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uhmmuumum anyway here’s that thing I was working on
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#I seriously need to go to bed#sans au#killer sans#animatic#animation meme#meme#the wolf#utmv#undertale au#Undertale something new#Youtube
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*B I T E S you* oh sorry nothing personal haha
*B I T ES you again*
oops! gremlin brain, you get it haha
#reblog to B I T E everyone#i seriously need to go to bed#everyone should block me what is this#who am i kidding this is a normal [bugsoda] post#gremlincore#goblincore#gremlin brain#goblin brain#unintelligible goblin noises#chaoscore#bites you bites you bites you#bastardcore#bugsoda
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it’s 2024 why can’t you turn the brightness of a TV down like you can the volume?
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i think there was something weird about Gangle’s mask in episode 4 and people are not talking about it enough.
im just kinda throwing out ideas here, I have no concrete theory, just things I noticed and thought were interesting.
AND IF YOU HAVE OTHER THEORIES REGARDING ANY OF THIS, TELL ME PLEASE IM SO CURIOUS
OKAY SO, first of all, I think we can all agree Gangle was acting weird in this episode— like, uncharacteristically weird. that could’ve easily (and obviously at least partially) been the fact that she was literally at her breaking point, on the verge of abstraction, but between the creepy vision Ragatha saw and the weird analog horror training video, I feel like it has to be more than that.
Talking about the vision Ragatha saw… what the fuck was that guys and why is nobody talking about it????? gooseworx did say “i just thought it would be funni.” when asked about it, but she has also said she often misleads us with her answers to the point that its “borderline gaslighting”. this is clearly an example of that, something so incredibly ominous and seemingly unrelated to the rest of the episode would not just be thrown in for no reason… it has to mean something. not to mention the creepy face when she turned around looks weirdly— intentionally— similar to Pomni’s face while she was possessed in episode 3.
I have a theory that whatever was possessing Pomni had something to do with Gangle’s mask in episode 4.
Speaking of this part of episode 3, I don’t think Pomni’s possession was apart of the adventure, or at least, not how it was intended to go. Whatever was possessing Pomni was hurting her in a way we have not seen in other adventures— this was not unintentional trauma like her and Gummigoo glitching beneath the map in episode 2, that was obviously not supposed to happen. This was intentional. As Jax said, Caine would not do something malicious to the humans, it’s not in his nature (which he said in a “i know that for a fact” sorta way, which is a whole other conversation). Not to mention, he said this DIRECTLY after Ragatha’s vision of Gangle looking eerily similar to whatever was possessing Pomni. So what was that?
And not only did it hurt Pomni— “how’s your wife, Kinger”??? are you kidding??? and this was not said nicely, it was clearly mocking him. how could mocking someone’s dead (or abstracted i guess) wife be any LESS intentionally malicious????
also, Caine is forgetful. This is shown by him forgetting they have a suggestion box, and more interestingly, through Zooble’s therapy session showing that Caine forgets their trauma. With such a large emphasis on Caine forgetting Zooble’s trauma, it would not be completely unreasonable to assume that he forgets the others’ trauma as well. Kinger’s wife abstracting, for example.
So with this moment being outright malicious towards both Kinger and Pomni, and with Caine’s forgetfulness being focused on in the same episode, I feel strongly that this was not Caine’s doing. Or at the very least, “how’s your wife, Kinger” was NOT Caine’s doing.
That raises the question, if Caine didnt do this, what did? And how does it know about Kinger’s wife abstracting— how would an NPC in an adventure know anything about the characters outside of the adventure?
I don’t have an answer to that question, but I have a looser theory that could possibly be related??? this one might be a little far fetched, but hear me out:
During Gangle’s weird (WEIRD) analog horror training video, Jax asks “when did you make this?” Sure, this could be meant to be a funny line that doesn’t mean anything… but he has a good point. When DID she make that? And why does it get so meta and scary? Malicious… one could say— I mean, Jax was terrified.
In the video, she was clearly projecting her failed dream of being a manga inspired comic artist, but if whatever was possessing Pomni knew about Kinger’s trauma, and with the theory that it has something to do with Gangle’s mask, I don’t think its impossible that it could know about Gangle’s trauma as well.
