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happy new year to those who care 🥳
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nomaishuttle · 8 months
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on a semi related note there r like 2 specific times i remember expecting one of my safe foods and getting something entirely different and being SO insanely upset abt it even though the thing i got still tasted good
#the first my uncle asked me what i wanted 4 dinner while he was staying with us#and i said cheesy chicken and rice my fav food and he Made cheesy chicken and rice but it was like. a completely different dish than what i#refer to as cheesy chicken and rice and it was good food but i was rly rly rly upset. and i feel bad bc again it was good and my uncles a#great cook but i was expecting my comfort food and got something different#the other big one was i always get the wisconsin six cheese from dominos. and if i dont get the wisconsin six cheese i get the beautiful an#delicious pizza me and my mom named greg . rly funny story actually. but greg is basically. hes got ranch instead of tomato sauce and then#chicken bacon (always at least these 2) and mushrooms if possible for toppings. and hes great#and one time my mom was ordering dominos and asked me what i wanted and i said the wisconsin 6 cheese yk. and it came and it had ranch sauc#and my mom was like oph yeah i thought itd be fun to try the ranch sauce since we like it on greg so i thought id surprise you. and i#literally couldnt eat the pizza and i started crying over it bc i had been rly excited for the 6 cheese#but yes. greg is my goto pizza everywhere except dominos on occasion if they dont let u do rnch as a sauce we do alfredo instead#hes very trustworthy and i love him... we got him umm. the first time we ordered him was when we were doing my sleep study#so we were like waiting outside the hospital and we were like oh we should order something 2 eat since we havent had dinner yet#and we went to order and 4 somereason we couldnt get the 6cheese idk if like one of th cheeses was out of stock or something ???#but we were like ok lets just make a new pizza lol. and we made him and then dominos was like Ok what do you want to name the pizza#and idk why i think it was late but that question was like. HYSTERICAL to us KJADBJWABD bc we were like what is it a baby#of course now i realize its so you can like. have that pizza saved to easily order it again yk. but we were like idk.. greg??? so yes. and#im ngl to you guys idk if it was just bc it had been a good day and i was happy and like kind of silly since i was at a hospital#but that was literally theeee best pizza ive ever had in my literal entire life. istg they put crack in that pizza it was soo good#sooo yes anyways sry 4 rambling.
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onelessdreamer · 9 months
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I slipped on the stairs last night and totally forgot about it until I happened to turn at a weird angle and suddenly felt like my shoulder blade was about to fly out my body. Definitely getting too old to party like I used to ahaha
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gotholdladywithadhd · 2 months
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Good Omens Song of the Day
"Awake in the night to whisper your name Only silence replies it's answer a sleeping refrain The moments die but memory stays Reaching for something thats just out of reach Lost to your lips and drowned in your kiss The tide of your passion is now but a dream Its but a dream"
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I know it's late and I should goto bed But I can't tear away from the night It holds the seed of a memory Its true of you
When I first saw you I realised The fire burned deep inside your eyes I knew a kiss would paralyse Its true from you
Awake in the night to whisper your name Only a silence replies it's answer a sleeping refrain The moment dies but memory stays Love like a carnivals runaway ride We spin and we climb To where once sirens cried And there sometimes angels can be devils too It's true of you It's true of you
When shadows no longer fall And footsteps can't be heard at all I hear the ghost of a call Its true from you
Awake in the night to whisper your name Only silence replies it's answer a sleeping refrain The moments die but memory stays Reaching for something thats just out of reach Lost to your lips and drowned in your kiss The tide of your passion is now but a dream Its but a dream
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boxheadpaint · 5 months
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christmas went Ok, mostly had fun wondertrading shinies (or "surprise trading"). mom sent me a totoro cardigan and toblerone which is very swag. should still have a few moments to wear it before winter in california gives way to Summer Forever In California. have also been enjoying the smiser uploads this year of course. Annnnd thats all from me on holidays, rest of it has been weird depression and things i would rather have not dealt with
finally maybe drawing consistently again for a bit. hareguy has been my goto and saving grace for making me draw. havethings for other people i need to work on as well, itd be funny if i can finish those before the end of the year. thinkin my new years resolution is to be much more annoying.
birthday is tomorrow, in theory going to aquarium and for sure obtaining five guys at some point. can only really have the confidence to ask for it once a year because expensive obviously but also the nearest location is across the city. i want tp see sturgeons again and i dont care if i cry. its a good thing oarfish arwnt really kept in aquariums because if i saw one irl id perish from joy immediately.
trouble sleeping as usual but hyper awareness i THINK has made it worse. keep waking up with heart pal[itations and struggle to get back to sleep, but eventually do anyway because theyre exhausting and its too uncomfortable to move with them. gives some explanatipn why i end up knocked out until the afternoon at least
hoping tomorrow is chill and enjoyable, i do like a cheese burger
12/27/2023, ohhh it is happening again
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bokettochild · 1 year
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🦊m’kay. ineed t start sleepin normally. i woke up lke a 1. dunno why mtired. we’ll i ddi goto sleep at 6.
that means you got maybe 7 hours
you should def sleep more, you're starting to talk like Silver does LOL
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ofparagade-a · 1 year
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i thought i'd go ahead and throw onto here everyone's ages that i obtained from the archived website for mass effect 2 as well as the mass effect wiki where i was able to get pretty much all of their ages from and went from there.
Commander Shrpard — ME1: 29 | ME2: 29 to 31 | ME3: 29 / 30 to 31 / 32 Ashley Williams — ME1: 26 | ME2: 28 | ME3: 28 / 29 David Anderson — ME1: 48 | ME2: 50 | ME3: 50 / 51 Grunt — ME1: 21 | ME2: 22 | ME3: 33 / 23 Jack — ME1: 22 | ME2 2: 24 | ME3: 24 / 25 Jacob Taylor — ME1: 26 | ME2: 28 | ME3: 28 / 29 Jeff “Joker” Moreau — ME1: 28 | ME2: 30 | ME3: 30 / 31 Kaidan Alenko — ME1: 33 | ME2: 35 | ME3: 35 / 36 Kasumi Goto — ME1: 23 | ME2: 25 | ME3: 25 / 26 Liara — ME1: 106 | ME2: 108 | ME3: 108 / 109 Miranda Lawson — ME1: 33 | ME2: 35 | ME3: 35 / 36 Mordin Solus — ME1: 48 | ME2: 50 | ME3: 50 / 51 Samara — ME1: 600 +/- | ME2: 600 +/- | ME3: 600 +/- Tali'Zorah — ME1: 22 | ME2: 24 | ME3: 24 / 25 Thane Krios — ME1: 37 | ME2: 39 | ME3: 39 / 40 Zaeed Masani — ME1: 38 | ME2: 40 | ME3: 40 / 41
the only ones that are real headscratchers for me are shepard, grunt, and zaeed. i'm a little weary on ashley, jack, and kasumi but not to the point of scratching my head over it.
SHEPARD: the only reason i have shepard on here is because of when they died after the events of me1. we know that me2 takes place two years after me1 but how long was fully fleshed out and whatnot?? that's what confuses me. i might've overlooked or completely forgot about something so anything's possible. and how exactly did they know about guns switching from just overheating to thermal clips?? the only "logical" explanations i can come up with is that me1 just didn't want us to deal with thermal clips so it just overheated or they went with the whole being able to absorb information while sleeping ( because that is an actual thing fyi ).
GRUNT: idk why they'd put him at 22 years of age when, realistically and scientifically speaking, he's no more than a couple of months to a year old. i would say that they should've taken notes from how young justice did connor kent / superboy but, unfortunately, me2 came out in january 2010 whereas young justice came out in november 2010. the reason i bring up connor kent / superboy is because while he has the physiology and mentality of a 15 / 16 year old teenage boy he's actually only a couple of months old.
ZAEED: i'm sorry but this man should be about anderson's age. especially when it comes to his mannerisms. i get that some younger people do tend to have "old souls", so to speak. but there's no way he's "just 40" in me2. especially with everything he's gone through. now this isn't me saying that younger people like myself aren't capable of going through a lot but there's just something about zaeed that makes me think he's actually about anderson's age.
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insanityofvaas · 1 year
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Just as a sort of awareness statement for my blog, I default to answering most asks as Vaas, or at the very least it's my goto when I can't make a clear distinction.
That said, you're always welcome to add in your ask if you want a Vaas answer, an answer from behind the muse, or even both, I suppose! I should have added this in somewhere sooner, but I'm good at forgetting shit.
Anyway, I'll get more answers out in a few hours. I'm still exhausted and I'd love to sleep a couple of more hours if I'm lucky!
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c-valentines · 2 years
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The Conjuring- Chapter 4, Ms. Denson’s Home
Shawn and Taker take another try at communications after a bad night. Hunter, Kevin and the married couple take a visit to the house on the hill, where three youths have decided to make a home. Taker begins to shift his worry from finding Kane to protecting Shawn from him. Shawn is starting to believe his gift will be the death of him.
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Shawn and taker did something they never do. They go to bed angry at each other. They avoid each other when they wake up, Shawn going to work in the garage and Taker going out for hours, searching everywhere for Kane. Meeting Daniel who offers help for the last two hours. Taker then ends up in a bar with Austin, where he spent the remaining hours of sunlight.
Shawn leans against the back wall of the house and watches the sunset. "You know you should never go to bed angry at each other." Lady states. "I know, thank you" Shawn scoffs. "Just saying. I mean he hasn't been home all day, doesn't that-" "what fills my mind with fears he's sleeping with someone else? No. Because I know he's not like that" Shawn snaps before pushing off the wall. Lady huffs at the young blond and watches as he storms inside, slamming the door shut.
