#i just want to give him a hug hhhhhHH

[crystalflygeo]

You know how everyone simps for at least like 2-3 characters or so?

Like maybe there's their main true love but also hell yeah would get down and dirty 11/10 with this other character.

I've never simped much for characters honestly ever since I was a teen but Zhongli has me on an absolute c h o k e h o l d from the moment genshin came out. I've never been this down horrendous and don't think ever will again lmao

and I was like yeah sure Kaeya is also nice, I'm very tsundere and in denial about Childe but..... fine too. Would bed them, sure, sure <3 //hit But it's not the same feel, NOWHERE near the same intensity as Mr. Zhongli.

And now. This man. This man I have been waiting for since 1.0 I find myself falling more and more for him and loving him as the final countdown happens. Like yes I've always been excited, love the design, captivated by the mysteriousness.

but BOI I am down bad for Baizhu. I love him so much. My feels for him almost rival Zhongli fr fr just... he <3

Guess I have a thing for reptile-related long-haired Liyue men//hit

But Liyue does make its reptile-related long-haired men HOT AF

[sopherfly]

WELL. I want them all, but I will limit myself to two. FOR NOW.

Tangled Up Together Competent Anakin (bc hhhhhhh yesss)

Aaah and I want to share them all! 😅 For now, here is Tangled Up Together (a few others have asked for Competent Anakin, and I’ll make a separate post for that one!).

From this wip ask game!

Basically, this is one where they’re already very much behaving like they’re together, but they haven’t actually crossed the line into kissing, or any other more intimate physical expressions.

The long and the short of the plot: Anakin complains about other people flirting with Obi-Wan. As has become his habit, Obi-Wan offers reassurances. They hug, then Obi-Wan plays with Anakin’s hair, then he reads to Anakin when he can’t sleep. They wake up in a compromising position, and the last domino finally falls.

Snippets (one is slightly spicy 🌶) under the cut!!

The hugging

“Anakin,” Obi-Wan warned, though there was hardly any bite in the word. How could there be, when he craved Anakin’s touch almost as badly as Anakin craved his? 

In the span of seconds, the small space between them was reduced to nothing, and Obi-Wan’s eyes fluttered closed as he savored the impossible heat of it, Anakin’s chest flush with his, Anakin’s face still tucked into the juncture of his neck and shoulder. Unable to stop himself, Obi-Wan turned his head and breathed in the scent of Anakin’s hair, overwhelmed by the rich, familiar spice of sandalwood shampoo. Force, but it made him want. He felt himself using the hand on Anakin’s back to try to press him nearer still, his fingers catching on the fabric of Anakin’s cloak. 

It wasn’t appropriate, the way they behaved around one another, the way they circled each other like twin stars drawn too close together. The invisible line between friendship and intimacy had all but disappeared, and Obi-Wan worried that Anakin relied too heavily on him for physical comfort. He needed to be more careful. Hadn’t he promised not to allow his feelings for Anakin to muddy the already-murky waters of their partnership? Hadn’t he vowed to keep the beast that bayed for Anakin’s attention, his admiration, his love, in check?

It was one thing to make such a promise and another to keep it. With Anakin’s nose and lips pressed into the place where his pulse thundered in his throat, with flesh and durasteel palms splayed over the sensitive skin of his low back, Obi-Wan wanted nothing more than to give into his desires, to turn his head and capture Anakin’s lips in a searing kiss.

The last domino falls

They’d slept in the same bed so many times before, and yet they’d never woken quite so tangled up in one another.

“Anakin,” Obi-Wan whispered, hoping the word on its own would be enough. 

It wasn’t, and as Anakin’s thigh slid further between Obi-Wan’s legs, it took incredible effort not to move, not to give into the impulse to rut against Anakin and relieve the enormous pressure of his arousal. His cock was aching now, tenting his sleep trousers and smearing precome into the fabric. Obi-Wan’s breaths were coming in short and shallow, his heart fluttering too quickly as he fought to hold himself back.

“Anakin,” he said again, and though he’d intended it to sound calm, it came out rough and urgent, a growl in Anakin’s ear that had Anakin tilting his head and finally opening his eyes.

