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[imrllytootiredforthis]

Sub! Bsf lix noticing you getting off in public using your thighs under the table.even if you we're out with your friends,Every time it happens he turns his head away in a flash afraid to that he stared for too long . his ears are red and he gets starts to squirm a bit in his seat . Brushing off his concerned friends' questions about his wellbeing. It's a torture really so the next time you do it he ensures that you're too alone he'd muster all his courage to advance to you in a timid steps makeing you halt your moves before parting your thighs a bit and dropping between them he didn't dare to lift his head while asking with a red face and shaky voice to use his face...use him if you really want it this bad to the point of doing it in public

holy shitttttt

he notices it right away.

he's your best friend after all, of course he would notice.

the way you shift in your seat, the way you can't seem to sit still, the way that your neck is just the slightest bit red.

he notices.

and he peeks under the table, lifting the tablecloth a bit to see. see that the reason you keep moving so much is because of the way that you press your thighs together, rubbing them in a way that his face flushing scarlet.

he quickly looks away, trying to pretend that nothing is wrong but his pokerface is nowhere near as good as yours, turning red from head to toe, and fuck, he can feel himself getting hard now too.

he imagines it over and over, imagines doing something about it, imagines how good you would sound moaning as he whines against you from the fingers tugging his hair.

poor lixie can't help but squirm in the seat.

fuck

he wonders what you'd taste like, how you'd feel on his tongue, how you'd talk him.

maybe you'd call him a dirty little perv, maybe you'd call him a good kitten for you, maybe you'd call him a slut for getting on his knees for you in such a public place-in front of all your friends.

"you good?" he looks up at Chan, who looks back with concerned eyes, "sick? you're all red."

you look at him too now, worried, shifting imperceptibly.

his eyes flash down again,

he wonders how would your thighs feel around his head? soft-yes, so soft.

he loves your thighs, loves whenever you wear shorts around him and he can see your skin, so smooth and pretty, he can't help but want to squeeze them and love them,

he often fantasized about his head between them, he'd die a happy man between your thighs. his lips on them too, kissing and sucking marks onto them, tracing his fingers over them afterward, wondering how they-how you looked so fucking gorgeous, fucking his cock between them.

holy shit, he loves your thighs.

"Felix?"

Chan looks concerned now, as do the others but Chan specifically looks like he's about to pull his handy thermometer out of his bag and check his temperature like the mom he is.

'hmm just what i thought, you're sick, come on we're going home now.'

"I-i'm fine." he spluttered, in no way actually fine now that these thoughts had surfaced, but whatever.

everyone looks at him, unbelieving.

finally, you sigh. "c'mon, if you're sick you shouldn't be out, i'll take you home and we can watch some movies-i'll make you soup or something."

the thought. of being alone with you.

you and him. him and you.

in the dorms.

all alone.

"y'know, yeah, i am feeling a little under the weather,"

you're grabbing your stuff already as the words come out, telling the rest of the boys that you'll see them later and grabbing your best friend before dragging his sick ass out of there.

--

at the dorms you're not much better.

after he adamantly declines the soup, refusing to let you make him any you sigh and turn on a movie instead.

it plays in the background but he pays attention to none of it.

all he can really pay attention to is the way that your thighs still rub together, looking at the screen but he can tell you're not really watching.

he isn't either to be fair.

but thirty agonizing minutes? (he only knows because of how much time has played on the movie)

of this. of watching you and wishing he could do something. of wanting you to call him over to you and shove his face between your legs. of wanting and wishing and trying to hide how hard he is under the blanket.

he's surely slowly losing his mind. slowly surely losing it to horniness and lust and sinful thoughts. all while you're entirely unaware.

his mouth is nearly watering, his head is spinning, he's aching in his pants.

he needs you so bad.

so slowly he scoots closer to you. you don't seem to notice at first, too engrossed in something that isn't the movie.

you look at him funny. "Lix? what are you doing, lay back down you're si-..."

you trail off as he slinks down to the floor in front of you, looking up at you with doe eyes, searching for an answer. for a command. for anything.

"Lix?"

your voice is a whisper, barely a question as you know enough to read between the lines.

red face. pretty begging eyes looking down in shame. on his knees. hands twitching.

"tell me what you want."

he doesn't say anything, reaching up to rest his hands on your thighs soft and gentle, not doing anything but rubbing, kneading them, starting on the outside but gradually...gradually...

"please?"

he sounds so needy, so desperate, so cute and good and adorable.

"so polite," you finally say, spreading your legs open, just for him. "you gonna be good for me kitty?"

his eyes are fixated, fingers itching to pull down your pants, to do what he's been wanting to all night.

