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mira !!! :]
#isat#in stars and time#isat mirabelle#isat spoilers#<- due to act 3 optional content !#the img might be being chewed due to weird canvas size oops ah well#one of these miras is not like the other#one of these miras doesnt belong ASFASFSDAFA#a majority of these are based on things mentioned / that happen in the house cuz i thought itd be fun to draw :D#so like the wilting plant is from gardening room dialogue#the poster with ppl holding hands and sparkly eyes is (i think??) from some SAPSAPSAAP dialogue in one of the first rooms#i tried looking around ISAT to see if it's also in there too but couldnt find it so uh correct me if im wrong if thats NOT an exclusive LOL#side note the 2 in the poster are some old nuz ocs isatified ASDFASFA#funnily enough tho they are from 2 different games if they actually ever met they would hate each others guts i think. hmm...#however both are also the most qualified to help with promotional stuff so theres that ASDFAFA#mira looking at her bonding proposals is sorta on the tin but#the fact that she has like right next to her while she sleeps in her dresser makes me :(#cuz to me it potrays how much theyve been weighing over her cuz of how close shes been keeping them with her vs putting them on a bookshelf#or something idk if that makes sense i dont have proper words atm#but uhhh moving on chalkboard is from one of the optional events#which i think is! important!!! i dont think ive seen many ppl talk about it but!! yeah!#however i too do not have words on it atm but!!! yeah!!!! moving on for now!#the 'mira' that is really just the change god is ofc from the change god event :]#aaand ofc the iconic finish from mira towards the king#and then some misc miras with swords for funsies tbh ASFAFA#but yeah! i like mira a lot actually but as with many things i do not currently have many words to properly articulate *why*#all i know in my heart of hearts is that she is near and dear and special to me personally#one day. one day i will be able to gather my thoughts in a cohesive manner but that day. is not today!#anyway tag talk over :]
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congratulations to Mme. Pascale Leclerc, who has surely just experienced both the funniest and most unhinged weekend a mother could ever have. Dear fucking christ, I hope your middlest son brought you a bottle of champagne for yourself, ma'am.
#kazoo noises#charles leclerc#cl16#monaco gp 2024#zoomies posting#sports posting#like man. where to begin. one of your racecar children is back in town for the weekend. he has yet to have a truly good work#weekend it seems in town. now this year. we're feeling ourselves a bit. we're feeling optimistic even. and then ur son becomes talk of town#because he keeps doing fucking bits on twitter about adopting his coworker who is friends with your youngest son. this goes on long enough#for actual reporters to comment on it. no one is willing to blink first so by friday night we've yes-anded ourselves to a grandson#(congratulations mme leclerc)#things go well. and then at qualifying they go DAMN WELL#BETTER THAN EVER REALLY! but man. im superstitious. i dont trust shit until its over and the dust has cleared#(the adoption jokes have continued by the way) and MEANWHILE everyone is eyeing that starting grid. were humming. we're making vague hand#gestures when commenting. we're all thinking. Maybe? (the streets can hear u tho. keep it down)#race starts. lap one CHAOS. so many fucking crashes. i'd faint if i had a child even in karting honestly.#(every parent in this sport deserves a prescription for laudanum)#but he's not in it. hes at the front. and he. well. he just Stays There. Through It All. and the laps tick down. until the race is run. and#there he is. your middlest son. cross the line and into the books. first place. home town. what curse indeed. thats your boy!!!!!!!! THERE!#they play the radio of him winning and the audio is peaked because he screams out so loudly. you can hear the water in the laughter.#later theres gonna be videos and photos taken of him pushing his boss into the harbor and diving right in after the man. those photos are#gonna be fucking studied in photography classes one day. and STILL! everyone involved with that goofy joke about him adopting his coworker#(who. despite all the silliness of the race stayed second place and got a podium) is still carrying the bit like a baton relay. Do you have#him over for family dinner? might as well add a plate i guess! people are joking about your youngest son having two nephews? a dog born#maybe a month ago and a man born about... what twenty three years and about a month ago? fuck it! family dinner#sorry this bit got away from me but as someone who loves my homecity and my mom so much it might actually be like.#a visible growth inside my body if they do an autopsy on me at time of death or like. my love will eat me alive. sometimes the charratives#gets to me#anyway cheers mme leclerc i hope you party so fucking hard this week
