#i never know how to explain this lmao
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#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc jax#jax#tadc ragatha#ragatha#bunnydoll#I need to pathetically explain myself here and say this was just one of those go to bed thoughts I've had for a while.#It was an idea for the sake of daydreaming and I never intended to ever draw it but then it happened and I got carried away.#I'd honestly call this a bit of a un-headcanon lmao#None of us know at this point so any one of them could be close or not close to losing it.#Saying that I feel Jax seems like one of the more stable of the group and out of the both of them Ragatha is closer to abstraction if at al#But it's interesting to think if he actually isn't to some degree and there's more behind that grin I can't lie#And I wouldn't portray abstraction like this either I'd go about it differently. again just one of those fleeting throw-away thoughts#It ends ambiguously but you can decide what you want. I know how it ends.#I just got really into portraying the mood or cinematics without any dialogue.
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Baizhu design :V ? For funsies totally not going to draw him or anything
had way too much fun with this one hahah
#listen i know that baizhu's eyes should be red in theory here but like#im too used to my golden eyed princess to change that#plus its funnier what with the whole childe crush list#also im sorry but i can't think how to explain it away rn#baizhu's not even a relevant character so it doesn't even matter but still#we'll just roll w it#anyway#we can name baizhu's snake smth else too#idk what#just in case anyone here doesn't realize gui is herbalist gui#hilariously enough gui also fits like. a good chunk of childe's crush list#like he's only missing the 'being able to beat his ass' and the 'deep voice'#the rest of it checks out iirc#childe; still a bit in shock at the revelation: huh- the husband is literally just some guy#gui; very friendly and polite and sweet invites ajax into the convo and never sidelines him and is always happy to meet new people:#childe; touched and charmed: yeah ok this makes sense actually. i get it#guizhong and ping yan only found out about the short crush like. months after LMAO#changsheng and gui are cannonically gossip buddies so i think the dynamic would be hilarious whenever baizhu goes to the clan#changsheng dumps a bunch of homework/tests on him to run and then goes sit w gui to the side to gossip for the rest of the day#she approved the husband from day1
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a little comic of my favorite trope for these two haha
#medalist#medalist fanart#yodatsuka#jun yodaka#tsukasa akeuraji#ladsofsorrow24#i really love drawing sweaty tsukasa... and happy yodaka... 😊#he's happy to know tsukasa do like him...#idk man i just like yodaka who is straightforward when it comes to love... but he's not good with words#so it's kinda scary how he never explain shit lmao#and tsukasa who have a hard time accepting that he IS dating the man he'd been worshiping for YEARS...#dude have to unlearn his parasocial relationship to yodaka jun lol#good luck buddy
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grocery shopping (long doodle ahead)
extra:
#personally#my Ghost /can/ be flirty but the dynamic is different when its GhostRaven#both of them aren't as outwardly feral#they kind of have the silent mutual understanding vibe#Raven is not clingy not bcuz she is not- just rather not because she doesn't know if Ghost's into it#Raven's absolutely touch starved but also kinda gave up so she's just kind of vibing with Ghost#Ghost on the other hand is too use to the casualness and chill vibes they have and never consider or question their intimacy#Ghost: surely I've held her hands like once#Ghost: .....#Ghost: oh fuck#meanwhile#Raven thinking: is that the summer or spring edition of pompompurin bracelet? where did she get it? is it from Japan? Gatcha?#doodles came out shittier by the end of it cuz i got tired KJHLDKGSHFAKJH#gomz try to make a shorter doodle about her oc challenge: fail#gomz tries to explain the dynamic challenge: also fail#ah yes and horrible crops too#idk how to panel#LMAO#anyways#gummmyart#doodle#my oc#cod oc#[oc]Raven#GhostRaven#simon ghost riley#simon ghost riley x oc
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truly hate how disproportionately it bothers me to witness ppl being factually Wrong about something but also knowing that trying to correct them would be both difficult and futile
#like i don't even know how to explain the feeling this gives me but it's soooo frustrating bc logically i'm like well#who even cares tbh. i know the truth/it is not my job to go around correcting ppl/the fact that other people are gullible is not my problem#but despite firmly knowing all of this it just irritates me SO MUCH#and it always has. bc i never learn <3#especially in contexts where it feels weirdly malicious (as in like...it's the same person over and over again w the same exact topic lmao)#u would rlly think this was about something super important but ummmm#it is not!!#well. not currently but this happens to me in multiple areas of life so i mean. the potential is there#nonsense rambling
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early in the morning after dead'nt, orange has a question.
usually he'd still be asleep long past now, but he wanted to ask about... TDL.
without the others interrupting.
so, he goes to chosen's door.
immediately this plan starts to slip off the rails.
no one knows where dark is.
