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deathbypufferfish · 1 year

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If I don't get my appetite back soon I might fully lose it. How is eating food hard. It's like one of the three things humans do.

#puffer talks #i know its my stomach issues but #it took me three hours to eat one cup of panera mac and cheese #i am still eating but its miserable #im just not getting hungry after breakfast #and when i try to eat it feels like im force feeding myself like im full #i have periods where my stomach csnt stop being hungry and it's painful and then periods where i have no appetite #uigfghh #also i feel like when i talk about health stuff it is immediately taken as venting #or that im seriously upset #but im not its just a fact of my life and im just frustrated #i am not sad or anything im just annoyed

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nashvillethotchicken · 3 months

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Thinking about Lestat seeing Louis’s eating patterns as a waste of his gift/himself while Armand gives Louis food that he literally can not enjoy or digest just so he has something on his stomach

#if i had to give each of louis relationship a theme loustat would be shame and loumand would be enabling #which are both really bad ways of “helping” a partner with an ed #lestats shame and anger tactics only make louis more resentful and less likely to eat #while armand having the little drinks and exotic animals and the human food dont actually deal with louis problem head on-#cus at the end of the day louis is still not eating enough #and i think they really exemplifies both of their trauma and abandonment issues #both of them came up chronically food insecure #lestat was put into the role of provider at a very early age and stayed in that role until he died/was turned #so for him rejecting what lestat gives is like rejecting lestat cus he doesnt have anything else to make him “useful”#and lestats reaction to rejection is anger and control so he tries to shame and control louis into eating more/human #while armand has been abandoned by literally everyone he loves up till this point so for him its like #ok i can make people dtay if i give them what they want and what louis wants is to not feel bad about eating and so armand does that #but it still doesnt get to the root of the issue which is louis having poor coping mechanisms for his grief and other emotions #like either way you slice it. louis is not meeting his nutritional needs. he eats drinks from one guy eats a fox or some other small animal #when he should be having like two dudes at least #and then he has human food which according to anne rice makes vampires vomit up their whole stomach content so...#louis imma send you to my therapist shes great #interview with the vampire #iwtv #louis de pointe du lac #amc iwtv #lestat de lioncourt #ldpdl #iwtv 2022 #armand iwtv #armand #loumand #loustat #like armand gives louis food he cant eat just so he knows theres something in louis stomach even for a short while

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theygender · 7 months

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I love being T4T. My gf has been on estrogen for a couple weeks now and she's been having a rough time with her mood so I'm teaching her about the ancient art of soaking in a bubble bath with a little drink to sip while watching shows on your laptop

#pro-tip for any girls newly on E. this is The Cure for PMS #(which accurately describes what youre going through btw)#other great cures include putting on nice smelling lotion and fuzzy socks and wrapping yourself in a blanket burrito/nest #also eating lots of chocolate or other sweets and drinking your favorite caffeinated beverages #my mom used to always put on lotion and fuzzy socks and drink dr pepper and eat chocolate #my cousin likes to watch netflix in the bath with wine and then get in a blanket burrito with her favorite lemonade tea #if youve got someone to take care of you then you dont even have to come out of the burrito. you can just ask them to bring you things #all of these methods help a lot. we're experts on this you can trust me (family of people with endometriosis)#also if youre having headaches and bloating and stomach pain you might try midol (generic works fine)#it has acetaminophen for pain + caffeine for headaches (like excedrin) + antihistamine for bloating #also to clarify: i said girls newly on E only bc i figured girls who have been on it for a while might have already figured this stuff out #but PMS is by no means exclusive to transfems who have newly started on E #many transfems have reported getting PMS symptoms and even cramps on a monthly basis after being on estrogen for a while #this is bc after a while on E your body can start naturally making more estrogen and this can come with its own hormone cycle #and as a result you can essentially get all of the symptoms of a period just without the actual bleeding #(this can include cramps bc even in cis women the signals for the muscle spasms can sometimes get misdirected to nearby organs—#unfortunately causing stomach issues as well)#so if anyone out there happens to not already know this information and youve been feeling like shit periodically for seemingly no reason #now you know 😅#its your period #rambling

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s0fter-sin · 6 months

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i’m so sick of fucking rashes, what the hell kind of symptom even is this just, “hey, we’re going to make you itchy fucking everywhere for no reason and you can throw as many creams as you like at them but they’re not going to do shit 😜”