“Master, what—?” Anakin broke off, drowsiness giving way to realization as he processed their predicament. He took in Obi-Wan’s face, his brow furrowing as he glanced down to see just how close they were and exactly what position they were in. “Did I”—Anakin paused, his throat moving as he swallowed—“do this? While I was asleep?”

“Yes,” Obi-Wan replied, and stars, his voice was too low and gravelly, its normal pitch deepened by his aching need. “You were kissing my neck, too.”

It wasn’t an accusation, but he saw guilt creep into Anakin’s expression all the same. “Kriff, Master, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to. I’ll just—I can—”

Anakin started to shift forward just as Obi-Wan began to pull back, and though both motions were clearly intended to separate them, they found themselves pushed closer together instead. Somehow Anakin was suddenly on top of him, hips slotting against Obi-Wan’s, and that brief, blissful moment of friction was too much. Obi-Wan couldn’t hold back a moan, couldn’t stop pleasure and desire from mingling on his face, couldn’t keep himself from gripping Anakin’s hips as if to hold him there, or maybe as if to beg him to do that again.

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well well well~ seeing Sammy mentioned here is fun. Jed sends his regards <3

HELL YEAH BUDDY, MURDER BOYFRIEND

(Art by the question sender lol)

I’ve been talking about Jam a LOT lately okay, I just— hhhhhhh jam 😩👌

If y’all want some good fucked up shit that gives you FAR too much insight into how much weird dirty smut I’ll write, just check out Sam’s tumblr blog; it only got more extreme over time O.O Horror fandoms expand your horizons.

I will now proceed to infodump about my fave oc ship.

Anyway, tw below the cut for blood, knives, and various other squicks and potential triggers, as linked to in the old rp blog, and the MASSIVE RED FLAGS that are the whole Jam (Jed/Sam) relationship described below. (Horror fandom, yall, please consider dead by daylight is literally a game about killers.) (but yeah tw for toxic and abusive relationships)

(Mind the tags and rules; if you want smut it’s Rated M for Mori)

(Also here’s the whole fucking outline of the 11 acts of the main tumblrverse jam relationship )

But if you want my fave acts:

Act 2 (wherein Jed gets Sam to physically harm herself so he can take care of her after, takes her home, and realizes how much fun playing mind games both ways with her is— until she dissociates and he gets a peek at something that’s broken in a different way. Then he realizes he might actually have feelings for her.) (tw toxic relationship, abuse, manipulation, threatening each other with knives, love bombing, suicidal thoughts/protagonist, both forced and voluntary self harm, disordered thinking re:self harm)

Calm her first, sooth the strain, “Shh, you’re ok. I’ll help you, let’s sit down.” Before Sam has a chance to speak, he shifts to stand in front of the chair- then he’s sitting down with her in tow.

The ginger survivor is in his lap, her back against his chest. His arms uncurl from around her so he can put her target hand in front of them, “Right through the middle, it’s gonna miss anything important. I promise, baby, I’ll make it quick, but we gotta do it together. You’re ok, Sammy, you’re gonna be so brave.” He’s constantly whispering praise into her ear, using a rarer pet-name for this one. He uses his hand to control hers, physically making her grab the knife again.

Act 3 (wherein Jed gets punished for thinking he owns the Bastard Entity’s property survivor, Sam kills someone for the first time, and they both bond over being mutilated by a god; trauma bonding) (tw more of the same plus extra victim blaming, someone purposefully triggering a suicide victim, and probably more)

Oh my god. She doesn’t say anything - still doesn’t have speech yet - but she blinks in surprise at the sight of him.

Jed isn’t the type to be messier than his work made him. Seeing him bloody out of the murder gear is… It hurts? It shouldn’t hurt. He hurts, he’s the one who’s carved countless things into her flesh. She should feel validated, or gratified, or somehow glad that he should suffer the way she has. She should feel that way.

A killer broken in his own home is not a sight Sam ever would have expected to see. Instead of feeling that spiteful satisfaction, she just feels… Pity? And some bit of hollowness, that even this place, the twisted sanctuary it’s become, the perverse protector role he’s taken up… all of that has been threatened. Nowhere is safe. But she’s too tired to leave. He has a bed and a shower and— look, he gives good hugs, alright, he just does, she’s not happy about that, but it’s true.

