#i mean i came out like 3 years ago
Text
thinking bout how I'm gonna have to deal with buying a new binder soon - it's not the price or the idea of a new binder it's quite literally the 'buying it and getting it delivered' becuase my dad fr fr can see everything I buy and can also see what's in the mail FROM HIS PHONE
anyway if anyone has any recs for good binders send em my way cause I've had this one less than 2 years and it's already ripped in two place (it's gc2b :( )
#v annoying#i mean i came out like 3 years ago#but ughhh#idk#its awkward#and i dont wanna somehow jeapordize my living situation#im sure they wouldnt but stillll#anywya
44 notes
·
View notes
Text
fanart for what may be my favorite fic of all time, Running Behind by @asidian! here's prompto enjoying all the foods from the fic beacuse he deserves it <3
#ffxv#prompto argentum#final fantasy xv#final fantasy 15#im going to be wild in the tags here for a moment. this fic makes me CRRRRRRRAZZZZZZEYYYYYYYYYYYYY#like barking snarling yowling tearing up dirt with my hands taking bites out of the drywall#its like old at this point but every couple of years i remember it and im like well here i go again! and reread it in a several hour sprint#and then scream and cry nad throw up cause i love it soooo so much#seriously i recommend it so sohard . honestly even if you dont like ffxv#ultimate hurt comfort fic checks off all my boxes 11/10 explodeing#oh yes also the art is here. yea i got carried away drawing the foods jfkdslhglks#hi author if you read these tags im sorry for pinging you about your fic that came out like. 7 years ago#but ive been meaning to make fanart for it for sooooo long cause i love it and i finally got around to it lol#koob art#digital art#im going to be pissed if theres a food i forgot to include lmao#anyways yea i <3 prompo my scrinkly winkly crunkly doo he deserfes happines. im going to disappear into the sunset now
165 notes
·
View notes
Text
i would like to stop experiencing the full spectrum of human emotions every day please. putting this out into the universe
#had suchhh a good workday. had hot pot with my roommate where we talked about our quarter life crises#and then came home and had a 3 hour screaming match with both of my parents where i said i was cutting them out of my life#it turns out. my dad still does not understand what the word bi means even tho his fucking wife is bi#he was like 'so you marry someone and six months later you see someone else you like and u go marry them instead?'#like genuinely. truly trying to understand#and that shocked me enough to stop crying#do not reblog please#like in hindsight it is SO funny#and that was the point where i was like. wait is this not malice#this is homophobia but i don't think it's malice#anyways we're all Ok now#we've agreed that i'm going to do what i want#and even if they're unhappy they're still gonna have a relationship with me#and they'll figure out how to adjust#my brother periodically came into the room and also screamed at my parents#i feel bad for them a lil bit. like they're not bad people#after he left my mom told me that a week and a half ago#my brother came into her room and told her that when she died he would bury her in a grave instead#of the traditional last rites (cremation rituals etc etc)#if she wouldn't accept me#and my mom said she was on a bunch of meds cause she's sick so she was so out of it it didn't even register what he was going on about#and then today after that convo she was like WAIT A MIN WHAT THE FUCK DID THIS BOY SAY TO ME#funniest 16 year old u could have on your side#truly he kept coming into the room every 5 min and going HEY HAVE YOU BOTH CONSIDERED NOT BEING HOMOPHOBIC. HAVE YOU.#HEY CAN U TELL YOUR DAUGHTER YOU STILL LOVE HER MAYBE??? THINK??? USE YOUR BRAIN???#this is why i would die for this kid#he's the best#he's such an idiot most of the time but when he's not being an idiot he's my favorite person on earth#don't tell him that tho anyone please#he'll hold it against me forever and ever as siblings do
13 notes
·
View notes
Text
My sincere reaction after realizing ranboo is now 20:
#what the fuck😰...bro#I've been in this fandom for way to long#everytime a youtuber I like has their birthday and gets older. Its like a reset for me#like... whagt do you mean ranboo is 20 and their 3 year anniversary plus ranboo bakes a cake two came out not too long ago... whagyt#I need to get out of here but the non gender filled gender enderman has got me by the throat#FOR THREE YEARS MIGHT I ADD!!!#anyways happy birthday to my ultimate favorite youtuber who is literally so cool and awesome and amazing and oh my GOD!!!!#No but being serious. Happy birthday ranboom We're all so proud of you (AND HERE'S TO MANY MORE OUR BELOVED/P/POS!!!!)#ranboo#ranboolive#ranboo birthday
27 notes
·
View notes
Text
@cordiallyfuturedwight has tagged me every single month this year to give my receiptify, i am so sorry this is the first time i’m doing it these have looked so fun!! @cosmicdreamgrl has also tagged me in this, as well as @raplinenthusiasts (from my sideblog, @mikrrokosmos)
get your receiptify here!