Assuming that whatever was possessing Pomni is actually intentionally connected to Gangle or her new mask, maybe that’s what made the video, not actually Gangle.
That would answer Jax’s question of when she made it— she didn’t.
That would explain Ragatha’s weird vision.
While the video doesn’t have any direct ties to the possession or the face, it definitely has pretty significant indication that she’s not herself— whether thats literally or figuratively. and idk man it was creepy and weird. as I said, im not set on this theory at all, i dont have any concrete idea what was going on here, but i know it has to be something.
this scene and Pomni’s possession were the only moments in the show that felt like the characters were being intentionally harmed— the only instances where they were intentionally made to feel real fear. The characters know that they will not actually be hurt during the adventures, they know that Caine wouldn’t put them in that situation. Sure, Pomni got jumpscared and her eyes popped out, they were panicked when trying to escape the angel head, they were panicked during the whole truck-chase scene in episode 2, but they knew it was all just apart of the adventure and they were gonna be fine in the end.
This fear was different. This was real fear— and they were intentionally made to feel that way. These instances were the only time the characters were genuinely afraid that they were in real danger (aside from the abstraction and backrooms-void situations in episode 1, but obviously those were not intentional).
I think whatever this is is trying to intentionally harm the members of the circus.
side note:
Zooble just found a mask that specifically looks like its for Gangle in their box of parts? why??? obviously it was for Gangle, so why was it in Zooble’s box of extra parts? did Caine put it in there? I guess that would make sense cuz Caine gave them the parts, but again, why give them a mask obviously for Gangle?
Which could mean nothing…? But it is weird that Zooble just randomly happened to stumble across a comedy mask… or maybe i’m just looking too deep into that.
Im gonna definitely post more about whats going on with jax in this episode (“nobody is seeing this, right”, “caine wouldnt do anything malicious its not in his nature”) because that feels important, but thats a theory for another day. this episode had so so much good information and my theory brain is absolutely spinning.
anyways yeah, i dont know. I feel pretty strongly that Ragatha’s vision and Pomni’s possesion are connected and that whatever that face is is important, but again, these are just ideas and the second theory is kinda just spitballing. i dont know if any of this makes sense. either way, all the theories make my brain happy and gooseworx’s storytelling is so amazing to me, whether any of this is right or if im completely missing the mark, its so interesting and i cannot wait to find out what the fuck is actually going on in this show. gooseworx, you talented storytelling genuis you, mwah!
if you have any theories on any of this, please share!! i would love to hear your ideas.
#tadc theory#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc gangle#tadc jax#tadc pomni#tadc kinger#seriously theres so much to unpack in this episode#i need to go to bed i have finals tomorrow#im not confident in the second theory i just like yapping on this app
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A little different than last year's, but here we are again. To say that this past year hasn't been absolutely wild would be a lie, cause HOLY SHIT MAN
This year's birthday is. A little different for me, but you already have the silly comic to show that so I won't make like a broken record oops
But, despite the changes and hills that life's decided I should climb or throw at, it hasn't changed the fact that I'm so genuinely fucking thankful to the people that I've known since joining this fandom. I'm not even kidding when I say that being here has actually changed my life for the better. I know I said something similar last year, but this time, hoo boy it sure turned up the AMP and test how far I could go.
So, to everyone, both new and old; thank you for being here :D
@garbagechocolate @darkxsoulzyx @smoljeanius @bunmuffin @skizabaa
@tuzesdays @sleepykas @fernzwing @kandidandi @starsketchez
@just-a-drawing-bean @notdysfunk @ilsole @amberluvsbugs @cloudyvoid
@nomsthecat @alfinefalf @nosleepygay @theblog-with-thestuff
@cacaocheri
(Edit: ty kibbits for informing me of the. Fuck ass tagging system)
AND TAGGING OTHERS BECAUSE. POINTS. BONKS WITH HEAD. GETTING TO EITHER INTERACT OR TALK OR WHATEVER IS ALWAYS A DELIGHT