"c-can i?"

"go ahead pretty boy~"

[whatudowhennooneseesyou]

I have another take on fboy hyunjin while I agree that he gives the fboy vibes (most of skz have it too) ,I don't think he enjoys breaking hearts.. Sure he has/had relationships where he dated for fun but in general he's what I call "unintentional fboy " and that's come from two things 1) he really takes a good care of himself mentally and physically ,he's not lacking anything or waiting for the perfect partner to fill the gap. Most people wait for someone to fulfill their Romantic fantasies with them which may lead them to date the wrong person if they could have even quarter of their romantic fantasy being accomplished( which imo that make their partners an object or a tool to their desires), in hyunjin's case he's a self sufficient guy he complete the bucket list by himself .. He doesn't wait to have a partner to plan and go to dates or places that other people may only picture it for couples

And so he's not desperate and mostly self fulfilled which builds up unrealistic standard for his lover so if you can't add anything to his life he can't picture you there no matter how much he loves you if you won't get over the top for him he'll leave

2) he doesn't see you he sees your potential and as soon as you break the picture that he's drawn of you he'll leave

.. If You match his ideal type of a partner and your aesthetic matches his licking then he'll dress you with ideal characteristics of a partner to match his licking too( and that the most toxic trait of his) keep in mind that he's a good analyzer and often notices the smallest details and gestures of his close and beloved people , sadly when it comes to to romantic relationship he doesn't mostly don't care or rather ignore it and want them to follow the script that he's written in his mind as soon as he realize that they can't meet all of his expectations ,that they're totally different from what he had picture them to be he'll pack his things and leave .. He doesn't have a lot of flaws imo but this one is a killer flaw

Hey @fangirlnation I'm going to tag @lyramundana here too because I think this is a really interesting perspective and thank you for sharing it with me.

I think what you mention about self-sufficiency is on point because of his Virgo Moon and his INFP nature makes him a serious introvert so you're right and that means he's quite opposite to Bang Chan.

He doesn't constantly need to be experiencing companionship in order to be romantically satisfied plus when he is lonely and dreaming about love, his Pisces Venus is satisfied through his artwork and paintings.

In one interview, Hyunjin mentioned he enjoyed going to the movies by himself which Lee Know (in all his selflessness) offered to go to the movies with him but sit in different seats so it feels like he's by himself.

So apart from being independent, this also makes him have extremely high standards in relationships which he should because he's Hyunjin.

Him seeing you as potential?

Omg, yes that is such a huge self-sabotage for him.

His constant pedanticness to turn you into his pretty doll might come across as critical and even insanely harsh, it could even make you feel more insecure about yourself.

So, yeah I totally understand your 'unintentional fuckboi' vibe because he could attempt to make you into his perfect 'masterpiece' and then ghost you the minute there's a smudge or mistake.

[missskzbiased]

Hey, how are you

I was about to read minho's Valentine's Day fanfic and I read your note about how you tried your best to write a soft minho so I'm gonna ask you who in skz that's the most challenging to right a soft fic about

Oh, hey!

For me, it’s definitely Jeongin LOL

Minho is a soft bean inside, it’s just that I like to make him kinda teasing and playful since I relate a lot to him and I do this to my friends too lol. So the hard part was not to abuse in being teasing so he wouldn’t look mean since I knew she wanted him really soft.

Jeongin... I really can’t picture him as the soft bean everyone else seems to do LOL He’s 100% cute but he’s also 100% savage, so unless I make him kinda childish (which I wouldn’t like), I can’t imagine a way to do a soft IN kk

[fangirlnationmag]

Happy Birthday Fangirl Nation and Thank You Readers

Happy Birthday Fangirl Nation and Thank You Readers

Dear Beloved Reader,

  This is the Editor-in-Chief speaking. Today FangirlNation is officially 6 years old. This would not be possible without your continued reading, sharing of articles, and just being your awesome selves. Thank you so much for making this possible and continuing to show us love.  Our goal was to create a safe place for Fangirls of all ages, all races, all creeds, all…

[readerscove]

Live-Action WHAT?!

Alright, here we go!  

For my night shift job I usually watch Netflix cause it helps me stay awake and it does’t allow me to constantly watch the clock.  Anyway, as I was pursuing the selections that they have I found something interesting....

A Fullmetal Alchemist live action movie!  

Now I’m out of the loop for a lot of things but I’m usually on Netflix A LOT and I had no idea this existed!  So being any die hard anime/manga lover, I decided to watch it.

