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soggypotatoes · 9 months

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watched the bluey episode dragon today and it changed meeee I spent hours drawing tonight bc I felt so encouraged by it!!

#i mean it wasnt just the episode #i stopped drawing years ago #after drawing around 300 rats and realising i still didnt know how to draw rats #and i was like. well clearly something is fundamentally wrong with me #but then i started art therapy #3 years later (and ive only drawn anything in art therapy like 3x despite going every week)#(i mostly make weird objects and such)#ive realised #oh. art is not what i thought it wAs #suddenly im so so okay with drawing whatever #and that episode was like ok yeah youre right!! ill draw!!!#for fun!!!!!!!!!#i wanna be like chilli!!!#ed mumbles #also traditional media my beloved #i dont think ill ever go back to digital #it just defeats the purpose for me #i want to feel i want to touch and smell and play!#and i want the limitations of traditional #no undo button

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leafie-draws · 3 months

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practice 🌤️🍂

#leafie draws #I almost gave up on this like 3 times lmaooo #I tried to capture the feeling of a chilly autumn morning #with some comfy overgrown nature vibes lol #I wanna play harvest moon now

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crow-caller · 16 days

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I'm chuffed to do YT and have found some success and also how it helps feed me, but man it is extremely extremely weird and unsettling as an experience in a difficult to describe way. I'm a guy I'm just being a person. also, I am an uncontrollable entity, I am two million hours of my own voice, I am whatever I am perceived as and what I am perceived as will exist without me longer than it will exist with me.

existential stuff I get why people lose their minds

#i have a book idea about it I really wanna do but don't know ability/plot wise I can. it's still rough #but about the body horror of the internet and the Selling and cannibalism. idea being called MYSELF I MAKE MONEY....#YTer who loves body horror voice: “I think being a youtuber is a LOT like body horror!” but no really #I am thankful I am still skirting cleanly and chilly by. and everyone is being cool #but last few days had multiple cases of people recognizing me on discord and asking if I was the same CC #it's like that bear in the forest. I been here the whole time. do I need to rewrite myself to stay?#my life and stuff I guess

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stachesainzcore · 2 months

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I'm actually crying. This is lil too much for me.

#ok bye.#see u tomorrow #i wanna stop but I'm not able too #like carlos signing a contract actually busted my bubble #i fully trust him #and have faith in whatever he chose #let's hope he is actually loved and appreciated in this new team #my best wishes to him #ofcourse #less go chilli #will support you for 55 million years #carlos sainz #carlos sainz jr

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sommerregenjuniluft · 3 months

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it’s literally cuddle oclock why am i not cuddling with someone right now!??

#yknow how in summer when it gets dim after sundown and it’s still warm but it’s Starting to get chilly slowly #like PLS #i just wanna hold someone is this too much too ask?

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eggbagelz · 2 years

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Saw a lot of Heeler family humanizations and thought id give it a go :3c

#artists on tumblr #doodles #the heelers #bandit heeler #chilli heeler #bingo heeler #bluey heeler #bluey #i got real tired of seeing humanizations where bingo looked exactly like chilli and bluey looked exactly like bandit so!#took matters into my own grubby little mixed race paws #the streak in bluey's hair is a very very very blonde mallen streak btw- i didnt wanna do it in grey and wanted 2 keep #that part of her colour scheme in SOMEHOW so JDJHD

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sga-owns-my-soul · 11 months

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oh my god i made chilli for dinner and i had to improvise on the spices and it turned out SO GOOD and i'm so PROUD of myself AHHHHH

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kolyyanas · 1 month

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augh im so cold…im literally in a big sweater and sweatpants why am i still freezing!!!! i have a warm drink even!!!

#ireena yaps #im so chilly i just wanna be held #waughhhh #sniffling sadly like ive been left outside in the rain and i’m soaking wet and i may have hypothermia

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buildoblivionthenwewilltalk · 2 years

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beyond the wall

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inkmaze · 1 year

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miso mushroom butter pasta has been recently added to my recipes and waough. good as hell I won't lie

#txt #extra additions like chilli oil n green onion etc. mwah. mwah!!!#n parmesan.....#theres a few diff recipes id rec one that uses cream n parm if u wanna be fancy but also tastes good without those #first time i tried i was skeptical bc i didnt know about miso in pasta.. but its good as all hell

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daz4i · 4 months

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i feel like one good kiss could fix me

#like with slightly chilly yet soft lips #slow and gentle yet still passionate #i always wanna get kissed but every time i get kissed it's like. less than underwhelming. it's kinda just bad #which is why i rarely do it in the first place #when i was like 18 i was sure that once i fall in love with someone i'd enjoy kissing them #a few months later i figured out i'm arospec. so. that one sure fell through huh #maybe the problem is i've been kissing men. when i was younger and liked kissing i was mostly kissing girls. maybe i should go back to that.#anyway. smth smth give me one good honest kiss and i'll be alright etc

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catboyolli · 5 months

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I hate this life lol

#don't wanna go to class anymore #it's saturday morning and chilly and it's raining and i can't sleep in and i slept like shit