The end of Act 6:The Scrapbook (wherein the formerly-Bastard-possessed friend admits that Jed kept a scrapbook of Sam’s torture - a book that is currently missing - and Sam tries to stop having feelings; what’s worse is when Jed won’t even hurt her again)

It’s sick, she’s sick, they’re sick. After everything he did to her, everything she’s reminded herself of again and again, the things she’s refused to let herself forget, and he still got to her. He still tricked her. Tricked her into thinking she- she might actually…

Forced dependency. That’s all it was, Jed forced dependency and— something to do with pain and fear and hormones and psychological conditioning. Not feelings. Conditioned responses.

Act 7: The Blood Gala (in which Jed, scrapbook in hand, atones without expectation of forgiveness)

It’s now or never, and he can’t just not give it up now. In too deep, commit, commit to the one damn good thing in your life.

“It’s…” She knows what it is, she has to know what this is, “I don’t… I don’t want this anymore. I was going to burn it but, I knew giving it up was the better thing to do.” The right thing to do. At least, he hopes it is.

Stepping just slightly closer, with a tentative hand, he offers the book forward, no more secrets. Take the walk of shame, do it for her. It’s what he owes to her, to know him completely.

Act 8: Sammy Gets Kidnapped (the whole saga was a lot of fun to write, with a friend introducing their rival ghostface by having him kidnap my oc, while poor reggie had no clue who was doing it cause the muns were conspiring against them— but yes; Sammy gets kidnapped, Jed realizes he’s hopelessly attached, the new Ghost causes tremendous eye trauma and Sam moves in with her murder boyfriend to take care of her. It’s angsty. They finally realize they love each other.) (tw eye trauma, burning alive)

Everything she says sticks to him like thorns. This is his fault. Always. No matter what he did, she’d have died and he could have done nothing about it. He failed. He failed Sam. She’s got every right to be angry and more. He wants her to hit him, knowing that maybe it’ll give her some sort of… Reassurance? Catharsis. To be in control. For a moment, he considered stepping closer and telling her to just go for it. But he didn’t. He said nothing as she threw herself to the ground to beat the Fog instead. The false dirt of which they walked every single day for the past who knows how long.

Act 9: The Bastard’s Revenge (the Bastard god had some bad dreams, and he’s gonna make that our lovers’ fault; love makes a selfish duo selfless for each other) (tw all kinds of torture cause the God got angry; severe angst re:watching the man you love tortured on your behalf)

She should speak up, should say something, should stop this— But she knew herself well. She was a coward. She didn’t deserve to have anyone step in to receive pain on her behalf, but she’d still take advantage of their sacrifice. Awful. Even if her mouth opened like she might speak, might do anything brave to help him, to lessen the pain or distract the tormentor, or anything. She stayed silent. Complicit in every thorn and every cut and every blow.

It was the smart thing to do, in the long run. They’d die again and again, but staying in the god’s favor would buy her time, protection… It was the right choice, for her. If she reasoned enough, she could even convince herself it was right for Jed, in the long run. But for now her fatal flaw was glaringly evident. Selfish. Self-serving. Cowardly. Stupid. She didn’t deserve his affection or his loyalty. Didn’t deserve his sacrifice if she couldn’t even fight for him. She— she loved him, and—

The smallest whimper shivered in the air, an unintentional reaction, a helpless noise at her own utter uselessness. It hurt. It hurt to see him hurt, and it hurt knowing she would do nothing to stop it.

Act 10: The Reunion/The Lovers (after dying to the Bastard, a whole thread of hurt/comfort once they’ve realized they’re completely weak for one another) (tw fluff where no one actively says the L word out loud)

Her hands come up to cup his face, touching her forehead to his. “I’m glad you’re okay.” I love you. “And I’m glad you’re here.” I love you. “And you need to sleep.” I love you. Thumbs delicately brush his cheekbones. “…I’m going to make something for when you wake up.” I love you enough to attempt to cook for you.