@ohno-the-sun @kibbits @ink-yy @saltyfryz @kaprisvn
@hierba-picante @sunny-sophies-garden @cookiiemancer @sneeblbop @justaduckarts
@pepethehumanz @crystalmagpie447 @woolysstuff @mocha-illustrates @duhsty1
@sanchensky @pillowspace @victarin @witherfide
[I DEFINITELY GOT SONAS WRONG AND THESE AREN'T ALL THE SILLY PEOPLE I KNOW BUT IM SITTING HERE AT 2:30 IN THE MORNING JUST KNOW YOU'RE THERE IN SPIRIT HANDING YOU ALL POPTARTS WAUGH]
#nebula art and doodles#should. i even count it as that-#nebula birthday time#fuck it birthday tag go brrr#also if i. didnt tag you it is 100% because i'm. a fucking coward <33 and am not sure if you'd like to be tagged in a silly thing like this#(or i don't. know you. that also but shaky thumbs up)#god. this year has been. insane dawg#my goofy ass going through canon events like it's a buffet /silly#jokes aside#the fact that im still like. here. right here#posting or reblogging goofy shit#still in the process of making my fic (i prommy im working on it)#and just. managing to make friends with people despite shit happening#it's so wild to me#i know for some people i've tagged we either haven't talked that much or haven't talked in awhile#and to that i say#fuck it we ball /j#but seriously it's. honestly bc getting to interact with you guys at all makes or has made my day that much brighter#even if it's been awhile like i mentioned or for whatever reason#this is. getting long as hell and i need to go to bed oops#anywhooooo#gotta go fast or some shit#OH- and thank you all so much for. almost 3k. holy shit#where the fuck did you all COME FROM HOW DID WE GET HERE#big heart emojis and sending love to you all#thank you so much
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It's me, ya favorite gremlin, on anon for funsies - I am here to be a menace. I would like your well educated opinion on the Jensen boys' favorite positions. 👀 Let's goooooo.
me, screaming and kicking my legs like we’re not in the trenches together daily already. ily. thank you, my fav gremlin, for this cultural contribution. let’s begin. <3
SOLDIER BOY/BEN: this man’s favourite position is any one where he’s in control and you’re not wearing a goddamn thing but his dog tags and a fucked-dumb little grin.
ben’s not just dominant. he’s possessive, primal, and somewhere under all the posturing and trauma? starving for affection he doesn’t know how to ask for. so when he fucks, it’s not just about getting off—it’s about control, claiming, proving he still matters.
his favourite position? missionary—but not sweet, not romantic. soldier boy missionary. it’s pin-you-down, headboard-breaking, spit-in-your-mouth missionary. he needs to look at you. needs to watch your eyes roll back. needs to see the exact moment you fall apart for him. and he’s saying shit like: “you like that? you like bein’ split open like this? fuckin’ knew you would.” while he’s choking you with one hand and cradling the back of your head with the other like you’re the only soft thing left in the world.
he’s rough. he’ll manhandle you without thinking—hook your knees over his shoulders, throw your leg up, slam your hips down on him like he owns your body and your goddamn soul. (spoiler: he does.)
also? he loves the mirror. loves taking you from behind, one hand tangled in your hair, making you watch him in the reflection while he wrecks you. “look at you, baby. takin’ it so fuckin’ good. proud of you.”
and ben is obsessed with cockwarming. i do not make the rules.
bonus: once you’ve broken him in emotionally? he does that same position but slow. aching. like he’s scared he’ll never get to do it again.
he fucks like he’s trying to burn the memory into your body. because he’s terrified it’ll be the last time.
DEAN WINCHESTER: dean’s default setting is munch. he’ll finger you until you’re shaking, sure, but he’s got one goal from the second your legs open: face-first, tongue out, eyes locked, worship.
his favourite position? you on your back, legs over his shoulders, his mouth buried between your thighs. but again, it’s not just sex for him—it’s penance. he’s down there like it’s the only way to earn forgiveness for all the things he thinks he’s done wrong. moaning, panting, literally begging you to come on his tongue. and when you do? he keeps going. and going. and going.
he’s a big fan of cowgirl. because he loves to be used. loves watching you ride him, thighs shaking, lips parted, hair a mess, hands on his chest while he’s moaning like he’s being blessed.
he’ll still help—grabbing your hips, thrusting up, giving you that cocky little “is that all you got, sweetheart?” smile while dying inside.
but if he really needs to feel you? if he’s feeling soft? vulnerable? it’s you in his lap. arms around his neck. slow grinding, forehead to forehead. and he’s whispering: “never had anyone like you… never wanted to.”