"You shouldn't be out there when the sunsets" a gruff voice calls. Shawn looks to see Taker leaning against the kitchen counter, beer dangling from his fingers. "And you stink of booze. Go clean yourself up" Shawn bites. Taker raises an eyebrow. "Bit hypocritical of you isn't it?" Taker asks. Shawn pauses. "I mean you use to reek of alcohol but I never said anything" Taker adds. Shawn swallows. "Well isn't this a nice twist?" The demon smirks, its dark hand curling around the back of Shawn's neck. "Fuck you" Shawn whispers. Taker slams the beer bottle down. Shawn looks at him. He's never seen Taker this drunk before, except one time. "Why were you with Austin?" Shawn demands. "The fuck?" Taker slurs. "You've only ever got this wasted with him. You promised to never be alone with him again. So tell me why!" Shawn explains, voice starting to rise. "Because I have a life outside of being a fuckin ghostbuster with my crazy husband Shawn!" Taker yells. Shawn just stares at his husband.
He can't remember a time he's ever seen his husband this angry. "Why?" Taker whispers. Shawn's eyes widen. "Why did you let Paul in?" Taker asks. Shawn doesn't know what to say. His husband looks so lost and scared. All anger leaves Shawn. "I'm sorry." Shawn whispers. Taker looks at him. "But you never told me anything about Paul. All you said is he took you in after the accident. You never told me he was a threat. I didn't know anything until after Paul touched my hand yesterday" Shawn adds. Taker lowers his gaze. What could he say? Neither man had been communicating for a long time. Taker picks his beer back up and takes a long sip before looking back at Shawn. Shawn looks beautiful with the moonlight hitting his back.
And Taker knows he fucked up. He shouldn't have stayed with Austin after telling him about Kane. Taker can tell shawn is tired but also scared. "You're right baby, I'm sorry. We haven't had a lot of communication lately have we?" Taker murmurs. "No. We haven't. Goto bed Taker. We can talk when you're sober." Shawn tells him. Taker nods and finishes his beer before binning the bottle. He pauses and looks at Shawn. Shawn keeps his eyes on the ground. "Come to bed soon baby" Taker mutters before walking off. "I could kill him" the demon states. Mullet and lady tense and slowly look at the demon. This catches Shawn off guard. He can't remember them ever acknowledging the demon. "There's no need for that" Shawn states. "No, but it'll be fun" the demon chuckles.
Shawn ignores them all and makes his way to the bathroom. He turns on the tap and collects water in his hands before splashing it onto his face. When he looks up his eyes land on the locked cabinet. "Try it...see if he truly cares. If he changed it" the demon laughs. Shawn knows he shouldn't. He should just leave. He should not even look at it. 110997. A simple date. His eyes grow dark as the lock falls into his hand. "Well...would we look at that..." the demon mutters. For once, it's not teasing. It's not cruel. It's simple. It sounds like pity. He opens the cabinet and grabs the first pill bottle. "Shawn? Don't...please.." mullet whispers. Shawn closes the cabinet and stares at himself in the mirror as he unscrews the lid. "Please don't do this" Lady pleads.
The demon just stands back and watches Shawn. He watches the blond tip two pills into his hand. He watches as Shawn tilts his head back and he swallows them dry. The lid is applied back into the bottle. And the demon knows as Shawn leans against the sink. As he puts the pills and lock back on. That Shawn won't be able to see him soon. So he leaves and makes his way to the bedroom.  An evil thought bubbles into his mind as he takes in the passed-out drunk man. The man is a lot closer to the darkness than he realises.
Shawn looks at himself in the mirror. No ghosts. No demons. Nothing. He's alone. He's alone and it's quiet. "Fuck" his voice shakes. Regret fills him as his mind starts to go numb. He promised. He made a simple promise. And he couldn't even keep it. He pushes away from the sink. Hopefully, he'll be sober enough for their talk tomorrow. If he's not, oh well. It doesn't matter. He makes his way to the bedroom where he rests for the night. A part of him knows it'll be his last peaceful night's sleep for a long time.
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Taker is woken up by the sudden choking feeling. He jerks up and gasps for breath. He looks next to him to see Shawn curled up, sleeping peacefully. "Oh, I fucked up.." Taker whispers, his throat sore. "I'm so sorry my Darlin" he whispers before kissing Shawn's forehead. He made a simple promise he'd never go drinking with Austin ever again. At least alone. He remembers the fear in Shawn's eyes when Taker stumbled through the door, a ruined motorcycle helmet hanging from his hand. His clothes ripped. And he broke that simple promise.
He stands from the bed and looks at the floor next to his feet. A cold shiver runs down his spine at the burned footprints on the floor. He looks at the mirror and gasps. A dark handprint around his neck. "No..Shawn.. Shawn!" Taker gasps turning back to the bed. Shawn doesn't move. He doesn't even stir. Taker kneels next to him and rolls him onto his back. Shawn is almost too peaceful. He touches his neck and checks his pulse. "Shawn? Shawn wake up baby please" Taker begs shaking him slightly. Shawn gasps and his eyes snap open. "Taker what the he...." Shawn trails off as his eyes focus and catch Taker's neck. You took something, didn't you? Taker thinks. He also can't bring himself to yell at Shawn. He didn't change that stupid code. Well, he will now. He definitely will now.
"Undertaker...your neck.." Shawn whispers gently touching it. "Oh...no this is all my fault. This is all my fault" Shawn whispers. "No..baby no" Taker mutters. "I'm sorry I went out with Austin. I'm sorry I blamed you for Paul. Fuck Shawn I'm sorry" Taker rambles. Shawn just smiles sadly. "We are both to blame..." Shawn whispers cupping Taker's face. Taker leans forward and rests his forehead against Shawn's. "I'm sorry you got hurt...I'm.. " Shawn bites his lower lip and closes his eyes. "I'll change the passcode.. " Taker mutters. "I'm sorry I didn't." Taker adds. Shawn tenses but slowly nods. "I won't lose control again. I promise. If I knew this would have happened I wouldn't have done it.." Shawn confesses. "We have to sort this Shawn.. we have to fix this all." Taker tells him. "It's becoming too real...I don't know what he wants anymore Taker." Shawn admits. Taker rubs his neck. "Maybe, if we find Kane, he could help" Taker suggests. "So you're going to allow me to help now?" Shawn asks with a knowing smile. "Don't push your luck boy" Taker warns playfully. Shawn chuckles.
He missed this when he and Taker were fighting. He missed the side of Taker no one saw.
"I was thinking about inviting Goldust over today. You and him hang out when I look for Kane." Taker informs him. Shawn frowns. "What?" Taker questions pulling Shawn into his lap. "I can't. I told you, Kevin has a job and Hunters free. We are going today at lunch." Shawn tells him. "What? Without me?" Taker asks. "Well, we were waiting. We were going to go yesterday but you went missing with Austin. And I understand you need to find Kane. So I'll go alone. Maybe I'll bring Goldie" Shawn explains. Taker shakes his head. "No. I'm not letting you do this without me." Taker snaps. "You need to find Kane" Shawn sighs resting his forehead against Taker's shoulder. "No. He can wait. I either come with you or you don't go" Taker murmurs rubbing his back.
What Taker wanted to say is, that he would much rather be with Shawn when Kane arrived rather than find Shawn after Kane arrived. If his nightmare and Paul's arrival and Daniel's phone call were anything to Taker, it was a warning that Kane was looking for Shawn. He doesn't know why Kane wants Shawn, he doesn't understand, but he also has a gut feeling Paul is behind it.
"But finding kan-" "no. We do this together. Something about marriage vows.." Taker smirks slightly as Shawn starts to laugh. "I married such a dork" he huffs. Taker turns and drops Shawn onto the bed, hovering over him. "I'm the dork?" Taker questions. "Damn right you are" Shawn smirks giving him a sloppy kiss on his cheek. Taker frowns before smirking and digging his fingers into Shawn's side. Shawn gasps and begins giggling and laughing. "Ta-AH-Taker!" Shawn gasps trying to wiggle away. Taker smiles and stops as Shawn gasps for breath. "I'm sorry for yesterday." Taker mutters. "I'm sorry too" Shawn smiles before kissing him softly. "Cmon love birds!" Hunter's voice calls through the house.
Shawn groans. "Oh yeah, it's not concern that hunter can just break into our house" Taker grumbles pushing away from Shawn and the bed. Shawn chuckles and throws an arm over his face as Taker grabs their clothes.
God if Shawn's father could see him now.
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Taker eyes the big house up. It sits on the highest hill in the valley. Which taker always believed was impractical and a safety hazard but his mother always told him the story of the little old woman that has lived there since the village was created. That she is one with the land and protected by its creatures. No one has seen her in over 10 years which led to beliefs she was dead and that the creatures had turned on her and taken her. Especially when the house was found a wreck and empty.
Taker felt for the women. When he had just lost his family, she was always so kind to him. Use to let him take stuff from the bakery she owned in the village center. Used to scold the other kids for making fun of him. So when he found out about what happened it hurt. He made a grave for her near his parent's grave. All three are the centerpiece of the cemetery and people tend to visit them regularly.
If Shawn and taker ever did have kids, taker would make sure they knew about the important figures in the valley's history, his parents, Ms. Denson the lovely old woman who lived up the hill, and of course, Shawn Michaels, the man who entered the valley like a Ray of light and cared for the villagers and the spirits who can't seem to pass on.
