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#i promise i'll get to the other one soon
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We all have seen how considerate hyunjin is. For example when he was sharing the bed with han and han wrapped the blanket around himself so instead of trying to take the blanket back he opted to wear a hoodie instead. That makes me think of him wanting you to finger him but not telling you because you like your nails long and/or struggling to grow them so he settled for his fingers until you catch him
he's such a sweet and considerate boy~
his dirty little secret probably started off with porn, as it always does, knowing the kind of stuff he was into he just searched that up and stumbled upon a particular one with fingering in it
the next day, his mind blown, he approaches you, only to remember
and he doesn't want to inconvenience you, doesn't want you to have to cut your pretty long nails that you often talk about how much you love, that you go and get done professionally painted, showing them off to him when you get home, asking him what he thinks,
he always says they look pretty-because they do, because they look so pretty when they're wrapped around his throat or his cock,
when they're brushing all over his skin, playing with his oh so sensitive nipples and roughly pushing his face to look up at you
he regularly fantasizes about your hands, about your pretty long nails, about the way they feel on him, the things they could do to him.
there's no way he could ask you to cut them. even if he wants you to finger him sosososo bad, even when that's all he can think about, when he can't stop thinking about it.
the video becomes regular jerk-off material for him, in secret, whenever he's home alone or you're doing whatever else, attention not focused on him for the time being.
even when it's not enough, even when he knows that you fingers will feel so much better, when he can only get off if he's imagining it's your fingers knuckle-deep inside of him, stuffing him so full.
he writhes on the newly cleaned sheets, video playing in the background even though he already knows it by heart. the lube is cracked open and sitting still open on the nightstand.
his body is covered in a sheen layer of sweat, his hair soaked with it, sticking to his forehead uncomfortably-
-if he could think of that.
if he could think of anything other than his fingers buried deep inside him, scissoring and stretching himself out.
he sobs at the feeling, head conjuring up things that he wishes were real.
your voice, comforting and a touch mean. your touch, warm and gentle, somehow so different from his own. your presence. controlling and all-encompassing, taking every ounce of worry from your babyboy. making his head go fuzzy, making him forget all his stress and think of only you; you and the pleasure you give him and how much he loves you and wants you and needs you.
god, god. he whines needily, grinding down on his fingers, pushing them deep inside of him. his other hand coming up to tease at his hard nipples.
"please,"
he begs. to no one in particular. to you, maybe? but you're not here. only he's here, left to his own devices, to his own fingers, wishing they were yours because he can't bring himself to ask you to cut your own.
"i need it."
he sounds pathetic, he really does, even to his own ears. you'd tell him that if you were here. call him pathetic and pitiful,
'can't even get yourself off, hmm jinnie~' he nods, sobs again, trying to go harder, his wrist burning, aching. 'dumb little puppy needs my help?'
"yes! t-touch me, please touch me!"
"you could've just told me puppy."
he jumps, pulling his fingers out when he realizes that he wasn't fully hallucinating. that the image he sees of you isn't just a vision his lust-addled brain come up with.
you step closer,
"now c'mon jinnie, use your fingers again."
hesitantly, he does.
he wonders where this is going, what you're going to do to him now.
"move them, find your prostate for me."
you come closer again, until you're practically leaning over him, brushing away his own hand on his chest, replacing it with your own.
with your hands with your pretty long nails.
he moans, long and deep, squeaking as he grazes his fingertips over the sensitive spot. "f-found it." he shakily gasps, eyes squeezing shut.
"good boy, now keep going."
"o-okay."
"so cute~can't wait until i can play with you myself." your fingers squeeze his soft lips, unable to help yourself as they fall open with a loud groan. "just wait until i cut my nails tomorrow baby."
you peck his lips. once. twice. your voice lowers a few octaves as you speak again, growing a rasp with lust. "it'll be so much fun."