She presses her lips to his forehead, then - finally - his lips. I love you, and it fucking terrifies me, but I want to do this for you.

[analyzingadventure]

Ghost Game episodes 32 and 33!

Okay let’s go Betsumon episode, how you gonna make Betsumon spoopy eh GG, show me what’chu got

Gammamon’s gonna go out to see a friend? Awwww

Sus

CLOCKMON! BUDDY! Oh man I’m so happy to see him just hangin’, that’s fun

Oh no

Oh that’s cursed

Not even getting to see his face and it’s so cursed

Oh even the voice feels so cursed

Baby...

OH THE KIDS NOTICED HIM, ARE THEY GONNA PL- oh Gamma ran (smart, but awww)

Babyyyyyy

Oh man, the atmosphere in this episode is really good, it’s really eerie

oH THE FRIEND IS BETSU DISGUISED AS KOTSUMON >8O

Please don’t do the close-up on Betsu’s eyes, it is so creepy

HHHHHHH SO CREEPY

BABYYYY NOOOOOOOO

MEICOOMON?! THERE’S A MEICOOMON IN THIS EPISODE?!

Oh no

OH I HATE THAT, I HATE HIM SO MUCH, OH GOD THAT’S SO CREEPY, OH I HATE THAT

OH NO, NOBODY CAN RECOGNIZE THE REAL GAMMAMON, OH NO

JELLYMON’S BEEN REPLACED TOO?!

OH FUCK

NOOO NOT EVEN CLOCKMON RECOGNIZES HIM

Oh shit is this Meicoomon masc

OH IS HE VOICED BY FUCKING CHO

IT IT, IT’S TOTALLY HIM

He’s a great choise tho, he’s a great VA (though I am a bit sad Morishita Yukiko didn’t reprise her role)

Terrible, horrible, I hate this

This episode is so emotionally devastating, STOP MAKING THE BABY BOY CRY

Can’t be bothered to go back and check on Meicoomon’s eyes earlier this episode but like, if they intentionally changed the eyes into five pointed stars (so that Meicoomon could be a “generic Digimon” Apocalymon data etc) from four, that would be kind of neat-- but that might just be an animation error

HE SNAPPED OUT IT! IN THE WEIRDEST WAY POSSIBLE BUT OKAY!

NNNNNOOOOO DON’T CRY BABYYYYY

Hiro please just hug him back for the love of god

Okay but where the fuck have all these Betsumon been coming from this whole time, there’s like a fucking infestation

Baby boy’s happy again... That’s all I ever needed

OH, NEW ENDING! V cute!

Okay, episode 33 Whispers of the Dead

Piccolomon you ass

Wait, shit, is KIYO DEAD

IS HE FUCKING DEAD

DFGJHDGKHRUINVHGJFDGHJ

Look I’d be horrified by this but the fact is that we were all meme’ing about how he’d be doomed to die at the begining of the series so like. This prediction turning out to be correct is hysterical

It’s okay y’all he’s returning to Witchelny that’s all

Oh Jellymon brought him back to life, amazing

Okay I’m actually curious what Digimon is now haunting Kiyo

HE EVEN WENT TO MUMMYMON TO GET CHECKED OUT LMAO

Y’all I am so fucking happy he’s becoming a reoccuring character y’all, this is all I wanted from this fucking series, Dr Mummymon, with his PhD, and Toei is giving me that, holy shit thanks

Love dangerous, experimental medicine Mummymon’s suggesting lmao

Gammamon’s offering his chocolates to cheer him up, that’s so cute

OH HE’S DEAD AGAIN

If you didn’t scratch off “Kiyo dies” off you GG Bingo Cards yet then do it now

OH IT’S THAT DIGIMON

Wait. Is that fucking Mofurun’s VA

Is that fucking Mofurun (y’all might remember the VA as Burgamon in Psi)

Fucking... Ghost Game taking the sweetest VAs I know and turning them into fucking nightmare fuel... Good god

GG going its way to discuss fucking death in the creepiest possible way to children is so... horrifying but also funny

I mean, he’s not being actively malicious, just looking for a friend

'XCUSE ME

Jellymon, chill with the zaps or you might just stop his heart

I love him so much

Let’s go Jellymon, to the land between life and death!

