#i still love it hhggg

[skimmeh]

ack the stuff you said about dsmp and its ending and stuff—i feel that. its like this painful nostalgia of what the thing used to be and the fact that it’ll never happen again… i get nostalgic over the lmanburg anthem lmao. im still having a hard time getting over it ahaha.

i honestly hate the ending but i suppose it had to end sometime. Season 2 getting canceled… like you said, there is some comfort in that, but at the same time its so sad to think that it’s finally, officially over. two years of watching funny block men play the funny block game. it was so fun.

is feeling this way over a silly minecraft server overreacting? maybe. but nonetheless theres still that sadness. i just pretend theres a real ending where the nuke doesnt blow everyone up and these amazing characters ive grown to love just live on in their happy little lives.

anyway just wanted to say this after seeing your recent post. in all honesty, i miss dsmp. but seeing that someone i look up to feels the same way i do makes it a little bit easier to bear, i think. so thank you./gen

Hello anon!!! I'm glad I was able to make you feel comforted and better with just a silly Tumblr post (which also was a bit of a rant haha)

Yeah, it's a painful kind of nostalgia. Which is a bit bitter (due to the nature of how ...the dsmp sorta had a very, rather than ending with a big bang, it was more sorta drawn out thin and had a more than unsatisfying ending. its okay,I think as a fandom we are all making our own au endings to replace that one haha)

And despite all the hardship around this dumb lil server, I don't think I regret getting into it. And I still teasure the story and characters so dearly.

I think you're aloud to have such strong feelings over a silly lil thing, cos I think we're past the point of thinking it is dumb to be so invested in a Minecraft server. It was so fucking cool, and not just the server, the fancontent. I would argue that was the thing that made it so loved and engaging to be a part of. The fan content was unmatched and filled with talent.

People who think it's dumb to have a generally fun time within a fandom and to mourn that when it ends, are boring. Yeah it was a Minecraft rp, but it was also the some of the funnest times I've ever had within a fandom.

The dsmp may have ended but the creativity that made it so great is still here, with the fan content and cc, who will go onto new things and continue to make great things and improve.

And besides the story and characters are still there. It's like putting one of your favourite book on a shelf. You can always revisit the story, maybe take something different from it after time.

And I'm sure there will still be fancontent created from the characters, I know I still plan on drawing and writing stuff.

I can't let go of these characters just yet haha.

It's just now there's room for more things, I don't think anything will replace what the dsmp was,I don't want that.

I guess what I'm saying is I'm excited to see what comes next!!! And I'm thankful for the experience of what the dsmp was.

[puppygrldrool2]

I had a suspicion you were referring to me in that lovely audio 🖤

It was so nice to listen to, Master listened to it maybe too many times... Her puppy really is so good for Master. Always so nice, so well behaved, so pretty 🖤🖤

You're doing such a good job tonight, every Master would be jealous of my pretty puppy for her good behavior. Especially knowing how much you think of me <3

puppy isso glad master enjoyed her audio!!!! maybe puppy will record more invthe future just for master!!! N then everyone can hear how much ofa needy puppy master makes her!!!! Knowing master listenedto it a buncg makes puppy soso happy n also really wet... hhbbgfvvvy thank younmasterrr >_< wamnabe the perfect puppy foryiuu

Ofcourse puppy is being good!! Cause her master is also soso good to her!!! Woofowooffff!!! Wna be a really well behaved puppy!! The best puppy@@@!!!!!!!!!!!!! All nice n pliant for master,, hhggg pushing the toy deep inside n going ij circles on my clit...ssoo nice n makes my brain fuzzy but puppy still has 18 minutes.....

[dolokhoded]

hi I am about to be so annoying but that’s what you get for rbing those Great Comet asks. 2, 5, 17, 26, 34, 42, 44 and 50?

oooogh holds these in my hands like a handful of numbers ooooogh ty kap >:)))

2. favorite natasha

denee. i love all natashas. they're all incredibly talented. but to me nobody does it like denee benton she's just mindblowing.

5. favorite understudy

HHGGG I WANNA BE VERY BIASED AND SAY BLAINE ALDEN KRAUSS BUT IM NOT GONNA cause that's just shoba narayan erasure, what a natasha.

17. if you could play any character who would you play?

i think about this all the time and i've concluded to i'd be happy playing literally any role in this show. any of them. but realistically, as in people who are actually in my vocal range i'd love to have a go at mary, maybe ? (the secret answer to this though is always natasha i wanna be a STAR !!!! I WANNA DO NO ONE ELSE IN THAT GORGEOUS BLUE LIGHTING !!!! )

26. song you love to sing

no one else is the one i do best cause i sing it like. all the time. nonstop. less now cause i dont have time to do anything but like before september it was all i ever sang i used to sing almost every day and every time i did you bet i had a couple dozen runs of no one else. but the most fun one is private and intimate life of the house. which is ironic. cause that song's whole concept is very much not fun but it's just SOOOOO oogh i love it.

34. favorite costume

(in tears) ANATOLE COAT ??!???

42. character you’d kill

oh i know this one !!!! :DDD but i'm not actually gonna answer anatole cause it's very predictable i'm gonna go with his dumbass friend the dueller instead so then moscow can maybe have One people getting shot free day. which. i realize nnow dolokhov's probably just as predictable of an answer but ://

50. one thing you miss about comet

well i never really,, actually sense that there's that big of a difference when a show's closed due to. y'know living on the other side of the planet and having zero touch with what's actually happening on broadway outside of my phone. but whenever a show closes i always miss seeing the cast all together. which y'know isn't that much of an issue with dave's shows cause he and his actors are pretty tight they're together in like half of his projects, the other day half the comet cast was in his hermes thing, but still. i miss seeing the cast post pictures backstage and be stupid about this show like we are.

