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kyonshi-8610 · 1 month

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lifes fleetin do whteve yu want & die 2be a buttrfly aftrwrds

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#thank u to my gramaw friends who r transwomen in their early 30s-late 40s n took care of me i hold the memories i have of uall so dear #sorry draiwng transfem toshiro made me ee feel so remembering of the past #i've been painting a while so i didnt feel like colorin sorry #dungeon meshi fanart #dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #toshiro nakamoto #nakamoto toshiro #hien #idk if i should tag falin since she has like. very small presence here #veen feling like daytime drinking #anyways i wish there was more acceptance towards falins and toshiros dynamic with eachother bc i think it could b sweet/fun #for me its moreso olatonci abd such .... 2 transexuals who r friends & like bugs & r quiet most of the time #i guess its just bc i grew up w transwomen alongside my life but truly there needs2 bmore asian transwomen in this worldr.....#we need mroe transexuals and bakla and bayot and beki and tibo and tbirds now more thwan ever #i am not a v creative ir imaginaitave perosb so i love all of the peeopler who ware making trans toshiro hcs #it is like bein given bountiful rain duriign a seasons drought .... as a flower is to a bee

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stuckinapril · 4 months

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You guys don’t know how much yearning for Baghdad takes up of my mental real estate

#I have so many videos saved of last year’s trip #Me and my cousin laughing and joking w my dad while getting ready #The fact that multiple men asked my dad for my hand in marriage (lmao)#Me calling my mom every night to make fun of my “suitors”#All the gorgeous restaurants #Forcing my dad to rate every dress I tried on whenever he took me somewhere #Being catcalled by guys was an unpleasant experience but it was still fun to laugh ab it w my mom #Me having a MASSIVE crush on a family friend #That one time my dad said all the dresses I brought were too short so he bought me a dress that #Went down to literally my ankles #But the family friend was gonna be there so I showed it to my mom and she was like #“You’d wear that??? The queen of mini skirts????” And then she IMMEDIATELY clocked me and was like #Ur behaving strangely. U must have a crush. Who is it.#The hot fuckin summer nights that I spent sitting outside w my cousin on the big swing in the garden #The capital when it was drenched in sunset #When my aunt’s husband took me to the University of Baghdad and I got to literally play act being a student there #Which was a profound experience bc it’s the university my mom went to #Sneaking into the library even though u needed a student pass for that (:#Shadowing my uncle in his laboratory #My first ever nishan !!!#No weddings sadly but I got to see the buildup to the wedding so #And I think getting to call the shots and fly solo from the states to Amman and then to Baghdad was sick as hell #My mom never let me fly abroad by myself before and now im probably gonna be going solo all the time #Help I need to go back #Bro I wish I could drop everything #But before I go to Baghdad I’ll probably have to go to Belgium first for my uncle #SO many stops before I get to where I rly wanna be #I never explicitly told my dad im not religious but I think he already knows im full of sin. Memories..#Omg and my bibi’s delicious food

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vynegar · 7 months

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"Albie" (main story 11-21)

At the end of Episode 11 (Part 1), we find out that "Albie" is simply a name that Vyn made up on the spot when Rosa asked. He may have been inspired by his own birth name, Vilhelm Richard Albert de Haspran.

In Chinese, Vyn choose the name "阿明". "阿" is a prefix used to form nicknames, "明" can be a name but also means "bright, clear". In Vyn's Romantic Rail Getaway card "Food for Thought", he tells us the meaning of his name:

You can see the character 明 appear in the word 明亮 ("bright"), although 明 is such a common character that I wouldn't say that this Chinese text alone is enough is sufficient evidence to show the connection between the two names. It's the way that the "Albie" and "阿明" happen to coincide in the name "Albert", which made me take note of Vyn's "careless" choice in name.

If the Chinese name was intended to subtly reference "Albert", I can certainly imagine imagine this as one way to preserve that reference through translation, even if it becomes more obvious. We do have an example of the translation preserving plot-relevant wordplay in a name: Lowe Leare ("Lowly"), originally 萧仁 ("小人", both pronounced "xiao ren" but with different tones). However, there's also an incident of a plot-relevant name being missed through translation, though it was in an event (not the main story) that probably foreshadowed a distant plot point and had infamously bad translation issues.