#i know skin issues is a pots thing but fucking hell im over it #im sick of being fucking itchy i hate it #last time i had a major flare like this i ended up using scissors and ended up accidentally cutting the shit out of my stomach #ive tried vitamin e cream eczema cream fungal cream lanolin and just a general moisturiser and they help for the very first application #but then after that does shit #its like the rash goes ‘ha! im gonna lull you into a false sense of relief just to fuck with ya!’#every time ive had a skin flare nothing i put on it does shit and after months it goes away on its own #but fuck if it isnt itchy and painful as shit in the meantime #ive moisturised more in the last three weeks than the entire year #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt #spoonie #pots #postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome #eds #ehlers danlos syndrome

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arsenicflame · 4 months

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wheres that post about knowing somethings irrational not helping stop worrying, i have been having a low grade panic attack for 2 hours now

#just this constant tremble and sickness in my stomach! im like an overstressed chihuahua #nyxtalks #we have a meeting about our issues at work n i. typed up all our issues and now im worried i worded things wrong #or said something people disagree with or!!! idk #underlying dread so strong #i know its gonns be fine. the worst that can happen is i quit but i was thinking about that anyway #but goooooooooood. i am so fucking panicky about this #stick it to the man (crying)

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bipunkharrington · 4 months

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My friends keep recommending Hazbin Hotel to me and I don't have the energy to get into how the creator hates trans men/enbies and how as a transmasc enby I just... don't wanna watch it.

For now I'm just blaming it on being busy 😅😂

#too busy to watch this show #is easier than the creater of this show turns my stomach for x reasons #also i dont care about other people enjoying it i just have no desire to engage with it #and its difficult to tell people the issues you have with something #without making it sound like your telling them they shouldnt engage with it #and i dont wanna ruin my friends fun #especially cause were all varying flavours of neurodivergent and i know how much it sucks #trying to disengage from a hyperfixation because you learn shitty bts stuff 🙃#transphobia #tw transandrophobia #tw transphobia #tw enbyphobia

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gregoftom · 1 year

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awful, just awful

#succession #tomgreg #biting my pillow like that dog meme #where do i even begin with this TOM IS LIKE A SCHOOLBOY WITH GREG ITS ACTUALLY INSANE #he reverts to like 20 years younger from his emotional swings to his obvious crush #and his EXPRESSIONS THROUGHOUT THIS SCENE BY TALOS MY STOMACH IS IN MY ASS. MATTHEW!!!!!#his hurt at the thought that greg might somehow be trying to blackmail him again to just sadness because of greg's fear of going to jail #his downcast eyes as he says ''yeah'' SHUT the up #like yeah maybe he's reflecting on his own hurt and pain at the fact that he's going to jail and shiv handed him another rejection #just before. or maybe. he doesn't like hearing greg suffer like this. i mean. from what i know about later #that tom is fully prepared to go to jail and ''throw it all out for love'' or whatever tf for greg's sake #it's just. it's plausible is all i'll say. it's very plausible when we think about that future scene.#idk i just think that people refuse to hear when anyone would say tom is absolutely GASPING to love somebody. like yeah he's got issues #but who tf is well adjusted in this economy LMAOOO even in these rich fucks' worlds nobody is #so i know. i'm not stupid i know he can be nasty. but so can all of them. GREG WAS PREPARED TO SUE GREENPEACE AJDLAKDAD #i mean idk if he will. but my point is if tom wasn't like that he wouldn't be such a good character imo. if he was just a straight up #asshole. who would care if something bad happened to him? i wouldn't. something that makes him so compelling to me #is that he can be SO WRATHFUL AND MANIACAL #but he can be so. so fucking soft and vulnerable at the same time. and matthew plays him so organically i just wanna fuckin WEEP #and then GREG here. he wasn't even thinking about using a connection of any way to get ahead he just wants to be saved. he's still early 20s #i believe anyway. and tom has taken care of him. looked after him #protected him. he always listens to him. he's learned that tom is there for him so ofc he's gonna plead for help but like. not directly #''just asking for advice'' = i'm fucking terrified how do i make it stop help me #hoe but keep it fashion #SORRY GOD I KEEP DOING NOVELS IN THE TAGS BUT GODDDDDD THIS IS SO MUCH evyerhting is sos oafujfdmwkqfd #ok i'm stopping now but anyway. they're important to me. sorry. sorry bye