also? he’s obsessed with taking you from behind in the impala—you bent over the seat, skirt hiked up, begging for it. the second he hears “dean, please”, it’s over. he’s wrecking you with praise and filth like: “that’s it, sweetheart, take it—my girl—fuck, you were made for me.”
he loves pulling out and rubbing his cock between your soaked folds while you beg him to put it back in. loves hearing the wet sounds (duh?) and loves when you’re loud for him because he doesn’t believe he deserves it—but fuck, he needs it.
and the motherfucker 10000% has the praise kink to end all praise kinks. you cannot tell me otherwise. go argue with the wall. he also thanks you in a breathy, whiney little tone. voice cracking. panting and moaning. the whole nine yards. subby baby-boy energy.
but whatever the position? dean’s not stopping until your legs don’t work and your voice is hoarse. and he’s asking “one more?” like you ever had a choice.
bonus: dean loves dry humping.
CJ BRAXTON: i'm gonna seem like such a hater but... cj definitely thinks he’s a dom. he is the guy who thinks he’s really good in bed. he says shit like, “you’ve never had it like this before, huh?” while doing the bare minimum. but you know what? he tries. and sometimes? that’s enough.
his favourite position is you on your back, legs pushed up high, because it makes him feel dominant and because he loves watching your tits bounce. but what really gets him? when you look at him all soft and whiny and say “please, cj…” he melts. gets cocky. starts talking shit. “yeah? beg for it then. lemme hear it.” …until you flip him over and ride him so hard he short-circuits.
he has a secret praise kink but would never admit it. absolutely loses his mind if you say he feels good. “yeah? yeah? fuck, baby, you’re gonna make me—shit—”
he’s got potential. he just needs a little guidance. somebody get him a vibrator and a tumblr tutorial and he might actually start changing lives.
ALEC MCDOWELL: alec is a jackrabbit backshots kinda guy until you teach him to slow the fuck down. military-grade stamina. he could go for hours.
favourite position? you bent over literally anything—table, wall, car hood, arm of the couch—he’s not picky. he likes the view. he likes the control. but most of all? he likes hearing you whine. gets this smug little smirk and says, “you gonna be a good girl and take it, or am I gonna have to hold you down?”
but the second you show a hint of dominance—grab his chin. ride his thigh. make eye contact while you’re on top and say his name? he folds. gets quiet. handsy. a little shaky. starts fingering you like he’s praying.
he learns fast. and once he figures out your body? it’s over. he’ll have you coming three times in a row just so he can say “that was a new record, right?” and act like he’s not obsessed with every sound you make.
bonus: loves sex in risky places. gets feral if there’s a chance you might get caught.
JASON TEAGUE: pure rich boy repressed ragefuck energy. he’s polite in public and unhinged behind closed doors. and his favourite position is you on your knees. not even for the act itself—just for the visual. he loves the power dynamic. loves seeing you look up at him like you’d do anything he says.
but the one that actually breaks him? riding. not because he wants to give up control—but because he tries to hold it together and fails miserably. you lean down, kiss his neck, say “you like watching me fuck myself on you, huh?” and he’s GONE. fists in the sheets. panting. saying shit like, “you’re gonna make me come—fuck—don’t stop.”
he gets obsessed. starts lifting you up and slamming you down. starts chasing it like it hurts to need you this much.
mirror sex is also high on the list because he wants to watch. wants you to see how fucked-out you look. “look at what you do to me.” (jason. baby. we see it.)
and afterward? he’s real quiet. real soft. brushes your hair back and kisses your shoulder like he didn’t just rail you into another dimension.
BEAU ARLEN: you cannot tell me he ain’t a slow grind, deep eye contact, whole hand on your stomach to feel himself inside you kind of guy. but it’s deeper than just sex for him—it’s connection. he doesn’t fuck to blow off steam. he fucks to feel something.
his favourite position? spooning in the early morning, under warm sheets, the kind of sex that’s all sighs and soft skin and lazy hips. one hand under your head, the other gripping your hip, pressing kisses to the back of your neck like he’s scared you’ll slip through his fingers. and the filth he whispers? oh, bby—it’s quiet, drawled, reverent. “you feel that? every inch? you’re takin’ me so damn good, darlin’. so proud of you.”
