Finally, at long last, here is chapter eight of consequences! This WAS supposed to be the last chapter, but alas, I want to pour more into this story, so I will start working on chapter nine! GAHH there were so many emotions here, I justā¦anyway, enjoy!
(This chapter has me both shrieking and swooning, I hope you knowā¦)
Pairing: Boba Fett x (F)Reader
Rating: Explicit 18+
Trigger warnings: angst, angst, and more angstā¦mourning a lost loved one, fluff, and feels š„¹
Series synopsis: Backstabbed and betrayed, you knew there was a bounty over your head - but when youāre captured by the infamous Boba Fett, it becomes abundantly clear that your fate is as mysterious as your captor.
Chapter eight: Aliit Oriāshya Tal'din
Pain, panic, terrorā¦
Boba felt it, the acid slowly eating his skin. It bubbled up under his helmet even as he struggled to break free - unforgiving spiked tentacles curling around him, locking him in place. The darkness was solid, unforgivingā¦
Alive.
He heard them somehow - the voices of the sarlaccās past victims. They echoed in his ears, an amalgamation of emotions: fear, regret, anger, guilt, resignationā¦
They may have been long dead, but somehow, they still lived on in this beast. How, he didnāt know. Nor did he want to think about it for longā¦he could already feel the creature trying to warp his mind. The limbs curling around him tightened, nearly snapping his bones. But even then, as he faced an agonizing death, his panicked thoughts drifted to you.
You, the one person who had made his life worthwhile. Who had changed him, impacted his life. Whoād truly seen him and inspired him to become something more. But heād been stubborn, too focused on revenge, a job, to see what treasure heād already had.
Perhaps if heād stayed with you instead of choosing to pursue vengeance, he wouldnāt be in this predicament. This was his own doing, his bloodlust coming back to biteā¦but even still, he didnāt want to die. Didnāt want to give up.
Didnāt want to abandon you like everyone else had.
Kriff.
He hadnāt come this far, with this much rage fueling him, to let this be the end. Even then, he could hear your voice in his head, as if you were there, embracing him instead of this damn beast, urging him onward. Pleading for him to try.
And so he pulled on his rage. His anger at being in this situation. His pain of abandonment. His sorrow of his fatherās loss. His drive to return to you.
Boba Fett fought back.
-
Five years later
You lowered your rifle closer to the burning sand, hoping the cloth youād wrapped around the barrel would block the sun from flashing on the dark metal.
You peered through the scope, a grimace twisting your lips, gaze following the three guards patrolling past the palace gate. Kriff. There were always too many. Your comlink crackled to life, and you held it close to your lips as the voice on the other side sprang to life.
āThereās too many guards, at least ten on my end.ā The feminine voice was twisted with concern. āTheyāll shoot us the moment they see us.ā
āI know, weāll pull back. Regroup. Taāna, meet me at the rendezvous.ā You slid down the dune on your hands and knees, careful to not disturb the wafting sand on its crest. āFortuna is a paranoid bastard.ā
āYouāre sure heās got it?ā Taānaās voice was soft, hesitant. āāCause this is a big risk for a shoddy piece of intel.ā
āYeahā¦Iām sure.ā You slid to the base of the dune and stood, brushing the sand off your clothing and slinging your rifle over your shoulder. āThe greedy fool has it, I just know it.ā
Silence fell on the other side of the comlink, and you sighed, picking your way across the desert to your speederās hiding spot.
āListenā¦ā Taāna spoke again, and you could sense her hesitation, even through the channel. Not this againā¦ āYouāve been a good friend to me. And Iām only helping ya because of it. But this obsession with Fettā¦itās gonna get you killed if youāre not careful.ā
āIām getting his ship back, Taāna,ā you tried to keep your tone neutral as you pulled your speeder from behind a rocky outcropping, sitting with a small sigh. āI know it sounds crazy, but Iāve never lied. Jabbaās foolishness took everything from me. Iām justā¦trying to get any piece of him back that I can. If I have the Slave 1, itāll feel like heās not so far away, you know?ā
A sigh crackled over the line, but there was no further argument. āFine, fineā¦get over here before your tears flood the desert.ā
You rolled your eyes, revving your speeder to life, and drove away from the palace. Away from your past. Away from the last link you had to your love.
-
Taāna was waiting for you, scarred arms crossed, her wiry build leaned against the cantinaās back wall. The Twiālek regarded you with a small frown as you brought your speeder to a stop, a cloud of sand wafting between you. She was barely noticeable in the dark, her green skin blending with the shadows cast from the afternoon suns.
