#i just gotta figure out a window to break out. buried alive inside my dreams but it was all a fake out.

[therevengeoffrankenstein]

the social anxiouser when it's time to be upfront with his emotions because he's being confronted about how he wrote a detached dissertation to avoid admitting in the first place that he was being genuine, earnest, and heartfelt for five moments.

[hum--hallelujah]

"I just gotta figure out a window to break out" heard that line and was liek THAT'S THE LINE LU LIKES

YES!!!!

[septembersghost]

when i look through photos saved on my camera roll

[rotisseries]

do you laugh about meeeee whenever i leaveeee? or do i just neeeed MORE THERAPYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

[cuppaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh]

BPD is like having the worst best friend in the world.

They'll promise to help and protect you from getting hurt, but they'll tell you things regardless of the truth, only from a flawed perception. They'll lie to you, even, warp your reality, gaslight you into believing something false. They'll let you know that it's better to just prevent people from hurting you before they even get the chance to, and that you're better off alone because no one can hurt you, no one can break your heart if you don't give them the opportunity to. And eventually you'll believe them, you genuinely think that it's not worth having anyone around, being vulnerable. You've been hurt before, you know what that's like, you don't want that to happen again, so sometimes you'll listen.

BPD is your closest friend and your worst enemy, they only want what's best for you, but counterintuitively want you in a permanent state of loneliness and pain, believing you can't be loved or cared for properly.

You become a porcupine, curled up, isolated from the world, sticking out spines that'll hurt everyone that tries to get close to you. You don't want to hurt them, you just want to protect yourself. But you just keep pushing them away. BPD wants you to be a porcupine.

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

take a knife and cut through the darkness castle-temp red wine but I make no plans and none can be broken, no plans and none can be broken remember us just like this forever but this can't last won't last so make no plans and none can be broken, no plans and none can be broken do you laugh about me whenever I leave or do I just need more therapy? love is in the air I just gotta figure out a window to break out, buried alive inside my dreams but it was all a fake-out I don't care I just gotta figure out a window to break out buried alive inside my dreams but it was all a fake-out, fake-out my moodboard is just pictures of you but I'm not sad anymore so make no plans and none can be broken, no plans and none can be broken but I didn't take the love when I had the chance but I swear I'm not sad anymore so make no plans and none can be broken, no plans and none can be broken do you laugh about me whenever I leave or do I just need more therapy love is in the air I just gotta figure out a window to break out, buried alive inside my dreams but it was all a fake-out, and I don't care I just gotta figure out a window to break out buried alive inside my dreams but it was all a fake-out, fake-out oh we all started off as shiny dimes but we all got flipped too many times; we did it for futures that never came and for pasts that we're never gonna change love is in the air I just gotta figure out a window to break out buried alive inside my dreams but it was all a fake-out, I don't care I just gotta figure out a window to break out, buried alive inside my dreams, but it was all a fake-out, fake-out

[eluvisen]

love is in the air, I just gotta figure out a window to break out buried alive inside my dreams

I got this beautiful commission of Nephien from @stellorc and I have no words to describe how much I love her, thank you so much 💕

[castletemprwine]

take a knife and cut through the darkness castle temp red wine but i make no plans and none can be broken no plans and none can be broken remember us just like this forever but this can't last won't last so make no plans and none can be broken no plans and none can be broken do you laugh about me whenever i leave or do i just need more therapy love is in the air i just gotta figure out a window to break out buried alive inside my dreams but it was all a fake out i don't care i just gotta figure out a window to break out buried alive inside my dreams but it was all a fake out fake out my moodboard is just pictures of you but i'm not sad anymore so make no plans and none can be broken no plans and none can be broken but i didn't take the love when i had the chance but i swear i'm not sad anymore so make no plans and none can be broken no plans and none can be broken do you laugh about me whenever i leave or do i still need more therapy love is in the air i just gotta figure out a window to break out buried alive inside my dreams but it was all a fake out i don't care i just gotta figure out a window to break out buried alive inside my dreams but it was all a fake out fake out oh we all started out as shiny dimes but we all got flipped too many times we did it for futures that never came and for pasts that we're never gonna change love is in the air i just gotta figure out a window to break out buried alive inside my dreams but it was all a fake out i don't care i just gotta figure out a window to break out buried alive inside my dreams but it was all a fake out fake out