"Isn't this old ms densons home?" Shawn asks as they park up out front. "Yeah. Poor women." Taker sighs as Kevin parks on their right and hunter on their left. All men get out of their vehicles. "Would love to know what happened to her." Kevin states. "Wouldn't we all? Biggest mystery on this police force." Hunter huffs. "I didn't think anyone lived here anymore," Shawn speaks up as he steps closer. "They struggled selling it to anyone in the village. Must be people from out of town who brought it." Taker answers, making sure he's quick to follow the blond. He stands behind Shawn as he knocks St the old wooden door. "So how does this work?" Hunter asks from behind them. "You do absolutely nothing unless Shawn asks" Kevin states. Taker doesn't have to look at the taller to see the massive smirk on his face. Especially as Hunter grumbles an insult.
The door opens slightly to reveal a small girl. Shawn's eyes lower. "Hello sweetie. Is your mother home?" Shawn asks. The girl just tilts her head at him. "Your not safe here" she whispers. "Why not?" Shawn asks quietly. "Because he wants them to kill you. He wants you dead. Gone." She answers. "What? Who? Who wants that?" Shawn asks as the door swings open wider.
Shawn's eyes widen as the girl is suddenly gone and a woman is standing in her place. "You alright Shawn?" Taker asks quietly, placing a big hand on his lower back. "The girl-" "Shawn.. no one was there" Kevin states. Shawn squints in confusion. She seemed so real. But then again, most of them do. "Do you have any daughters?" Taker asks. "No..no kids." the woman answers. "I'm sorry." Shawn states suddenly putting on a smile. "I must have seen a ghost. But that's why we're here, isn't it? So I guess that's a good thing" Shawn adds. "It is. I'm glad you agreed to come. Please come in." The woman smiles. The men walk into the house. Taker keeps his eyes on Shawn. He wouldn't take his eyes off the man, especially after that show at the door.
"So, Mrs-" "just Lita, please" she smiles. "Ok, Lita. I'm-" "Undertaker, Shawn, Hunter and Kevin. Trust me I know" she sighs as the door closes. "How do you know all that?" Hunter asks. "Well, me and hunter met when we first moved in. And the boys are big fans of Kevin's blog. Also, the whatever haunting this house are big mentionors of you two" she states pointing at the married couple. "The boys?" Kevin asks. "My friends...we moved here together to get away from life. Big mistake" she sighs. Taker looks at Shawn who's busy looking around. "So, the dead wants us" Taker mutters. "Mhm" Shawn nods. "And you already knew that" he sighs. "Oh yeah. The little girl decided to make me aware of that. Your friends, are they here?" Shawn asks turning to Lita. "Oh yeah, there just upstairs. I can go get them" Lita states. "Thank you. It'd be much appreciated" Shawn smiles.
Kevin, hunter and taker watch the women jog upstairs before turning to Shawn. "We setting up?" Kevin asks. "Oh yeah. But after they tell us what they've experienced" Shawn states. "That bad huh?" Kevin mutters. "I've seen 6 ghosts, one parasite and two shadows. Whatever Ms. Denson saw or kept locked up here, are not afraid of being caught." Shawn explains. "You reckon they are coming out because someone who's not Ms. Denson is living here?" Hunter asks. Shawn looks at his friend. "Who said they liked her?" Shawn asks. Taker looks at him concerned. "What do you mean by that Shawn?" Taker asks.
"Someone doesn't just disappear like that. Especially when they are surrounded by this much evil."
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how2spell-sandwhich · 2 years
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crying because i can’t hug any of the utdr characters rn means i should probably goto sleep. it’s 5am anyways so goodnight
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daxwritesstories · 2 years
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Jordan's Fate - Book 1: Chapter 2
DISCLAIMER: This is a work of fiction. All of the characters and events in this story are completely made up.
Trigger Warnings: None for this chapter, but other chapters may have some.
Chapter 2 - Let The Bad Times Roll
The rest of the school week was awful, but to Jordan’s surprise it wasn’t as awful as she thought it was going to be. The office informed her that her class change request had been approved but the schedule still wouldn’t be ready until the next week. They also let her know that her two morning classes would not change as the arts program didn’t include IT and gym. 
With this knowledge, Jordan decided she should try making friends in those classes. As much as she hated talking to people, the semester was going to be hell if she had to keep to herself and be alone every morning. She decided to start with her IT class. The sporty girl who sat next to her seemed nice enough and didn’t talk to anyone else so Jordan thought she could try talking to her.
She put on a brave face and went to sit at her usual spot. It took her a few minutes to think of what to say but eventually she pushed herself to greet her.
“Hi, how are you?” she said.
“Tired,” the girl responded. Her voice was softer than Jordan was expecting. “How are you?” she asked.
“I’m tired too,” Jordan said. It was the truth. She never got enough sleep since her anxiety usually kept her up at night.
The girl next to her didn’t say anything else so Jordan decided to introduce herself.
“I’m Jordan by the way.”
“I’m Nina.”
“Nice to meet you,” Jordan said politely. Nina gave her a polite smile and nodded.
Class commenced soon after and the two girls didn’t speak again for the rest of class. It wasn’t ideal but at least she now had a goto partner in case there was a group project.
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Next up was gym class. Jordan decided it would be best to wait until the next day to try making friends so she didn’t tire herself out before the end of the day. Instead she would just scout the class for girls who seemed nice. Her classmates in gym were mostly boys and Jordan had learned from recent experience that boys didn’t make for good friends. So she would have to find friends from the small group of girls that the class did have. Ashton might be a favorable option. She had never spoken to her before, but other people she knew in middle school seemed to like her.
Jordan made her way to the gym hallway and entered the change room. It was a small room, too small in her opinion, with walls that were lined with tiny cube-shaped lockers. There were a couple wooden benches in the middle of the room and there was a hallway at the back that led to the showers. Just like the rest of the school, everything looked old and worn out. The benches had small pieces chipped away from them and the laminate flooring was discolored and scuffed in many places.
Heading straight to her locker, Jordan started changing right away, not wanting to be late. A few girls, including Ashton, were chatting and joking around near her locker. Jordan listened in, wondering what they were talking about.
“There aren’t even any hot guys at this school, I’m disappointed!” said one girl. Jordan was pretty sure from listening to attendance that her name was Sahara.
“That’s why I’m glad I already have a boyfriend,” said another girl. Jordan couldn’t remember what her name was. She was a petite girl with long black hair. Sahara looked similar to her except she had darker skin and wore more makeup.
“I don’t know what you guys are talking about, you’re spoiled here,” Ashton chimed in. “At my middle school there were hardly any boys, right Jordan?”
Jordan froze in the middle of putting her shirt on. She was surprised that Ashton knew her name. She wasn’t popular at all in middle school and she and Ashton were never in the same class. But it was a pretty small school so maybe they had a mutual friend or something.
Jordan finished pulling her shirt down and spun around to face the girls.
“Yeah, there were only a few,” she agreed.`
“You two went to the same middle school?” Sahara asked.
“Mhm, she knows my boyfriend, Clay, too,” Ashton said happily. Sahara smiled at Jordan and stepped closer to her.
“Jordan, right? I’m Sahara,” she said.
“I’m Lisa!” said the other girl, pulling up her gym shorts.
Jordan laughed nervously. She wasn’t expecting to have to talk to this many people today, but at least she didn’t have to start the conversation.
“Nice to meet you,” she said politely. 
Sahara reached out and gently grabbed a strand of Jordan’s hair and ran her fingers through it.
“You’re so pretty, I bet you have a boyfriend,” she said. Jordan’s face immediately went red. Even though she was in high school now she still couldn’t handle pretty girls being nice to her. It made her heart flutter. She looked down and shook her head.
“No, I don’t.”
Sahara giggled in response.
“I don’t believe you,” she sang. Jordan glanced over at Ashton who gave her a knowing look. She had hoped Ashton didn’t know about her past relationship but apparently their entire grade knew so she wasn’t all that surprised.
“You should join our group for class today,” Lisa suddenly said. “Sahara’s ditching us for her other friends and we need a third member.”
“I’m sorry! I promised them we could group up today,” Sahara explained. 
“Yeah, yeah, you’re popular,” Lisa teased. “Come on, Jordan, let’s go.”
The four girls went to class together, chatting and giggling. Jordan mostly stayed quiet, her shyness getting to her. She grouped up with Ashton and Lisa when class started. They were supposed to practice throwing a football but Jordan’s group just talked to each other for the majority of the class. Ashton and Lisa mostly spoke about their boyfriends and Jordan quietly listened. 
Near the end of class, a boy who Jordan didn’t know the name of approached the girls.
“Hello,” he greeted. 
“Hi,” Lisa responded. The boy looked Jordan up and down and it made her nervous.
“Are you anorexic?” he asked. Jordan had no time to respond before Ashton yelled at him.
“That’s rude! Leave her alone,” she scolded. Her reproach seemed to work and the boy walked away without another word. 
Lisa glared at him as he left. “That was disgusting,” she spat. “Don’t listen to him, Jordan.”
Jordan just smiled and nodded in thanks. She wasn’t even bothered by what the boy said, she was just amazed by her group members’ kindness. These girls just met her an hour ago and they were already defending her. She suddenly felt a lot safer.
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As the week went on, Jordan became a permanent member of Lisa and Ashton’s gym group. It was nice to have friends in at least one of her classes. She kept trying to make conversation with Nina but the two didn’t really have anything in common. Thankfully the IT class was mostly individual work so Jordan just tried to focus on the assignments.