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Mike pulling up to his house in a pizza van w his sweetie pie by his side ☺️
#byler#LMAO#the idea that Mike and el are dating according to his parents but he pulls up like this???#Im not a ‘Ted was referring to Will when he said sweetie pie’ truther#however#i cant rule it out as a possibility#when ted is a ‘patriot’ meaning I’m not sure why he’d be okay with his son dating a Russian spy (who he thinks el is)#when Will is right there being a sweetie pie to Mike the entire show…#Ted could have been saying that condescendingly#not bc he actually thinks Will and Mike are dating#but bc mike is close with his best friend and in his eyes that qualifies teasing his son over it#only time will tell#maybe they’ll finally introduce el to the wheelers in s5 officially#or maybe Will will interact with the wheelers and Ted will be like#well if it isn’t mikes sweetie pie#then we’ll know#we’ll know for sure
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i feel i need to remind people sometimes that in the US chronic migraines are legally considered a disability and you can apply for disability benefits using your chronic migraine symptoms as proof
#dont mind me ranting in the tags again lol but im thinking over again how i am multiply disabled and could probably qualify for many#of these programs. but part of me is also going ehh but are you really disabled enough though#is autism/ptsd/adhd/anxiety/chronic migraine/chronic back pain/chronic joint pain/low vision enough of a disability guys?
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love when this is referred to as the gifted kid website. shockingly my mental disorders made me mentally disordered and school never really vibed with that so. couldn’t be me
#ppl always talking about their whatever grade reading level and how many books they’d read as kids and im just over here like🧍🏽#I’ve never been actually bad at english or reading but I couldn’t focus on reading books to save my fucking life#I hated those sheets where you had to read like a certain number of books or whatever over the course of a semester or the year or whatever#my GATE test scores for english were super high but my math was bad enough that I never qualified#and adhd made me not even perform well in English half the time because I couldn’t pay attention I couldn’t read long books I couldn’t turn#in my assignments or if I did they were late and etc etc etc#don’t get me started with math#I was the worst in my class in third grade at minute math and never made it to the levels of minute math my classmates did#(they posted results on the wall for everyone to see)#and in 6th grade I was put into an additional remedial math class#throughout middle-high school I was at the level of most classmates in terms of the classes I took but that’s only because I was not allowe#to fail and was put through absolute fucking hell with a billion tutors and grueling hours of extra work from them and blah blah blah#like I remember how I felt in those tutoring sessions and half the time I actually wanted to cry.#I didn’t start doing solidly genuinely Good in school until senior year of high school.#not coincidentally around the same time I started taking adderall I think#I had accommodations by 9th grade but they didn’t do that much except for the function that let me turn in assignments up to 2 days late#without penalty. which i had teachers question sometimes and i had to pull the Yeah it’s Literally Against The Law to not allow me this car#anyway. point is. i was never in the gate program and most of my friends were and it was mostly adhd related#adhd is considered such a quirky nothing disorder nowadays that I don’t even like mentioning I have it really. because what people think of#when I say the term is Not what i actually dealt with and made school torturous and made my parents lash out at me for things and etc etc#depression and dysphoria did not help either. but I digress#I’m not sure why im making this post#kibumblabs
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To the kids currently going through abuse from their parents, keep pushing forward. You will get out. You will. It feels huge, it's a lot to think about. You will probably make mistakes. But there is not a single living independent adult that hasn't made mistakes in handling their finances, taking care of themselves, etc. The sooner you get out, the sooner you can start to learn who you are when you aren't being abused, and that self is deeply worth knowing. You are worth the effort.