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levemetal · 24 days
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Day 2: Timeloop / Xiao Qi and Jiu Ge
I am cringe and I am not even free
Feel free to reuse this idea but 24 hours are not enough for me to finish an entire comic. I could have taken the simpler prompt but nOOOOOO timeloop is too tempting. Past me why are we like this
#svsss#shen jiu#yue qingyuan#qijiu#qijiuweek2024#the basic idea for this was that both yqy and sj remember each loop#the loop started after their individual deaths in PIDW and resets them to close to disciple era#aka the time Yue Qi was in the caves and SJ presumably got away from the Qiu household or was already with Wu Yanzi#I imagine the first few loops they qi deviated so hard from the shock that they didnt even make it like 1 hour in the loop before beingrese#and then had a few loops just fucking around and finding out#eventually they realise that the other has the memories of all loops and so begins the talks and figuring how tf they can get out of this#maybe they resolve their issues with the promise or not your choice tbh#they try different plans and methods#but they keep dying (read: SJ keeps dying first and YQY either dies or sewerslides not soon after) and getting reset with no end in sight#until the last pages where the svsss timeline begins#SJ got replaced with SY and the system isn't letting YQY join him in death or smth nor letting him do anything about SY being there instead#And due to their closeness from being immensily tired from all the loops#YQY notices it immediately but can't do anything about it#the bonus for SY is that this timeline was very kind to LBH & co - 79 figured by now that keeping him in the sect and happy was their best#bet at staying alive - or well at least for longer#I'll continue this storyline in one of the future prompts of this qijiu week#btw the one with the cliff is just the whoopsie daisy timeline where SJ accidentally falls into the Abyss trying to keep LBH from falling i#79 had a bit of a good laugh about that one#cw death#cw violence#cw blood#cw angst
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camelspit · 6 months
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esha aria you mean so much to me.. (has never had page time) forgoing the system to get that boy pussy.. i hope that smash was worth it!!!!!
@skylilac @callas-pancake-tree @arson-anarchy-death @steal-nightmares-leave-dreams @neverseen-nevermore @abubble125 @purplesoup-lad-le @gay-otlc @thefoxysnake @keeper-of-the-lost-dadwin @ravs6709 @i-loved-while-i-lied @kamikothe1and0nly @that-glasses-dog @presidentroarie @even-if-in-another-time @nyxpixels @slozhnos @katniss-elizabeth-chase @sofia-not-sophie @moontoastt @lemon-girl-in-devil-town @three-bunnies-in-a-trenchcoat @purpleunicycle @just-a-honey-badger @loverofallthingssmart @antisocialdork @tamsong @cutebisexualmess @tastetherainbow290 @gayupstraight
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thevoidstaredback · 4 months
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I have a new story idea!! (Kinda)
How many musical references can I fit into a single fic?
Extra challenge: Only one (1) musical per chapter and I have to add a line or title from every song. If I don't get every song, I have to choose a single WIP to work on for the rest of the day. If I do get every song, I get to add 500 words to every WIP. (I'll work on it)
It'll be like a fun game I can play with my readers!
Especially if I'm given musical recommendations. It'll only grow my Musical Playlist on Spotify (122.3 ish hours so far)
How I gain points (⭐)
+1 ⭐ for every song reference
+3 ⭐ for every dialogue reference
+5 ⭐ if I can sneak in the name of the musical without it being unnatural or obvious
+10 ⭐ if no one can guess the musical within a week of the chapter going up
How I lose points (⭐)
-3 ⭐ for every song I miss
-10 ⭐ if someone guesses the musical within a week of the chapter going up
Punishments for losing points (for every -- points lost)
-3 ⭐ Must add 500 words to every WIP
-10 ⭐ Only allowed to work on one (1) other WIP until the next chapter goes up
Rewards for gaining points (for every -- points gained)
+3 ⭐ Gets candy
+10 ⭐ Allowed to jump between WIPs for the week between chapters
I'll have to keep track here on Tumblr, but that shouldn't be too hard. I might completely redo my Storyboard, though...🤔
Problem for after the sun has risen.