Lunch was the only time she actually had any fun since she got to see her friends. It was nice to see them but she noticed that the vibe was a little different than lunch time at Willow Creek. Jordan initially thought that she and Ruby were the only ones having a hard time, but it was starting to feel like everyone was struggling. Even Zoe wasn’t as cheerful as usual. 
On Thursday, Jordan decided to try something to cheer them up.
“So… feel free to say no, but does anyone want to have a sleepover this weekend?” she proposed. 
“I’m down,” Zoe said. 
“I might be busy so I don’t know,” Alice replied.
“Okay, well just text me and let me know,” Jordan told her. Alice smiled and nodded then went back to eating.
“What about you, Ruby?” Zoe asked. All eyes turned to Ruby, who was unwrapping a sandwich. She took a moment to think before answering.
“I want to but I don’t really want to leave my house,” she said honestly. 
Jordan tried to think of a solution. It would be fun to have a sleepover with just Zoe but she preferred to be in groups. One-on-one things made her nervous, even if it was with one of her closest friends. Suddenly, she got an idea.
“What if we had the sleepover at your house, Ruby?” she suggested. Ruby looked like she was thinking again.
“Hmm.. that could work,” she said.
“Sweet!” Jordan exclaimed. “Now we just have to get rides to Ruby’s house.”
~
The school week finally ended and Jordan felt relieved. The week felt as though it had been a month long. Now she could finally relax and spend some quality time with her friends.
Jordan had convinced her mom to drive both her and Zoe to Ruby’s house on Saturday night. Alice told them that she couldn’t make it and Jordan invited Jane but she was busy too. So it would just be the three of them.
They arrived just after dinner, greeting Ruby’s mom when she answered the door.
“Hi, girls,” she said politely. “I think Ruby’s still in her room, I’ll go get her.”
“Thanks!” Zoe said. The pair brought their bulky bags and pillows into the den area. They spent most of their time in that room whenever they went to Ruby’s house. The room’s size made it perfect for sleepovers; big enough for everyone to have their own place to sleep but still small and intimate. The only downside was the hard linoleum floor that was covered with just a flat rug, so whoever had to sleep on the floor was going to have a sore back. The area was furnished with a couch and two chairs so luckily no one would have to tonight since it was just three of them.
“What should we do tonight?” asked Jordan. Zoe shrugged.
“Watch anime?” she suggested. Jordan smiled at her approvingly.
Just then Ruby entered the room. She was also carrying pillows, probably brought down from her room.
“Sorry guys, I was drawing,” she apologized, sitting down on the huge couch.
“No worries!” Zoe said. “Jordan and I were just trying to think of what to do tonight.” Ruby gestured to the large projector screen on the wall.
“Let’s watch anime,” she said. 
Jordan giggled. It seemed they were all on the same page. The majority of their time together over the past year was spent watching anime. It was always a lot of fun and there were so many different shows to watch. It could keep them entertained for hours on end.
The three girls watched episodes from a few different anime for most of the night. Inuyasha, Soul Eater, Black Butler, and some other ones that Jordan wasn’t very familiar with. Around 11:00 they got bored so they decided to turn the TV off and just talk.
“So I finished Portal 2,” Jordan announced. 
“Finally!” Zoe exclaimed. “You were playing that all summer.”
“I’m sorry I’m bad at video games,” Jordan joked. Zoe reached out to pat Jordan on the shoulder.
“Don’t worry, you’ll get better,” she reassured. “So, are you getting your new schedule on Monday?” Jordan cringed and covered her ears.
“Ah! I don’t wanna think about school,” she exclaimed.
“Me neither,” added Ruby. Zoe sighed in response.
“I know, but it’s the only thing we did this week,” she explained. “What else are we going to talk about?”
Jordan thought for a minute. Zoe did have a point, but talking about school was only going to make them stress out when they were supposed to be relaxing. She had to change the topic quickly.
“Why don’t we play Truth or Truth?” she suggested. Truth or Truth was a game Jordan liked to play with her friends at sleepovers. It was just Truth or Dare but without the dares, since they usually would play the game late at night when they couldn’t be loud or leave the house. In this version of the game, you would be asked a question and, if you didn’t want to answer it, you could ask for a different question. You had to answer at least one of the two questions.
“Okay,” Zoe agreed. “I don’t have any good questions though.”
“I’ll just look up questions on my iPod and we can take turns picking them,” Jordan said. She grabbed her bag and pulled out her iPod which was encased in a pink, rubbery protector. She had to use that instead of her phone since her phone plan didn’t allow for internet access. 
Opening the browser, Jordan searched for Truth or Dare questions. A lot of options came up but she just picked the first website.
“Okay Zoe, truth or truth?” Jordan asked humorously. 
“Hm.. I think I’ll go with truth,” Zoe said, going along with the joke.
“Who do you have a crush on?” Jordan asked. It wasn’t even on the list of questions, she just wanted to know. It was her favorite question to ask.
“No one,” Zoe answered right away.
“Of course,” Jordan said, disappointed.
“We’ve only been at school for a week!” Zoe argued. “Why? Do you have a crush?” 
Jordan paused, realizing she had been called out. She wished she could have a crush on someone, but every time she started to like someone the feeling would be soured by a pain in her chest. Letting go of the past was proving to be extremely difficult. 
There was one person she had been having on and off feelings about, but unfortunately she couldn’t name her since she was sitting in that very room.
“Well… no,” Jordan admitted. She glanced at Ruby, who was patiently awaiting her turn. “Okay, who’s going next?”
Zoe reached out her hand and Jordan passed her the iPod. She skimmed the page, looking for a question.
“Ruby, what is th-”
“No! You have to ask truth or truth!” Ruby said, cutting her off. Jordan giggled at her friends being cute.
“Oh right, sorry,” Zoe apologized. “Truth or truth?”
“Truth.” 
“What is the last lie you told?” Zoe placed the iPod in her lap and waited for the answer. Ruby stared off into space, thinking hard.
“Probably saying I was sick so I could get out of doing something,” she admitted. Jordan nodded in agreement. She did that a lot too.
Zoe handed the iPod to Ruby who scrolled a bit before settling on a question.
“Jordan, truth or truth?” she asked.
“Truth please!”
“If you met a genie, what would your three wishes be?”
Jordan furrowed her brow. What kind of question was that? They weren’t going to get any spicy information out of her with that question. She really needed to teach her friends how to play this game better.
“That’s too easy,” she protested. 
“Then answer it if it’s so easy,” Zoe retorted. 
Jordan giggled, she couldn’t argue with that. She leaned back on the couch behind her and thought about it. What would she wish for? She had to think of three things that she really wanted, but couldn’t obtain herself. That’s what genies were for, achieving the impossible so you didn’t have to. At least that’s what Jordan gleaned from all the stories about them.
“My first wish would be for a girlfriend,” she began.
“Naturally,” Zoe teased, making Jordan giggle again.
“My second wish would be for a million dollars, and my third wish…” she hesitated. She was going to say she wished for more friends, but now she was having second thoughts. She didn’t know if that was what she actually wanted. She already had some amazing friends and she was on her way to making even more so it wasn’t totally impossible. She had to think of something that she didn’t think was possible.
“Hmm.. I think I would wish for bravery,” she said. Her friends gave her a quizzical look.
“But you are brave,” Zoe argued.
“No, I mean I don't want to be afraid of anything anymore,” Jordan explained. “Then I could finally do all the things that I want to do.”
Zoe and Ruby just smiled at her, understanding what she meant.
“Actually, I would probably only need that last wish,” Jordan continued. “Because then I could get the other two things myself.”
Her friends burst out laughing. 
“What?” 
“Nothing,” Zoe said. “You don’t need a genie, Jordy, you already have everything you need.”
Jordan rolled her eyes but couldn’t hide the smile growing on her face. Maybe her friends were right, even if it was incredibly cheesy.
~
The game went on for a while until the girls started getting tired. Eventually they decided to call it a night and try to sleep. Zoe and Ruby fell asleep pretty quickly but Jordan, as usual, couldn’t sleep. Instead, she decided to browse Tumblr on her iPod. 
It still felt a little weird to go on the internet at night. Her mom had just started to let her bring her iPod up to her room with her. There were still a couple rules, she wasn’t allowed messaging apps like Skype and if she started losing sleep then she couldn’t bring it up with her anymore. The second rule was easy to follow. Jordan didn’t sleep much anyway, staying up late to go on her iPod was no different than staying up late to stare at the wall. The first rule wasn’t as easy though. Skype was still Jordan’s only way of communicating with Xia and she didn’t dare miss an opportunity to talk to her. To get around the rule, Jordan would install the app at bedtime and uninstall it again before she fell asleep. It was tedious, but she couldn’t risk being caught. Even though their friendship had faded and Xia only messaged her once in a blue moon, Jordan still reinstalled the app every night just in case.
Jordan soon got bored of scrolling Tumblr and opted to play one of the pre-installed games on her phone instead. She reached into her bag that was on the floor next to her and swapped the iPod for her phone. To her shock, there was a new text notification. She had just checked her phone less than an hour ago, so she wondered who was texting her this late at night.
Unlocking the phone, Jordan realized the message was from Hillary. She opened it and quickly responded.
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[Image ID: A text conversation with Hillary. The texts read as follows.
From Hillary: Jordy, are you free next weekend?
From Hillary: Like not this weekend but the next.
From Jordan: I’m free.
