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Faded memories.
#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr blade#for someone who doesn't ship renheng in the slightest i don't make it easy for people to figure it out#destinies can be so intertwined (platonic) (in fact antagonistic)#gets blade and immediately makes a run for scalegorge waterscape to take dramatic photos#i think they came out quite nicely#'faded memories' being the name of the filter is the fucking last nail in the coffin how am i supposed to be normal about any of it#the man the one you were once loved is gone forever and so are you#yet you both remain#there is no more love#only hatred and fear#something about feeling just as intensely as you did back then but it'll never be the same tender feeling again#only a grotesque violent mockery of it#only the intensity of the feeling remains#renheng is my hsr haikaveh#i don't think it's romantic but dear god there is something absolutely indescribable going on and i am fascinated by it#ray's records
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@ your tags about akiyama: no but he must’ve been so fucked up over that though??? 8 years. He was ghosted for 8 years and he knew it was bullshit the entire time but Date kept pushing him away and Kiryu never said anything to him. 8 fucking years. I’ve been turning that “guess I didn’t matter since I wasn’t part of your little gang” line in my head for WEEKS that shit HURTS (in both a good and bad way fuck you rgg but also mmmm good angst). justice for aki man he don’t deserve that shit though
THAT'S WHAT I'M SAYING LIIIIIKE
it's the most cathartic feeling in the world whenever someone yells at or tells kiryu in one way or another how selfish his actions are or how his actions have hurt them or others... like thank you so much akiyama kiryu really deserves to get clocked out sometimes...
#iw spoilers#snap chats#i know people dont like akiyama but at the very least we have to agree he had the right to be upset#anyone who's supposed to believe their friend is dead for nearly a decade while they reunite with everyone else is so foul#omg eight years its like kill all your friends ....... i love that song ...#but no like i just think of that bit in y6 when kiryu came to visit him in the sewer and he was so jazzed to help him out#akiyama really was ride or die for dude i remember bro was ready to bloody his hands for him innnnnnn 4?? p sure it was 4 or 5#esp since akiyama got to act as an uncle figure for haruka i just know he saw himself as someone close to kiryu SO FOR KIRYU TO#QUITE LITERALLY GHOST HIM and had no intentions to even tell him ever.... dawg bye#date deserved that slug too EJLRKE SORRY BUT you tell EVERYONE ELSE kiryus fine but not homeboy#well. fine's a bit relative innit. cancer and all but point is#a postcard wouldve been nice... im gonna throw up thinking about it i gotta watch that scene again
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when people who like seasons 1 and 2 better explain why it was better they always lose me when they say "the characters were what mattered the most the supernatural plot was basically not that important it was ALL about the characters" like...that's just what YOU were more interested in not what was happening in the show? like wdym the supernatural plotline wasn't that important in seasons 1 and 2. saying that it was more balanced or more subtle i get but saying that the supernatural plot wasn't THAT important and that it's not what made anyone love the show is a blatant lie
#and like i say: brf slt#and i've seen people say this many times on many occasions i'm not even exaggerating. or making anything up#and i've been saying this for. a year and a half. minus two months. when volume 1 came out someone tweeted 'what the duffers fail to#understand is that no one watches st because they care about the russians or whatever. people watch st to see a ragtag group of kids be#nice to each other! to see a lesbian and a man with nice hair be friends!' and i said i agree with this at like 60% the 60% being ofc that#i hate the russia stuff we know this. but like. as much as i like the relationships between the characters if there's no life-threatening#things going on for more than a few dozen minutes...then i don't really care like that would be another show. (this has been a constant#i was not as into the show or the characters as i am now when i said that like volume 1 was my first time watching the show#since 2019. and it's a constant because it's still true) like that's literally what fanfic is for. or other shows.#and plenty of people watch stranger things for the russians or whatever i was actually surprised when people were ranking the subplots i#saw quite a lot of people put russia in their top 2 i was stunned. it was mostly older people older people meaning anyone who was 22 in#the past. i'm kidding but like idk people who were like 40+ and also guys? idk. like there's actually an audience for that my bad you guys#(not my bad i will always be a russia in st anti. because i hate it.)