating it up tho and i get why people like it#and dont get me wrong i LIKE it#but the cinephile in me is SCREAMING#Bridgerton#bridgerton season 3#polin#colin bridgerton#penelope featherington#colin x penelope#~°•*bridgerton#~°•*andy rants
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you know, i always find it really funny when dudebros complain about syndicate and odyssey being too "jokey" or not "taking its characters seriously" or whatever…
like, did y'all collectively sleep through "it's-a me, mario!", "i meant besides vaginas", ezio inventing the latte, bartolomeo's... just... *gestures vaguely* entire character, etc?
like, it's fine to have preferences of course, i myself prefer a more serious and grounded tone, but these are usually the same people who tout the ezio trilogy as "peak assassin's creed", call ac1 a glorified tech demo and hate on connor for being "too serious and boring", like? make it make sense!
#asscreed#ac syndicate#ac odyssey#dont get me wrong#i do have problems with syndicate and even more so with odyssey#but it's not the tone lol#honestly i think kassandra is the protagonist that's the most similar to ezio if you really think about it#but bc she's a woman she's suddenly 'overpowered' and 'unrealistic'#yall don't remember the insane things that ezio survives in revelations do you#speaking of which#been replaying the ezio games lately#and i have something to confess...... i really don't think ac2 is good#ac brotherhood was a BIG improvement#in terms of story pacing for one (none of those insane unmotivated time jumps... well aside from the strange montage at the end)#and the characters are a lot more fleshed out (probably bc there aren't like 20 of them)#and the handling of female characters is MUCH less egregious#maybe bc there's only really claudia and caterina left LOL#lucrezia is a little annoying i guess... but she gets a pass bc she's cesare's sister and really they're the same kind of crazy lol#and hey we actually get to see how dangerous sex work can be and how it's not just a way for sexy nuns to give inner peace to men#even cristina gets fleshed out!#and i like that we get so see ezio being a little bit of a selfish prick in her missions#and making bad decisions in interpersonal relationships#at least i THINK that's what we're supposed to take away from it... but who knows maybe it's just supposed to be a tragic love story...#i hope not.... i hope the player IS supposed to think that ezio's treatment of her is bad. otherwise.... :/#sorry for rambling#guess im just kinda surprised by how much i enjoyed brotherhood#it had been a long time since i last played it#also the modern day is really good!#that you can talk so much to everyone and also being able to read their emails and the mundane banter... idk i just think its neat :)
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i wish this fic would write itself
#ramble incoming#im hitting a bit a rough terrain#i basically know where i want it to go and how id like it to end but for the sake of pacing im trying to write in more scenes for the sake#of development .. and i do think i could make it cute enough that it wont be seen like a waste of time.. but ughhh#i want it to be finished haha i dont believe im close.#ive written over 30k at this point and im planning on this story taking place over a year and were like in june territory and im planning a#climax in the next years summer.. the second year will probably be written less extensively.. at least up until the summer...#im also planning on writing some post getting together cuz this is an aro fic and a just in the nature of these characters there has to be#lot of healthy communication. if im writing this long of a burn then im not gonna neglect the actual relationship part.. this story isnt#just about the story of them ending up together. its mostly a story of terus growth. and then we see how mob plays into it :^)#but yeah i really really hope ill finish it. at SOME point cuz i wanna share!!! and i know posting an unfinished work is better than#scrapping the whole thing but im not sure if my guilt would even let me do that much.#rn i think im focusing on the upcoming trmb week so i can think of that as a break...#i just wish i could share hahaha#ok bye
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me when i want to accept writing commissions vs the depression thats been eating me inside and out
#i like#offered comms once#but now i have venmo and i know how to use it#but like#if i opened them back up i just#i dont know if id even have the motivation to write anyway#not to just traumadump in the tags lol but everythings felt so difficult lately#i feel so empty and not real#every day i struggle with the intense urge to just delete everything ive ever written#every account i own#and just disappear forever#and like. im not good at making connections with people?#so even though ive spiraled into another pit of isolation ive had one person check on me and it was my bf who i talk to every day anyway#and honestly i think the reason im typing this here even though its very tmi is because like#i just need to get stuff out? because maybe getting stuff out will like#help#but i dont know if it will#i started going back to therapy but i dont even know if thatll help#writing is hard#getting up in the morning is hard#breathing is hard#everything just feels so hard and i feel like i have no energy to do anything ever#and its felt like that for months and months but its getting worse as time goes on#anyway uh#im trying not to take my hiatus until february#but i havent been able to write anything in like two weeks#so maybe i wont be able to keep to my super awesome posting schedule and will instead go back to posting things sporadically as i finishthe#which wasnt often nor paced#and typically the thing that keeps me writing is praise (which is unhealthy ik) but uh. ive not been getting a lot of that so its just like#i dont know. sorry
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Speaking of replaying things...got it in my head recently about maybe playing Death Stranding for a second time. Played it through once a few years ago and didn't think I'd want to do it over again.