From Jordan: Why? /.End ID]
Hillary replied soon after. Jordan was nowhere near ready for what the message said though.
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[Image ID: More texts from Hillary. The texts read as follows.
From Hillary: Xia and I are going shopping.
From Hillary: You should come with us. /.End ID]
Jordan’s heart fluttered with excitement. Hillary always knew exactly what she needed. When the two were texting on Monday, Jordan didn’t hide how distressed she was about being at a new school. Even if she did hide it, Hillary would have seen right through it anyway. 
Now her friend was giving her the opportunity to see Xia again. That would definitely help her feel better. But.. there was one huge problem with that.
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[Image ID: The same conversation from the previous image. The texts read as follows.
From Hillary: Xia and I are going shopping.
From Hillary: You should come with us.
From Jordan: IDK if I can. /.End ID]
Jordan sent her reply and put her head in her hands. She wasn’t allowed to see Xia in person. There was no way her mom would let her go. She wanted to just turn the offer down before she got her hopes up.
Soon, her phone buzzed again. She unlocked it and prepared to tell Hillary that she couldn’t go.
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[Image ID: Another text from Hillary. The text reads as follows.
From Hillary: Tell your mom it will just be you and me. /.End ID]
Would she really do that? Hillary was probably Jordan’s closest friend, but she didn’t know if she would go as far as to lie and cover for her. It was something Jordan had never asked of her. 
She figured there was no point in questioning her friend. Jordan was too tired for that anyway. Hillary had never let her down before, so she had no reason not to trust her now.
Jordan typed her reply and laid down again, deciding she should try to sleep again before she started overthinking.
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[Image ID: Jordan’s reply to Hillary. The texts read as follows.
From Hillary: Tell your mom it will just be you and me.
From Jordan: okay. /.End ID]
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Mob boss x Doctor au- Finding out aftermath
Rough because I haven't actually planned Shawn finding out. Just the aftermath. Weird. Also I'm not a writer.
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Pat would tell Shawn he was sulking, Sherri would tell him to stop frowning before he ruined his beauty. Shawn couldn't care. He couldn't believe bascially everyone he knew was lying to him.
He keeps his gaze on the run down table in the break room as cena drops down next to him with a huff. "Your shifts just started, can't be that bad" Shawn tries joking. "Just found out a good friend of mine is in a gang. Asked me to clean him up" cena whispers. Shawn let's his eyes fall shut. Either to stop himself from crying or just laughing hysterically. "Found out all of mine are in gangs" Shawn mutters to himself. "I can't believe he kept this from me. We are roomates. What if it follows him back to our apartment? We could both get hurt. Our other roomates could get hurt." Cena snaps. Shawn slowly opens his eyes.
"What should I do?" John asks him. Shawn just stares at him. "I don't know." Shawn whispers. John pauses. He thinks back to the photos he's seen around shawns locker. The photos on his phone. "Oh!...oh...your friends-" "Yes. And I only found out last night when all of them wanted me to fix them up. Idiots, honestly. Why pick gang fights with your mates knowing you'd all have to goto the same place." Shawn scoffs. "Randy. He said hunter wanted everyone to say it was a bar fight." John states. "Hard to believe that when my boyfriend was also jumped. My friends and my boyfriend are all in rival gangs and I never even knew" Shawn sighs covering his face.
"Im so stupid" Shawn whispers. He jumps slightly as cena grabs his hand, lowering. "No. Your not stupid. Your busy being the best doctor ever. I've seen you save someone's life on two hours sleep, when no one else could figure out the problem!" Cena snaps. Shawn winces. "Maybe don't tell our bosses I'm operating on barely any sleep. But thank you john" Shawn smiles. Cena chuckles. "Besides, they're the stupid ones. Not us" cena grumbles. Shawn watches as the kid slouches down. "Damn straight." Shawn nods. Cena smiles slightly. "There's some curry in the fridge. Help yourself to it." Shawn tells him. Cena sit up with wide eyes. "Seriously?" Cena asks. "Mhm, your favorite aswell" Shawn smiles. "Thank you" cena smiles.
"Shawn, the ceo of deadman Inc is here to see you...I know it's your break-" Sherri gets cut off by Shawn standing. "Its alright. I'll deal with him. I'll make him leave" Shawn tells her. "Oh no rush pretty. He's easy on the eyes" she smirks before walking off. Shawn rushes out of the kitchen to see taker leaning against the desk, charming some of the nurses. He storms over and grabs takers arm, dragging him to the staircase.
"I thought you didn't have a shift tonight." Taker states as the door shuts. "Why do you care?" Shawn snaps. "Did you take a shift knowing I'd come by your place to talk to you?" Taker asks. Shawn looks down. "No." A complete lie. He didn't want to talk to any of them. "Shawn. We didn't want you to find out this way. Hell, I didn't even know you knew those punks" Taker huffs. "How was I supposed to find out?" Shawn demands. "Im not sure yet, alright? I just know it wouldn't be with us bleeding half to death and turning up for help." Taker admits. Shawn leans against the wall. "Dont be angry doll, please. I didn't want to put you a risk. If the police found out we were seeing each other. I didn't want you to lose all of this" Taker sighs. "Yeah, I'd really miss the sleepless nights in prison" Shawn mumbles.
Taker chuckles. And shawn, shawn hates it. He hates that he loves that sound. That it makes his stomach twist. "I understand if you don't want to see me anymore shawn. I just wanted to make sure you were OK. And you weren't answering the phone and, well I was just scared something bad had happened." Taker tells him. Shawn had to give the bigger man credit, he was the only one who contacted shawn or even bothered to come find him. The other boys just told him it wasn't a big deal and they'd deal with him later. Taker? Taker seemed to actually care about shawns feelings about it. "What if I asked you to stop?" Shawn asks. Takers eyes widen. "I mean. It would take a couple of months, you know, for me to hand the gang related stuff to kane, but I'd just have my business as my main form of money." Taker tells him.
Shawn looks at him. "You'd give the gang up for me?" Shawn asks shocked. "I love you shawn. My businesses have always been there as a way of an out. I just...I just never had a reason." Taker admits. "And kane and Paul?" Shawn asks. "Oh they'd hate it and be contacting me everyday. But, if that's what you want. I'd give it all up" Taker promises. "Its not fair. I can't make you give It up...that would be like asking me to give this up" Shawn sighs. "Would you? If I gave up the gang, would you give this up? Come join my business." Taker questions. Shawn looks down before slowly shaking his head. "I couldn't. I want...no I need to help people. I can't leave" Shawn whispers. "Good. I'm not asking you too." Taker tells him.
"Dont give up the gang. Not yet. I'm sure our relationship will get to a point when we both know its over for the gang life." Shawn states. "I get a call during our wedding?" Taker smirks. Shawns cheeks heat up. "Our relationship is on thin ice, you cannot go talking about our wedding" Shawn tuts. Taker chuckles before pausing and thinking for a moment. "How about I take you to coffee? As a sorry?" Taker asks. Shawn looks at him and a massive smile breaks out on his face. "You are so cheesy" Shawn chuckles hitting his arm. "Is that a no to the coffee?" Taker asks. "God no. Infact, to make it up to me, you can get the whole ward a coffee" Shawn smirks. "Yes sir" Taker salutes. "Good boy" Shawn smiles. Taker smiles before giving Shawn a quick kiss and walking back onto the ward.
Shawn raises an eyebrow and follows. "Alright! I'm getting the whole ward coffee. What do you all want?" Taker asks. The nurses and doctors quickly start giving their orders. Shawn just watches in awe as this big bad mob boss is being cooed at by a bunch of old nurses about coffee. Sherri stands next to shawn as the younger lot give their orders. "Hes a keeper" Sherri states. "Why? Because he gets you lot coffee to say sorry to me?" Shawn asks. "No. Well yes. But, because he actually remembers how you got your first date. And he actually cares about you. And well, he's cheered you up. I hate working with miserable shawnie, you know that" Sherri smirks. Shawn chuckles. "Yeah. He did." Shawn huffs.
He pauses. "Wait, how did you know we got our first date over apology coffee?" Shawn asks. "Your needed in room 5 Shawn!" Sherri calls as she walks off with a chuckle. "Sherri!" Shawn whines. "Cmon Shawn. We've got a patient. And coffee soon" cena yawns. "How are you tired? Your shift just started" Shawn huffs as the sleepy man drags him off. He gets one last glance at taker who's still taking orders before he's shoved into a room to deal with a child who has a toy car stuck up his nose.
"This will be a long night" Shawn huffs to cena. Cena just cracks a smirk and both men enter doctor mode.
