#i still don’t know how to code
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ctrl-esc · 2 years ago
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i love being like 3-4 years into my major and still not being sure i know any of the main topics or that i would be able to contribute anything meaningful at all to the field
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babymorte · 22 days ago
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people expect you to stay around while they always put you last
#too im here when you need me too literally#i went from caughter to personal assistant and stylist real fucking quick#and that’s all i’ve ever been good for#i’m still not convinced she let me go to the school i wanted because she wanted me to get the best education so i could do her sht for free#but you know#i’m kind of just at the point i don’t care anymore#like you do you honey booboo#i’m working on being happy and fixing everything they fucked up#this was their decision#her actions her choices#like i can be enpathetic and cordial if i absolutely need to but#legitimately get fucked#it’s the constant victim mentality and literally everyone coding her#she is 53yrs old#at what age is it okay to start holding people accountable#and the be like oh i just don’t know how to fix things#oh i don’t know#maybe so more interest and care than sending 20 tiktoks a day yea#the last time she spoke to me#and it wasn’t even speaking#she messaged me all these photos of her and my step dad going to my favourite japanese restaurant in the town i went to school#and she was like ‘hey look where we are wish you were here’#the last time i got a message from her#like one with actual substance#was three days after my last bday which she forgot about#even though 8 days prior she bought my stepdad a 3k$ weight set up for his#she messaged me showing me where she took him for his birthday dinner#like forget my birthday i don’t care it’s not something i look forward to anyway#but it’s the audacity and the fact i’m just supposed to be okay with all of this#🧠🪱
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misspenguinchaos · 12 days ago
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obsessed with these two
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soullessjack · 1 year ago
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idk i just think it’s a little weird that almost every character who gets the “innocent baby” / “little ray of sunshine” treatment usually ends up just having neurodivergent traits and actual negative traits in the show that nobody pays attention to. like idk man it just feels like diet infantilization to me and it’s a teeny weeny bit uncomfortable to see all the time
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pixelatedraindrops · 1 year ago
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Yuma Month Day 2: Tears
Based this scene from one of my fics.
If you know which one, you know.
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watermelonlicker · 30 days ago
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rinsko · 3 months ago
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sick, unserious thought but it fucks me up knowing just how much devotion is engraved into sae and rin’s bones.
they’re both people who are all-or-nothing types, when it comes to love and life. they do not put in effort into a future that are not fruitful, into people that they do not consider worthy of their time. though the simple difference between them is sae is more of the go-getter between the two in a way where, once he decides on being with you, he gives everything. there’s no place you could go without him carefully watching over you and giving you his hand any time you needed it. it’s the older brother instincts in him that allows you to trip over your footsteps, yet present to bandage your bruised knees. he’s the one who’s there when you feel alone, he makes sure he’s the one who knows you best. he will not take defeat when it comes to you. sae’s love comes as presence, spoken with actions, feels firm like a smooth stone that fits the palm of your hands. it holds warmth.
rin struggles with the acceptance of his own emotions at first because of how much he fears the possible rejection and abandonment. he’s conscious of the underlying intention of giving himself up to you— the simple thought is just as foreign as it is loving someone wholly with his heart. but if you gave him that time, that security, that feeling of safety in your arms, then there could be nothing and nobody could ever sway him from doing anything for you. it seems so bizarre from an outside perspective, but your voice is placed at such a high pedestal to rin. it’s more than vocal cords, but the thoughts and wishes you have for him and others, he considers them as demands— requests even if you don’t intend them to be because if there’s something he can do for you, he will do it. all of rin’s love comes as acknowledgment, to be thought of, to be considered a helping hand, it feels like a melting popsicle on a hot summer day. sticky, sweet, refreshing.
