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katieshook02 · 1 year

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i have so many inappropriate things to say rn..

#mat barzal #new york islanders #going absolutely feral for this man #like foaming out the mouth might have rabies kind of feral #i need to be put down atp

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getgored · 5 months

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"Why dont you just post it on twitter? Like a normal person?" SO YOU DONT SEE IT 😭😭 WHICH ONE OF YALL TOLD HIM TO CHECK TUMBLRRR

It's alr i get a huge ego boost seeing he laughed at it and liked it, but the fact my most crack ass art got a 2x2 frame in sdmp berd museum is causing my irl death

#i need him put down #i need to remove myself from the internet atp #kind of saved my skin that he didnt read my @#i cant be known for this #₍₍ㅤ💉ㅤ♱₊ㅤ reblogsㅤ⊃#₍₍ㅤ🫀ㅤ♱₊ㅤ my postsㅤ⊃#useless post #sdmp #berd #sdmp berd #jerd #berd clip #berd fanart #berdboi

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bluephoric · 2 months

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i hate shipping things it makes me feel like one of those mormons who show up at peoples front doors all "have you heard the good word" and shit 😭🙏

#sally face #yeah this is about larvis #larry johnson #travis phelps #i will not shut up #atp i need to be put down #i feel so pushy with how much i yap about them

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skitskatdacat63 · 5 months

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Can someone assure me it's okay that I haven't finished any drawings in over a week 😭😭

#apathy :)#its like. impossible to assure myself its okay to take a break #yknow you see other people post so frequently #and you somewhat feel like you're falling behind #i cant keep up waugh #lol tho i wonder if I'll have a sudden desire to draw once finals week starts in a couple weeks #i assure you that when i have to work on a bunch of big assignments #my brain will suddenly be like DRAW DRAW DRAWK #its just annoying when you have a good amnt of freetime and you cant kick your brain into gear #I've been sketching but ahhhh just a lot of concept stuff #i have an idea for a chibi comic but i want to pair it w a full drawing #so uhhh thats never happening dhfjkg not happening for a bit ig #i need to come up w more chibi comics #easier and faster to draw and they dont kill me :)#it just feels lesser idk why #tumblr is my diary atp sry djfkkglg #i used to write down on paper or my notes app when i was in a bad mood #but god that shit is sooooo bitter and i cant reread it at all #theres smth about knowing im putting myself out there that keeps it a bit calmer #and it feels more comforting :)#catie.rambling.txt

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clericofinfamy · 6 months

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damian priest - raw, march 18 2024.

this was a lowkey hands and arm appreciation post for him… oh to be held in a submission 🥹🖤

#atp i need this man to keep going #so bad #help me #when will someone put me down?#wwe #wwe raw #wwe smackdown #wwe edit #damien priest #damien priest edit #the judgement day #judgement day #rhea ripley #finn balor #dominik mysterio #jd mcdonagh #world wrestling entertainment

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mothjinxed · 1 month

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another vent in the tags ugh i should try and do something nice rn

#my pains got so bad again that i threw up again #it's tiring because. i can't even eat atp without worrying about whether it'll make me feel so nauseous i throw up #the doctors wanted to try another new medicine but its put straight in the rear and. shouldnt be shit out. and. yknow. IBD ....#so i obviously do shit it out like immediately ... bcus i cant help it #i probably have to call them on monday to let them know ive started throwing up too #couldnt even go upstairs today without taking breaks bcus of the stomach pains #and theres so much blood all the time #i need to. think about something to distract myself from this bcus i know i shouldnt be ashamed of my condition and i cant help it #but im ashamed anyway and im frustrated and hate myself because i cant do anything else but lie down rn. cant even sleep for the most part #i get like 2 hours sleep max in a day #i kinda wanna draw my apex oc but i suck at designs and idk how to design her clothes LMAOAOA #just wanna draw her interacting w people tbh #also i want more alter content but idk what to make #i just love her

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chiistarri · 4 months

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what if instead of messaging me in the middle of the night about your stupid fucking girlfriend and your stupid fucking problems with her you actually act like my fucking friend and message me like how you message everyone else in our group