tagging @mixtapedoh @gobarbie @musicallisto @ohwarnette @delilahsbard
#i’m literally doing this 50 minutes before the new year idk if it’ll work if they do it jan 1 💀#sorry yall!#kayla i promise ill do better at doing these in the new year!#i’ve literally been obsessed with into your room it’s been quite on repeat#i’ve been meaning to get into more of holly humberstones work i just haven’t yet 🙈#i was like wait closer than this is so close when it came out 10 days ago?? (on my birthday <3) but i streamed it akdjsjdb#i’ve been quite obsessed with skool luv affair bangtan what can i say#y’know honestly i never think that i listen to taylor that much yet she’s always no. 2 lol#can’t wait to grow my music library more in 2024 <3#tag games#monthly receiptify
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
what do you mean this song was released TWENTY YEARS AGO aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
#ive been listening to this song none stop#what do you mean it came out 20 years ago when i was 3 years old#wtf#mcr#my chemical romance#you know what they do to guys like us in prison#charlie.mp3#Spotify
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
I realize this could get me crucified in certain circles but as good as Andor was I really do think its fans can be truly insufferable.
#i'm sorry but so many andor fans just have this snobby ass attitude about it#and feel the need to act as if it's The Only Good Star Wars Thing Ever Made#and every other star wars thing should copy it#because clearly if the show's style works for THAT story it MUST work for every story right#it was annoying when the show was airing and it's annoying now#like idk maybe the people who described it as ''star wars for people who hate star wars'' weren't that far off#i already talked about all this in another post a while back#but y'know a new show just came out which means i have to put up with it again#even though there's really no reason to compare andor and ahsoka outside of ''they're both star wars shows''#and most of it is just people bitching that ahsoka is more reference-heavy#which as i've also pointed out in previous shows. it's a sequel.#a sequel continues the story of a previous work that's literally the entire fucking point#like i'm sorry but when it comes to this show specifically i do not give a solitary FUCK about the casual viewer#it has been very explicitly and unambiguously billed as a direct sequel to rebels from the start#and it was announced 3 years ago which is more than enough time to get caught up#no one is forcing you to watch the sequel before the thing it's a sequel to#as far as i'm concerned if you watch a sequel before the first one that's entirely on you#you knew what you were getting into and you have forfeited any right to bitch about being confused#but anyway back to andor i'm not gonna let people being annoying about it affect my enjoyment of it#cause it IS a good show and i don't wanna end up resenting it just cause people are pretentious asses about it#but yeah i think certain people could maybe stand to get off their fucking high horses over star wars spin-off shows#shut up tristan
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
nothing like breaking a month long reading slump by reading 300 pages in a day
#text post#what broke the reading slump you might ask?#i signed up for a summer reading program through my local library and it's to read 900 mins in 2 months#which amounts to 15 minutes of reading a day#and my brain went 'i doubt they keep track of who reads the most minutes.... but it COULD be me'#and here we are#so I've now read 259 of my 900 minutes lmao#i read about a page a minute#but also im going to a book launch event on tuesday for the 3rd book in a trilogy and the month long reading slump in may#means i now have until june 4th to cram books one and two in preparation#i read book one when i first came out 4 years ago and then didn't get around to reading book two when it came out#and at this point i need a book one refresher before i can read book 2#so im cramming a little under 850 pages 3 days lol#i read book one when IT first came out. not i. i came out like 8 years ago
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
rewatching season three i can see why people aged 14 to 17 think they're the target audience for the show they did not write this for adult humans to enjoy