#my point is. no that was actually it. i just don't get it wdym people don't like the STORY plenty of people do. in the fandom especially i#totally get focusing more on the characters and being more interested in that i literally never talk about the supernatural plot and i#really like the characters yk and i understand when people say that they enjoyed the distribution between character things and supernatural#plot things in s1-2 more but saying that the supernatural stuff was like an afterthought and that no one actually cares or cared ever and#that it was never important is? like i get where they're coming from but also...no#and i get doing the 'if you don't take it as literally the monsters and supernatural plot things mean this and that for real life and for#the characters' i think it's very fun but like. if you don't like the genre and ignored it for the characters...?that's not really on them#i worded this like my joyce and bob post from july i hope you like it. the first sentence only#wait i actually didn't. just realized. false advertising sorry#saying this as someone who likes seasons 1 and 2 better too that goes without saying
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Had a ✨SpOoKy HaLlOwEeN tHeMeD✨ AU thought that is basically Nicholas Benedict being the polar opposite of Book Victor Frankenstein
He has ALL the degrees and education, and only does extremely ethical science. But, he also adopts/befriends/houses every escaped experiment or person who has been been created/messed up by more careless mad science
#Also Curtain can be running around in the background being terrible and chaotic as usual#But I'm thinking#Like#'Oh no! Someone poisoned the water supply and it gave you wacky side effects that make you invisible?'#Guess who you can hang out with while he tries to fix it#'This person escaped from being unethically experimented on?'#There is a perfect place for you where people are super nice and understanding#'You accidentally blew something up and side effected yourself because literally no one warned you?'#HELP AND LOVE AND HUGS FROM MR. BENEDICT#Asfjksksksms#I know it's really silly#But the idea came to me and I just love the found family themes#(Along with the sci-fi. I quite like sci-fi)#the mysterious benedict society#mbs#nicholas benedict
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RW OSTober
The obligatory ascended Saint pic that every rw artist has to do at some point in their hyperfixation
#rain world#rw saint#rain world saint#rw spoilers#rw saint spoilers#rain world ostober#october drawing challenge#birdo’s doodles#one more to go!!!#what a fuckin anomaly they are#I think they came out quite nicely with the colours especially#unfortunately the track isn’t on spotify so inconsistency it is!#SoundCloud#traditional art
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LETS FUCKING GOOOOOO
#i forgot how difficult it is to print out digital art nicely djdkdl#it did take me three tries... after i ran the printer thru its cleaning cycle twice dbhddkl#so much printer ink. ALAS. i have quite a bit from a couple yrs ago and idk how long it lasts so like... i probably should use it up anyway#but shfjdld hopefully i can figure out the settings a little faster next time LORD. everything just came out way too dark#it still is darker and not as vivid as I'd like but ... i think this is as good as it gets for a home job fjfkdl#I AM PLEASED NONETHELESS!#i can add Guz to my secret wall of fandom dhdjdl i have mk up there and my paper mache dca masks already#its abt time i got my mans up there too fjfkdl#(i say secret wall bc it is hidden away from where anyone in the house can see it fjfkdl i have a curtain blocking it LMAO)#maybe one day if im able to i will have these printed out all niceys but fjfkdl for now this is what i will be pleased with :]#dandy.cmd
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King riku: *asleep in his bedroom at the palace*
Doflamingo: *BUSTS WINDOW OPEN*
T H I S K I N G D O M B E L O N G S T O
M E N O W
#Doffy is foul for this#Like bro your ancestors gave up on it to become CDs man chill#Honestly i do understand that he can't go back to being a CD yadda yadda and all that#But come on man we all know you wanted it for the trading port... We know your lil mischievous ass is doing it for the money (and slavery)#Doffy doing his scheming and pirating: 😈😈😈👹👹👹👺👺👺#Doffy when he gets knocked out by a 19 years old and taken to prison: 🤔🤨😒#Like brah you had it comin#Honestly at the end of the day... And i hate to say it but it was somewhat homing's fault for being very naive-#And choosing to live among humans ESPECIALLY those who get wronged so many times by the CD#Anyways. Fellow doffy apologists pls don't get mad i-i'm just teasing ehehe#Lov me dofuramingo#King Riku should've also known better than to trust some man at his window wearing a pink feathery coat and giving him death threats#I just noticed that Homing and Riku are quite similar... Hmmmm#Makes you think if Homing came back to dressrosa (AND DIDN'T BRING UP THAT HE'S A CD OR CAME FROM MARIJOIS EVERY SINGLE GUCKING MINUTE)-#Then it might've worked nicely#One piece#Sorry for all the tags I'm just pulling random shit to get people to look at my lazy ass meme and laugh#Pls leave like doe... Thankies 🥺😔#Donquixote doflamingo#Dressrosa#Dressrosa arc#King riku#King riku III