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luna-the-cretar · 4 months ago
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I haven’t listened to many musical soundtracks since 2020, when I was in my Hamilton phase (and that fucking musical still refuses to leave me alone), but I’ve decided to revisit them again and like. Yeah, no, they haven’t changed since I last listened to them, but like. My brain can’t decide if the Heathers musical is Coalecroux coded or Shepnax coded
I mean, it’s mostly Coalecroux coded for when they first meet (see; Fight For Me), but it’s mostly Shepnax coded once they get together. Mostly because I feel JD obsessing over and worshiping Veronica is very reminiscent of when Sarnax and Shepherd first started really becoming friends in CoS (he got a lot less worshippy by the end, but in the beginning he was practically worshipping the ground Shep walked on). Idk, I’m just rambling.
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ahalliance · 8 months ago
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how do i turn qantoine’s spontaneous marriage proposal to qetoiles into evidence of his early-days fear of qfrench drifing away and keeping secrets from one another
#the conversation takes place in antoine’s vod: L’ANNIVERSAIRE DE TALLULAH at 41 mins ish#like . okay . its such a fucking crazy moment to me that still lives in my head bc it’s a a joke . but it’s also not#he asks etoiles directly after spiderbit wedding . ‘don’t you want to get married?’#after it gets mentioned*#etoiles turns him down bc he ‘doesn’t have time to fuck [he] needs to kill everyone’#and antoine says ‘well but— just a marriage’ like it’s the act itself that is the most important to him not anything that could come with it#the confirmation of partnership . of having someone to rely on . something that feels to him maybe more certain and solid than the#friendships antoine had at that point . like if he felt things were slipping and he was being left behind he wanted the certainty of#something like a marriage that is traditionally considered More important and certain .#and i think the end of their conversation is notable in how antoine brings up the notion of betrayal — he getting betrayed by others and how#he’s fed up with it . after etoiles says no to the marriage (though specifying that he’s gonna think about it) antoine brings the whole#betrayal thing up after a pause . he doesn’t necessarily consider etoiles as having betrayed him but it’s that lack of certainty#certainty that etoiles has refused to give him that makes him start to open up about how he’s tired of people promising him things (or#seeming to promise him things) only to leave him out and in the dark . and there’s an insecurity there that really shines if you take this#moment into consideration with the Larger Shifting his character is going through .#like tldr ; qantoine has begun to realise that his friends are starting to form deeper bonds with other people and thus keep secrets with#them which to him means leaving him behind . taking notice of this he brings this up to his friends in . not exactly direct ways . he#talks about how he doesn’t like secret keeping but doesn’t seem to push much further and he also tries to remedy the issue#of feeling left behind by doing shit as discussed above ^ however on account of the InHuman i’m not sure he understands what he’s doing very#well . and as we know antoine doesn’t make much progress and ends up retreating into himself and beginning to keep his own secrets . to do#his own shady shit . to work in the shadows and not be honest with any of his friends either . to hold them at arm’s length despite how much#he still cares . the only person he puts his full trust into anymore is pomme . not ayp who he deems too underhanded . not bagz who he sees#as having started the whole ‘secret keeping’ stuff in the first place . and not etoiles who’s actively going down a path with the codes and#resistance that he cannot follow#that was NOT a short tldr . why the fuck am i writing dissertation length tags about MINECRAFT BLOCKS#god whatever who cares i get joy out of this thats what matters#anw if you read this far holy shit ur insane . thank you#i am going to bed now godbless !#jay rambles#qfrench.posting
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dykedvonte · 1 year ago
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Ulysses obsession with the Courier is a special type of sad to me cause the Courier’s part was so important but so unwitting. They had no idea what was in the package they delivered and neither did he. Neither had an idea of what it could’ve done and the Courier was only caring out their job (mind you the Courier could be killed via notes in the express contract if they don’t). To them it was just another regular delivery to the divide and one that they likely thought would help, just like all the ones before.
It’s so tragic for Ulysses to hold so much ire to the Courier when it really was the case of it could’ve been anyone. Anyone could have delivered that package but they did and so he focused the blame on them and it destroys what he is trying to instill in the courier on a fundamental level.