All in all a good movie, kinda slow in some spots, too quick in others but it got the point of the brothers’ journey across.  They seemed to jam pack all of season 1 into 2 hours and 14 mins.  Ryosuke Yamada was a wonderful Ed Elric, I loved the enthusiasm he brought to the character was what I was expected from Ed.

But there was one thing that bothered me as I was watching it.  The guy who played Roy Mustang made me pause cause I couldn’t figure out why he was familiar.

Then the credits roll and I find out why.........

DEAN FUJIOKA

The guy that was Colonel Roy Mustang was DEAN FUJIOKA!!  Mystery solved and, yes, I did fangirl just a tiny bit (i.e. almost broke a window)

Granted they didn’t have a lot of parts that had Colonel Mustang or Riza Hawkeye but then again this was the beginning of the brothers’ journey, and if I remember correctly these two really didn’t have many parts there. 

All-in-all, a good movie but don’t try and compare it to the series cause that wouldn’t be fair.  CG for some parts were kinda, meh, but Al’s armor was awesome!

[brandonmcgill]

FangirlNation Magazine just did an article about their experience in the studio!  Check it out for some behind the scenes shots as well! http://fangirlnation.com/2017/06/06/body-painting-art-brandon-mcgill-experience/

[djpaulette]

#t2trainspotting #trainspottinguk #i360brighton #instagramwriters popped this moment with @irvine.welsh on the i360 at the end of Thursdays #bmc19 @brightonmusicconference session #fangirllife #fangirlnation #livingmydream (at British Airways i360) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bwt3DSFnYvg/?igshid=1kzl3owwcbx0m

[imrllytootiredforthis]

We all have seen how considerate hyunjin is. For example when he was sharing the bed with han and han wrapped the blanket around himself so instead of trying to take the blanket back he opted to wear a hoodie instead. That makes me think of him wanting you to finger him but not telling you because you like your nails long and/or struggling to grow them so he settled for his fingers until you catch him

he's such a sweet and considerate boy~

his dirty little secret probably started off with porn, as it always does, knowing the kind of stuff he was into he just searched that up and stumbled upon a particular one with fingering in it

the next day, his mind blown, he approaches you, only to remember

and he doesn't want to inconvenience you, doesn't want you to have to cut your pretty long nails that you often talk about how much you love, that you go and get done professionally painted, showing them off to him when you get home, asking him what he thinks,

he always says they look pretty-because they do, because they look so pretty when they're wrapped around his throat or his cock,

when they're brushing all over his skin, playing with his oh so sensitive nipples and roughly pushing his face to look up at you

he regularly fantasizes about your hands, about your pretty long nails, about the way they feel on him, the things they could do to him.

there's no way he could ask you to cut them. even if he wants you to finger him sosososo bad, even when that's all he can think about, when he can't stop thinking about it.

the video becomes regular jerk-off material for him, in secret, whenever he's home alone or you're doing whatever else, attention not focused on him for the time being.

even when it's not enough, even when he knows that you fingers will feel so much better, when he can only get off if he's imagining it's your fingers knuckle-deep inside of him, stuffing him so full.

he writhes on the newly cleaned sheets, video playing in the background even though he already knows it by heart. the lube is cracked open and sitting still open on the nightstand.

his body is covered in a sheen layer of sweat, his hair soaked with it, sticking to his forehead uncomfortably-

-if he could think of that.

if he could think of anything other than his fingers buried deep inside him, scissoring and stretching himself out.

he sobs at the feeling, head conjuring up things that he wishes were real.

your voice, comforting and a touch mean. your touch, warm and gentle, somehow so different from his own. your presence. controlling and all-encompassing, taking every ounce of worry from your babyboy. making his head go fuzzy, making him forget all his stress and think of only you; you and the pleasure you give him and how much he loves you and wants you and needs you.

god, god. he whines needily, grinding down on his fingers, pushing them deep inside of him. his other hand coming up to tease at his hard nipples.

"please,"

he begs. to no one in particular. to you, maybe? but you're not here. only he's here, left to his own devices, to his own fingers, wishing they were yours because he can't bring himself to ask you to cut your own.

"i need it."

he sounds pathetic, he really does, even to his own ears. you'd tell him that if you were here. call him pathetic and pitiful,

'can't even get yourself off, hmm jinnie~' he nods, sobs again, trying to go harder, his wrist burning, aching. 'dumb little puppy needs my help?'

"yes! t-touch me, please touch me!"

"you could've just told me puppy."

he jumps, pulling his fingers out when he realizes that he wasn't fully hallucinating. that the image he sees of you isn't just a vision his lust-addled brain come up with.

you step closer,

"now c'mon jinnie, use your fingers again."

hesitantly, he does.

he wonders where this is going, what you're going to do to him now.