āI deserve to be paid,ā she arched a brow as you dismounted the bike, still shaking the sand off your clothing. āI almost got caught, ya know. Iām a mechanic, not a mercenary. If I die, my girlfriendās gonna make you pay for my funeral.ā
āI know, and Iām sorry,ā you leaned against the wall beside her, taking a swig of water from your canteen. āI wouldnāt have asked for help if I could do this on my own.ā
āSure. Well, what are friends for?ā She squinted in the sunlight, tilting her head slightly to the side, scarred lip twisted in a small smirk. āIāve known you a good four, five years at this point, yeah?ā
āSounds about right,ā you clipped the canteen on your hip, ignoring the pain of loss that flared in your chest like the dull ache of an old wound. āHowās it been that long?ā
āTime,ā she smirked, wryly laughing at her own sarcasm, as always. She tucked her hands in her grease-stained brown overalls and kicked a rock with the toe of her boot. āIāll never forget the first time I met you. You looked like a half-dead womp rat, wandering around all lost like that.ā
āHey, I was a resilient womp rat,ā you crossed your arms in mock offense, but a chuckle slipped past your lips despite your heavy mood. āHonestly I donāt know how long I would have survived if you hadnāt taken me in like a stray loth cat.ā
āHey, I may be an asshole but Iāve got a bleeding heart, in fact-ā Taānaās words were cut off when her comlink crackled to life. She glanced at you and answered, hand drifting to the blaster holstered to her hip. āYeah? Who is it?ā
āāNa, you guys need to get home.ā You recognized Taānaās girlfriend immediately, but the concern in her tone sent chills down your spine. Something was wrong. āBaby, you need to listen. I just heard that Fortunaās been killed. Some new guy just took his place.ā
āWhat? Youāre serious?ā She glanced at you, worry creasing her brow. āWho?ā
āI donāt know, but everyoneās talking about it. This could be bad.ā
āGotcha, weāre coming.ā Taāna cut off the comlink and turned to her speeder, glancing at you over her shoulder. āIām sorry, but I think youāre gonna have to kiss that ship goodbye.ā
You followed her out of the lot and onto the road, noting that it did indeed seem quiet for a often busy afternoon in Mos Espa. But a new daimyo was the least of your worries at the moment. It seemed that life never made anything easy, presenting yet another roadblock between you and any connection to Boba Fett.
But youād come too far to give up now.
-
āYouāre absolutely crazy, you know that?ā Taāna leaned back in her chair, one leg crossed over the other, regarding you with a frown. āWe donāt even know who this guy is. He hasnāt even been there a day and you already want to try to rob him?ā
āYes. And Iām prepared to go alone.ā You paced the small living room, too lost in thought to sit, mind spinning. āThe sooner I strike, the less itāll be expected. Iām sure the idiot will want his tribute, but Iām taking my own. Look, I know itās just a ship. But itās-ā
āI know what it means to you. I get that.ā She sighed and shook her head, green eyes narrowed. āBut are you ready to die for it?ā
You finally sat, a weight heavier than iron resting in your chest. You met her gaze with a sigh, feeling your pain threatening to burst back to the surface.
āI lost him, āNa. The only person Iāve ever loved.ā Your gaze dropped to the carpeted floor, shoulders slumping. āIām honestly shocked Iāve made it as far as I have. Butā¦I need to do this. I at least have to try.ā
Taāna pursed her lips and shifted in her seat, crossing her arms with a sigh.
āLook, not everyone has the same fond memories of that man like you do. If it was anyone else talking like this, Iād call them a liar.ā She picked up a wrench and twirled it in her fingers with a sigh. āSometimes I still donāt believe you, and Iām not sure if I wanna. But youāre my friend and I do careā¦ā
āI know, I do. Iām not going to pretend he didnāt have a reputation for a reason,ā you shrugged, feeling that weight of grief tugging harder. A tear slipped down your cheek and you sighed. āButā¦he loved me, āNa. I saw him change. And I want to honor that, even if no one else will ever understand.ā
āBlast my bleeding heart,ā she met your gaze, albeit harshly, lips twisted in a small frown. āIāll help you one last time. If this doesnāt work, youāre either gonna have to find someone else, OR find something else to focus on. You canāt stay stuck here foreverā¦okay?ā
āGods, thank you,ā you nodded, relief washing through you as you went to stand. āWeād better get planning. Timing will be everything.ā
āI mean it though.ā Taānaās frown deepened as she also stood, arms still crossed. āWeāve been looking for your ghost ship for over three years. As much as you donāt wanna hear it, Fettās dead. Heās not coming back. And I donāt think heād want you to die too.ā
You hated that truth rang in her words. You knew, deep down, that she was right. But starsā¦you didnāt know how to move on more than you already had.