...........because the others may or may not have spent the entirety of last night searching for him in every nook and cranny except there and they said they'd tell him if they found him and no one woke him up yet so
that means, the only logical conclusion is: he's in chosen's room.
so how is orange gonna ask chosen his question????
well, usually, chosen lets him just walk in.
s0!
here goes nothin
he opens the utterly silent door.
green made it special for cho, because they didn't want anyone to ever hear it being opened.
as a special bonus, yellow was able to code the door in such a way that it would never need any maintenance related to sound: its hinges and latches would stay pristinely quiet, forever.
so chosen doesn't wake up when orange sneaks inside.
they wake up when orange takes one step in, spots bright red, and fails to stifle a gasp.
"oh shit!!" orange whispers.
chosen's eyes peek over the covers.
"I'm sorry! i didn't know- uh, i would've- if um- i can come back later-"
they stare at him. "what's wrong." chosen prefers clear and concise, especially early in the morning.
"you-" orange carefully picks his next words. "and him-"
they're in the same bed.
"yep." chosen nods.
orange stands there.
then he shrugs.
"um, sorry. on our shows, this is always a big point of conflict. we don't know why. so i just didn't want to- you know. assume otherwise."
"oh. thanks...?" chosen blinks sleepily. "yeah, it's okay."
"okay!"
"you wanted something?"
"yeah, so-"
orange cuts off again midsentence.
TDL is beginning to stir.
dark emits the highest little squeak-whine that orange has ever heard (even compared to red's baby rabbits), and raises a hand to tug chosen back down to the pillow.
chosen turns their entire face to him, trilling.
they both perform a little brushy-brushy head bonk thing.
then chosen maneuvers their body (under the covers) so it, presumably, mingles more tightly with dark's.
this is satisfactory - for now. dark grumbles about it and stuffs his head under chosen's chin.
orange stands pixel-perfectly still by the door.
"you were saying?" chosen finally turns back to him.
"uh," orange stalls.
dark's eyes open.
he awakens with terrifying speed, untangling from chosen, hoisting up from the covers, and raising a warning fireball within milliseconds.
the room shifts into blazing color and stark shadows.
he shrieks,
"GET OUT!!!"
it seems dark does not, "okay" this situation.
orange drops, scrambles, and miraculously operates the door with enough precision to tumble out the other side unscathed.
silently, the door shuts itself behind him.
...
the fireball is put away.
...
"cho, why do you allow The Beast into your room?"
chosen snorts. "it was him who rebuilt you."
dark snarls. "are you SURE it wasn't some trick? you watched the whole time? i don't trust it."
"i trust him."
"why? how?? you do understand why i have reservations about it???"
"yes," chosen nods. "But I trust him."
They press their very cold head into dark's very warm head, and both of them sigh in relief.
"He brought me you."
dark huffs. "mm."
...
"and other things," chosen concedes. "you... weren't there."
"tell me."
...
outside, orange is still collapsed, upside down, against the wall, across from chosen's door, where he crashed earlier in his escape.
red has just found him while coming upstairs to check out the commotion.
"orange!? u okay?"
"yeap," orange strains. "all good."
"what happened?"
orange's hand flops on the floor towards chosen's door. "you were right. dark's in there."
red takes a second to digest this.
then his hands fly up to his mouth.
"what're they doing in there?????? did you see???"
"yes. i dunno."
"were they ? ? ?
fucking ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?"
orange squints at him.
through the door, two voices loudly interrupt,
"NO!"
the angrier voice adds,
"AND FUCK OFF!"
red squeaks and hurries back down the stairs.
orange sighs deeply.
this has been a terrible learning experience for all.