So last night I thought I'd watch some of a YT playthrough, see how I felt about it. And after about and hour or so, I stg I've oscillated back and forth between...
Oh hell yeah! I can remember there was a lot here I really liked that was enough for me to finish the whole thing the first time; and
Bluhhhhhhhhhhhhh I also remember why I haven't wanted to play it again until apparently now lol
...like 20 times.
#like fr watching the whole opening sequence with fragile and the bike crash i'm like yessss alright alright alright#and then the whole voidout sequence is demonstrably sick and id truly forgotten how awesome some of the major scenes are#and the actual PLAYING part of it was - to me - oh so satisfying and fun#the slow and deliberate preparation and planning for each trip#the BTs and the little detector thing you have are so cool and tense#but...then the two “Die-/Dead-” dudes show up and just will not evER SHUT UP and let you just play the f-ing game#every character other than sam is so gratingly and distractingly earnest with every word they speak#it's as if every character is an animatronic historic figure from a theme park ride#guy walks up to Sam the main character. Sam sees it's Diehardman. the screen says 'Diehardman'. Diehardman says “SAM...ITS DIEHARDMAN” x100#and my god all of the “if we rebuild ***AMERICA*** with YOUR help we can SAVE the WORLD” makes me want to vomit#the number of times they screech into your earpiece every 10 fucking paces to be like “SAM...” “SAM...” “SAM...”#and they keep saying “I know I don't need to tell you this but...”#then fucking DONT TELL ME#“...but the audience needs to know this..." even though you were fucking BORN in this world and are a ”seasoned pro“ as they refer to you#“SAM...don't forget. You can use LADDERS to climb both UP and DOWN. A pro like you MIGHT even be able to find OTHER uses.”#“SAM...the PRESIDENT wants to see you. Also remember: the president is YOUR MOM.”#SAM...I probably don't need to remind you but: DONT DIE:#and yet i still kindasorta want to play it again?#ugh i cannot decide lol
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Unironically, IS there anywhere to get a good beat-by-beat plot synopsis of the original Minecraft Diaries without watching it all the way through? I want to get a good idea of all the plot beats and characters and the general timeline to see about writing some fanfic, because the characters are living rent free in my brain, but I'm also like... VERY aware that it's a 2016 minecraft roleplay series... and I fear that I will ruin my own mental image of the series if I try to rewatch it all...
#i mostly loved the series as a kid bc of the concepts it dealt with#the reincarnation shit#laurence's struggle w shadow knight stuff#the lore and the dimensions and lady irene and just#i love shit like that#to this day#and now im a grown man#an english major who loves media analysis#and that makes it really fuckin hard to enjoy things 💀#so i wanted to see if theres a way to keep its fantasy ideas while shaking off the extra bits that dont go as well#(the 2016 youtube shenanigans; the pacing issues; some of the less sensical or useful plot bits)#bc i have a real passion for that vibe and that world and those characters#i have such huge ideas for how to make the themes so much more cohesive#but i wanna actually had a concrete idea what im working with#mcd#minecraft diaries#also for the record it doesnt have to be “”“”good“”“” to be GOOD. if you enjoy it then thats very good and im very glad#i very simply know that theres stuff there that i personally dislike
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i am once again going to go out of order, so i can knock out the smaller edits and take my time on the bigger ones d(>_・ )
#meow.#layouts usually take me the longest because of how many parts they have And because i get so easily caught on details lmao#but if i work on smaller things before big things i can work at a quicker pace#since i can easily do lots of small edits without loosing too much energy !!#i. dont know if that makes sense ( _ _) but working out of order is just somehow quicker lolol i hope you guys are okay with it
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Gbyfd was such a solid read, fully recommend if you are into horror/mystery, even more excited for the show and what things they change/add
That being said among the long list of things I want to see, please keep the fact that Singha wears reading glasses. Please
#they are going to change quite a bit i think. just character wise and pacing stuff#things that work well in a book but dont fully translate to a show#but also eeing how many things they change from pit babe does make me curious what else they could add#beginning the darin/sei relationship to make it romantic#also reading one part my main thought was “well Pavel is going to kill everyone with this”#also if they keep the tone of the book OOOOF thats going to be a scary watch AND I CANT WAIT#and i repeat. i need to know who is going to play King and Charn. for reasons#and this made me realize i do need to get back into horror because i miss it#gbyfd#goddess bless you from death
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I fucking hate being told multiply times a day at work just how slowly i work. Like sorry my bad i should just stop being disabled