#bye ignore my venting bigger problems what fucking ever #im sick of her ass she only messages us for us to help her with her fucking girlfriend problems like we arent even friends atthis fckn point #and i love her shes so funny whatever but god shes literally the worst because i just want to be friends i dont fucking care ab her goddamn #selfish ass gf thats shes obsessed with. be obsessed tell me about it but cant we be friends ab other stuff too #we used to be her 'favorite friend' cause we shared so many interests and we hung around what fucking ever but fuck that right #get a gf and just use us to help better yalls relationship without even telling her you're sharing her private msgs w us huh yeah sure #what fucking ever im so done with this bitch and i cant even get my contacts out cause i have long nails and im js poking my eye #AND SHE WOULD NEVER BE SORRY if our friendship fell apart she would tell everyone i was jealous of her gf or what ever i literally dont care #she was like an older sister before i dont get why getting a gf would have to change shit like ok good for u but what ab us #what about me its not even fucking fair like is it that hard to keep up w ur friends?? NO its fucking not #taking me so long to write a post bc im still fucking helping her with her stupid dumb selfish idiotic gf omfg #just BREAK UP i literally dont fucking care just leave her if she makes u unhappy its literally online tf is she gonna do to u nothing omfg #why am i the one being punished when shes the one with the stupid dumb gf that hates her and herself i dont fucking care i js want m friend #and i cant tell any of our mutual friends cause she dont do that to them its js me so itd be like im being dramatic #and like shit i guess i am but i dont care atp thats all she ever talks to me ab like ok i get it i helped u but stop jfc #but if i said that we'd never talk again bc what fucking ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cause im just dramatic whatever #if u cant resolve these simple problems of communication on ur own then maybe u shouldnt be in a relationship idk js my thoughts! die #sry the 1 person who knows what xactly i mean is asleep and im so tired of getting late night msgs being like hii can u help me SHUT UP #id love to help if we were actually still fucking friends but we arent so js leave me alone bruh #post #nickpost #will delete in morning my mom keeps telling me to put my phone down bt i need 2 say smfh 2 some1 #i hate change i hate slight differences in my normal day to day i hate everything i hate not having smth to rely on i hate change i hate it #sry im alg now im js sick of her ass js leave bruh #nimbhe my moms yelling im tired anyway i need to js isolate myself forever no problems if im on an island alone #living my best life in the shade drinking idk water or whatever and just talking to myself bc who even needs friends right!!!!!!!!#its 11:11 make a wjsh #adding more cz whatever im deleting this ltr anyway #its so clear where i stand with everyone cause its always close but not close enough friendly but not friends and i guess its the same w her #bye im out of tags etc whatever nobody matching my freak ever never comfortable in any friendships

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hoosierbi · 8 months

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whoever it was that thought up the lyrics "youre in harms way / im right behind" did it for the winteroe culture

#i need to be put down like a rabid dog or a lame horse i think #my brain is a one trick pony atp and the trick isnt even that cool. okay the winteroe parallels guardian angels of it all. and? what else?#^ you get what you give by the new radicals btw #wn

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socialbunny · 1 year

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#chat #literally some of my favorite in game screenshots like. i love them 🙄 and miss them #been thinking abt how skip doesnt even like him tbh and is using him honestlyy.#NOT PURPOSEFULLY MY SKIP IS NOT like. some evil mastermind literal example of a loser that exists but. it #like. it doesnt take much to turn don out #and if dons throwing all this attention this way he may as well take advantage itd be mean not tooo you know?#ATP I NEED TO PUT THIS DOWN SOMEWHERE MY BRAIN AND MY TUMBLR TAGS R BASICALLY MY GDOCS 😭

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selfinflictedgunshotwound · 8 months

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imo everyone on earth should be talking about Him (don't want this showing up in the tag even though it's not a diss) but everytime i go to the tag and there's only like 3 new posts i'm like. oh yeah almost no one cares except me and like 5 other ppl on here

i ran out of tags KFHSJENNXN i don't think that's literally ever happened to me before anyways don't read them because it's just me being insane as per usual