You hadnāt had a chance to say goodbye, but perhaps, if you had his ship, youād be able to finally let go.
-
The night was dark and windy - thick clouds nearly blotting out the moonlight above. It was perfect for your purposes, sheltering you as you slipped toward the palace that loomed ahead.
You had to be quick, no delays whatsoever.
You slipped toward the palaceās side, swallowing down your dread - moving along the stone wall as quietly as you could. It was odd, youād noted, that neither you or Taāna saw many guards. The new daimyo mustāve killed them all in his struggle for the throne, and you almost smirked. The man was clearly an idiot.
No matter, it only made things easier for you. And speaking of easyā¦the metal grate that was your ticket inside was already cut open.
You knew you should have felt alarm, considering that someone else had clearly already broke inside. But as long as they werenāt there for the ship, you could care less what they robbed.
āIām going in,ā you kept your voice a soft whisper as you slipped past the broken bars and crawled into the vent beyond.
āOkay. Iāll guide you through, but when you get to the hangar, youāre gonna have to figure out a way to open the gate.ā Taānaās voice was soft, but the noise made you flinch. You crept down the tunnel, wrinkling your nose at the smell, until you came to a fork in the path.
āTake a left. Right is to the kitchen.ā
You cut the turn and ambled down the passage as quirky as you could, distinctly aware of every sound, every shuffle, that could betray your presence. You couldnāt help but feel afraid. This place had a bloodstained history, one that you didnāt want to linger in. You didnāt want to die here, as much as you felt trapped in your life. Youād tried to live for him, and consequently yourselfā¦but you hadnāt been able to shake the lost, empty feeling that took residence in your chest where love had lived.
You finally came to the end of the tunnel, peering through the slanted grate with a frown. The hangar was dark, and you didnāt see any guards.
You took a shuddering breath. It was time.
āOkay, going in.ā
āGood luckā¦I mean it. Donāt die in there.ā Taānaās concerned voice rang in your ears as you pocketed the comlink.
The grate squeaked as you pushed it open with trembling fingers, stepping out into the dark room. It was surprisingly empty, all things considered, but you felt exposed and far too out in the open as you moved across the room, heart hammering so loud in your ears you worried it would trigger an alarm. There wasnāt a soul to be seen, the hall that led further into the palace also unguarded. And to make things worse, it was silent as a tomb. It was odd, too odd, and you worried you were walking into a trap.
But the moment your gaze fell on the familiar shape of Slave 1ās hull, you couldnāt stop the tears that pricked your eyes, all concerns for your safety tossed aside.
Sure enough, despite all your doubts, it was here.
Stars, youād know that ship anywhere. Your legs nearly shook as you approached the spacecraft with bated breath. It looked to be in surprisingly good condition despite the years it had been here. Anger flared in your chest at the thought of someone other than Boba piloting her. You slipped around to the ramp, wondering if the key code was still the same. You shot another glance over your shoulder, but still didnāt see anyone.
You stepped up on the ramp and felt a wave of emotions hit you, nearly making you lose your footing. Damnā¦it had been so long. There were so many memories hereā¦
Breath snagged in your throat, you shakily typed in the key code, feeling an old warmth blossom in your chest when the door slowly opened. Starsā¦you were here. You were doing this. You stepped inside, greeted by a sight so familiar and yet, so foreign.
Nothing appeared to have changed.
You remembered the day heād captured you, rescuing you from a horrid fate, unbeknownst to you - setting you on a journey you never, ever, could regret. Even if it ended in tragedy, you wouldnāt have changed it for the world.
You crept down the path you had walked so many times. Saw the inner workings of the beautiful ship youād called home. You made your way to the cockpit, trying your best to keep your emotions in check. But godsā¦
The last time you were here, heād been with you.
āIāll be right back, little one. I promise.ā
You swallowed hard, tears threatening to spill, and kept going, following the shipās interior until you made it to the top.
You saw the empty pilotās seat and nearly collapsed to your knees, the symbolism of the moment so heartbreakingly real. Sniffing, you turned, and saw the entrance to the cabin. You swallowed the pain down as much as you could, forcing yourself to move - to walk into that hallowed space.
It was exactly as you remembered.
You werenāt sure what was worse, seeing that pilotās seat so barren, or the bed coated in dust. It all was too much - mere ghosts of memories long gone, a life ended, and a love that still dwelled in your heart.
