#so now what

[trixterdark]

Me a Kaishin shipper, aware of a certain movie spoiler

[try-set-me-on-fire]

Tagged by @devirnis for Fuck it Friday! I thought of a way to do the lightning strike in the people become invisible to Buck when they’re close to death au… started writing it this morning…

In May, Buck stands in Hen and Karen's backyard with Eddie's arm around his waist. He'd cried through the ceremony because weddings always make him cry no matter who’s at the alter, but specifically because it was Hen and Karen and they'd looked so beautiful and so happy and he loves them so, so much.

It had been a rough year but he's standing in Hen and Karen's backyard and Eddie's arm is around his waist and he's coming back to work soon. He looks beautiful and happy, too, face no longer gaunt, exhausted, afraid. Afternoon sun hits his flushed skin and Buck never wants to look away.

He's standing in Hen and Karen's backyard with Eddie's arm around his waist and Karen grins at him and asks "So, when is it your turn?"

"Oh," he laughs a nervous laugh, eyes skittering off Eddie into the bushes. "Uh- I mean, he's already done the whole marriage thing, I don't know if…"

"Buck," Eddie says, and when Buck looks back at him he finds nothing but love there. "Sure I'll marry you."

"Oh," Buck says, and his voice is strange and every part of him not anchored to the weight and warmth of Eddie's arm pressed through their suits feels very far away.

Eddie turns more into him, kisses him twice. "Buck," he laughs, a sound that makes Buck feel more drunk than the champagne. "Marry me. Please, will you marry me?"

He nods, frantically, and as Eddie laughs again Buck says "Next year, next- in the summer, the- the end of summer, right before school. Sunsets- that's when the best sunsets are."

Oh, his smile, oh, his smile. "It's a date," Eddie says, joy all over him, and Buck curls down into his arms. He can feel Eddie’s nose pressed into the side of his head. "I have to get you a ring," he says, still laughing, a little wet this time. As Buck cries into Eddie's nice suit jacket their family around them laugh, too.

--

In the fall, Buck begins to disappear.

He thinks he imagined it, the first time. They're on route to a traffic collision and Buck glances down at his hand and for a split second only sees the red of the door behind it. He flinches bad enough, yanking his now solid hand in for closer inspection, that Eddie taps his knee.

"You okay?"

"Yeah, uh," Buck tears his eyes away from familiar calluses and freckles. "Thought I saw a spider."

Eddie makes a face and casts a distrusting look around the cabin, and that's the end of it.

A week later Buck raises a hand to shield his eyes from the sun and the light comes right through.

But I'm getting married, he thinks, like that has ever stopped a tragedy before.

@rewritetheending @shortsighted-owl @rogerzsteven @forthewolves @thewolvesof1998 @wildlife4life @buckactuallys @burins if you have anything to share!

[arabian-batboy]

Running that archive-blog for outfits made me realize that modern DC really gave up on giving their male characters fun civilian clothes, instead its always a plain hoodie or a boring suit.

[audhdnight]

On cloud nine rn because one of my new friends is audhd like me and I just got to infodump all about why Asperger’s isn’t a real thing (and neither is hsp) and he didn’t try to downplay it or argue, instead he got really excited to learn there was a different set of terms than “high functioning” because he’d been calling himself high functioning but hated it and didn’t know what other words to use. God I love positive interactions. I fucking love it when people get me

We also talked about a lot of other stuff like stims and how we were both mind-blown when we found out our “panic attacks” were actually nothing like panic attacks and were in fact meltdowns the whole time. And how we both got misdiagnosed with ocd despite meeting none of the criteria besides having intrusive thoughts. And how our adhd sort of masked our autism so neither of us noticed until we got medicated and started accommodating our adhd.

This conversation was good for my soul

[rosepascal]

theres nothing like knowing you're being left out / ignored and not having the courage to do anything about it :)

Guess I just can't let things go.

[clarabow-mp3]

"more evil women!" you couldn't even handle penelope featherington.

[ilovetvtoons]

Amphibia has ended and The Owl House, The Ghost and Molly McGee and even Big City Greens are on Hiatus.... So what now?!

[hi-land]

went from “i dont need 300gb of cc, i dont even use it all” to restarting my cc folder and being like “i literally have nothing in my game i cant make a sim” to downloading a shit ton of cc to just putting my old cc folder back in my game on top of all the new stuff

[hella1975]

i want to write taob and tams and tbos all at once so ofc im writing none of them

[poorlittlevampire]

also i forgot my sim is technically dating a ghost lady rn so she cant start dating the guy i want her to marry but the ghost will NOT show up anymore so i cant make them break up :-) and she cant call her and invite her ober bc she is. a ghost

[revelations-mp3]

Car maintenance is so stressful why do I have to do this

[99simproblems]

[littledollll]

4 Ls at the end of your username can be arranged into a little rectangle and that rectangle is the dollhouse 🏠

Oh- my god.

That’s so cute

I may have passed away.

[the-bearer-of-bad-ideas]

nothing feels fun anymore

[goldcleaver]

it’s my first time playing bg3 and I’ve been stuck replaying the tiefling party for an hour because I can’t decide who to romance 🧍‍♂️

[floradanika25]

There is this girl at my school who is very nice and funny and one of my friends and she is all touchy in a jokingly flirting way (with all of her friends) and it messes me up bc i know theres this boy she likes but then she sneaks of behind me and hold me around my waist and i feel my entire being being sucked inside my heart and she comes by with my roomie when im sick and greets me with hey beautiful and i dont know what to do with myself