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Some of those doctors make hating oat milk their entire personality. I hate them. Cannot pretend to find them funny or like i give a shit. Fucking pretentious assholes
#also my colleague (the girl i had my shift with) is the exact opposite of me in all aspects. asked me if I'd ever worked in customer service#because i couldn't care less about being fake friendly to assholes and don't care if they like the service or not#like bitch those people don't have any other choice but drink our fucking coffee it's not like I'm competing with anyone#or like they pay us in any way. i get paid for doing the dumb work i have to do not for stroking some dumb ass doctors' egos#they come out of their rooms once an hour to get coffee and we have the cups on the table and i wouldn't even Think of#HANDING them the cups and smiling sweetly at them and asking 'coffee? tea?? :))'#I'll just assume these grown adults will get their stupid coffee or tea when they want some. it's not like they don't know where it is#(and i AM friendly and smile when someone is coming in our direction but why the fuck do you need to get so disgustingly friendly with them#if someone held up a cup asking if i.want some coffee I'd leave immediately even if i came just for coffee. it's creepy)#anyway. she's nice. I'm not.#there's normal people who will get their coffee and maybe ask if the milk in the little jug is cow milk to which I'll happily reply 'yes#:)'. then there's the other people who see the oat milk and make it clear they are the most insufferable people on the planet#(and i pity their patients so much. not much to choose from i guess but if i had that as a doctor I'd happily just die)#like everyone who took oatmilk could do it without making a fuss about the cow milk on the table. the cow milk lovers could never#'the oat milk is in front of the actual milk. this is unacceptable. i hate such healthy bullshit' lol okay#'OAT milk?? I'll leave this to the horses! THANK GOD you have actual milk!'#my favorite was the one who really took personal offense with its sheer presence. as if it had killed half of his patients lmao#'we had 50 patients with xyz problem. ALL of them drink oat milk. they cannot see the connection. it's really unhealthy'#at this point i just said i didn't care and stopped paying attention and he started complaining to his doctor colleague about how#oat milk is advertised to be healthy and how it's actually the opposite and i just find that very funny compared to the first comment#from that one guy who doesn't like such healthy bullshit. you guys need to find a consensus on the oatmilk issue i think. no one takes you#seriously if you contradict yourself like this. also i couldn't care less about the healthiness of the milk alternative of my choice. bitch.#next week I'll end up killing someone. i hope they all die from their cow milk. (but not the ones who took cow milk and didn't say anything#about the oat milk. they can continue living as they didn't annoy me)#void screams#some of these doctors were actually quite nice (most of them even). one even brought an applicant to us telling her to get some coffee#(which we are not allowed to give to applicants. but i don't care. I'd rather they get something than some of the asshole jury members#who hate oat milk (which is not the issue. the issue is them making it everybody else's issue that they don't like oat milk))
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oh GOD i just saw someone i'm subscribed to on youtube just released a video about the cats fandom....... i'm deathly curious and also shriveling up into a prune irl
#i think i'm most afraid of seeing myself in the video. i think i would have to quit the internet and move to the woods if that happened#somebody else watch it for me and report back lmao#the worst part is i came across the video by doing my ~monthly search for new uploads of productions#so i feel 10000% more called out than if it just appeared on my homepage#it's like a damn car crash though bc there's a part of me that really REALLY wants to watch it#the thumbnail is of 2019 characters as well which is not promising for how nice she will be#personally if i were going to make this type of video i'd pick the munkustare though#because there's nothing like father-figure disappointment to replicate the feeling of your tiny fandom being put under a magnifying glass#anyway if i never post on here again y'all know what happened lol
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2023 reads // twitter thread
Reader, I Murdered Him
spinoff of jane eyre, following Adele, the young french girl she’s a governess for
she retells the story of her young life, from when she’s adopted to her life in boarding school in in London where she witnesses other young women being hurt and assaulted by abusive men, and becomes a vigilante to try and protect them
bi MC, f/f