#most of his indirects on twitter are from people in diff asian countries as well and ik he's doing an asia tour soon(?)#bruh he's never coming back to the usa is he 😭😭😭 i need him in chicago i miss him so bad #i feel very ugly emotionally rn still bc i was reading all of the rando ass dating rumors of him last night LMAO and it pissed me off #i know i have no right to get mad and i'm being irrational but at the same time like. everyone is just like 'omg he's so in love rn'#bc his music has been very angsty and like. idk... conflicted? but his new song was very happy and sweet and very In Love Sounding #and i already know all his music is about one person bc he always talks about the same shit (he's very predictable i see right thru him)#and he's putting out a new song called 'shining' and he has been talking abt a person being his light/shining on him for the last 7yrs atp #so like. that's how i know it's about one specific person and i don't think he has moved on LMAOOO so unless he was dating the same random #7yrs ago i don't think he's dating any of the people they bring up tbh... i pay attention to these things not to brag or anything but like #being attentive to the people i love and noticing inconsistincies in their behavior and when they act diff is like. the only skill i have #at least irt other people LMAO like honestly i wrote all the lyrics he ever wrote down in a google doc and it shows a clear trajectory #that starts like... innocently and just gets more fucked up and toxic as it goes. and ppl say he's one of the most sane ppl they know #meanwhile he's been writing songs about 1 person for nearly 10 years and they get progressively more desperate and insane #I'M JUST SAYING. i completely forgot what my original point was but i guess it was most likely that. no one pays attention to him like i do #the songs started being about this person at the same time i started liking him and having dreams about meeting him btw #and they got progessively more uh. spiteful and desperate and weird as the years went on. did i mention i cast a spell on him 😐#and he literally says shit like 'it's impossible for me to move on' 'i don't care about anyone else' 'it's like i'm possessed' etc #and after we met at his concert he got really into saying shit like 'that one night wasn't enough' and 'the spotlight between us'#&the ever-famous 'i like the way you look at me' 'my eyes are on you' 'focus on me just look at me' when all i did was look at him all night #if you're reading this right now and thinking 'celeste do you seriously believe a kpop guy has been writing songs about you for 7 years?'#you should remember who i am and how i reacted to ***** having a gf (that i guessed exactly right months before he revealed it)#i'm schizophrenic 🤷‍♀️ but the guy i'm into was the one who started my fascination with soulmates and destiny and fate and shit like that #you know it's funny i mention that because he also started writing about that!!!!! in his songs!!! crazy #and he talks about the person making it hard for him to sleep and wanting to meet them in his dreams again and whathaveyou #i mean even in his two newest title tracks he says 'i'm frustrated in the studio the only melody that comes out is for you' and #'i want to turn everything about you into a song' in the newest one... hm.#and btw he announced his album right when i admitted i was in love with him again to my family (they know my insanity LMAO)#and he releases a song about being happy and in love and listening for someone's voice from far away to reach him/vice versa?????#right when i get back into him???#it's my fave color & his fave color & he's releasing it in my birth month like. i know billions of coincidences are a thing but it's crazy

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shevaults · 4 months

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putting this here for reference

#yeah her strength is 2 #recently it was 1 #she's tiny as fuck you can't tell me she'd have anything more honestly #the only reason i let her have one more point is bc i figured she'd been lugging junk around in her backpack for weeks atp FDSNFDSJKFSD #who needs strength when you can convince people to put down their weapons with your words?#who needs strength when you're LUCKY #who needs strength when you have dogmeat and hancock as pack mules?#nora : headcanons.

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girlfox · 5 months

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i'm theorycrafting my dungeon meshi au for ahri and honestly it's kind of hilarious thinking about her in that world because. yeah, she'd eat everything and anything. absolutely zero qualms about consuming monsters. in fact, i think she loves it. no culinary innovation, either, just gobbling up dungeon creatures who roam into levels they shouldn't.

i think she inadvertently manages the ecosystem of some level really far down by doing this, while also caring for the monsters who stabilize things.

#𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 ⠀⠀(⠀ⅰ.⠀)⠀⠀𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑:⠀⠀ಇ⠀⠀oh-kae!#i definitely have thoughts that i'll put together #once an adventurer who had a partner she was in love with?#definitely a mage; one who practiced dark magic at that.#i think something happened and she was forced to eat him.#mayhaps cursed a long long time ago and now she eats monsters and consumes lingering spirits?#i think her curse gives her some magical method of intaking new spirits and turning them into a surplus of mana.#and she's endlessly mana hungry.#/but/ i need to read more of the manga and craft out some ideas.#she's definitely been in the dungeons for a /long time/ and is a bit of a folk tale atp.#not many make it down as far as she is and less make it out.#also! her level is definitely a misty and sprawling dark wood that is thriving with colorful plants and creatures #against the backdrop of a dark and dim and foggy wood.#very ethereal and mysterious.