#every subplot sounds more ridiculous than the last i know it's only barely enjoyable from a character development and stuff standpoint but#that's all it has going for it to me because the supernatural plot is just so? did they have children brainstorm and give them their best#ideas because what#russian terminator guy i owe you an apology i wasn't really familiar with your game#when people complained a little while ago i was#agreeing with them but i forgot just how bad it was it's SO BAD...russians under the mall is a classic of course. mean william being#possessed instead of nice william this time is a little funny#i was 17 when it came out and i enjoyed it.#not to do the whole age thing again but it really is funny that they're like how dare you you're an adult like you were 8 when season one#came out do you think they made this show for you.#the crazy thing is they do just because there's KIDS IN THE SHOW like omg. there's kids in the shining was that for 7-year-olds#not saying people under the age of 40 can't enjoy the show seeing as i am as you all know under the age of 40. as are the duffers for#another six months#and i started watching the show when i was 14 i don't think they're crazy for liking it obviously i think they're crazy for thinking they#were the intended audience#i'm sorry i don't even remember disliking season 3 that much the last time i watched it. and i'm actually having fun watching it i just#also think it's stupid#and like i say: brf slt
18 notes
·
View notes
Text
I think I need to go to sleep soon my brain is once again is being haunted by the sad thoughts
#the evil thoughts are invading againnn#thinking about when my dogs will die#I can’t fucking handle it I can’t#snowball and cotton#I got them both 5 years ago#they were both around 3-5 when I got them#that must mean they are around 8-10#I mean they are small dogs so they are more likely to live longer#but still#I need to prepare for when the time comes#snowball is already going blind#and I think deaf as well#it’s freaking me out#I never had a dog before therefore never had a dog die either#in fact I never had a close family memeber die really#other than my great grandpa#the rest are all distant cousins#I don’t think I can handle it#I’m only still here bc when I was legit planning cotton came up to me and fell asleep on me#I knew I needed to stay alive for at least my dogs#honestly though I am so much better mentally and I actually have learned to actually enjoy life#but I’m scared I’m going to fall back to that way of thinking#why must my brain torture me so#why can’t my dogs life forever#I need them in my life#what do you mean I won’t have my babies around when I’m like 40#LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL BUT CRUEL AT THE SAME TIME
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
I usually don't give a single fuck about generation labels (e.g. boomer, gen X, millennial, gen Z, gen alpha, ect) because the whole thing is literally and entirely (with no exaggeration) made up to make forcing "generation gaps" easier.
But then I see like 35+ year olds posting in this kink talking about how they used tumblr in the dark ages of the pre/early 2010s (/lh) and it's like???
I made my first account in 2013 and these guys were already calling themselves veterans at this point???
#in summary generation distinctions are bs but i am starting to learn how to feel old#like??? tf you mean Tumblr came out in 2007?????#i made my first ever account like 3 years ago??#non kink#out of kink#no kink interaction
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
"steven universe and adventure time ended 5 years ago" "she-ra ended 3 years ago" and if i kill myself???
#i do not like the passage of time and i dont like endings#technically steven universe also ended 3 years ago but i mean the og show#idc much for steven universe future#i hadnt watched adventure time in years when it ended but i cried like a baby when the news came out djdbejfbejfh#and when i found out the last episode was calles Come Along With Me??????? still makes me want to cry#like both of those shows started when i was under 10 years old..... thats most of my life
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
I want to talk more about my oc x shadowheart but I simply do not know how to put any of my feelings into words. instead i can offer a playlist that makes me extremely mentally unwell <3
#also silk being on shadowhearts official canon playlist when it had already been on my ocs playlist for MONTHS#like on my ocs original playlist that i made forever ago. like dating back to.... idk January '23 or so it has been one of my top#Feilan x Shadowheart songs. and then. and then.#altho that playlist ALSO had running with the wolves and wolf by first aid kit and a million other wolf themed songs that entirely predicte#shadowhearts backstory so. insane all around <3#like the fact that. almost a year before the game came out. i made a pseudo werewolf barbarian based on irish and norse warrior bands.#to romance shadowheart.#and i say pseudo bc she never like. fully shifts its just like. a smidge. all barbs of that subclass are like that tho where they get like.#slightly a furry about it lmao#like fuck dude feilans name is Little Wolf!! it means Little Wolf!! as in Baby Wolf. Wolf Pup.#screaming crying throwing up#anyways. hehe playlist :)#baldur's gate#shadowheart#feilan#my post#my playlists#Spotify#fei x shad