#Reader I Murdered Him#Betsy Cornwell#aroaessidhe 2023 reads#hm mixed feelings!#the blurb calls it a thriller which. i wouldn’t call it that#quite slow to start#and only does like. one murder and threatens some dudes. she becomes a thief rather than like fully vigilante#i think it could have committed more fully in certain directions#and also the bit at the end..while it was definitely implied he was creepy; that kind of all came out at once & conveniently ended the stor#the sapphic romance subplot was nice though! and the friendships!#I’m not super familiar with jane eyre and I think this relies on you knowing it to fill in some gaps at the start at least.#but also if you’re fond of the romance in that you probably won’t like this lol#the author’s note is interesting and talking about how the women other than jane in the original are just sort of irrelevant plot devices#so like. maybe read if you DON’T like JE; or if you like it but are more into the characters/themes than the romance#idk haha
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wheres the "why is it so saaaad" image with the cat with big sopping watering eyes ouauauuugh how I feel is the embodiment of that
#ow....... my heart 🥹#im not even really sad about anything specific its just been such a long week. and probably the comedown is enhancing it#i just want to cry snottily into someones shirt for like half an hour and maybe ill be okay#its just so haaaard. and i think the meds do help a bit but it still takes effort on my part too. and it sucks a ljttle bit that theyll-#take a while to get used to and maybe therell still be some side effects anyway. and also they could be stopped by shortages at any time#i guess it just scares me a bit the idea of depending on smth like medication just to get a little closer to being a functional human#i wish that came with existing already.. but no point lamenting abt it. the cards have been dealt and its not all that bad really#i just want to be happy.... not all the time but maybe a solid 60-70% of the time. if thats not too much. dont we all girl!!#ah my life is pretty good as it is though and i have a lot to be grateful for. but im allowed to want a little more... right 🥹#im going to go to beddddd. hopefully ill sleep better tonight and tomorrow will be a nice day. at least i dont have to work yayy#ahhh. also its my birthday soon and it always makes me sad coming up to and having a birthday i dont know why..#i dont mind getting older but i guess it makes me feel quite reflective and sometimes its hard to think about the past/future#i want to be able to celebrate birthdays and let people be nice to me and have fun about it! and i say every year ill try better at it#but i never manage to get there it always feels like too much to ask for and too much to take.. ah. well its okay really#ill make myself a cake and do smth fun. and have a good cry at some point but thats just part of the day#not for another few weeks anyway.. okay 10pm lights out zzzz#.diaries
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I installed a hugging mod yesterday and tested it out last night to record for my personal collection, here are a couple nice shots from one of the hugs, with bonus shots from the newer kiss animation just cause I thought they looked really sweet 👉👈
#not art#screenshots#baulders gate 3#bg3#astarion#spawn astarion#tav#durge#tiefling tav#tiefling durge#strong build#hug#hugs#kiss#kisses#astarion x tav#astarion x durge#astarion romance#Spiced Vanity#idk I just really love the lil stinker….. he makes me feel happy and seen#pardon the blood#This was an old save so I could ensure Raph wasn’t being stinky yet so I could hug him too#but that apparently also came with not having the right harness on (was wearing Lae’zel’s)#So I had to go deal with Dolor real quick yo go buy the right one for the shots#we’re still bloody from that fight - but hey! I think it suits us quite nicely 😊😊😊#Especially Assy ☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️#these are shot on the other side of the street of Sharess’ Caress btw - for anybody curious#So Raph is just hanging out nearby technically - minding his own sassy business 🙄
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i srsly cant wait for tomorrow... i need my free pulls + colourfes
#tbh im still kindaaaaaa? debating whether or not i should pull on colofes#bc like. i want the cards!! shihoan lims *frothing at the mouth*#and on the other hand. im not quite at a spark :( im at likeeee 49k rn?? and u need 60k to spark with 10 tickets#so i dunno if ill be able to grind out like 11k crystals in the span of the banner#they are giving us the free 3900 which will be nice#and if i fc all the hard songs + ap all the stuff im missing then that shoulddddd be at least another pull#but id still need like. 7 or so thousand in event of that#which idk if i can do LOL#i might just pull anyways tho bc i dont really have any cards coming up in the near future that i NEED (i dont think anyways)#plus an & shiho are usually pretty kind to me (6 shiho 4stars including her colorfes which came home randomly)#(5 an 4stars one of which being her ny lim that came home on my last possible 10pull)#tbh im sorta kicking myself for impulsively pulling on random lim banners as much as i have (30 pulls on recent val banner)#(but i got val nene so its not all bad)#bc if i hadnt done those pulls i could defo spark#oh well ig we'll see#< sorry about the big ass paragraph this turned into i wasnt intending that 😭😭😭#gacha game pull planning is SERIOUS