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toothmarqed · 1 year

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fallen prey to saying stupid shit on the internet without thinking and coming off as incredibly rude and insensitive. i feel sick to my stomach. never commenting on anything else ever again. deserve to be squashed under someone’s shoe and ground into powder. in all seriousness this has shocked me so much that i am quitting every platform but tumblr for however long it takes for me to get some sense knocked into my dumb fucking skull

#actually considering deleting the clock app rn #what i said was so so bad and it could’ve been avoided if i’d fucking READ WHAT I WROTE and thought abt it FOR ONE GODDAMN MINUTE #i genuinely feel like i’m going to throw up being seen (fairly. justifiably) as mean is like the worst thing #and i don’t deserve to be wining abt this bc i’m the one who hurt someone but good god #PLEASE make sure that when you say something online you would SAY IT TO THEIR FACE #ive gotten to used to this brusque rude dark humor on the internet that i don’t relaizw using that humor INDISCRIMINATELY WITH STRANGERS is #Not okay #they made a video on it but the video got taken down so i deleted the comment. which might have been more selfish. i don’t know what’s best #-to do in that situation? i’m going to change my fucking username and pfp atp and go off the app entirely because i’m so fucking adhd ames #**ashamed don’t know why is autocorrected to that #ok just deleted the app ‘and all of its data’ so idk if that means my videos (edits) too but atp whatever #maybe it’s impulsive but at least this way i will not know what’s going on ! and never hurt anyone again hopefully. i really hope he saw my #-comments before his response was deleted because i want them to know it was not intentional and i am truly so so sorry #i don’t know how i’m going to function for the rest of the day. i’m going to think about this when i go to sleep for the rest of my life #i feel sick #i’m evil #and being evil isn’t fun silly times it literally makes me want to throw up from how bad i am #too much ranting in the tags and i deserve to be fucking shot in the mouth #but i need somewhere to put this that no one will see this but that is also public so that someone might see and know how sorry i am #feel like fucking bojack horseman #unironically how am i supposed to go on living. how can i live knowing i’m so bad. if i don’t kill myself im being selfish because i’m mak-#-omg everyone deal with my presence and live with a bad person.#i think i’m going too social media entirely except for tumblr maybe bc i can’t or don’t rly talk to anyone on here #i need someone to like give me a good meaning but not in a cathartic way in a way that it genuinely hurts so bad and makes me feel the full #suffering i deserve

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c-nstellati-ns · 1 year

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Miguel with a choking kink is canon btw🥳

IT BETTER BE i need this mf to choke me tf out my god

#achilles' scripts 🌟#nonnie !!#atp i need to be put down

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iavanr · 6 months

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truly no feeling quite like getting rejections on two of my job applications, refreshing my email inbox and then seeing a third one pop up

#I need someone to put me down like a sick dog I feel like one atp

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mosspapi · 9 months

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Uncharacteristically upset about The Disabilities tonight. Thought I was over this by now. What the fuck

#why could I not have been born fucking normal. or at the very least had all this shit set on later #why could I not have had actual good doctors who didn't let me get so sick I'm now permanently fucked up forever bcuz of it.#I'm so tired of going to bed every night wondering if I'll have a heart attack because my chest hurts and is squeezing and I Know it's-#-from my ribs but if it Was my heart I'd never know. and my heart doesn't work properly anyways.#I'm tired of needing to lay down after I do basic fucking things like take a shower or washing one dish #I'm sick of wanting to go outside or run or dance and not being able to anymore #I'm so sick of not being able to go to class or draw or play video games bcuz my neck seizes up after too long #I'm sick of always being in pain.#I'm sick of being sick.#I'm so over this shit dude. there is no god because surely one of them would've had enough mercy to fucking kill me before all this #fucking Christ dude I'm so fucking done with all of this bullshit. I need to be put down or some shit #and what's worse is I know I comparatively don't even have it that bad. so I have no reason to be as upset as I am.#I'm royally fucked up but not enough to actually matter.#armchair speaks #vent post #I mean fucking hell dude. my parents were gonna have me terminated bcuz the doctors thought I was gonna have birth defects #they probably wish they'd gone thru with it atp. can't say I'd blame em either

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