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skwivr · 1 day
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#hey like. not to be really annoying i shouldn't be doing this aged 32 but i'm really struggling#every time the weather gets cold i feel like i am entering winter with more and more despair#i am really struggling this time#every day is a struggle to get through#i'm losing my hair#i'm losing my reasons to live#i keep putting on a full face of makeup and clothes in my room at like 2am just to desperately try to feel human#i keep saying i don't know if I'll survive the winter and people keep laughing but I don't mean it as a joke#i'm sadder than i've ever been and everything feels like it's falling apart#whenever i get the chance to confide this in people i get told that i'm strong and i'm a survivor#and that i should do some shit to make me happy#and yea i can stave it all off for a few minutes with like a trip out or some makeup or something but it all feels like bandaids#for a serious wound that's going to go septic soon#like this isn't a way to live a life#i don't want to 'be strong' or a 'survivor' anymore i want to be fucking happy#i'm tired and promises of brief happiness between ever worsening pain feel almost patronizing at this point#i woke up the other day in the middle of the night and as soon as conscious thoughts hit my brain i almost doubled over#if i had been not on the first floor i think i might have jumped then and there#i want to be loved and feel like my love is worth something#i want a clean apartment of my own and a career that doesn't feel like it's designed to kill me#i'm 32 and still essentially feel like i'm living my life like a teenager#i want sun and suncatchers and healthy plants and a wardrobe that fits my clothes#and i want the will to actually get up in the morning#i endured all of this for so long on a delusional belief that things were going to magically get better#but i realize now they won't#i became aware of the bounds of my cage with no means of escaping them#i'm sick of living each day oscillating between numbness and grief i can barely eat i can barely work i can barely laugh#and no one's coming to save me#i'm agonized by the idea that this is maybe what life always is for everybody#is this how it's supposed to be
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follineo · 3 months
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UUUUGHGGHGHGHGH,,,,
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kiose · 1 year
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Same, Leonie, same Smart girls will be my our undoing Also, bandaids on Leonie cause I thought she would look cool with them and also I had bandaids in my hands while I was drawing this and thought why not
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friskafriskito · 11 months
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I have not made a vent post on this blog in ages and I'm very sorry to break that streak. This is very much about what's happening in Palestine so if you would rather not read, I understand.
There will be mention of war, discrimination and genocide, and the general uncertainty and hopelessness that comes with being in a nearby country.
In a sense it's not just a vent post but also wanting to let friends know how it's been like here in Egypt.
...also this is very long and rambly, so apologies there. I don't really have the usual tl;dr for this either.
I've tried to write something over and over, tried to voice my opinion on what's going on in Palestine.
I've erased it, over and over, for many different reasons, some because it got too rambly, some because I got scared, and some because it felt like it didn't sound sincere enough
the truth is I don't want to be a spokesperson for my ethnicity nor my faith when all I want to do is help where I can and mourn.
I don't want to have to find an impenetrable rebuttal for every single "what if" or "what about" that would come my way for simply saying "genocide and apartheid is wrong" or "I was thinking of donating to so and so"
yes, I know. There were terrorist attacks. People have been hurt on both sides. People are using this to justify antisemitism and hateful, even dangerous actions. That is horrible. and I know the attempts at mediating have gone nowhere.
but I would like to be able to be upset at the news of hospitals, schools, cultural centers, places of worship (and not just Muslim ones) and families being destroyed and not have someone go "well actually, they all deserved it" when I express sadness
I would like to be able to express my fear of our future and at the possibility that we're next, without being called paranoid or a coward, because we're right next door. because they have already attacked an Egyptian post in Sinai by accident, and because we're being pressured to give Sinai to Palestine, and if Hamas attacks from there, then our peace treaty with Israel essentially goes out the window. And I'll just be among another set of people waved away as "they deserved it".
but also I'm mad at myself for being scared because what if that ends up being the only 'available 'acceptable' solution?
And what right do I have to be scared, when I'm sitting at home in the comfort of my room, surrounded by my family and my hobbies?
I don't know. the background sound, all day, wherever you go is the news and the new death toll. bodies shown on TV in cafes. Angry talk show hosts yelling about the same thing over and over. Discussions on how to help are sobered by the fact that most of the aid being sent are being slowed down, or aren't arriving at all. Frustration that we aren't doing more to help, or so and so country isn't doing enough. We have been watching this happen for decades on the news. Decades worth of seeing people killed and punished in their own country that they can't even call their own. You would think we've gotten used to it by now and in a sick sense, we kind of did.
but every now and then something like this happens.
everything is so uncertain. No one is in the mood to do much. Birthday parties, events, and even weddings have been postponed because no one is in the mood to celebrate anything while our neighbors are being wiped out.