Anyway, it remains possible that "Albie" is a coincidence. However, after Vyn and Rosa wrap up their conversation about Albie's name, the narration makes a comment on the importance of that moment:

It isn't until the whole case is settled that you are surprised to realize something... You had briefly touched on the key to cracking the case at this very moment.

...which at least gives me enough confidence to not feel silly writing up a whole post about it. We've only seen part of this case, and there's a lot of mystery still surrounding Vyn's behavior so I don't have any definitive hypotheses on why Vyn might have chosen his own name for Albie. Is there something that made Vyn seen himself in Albie? Did the delinquent's attitude remind Vyn of the cruel, stratified world that he was born in? Is he reminded of how people who have imperfections will be tossed aside and abandoned? I guess we'll see when part 2 of this episode is released.

#tears of themis #vyn richter #tot vyn #tears of themis analysis #mo yi #tot translation #thoughts of themis #was the ''albie'' reference really obvious or not?? i honestly have no idea. but it only clicked for me bc i was staring at both versions o #text side-by-side and i was like. WAIT A MINUTE.#doing fan translations is fun bc even after there's an official translation; you might read something almost 2.5 years later that triggers #some deep memories (bc u took so so long to translate and had to agonize over every single word choice oh my god)#god i did my first translations two and a half years ago. sounds CRAZY when you put it like that #but honestly great experience 10/10 i'm always wishing i could go back to that time. also nothing makes me feel more powerful than when i k #know i have an easily searchable script of certain cards thanks to my own translation. it was SO EASY to find that RRG excerpt #hmm should i crosspost to the themis subreddit. i do have an account but i use it mostly to talk about console otome games

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icewindandboringhorror · 1 year

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There's always a slight yearning in the back of my mind wishing I had been born in the right place, time, family situation, income level, etc. to have just lived in one single house for my entire life. Imagine being born in a place that still suits you, even through all of your personal evolutions and etc. The idea of deep familiarity with an area because you've lived and explored it for 40+ years, being encased in a web of memories and connections. Being able to clean out your old childhood bedroom and find personal artifacts, to dig in the yard and remember. I know those lives can still be plenty imperfect, but there's just something so seemingly solid and stable and Grounding about it that I sometimes wish I could have.. (At least from my outside perspective as someone who's moved around a bit geographically and even within the same area, never lives in the same house/ apartment /etc. for more than a few years usually.) Like... having a place that is printed upon, fully your own, rather than chronically a visitor, every thought of a space always tempered with the notion that one day soon you'll have to pack it all up again, etc. There's something peaceful about the permanence.