but don’t let the softness fool you. beau’s got rage under the surface. and when it breaks through? you’re up against the wall. your dress is hiked up, panties pushed aside, and he’s lifting you like it’s nothing—like he needs you. he’s got one hand under your ass, the other gripping your thigh, fucking into you with a fevered rhythm like he’s been holding back for years. his jaw’s tight, his voice rough in your ear: “you got any idea what you do to me?”
and when you moan for him? he just mutters “that’s my girl.” like he’s staking a claim.
bonus: afterwards, he holds you so close it’s almost crushing. buries his face in your neck. he says he doesn’t believe in forever, but fuck—he wants it. and when you brush his hair back and kiss his cheek? you swear his hands tremble just a little.
RUSSELL SHAW: russell is not loud. he’s not messy. he’s precise. he is a body language expert so he notices every blink, every breath, every twitch of your thighs—and he absolutely uses it against you.
his favourite position? legs over his shoulders, you pinned to the mattress, spread out and helpless, while he’s slow-drilling into you with the intensity of someone watching a target through a sniper scope. and he doesn’t talk at first. just watches. cataloguing what makes your eyes roll back. filing away the way your voice breaks when he hits just the right spot.
but the second you start to unravel? he fucking snaps. voice low, almost loving in how dangerous it sounds: “that’s it. just like that. fuck—so beautiful when you come for me.”
he’s a control freak in the sheets. but not in a selfish way. he wants to ruin you—but only so he can piece you back together.
also? he has a thing for face cradling. quiet, sacred moments in the middle of the chaos. pulling your hand to his chest, kissing your palm mid-thrust, like it grounds him. “you’re safe. i’ve got you.” it’s not just sex for him—it’s data, it’s worship, it’s homework.
bonus: he lives for the moment when you’re riding him, smug and in control—until you falter. your rhythm stutters, your eyes go wide, and his hands slide up your waist as he smirks like the end is already written. “you tried, sweetheart. let me finish it.” and then he does.
he fucks you like he’s solving an unsolvable riddle. and when you fall apart in his hands? he looks at you like he just found the answer.
in conclusion: the jensen boys are unreasonably good at sex in wildly different, deeply chaotic ways. ben is a menace. dean is a munch. beau is a porchlight in the dark. russell is a psychological thriller. alec is cocky until he’s not. jason is unravelling. and cj is trying so hard and honestly? that’s hot.
thank you for coming to my totally scientific analysis. i am now emotionally and spiritually pregnant. <3
#pfiahc writes#my writing#pfiahc answers#soldier boy#dean winchester#cj braxton#jason teague#alec mcdowell#russell shaw#beau arlen#jackles characters#jensen ackles characters#CHRIST I WENT TOO FAR I AM SO SORRY#LIKE SERIOUSLY WHAT THE FUCK SMIN#you aren't in an exam#you don't need to go so ham#jesus fuckig christ i need a cold shower and to go to bed
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How dare I am there biggest fan and u can not take that away from me!!!!
omg hi im your biggest fan!
omg im so blessed. tysm!!!!
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I saw a post saying that Loki and Mobius is the new destiel, even worse was people agreeing with them! Destiel is an unparalleled fever dream that no show, especially not one with only two seasons so far, can ever compare to. Listen I haven’t seen season two but does loki make mobius a mixtape, does mobius get on his old man knees and signal blowjob imagery to break a mind control connection, do they dance around eachother’s bullshit for over a decade?!?!
#this is seriously no hate to loki#I think I need to go to bed#I know it’s not that serious#I saw the post a week or so ago#and it’s like a bag in my brain#spn#supernatural#castiel#dean winchester#destiel#loki#loki and mobius
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It's episode 9, the whole family's finally back together and I am happy to say that I was right, again. (I knew Kan wasn't responsible for Home's crash!) But more importantly let's talk about all of the gay moments.
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Look at Peach pulling on Home's sleve when they're cornered by the angry community. It's okay Peach, just hold his hand. I'm pretty sure Home would let you. (Also Home was feeling himself in that wig and honestly, more power to him)
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Home has come a long way from devaluing Peach's food because it was cheap and trying to bribe ghosts with food deliveries instead. Now he's here, looking for food for Peach to cook for the ghost, without any prompting from anyone else.