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favourite anime and anime characters part 1
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7 Seeds- Natsu Iwashimizu 
7th Time Loop- Rishe Irmgard Weltzner 
07-Ghost
11Eyes-Yuka Minase, Kakeru Satsuki
16bit Sensation-Konoha Akisato 
18if
22/7-Sakura Fujima
30-sai No Hoken Taiiku-Natsu Andou 
86-Vladilena Milize
91 Days
100 Sleeping Princes and the Kingdom of Dreams- The Heroine 
.Hack- Tabby[.Hack//Roots]
A3
A Certain Magical Index/Scientific Railgun- Index, Mikoto Misaka
A Channel-Tooru Ichii
A Condition Called Love-Hotaru Hinase 
A Couple of Cuckoos-Hiro Segawa 
A Dark Rabbut Has Seven Lives-Saitohimea/Himea Saito 
A Destructive God Sits Next to Me- Kotoko Sumiso 
A Galaxy Next Door-Shiori Goshiki 
A Girl & Her Guard Dog- Isaku Senagaki
A Good Librarian Like A Good Shepard-Tsugumi Shirasaki
A Herbavorous Dragon of 5000 Years Get Unfairly Villainized-Reiko 
A Little Snow Fairy Sugar  
A Place Further Than The Universe-Shirase Kobuchizawa 
A Playthrough of a Certain Dude’s VRMMO Life-Fairy Queen 
A Returner’s Magic Should Be Special-Romantica Eru 
A Salad Bowl of Eccentrics-Sara Da Odin 
A Sign of Affection-Yuki Itose
A Sister’s All You Need- Nayuta Kani
A Town Where You Live-Asuka Mishima
Absolute Duo-Julie Sigtuna
ACCA-Lotta Otus
Accel World- Kuroyukihime
Acchi Kocchi-Tsumiki Miniwa
Ace Attorney-Mayoi Ayasato/Maya Fey
Ace Of Diamond
Acendance of a Bookworm 
Action Heroine Cheer Fruits-Ann Akagi
Active Raid-Asami Kazari
Actors 
Adachi and Shimamura-Sakura Adachi, Hougetsu Shimamura 
Aesthetica Of A Rogue Hero-Miu "Myuu" Ousawa
African Office Worker 
Afterlost- Yuki 
After School Dice Club-Aya Takayashiki 
Agatha Christie’s Great Detectives Poirot and Marple 
Age 12
Ah My Buddha-Chitose Nanbu
Ah Harimanada
Ah My Goddess-Belldandy
Aharen-san wa Hakarenai- Reina Aharen 
Ahiru no Sora-Noa Nanao
Aho Girl-Yoshiko Hanabatake
Aguu- Ai
Ai Mai Mi
Ai Yori Aoshi 
Aikatsu- Mizuki Kanzaki, Sumire Hikami Koharu Nanakura(Aikatsu Stars), Mio Minato(Aikatsu Friends) 
A.I.C.O- Aiko Tachibana 
Air-Kanna
Air Gear
Air Master-Mina Nakanotani
Ajin-Izumi Shimomura 
Aishiteruze Baby 
Aiura
Akame Ga Kill- Sheele 
Akaneiro Ni Somaru Saka-Minato Nagase 
Akashic Records of a Bastard Magic Instructor-Rumia Tingel 
Akatsuki No Yona-Yona
Akazukin Chacha
AKB0048-Nagisa Motomiya 
Akebi’s Salior Uniform-Komichi Akebi 
Akiba Maid War-Nagomi Wahira 
Akiba’s Trip The Animation-Arisa Ahokainen
Akikan- Najimi Tenkuji 
Akkun to Kanojo 
Akudama Drive-Ordinary Person/Swindler 
Akuma-kun
Alderamin On The Sky-Haroma Becker 
Aldnoah.Zero-Asseylum Vers Allusia 
All Out-Umeno Hoakari
All Saints Street 
Alice and Zouroku 
Alice Gear Aegis-Yotsuyu Hirasaka
Alice to Alice 
Allison And Lillia-Lillia
Altair 
Am I Actually the Strongest-Flay 
Amaim Warrior at the Borderline- Shion Shishibe
Amai Choubatsu
Amagi Brilliant Park- Isuzu Sento
Amanchu-Hikari ‘Pikari” Kohinata
Amatsuki-Kuchiha
Ambition Of Oda Nobuna- Oda Nobuna 
Amnesia- Shujinko 
And Yet The Town Moves-Hotori Arashiyama
And You Thought There Is Never A Girl Online?-Ako 
Angel’s 3Piece-Jun Goto
Angel Beats- Kanade Tachibana
Angel Hearts
Angel of Death – Rachel “Ray” Gardmner
Angelic Layer-Misaki Suzuhara 
Ange Vierge-Almaria
Angolmois
Ani Ni Tsukeru Kusuri Wa Nai
Ani Tore
Anima Yell- Kohane Hatoya
Animegatari
Anne Happy-Anne “Hanako” Hanakoizumu  
Ano Hana- Meiko"Menma"Honma
Anonymous Noise-Nino Arisugawa
Another- Mei Misaki
Anti Magic Academy-Usagi Saionji
Antique Bakery 
Anyamaru Tantei Kiruminzoo- Kanon Hatori 
Aoashi-Hana Ichijou 
Aoi Hana- Fumi Manjoume
Ao Haru Ride-Futaba Yoshioka
AoharuxMachinegun
Ao Oni
Ao no Orchestra-Ritsuko Akine
Ao-chan Can’t Study- Ao Horie 
Appleseed
Aquarion- Zessica Wong(AE), Kokone Kikogami(AL)
Aokana-Asuka Kurashina 
AppareRanman-Sofia Taylor
Arakawa Under The Bridge-Maria 
Arata:The Legend-Kotoha
Arc The Lad-Lieza 
Are You Lost- Mutsu Amatani 
Argento Soma
Argevollen-Jamie Hazaford
Aria- Akari Mizunashi 
Aria The Scarlet Ammo- Kinji Toyama, Aria Kanzaki
Arifureta-Yue
Arknights
Armed Girl’s Machiavellism-Rin Onigawara
Armor Shop for Ladies & Gentlemen 
Armored Trooper VOTOMS 
ARP Backstage Pass  
Arpeggio Of Blue Steel- Iona
Arte-Arte Spalleti 
As Miss Beelzebub Likes- Beelzebub
As a Reincarnated Aristocrat, I’ll Use My Appraisal Skill to Rise in the World 
Asagami SS- Rihoko Sakurai
Asatir
Ashita no Nadja-Nadja Applefield 
Ask Dr.Rin
Asobi Asobase- Kasumi Nomura
Assassins Pride-Melida Angel 
Assassination Classroom-Kaede Kayano/Akari Yukimura 
Assault Lily- Riri Hitosuyanagi 
Astra Lost in Space-Aries Spring 
Astarotte No Omocha
Asterisk War-Kirin Toudou
Asteroid in Love- Mai Inose 
Astro Boy
Astro Note-Mira Gotokuji 
Asura Cryin-Misao Minakami 
Atelier Escha And Logy- Escha Malier 
Atelier Ryza- Reisalin “Ryza” Stout
Atom-Ran Ochanomizu
Attack On Titan- Mikasa Ackerman 
Aura Battler Dunbine 
Ayaka-Ibara Ichijou 
Ayakashi Triangle-Suzu Kanade, Matsuri Kazamaki(female)
Azumanga Daioh- Tomo Takino, Chiyo Mihama, Yukari Tanizaki
Azur Lane- Laffey 
B The Beginning- Lily Hoshina  
BProject-Tsubasa Sumisora 
Baby Steps- Natsu Takasaki 
Babylon
Baccano- Isaac Dian, Mirla, Harvent, Firo Prochainezo 
Back Arrow-Atlee Ariel 
Back Street Girls
Backflip-Asawo Kurikoma 
Baka and Test- Mizuki Himaji,Minami Shimada,Hideyoshi Kinoshita,Yuji Sakamoto
Baki The Grappler
Bakuman-Miho Azuki 
Bakumatsu- Hyou and Kasumi 
Bakumatsu Bad Boys-Akira
Bakumatsu Rock 
Bakuon-Chisame Nakano
Bamboo Blade- Kirino Chiba, Temaki Kawazoe
Bananya
Banana Fish
Bang Brave Bang Bravern 
BanG Dream-Kasumi Toyama
Banished from the Hero’s Part-Rit
Bannou Bunka Neko Musume DASH
Barakamon-Miyoko Kinjou[Handa-kun] 
Bartender
Basilisk-Oboro
Basquash 
Bastard-Tia Noto Yoko 
Battle Programmer Shirase
Battery
Battle Athletes-Kanata Akehoshi(Victory Restart)
Battle Game in 5 Seconds-Rin Tatara
Battle Girls: Time Paradox
Battle Girl High School
B Daman
Beast Tamer-Kanade 
Beastars 
Beatless-Lacia
Beck-Maho Minami
Beelzebub- Tatsumi Oga, Hilda
Beet the Vandel Buster-Poala
BEM-Bela 
Ben-To-Sen Yarizui 
Berserk-Shierke
Berserk of Gluttony-Myne
Best Stuadent Council-Rino Rando
Betrayal Knows My Name-Zess/Luka Crosszeria
Beautiful Bones-Sakurako Kujou 
Bermuda Triangle 
Between The Sky and Sea- Haru Soramachi 
Beyblade-Multi Nanairo(Beyblade X)
Beyond The Boundary- Mirai Kuriyama
Bibliophile Princess-Elianna Berstein 
Big Order
Big Windup 
BikkuriMen
Binbou Shimai Monogatari- Kyou Yamada
Birdie Wing-Eve
Birdy The Mighty Decode- BIrdy 
Black Blood Brothers, Jiro Mochizuki, Mimiko Katsuragi
Black Bullet- Rentaro Satomi, Tina Sprout 
Black Butler- Sebastian Michaelis
Black Cat- Train Heartnet,Eve
Black Clover- Noelle Silva 
Black Lagoon- Revy
Black Rock Shooter
Black Summoner-Efil 
Blade
Bladedance Of Elementalers-Claire Rouge
Blade And Soul-Alka
Blade Runner Black Lotus 
Blade Of The Immortal- Rin Asano
Blassreiter- Joseph Jobson 
Blast Of Tempest-Hakaze Kusaribe
Blazblue Alter Memory 
Bleach- Ichigo Kurosaki, Renji Abarai
Blend S-Maika Sakuranomiya