[giggly-squiggily]

Hello! A todoshindeku prompt if they’re still open: Hitoshi is the tickle monster of their relationship and his favourite thing is to suddenly lightly tickle his boyfriends, while casually waking by, just to make them squek and jump

Oo, Todoshindeku! I like these three very much akjrjaejrkekjarjk Also tickle monstrer Hitoshi is such a vibe lols. I've gotcha covered, anon! :D

CW: Shinsou's quirk (Brainwashing)

Cloud 9 (Taglist):

@myreygn @thatbigbisexual29 @duckymcdoorknob @baby-tickles2022 @cupcake-spice13 @backy-san @nutzgunray-lvt

“‘Scuse me, coming through.” Shinsou mumbled softly as he squeezed by Midoriya, his hand coming to his lower back. On any other day he’d give him a little pat as he moved along, maybe even a friendly rub.

Today, he was feeling a bit more mischievous.

“Good morning-Ehehe!” The green haired hero jumped with a giggle when fingers slid to his waist, pressing in. Scrunching some, he turned to grab his boyfriend's hand, but Shinsou was already sliding away, coffee mug in hand.

Shaking his head he returned to his own breakfast, already knowing how today was gonna go.

~~~

“Shoto, can you help me?” Shinsou called out, pointing up at the shelf before them. On it sat a stray book, tipped over and hovering over the edge. The shelf was fairly tall- how or why they’d put any books up there was beyond Todoroki. “I can’t reach it.”

“We’re the same height- how do you think I’d be able to reach it?” Todoroki raised a brow but went to the task anyway, stretching his arms high and standing on his tiptoes. His fingers just barely brushed it’s spine-

“AH!” He squeaked, hands shooting down when fingers suddenly prodded his armpits. Turning with a flustered look, Shinsou only blinked at him.

“Just steadying you, babe.” He shrugged. Todoroki raised a brow before going to grab it again-

“AH! AHeheheha!” He burst into giggles when the fingers against his armpits moved once more, more deliberate this time. “Lihhahahahhar! Yohoohoohu’re tiihihihihickling mehehhehehe!”

“What? How rude- I’m just trying to help you.” Shinsou tsked in mock offense, stopping his tickles once more. “The audacity to say I’d do that.”

“AHehe…hehehe…” Todoroki rolled his eyes as he stretched out once more, his hand flattening over the book. “Got i-EHEHHEEHEHE!” He flailed when his armpits were tickled a third time, crashing into Shinsou’s chest. The book went tumbling as they fell to the ground.

“Pfft-you good?” The purple haired hero asked, laughing as Todoroki slumped, suddenly very tired. “Thanks babe.” He leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to Todoroki’s forehead before scooting away.

It was only after he was gone Todoroki realized he left behind the book.

~~~

Midoriya was in a total state of bliss.

Headphones on and blasting in his ears, he danced around his room, broom in hand as he shook and shimmied, singing along to the upbeat songs. “Love is in the air, I just gotta figure out a window to break out-”

Shinsou was struggling not to laugh as he watched his boyfriend use his broom as a guitar, head banging as he howled out the words. It was so rare to see this side of him- he almost didn’t go through with his mischief.

“And I don’t care, I just gotta figure out a window to break out, buried alive inside my dreams but it was all a fake out, fake-AHH!”

Almost.

“What? Don’t stop- I want to hear the rest!” Shinsou laughed, fingers tapping over Midoriya’ ribs as his boyfriend squealed and kicked in front of him, giggling up a storm.”What great dance moves- ever thought of auditioning for the can-can competition?”

“AHehahahahhahaha! Hihihiihhitoshhiihihiihihi!” Midoriya doubled over in an attempt to escape, managing to wiggle away as he turned to glare at his boyfriend. “I was cleaning!”