And then he even holds the window blinds open for Peach when they break into Sing's room.

Good job being a supportive bf, Home.
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Even Kan's community knows not to separate Home and Peach.


(I know in the second one pairing them together is kind of necessary to set up the Pangpang & Suradech joke but still.)
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Last week I was a little confused when, in the preview, it seemed like Home still couldn't see ghosts even though he died and came back like Peach. But of course we had already established that Peach can only see ghosts, not hear them so obviously Home has to complete him by being able to hear but not see ghosts.

Because they belong with each other. Because they achieve their full potential only when working together. Because Home has been trying to help Peach understand what the ghosts are saying since Rak.


Because it is the combination of Home repeating Sing's words and Peach repeating his actions that finally allow Kan to let herself believe that his ghost is there, that finally allows her to let him go.
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Peach is very worried about Home this episode. (Not surprising after he almost watched him die last week.) He's worried when Home keeps having issues with his hearing.

And he's not happy to see Home get beaten up right in front of him


Pleading with Kan to help him. (although it was slightly funny to see Peach babygirl himself into being unable to escape the hold of one single person that was also smaller than him)

When he can finally free himself, though his eyes are focused on Kan's dying father, his immediate action is to help Home.

And when Home faints? at the end of the episode, Peach is, of course, immediately all over him.
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Peach cooses to sit next to Home, not his sister, even though there's a pillar separating them. And while all four of them are sitting together, through the angles at which they're sitting there is a subtle grouping of Pangpang with Kan and Home with Peach.
A grouping which is recreated in the end credits after Pangpang and Home bring Kan back to the family table.

Look at the dads with their two daughters. (Okay let's say Kan is their daughter-in-law, otherwise Lesbian Corner is going to get a bit weird)
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Peach is the one to gently wake up Home so he can take part in their family reunification meal.

And freshly awakened Home doesn't even bother to look around himself, fully trusting Peach to have all the answers.
Lesbian Corner

Pangpang gets her own 'you betrayed me, I won't hear you out' moment this episode.

Just like her brother, when he felt betrayed by Home, her immediate reaction to Kan pretending she never cared about them, is to take her at face value and walk away.

When Kan moves to touch Home's hair while he's sleeping, Pangpang is the one who interrupts. Because she knows Kan should be paying attention to her and leave Home for Peach to wake up.