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ereborne · 6 months

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Song of the Day: March 25

"Groovy Little Summer Song" by James Otto

#song of the day #it's not at all summer yet but it is spring!!#it's chilly when the wind blows and the dew-damp sticks around until noon but the sun is out and the sky is maybe not clear but close!#spring!!!!#I put my first early plantings in the garden today #I had planned for a bunch of marigolds but I got a different batch of flowers instead #so now what's down is rootings for a bunch of perennial flowers #sea holly and red-hot pokers and butterfly weed and hollyhocks #and then my little pea plants #I told Kelly I'd share pictures but for today it only looks like a square of dirt--I'll definitely share pics when my sprouts come in!!#beautiful beautiful garden times #summer of 2010 when this song came out was the first time in three-ish years I'd spent much continuous time with my family #my littlest siblings were old enough to be away from Mom for a while and still young enough to be lulled to sleep by the car #and Mom was very eager to be left home alone to sleep (and play this weird chicken bowling game she was briefly addicted to)#and so we went on a lot of long leisurely pointless car rides and we listed to a lot of #(I will never not hear this in my head) 96.9 The Kat! country music radio #and this got added to the short list of songs I sang to myself #it's so catchy!! cute fun moderately-bouncy little earworm and my voice cruises up and down it so easy #'when the days start gettin warmer / the sun starts sinkin slower / weekends go by faster / and beer starts tastin colder #wanna tune into a station / takes me on a soul vacation / hey there mister dj / come on won't you please play'#and crucially Dad did not mind this song--which could not be said for 'There Is No Arizona' by Jamie O'Neal #or (after I sang it approximately ninety million times) 'Just What I Do' by Trick Pony #we also had--this was very fun for me--we had exactly one CD we could play in the car (because it was stuck in the disk player)#and that was Joe Diffie's 'Third Rock From The Sun'#so many songs of absolute joy on that album. lucky as hell that Dad agreed because it meant we'd crank it up so loud #close my eyes and let the sun shine all red through my eyelids #sing some real dumbass enjoyable-as-all-getout songs at the top of my absolute voice #Dad laughing and singing along and the littles sleeping through the all of it like the precious babies they were #these are the songs of sunshine and pointless happiness! it's not summer but it will be! my garden doesn't have plants yet but it will!#sing a song!!

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screwpinecaprice · 2 years

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My Patreon and Ko-fi subscriptions are on hiatus! Just wanna announce about it, you know, in case you might wonder why the lack of stuff related to those.

I am planning to get it back up on January, it could be later than that. But I'm also thinking about closing em altogether. The monetary support was such a massive help and I can't really be thankful enough; and I do believe the sketch/doodle request had helped me improve on stuff. However I underestimated how actually unpredictable my speed on drawing is. Sometimes I have a pace. But when my drawing speed gets slow, it gets real slow. The owed drawings catch up on each other, and the general schedule becomes an ugly mess. 😅 Seems like I'm not cut out for this much responsibility for consistency that comes with a subscription-based page; and seems the practical thing to do is just get rid of it, and get back to owning moneh just through commissions. Bad ending but Hey at least aside from the financial help I personally experience what it's like to have a Patreon too.

#There will still be two patron/member shout outs from the last batch though. Like late shout outs.#Man I am so sleepy rn I hope I'm being coherent. I mean like it's 2 am and it's chilly it's so nice to be warm and toasty on my bed.#Also I need to like patch up or get a new laptop because the lagging is not helping my case at all.#so have to focus more on my day jobs for the income.#my shiz #but my ko-fi is still generally up so if you wanna tip.... haha

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coridallasmultipass · 7 months

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Okay, so I opened a fic with Striders in it and randomly wanted to put on Borderlands 3 ambient music in the background (I'm having a depressed episode rn and wanted comfort.) And I thought Oh... There would be A War over who gets to be Zer0 in BL2. (Bc they won't do a double Zer0 run, let's face it, there can only be one.)

(( Shit fuck. Borderlands 1 happened in OCTOBER 2009. They never would've seen it in canon. Fuck it. Non-Sburb AU this mothafucka, they'll play all of 'em. #BLstuck ))

#blstuck #(doesnt look like anyones actively using that tag so if u dont wanna see me crossover this block that)#homestuck #borderlands #bro #dave #striders #i just wanna see them do something normal rn im so depressed sorry for tagging all that but i want this organized on on my blog #i think theyd get a kick out of this game and make their own in jokes and have fun #and maybe beat each other up for who gets a claim to zer0 #bro wins that one #but then tps happens nd dave pulls a fast one and suddenly he gets claim to the doppelganger #(bro takes revenge by picking you-know-who bc dave hates him)#but seriously tho ugh i wanna go back to playing bl3 for the first time like i had to play alone but i still had so much fun #i can feel the dry heat of pandora. i can taste the pumpkin spice bagels and lattes i drank on promethia #i can feel the staticky mist spraying off the waterfall in the cartels one #i can taste the jambalaya i made while playing eden 6 #i can feel the chilly ectoplasm blasting from captain haunt #and the tentacles in guns love and tentacles #and the spores in nekrotafeyo #fuck is thaf how u spell it its been so long since i played #i havent kept up w the fandom since bl3 bc life stuff happened #anyway... might drW this later i like the idea of a random result rather thN picking my own choice #sorry for rambling #OBLIGATORY: 'DISCLAIMER: i'M HI (HIGH)' TAG #depression #Cori.exe #Poll.exe #Post.exe #fuck why are polls only 1 day or 1 week ugh i guess 1 day

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dhoklaaminoacid · 11 months

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seasonal depression I cannot man

#im so used to the weather back home at this time #it starts getting chilly #the warm clothes are out #your brain automatically knows we're nearing end of the year #but this tropical weather down south #feels like summer all the time #and my body doesnt recognise the passage of time the same way #im mentally still in May #when its humid as fuck #and its raining every other day #with thunderstorms so scary you wanna snuggle and watch TV #idk man #fucking hate the decision i made of studying here #obviously education here in south is much better than north #and people here are nicer and environment is cleaner #pros and cons to every place i guess #mentally stuck in first sem while i write finals for third sem nice

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