"move them, find your prostate for me."

you come closer again, until you're practically leaning over him, brushing away his own hand on his chest, replacing it with your own.

with your hands with your pretty long nails.

he moans, long and deep, squeaking as he grazes his fingertips over the sensitive spot. "f-found it." he shakily gasps, eyes squeezing shut.

"good boy, now keep going."

"o-okay."

"so cute~can't wait until i can play with you myself." your fingers squeeze his soft lips, unable to help yourself as they fall open with a loud groan. "just wait until i cut my nails tomorrow baby."

you peck his lips. once. twice. your voice lowers a few octaves as you speak again, growing a rasp with lust. "it'll be so much fun."

[schnaf]

Alleine deine Erklärung, warum du Richter so sehr magst, zeigt mir, dass du die Kritik selber nicht verstanden hast. Ja, Richter hat eine gute EM gespielt, hat wichtige Tore gemacht und wäre vielleicht ein Faktor gewesen. ABER selbst wenn er gespielt hätte, hätte er die zwei Gegentore nicht vermeiden können! Du kannst Richter sehr gerne loben, fangirln, Fußballgott nennen oder was auch immer - trotzdem hat gestern die U21 aus anderen Gründen verloren, und nicht weil er nicht in der Startelf war

brudi, mit marco richter wär das spiel 21:2 ausgegangen. auch wenn all deine faves scheiße waren.

:)

[snowbaz-fanfiction-library]

Dreams/Nightmares Masterlist (2)

(Blood) Lust by favefangirl

Baz is so sure he won't hurt Simon, but there's no escaping that he's a Vampire and Simon is human - there's surely only one way their story can end?

Dreams by fangirlauthor

I was sleeping really well when it hit me. Like actually hit me. Snow’s tail smacked me in the chest (I’ll probably have a bruise there now). I think he must be dreaming to be flailing that much.

Fall Away by CarolineCain (tw)

It’s been almost a year since the death of Ebb and the Mage and since Simon lost his magic, but to Simon, it feels as if it was yesterday. After everything that happened, how can Simon carry on?

I'm not going anywhere by FangirlAuthor

Simon is rather attached to Baz

Late Nights by the-firewatchers-daughter

Snow is an insomniac. I don’t know whether it’s the depression, or the nightmares, or if it’s my fault from eight years of stalking me, but it’s a rare night when he doesn’t get out of bed. I’ve told him to wake me, when he can’t fall back asleep. He never does.

nightmares by imlivingacharmedlife

A short SnowBaz drabble set after the events of Carry On. Baz has a nightmare in which his worst fear comes true.

Only you by fangirln-blog (tw)

I kiss him so hard I think I might actually drown. “Say it again” I say in between kisses.

Snowflakes and Fangirls by writingtoomuchfanfiction

I wake up to a yell.

The After by Pepper20

Everyone knows the Before. What people don't know is what happened in the After.

[fangirlnationmag]

Cosplay Fitness: Getting in Shape for Summer Cons

Cosplay Fitness: Getting in Shape for Summer Cons

Summer is rounding the corner and if you’re anything like me you’re scrambling to get that bit of holiday happiness off your mid section. I’ve worked out consistently for three years and lost 100lbs during the process…know what I learned? WORKING OUT SUCKS! Yep, people kept telling me I would get used to it and while I HAVE become stronger I STILL despise working out. SO I decided to find a way…

[lilaccure]

As a women,  I do not own anything. As a women,  my single possession is myself, and myself only.

@fangirln-blog

[brandonmcgill]

#SHEHULK featuring Samantha Kitts from FangirlNation Magazine! Painting/costume by Brandon McGill! Are you ready to read the interview I did with her? #MARVEL #bodypainting #bodypositive #bodypositivity #fitness #fit #fitnessmotivation

[imrllytootiredforthis]

You know the moment when you look at your favorite kpop boy and really wish you could ruin them with your non existent dxxk? So heartbreaking 😔

literally so real

i wanna ruin a pretty boy so bad😔

[eureka-its-zico]

Okay so I'm dead with SISY!! I'm fangirlning this so much, that my heart breaks every time I think what will happen with the 3 of them. Please post the last part soon!! I'm rooting for it and I love your stories ❤❤❤❤

Thank you so much for sending me such a sweet message!! I wish I could post the finale chapter soon, but I’ve still been trying to figure out how to start it, and how to get it to the ending I decided on. But I promise it will be dropped soon (kind of)! You’re so awesome for taking the time to write this. It really means a lot!!