#--/ story#chodark#now hang on. stay with me. there is ZERO romance in this story. none.#but there are totally references to it in the context of explaining how zero the romance is in this story- it's all a joke about 0 romance#that's the point lmao#but there is? something?? i do not have words for this. p lease explain to me if you know#and there's fluff. so \o/ take that how you will#alan becker#animator vs animation#ava orange#ava the chosen one#ava the dark lord#i just realized this type of posting first about the ending before any of the beginning is what Handplates did.......#......... heh. go read that if you haven't it's really good storytelling#anyhow WHAT IS HAPPENING I NEVER WRITE THIS MUCH THIS FAST AAAAWAWAA#im enjoying myself but also trying not to overextend <o> y'know?? y'know#that's it for now 🎉🎊💥💕✨👋💖💫💤🕳️🦞#edit: the wise one has spoken. we shall call this pairing...#qpr#queer platonic relationship#\o/🎊 congratulations to the happy mutual administrative associates#executable!au#ava au
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idk if it's too late but what if...akito in cooking mama
➥ what are you three cooking?
edit: i forgetted to put the cut in and format properly i’m tired
#this kinda feels like a game akito would have acquired somewhat accidentally and secretly fallen in love with#like replayed multiple times knows everything by heart including that one thing he always fucks up but he will never mention it to anyone#also he has good cook energy. i don’t really know how to explain it but he does#guess he had to pick up the slack since toya is banned from the kitchen lmao /silly#chibi akitos adventures#akito shinonome#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#vbs#white day trio#<— do people still use that for them#asks answered#anon tag
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heres 10 mins of me responding to all the nice things before the suffocation of 70 hour work weeks presses in again
#i cannot catch a break#my lil buddy passes#i work till 2am-do you know how hard it is to keep a 17 yr old entertained for 9 hours#we spoek about daryl dixon tbf#then im at the ed till 10pm another night#ive been called 600 slurs in the past 7 days#??????????#i never want to argue with a doctor over them not knowing what 'asd' is ever again#anyway#love incoming#im *thumbs up* fine#“you should quit if youre so stressed” and leave them behind???? are you crazy they need me#how do i explain to people that my stress means nothing as its overriden by injustice#also got my eyebrow pierced because a kid was scred to get their nose done by themselves-so i have that now#“thats against policy” lmao do i look like i give a fuck#this turned into a rant#bye
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#ok i am in a peaceful headspace because i entered this meeting in a zen state of mind and told myself that nothing could disturb my peace#but i must just relate what happened#me: it's such great news that higher-up leadership has greenlit this multi-year plan!#since they want to see the first stage implemented this next academic year i plan to get started on faculty recruitment & course developmen#redacted: [vague faraway expression] i had a great idea which is [long rambling description of a totally new program#that is totally disconnected with anything we've ever done before and would cost a gazillion dollars to implement]#me: that's... great. however i wonder if leadership will expect us to implement the plan they just approved#which we spent months developing and iterating with them#so let's keep thinking about that but i suggest we move forward with the things in the plan#R: now I haven't read the plan yet [VERBATIM QUOTE LMAO]#but i think the main problem with it is that you're always coming up with these new ideas. and then you never explain#how we're going to implement them or how much it'll cost or what it will take to make these things happen#me [breathing in for four - hold - out for four]: perhaps we can look at pages 14-17 together#where i have put together a detailed implementation plan with a timeline + estimated costs + commitments from partners#who will need to be involved#R: [staring at me with a look of poorly concealed dislike] ok..why don't you go work on revising this draft so we have an actual plan#me: this is the final plan. this is the plan that has been vetted and revised with your boss's feedback & officially greenlit by your boss#R: the real issue here is that you have all these new ideas... let me tell you about the amazing work i did on this back in 2011.#why don't you go back and look at that report and see if you can just use that to develop your plan#me: that report - which is two pages long and 14 years out of date - is already incorporated in this finalized plan.#i don't know how many ways i can say this. i can't revise the plan anymore because we are done revising it. it has been formally approved.#they are asking us to implement the first stage of it this fall#i have to move forward or we can't implement it this fall#because we won't have done any work. because we were revising a plan that is already finalized#LIKE WHAT IS HAPPENING#WHAT IS EVER HAPPENING
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What does safety mean to your OC? Is it emotional or financial security? Or protection from physical harm? Is safety something for which they aim - either for themselves or others? For Muireann
Thank you @lilbittymonster ^^
So there isn't really a clear-cut answer unfortunately ^^;; For Muireann there are a lot of things that contribute to a feeling of safety that would be expected; the location, her health, her friends and family, and whether or not the end of the world is imminent for example.
If she's out travelling she will generally feel safer staying in an inn rather than making camp, but that is also impacted by who she is travelling with. There are people she has more confidence in either their fighting capabilities or awareness (oftentimes both) where she would feel safer camping with them rather than staying at an inn (where they can potentially be isolated into separate rooms).
If she's sick or has recently overextended herself it doesn't matter where she's at or who she's with she will be a little nervous until she is at least able to call on Selene.