“Is playing the broom guitar the newest method?” Shinsou grinned, softening Midoriya’s pout to a sheepish giggle.

“Yeah, it is actually. The dust bunnies get so hyped they bounce their way out of here.” He poked the end of his broom into Shinsou’s belly, making him jump and giggle. “Sorry, no encores. Unless you’re planning on sticking around. Have to pay a tickle fee!~”

Shinsou snorted before running off, leaving Midoriya giggling up a storm as he pulled his headphones back on, returning to his mental concert.

~~~

“Stupid- son of a-why are you freaking-” Todoroki huffed, struggling once more with his worst enemy.

“Need some help?” Shinsou asked not the first time.

“I got it- I just need to-FREAKING-” Todoroki took a shaky breath as he glared at the jar. Resisting the urge to slam it on the counter, he slumped, defeated. “I don’t even want Kimchi anymore.”

“Here, I’ve got an idea.” Shinsou walked up. Todoroki was beginning to offer the jar when his boyfriend got behind him, hands resting on top of his own. “Ready?”

“Are we pretending to be Ghost?” Todoroki snorted, raising a brow. “Don’t start singing- we might attract a real one.”

“Hush. Now, put your hands here…” Shinsou positioned them so they were once again going to open the jar. “Good. Now, try to open it.”

“Did that already.”

“Do it again. Trust me.”

Todoroki blinked before doing just that. Still no luck. “See, it’s freaking- AH!” He squeaked when his waist was grabbed and squeezed unexpectedly. The jar flew out of his hands, crashing to the ground and spilling Kimchi everywhere. “Shihihihihinsou, my kihiihihihmchi!”

“Whoops- my bad.” Shinsou blinked, still tickling. “Hey, you got the jar opened at least.”

“Yohoohohohou son of a-gehahahhahahahha, stahhahahahp thahahhahahhat!” Todoroki turned around, grabbing Shinsou’s hands. “Stahhahap! Ugh, you’re so anohohohying today!”

“You love it.” The brainwasher grinned. Todoroki sighed, unable to fight down a smile.

“I love you. Now- help me clean up.”

~~~

The day had been long and fun. Shinsou was lounging on the couch watching a movie when his boyfriends began to arrive. First Midoriya, a towel hanging off his fluffy wet hair as he curled up against Shinsou’s side. Next came Todoroki, yawning as he finished tugging on one of Shinsou’s hoodies. He took the spot on Shinsou’s other side, effectively squishing him in the middle.

For a good ten minutes, they laid there in comfy silence, watching the movie.

Then…

“Ah! Aheahahahhahaha, wahhahahahahit! Whahahhait!” Shinsou arched with a squawk of laughter when hands suddenly began massaging his ribs, tickling like no tomorrow. “Hohohohoohld on, stahahahahap thahahhahaht!”

“What, you really thought you were gonna get away with all the chaos you pulled today?” Midoriya teased, giggling softly when Shinsou let out a pig snort. “Keep tickling him there, Shoto- he makes funny noises!”

“Already on it.” Todoroki had moved his hands so one dug into his armpit while the other massaged his hip, effectively driving Shinsou up the wall. “What’s wrong- too ticklish, Hito?”

“AHehahahahahhahaha! Pftt- gheahahahahhaahahaa! PLehahahahahhahease, wahhahahhait! STAHAP!”

“Hm-” Midoriya began.

“Maybe-” Todoroki started.

And then the tickles suddenly came to a halt. Shinsou, catching his breath, blinked when he took in their blank stares. “Whoops.” He hadn’t meant to kick in his quirk. He was just about to release them when an idea came to mind. “Hey, lay back.”

They both did, backs against the couch cushions. Shinsou grinned before sliding his hands behind them both, fingers poised. “Release.”

A few blinks, Midoriya’s eyes wide while Todoroki seemed slightly dazed.