#I think also because I'm a very nostalgic person - THOUGH not in the way that somep poeple mean when they say nostalgia because I've realiz #ed that to some people apparently it means like.. more of a sad emotional thing? Or when I talk about being nostalgic they say 'me too' and #then describe how they're always depressed dwelling on the past wishing they could revisit it and replaying it and feeling sad and etc.#Whereas for me - it's not in a deep or emotional way at all. It's very detached - kind of like someone who is doing like a scientific #cataloguing of something? I don't feel any remorse or sadness or longing or sitting there sobbing for hours over people/pets I've lost or #etc. It's more like a fun contemplative excercise and extension of self analysis plus just documentation. Like I know your memory fades as #you get older OR even as stuff is actively ongoing humans have terrible recall - even the ones who are less emotional/more focused on #accuracy our minds still twist things or etc. SO I looove to have documentations of everything possible so that in the future I will have #as full and complete of a view of myself as I possibly can. sure the image will undoubtedly be a little distorted but having real evidence #of how something was at a time is very valuable. You look through old messages or letters or something and you always find other alternate #versions of yourself. Not in a worse way like inherently inferior Previous Models Of You who haven't yet been perfected but even just in a #neutral way like 'what they're saying is not a BAd thing but also is not how I would say that today.' etc. ANYWAY I find it really interest #ing to document and remember things and love revisiting the past - not in a sad way - but just like. curiosity. reminiscing and recalling #and filling in gaps. or trying to have the same feeling I felt at a previous time so I can remember what it was. Collecting information for #documentation purposes. Like for example - I would love to go back and tour all of my old childhood houses/apartments. Not to like #sit in the middleof them and cry and go 'ohhh my childhood waughhh' - but literally because I want to take detailed photographs so I #can remeber exatly what they looked like and recreate them in sims or some other digital way. Why? idk. just to gather the information. If #I ever live to like 80 years old and I'm still reflecting on my life curious about the dteails of it. I want to be able to fire up my #ancient windows 10 laptop I've kept all these years and open up the sims 4 and tour my old home with accuracy etc. ??#Not sure why really. Maybe an extension of how I generally care a lot about having an 'accurate' view of things? Like I would rather be #accurate than be happy. I don't understand 'ignorance is bliss' because I would always rather know. I always always in any situation am mor #focused on 'what is the well researched practical truth' than about 'how does this make me feel' or etc. Truth above ALL else even if it #were to make me miserable. Aka why I'm a 'boring' 'annoying' 'UM actually..' type of killjoy lol because it's very hard for me to understan #that some people can enjoy something or have a good time even not knowing the full facts of a situation or etc. BUT anyway. since that is #some core driver of my personality for whatever reason (just the plague of ennegram type 5 perhaps lol) maybe that also drives me to my #kind of minor obsession with like 'I must have a complete view and calatoguing of my life that is as accurate as possible within the means #i have' . Is it REALLY important for me to know the exact layout of on of my first childhood bedrooms? no. materially it does nothing for m #in life. BUT hey. it would make a great addition to the Accurate Life Story Catalogue lol. ANYWAY.. But I think a lot of wanting to live in #one place forever is not just the ease of documentation. but the sense of having a constant. Much of what i crave most in life is stability #& familiarity &routine bc of how my brain works. And it just would feel so good to be Settled. Never uproot again. One little place FOREVER

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deus-ex-mona · 21 days

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i miss her…

#cant believe i forgot about her till the photobook q&a im so sorry witch mona~~~~~~~#press f for honeypre atelier gachas it was gone too soon™️#(currently e x t r e m e l y worried and stressed for tomorrow like never before b u t i have to appear like im fine sobs save me monachann)#(can i go on a stress-prompted tangent here about something inane? no? toooo bad im gonna go off anyway~~~~)#ok so. like. since witch mona is the image i have up ‘ere and since it’s still 七月… today’s tangent will be on irl spooky stories!!#s o. presenting a decently repressed memory from my childhood that resurfaced while i was hibernating at home:#anyways. well. thoughts about the afterlife can vary from person to person yes? there’s no one true correct belief after all #but the one question that unites us all is probably the one and only ‘are ghosts real?’#and well. for personal reasons i think so. i mean i’ve seen this one dude i hate get possessed a couple of times so welp. cant deny it ig.#wild story about that actually. back in the day my family’s finances were allegedly doing so badly that [dude i hate] had to pick up #a *c e r t a i n* side hustle for extra cash. that side hustle? literal grave digging at the cemetary. at night no less #and *ofc* he wasn’t respectful about it in the least so ofc some spirits followed him home. yay. free roommates.#one(?) of them even took residence in my room at the time and im 80% sure they ate my history textbook :( much sads #anyways well once that guy had too much to drink (which was rather often tbh) he’d get possessed. fun!#the only possession i ever saw was the n-rarity angry ghost who’d just huff and puff in silence with unfocused eyes most of the time #he’d occasionally put on a leather jacket too. but that was like a r-rarity event that didn’t happen that often #my mother had the chance to also witness the mosquito (who tried to barge into my room for fresh blood) and the 姑娘 (self-explanatory)#which is kinda unfair tbh. i wanted to see the ur-rarity ones too :( mostly bc it’d be funny to see a guy i hate act ooc (impure intentions)#oh right. how did we get the dude out of his possession? we just shook his arm really hard. prolly caused some lasting effects but who know #i think he could also just sleep off the possession but idk i was asleep for the ur-rarity incidents.#cant ask the one witness of it bc i dont want to bring back unnecessary flashbacks of [guy we hate]#anyways it’s been years since we moved out from that place and i still want my history textbook back. mostly for the principle of it but—#and so that’s the tangent of the day. i feel weirdly less stressed now thanks witch mona #i do wonder how my grandparents are faring on this 七月 though…#b u t !!!!! tomorrow’s date on the lunar calendar says it’s an auspicious day for wishful activity and starting a new job!!! so… maybe~~~~?#hauauauauauauauuauaaaaaa anyways insane tangent over stream mona’s new album ok bye #oops forgor to disable rbs i hate how easy it is to forget to use this function man