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#coming to tumblr for the first time in three days just to bitch because i feel like shit <333#sorry if i havent responded to your message i will as soon as i get a grip but rn im just too busy#both with uni and with crying because a friend said a mean thing to me lol#and because im tired of this new friendship already and tired of hearing this girl talking how great she is lol#am i jealous? fuck yeah i am.#and it's not like she's mean like straight up. cause like.#when i say im really considering quitting and dropping out she tries to encourage me ig#but then she follows it up with 'ofc *I* never had a problem with this and that because it always just came naturally to me teehee#but yknow. dont give up uwu'#and she keeps sending me recordings of her singing to tell her how good she is and always tells me how her teacher praises her#and like. its cool. like i get it that its a nice feeling when you do something well and wanna share that joy with a friend#but idk. i just think its kinda. well not mean but a litt#*a little tone deaf? when ive just been telling her that im in a Bad Place rn and my voice isnt working as it should#and my pianist is bullying me and i end up crying on almost every lesson#and she hits me with a 'damn that sucks fuck that pianist dont give up tho <3#now do you wanna listen to me sing bel raggio lusinghier like a pro and my professor telling me i am sublime?'#also when i tell her that im sorry that im not very social and i just cannot stay and chat cause im having a horrible day today#and really dont feel well and she's like 'yeah i havent noticed anything you're always like that... *side eye*' in a way that suggests#im a horrible friend cause im not talking with her enough and yet again im disappointing her (aint that familiar lol)#i just. idk. the last two-three weeks have been absolutely horrible to me. i cant get out of bed i havent done a single colorful make up#in so long ive basically forgotten how to do that. and i loved doing fun make up looks that make people tell me i look like a clown.#but i just dont have the energy to do anything more than put on a random tshirt and spray dry shampoo on my unwashed hair#i dont even wear my rings anymore. ive stopped caring about being the pinkest slayest queerest looking bitch in the room cause i just. cant#and even some casual friend of mine asked me yesterday if im okay cause they can see something is Not Right. but SHE not only doesnt notice#anything. i have a feeling she feels like im disappoing and neglecting her because i cant be bothered to text with her 24/7#like idk. maybe its just my imagination but i barely even feel like an actual person. more like just a homunculus made to trail after her#and listen to her bragging about how pretty/talented/unbothered she is#oh and also for her to keep dissing m/ozart lol like idk why it hurts me so bad but then ig its not that unusual to feel shitty#when someone keeps talking shit about something you really love and are passionate about and making you feel like an idiot#because you like it. because its stupid and boring and you're a simpleton for enjoying it instead of liking sth more 'ambitious'
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oh yeah maybe someone here would be interested in the sundrop and moondrop sticker pattern i made for acnh??
#i made it when security breach first came out but for some reason i didnt think anyone would be interested in it#i think it looks quite nice actually its the one pattern im proud of#our post comrade.#its meant to be used as a wall sticker with the glow in the dark sticker recipe from the dlc ( i think you can still get the recipe without#the dlc?)
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welcome home fanart!!1!1!1!!1!!!!1!!1!
so I’ve been seeing welcome home a lot and recently got on the website. I think it’s really interesting and I love the art! so I drew barnaby and wally because my hands were itching woouulllghhhhhhwoughgwiujh
I think I like barnaby the most because he reminds me of all my stuffed toys mushed into one and also makes puns and jokes (and pie!)
I also drew a more horror-ish version below the cut, so if you don’t like that kind of stuff you don’t have to click it! don’t worry there’s no gore or anything it’s just very slightly unsettling (I think, I don’t draw horror very much at all and I’m not sure how to either honestly 💀)
I hope you like the art! credits to @partycoffin for these silly dudes, love them and their art so much!
#welcome home#welcome home fanart#barnaby beagle fanart#wally welcome home#I’m quite happy with how this came out#the drawing is still nice and cozy#I think I did a good job#also I hug my friends a lot too so I thought this would be nice!!#yippee!!#I’m sorry I’ll post wordgirl soon
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