#like yeah the courier delivered the package but in the end that’s a job#any random courier could’ve delivered it especially since we know in the past the factions were farther apart and this travel was a smidge#safer but courier six got it and this Ulysses blamed them#like I don’t care much for Ulysses because I think lonesome road embodies don’t shoot the messenger at it core#and what people focus on doesn’t focus on the fact that in the bigger picture#everything went wrong because two factions were at war and at some point the codes would have been delivered#and the divide destroyed cause with how close it is to NCR territory it would of been found#like there is an inevitable and too many people treat Ulysses as if he knows more or is more aware of the idiosyncrasies of conflict#when he’s like fundamentally flawed just at the standard of being a legion apologist STILL and just how focused he is on one persons#involvement cause yeah choices matter even the small one but I think Veronica’s quest says it best with a line from the courier#you can’t control what they do#like the courier couldn’t and can’t control what they deliver and yet it’s got them in hot water multiple times#like do you think they enjoy being shot or knowing they are indirectly responsible for activating the annihilation of a community#to me it’s hypocrisy to be willing to end the world or one world to prove a point and whatever argument made that only military factions#suffer forget there are innocent civilians suffering that had no part and Ulysses is no better than the Courier#I don’t like devils advocate and a lot of the dlc just feels like that but idk I know people love it but the depth is just not there for mr#ulysses fnv#fallout#fallout new vegas#courier six#the courier#lonesome road#the courier has very little personality outside what we give them but some lines and delivery paint a picture#like uhhhh undertale deltarune rules ig
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coconut530 · 1 year ago
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COME BACK TO MEEEEEEEEEEE LENOOOOOOORRRRREEEEEE😭😭😭😭😭
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diltonsstrangescience · 6 months ago
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I wasn’t sure what I was expecting from the “do it yourself experiments”, but I thought it’d probably be something like a baking soda volcano that everyone’s seen a million times. Dilton, I’m sorry I doubted you and the publishers of comic books from the 80s. This is actually legitimately really cool.
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zeb-z · 2 years ago
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right ok so if etoiles is the strongest mf in terms of fighting off the codes, and the codes just keep putting him in situations as if to test his strength and get stronger themselves, and they keep giving ominous messages that seem to be threatening Pomme and the other eggs…
could they just be testing to see how much it’ll really take to get etoiles to finally break, so when their next attack on the eggs come, he won’t be an issue?
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prehisstoric-turtles · 15 days ago
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Your Tater posting has given me life, I hope you know that
yay that makes me so happy!!
I’ve been working in some more frite x tater art this weekend I love them sm, tater is literally me and frite is so nice and the rest of spud hut are great (this is a jerry appreciation zone) and sjdjksjdjdkfnkssk I love all them so much
#insert rant about how tater is such an amazing character that’s been so well handled here#like. I can’t stop thinking about it#I fell like in so many shows especially sitcoms awkward autistic coded characters like tater are played up for laughs#the but of the joke#But tater isn’t#we laugh with them#even in places that they’re being mocked or laughed we’re still in their side#y’know?#we see empathy from the spud hut employes and just generally#We see the world more or less through their eyes#even when we’re laughing at them they’re the main character#we’re rooting for them the whole way through!#And yeah#Did I mention how niceand accommodating jerry is#love him#apart from the mild homophobia but like#he overcomes#Yelling about their sensory issues#asking if they’re okay#and just like#showing genuine concern#DONT GET ME STARTED ON FRIETE HOLY COW#anyway#it’s cool we’re seeing a weird queer autistic characters perceived weirdness be accepted and embraced#without their whole thing being ‘this character is Autistic oOoOoh’#Do you know what I mean does this make sense? Like I love how their whole thing isn’t just autistic not because I don’t think it’s importan#but because it creates such a multifaceted character#and by from what I understand not meaning to create a autistic character smoosh has done that real well#The bar for autism rep is in hell but tater is. In my opinion such a good example of my type of asd#I may be looking to deep into a internet sitcom about crappy mall employees
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why-the-heck-not · 2 years ago
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what the fuck, I miss math courses?? why??? they’re always a misery, why do I crave misery ???
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uzidoormanned · 2 years ago
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HEY!! HAII!! HELLO!! ^W^
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all codes are free of charge, just ask for one and i’ll dm it to you!!
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