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coffeelomort · 1 month

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The live show was absolutely amazing! All the 3D models were stunning, and the seiyuus were so fun and talented. Since fitting 18 3D models onto the screen would be a nightmare, they had the seiyuus who were there sing Bouquet of Wishes!!!

(Ah... I got to hear Kajiwara Gakuto and Hyuga Saku sing live...)

Since I bought a more expensive ticket, I got the Red Bouquet shirt they've been showing off in the livestreams.

They'll be releasing a Blu-Ray with all three performances & presumably the seiyuu fan meetings through Victor Online Store and Animate, so keep your eye out for that!

(Hello Kitty also came on stage and I could've cried, honestly, it was so cute)

#fragaria memories #fragaria events #i could cry it was so fun #also you didn't hear it from me but they mentioned noir bouquet ep 2 #i wish i could go tomorrow too but i have work on monday #would ppl be interested in like... some kind of raffle for a blu-ray copy

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monty-glasses-roxy · 1 month

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Ya know, I said it offhandedly in the tags of the last post but I'm wondering what a Chica themed cookbook would include now. Pizza is the obvious one, same with cake and cupcakes. She has some canon stuff with something about chowder, Chica chug, Chica bites, uhhhh the uhhh skinny taco from Help Wanted 2, lemon Chicabars, the blendee, and whatever else she normally has I dunno. Her Fizzy Faz flavour is pink lemonade so there's that too...

She's then got the whole mazercise thing, so fruit smoothies and just general stuff with fruit is probably gonna work. Obviously she's a chicken, so there's that too.

Honestly, I can see her having a cake section where she tells the recipes to her friend's favourite cakes. So the obvious would be carrot cake for Bonnie then I dunno a lemon lime cheesecake for Monty or something?

I think the thing about a Chica cookbook is that it's just so easy to visualise and work with that it would be kind of hard to get it wrong, and yet, this isn't a real thing that exists for some reason??

#damn I wish I knew about a bunch of cooking stuff cause like. I would maybe love to make a lil zine for this #I still could but just for things I know how to make like jam and uhhhhh #I can't believe I'm drawing a blank can I really think of nothing else????#oh I know about muffins kind of (memory is meh) and I made a cheesecake once so...?#I dunno! maybe that's the next little project I do! bunch of little paper zines scanned in for anyone to have if they want it #and it's all just recipes I know or things I found online that fit in eight panels #that could be fun and I've been meaning to play around with zines so... maybe I could actually #could be fun! who knows! if I do this I'm absolutely gonna ask for recipes too cause like. I don't know many lmao #and people always have good recipes hanging around even if it's just 'the perfect cheese toastie' ya know?#I'm pretty hungry now so imma gooooo but ya know I need you all to know this is in my brain now and it might not leave #I'm so offended on Chica's behalf by the audacity of this cookbook that I might make several little zines for her #I know some really easy ones actually that could definitely fit in eight panels so who knows! maybe!#we shall see!!! okay bye #glamrock chica #I FORGOT TO TAG HER CHICA FANS GET OVER HERE AND HELP ME BRAINSTORM FOOD FOR OUR FAVOURITE CHICKEN

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thedrotter · 3 months

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Do any of you remember a Youtube video about Re:Kinder talking about how the game is seen and percieved by some people (mostly touching upon and arguing against how it has been treated insensitively as some sort of weird legend like "ooo disturbing game with a hidden truth behind it" due to it's creator being dead), as well as talking about the charm of the game (even mentioning it's art at some point) and sadness of the themes without spoiling anything at the same time?? I remember the video avoided saying any spoilers at all and only touched on the literal plot as the kids being stuck in a dire situation in the town with all the adults dead without really getting into the why (it didn't even say one of the kids themselves was the cause— as thus, spoiler free), other than that it just touched on the emotional side of it and vaguely mentioned some scenes.

i also remember at some point the later half (at the very least if not in all of it) of the video, music by Siinamota was playing in the background. Does anyone remember seeing a video like this?