“Did you-”

“Cheater-”

Once again their words were cut off- this time due to loud bouts of laughter as Shinsou attacked their tickle spots, making them squirm and crackle against him. “HIIHIHIITOHOHOHOHOSHI!”

“This is nice.” The purple haired hero smiled, getting lost in their laughter.

He should do this more often.

Thanks for reading!

[pawseds]

Love is in the air I just gotta figure out a window to break out Buried alive inside my dreams But it was all a fake out!

Early 2005 Claretta, when she realises she's unfortuately in love with Finan. Happy Valentine's Day!

[tillxthexearthxstartsxtoxcrumble]

Fake Out moodboard

"Love is in the air, I just gotta figure out a window to break out. Buried alive inside my dreams but it was all a fake-out"

Thank you @the-carpal-tunnel-of-gingers for helping me!

[27-royal-teas]

thinking of fake out and ‘love is in the air I just gotta figure out a window to break out’. thinking of how that links to ‘buried alive inside my dreams but it was all a fake out’. thinking of ‘make no plans and none can be broken’. thinking how this can be a vow to the world. thinking of holed up in homes, going insane in a swallowed pit of self destruction. thinking of the world needs a little less pete wentz. thinking of a boy who stuffed all of his feelings deep inside and vomited them back in the form of songs, even the good ones, being told even his love was too much, but loving with all of his heart anyway. thinking of how far he’s come and how he’s probably standing on a stage right now, fingers moving like fire on his bass, feeling like even though his love might still be too much, he’s found the people who want to take it. thinking of ‘but I’m not sad anymore’. 

[puckrph]

FALL OUT BOY'S "SO MUCH (FOR) STARDUST" STARTERS

taken from the 2023 album. feel free to change pronouns, etc.

LOVE FROM THE OTHER SIDE

' i'm dying out here. ' ' what would you trade the pain for? ' ' we were a hammer to the statue of david. ' ' we were a painting you could never frame. ' ' you were the sunshine of my lifetime. ' ' this city always hangs a little bit lonely on me, loose like a kid playing pretend in his father's suit. ' ' i'd never go, i just want to be invited. ' ' you've got to give up. ' ' don't fight it. ' ' i'm sending my love from the other side of the apocalypse. ' ' i just about snapped. ' ' don't look back. ' ' every lover's got a little dagger in their hand. ' ' i'm falling in and out of love. ' ' i'm getting that tilted feeling. ' ' nowhere left for us to go but heaven. ' ' summer's falling through our fingers again. ' ' we're taught we've gotta get ahead no matter what it takes, but there's no way off the hamster wheel on this rat race. ' ' i saw you in a bright clear field, hurricane heat in my head. ' ' it's the kind of pain you feel to get good in the end. ' ' give up what you love before it does you in. '

HEARTBREAK FEELS SO GOOD

' no matter what they tell you, the future's up for grabs. ' ' is there a word for a bad miracle? ' ' nobody said the road was endless. ' ' nobody said the climb was friendless. ' ' could we please pretend this won't end? ' ' it was an uphill battle, but they didn't know we were gonna use the roads as a ramp to take off. ' ' we could cry a little, or cry a lot. ' ' don't stop dancing. ' ' don't you dare stop. ' ' we'll cry later or cry now. ' ' we could dance our tears away, emancipate ourselves. ' ' but baby, heartbreak feels so good. ' ' heartbreak feels so good. ' ' we said we'd never grow up. ' ' it's open season on blue moods. '

HOLD ME LIKE A GRUDGE

' when you ask how i've been, i know you mean well. ' ' who am i dialing tonight? ' ' that's a bummer. ' ' burn feelings for twenty summers. ' ' i'm just a cherub riding comets through the night sky, screaming at the stars like night lights. ' ' i love my life. ' ' i guess i'm getting older, cause i'm less pissed. ' ' to the end of the world. ' ' you put the "fun" into dysfunction. ' ' hold me like a grudge. ' ' the world is always spinning, and i can't keep up. ' ' i can't do it on my own. ' ' part-time soulmate, full-time problem. ' ' i guess somehow we made it back with a few dreams of ours still intact. ' ' i am a diamond on the inside, just add the pressure. ' ' i know it's inside me, but i've got no map to my own treasure. ' ' i thought i knew better. ' ' i thought it would get better. ' ' i figured somehow by now i would have got it together. ' ' if you put your heart in it, then we'll do more than just get by together. ' ' i'm like a storm on the horizon. '