Aaaand episode’s over

Both episodes were great fun! Don’t have much else to say, both were good

NEXT EPISODE PREVIEW!

....No preview...? Just the analyzer..?

THERE WE GO

Oh great, a body horror episode with Salamandamon (I want Angoramon to evolve...... Oh well)

[abyssembraced]

Fire Emblem?

Send me a fandom and I'll tell you my blorbos!

Blorbo: If you want me to stick to Awakening, since that's where Robin's from, then that'd be Lucina! I love her. My daughter <3 (because I married Chrom lmao). I made her absolutely busted in FE Heroes too, though I haven't actually played that in a while.

Though technically Lucina's my second favourite Fire Emblem character overall. First place actually goes to Edelgard! That's My Wife right there. My beloved. I like the other house leaders too, but,,, El <3

...But once again, as much as I love these girls, sadly I don't think I could write them well. But maybe. They're on the list of characters I would consider adding if I ever added another Fire Emblem muse here, just because I love them, but I'd definitely have to replay their respective games first.

Skrunkly: Uhhhhh. So the funny thing is, I usually really like the characters that tend to be described as "pure" or "cinnamon rolls", and just overall those who would fit into this category well, but for some reason with Fire Emblem, I just don't get as attached to them? So I dunno who I'd say for Awakening specifically, but at least for Three Houses I do like Ashe?

Scrimblo Bimblo: Could Henry count as underrated? Probably not, huh. I think he's pretty popular. But I do like him a lot! My funny murder crow guy. And Owain... Probably also doesn't count here, huh. Not sure how popular he is among the fandom, but like. With his appearances in Fates and Warriors, the games themselves sure give him a lot of love. But he's also really funny, and one of my other favourites from Awakening. So... I dunno!

Ashe could probably also fall in this category, since when it comes to the Blue Lions I think most people tend to focus on Dimitri, Felix, and Sylvain (and Ingrid and Dedue?) more than anyone else. But that would be reusing characters, so. hhhhhhh dgdhshf

Glup Shitto: So like. I thought this was gonna be a difficult question but then I remembered. Nobody fucking played Echoes. I feel like anyone from there is free game except for Alm and Celica ashshdfh. So! I remember liking Mae quite a bit, but I think my favourite from there was Conrad! I remember him being really sweet

Too bad I haven't played any of the Japan-exclusive games to have some really obscure favourites asdghsf. I do wanna play Genealogy someday though, if a fan translation exists

Poor Little Meow Meow: I don't like reusing characters for these but. C'mon. I don't think there's an FE character out there that's more controversial than Edelgard von Hresvelg lmao. I have absolutely zero interest in dealing with any of the Discourse, so all I will say is: we love Edelgard in this house. This is an Edelgard Appreciation Zone, or at the very least an Edelgard Tolerating Zone if you personally dislike her.

That said, I also wanna give a shoutout to Takumi from Fates, because I adore him too and still stand by him being one of the better things to come out of Fates. He's a bit of an ass to Corrin at the start, sure, but like. I feel like that's kinda justified?? He doesn't remember Corrin like Hinoka and Ryoma do, so from his perspective some random stranger from the country they are currently at war with has just waltzed in and is basically being treated like a god when they very well could be an enemy spy. And iirc, he does want to accept Corrin and get to know them? But he's smart, and remains wary until Corrin does choose his family's side.

...The Blame Takumi memes are still funny though, I won't lie dghdsf. I started with Conquest, so those memes are actually what led me to look into him more when I got around to playing Birthright

Horse Plinko: Y'know what. Lorenz. Is that unfair to say, given that I never did get around to playing the Golden Deer route? Yeah, kinda. Am I gonna say it anyway, because I'm not sure who else to say? Haha yea

I guess Takumi can get a little bit of bullying for being a grump, but only affectionately, because I still care him and he deserves a hug

Eeby Deeby: Validar and Thales are the easy options, yes, along with all the other villains, but like. Fuck em lmao

[lackingfivebraincells]

watched episode 4 last night and can I just say KIM JUNWAN DESERVES THE BIGGEST HUG :"<