You collapsed onto the bed, dust flinging into the air around you, as a broken, choked sob erupted from deep within your chest. You curled into a ball, tears staining the cover even as you desperately tried to get a catch of his scent - anything, that made you feel closer to him.
Suddenly, you heard something - a muffled feminine voice.
āā¦came from the vent. They canāt be far.ā
You stiffened, terror locking your knees, and you tried to stifle your sobs. Shit, shit, shit. You hadnāt closed the ramp. You inwardly cursed, terror seizing your limbs to near paralysis. If anyone came inside, youād be trapped.
āYou check the ship.ā The femaleās voice was fading as she moved away, sealing your fate. āIāll patrol the parameter.ā
That meant there was another.
Heavy footfalls fell on the ramp, and you flinched as the intruder came down the hall. Panicked, you fumbled with your blaster, lifting it in your shaking hands and aiming it before you. If you took them by surprise, perhaps you could get awayā¦
You were so panicked, you almost missed the distinctive clinking of spurs as the person approached.
Ahh, so now you were hearing things. Perhaps youād truly lost it, and this was the poetic end that fate had for you. You couldnāt stop your tears, even as a shadow fell in the doorway, your enemy only a few paces away. They stepped into the room, pausing for a moment, before turning and walking into your line of sight.
Everything in you froze.
No. This couldnāt be. You were hallucinating.
A man stood before you, clad in dark green beskar. HIS beskar. The flight suit was different, black instead of tan, and the armor looked like it had been repainted, but you saw the mandalorian sigil on his left shoulderplate.
He was still as a statue - that helmet you knew so well trained on you, masking his identity. His hand fell from his blaster as if stunned.
āYouā¦monster,ā you tried to choke out words between sobs, still leveling your shaking blaster at his face. āH-how dare you. How dare you wear his armor. Youā¦youāre not Boba. Thatās not yours.ā
He flinched, an odd reaction, you noted. Stars, he even looked like him - that broad build and hulking frame. He stepped forward and you flinched, backing against the wall, blaster quaking in your grasp.
āP-please, donāt hurt me; Iāll go.ā You met his unseen gaze, a shudder running down your spine. āI justā¦I just had to say goodbye.ā
When the stranger spoke, he said your name.
You blinked, shock rippling through you, when your recognized his voice. Stars, youād know it anywhere. It carried a rasp you didnāt remember, but that didnāt matter. You slowly lowered your blaster, more tears slipping down your cheeks as you spoke the name that youād carried for so long in your heart.
āBoba?ā
āHowā¦ā he slowly approached, as if he himself didnāt believe what he was seeing. He sat at the edge of the bed, helmet tilting slightly to the side. āIs it really you?ā
āYes, itās me,ā you scooted toward him, vision still blurred with tears, jaw quivering as you took in his armored form. āHow can you be alive? Gods, itās been so longā¦ā
āI thought I lost you,ā he opened his arms, a gentle beckoning, ācome here, little one.ā
You whimpered, not needing to be told twice, and closed the distance between you both - wrapping your arms around him. He curled his arms around you, holding you close to his armored chest, and you closed your eyes, inhaling his familiar scent.
āGods Boba, I donāt know if I should be happy or if I need to punch you,ā you held onto him as if he was your only lifeline, burrowing your face in his chest. āIf youāre here, then whyā¦ā
āThatās a long story, meshāla, one Iāll gladly share if you wish.ā His voice was tender, oh so tender. He tightened his grip on you with a deep groan. āStars girl, Iāve missed you.ā
You felt a smile slip onto your lips, and you looked up at his visored helm, tentatively placing a hand in its smooth surface.
āListenā¦ā his head dipped, a nearly defeated lilt in his tone. āThe Sarlacc, it scarred me. Iām notā¦ā
āYouāre beautiful, Boba,ā you pressed a kiss to his visor, meeting the dark patch where you knew his eyes were. āI love you no matter how you look. Iām just glad youāre here.ā
He nodded, gingerly lifting his hand to his helmet and slowly lifting it off his head. The moment you saw his face, you released another whimper and hugged him tight, tears streaming down your cheeks. Scars didnāt matter. Scars didnāt define a soul. He was the same man youād fallen in love with, and that wouldnāt ever change.
He was here. He was alive.
āThat bad, huh?ā His voice held mirth, but also, hesitation.
You looked up and met his gaze, those same amber eyes watching you with such depth and love you felt you were drowning.
āYou,ā you leaned forward, daring to kiss his cheek, āare perfect.ā
He groaned, pulling you closer into a kiss, his lips still soft and gentle despite the hell heād gone through. You kissed him with all the passion youād held. All the memories you kept. The love that never died. And you knew, even then, as he deepened the kiss and the world faded away, that he felt the same.