I can't seem to find it anywhere and don't even remember the exact year I watched it.😭 It was the way I found out about this game a while ago, which eventually ended up in me playing it, and I really wish I could watch it again. I thought it was a deleted video by someone called hazel as it was mentioned by a lot of people, but I found that one and it isnt it.😓 I'm wondering if anyone remembers watching something along the lines of what im describing and knows if it's still up.

#re:kinder #not art #posting this because naw i am desperate ive been looking for this video for months #i genuinely thought it could be the hazel video but it wasnt and now im back at where i started...😞#if its still up i cannot find it on youtube #but i wonder if anyone even recalls watching this at all because im worried my memory is playing with me😞#itd be rather weird though because i do recall it very vividly. it struck with me in a way i managed to remember the game by name later on #looking back on my memory of it it was a really nice video. i do agree on what it said of how people seem to treat this game #the video was really trying to make people see and appreciate the game and the themes itself instead of the glorified urban legend idea ofi #because it is true that people treat it as some “disturbing fun fact” that someone died as if it was all his legacy was😞#i dont remember it being the high quality standard editing known of video essays nowadays #oh thats all i can say i dont recall much its been a while and i dont know how much a while is ...😞#id be very happy to know if anyone can recognize anything at all. that video really got imprinted into my memory #it left me very emotional even as it didnt even tell me much about the game it still managed to express the feelings of it #ou shoutout to this video forever i love you thank you for informing me of this awesome game while letting me go blind #i was up for a ride #i wish i could see it again #really showed me one of the ending scenes and i had NO IDEA I HAD NO IDEA #oh my god what a good video i had no idea yet i was so devastated #thats all i can convey im not sure if saying “it made a deep emotional impression on me” is a good descriptor to find a video i cant find #i dont know if anyone who has seen it would have felt as emotional as i had but im not sure how else to put it

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theheroinewashere · 3 days

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Sometimes I think about just disappearing forever.

#i… l don’t know why I’m here #I don’t want to be here yet #Why did I do this #i am thinking violent thoughts on an autumn night #And I don’t know why I thought it would be different now #Nothing really has changed #Tumblr still makes me feel unlovable #And I still don’t know how to change that #No matter who I talk to #Or how much #It still feels like I’m missing a part of me #And I don’t know what to do about it #I’ve been gone because I have been having trouble with remembering what parts of me are parts of me because they are me #And what parts of me are here to impress people #I never think that whatever’s left of the ‘true me’ is good enough for anyone #And even if I’m not thinking about impressing people and actively trying to counteract it #I still can’t tell how much of me is me #I wasn’t able to access some memories for a while #You might think that they were bad memories locked away for my peace of mind #But they were good memories that I couldn’t remember #I could bearly remember anything where I had control in them #It’s not fun when you feel out of control of your own mind #When even your thoughts turn against you #And you can’t even remember who you are #You are just the mask you made for everyone else’s comfort #I’ve been trying to work on this #That’s why I’ve been gone #I thought I had made progress #But I have been wrong before #I really wish I didn’t care this much about what other people think… or don’t think about me

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pipskippy · 5 months

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theres something abt suzaku and lelouch that makes for really nice atmospheric dreams for me i think it’s a big part of why cg has stuck with me lolll. very fitting actually bc i originally watched it because i kept having dreams about it and got curious…