Blood- Saya Otonashi [Blood+],Haji[Blood+], Saya Kisaragi[Blood-C]
Blood Blockade Battlefront-Chain Sumeragi 
Blood Lad- Fuyumi Yanagi
Bloodivores-Anji
Bloom into You
Bludgeoning Angel Dokuro-Chan-Dokuro Mitsukai 
Blue Archive-Shiroko Sunaookami
Blue Dragon-Bouquet 
Blue Drop-Michiko Kozuki
Blue Exorcist-, Shiemi Moriyama
Blue Gender-Marlene Angel
Blue Lock
Blue Period-Maki Kuwana
Blue Reflection Ray-Hiori Hirahara
Blue Seed- Momiji Fujimiya
BNA-Michiru Kagemori 
Boarding School Juliet- Juliet Persia
Bobobo bo Bo Bobo- Beauty
Bocchi The Rock-Hitori Gotou 
Bofuri- Maple/Kaede Honjou 
Bodacious Space Pirate- Marika Kato, Kane Mcdougal
Bokurano 
Boku Dake Ga Inai Machi 
Bomberman Jetters-Shout
Boogiepop Phantom 
Book Of Bantorra
Bottle Fairy- Kururu 
Bottom-tier Character Tomozaki-Aoi Hinami, Minami Nanami 
Boys Be
Boys Over Flowers
Brave 10-Isanami
Brave Exkaizer 
Brigadoon
Brothers Conflict-Ema Asahina 
Brynhildr In The Darkness-Neko Kuroha 
B’t X
Btooom!- Himiko
Bubblegum Crisis Tokyo 2040-Priss S. Asagiri 
Bubuki Buranki-Kogane Asabuki 
Bucchigiri
Buddy Complex-Mayuka Nasu
Buddy Daddies 
Build Divide-Hiyori Tori 
Bullbuster-Arumi Nikaidou 
Bungou Stray Dogs-Kyouka Izumi 
Bungou to Alchemist 
Burn-up Excess-Rio Kinezono 
Burning Kabaddi
Burst Angel-Jo
Buso Renkin
Buso Shinki-Ann 
Butareba-Jess
Butlers 
By the Grace of the Gods-Eliaria
C-C:The Money and Soul of Possibility- Mshyu, 
C3-Fear Cubrick 
Caligula 
Call of the Night-Nazuna Nanakusa 
Cagaster of an Insect Cage-Illie
Campfire Cooking in Another World with My Absurd Skill 
Campione-Yuri Mariya 
Canaan- Maria Oosawa
Cannon Busters
Canvas- Elis Housen 
Carnival Phantasm
Carole & Tuesday- Tuesday Simmons 
Captain Earth-Hana Mutou
Captain Tsubasa 
Cardcaptor Sakura-Sakura Kinomoto
Cardfight Vanguard-Megumi Ookura(Overdress)
Casshern Sins 
Castle Town Dandelion-Akane Sakurada 
Cat Planet Cuties- Eris
Cautious Hero-Ristarte 
Celestial Method
Cells At Work- AE3803, U1196(Cells At Work Code Black)
Centaur’s Life-Nozomi Gokuraku
Cerberus-Saraato
Ceres Celestial Legend 
Cestvs
Chaika The Coffin Princess- Chaika Trabant
Chain Chronicle-Phoena
Chained Soldier 
Chainsaw Man-Kobeni Higashiyama
Charlotte-Nao Tomori 
Chaos Dragon-Eiha 
Chaos:Head- Rimi Sakihata, Serika Onoe[Chaos;Child]
Cheating Craft-Ou Koui 
Cheer Boys
Chi’s Sweet Home
Chihayafuru-Kanade Oe
Children of the Whale-Lykos
Chillin in Another World with Level 2 Super Cheat Powers
Chillin in My 30s After Getting Fired from the Demon King’s Army-Marika 
Chio’s School Road-Chio Miyamo
Chiruran
Chitose Get You
Chivalry Of A Failed Knight-Stella Vermillion 
Chobits- Chii 
Chokotto Sister-Choko
Chou Shounen Tanteidan
Choyoyu- Lyule 
Chrome Shelled Regios- Layfon Wolfstein Alself, Nina Antalk
Chronicles of an Aristocrat Reborn in Another World-Telestia Terra Esfort, Silk von  Santana
Chronicles Of The Going Home Club- Natsuki Ando
Chrono Crusade- Rosette Christopher 
Chronos Ruler- Mna Putin
Chu-Bra-Haruka Shiraishi 
Circlet Princess 
Citrus-Yuzu Aihara
City Hunter
Clockwork Planet-RyuZU
Clamp School Detectives 
Clannad- Nagisa Furukawa
Classicaloid- Baranowska 
Classroom Crisis-Mizuki Sera 
Classroom of the Elite-Airi Sakura 
Claymore- Clare
Clean Freak Aoyama-kun- Moka Gotou
Clione no Akari
Cobra 
Code:Breaker- Sakura Sakurakoji, Rei Ogami 
Code Geass-Lalouch Lamperouge/Vi Britannia,C.C,
Code E- Chinami Ebihara 
Code:Realize-Cardia Beckford
Comet Lucifer-Felia 
Combatants Wil Be Dispatched- Alice Kisaragi 
Comic Girls –Kaoruko “Kaos” Moeta 
Comic Party-Yuu Inagawa 
Conception
Concrete Revolutio-Kikko Hoshino
Convenience Store Boyfriends- Mami Mihashi 
Cooking Master Boy
Cop Craft- Tilarna Exedillica  
Coppelion-Aoi Fukasaku  
Corrector Yui 
Corpse Princess- Makina Hoshimura 
Cowboy Bebop- Spike Spiegel, Faye Valentine
Coyote Ragtime Show
Crane Game Girls 
Cromatie High Shool
Cross Ange- Angelise Ikaruga"Ange" Misurugi
Cross Game 
Cue-Maika Takatori
Cuticle Detective Inaba-Noah 
Cutie Honey Universe- Honey Kisaragi 
Cyber Team in Akihabara 
Cyberpunk Edgerunners-Rebecca 
D Cide Traumerei-Eri Ibusaki 
D4DJ- Rinku Aimoto 
D-Frag- Roka Shibasaki 
D.Grey-Man- Yu Kanda, Lenalee Lee
D.N.Angel-Risa Harada
Da Capo-Sakura Yoshino,Yume Asakura[Da Capo 2],Charles Yoshino[Da Capo 3]
Daily Lives Of High School Boys
Dai Shogun-Chiharu
Daimidaler-Soriko Majikina 
Dagashi Kashi- Hotaru Shidare
DamexPrince - Ani Inako
Dance With Devils-Ritsuka Tachibana 
Dance with the Dragons 
Dance Dance Danseur 
Dance In The Vampire Bund- Mina Tepes
Danchigai
Danganronpa-Kyouko Kirigiri, Chiaki Nanami 
Daphne In The Brilliant Blue-Shizuka Hayama
Dark Gathering-Yayoi Hozuki 
Darker Than Black - Hei 
Darling in the Franxx-Zero Two 
Darwin’s Game-Shuka Karino 
Date A Live- Toka Yatogami
Days- Chikako Ubukata
Day Break Illusion 
Dazzle-Rahzel Anadis 
Deadman Wonderland- Shiro 
Dead Mount Death Play-Misaki Sakimiya
Deaimon-Itsuka Yukihira 
DearS-Ren
Death March to the Parallel World Rhapsody-Tama
Death Note- Light Yagami, Misa Amane
Death Parade-Nona
Deca Dence-Natsume 
Deep Insanity-Sumire Motiki  
Delicious in Dungeon-Marcille Donato
Deltora Quest 
Delusional Monthly Magazine 
Demon King Daimaou-Keena Soga
Demon Lord Retry- Aku 
Demonbane- Al Azif
Dennou Coil
Denkigai No Honya-san- Sensei
Denpa Onna To Seishun Otoko- Erio Towa
Desert Punk, Junko Asagiri, Kanta Mizuno/Desert Punk, Kosuna 
Devil May Cry- Dante,Lady,Trish
Devil Lady-Kazumi Takiura  
Devidol
Devilman- Miki Makimura 
Devils’ Line- Tsukasa Taira
Detective Academy Q
Detective Conan 
Devil Surviver 2 The Animation- Io Nitta
Diabolik Lovers 
Diary of Our Days at the Breakwater-Hinata Tsurugi 
Didn’t I Say to Make My Abilities Average in the Next Life-Adele von Ascham/Mile 
Di Gi Charat-Dejiko 
Dies Irae- Kasumi Ayase 
Digimon- Yoshino Fujieda(Digimon Savers), Nene Amano(Digimon Xros Wars), Eri Karan(Digimon Universe),Ruli Tsukiyono(Digimon Ghost Game)
Dimension High School 
Dimension W-Mira Yurizaki
Disastrous Life Of Saki K-Kokomi Teruhashi
Disgaea- Laharl, Etna ,Flonne
Dive
Divine Gate-Midori
DNA2 
Do It Yourself-Juliet Queen Elizabeth VIII/Jobko 
Do You Love Your Mom and Her Two-Hit Multi-Target Attacks-Mamako Oosuki
Doamaigar D
Doctor Elise 
Dog and Scissors- Kirihime Natsuno 
Dog Days-Millhiore Firianno Biscotti 
Dog Signal 
Doki Doki School Hours
Domestic Girlfriend-Rui Tachibana  
Don’t Hurt Me My Healer-Carla 
Don’t Toy with Me Miss Nagatoro- Hayase Nagatoro
Doraemon 
Doreiku
Dorohedoro-Ebisu
Dororo
Dororon Enma-kun- Yukiko-hime
Double Decker Doug & Kirill
Double J
Doujin Work-Tsuyuri
Dr.Ramune-Ayame
Dr.Slump-Arale Norimaki 
Dr.Stone-Kohaku
Dragonaut-Sieglinde Baumgard
Dragonar Academy-Eco 
Dragon Ball
Dragon Crisis-Rose 
Dragon Drive 
Dragon Goes House Hunting-Nell 
Dragon Quest- Maam(DQ:TAoD)
Dragon Raja
Dream Eater Merry- Merry Nightmare 
Drifters-Olminu
Drifting Dragons-Vanabelle
Dropkick My Devil- Yurine Hanazono 
Dropout Idol Fruit Tart-Nina Maehara
Drugstore in Another World- Noella 
Durarara- Shizuo Heiwajima, Anri Sonohara