#I don't say this lightly. I was homeless for a while. It was absolutely horrible.#But going homeless let me travel to the other side of the country in my car. I lost a lot but I've gained everything.#Research where you go next#What the cities are like and if there's support for you nearby#LGBT outreach or community mental health outreach programs are excellent#I don't advocate going homeless because being homeless and not knowing of you'll eat again is horrible.#But if it happens to you get to a library and see what outreach is in the area.#The hardest part is getting an apartment of your own cause shits expensive. And work is hard when you've got trauma#My tip for that#Is that you can qualify for more work than you think.#If retail feels like it's peeling your skin off then apply for office positions over and over again until something picks you up#It might take months. Don't lose heart if it does.#You deserve better. Keep pushing for things to be better#Being a young adult is hard. Being a kid is hard. Older folks can be really dismissive and unkind.#And im sorry for how people will underestimate you.#Try to get food stamps if your struggling financially. And Medicare. The state makes is horribly difficult to get on either thru#The sheer beurocracy of it#If the deny you#Appeal it.#Sometimes appealing is as simple as showing up#But it helps to have some key points written down in case you need to defend yourself.#It sounds scarier than it is.#If you have an anxiety disorder I know that's not much comfort#But as someone who has been an abused child and managed to navigate out of that awful situation#Despite the adversity you will likely face#You have a bright future ahead of you.#The healing will be the hardest part#But you are worth every moment#I sincerely wish the best for you.#And I hope you don't face as much adversity as I did.
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there's a lot of different reasons i love overture, but honestly i think my favourite has to be the fact that this entire story, desire is the only one trying to save the universe, all their other siblings are being totally useless, but unfortunately they're stuck in a time loop of watching dream argue with himself about pronouns
#dream: so when there's more than one of me in the room do i use 'i' or 'we'?#desire: THE UNIVERSE IS DYING CAN WE GET BACK ON TRACK PLEASE#dream: hold on let me finish. so i really think this qualifies as a dialogue despite there only being one of us here because-#like. i am BARELY paraphrasing#and they had to go through this loop at least three times!#while not being able to explain it because if dream knew there was a timeloop involved he would wreck their plan#(they know this because they tried in a prior loop and guess what!)#like im not saying desire was right or justified in anything they've done to dream over the years#but like quite frankly i get it#sandman comic spoilers#the sandman#overture#dream of the endless#desire of the endless#mine
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my sexuality is not the most interesting or important thing about me my sexuality is not the most interesting or important thing about me my sexuality is not the most interesting or important thing about me my sexuality is not the most interesting or important thing about me my sexuality is not the most interesting or important thing about me my sexuality is not the most interesting or important thing about me my sexuality is not the most interesting or important thing about me my sexuality is not the most interesting or important thing about me my sexuality is not the most interesting or important thing about me my sexuality is not the most interesting or important thing about me my sexuality is not the most interesting or important thing about me my sexuality is not the most interesting or important thing about me my sexuality is not the most interesting or important thing about me my sexuality is not the most interesting or important thing about me my sexuality is not the most interesting
#daily affirmations#pigeon posts#i think i need to remind myself this everytime i spiral about which brand of dyke i am#ultimately there are more important aspects of my life i need to focus on#like the fact that im about to be a law graduate with no job prospects in a country where over 33% of the population is unemployed#i dont want to have studied for four years for free just to have to put myself into debt for a master's degree so that i can “have an edge”#over people who cant afford to get master's degrees and are just as qualified for articles but will be overlooked in a blatant attempt to#keep existing power structures of the apartheid era in play by constantly adding more requirements to entry level fucking jobs#*deep sigh*#i need a fucking job#lgbtqia+#bisexual#queer
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chronic pain thots in the tags
#so I went for a walk earlier this week!!! at the park!!!#and nothing hurt#and my last podiatrist visit went really well and the bone is healing well#and yet im like. a little hesitant to talk about it on here#bc i spent a lot of time in my 20s absolutely convinced that this was a chronic pain that was never going away#and was only ever going to get worse and worse#and now it’s just. gone#and while im ecstatic about that i feel kind of?? guilty??#cause like. there are SO many people who live with chronic pain worse than mine was#and they aren’t going to get the cutting edge surgery that I got#who have pain there is NO magic bullet for#but it’s in my nature to want to share good news after being in so much pain for so long#and I WANT to talk about how there are calluses on my feet I thought everyone had that are suddenly softening and going away#i WANT to ask what I should do with my collection of canes now that I don’t need them to go grocery shopping#but it’s just. like. maybe this is disrespectful to everyone who won’t ever get that relief#man idk. it’s a weird space to be in#to think you were gonna just be in pain and limited mobility forever and then have it fixed over the course of less than 1 calendar year#and now suddenly i don’t ‘qualify’ to be in chronic pain discord servers anymore#man I just. i dunno. post over
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Fucking god I don't wanna go to work 😭
#I took a coworker's regular shift cause she needed replacement and the manager texted me yesterday to come for the harder longer shift#and im like hey I think you made a mistake im not supposed to?? do the?? longer harder shift tomorrow??#and she's like oh yeah but nobody took it so we're giving it to you cause we need someone to do it :')#and I'm over here like hah :') amazing :')#and sure there's just a few people who are even qualified to do the job you do on that shift#but I KNOW that at least one of the other guys who IS is ALSO working a regular shift today#i just KNOW they asked him first and he was like 'hey azzy wasn't here for a month give it to him'
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alright then. now that i'm home and i have a cold one opened im going to do some writing. we'll see how that turns out.