And I don't know what's worse: that it might not calm down, or that it does, and people forget about those left to pick up the pieces.
the only thing I'm grateful for is the unexpected amount of support I've been seeing. It's difficult posting as an Arab, and a Muslim to boot; because "of course you would support Palestine, you're one of them." people automatically assume you support terrorism and antisemitism. At best they assume you're naive and ignorant. You get used to the fact that no one wants to acknowledge that the people dying aren't just numbers and sad photos.
but I've seen people use their platforms here despite being neither Arab nor Muslim in far braver ways than I ever could. I've seen people speak out against their own government for Palestine's sake. So thank you for helping us raise awareness.
I can't speak for all Arabs and/or Muslims, but I know a lot of us are just tired.
We shouldn't have to produce an MLA style list of sources justifying our grief.
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boneheadboner · 2 months
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MORE RAMBLING ABOUT SHIPPY DYNAMICS (With Baggs, Red, and Sonia)
Baggs loves his pets very much, but like any pet owner would know, there are times where pets do things that frustrate the fuck out of you.
For people with traditional pets, it's simple things like your cat scratching on things they're not supposed to, or getting in front of whatever you have in front of you to get your attention.
Like your dog, eating things out of the trash or drinking from the toilet, or tearing up yet another pillow.
For Baggs, it's being 52 hrs into not just a single project, but many. Being so close to finishing at least seven of them, and making enormous progress on twenty. Only for his beloved Red to come on in, and ask him if he's eaten, drank anything, stepped away from the computer at all, if he's actually seen the sun in the past week.
And upon a lack of answer given his sleep-deprived state, attempting to pick him up and carry him away from his work.
Red is stubborn, and more often than not, he caves to Red's doting. But when Red resists, he has to order Red to step back and let him finish.
And Red has learned ways around this. Red alone, he can deal with. Red calling in Sonia for backup? That's a problem. Even when Baggs has made measures to keep Red from snitching on him, Red has worked around every single one. And the inevitable follows, with his darling pet Sonia coming in, with a furrowed brow and a pout. Controlling Red when he's being stubborn is easy. Controlling Sonia on the other hand? Is incredibly difficult. He'd only ever see the sheen of Determination that is natural to every human SOUL on hers, whenever it comes to the wellbeing of another. She is absolutely persistant on doing what she can to help, which is wonderful when it works in his favor. But when she believes that his work can be left for later (and even saves it for him, how considerate.) and that he is going to take a break and give his mind rest? Sonia would make a mule change it's path, if it was headed for a cliff. Her stubbornness and determination to help not only pushes his magic aside, but retaliates with the help of that thing within her own mind. Some manner of entity named Shoggoth, which was a spiritual beast known as an Umbra.
He still needed to study that thing thoroughly. It was able to bind him to obedience, while allowing his mind to remain his own. A fascinating and frightening concept. But Baggs had comfort in knowing such power is in the hands of a woman who cries over even squished bugs. She's no threat to him.
However her interference into his work is extremely annoying, like a feline companion flopping onto your laptop to interrupt.
Still, he goes along with it, and groans out his protests as she chides at him in tones that almost sound motherly. Feeling her scoop him up and hold her close to her (extremely warm, soft, and cuddly) body. As she carries him off with Red in tow, while Red cackles out in good-spirited ribbing at Baggs. Baggs feeling just how relieved Red was that Sonia got him to stop his work. And Baggs, upon getting some time away from it, can't help but to feel thankful that she pulled him away from it to be in her and Red's company.
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graciousdragon · 7 months
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guess who finally bought a cheap record player and is going to try to figure out how to use it shortly 👍
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hyaciiintho · 1 year
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🌸。*゚+. THIS IS A TEST POST !! This is not an actual inbox call, I just wanted to test and see how the graphic would look posted to tumblr ;; ;; Might use this when doing inbox calls and then a copy/paste text body.
With that being said-- how do people feel about a "permanent" inbox call post? Just for my own reassurance so I don't feel like I'm bothering people but don't wanna like... constantly make a new inbox call post. Basically just a list of people commenting below a post, one that maybe specifies whether people prefer random IC interactions or want asks leaning more to IC questions/ooc headcanons stuff?
I know it's silly because if we're mutuals, we shouldn't be afraid to reach out to each other, BUT !! I also know some people do not like random asks, so... it would just be for the sake of... "You have permission to send random things whenever you feel like it" but of course it's not like I'm expecting you to answer things immediately after I send them either.