#it’s interesting to see which things i get into end up being inspiration for memorable or atmospheric dreams…hxh for example i have many #fond dreams of from back when i thought about it more often and deeply and 999 i have a few dreams that stuck with me that are mostly about #the plot or events of the game rather than the characters like usual #as well as being about pretending i don’t know everything about the characters and events to blend in with the cast lolll #but dungeon meshi which i like about a thousand times more than cg hasn’t had that many great dreams so far #i can only think of one that’s really stuck with me although i have definitely had dm ish dreams and i remember them #maybe it’s just because i only read it about 3 months ago now but still it’s interesting to me #pip speaks #dream diary #oh btw the one that stuck with me was basically pov you’re kabru working as a server at a cafe where they arrange desserts in front of you #and having to figure out whos order was whose based on observing the guests. it was very fun like the restaurant video games i used to play #and senshi was the owner of the restaurant giving kabru tips since he was new #i wish i could share the vivid dream/good dream memory ability bc whenever i talk about it ppl are like yeah i don’t dream or #i don’t dream about characters i like. and i really like when it happens so i want more people to be able to do it. sadly i have no idea how

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i-may-be-an-emu · 9 months

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no thoughts head empty? Nah fam many thoughts head full

(For me)

#I wish I could stop thinking #a lot of the thoughts are lokius tho so its okay #adhd #It's like my thinking is on autopilot or that I can have like 7 strands of thoughts at the same time that overlap #and not one of them is coherant 😊#so fun #Like sometimes it's just random words too #Just singular words popping into my head spiced up with memories after I think of it #my brain is so loud but I kinda like it #until #you know #the horrors come :)

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lesbianlenas · 2 months

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having adhd is literally such a curse…just thinking abt all the stuff i’m going to be doing next semester & i’m like the hardest part of it is truly just trying to get myself to do things at all. like most of the time i avoid things completely bc of adhd and everything seeming like an impossible soul crushing task but i committed myself to a lot of stuff this upcoming semester that i WANT to do & it’s like i know i will be wishing i could scoop my brain out of my body by week 3 bc i hate doing things it’s so hard 😭 when i tell u all if it weren’t for ritalin i would have been so fucked last yr it’s not even funny. i would work for 5 hrs and then the second my ritalin started wearing off i’d be like i can’t do this anymore i’m going to die getting distracted like agonizing to read a sentence it’s so bad. like SO bad. it shouldn’t be almost physical painful to force ur brain to focus on reading a sentence. the way that i thought that was normal for so much of my life. insane.

#michelle speaks #obvs this applies to things i enjoy too there r so many things i start for fun & never finish #like the painting i’m trying to finish now i started over a yr ago & then didnt touch for a whole yr 😩#but those types of things i can’t just not touch again & it doesn’t matter vs what i do for school obvs does #& it’s hard bc i always want to do things esp w law school i really want to get the most out of it #i really like my law school i enjoy law as a subject i want to gain experience & learn etc it is certainly not due to disinterest #it is truly just that if i have to do a task my brain HATES it. this is why i couldn’t study as a child fr.#i am just lucky that i have a great memory when i pay attention & am good at memorizing that’s why i still did so well in school #bc i have always been so agonized being in classes doing homework/readings having to study it’s like hacking my brain to pieces #it’s prob even worse bc i also have depression. but point being i HATE it #and i didn’t even hate learning i actually enjoyed going to school but having to sit there for 40 mins or more and listen is not fun #i wish i could do things i want to do w/o it being like a death sentence.

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drewlyyours · 1 year

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CURSE OF BLACKMOOR MANOR FANCAST

ND #11

Jane Penvellyn - McKenna Grace

Ethel Bossiny - Elizabeth Debicki

Letitia Drake - Glenn Close

Nigel Mookerjee - Rahul Kohli

Linda Penvellyn - Kate Winslet

My actions ensure that my name will endure to the end. Penvellyn.

MHM, TRT, FIN, SSH, DOG, CAR, DDI, SHA

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shima-draws · 8 months

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It's so much fun to see your commentary on one piece :D I have read one piece for years and never had really anyone to scream about it so it's really fun seeing your comments and it's nice to remember the arcs. Bon is gold <3

!! Aww thank you! It's been a ton of fun for me to live blog it all too, getting to share my experience with you guys has been so special <3 There's always something so exciting about watching someone experience media you love for the first time. It's not quite the same as when you first experienced it yourself, but it's fulfilling for sure!