When he finally parted for a breath, you pressed your forehead against his, briefly closing your eyes. Damn. So this was how it felt to be home.
āI am so glad youāre here,ā he touched your cheek, lifting your chin to meet his gaze. āBut why did you sneak in? You could have simply knocked. I am the daimyo now, after all.ā
āIā¦didnāt know it was you,ā you smirked, heat crawling into your cheeks. āI thought some dammed idiot daimyo was stealing your ship. Soā¦I came to steal it back.ā
āYou were going to steal my ship?ā He chuckled, pulling you into another kiss. āStars alive, this is why I love you.ā
The kiss became more heated, and you found yourself straddling his lap, legs hooked around his back, when your comlink chirped. His followed, and you both groaned. He motioned for you to answer yours first, and you nodded.
āWhere the hell are you? Did you die?ā You recognized Taānaās voice and smirked. āYou better answer, dammit. I donāt wanna get caught too, this daimyo is a slacker but still.ā
Bobaās chuckle rumbled through you, and you blushed. You couldnāt help but laugh despite the roller coaster of emotions youād been through.
āIām okay, promise. Do me a favor and come to the front gate.ā You met Bobaās gaze and smiled when he kissed you on the cheek, dragging his lips along your jawline, making you shudder. āThereās someone I want you to meet.ā
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My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
Just thinking about Din entertaining your weird thoughts as you go planet hopping.
*both of you just staring into the lava flats on Nevarro*
Have you ever wanted to dip your hands in lava?
Maybe once.
Is that why you wear gloves?
Weāre getting off topic.
*cruising in the Razor Crest*
Could we turn off the grav one night?
Why?
My back hurts and Iām curious.
*laying in the fields of Loth*
I want us to build a house right here so we can attract Loth cats and become the crazy cat couple.
Ok, but youāre responsible for the litter.
And finally *Din staring off into the skyās of Bespin and you have your arm around him*
Have you ever wanted to reach out and eat clouds?
Din, I was just thinking the same thing.
237 notes - Posted January 7, 2022
#4
Iām watching videos of Din and Groguās debuts at Disneyland and hereās the best lines from Din Iāve heard so far. (Also a video example under the cut š„°)
1)
*someone wants to take a picture*
Din: Grogu, look at that *points at the camera*
Grogu: š
2)
Din: What do we say Grogu?
Grogu: eh!
Din: Good job :)
3)
*talking to a kid*
Din: Looks like you two (other being Grogu) would get along.
Din (to Grogu): Say goodbye to your friend.
Grogu: ehhhehehhhh (bye)
4)
Grogu: *making hesitant noises*
Din: Groguās a bit shy. He wants Boba.
(Boba the fun uncle confirmed canon)
5)
the best one BY FAR
*someone offers Grogu the ballā¢ļø*
Din: No thank you, but thatās very kind. He has plenty of toys in his ship.
DINāS GIVEN GROGU MORE TOYS I - šššššššššššš
Hereās a video of some vloggers that arenāt too Disney rotten that covered it. They time stamped the video so you donāt have to go looking for them š„°
But Dinās so polite. And heās so soft spoken itās hard to hear him in the parks š„¹ (which I do hope they raise the volume on his voice a bit, but still the fact that Dinās the only time theyāve had that problem šš)
Again, props to the cast members (both performing and not) for dealing with the crowds. They donāt get paid enough for this
245 notes - Posted November 20, 2022
#3
As much as I love fics about Din and reader sharing a space and bubbling up feelings for each other until it pops; tell me you wouldnāt start immediately heating up, twiddling your thumbs, rocking your foot, messing up your words, and smiling when youāre this close to him
Gif credit: @themandaloriandaily
250 notes - Posted November 12, 2022
#2
Just the fact that Din Djarin is a cuddler confirmed is enough to keep me going until the season release
373 notes - Posted September 11, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
Hey so Iām watchin Mandalorian Season 2 again, and maybe Iāve got another theory as to why the Tusken Raiders gave Cobb Vanth the rancid melon (as opposed to Boba receiving a fresh melon in The Book of Boba Fett)
As Din is translating for Cobb, this is what he translates: āHe says your people steal their water and now you insult them by not drinking it.ā
What if these particular Tusken Raiders were so low on water resources due to the town of Mos Pelgo that they were forced to drink rancid melons to survive as a clan? And now Cobb, contributor to their drought, refuses to drink it as their guest.
Cause thatās messed up
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