FAKE OUT

' take a knife and cut through the darkness. ' ' i make no plans, so none can be broken. ' ' remember us just like this forever. ' ' this can't last. it won't last. ' ' do you laugh about me whenever i leave? or do i just need more therapy? ' ' love is in the air, i just gotta figure out a window to break out. ' ' i'm buried alive inside my dreams. ' ' my mood board is just pictures of you. ' ' i'm not sad anymore. ' ' i didn't take the love when i had the chance. ' ' do i still need more therapy? ' ' we all started off as shiny dimes, but we all got flipped too many times. ' ' we did it for futures that never came and for pasts that we're never gonna change. '

HEAVEN, IOWA

' you and i and a screw top bottle of wine? ' ' i feel so "a star is born." ' ' kiss my cheek. ' ' would you read my eulogy? ' ' i will never ask you for anything, except to dream sweet of me. ' ' when the party ends, will you still love who i am? ' ' scar crossed lovers forever. ' ' i'm checking myself out forever. ' ' i'm saving this all for later. ' ' here, we are untouched forever. ' ' they don't know how much they'll miss, at least until you're gone like this. ' ' save your breath. ' ' half your life, you've been hooked on death. ' ' half my life i've been hooked on death. ' ' twice the dreams, but half the love. ' ' be careful what you bottle up. ' ' the chemistry is a mess, it seems, but i'm still a sunbeam. ' ' i closed my eyes inside of your darkness and found your glow. ' ' shake things up, and see what comes down. '

SO GOOD RIGHT NOW

' i got this doom and gloom in my mind. ' ' i feel alright. ' ' let's sneak in from the cheap seats. ' ' we'll drive until the engine just gives up. ' ' feeling so good right now, so we'll crash and burn somehow. ' ' i know i've made mistakes, but at least they were mine to make. ' ' all of our wildest dreams, they just end up with you and me. ' ' i was drifting from the start, and i ripped myself apart. ' ' i'll be whatever you need me to be. ' ' i'll cut myself down to whatever you need me to be. '

THE PINK SEASHELL

' my parents got divorced when i was five years old. ' ' i saw my father about three times a year after that. ' ' he gives me this big pink seashell, and he says to me "the answers are all inside of this." and i'm all like, "what?" now i realize that the shell's empty. there's no point to any of this. ' ' it's all just a random lottery of meaningless tragedy and a series of near escapes. ' ' so i take pleasure in the detail, you know? a quarter pounder with cheese, those are good. the sky about ten minutes before it started to rain. a moment where your laughter becomes a cackle. '

I AM MY OWN MUSE

' here i am. ' ' not sure you should take a chance. ' ' i like playing dumb, letting you figure me out. ' ' i was faded, in my own defense. ' ' drop a bomb on all the things we dreamed about. ' ' smash all the guitars 'til we see all the stars. ' ' we've got to throw this year away like a bad luck charm. ' ' the trumpets bring the angels, but they never came. ' ' no one let them in, 'cause they didn't know my name. ' ' i know i keep my feelings tucked away. ' ' it's just another day spent hoping we don't fall apart. ' ' let's twist the knife again, like we did last summer. ' ' i'm just trying to keep it together, but it gets a little harder when it never gets better. ' ' i'm trying to keep it together. '

FLU GAME

' i guess to you now i'm just a face in the crowd. ' ' oh, god. kindly, please, would you kill me now? ' ' late at night in my room, i lie awake, think of you. ' ' last night i dreamt i still knew you. ' ' i carved out a place in this world for two, but it's empty without you. ' ' i've got all this love i've got to keep to myself. ' ' it takes all this effort to make it look effortless. ' ' confront all the pain like a gift under the tree. ' ' i can't be who you need me to be. ' ' i'm so real that i feel fake. ' ' one day, every candle's gotta run out of wax. ' ' one day, no one will remember me when they look back. ' ' i can't stop 'til we catch all your ears, though. i'm somewhere between mike tyson and van gogh. '