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artheresy · 9 months

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I fear I'm preparing for the worst since the moment I got in at right after 9:00 am it was already sold out and I'm so so tired

Does anyone know the actual best place to buy resold tickets for Miku Expo, I know they're literally gonna be more than twice the price in some places but my spirit is so crushed that any suggestions of where to get them will be a godsend because I doubt I'll get anything good by the time it's the general public sale if each and ever single pre-sale including the local one is anything to go by?

#The first big purchase now that I have my own money and it's gonna be miku expo #And now it's gonna have to be even more expensive than I thought because ticket Master keeps kicking my ass and my network is too slow #The stress of this in such a short time is making my stomach issues act up ugh #Anyways yeah #If anyone knows the best place to potentially get resold miku expo tickets #Please help #Advice needed #miku expo 2024 #Hatsune miku #Also asking here and not Twitter bc my Twitter is dead and never gets any traction since its a tiny acc #If I get no responses I might ask there but I'm trying here first

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jabberwockprince · 1 month

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im feeling better enough to Not Be In Bed but not better enough as to Use The Puter so im sitting in various different places trying to survive

#i think my dog somehow knows its a stomach issue #bc she wont fucking stop curling up in my stomach #and guarding my ass #its very funny #anyway im not at risk of dehydration anymore

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tyrantt00 · 3 months

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Google how do make game run good on okay-ish pc

#rant #i can stomach games playing at 20 fps but i wish robocop game would hit at least 30 like #idk i have my settings all on low like i dont know why its chugging so hard. maybe letting it chill overnight will fix it <cope #also re4 remake runs really good on my pc. meanwhile re2 remake and re7 (sometimes) do not so i actually dunno what the problem is #like my specs have to be decent right its a prebuilt idk exactly what i have but if re4 remake can do it well why cant other games?#im also just really bad at first person aiming so im struggling to play robocop for that reason but i think thats a skill issue and my fault

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ruthlesslistener · 2 years

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anyways im once again grateful that i managed to get into a university surrounded by a farming community. the produce is bumpy, imperfect, fresh, and fucking delicious, the meat and dairy has no preservatives and comes from field-reared animals on small farms, i can buy all of my groceries right from the farmers and their families so i'm not giving my money to any corperate middleman, and i haven't had a single ibs attack excluding when Celeste died and I grieved myself into making myself physically ill. small farms selling their fresh meat or produce is the way to go

#i can also buy something and know its not going to spoil in TWO FUCKING DAYS #but seriously ive been cooking my own food with fresh produce and ive had no stomach issues #do you know how fucking rare that is for me?

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weed-cat · 8 months

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no it's not gonna give you proper dangerous withdrawals but you can get physically addicted to thc if you are using it often enough and anyone who tells you otherwise is either misinformed or does not have your best interests at heart.

#like no it's nothing like heroin or alcohol or oxy or any of that shit that can kill you if you withdraw improperly #but kids i have been smoking way too much weed daily for years and if i run out for more than a day or two i can't eat for like a week #or until i get another dose whichever one comes first #because going from near-constant thc daily to none makes you so so nauseous and disinterested in eating #like when i run out it is A Problem #i will be sobbing over everything and falling down every 20 minutes because I've been running on uninterrupted ketosis for 3 days #and i still can't stomach anything but broth and maybe a bit of dry bread #it's not the end of the world and god knows i am no stranger to having blood sugar levels like that #but it sucks and it means that i have to keep buying weed whenever i run out if i want to avoid being half incapacitated for 1-2 weeks 🤷#Its not destroying my life or anything it's pretty low down on the list of Issues I Have #i just wish it's something that id have known could happen before it was already happening the first time

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bare1ythere · 6 months

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finished assignments for today. welp off to the incinerator

#AUGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!#I think finals seasons upcoming is dawning on me #I was trying to take it easy for burn out i really was and it was helping!!!#I started being able to think about my special interest again!!#I stopped fantasizing about passing out in front of somebody so someone would notice how bad it is!!#But now its all coming back and I feel so bad. I cant focus I cant do any work #I barely managed to do 3 statistics questions and one paragraph for a project. in 9 hours #I really dont know what im going to do I feel so sick #Ive never had mental health issues impact my academics before like this #Its really bad and the worst part is i think its been bad for a while #my mom called me today about medical school prep and I felt sick to my stomach #I continue to be the family problem child only 2 steps away from being the family disappointment here we go!!!!!!!#shut up me

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cptnbeefheart · 8 months

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work has been WAY less dreadful lately and i feel like im finally connecting with my coworkers because im not as shy & ive gotten more comfortable there and feel more adult in general but idk i think im just feeling down or something because i just cried about not being able to find a clean bowl in this stupid house i haven’t eaten since lunch and theres nothing here that i want/ wont make my stomach hurty except soup and thats going to be so unsatisfying its so dumb but i AM dreading work tmrw we have a meeting which always makes me insane anxious i hate being trapped in a room and having to sit there and not be visibly anxious have to appear cool calm collected but not trying to throw up at the same time like im gonna be anxious all day which means i wont eat much because im afraid of puking and then ill feel worse because im hungrys im going to rip my skin off AHHHHHH!!!! <- thats me screaming

#i know its just my period coming sighhhhh its about to get so much worse i get lreally depressed like a week before it gets real bad #i can feel if creeping 🤨🤨 nothing is making me feel happy or fulfilled 🤨🤨 seasons are changing this doesnt help 🤨🤨 AHHHHH!!!!#(me screaming again )#being open about myself at work instead of trying to put on a worksona has me feeling like early middle school maggie im not sure why #or if fhats bad or good ..#also meeting is at the end of the day so in my mind theres a timer from when the day starts and once it goes past a certain point i cant #eat bc that means ill have a full tummy in the meeting and that in combo w being super anxious (anxiety causes me stomach issues and also #theres a fear of puking that is perhaps not rational) but i get so nervous about the meeting when i still have time that i dont feel hungry #or im like Nah timers lying Its already too late to eat. and then i feel like crap bexause im hungry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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xamaxenta · 1 year

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I rly should change my phone number

#my family keeps trying to contact me and . idk.#sad as it is and maybe its pathetic as fuck but i like setting fire to bridges #it just makes me feel like shit and guilty that my brothers are trying so hard to keep in touch #and i just dont want to #its not their fault its not their fault its my fucking parents #but i cant stomach meeting them anymore or talking to them its a me issue its my pride or my guilt or both in one nasty knot #this is my own making. i could take their outstretched hands.#but i cant and i dont know why and and im disturbed and upset over the concept of them trying so hard when ive never returned the favour #because im a horrible person they don’t deserve this stress #and they should leave me alone.#everyone would be happier if they forgot me within my family that is #im sorry and thanks for trying to love me but i guess i havent loved my family back in a long time and it makes me feel so fucking awful #like why? youre my family. like my brothers are cool theyre so nice and theyre understanding they accept me #and yet. im a fucking idk idk idk like. i just cant take it.#thats all #:(((#my brothers say they love me and i believe them #but I genuinely i hate that i feel this way but i dont care about them the same way they care about me #its so self centered and shit. and i dont know why i feel this way.#like theres nothing we have left #and its because of me #delete later #sorry for ranting on christmas lmfao #im feeling a lot of shit feelings that all self inflicted #im sorry but i know i dont mean it.#because i have no feelings other than resentment and an ugly bitterness

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125storejuice · 2 years

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#ive been going to sleep at like 7-8 pm and waking up at 5am and its honestly been really good #i love being awake in the early morning hours its actually my favorite #a part of the reason i miss road trips so much #i would leave at like 330-4am #and it always felt so exciting !!!#anyway these days i feel very productive at that time so thats when ive been uploading content to manyvids and pornhub lolol #it just makes me happy to do work at this time idk lolol #also its definitely the anxiety but my stomach has been not okay for days and im just like its enough already #please prepare yourself for the mozzarella cheese #its a comin'#also im so happy rn because i picked up marijuana for my friend last night and the person gave me so many free drugs and she !!#didnt even know im having money issues #she was like please take this #a lovely person and i am so grateful she doesnt even know!!!!!#sorry for this incredibly long tag rant #well im sorry you may have to witness it at least lolol

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