There is also the issue of her reputation - since everything that goes down at The Banquet, she is acutely aware that everything that gives her the greatest sense of safety can be ripped away from her. She's got an underlying hum of nervousness about her when she arrives in Tural because while she is completely thrilled to be essentially just a random adventurer again, her usual titles and reputation don't carry the same weight (well queen/future queen of Doma would carry some weight but would also open a whole different can of worms lmao). She doesn't expect Wuk Lamat to turn against her and her friends, but that doesn't mean she's not considering it being a possible outcome.
She does at least have her birth/retirement name to fall back on should the name Muireann Uais become too dangerous to use, but most of her friends don't have that same escape plan built in.
Scents of Samhain ask list
#about Muireann#glitterblob writing#ask games#Muireann is an All Knowing Tactician she does not like being tricked#and she's never quite recovered from the Banquet#it's the easiest way to explain why she still does a lot of the more labour intensive fetch quests herself still#rather than let the rest of the wolparty cover them - she needs to be Known as a Helper and a Good Person#she's got to establish her kindness before she brings out the Godsbreaker title#she also gets this from her dad a little and how he is very consciously and publicly an Upstanding Citizen Of The Shroud#why hide this lore in the tags and not the main post? idk#this is secret lore I guess lmao#arr spoilers#a realm reborn spoilers#dawntrail spoilers#ish
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i love madoka magica however i dont think we as a fandom talk enough about how tragic madoka herself is. probably because the narrative itself steers you away from thinking about her personally. shes not a character shes a desire that homura has, shes a force of good, shes homura's foil. but those are all madoka's narrative roles but madoka herself as a person is not really looked at because we are viewing this world from an unreliable narrator(homura) who only sees madoka as those things. The best thing homura could have done for madoka was give up on her, to let her go. because every time we go back in time the image of madoka is distorted, she loses more of herself every regression of homura's as she tries harder and harder to save her. We don't even know what madoka originally wished for to become a magical girl in the original timeline. and she actually acts quite differently than the madoka we meet. shes a lot more honest and caring and bold. by the time homura's has reached the actual anime madoka has been reduced by the sands of time to a figment of herself. she has no wants or desires of her own beyond wanting to do good and help her friends and when all her humanity is stripped away is when she finally acends to godhood because thats all thats left of her. an ideal and a faith in her. madoka kaname died a long time ago and all that is left is her ghost.
#of course homura doesnt care anymore because she cant go back she can only go forward cuz if she gives up she killed madoka for nothing#she could have left her pass away with dignity but now shes a ghost stuck in a web of time and the only thing she can do is keep trying#to save her#i feel like inately homura knows this but she doesnt want to admit to herself thats shes the real one who killed madoka kaname#this is a very charitable reading of homura#homura died too but its a clear moment because homura is our narrator#homura akemi will never come back madoka kaname will never come back#but life goes on anyway for homura#heres my truth#i loved rebellion but im actually a bigger fan of the original anime's ending so im glad it seems like red ribbon homu is coming back#i thought that ending was a lot more hopeful and beautiful and rebellion was kind of a downer but i always accepted they were parallel#and seems im right based on posters#for walpurgis#madoka uses one of my favorite literary devices which is the underuse of a character#i dont know whats it called but i love it when they dont outright develop a character usually to signal an upholding of the status quo#i already explained how madoka is not shown as a character but they do this in princess tutu too with mytho#mytho is a character from a book hes not real in the way that the others are and therefore cant actually change like the others can#hes always the focus of others and never the one thinking of others#i mean yeah he spends like the whole anime thinking about tutu but thats PART of his book its not him as a person#anyway ive been talking too much but i wanna bring up my favorite subtle use of this in takopi's original sin#the boy#idk his name rn lmao#hes straight up not present for the bulk of the manga and hes legit just absent from the ending scene despite being one point of a triangle#at first that weirded me out like??? he doesnt get closure???#but the reason was he didnt need it#the focus and moral is that those girls were 'weird' unable to be normal (because of trauma) and their closure was theyre at least together#but he doesnt need that because hes already normal hes the status quo a benchmark for the reader for the reader to judge the characters off#and the characters to judge eachother off of#anyway anyway sorry this has been so long#i had to get all of that out of me
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oh yeah btw the spy tommy mastermind who is a tv writer (allegedly) couldn't even crack the case of the dinner scene which lasted for a minute and couldn't have been more clean-cut... i'm sensing that those tuition fees won't be paying off
#i know i know i shouldn't be bitchy they did provide me with a very humorous evening after all#but how are you gonna flex that you know what you're doing and then say stupid ass shit like this lmao#not to mention the 'well the spy thing would explain why was oliver upset with the bi storyline' and i'm like??#where was he upset?? i think you're confusing an actor who you never met and don't know with yourself#which points to some real serious trouble but oh well#i got a good laugh out of it and yet another person added to my ever growing block list#ramblings
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Can someone please explain to me why my TikTok feed gave me the option to get less content about CRITICAL THINKING

What the actual fuck.