#Shima answers questions #To this day I still wish I could erase my memory of my first playthrough of Violet #So I can play it and experience the Emotions all over again #Anyway. I'm glad you guys are having as much fun as I am <3 #One Piece #nokkosprinsessa

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silverwhittlingknife · 1 year

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superboy: the man of tomorrow 1 spoilers

(it's just one panel but below the cut just in case)

memory identification: go!

#dc spoilers #memory identification CHALLENGE #okay so: obviously there's the 'waking up in cadmus'#the friends don't seem like a reference to anything - i mean ig it could be donna's death but i think they're just a generic memory #or possibly it's yj:dc and there's just nothing that actually happened to reference?#i think that's tara dying #and then the last one: match punching him?or is it superboy-prime punching him?#(to be conner is to be constantly getting punched by alternate superboys dsfdsfs)#anyway (despite this one angsty panel) this was fun and zippy #v. light-hearted and not a whole lot to it - looks like it'll be space adventure + punching-stuff #there isn't enough here to really hook me but the art is cute and conner's narration is bouncy #so if they keep putting it on the app i'll probably keep reading #i really wish. mm. okay WARNING RANT INCOMING this is kind of tangential and maybe it's just the comics that i pick up #but i feel like of the few modern comics i've picked up - a lot of them are very light on the characters having concrete problems #even problems as simple as 'getting bad grades in school' or 'have to lie to my dad' or 'need a job to pay the rent'#like. i feel like tim in robin '93 had concrete problems that couldn't be solved with a pep talk and 'you just gotta believe in yourself'#dick in nightwing '97 - same! concrete personal life problems that could not be resolved by a pep talk!#and i really miss. like. characters experiencing dilemmas or having to make trade-offs #and just generally i miss a bit more realism - like. conner feels unneeded. okay? so?#shouldn't he be going to school or something? why is costume-stuff top of mind? where are the authority figures/external forces?#i think these kinds of intensely-internal problems can work in non-visual fiction bc you're in the character's head BUT #comics are largely visual and everything with real emotional punch works way better if it's concrete things that i can see #anyway that's just my personal preferences though and it's not superboy's fault!#conner's never been a realistic character - he had goofy merchandising and was a kid celebrity and so forth #and although i didn't read his preboot solo i don't think he ever went to school there either? except in adventure comics?#so he seems very well-suited to plucky space-adventure #and i wish him the best. go forth and prosper conner!! punch those aliens!!

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iamunabletothinkofablogname · 3 months

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All /p and /aff

IM SO SORRY I FORGOR TO ANSWER THIS CUS I KEPT OPENING AND CLOSING IT /GEN [like the last ask-]

indigo: been getting it since 1st grade [on and off though], it's not getting anybetter 😍🔥 /silly /hj eitherway i am going again soon! my mum is booking it on our next appointment thingy ALSO IF I'M A MOOD AND I NEED HELP THAT MEANS YOU NEED HELP TOO /lh /hj /npa purple: Same :333 ty! lavender: :'3 /pos pink: NUHUH >:] yellow:

the americans got to me /silly red: <333333333 [i am very happy we are platonically married :3 /gen /npa]

fuschia: and that's amazing+enough+you matter+ ily /p rose gold: check the mirror :3 [aka the same goes for you your so cool wtf] black: OUR BATTLE WILL BE LEGENDARY

#you give me gremlin vibes in a /vpos way #like killing people but it's okay because your amazing #ask #godofautism #i want to will myself to have romantic attraction at least but the fictional characters stole it dudette #omg story time #i used to actually have like frens that would constantly sleep over #[i was in primary school but it was a core memory]#and leik #at night we'd sneak out when our parents slept #and we'd just start fighting eachother #like full on punching #[our area was diff than here and much safer]#it was so fun omfg #I WISH I COULD DRAG MY MOOTS THRU THE SCREEN AND LIKE HAVE FIGHTS BUT IN A FUN WAY NOT IN A *I WILL KILL* WAY #ALSO I THINK I ACCIDENTALLY SENT ONE OF THEM TO THE HOSPITAL BECUS THE POOR BOY HAD A LIVER CONDITION AND PUNCHED IT AND I DIDNT KNOW AND #i tottally didnt zone out in the middle of this

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