And then, once Home and Kan have reconciled, she promptly asks Kan to feed her, because as she stated before, Pangpang is truly the baby of their little family.
#peaceful property#peaceful property the series#i'm so happy to see all for of them back together in the end credits#as usual pls don't take anything i wrote too seriously#i need to go to bed now. it is waay to late/early already
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Yams: Says had Hange lived they wouldn't settle down w/ Levi and Falbi and would have had a role that's busily running around
Also Yams: Has Hange directly ask Levi to live together in the actual canon story
Me: 🤨
Edit: Apparently the phrasing was "it's hard to imagine them settling down" not that they wouldn't
Not a huge difference but thought I would mention it
#le me#rantings#ramblings#i know the two arent actually contradictory but seriously dude did you forget what you wrote#we all already hc hange as traveling/exploring the post-rumbling world amyways#or playing some role in restoration but#but its still sus to me that never once has he addressed ifkk#like its been 4 years dude did you retcon forget or just ignore that you wrote it#official#snk#levihan#hange zoe#attack on titan#aot#i need to go to bed#clearly
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okay just one more little thing. and then sleepy time
#i just wanna whine a little bc irl i am not supposed to be affected by this#but my cardiologist said my diagnostic tests are all surgery level and she’s wonderful and has this ‘i don’t treat the tests and numbers#but the patient and their symptoms’ and i mean i go HIKING and do gym and everything so im very glad she’s also understanding and takes#everything into account and like all in all its good and it will be okay bc im monitoring it and everything#and also finally seem to have an actual proper diagnosis after 6 years of being not sure#so that’s all good but my thing is. like a little baby loser im scared and i don’t like it#she told me i needed to get a blood work thing done and was surprised she hadn’t told me to do it before#and i thought nothing of it but then later i looked it up and its a heart failure biomarker which just. i mean that IS what it is but it’s#fawking scary i hate to admit it. and when he was genuinely surprised that i can climb up stairs (while doing my ultrasound)#it’s just. i don’t know. i don’t like it and im scared i don’t wanna go into surgery and i don’t wanna have to do it so many times either#and my big thing is always avoidance so I’m always just on the cusp of stopping going to the doctors#seriously the only thing that had me go in at all this time was the fact that at the mandatory work medical checkup#they said i had to have my cardio’s opinion or they wouldn’t let me work#which sounds so tragic HDKJSKS also idk where this was even going im literally fine and people have it way worse#it’s just pathetic loser ana time which happens very very rarely.. prob bc my#perido is like a week late and im experiencing all kinds of pms#ANYWAY. BED TIME.
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Literally woke up in the middle of the night to use the restroom. Checked my phone and was really happy to see I got a notification that someone was in my inbox only for it to be a kid being an absolute dick.
Sorry. I know that’s rude but man I wish kids would leave adults alone. There’s no reason for under 18s to be in here if they’re looking for NSFW. And look, I lied about my age too when I was younger cause I thought I was “so mature” for my age only to find out I wasn’t. I read things and saw things that I shouldn’t have witnessed and it messed with me even till now. The internet was not a nice place in the 2010s and it still isn’t but there’s better safety now and I want YOU to be safe.
So please kids, put yourself first above your want to read something mature or see something that’s clearly above your age and GET OFF OF THE ADULT PAGES. And also, please don’t interact with adults!!!!!!!!
#I got so excited too#I’m going back to bed#but seriously#kids need to stay away from adult spaces#adding no minors to my bio right now
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My contribution to the fankid sillies. Quirky kid who's mostly in the care of Shadow's chao, and is a little too interested with the concept of time traveling...
#Doing my part in the war on petri dish fankids on the side of the petri dish children#<- HALF STOLE THIS CAPTION#thank you lovelyn for letting me torture you with a rough draft that was really sad I did a complete 180#Comet the Hedgehog#Sonadow Fankid#Sonic oc#sth#sonic#i owe lovelyn for the nebby nickname also. obsessed#art from the den#artists on tumblr#how did this beast come to be? idk google how stars are born I'm not ur dad#maybe they raced and went sooo fast they ripped open the fabric of the universe and left a clone in the stardust. or something#Do not take me seriously I need to go to bed. Goodnight honk shoooo
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wanna keep chipping away at this but I know if I keep going I'll be at it all night and I need to get a shower in before bed
trying to lean into a more cartoony style cause I'm more comfortable with that and also Is Fun
had a hard time finding a song until Sabrina Carpenter's Please Please Please came on and I was like--- yes, that is the vibe
anywho, what do y'all think he did??
'If you wanna go and be stupid, don't do it in front of me'
#bear text#blush blush game#blush blush#bear talks#bb game#sad panda studios#kitsune bundle#haru#Iris#marshmallow oc#my money's on flirted with a bar tender to get a free shot#and he didn't even share!#swears he was going to but likely story!#okay I seriously need to stop staring at this cause I keep looking and seeing things I wanna fix and I'm so tempted to pull my tablet back#out and keep working at it but NO BAD RUBY SHOWER AND GO TO BED!
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okay i need to stop fucking around seriously
#me when the game actually calls me out: oh i was not familiar with ur....game#okay but seriously i was curious#like I've been light “flirting” at various times#tho its either joking or lighthearted in nature to me#anyways i was curious to see if anything would happen#when i made a flirty joke about August#AND THERE WERE ACTUAL CONSEQUENCES#*standing ovation*#i like when games dont let me get away with just anything#i want the characters with high affection to react lol#anyways im a save scummer so all is good#like making that joke only made me lose stat points with orion too#no gain on august#....idk wat i want too#i like picking flirty options if its fitting in the moment and feels in character for my playthrough#im at like 60+ with several ppl#(and still have feelings for seven btw lmaoo)#i feel like if u go too high with multiple ppl a confrontation will def happen#and this might be the area where u start toeing the line#tho im not sure if theres a secret stat keeping track of just hearts#cause ik platonic options can increase the percentage too#inch resting stuff#its 3am btw 💀#i need to go to bed#once i catch up on this if i need to take a breather from vns and ifs for a week maybe#cause i keep staying up too late whenever i really get into one#infamous if#orion i swear im serious i swearrr#....i wanna talk about griff and victoria too but im outta tags so on a dif post at some point ig :P
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