#pls don't explain it to me I already want to end myself seeing it#TikTok babydoll imma hold your hand when i tell you i read about sociology for fun#critical thinking#or the lack thereof#this is why the media literacy in the global population is dying#also TikTok you are only still on my phone bc I was bored while on uni break don't push your luck#anyway pro tip: you are not immune to propaganda. you are not immune to unconscious bias.#never be afraid to escape your echo chamber and find points of view that challenge you for better or worse#bc like it or not you need to know that those points of view exist#this is especially aimed at fellow white people#not as an attack but as a reminder that it's okay to not know things but we can't stop learning how to be better than our ancestors#if this is incoherent it's bc my brain is fried lmao#anyway I'm gonna go poke at the stupidity that is the whole Eurabia conspiracy theory#bc if the far right is making moves in Germany i need the refresher before our federal election bc SOMEONE'S gonna bring it here again#and her name rhythms with Hauline Panson
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Girl what did Arthur do in the legends
He got Morgana pregnant with baby Mordred
#arthur pendragon#morgana#morgan le fay#mordred#arthuriana#asks#it has only recently occured to me that there are probably people in the bbc merlin fandom that don't know arthuriana#which is totally fine it had just never occurred to me before bc ive been so fascinated with them for like a decade#it kinda explains why i was always so lost when people are like 'this bbc merlin thing is problematic i cant believe it'#and im sitting there like what this whole shebang starts off with uther killing a guy who's wife he wants to bang#and then merlin uses magic to disguise himself as the dead husband (gorlois) so the wife (igraine) doesnt know the difference#and thats how baby arthur is conceived#like these guys are FUCKED UP lmao#although i guess that isnt the TRUE start of the legends since theres some about baby merlin being the antichrist but they baptised him#so he's fine now. just got sickass magic powers but now he uses them for 'good'#and kid merlin dishing out prophecies to uther's predecessor vortigern to help him build a castle#but arthur's conception is the start of the main shit obvs#good god i infodumped in these tags damn i havent had my arthurian nerd cells activated in a BIT so thanks op#and also sorry to be the bearer of fucked up news to you
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is it truly possible for lauren and kaisa to put aside their differences so they can yell at anders?
Oh absolutely. I think they’d passive aggressively do father/daughter activities together just to fuck with him
#I’ll explain Lauren and Andrew dynamic properly eventually#I swear lol#but yeag#they both hate him LMAO#context btw Kaisa and Lauren never have a full mother daughter relationship like how Hilda and Kaisa grow to#in my au at least#cause Lauren is. a grown woman LMAO#but they do eventually become close and consider eachother family even if they still fight all the Tim#e#and underneath all that they have a general understanding that if push came to shove‚ yeah that’s Kaisa’s daughter#and Lauren’s other mum#but they don’t say it out loud and Lauren never calls Kaisa mum#it’s just sort of an underlying thing that they both know how much they mean to eachother and thwt their family#it just looks a little different for them#hilda#hilda the series#netflix hilda#hilda netflix#ty for the ask!#Lauren hilda#Kaisa hilda#Hilda kaisa#hilda lauren#Hilda oc#oc#my oc#q#<- taking inspo from wife and starting a queue tag
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blink-182 is just straight green day
#thought of the day#but no i have this thought a lot#i was talking about music with some of my coworkers today and mentioned how I don’t like LOVE blink 182#they all acted surprised because ‘but you love emo and pop punk!!!’#which yes true#but I explained to them that blink 182 never really felt FOR me#like they clearly were targeting a straight male demographic (and it worked considering how many 25+ yo men I know that love blink)#whereas green day DID resonate#and i attribute that more to a theatrical nature of their music#(like they had a literal Broadway show lmao)#and ofc billie joe’s queerness coming into a lot of the music#and anyway when i explained it like this they all got it#and if they got it I KNOW the tumblr girlies (gn) will too#green day#smile.txt
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