#vent#i guess#delete later maybe#i loooove crying at work😁especially in front of manager#god that is so embarrassing#im genuinely trying as hard as i can#i have no fucking idea how others do it quicker and better. i dont fucking know#i never knew my entire fucking life why am i worse than my peers in literally everything#just leave me alone and let me do my thing in a pace i can#also to be clear im not officially diagnosed. but im working on it#why wasn't it sooner? as a child everyone just called me lazy and went with it#now i have to deal with it myself#also its not exactly work#more like a college practice#but the point is the same. gardener job is very exhausting#god i fucking hate everything#im not even sure if i want to continue with my degree#anyway.#im going to bed now
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me when im in a yearning competition and my opponent is frieren the series
#IM . (pacing) imnormal im normal#the way it wasn’t until himmels deaths that she actively tries to get to know people better#like she knew they wouldn’t live long . she keeps bringing up that theyll die far before death ever arrives to her#but . but#maybe it’s hitting .. oh. they truly won’t live long .#AND THE WAY SM OF HER FOCUSES ON MEMORY#she is flammes apprentice. her favorite spell is the same as hers was#that spell allowed her to meet himmel#which inspired him#an ouroboros of care …#AND VOLL DONT GET ME STARTED ON VOLL !!!!#the way she was like ? yes of course i still remember#and how he kept GOING for his promise . even if he said he cannot fully remember everything about her . when that was one of the things he#had actively mentioned …. to keep going for someone who is a fading word in history. in life.#to keep going bc your heart still aches for them#they’re always a piece of you#and you …. carry that . for as long as you can . bc that way . you know they were there some way#<- AND THE WAY HIMMEL HAS THE STATUES MADE FOR A RESODN OF THAT#we aren’t just a fairy tale — once upon a time we laughed and enjoyed each other company. once upon a time we stood by in battle#once upon a time …. once upon a time ………#UGHHHH IMMORTALITY AND KNOWING YOULL ALWAYS BE THE ONE WHO HAS TO SAY GOODBYE TO COUNTLESS ….#(sniffling) imso normal . by the way#AND THE WAY SERIE SAYS they’re engraved in my brain. like . yeagh . yeagh. she pretends but it still has a hold on her#you spend that much time together and you cannot remove it so easily without going — oh. and staring . oh#IM . normal .#uGHHH the voll and the sein and the himmel back to back almost broke me . whatEVERRRR im normal#lantern says stuff#(head in my hands) all these people do . is yearn ….
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the thing abt my oc world is time is different there like history bends to whatever suits the story or whatever im feelin . yeah yep. cobal and ermie have been pissing eachother off for 1000 years. yes theyve worn that style of clothing pretty much the whole time. i dont give a fuck idont give a damn. its my world SMILES
#i mean theres in world explanations but im not good at describing details#society advanced at a different pace or something#new guy world enviroment kinda supposed to have either a retro 90s or 2000s feel to it but its present day (if those are acc descript idk)#things are different i WISH i knew how to portray in detail with also nonserious cartoon machinations you gwim#like i know what i want but i dont know if any like aesthetics or eras of such and such are encompassing and also i cant tell shit from fuc#im just throwing words here i dont know
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#i was happy that i was having a pretty “healthy person” day#i ate breakfast i did chinese i did some other stuff that had to be done#i ate dinner i stretched i went on a walk and i read a bit of a paper about hanfu because of course#THIS IS A LOT#i dont remember when i had this productive day!!#probably during the finals when i have to lock in or die#and then my dumb ass started to think about how much other people do and lol#I still used like#maybe half of the day and the other half spent doing nothing#it's frustrating#it's frustrating that im progressing so slowly#i know i should advance in my own pace but i want to do so many things#there's so much beauty and fun and opportunities and they're all just... passing me#things I'll never be able to do because i was born myself#ANYWAYS#tw vent#i didnt think itll be one but it kinda went south hahahaha
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#aaaaaaa i rly know how to pick my interests huh#im watching sentinel again#its so funny its so funnnn#once again we got an ep with a new Sexy Mysterious Mystery woman whos just so sexy and mysterious#and im OBSESSED with these fucking. corny 90s fade to black slo-mo sex music with sparkle sound effects and cheesy synths we get#and obviously more background characters with one ear pierced#im getting fashion influenced tbh im gonna start wearing just one earring because of this stupid fucking show#its just. such a nothing show in the grand scheme of things i dont rly know who to talk to about it#i dont have anything profound to say about it i just find immense joy in watching these stupid repetitive episodes#my post#YES this is like my hundredth 'my post' about sentinel what of it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#all of them have these stupid corny one liners like all the time im gonna cry#im losing my MIND im trapped in a CAGE#its this🤏 close that ill just start pacing around my room talking about this stupid show out loud to myself#why??????????? i didnt choose this life#if heaven is real its just me getting to explain episode plots one after another
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