But yeah, just a thought! If it seems too silly I'll just keep making individual posts each time ♡ c':
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gabriellovescandy · 6 months
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Kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me
#I am so fucking tired of my parents#if I don't find a full time job soon (which i haven't been able to find for the past six months)#it's possible that my dad will be given the opportunity to live in our house by the state#apparently it can be done in around ten days once it's decided#can i trust my mother with these kinds of informations? absolutely not. but there is a 50/50 chances that it's true#i have saved as much as i could all my life in preparation of this moment and i do have enough money to move but it takes time#every other week my mother comes home with similar kinds of insane informations for me to process#one week she reassures me everything is fine and i have like a couple of years before leaving this house#the week after. this.#i have no idea of what's real or not#i am so stressed that last week i lost the ability to finction for three days straight#i am going insane#and i am in no condition to find jobs i've applied to very little positions in this timeframe also because of this stress that paralyzes me#i am not depressed but god i am indeed exausted#i also have surgery planned (do not know the date yet it's not a difficult one but i never had one and i am scared shitless)#and technically i am in a promising job selection but it's a public one so no one tells you nothing and it can take up to six months before#someone calls you back#so i am inside a limbo on every aspect of my life and it's unreal#i can't even see my psychologist because she's getting surgery next week so i'll see her the week after#i don't have the streight to write this new developement to friends#i think i'll just deadscroll for a while and then go to bed#i don't know. i'm so tired and at the same time not at all tired#i'm doing nothing with my days but i still need everything to stop#i don't know#stuff
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starzzify · 7 months
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[Government Top Secret File]
Viewing this file in any way may result in federal punishment.
Date: May 19th, 2058
Desc of file:
What seems to be a middle school to high school age girls journal, it depicts the possible events of an “undead apocalypse”. The book seems to be worn and dirtied, the pages are yellowed and dirty. There are three total books that were found inside of a bag in the woods, along with a knife, clothes, and an old Iphone, possibly an 11-13.
Journal one:
09/12/2027
“Flu Season” 
The “flu” has been going around my school recently. But I don’t think it’s the flu. So many people are leaving, for so long too. And they don’t seem to be coming back. People are worried about their sick friends staying home and not contacting them the entire time. So far, I'm guessing about 200 people have left. Which is a huge number, this leads me to keep thinking that something is going to happen. I just have this feeling that something big, something tragic, is coming. But I don’t know what it is. But I do know that the sirens in my head are going off. It scares me. I haven’t been able to sleep due to thinking so hard about this big thing. The sickness seems to be highly contagious, anyone who comes into direct contact with someone who’s sick (aka touching them) appears to get sick too. It also doesn’t seem like there’s a way to prevent it. This is why I think it’s not the flu. The flu is preventable, and you don’t get the flu immediately after touching someone with the flu. It isn’t that contagious, but what is that contagious. I’m not sure, but I’m scared. 
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likesirensinshadows · 7 months
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9 Fandom Peeps to Get to Know Better
Sooo I was tagged by @lunalunaris thank you <3
3 Ships You Like: I don't usually get invested in ships tbh but uhhh Varg and Røkia (The Bloodsworn Saga), Thorn and Brand (Shattered Sea), Genya and David (Shadow and Bone)
First Ship Ever: First one I remember is probably Batman and Catwoman from the 2004 animated series
Last Song You Heard: Raise Your Banner - Within Temptation
Favorite Childhood Book: The Neverending Story for sure, I must have read it like 6 times back in the day. Also Journey to the River Sea by Eva Ibbotson and Tordyveln flyger i skymningen ("The Scarab Flies at Dusk" what do you mean it was never published in English??? c'mon it's iconic) by Maria Gripe
Currently Reading: Ugh I haven't had time to actually sit down and read for a while, shame on me. I have The Master and Margarita ready to go as soon as things calm down a bit though
Currently Watching: Nothing really. I suck at watching anything consistently lmao
Currently Consuming: Nothing, I wish
Currently Craving: Maccaroni pleASE I didn't have breakfast today :')
Tagging is hard if you see this feel free to do it and say I tagged you. But hey @bloominskyline if you wanna?
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orchideae · 8 months
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Please remind me to go feral about the look on her face during this and the repercussions of it across the board, because this is a monumental moment.
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damnprecious · 8 months
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I finished knitting a pair of socks today
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