#im be drinking#i think i deserve it#jim vents#sorta#thanks tho for letting me just vent yall#ya boi needed it something fierce#i thought i was gonna legit choke someone today#plus they fucked up my schedule AGAIN#who wants a sneak peek at my spirk fic thats ruining my life rn?#Spock’s nostrils flare#and for a moment he wonders if Jim can hear the way his heart pounds in his side at the mere sight of him spread out before him.#He closes the distance between them in the blink of an eye. His hands rest on either side of Jim’s body#crowding him in the small space the bed provides.#Starfleet regulation beds hardly encourage the ability of two bodies sleeping peacefully in one. But their activities hardly qualify as mer#and when they do#Jim is firmly pressed half on top of Spock#his head pillowed on the Vulcan’s chest#and a hand over his heart.
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its still so fucked and surreal that im getting surgery in 10 days. so insane
#silver tongues#im trying really hard to be excited but like. i think im just excited to get it over with.#my father and stepmother are making it difficult for me to be excited. they really are.#and considering i lost my job back in january im so desperate to get back on the jobhunt.#i have nothing. i scrape by with generosity and the occasional commission and they mean more than i could ever say#i caved and depression looked at indeed again. i havent since june.#its just really depressing that all these jobs i either dont qualify or have already applied to more than once.#i still havent really gotten over not being good enough for fucking walmart.#but im trying to stay positive. im trying to be happy for myself#but its been so long and drawn out that im just. too exhausted and sick of this whole process to really be able to.#and i miss my best friend. but thats a different discussion#i'll stop sadposting at 6:34 in the morning. im just so drained
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Dude, Tumblr just recommend me an insulin for me to lose weight.
I'm diabetic. What the actual fuck.
#that's actually pretty upsetting considering i had to stop using that same type of insulin since it may cause pancreatitis again#and the ad is like 'if your bmi is over 31 you may qualify for blah blah' while spinning said insulin with a large tag of “Lose up to 30%#body fat!' like are you for real???? that insulin is 1k! and my insurance has been an asshole with me at least 3x by refusing to pay for it#unless i had an authorization. i mean i tolerated the first time but the second and third time were insane because they /know/ I'm diabetic#and have been for 6 years now. and they still had the audacity to go 'mmmm idk. i dont think you need the dosage change'#this is long but im just annoyed that i got an ad that's suggesting me that i can lose weight if i take this insulin#when that same insulin had helped me with my real diabetes-related symptoms. like fuck off. how dare you use my medical information to#try and sell me bullshit#fuck people who use diabetic medicine to lose weight :V#thanks i hate it here#my text
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mr faust. never not thinking abt him.