[sysig]

I need to stop adding romantic songs to my Vargas playlist

[today-pepperland-goes-bluey]

Are y'all okay with me postin' hetaila stuff??? I feel bad cuz I haven't posted beatles in a while but this show is my life force rn lsndlslslslslslssl

[serfuzzypushover]

Give me your thoughts on Soriel, Asgoriel, Sansgore and Sansgoriel in all your AUs. Not necessarily headcanons, just the relationship between these characters or thoughts on ships.

Oh oof i got 6 main aus so this is gonna be kinda long-

Underswap: 

Soriel: they are,,, so cute,,,,,,, us Toriel is really lonely so having Sans to talk to snail everyday is just :] It makes snail happy qwqq

Asgoriel: since its my canon and i can do whatever i want, both Toriel and Asgore realize they’ve made mistakes and completely forgive each other in the end of a pacifist run so yea they are great uwu

Sansgore: what’s better than one ray of sunshine with hidden mental issues? two of them :]

Sangoriel: Three broken people helping each other,,,, perfection,,,,,,,

Underfell:

Soriel: They’re cute in their own way- Still just two people who have been hurt and need support but also have no clue on how relationships work. It’s amusing to watch.

Asgoriel: I bet they were better off when they were together at first but after the fact,,,,, no i dont think there’s a chance they’d be happy together :( 

Sansgore: Could work, could work... A bit of therapy and they’d be good to go uwu

Sansgoriel: Hmmm maybe? I dont think anything can fix Tori’s and Gorey’s marriage but perhaps Sans could help out a bit?

Swapfell: 

Soriel: no,,,,,, they arent at all good for each other,,,,,, 

Asgoriel: They can have cute moments! They definitely love the other but eh,,, they are just,,,,,,, bad people ya know?

Sansgore: HHhhggggg no nope not in a million years. Sans could never be with someone that makes stars brother so uncomfortable,,,

Sangoriel: Hhg yea no I dont see it working out :( 

Storyswap:

Soriel: okay i’ve actually been dying to talk about these two but imma save that for later :3c Just know that they are adorable uwu

Asgoriel: !!!!! They!!!!!!!!! They are perfect for each other!!!!!! 

Sansgore: man just,,,,, just cuteness everywhere,,,,,,,

Sangoriel: ya can imagine what I think of them :]

Horrortale:

Soriel: jhsgdhsbfhnnt- hhggg,,,, angst babies,,,,,,,, omg,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, i love,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

Asgoriel: They are like normal asgoriel with less pda but they are still great uwu

Sansgore: Lots,,,,,,, of angst,,,,,,,,,,,,,, in this au,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

Sansgoriel: I literally brought asgore back to life just so they can all be together what do you think

Outertale: 

Soriel: Like ut soriel but more cuddles cause now they both fluffy :0

Sansgore: I imagine they gash about their favorite constellations to each other :]

Asgoriel: Asgore tried to do the same with Toriel but snai has a hard time remembering any of them

Sansgoriel: hhgg,,, perfection,,,,,,,,,,,,,

[mrskurono]

three tysm for replying i appreciate it! ❤️ I was so frustrated 2 days ago its like my mind wont know peace until i properly put a label on myself 😅 but i know it takes time, its not a question that u can answer overnight!! Lately, my minds clearer, its thanks to you 😭 ur honestly the first person i talked to about this hhggg i'll take my time and explore ig?? im still young anyways <33 Hope ur having a great day, keep safe ☺️

- lots of love from 98ANON ♥

Never think you need a label!!!! Like ever!! But I get wanting to know “who you are” and thinking it makes you more or less validated. Pls if you ever need someone to talk to doesn’t hesitate to swing into my dms are even scream about it here on anon. I’m more than happy to share my experiences and be the big gay mom you need to talk to about things <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

[sucktacular]

Anyone else got that gender feel of like

Perpetually not feeling like your hair is gendering you properly? Like idk if it's specifically dysphoria... Maybe it is come to think of it.

But like. I'm not happy with long hair. I'm not happy with short hair. I mean I love both! And some days both is really nice and I love them for their own good points! But also like... I feel like neither gives me the full gender experience I want.

Like sometimes I want to present more femm and some days I want to be more androgynous or more masc. And I feel like neither short nor long truely get both masc and fem. Androgynous maybe ye I can achieve and that's where I feel the best. But idk.

Sometimes I want to look femm and sometimes I want to look a little masc but then sometimes I come off as masc and I DON'T WANT THAT. I don't want masc passing those days. And sometimes I look femm and I DO NOT WANT THAT. I don't want to fem pass on those days AT ALL.

Idk man my hair has always been a big comfort and anxiety show for me. I'm either content or very unhappy...

I haven't been super happy with my hair since like 2013 in my good hair days. I'm too scared to get it cut cuz I've had so many really bad hair cuts... And I don't know how to explain the style I want. I just want the same style I've had for years and I still don't know what it's called or how to explain what I want to a hair stylist. Super scared they're gonna chop it all off and I'll end up with winter of 2014 nearly bald Alex hair again.

I wanna grow my hair out but also I do NOT want to be fem passing. I want people to look at me and be like DAMN I CANT TELL WHAT YOUR GENDER IS BITCH. I want to be androgynous but I also want like... To experience long fancy styled girl hair ya know.

Idk

I think I'll get it cut short again before I go back to school but I'm still major anxiety about it

Maybe now that I know how to do winged liner I can still rock the short look and make it more femm than I've been able to. HHGGG

Fuck gender YEET

[manusiakecil]

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