Dusk Maiden Of Amnesia- Yuko Kanoe
Dynamic Chord 
Ebiten-Rikei Hiromatsu
Eden’s Bowy
Edens Zero-Rebecca Bluegarden 
Ef-Chihiro Shindou
El Cazador De La Bruja-Ellis 
El Hazard
Elegant Youkai Apartment Life-Akine Kuga/Mayuko Suzuki
Elfen Lied-Nyu/Lucy
elDLIVE-Mizuru Sonokata
Elemental Gelade-Ren,Cisqua 
Emma- Emma
Endo and Kobayashi Live!-Lieselotte Riefenstahl
Endro-Mao
Endride-Alicia
Engage Kiss-Kisara
Engage Plant Kiss Dum
Engaged To The Unidentified-Kobeni Yonomori 
Enmusubi no Youko-chan- Tosan Suusu 
Ensemble Stars-Anzu 
Ergo Proxy
Eromanga Sensei-Megumi Jinno, Elf Yamada, Muramasa Senju
Estab Life-Equa
Eternal Boys
Etotama-Nya-tan
Eureka Seven
Evil or Live
Excel Saga-Excel 
Extreme Hearts-Saki Kodaka
Eyeshield 21
F Zero
Fafner In The Azure 
Fairy Gone
Fairy Ranmaru
Fairy Tail-Erza Scarlet
Farming Life in Another World-Rurushi Ru
Familiar Of Zero-Louise Francoise Le Blanc De Valliere 
Fanfare of Adolescence 
Fantastic Children 
Fantastic Detective Labyrinth 
Fantasista Doll-Akari
Fantasia Sango-Xiao Ling 
Farewell My Dear Cramer-Midori Soshizaki 
Fate-Saber[stay night], Illyasviel
 Von Eizbern[Fate/Kaleid], Jack The Ripper[Fate/Apocypha], Nero Claudius[Fate/Extra Last Encore], Gray[Case Files of Lord El-Melloi II], Ana/Medusa[FGO Babylonia] 
Fena-Fena Houtman 
Fight Ippatsu Juuden-chan-Plug Cryostat
Fighting Beauty Wulon- Mao Ran
Final Approach-Akane Mizuhara 
Final Fantasy:Unlimited
Fire Force- Tamaki Kotatsu 
Firefighter Daigo  
First Love Monster-Kaho Nikaidou
Fist Of The Blue Sky
Flame Of Recca
Flip Flappers-Papika
Flowers Of Evil 
Flower Witch Mary Bell 
Fluffy Paradise 
Flying Witch-Makoto Kowata 
Fooly Cooly 
Forest Fairy Five 
Fortune Arterial-Haruna Yuuki 
Fractale -Nessa
Frame Arms Girl-Ao Gennai
Free- Gou Matsuoka 
Freezing- Satellizer El Bridget
Frieren-Frieren
From The New World 
Fruits Basket- Tohru Honda
Fugou Keiji
Fumikiri Jikan
Full Dive
Full Metal Alchemist-Sheska 
Full Metal Panic- Kaname Chidori
Full Moon wo Sagashite-Mitsuki Kouyama
Fushigi Yuugi 
Futakoi
Fuuka-Fuuka Akitsuki
Fuuto PI-Akiko Narumi
Futsal Boys 
G On Riders- Yayoi Hoshikawa
Gabriel Dropout-Raphial Ainsworth Shiraha
Gaikotsu Shotenin Honda-san
Gakuen Alice
Gakuen Utopia Manabi Straight-Manami Amamiya 
GA Geijutsuka Art Design Class-Kisaragi Yamaguchi
Ga-Rei:Zero
Gagantia On The Verdurous Planet 
Gal & Dino-Kaede 
Galaxy Angels 
Gamers-Chiaki Hoshinomori
Ganbare Goemon
Gangsta
Gantz-Kei Kishimoto 
Gargoyle of Yoshinaga House-Futaba Yoshinaga
Garo The Animation 
Gatchaman Crowds-Hajime Ichinose
Gate-Rory Mercury 
Gate Keepers 
Gegege no Kitarou- Neko Musume 
Gekidol-Seira Morino
Genki Bakuhatsu Ganbaruger 
Genshiken-Kanako Ohno 
Getbackers- Natsumi Mizuki 
Getsumento Heiki Mina-Nakoru Hazemi
Getter Robo
Ghost Hunt- Mai Taniyama, Kazuya Shibuya
Ghost In A Shell
Ghost Sweep Mikami 
Giant Beats of Ars-Kuumi
Giant Killing
Gibiate- Kathleen Fukuda
Gift-Riko Fukamine 
Gingitsune-Makoto Saeki
Gintama- Sarutobi Ayame
Girly Air Force- Gripen 
Girls Band Cry-Nina Iseri 
Girls Beyond The Wasteland-Yuuka Kobayakawa 
Girls Bravo- Miharu Sena Kanaka
Girl Friend Beta- Kokomi Shiina 
Girls’ Frontline- M4 SOPMOD II 
Girls Last Tour-Yuuri
Girls Und Panzer-Miho Nishizumi
Girlish Number-Chitose Karasuma
Girlfriend Girlfriend-Nagisa Minase 
GJ Club
Glasslip- Touko Fukami
Gleipnir-Elena Aoki 
Go Go Loser Ranger 
Goblin Slayer- Priestess 
God Eater-Alisa Ilinichina  Amiella
Gods’ Game We Play-Leoleshea 
Godzilla Singular Point-Mei Kamino
Godannar- Anna Saruwatari 
Gokujo
Gokujou Mecha Mote Iinchou 
Gokusen
Golden Kamuy-Asirpa
Golden Time- Chinami Oka 
Golgo 13, Duke Togo/Golgo 13
Gonna Be The Twintail-Twoerle
Good Luck Girl- Ichiko Sakura
Good Night World-Pico
Goshusho-sama Ninomiya-kun- Mayu Tsukimura
Gosick- Victorique De Blois
Goumet Girl Graffiti-Ryou Machiko
Granbelm- Mangetsu Kohinata 
Granblue Fantasy-Lyria
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brokenmachinemusings · 4 months
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i should goto sleep its very late and i am being emotional (mood stabilizer left front) but SOMETHING IS SO SCARY ABOUT SLEEPING I DONT WANT TO SLEEP EVER AGAIN
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onelessdreamer · 6 months
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Yknow when your emotions are just such a mess that you just can't really say anything right? You wanna express how you feel but every way you try to put it is just wrong cause it all conflicts? Like I'm sad, but it's not just sad, I'm also angry, but I'm irrationally angry, because I'm sad and the sadness comes from being hurt, but I'm hurt because I overthought something and it made me sad and it all just fucking spirals and comes together to just be this awful sensation. Like I know I've felt physically worse, like when I was sick. But it's still an awful feeling and it doesn't go away, it just gets worse and worse the longer I think about it, but I can't just stop thinking about it and it's keeping me up, even though I KNOW I should just goto sleep, but how? How do I sleep when everytime I close my eyes the thoughts just keep coming? Like fucking hell... I'm so mentally ill and I fucking hate it with all my soul, cause I was not meant to be like this. My soul was never meant to be this damaged, how am I meant to ever function if this is the reality I have to deal with.
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medicienne · 1 year
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this tattoo may not look like much but it’s probably the most meaningful one I have. Garrett had “NOTHING MATTERS” tattooed on his knees; a phrase he used as a response often.
One night we were in bed and couldn’t sleep and laid awake talking about the phrase. G said it had three meanings:
1. “Fuck it” type of nothing matters
2. A comforting type of nothing matters
3. And the general concept that the idea of “nothing” really matters. Because without nothing, you’d never really have something.
I always liked number three the best. He was so clever and intelligent, I miss his discussions on phrases and inspiring me in every conversation.
I made sure one of his good friends would be the one to also tattoo this on me. G and I often joked how our hand writing looked the same. I have so many pages of my sketchbook filled with our writing. His goto phrase of course was nothing matters. When I went to get this done I brought my sketchbook to draw in while I got a bigger arm tattoo. As I flipped through the pages I found one with his handwriting of “nothing matters”. My tattoo artist and I both started tearing up and at that moment we knew I should put it on my body. The timing was too perfect. So it may be uneven. It may be silly. It may be ugly text. But it was his writing. And his phrase. It’s the tattoo I see the most on my body and it allows me to think of him. It allows me to pick up where he left off.
Miss you Garrett. Thank you for being with me.
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