BABY ANNIHILATION

' time is luck, and i wish ours overlapped more, or for longer. ' ' the first time i took the mask off, just had another one on underneath. ' ' i'm just melted wax on a birthday cake. ' ' another year fades away. ' ' it's self-sabotage at best. ' ' you know what they say: if you want a job done right, you gotta do it yourself. ' ' this palace was crystal, but the world was a cruel joke. ' ' what is there between us, if not a little annihilation? '

THE KINTSUGI KID (TEN YEARS)

' i'm pretty sure, as far as humans go, i'm a hard pill to swallow. ' ' i'm not your intended dose. ' ' roll the highlights. ' ' i've got the wrong insides. ' ' i spent ten years in a bit of chemical haze. ' ' i miss the way that i felt. ' ' i passed my old street, the house i grew up in. it breaks your heart. ' ' i felt you at the beginning, but i needed you at the end. ' ' stop me if you've heard this all before too many times after too much alcohol. ' ' you don't know me anymore. '

WHAT A TIME TO BE ALIVE

' that's the way the world used to be before our dreams started bursting at the seams. ' ' we're out here and we're ready. ' ' i don't care if it's pretty. ' ' the view's so pretty from the deck of a sinking ship. ' ' everything is lit except my serotonin and my lightning bolt brain. ' ' i just need someone to hold me. ' ' i just need someone to hold me, even though you don't even know me. ' ' what a time to be alive. ' ' they say i should try meditation, but i don't want to be with my own thoughts. ' ' i just want to be your cherry on top. ' ' when i said "leave me along," this isn't quite what i meant. ' ' what's left? ' ' sometimes you wonder if we're ever looking back. '

SO MUCH (FOR) STARDUST

' i'm in a winter mood, dreaming of spring. ' ' i've been burning myself down. ' ' i feel like something that's been stretched out, over and over again, until i'm creased and i'm about to break down the middle. ' ' stars are the same as ever. ' ' i don't have the guts to keep it together. ' ' i'm stuck in the permafrost. ' ' life is just a game. ' ' i'm stuck in a lonely loop. ' ' so much for stardust. we thought we had it all. ' ' i need the sound of crowds, or i can't fall asleep at night. ' ' i can't take my thoughts. ' ' another year of possibilities left unwrapped like gifts the day right after christmas passed. ' ' i'm pretty positive my pain isn't cool enough. ' ' ache 'til you make it. ' ' i think i've been going through it, and i've been putting your name to it. ' ' in another life, you were my babe. ' ' in another life, you were the sunshine of my lifetime? ' ' what would i trade the pain for? i'm not sure. ' ' i used to be a real go-getter. ' ' i used to think it'd all get better. '

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

top 5 favorite fob lyrics :-3

oh my gosh Atlas how am I meant to answer this... I don't want to put these in any particular order, but:

it's not gossip if it's the truth

I'm sick of always writing songs for you to slit your wrists to

- Hand of God

are you ready for another bad poem? one more off-key anthem

let your teeth sink in

remember me as I was, not as I am

- Rat A Tat

so roll the highlights

got-too-high life

mix the low, low lowlights with the low, low lowlifes

on the bright side

got the wrong insides

mix the low, low lowlights with the low, lowlifes--

- The Kintsugi Kid (Ten Years)

love is in the air

I just gotta figure out a window to break out

buried alive inside my dreams

but it was all a fake-out

I don't care

I just gotta figure out a window to break out

buried alive inside my dreams

but it was all a fake-out, fake-out

- Fake Out

a teenage vow in a parking lot

'til tonight do us part

I sing the blues and swallow them too

- Hum Hallelujah

[falloutgirlboy]

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