#the nemesis speaks#mv liveblog#malevolent spoilers#i mean mostly for what im gonna say in the tags. also gross warning. for tags. i should probably say that.#it's just that i love moments that are VERY fucked up but only brought up in passing#i love that in the pits themselves i was like ''oh did they... name a skeleton they dug out of the wall fsr?''#oh! no! wait! it's worse!#arthur just dumps that whole thing on yellow and moves on and he and john only briefly talk abt the initial killing later#it's just that there's a lot of meat on one person is all. i'm just curious how long it took to get through it all.#did they have to have a conversation about whether it was better to draw it out or not.#did arthur even talk to john abt it that much or did he just go for it and ignore the shouting and screaming#given that john doesn't exactly hold it over his head later i think it's probably the former. and THAT conversation...#did he start eating right after killing him bc he was just too fucking hungry to think abt anything else#did he try to hold off for john's sake after they registered the ''oh this qualifies as a dead body for your dead body powers'' thing#was there a moment of relenting + whose choice was it#look they're not gonna feed us again now. that would defeat the point of the exercise. this is better than dying.#LIKE I SAID. they leave so much room for me to just think about the rammys in my own time. thank uuuuu
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not to be a colossal fucking cowabummer about everything but it really does suck that like. my really chill and like. supposedly more realistic type of career goal feels about as unattainable as like a kid saying he wants to be a singer or something
#kazoo noises#like yeah this was supposed to be a job i COULD get. i thought bc like. i was going into the field bc i loved the work and not bc i couldnt#make it into academia (fuck u alt-ac term users yall are snobs) id like maybe be able to cobble it together bc like. im good at doing work.#i can usually make something happen and i got a good attitude. but jesus ive got one year left and every job app comes back negative if the#even bother to respond#like idk man. i knew iwasnt gonna be making money or shit and i knew it was gonna be rough but like. everyone else i meet already has a gig#or at least like gig adjacent. volunteer or field experience or internship and like. i cant get anything to stick. its not like ive done#nothing either? ive worked extensively with small scale exhibition design. i have worked extensively with special collections libraries.#i have literal years worth of research experience from college. i have an entirely customer service based resume thats not academic so i#can handle a patron (and crucially different from my peers: I WANT TO)#i can organize. i can write and design labels. i can communicate. i can handle special collections objects. i can make ANY microfilm reader#work for me even when it doesnt want to#and im not saying my classmates arent qualified. but like. surely this has to amount to something. i have been so stupidly lucky#to have even half the experiences i do. i have variety in my degree that even some of my classmates would kill for i think. i did. so much.#i have had so many advantages and i like to think i use them well and that i am grateful for them. but why cant i make that shit connect???#my resume is good. im reliable. i want to work more than anything. so why cant i get a call back???#legitimately how much longer do i get to keep telling myself i a not the common denominator here#sorry for diary posting but im prepping to walk to the house tour and planning what job apps i can fill out when i get back and literally.#just like. why do i bother. i should have just held my nose and done the online only program in state. i'd probably spend less time rotting#god being 23 fucking sucks. it is going to be better. im literally just barely an adult. this cant be it and it wont be it. but jesus. i go#over having to beg for a rejection letter about ten months ago when i still felt like i had a shot at these experiences
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the 'i totally wrecked my walls' saga gets funnier bc ive spent the past few days trying to figure out how tf to get out of the inevitable fine and one thing i joked about was that i have a lot of hard hitters on my side if shit really does get nasty. like my flatmate's mum is an actual soliciter, my dad is a finance guy who can write an email so scathing you'll cry, my local friend's family owns half the property in the city and knows all the tricks of the trade when it comes to housing, and then there's just my mum who was like 'oh yeah i regularly used to dodge rent in my twenties. you'll be fine' and somehow she's the one im finding the most reassuring rn
#my mum looking at these insanely qualified people knowing she can one up them with the sheer experience gained from being poor#and she's right too. that's the fuck of it all#like she was trying to reassure me bc i nervously said to her 'im gonna be honest im NOT paying that fine if it comes to it'#bc im not! i dont deserve to! this tenancy has been a shithouse start to finish they have NO RIGHT to fine me over a dirty wall#like it does NOT cost that much to just go over it with some paint and it's not like i have a deposit for them to withhold from me#and i said to my mum thinking she'd be a responsible parent about it and be like 'no legally you HAVE to or they'll take it to court'#but she was so fucking unbothered she was like 'yeah when i was your age i literally couldn't afford to lose my deposit#so to ensure i still got it at the end of the year id just pretend my rent was late for however many weeks the deposit covered#and then id just leave. like id just leave without saying anything'#and that was that 😭 girl ffs. like her advice was really just 'call their bluff bc 9 times out of 10 they wont take you to court'#LEAST of all over an £80 fine for a bit of dirt on a wall. like lets be real here. i'll threaten to leave a review of all the shit#we've put up with during this tenancy and that'll be that i KNOW they'll roll over bc they've done it before we literally got rent back#for the first week at the start of the year bc people complained. im standing my ground#so even if the worst case scenario comes about that i cant salvage the walls and i do get fined#i now have full parental consent to just fucking dodge it LMFAOOOO#hella goes to uni
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