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
the vitriolic hatred most people have for things that look weird is so upsetting to me sometimes :(
#update in my search for bristleworm names i came across a newscast from a few years ago where#some fisherman pulled up a big bearded firewormnin their net and shared a video of it#and the whole newscast was ppl being like 'ewww what is that thing' 'if i pulled that up in my net id kill it'#'im never going in the water again ew ew'#like. guyes. its a fucking worm#and its. not even that big. AND its not even native to texas one just got washed thru currents from the Mediterranean (supposedly)#like. shut upppppppppp its just a worm#i see that SO much w ocean stuff specifically snd its like.... its not actually that scary. come onnnn.#its sooo much more fascinating than anything else. and lo and behold the ONE (1) scientist they talked to#was immediately like wow thats incredible and started asking questions. like. aaughrhrghh idk.#its only 8am ive been up for like 3 hours im rlly tired i dont have words yet.#but can we stop immediately wanting to kill every sea creature that gets pulled onto land by mistake. can we stop. youre so annoying.#youre not cute for going ewwwww gross youre just. ignorant and frustrating. head in hands. theyre not some alien monster.#its literally a worm#its a worm! thats all it is! its a worm with unique adaptations to help it survive in a harsh environment#and just because you think it looks weird doesnt mean it deserves to die#ARUGHGHGHHH ppl that dont listen to scientists make me insane. ppl that blatantly ignore science make me SO isnane.#go read a book. go look at a picture of a worm.#GO TO A FUCKIGNGG AQUARIUM FOR CHRISTS SAKE. do u KNOW how many of these bitches ive pulled out of tanks??? theyre everywhere.#and yes we killed them but like. not bc theyre ugly and gross but because too many of them become a pest species#and will literally kill all ur fish. its a balance. like literally everything else in nature. we kept a lot of them!#becasue when a fish dies theyre one of the most efficient decomposers and theyre an incredible help wirh water quality.#we had a tang die in a place that was completely inaccessible to us without breaking a huge coral colony so we couldnt get to it.#letting a dead fish sit in a tank is a death sentence for that tank usually. but we had enough bridtle worms to eat it#thay thing was gone in like a day. with only a minor spike in ammonia. it was insane.#anyway. sorry. got heated abt worms.
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
my ocs..... i love you
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#i came across a . almost 3 years old note on my phone last night i think? my original world and characters stuff aaa#:(( !! awh man i always vaguely remembered it but i thought i never wrote it down but i actually did#i had a realization earlier that the reason why i like ayer so much is probably because he reminds me a lot of nico as well LMFAO emo#younger brothers who act angry at times but are strong but also yeah and T_T anyways damn my favorite characters have always influenced me#so much. anyway. my ocs ... okay i love them all and a lot of it is underdeveloped but merle and lyra in particular stand out#i actually rambled about my main original world ocs on my priv twt. like. pronouns and simple backstories and sexualities lol#anyway merle and lyra mean the wooorld to me !! merle was formed off a very old oc that was very important in my childhood#lyra was first originated from an oc i created from the idea of my first and only ever irl crush. so yeah. yeah#i would say uhm... akira & merle are very similar and then lyra with aerith. to give a small idea.#the whole original story and world of mine really gives off square enix vibes LMFAO ff and kh fr mostly#would love to share more sometime but maybe i want to keep it a little secret. idk. i don't want to make it incredibly realistic but moreso#realistic still? it's super self indulgent but it has become less op from 3 years ago. but yeah? yeah
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
LOOK AT THEM
#LOOK.............#maddy getting annoyed at rhydian for existing#so real so real#SHE LOOKS SO CUTE OH MY GOD#HER WITH THE MESSENGER BAG AND THE 3 YEARS OLD JUMPERS#BC SHE'S TINY AND DOESNT NEED A NEW ONE#IM CRYIGN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#everyone watch my show ok. this was the highlight of my life like 10 years ago#no it's actually been over 10 years it came out in 2021... D:#I MEAN 2012 !!!!!!!!!!!!!
2 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
