#i’m insane i’m insane i’m insaneeeee

[stardial]

good morning everyone….. ^_^

[spineless-lobster]

*crawling out of a cave, shaking and covered in blood, gasping for air*

I… I finished epic the musical…..

[lewishcmilton]

I WON OMGG

[lesbianpegbar]

NO CHENG XIAOSHI GET ON THE BOAT YOU HAVE TO GET ON THE BOAT OR YOULL MESS WITH THE TIMELINE CHENG XIAOSHI NOOO

[pluviophile-imagines]

So so sorry (not sorry at all) for the person I’ll become on Friday (when the new dragon prince season comes out and I go batshit insane over Aaravos)

[nztsume]

Just saw successions s3 final and when I tell you MY JAW DROPPED….

[mattscoquette]

my experience meeting the triplets/ going to their tour ౨ৎ ⋆.˚ ✧

first i just wanna say, i am so so so insanely grateful to have attended both tours and to have met them twice. i’m not trying to brag or anything but a lot of people ask me and i figured it be easier for me to make one post rather than answer inbox questions a million times that get lost.

2/5/23 - let’s trip tour

i met the triplets for the first time during the let’s trip tour. i vividly remember being at work when the tickets went on sale and i was gonna go w my coworker but things fell thru and i went alone, and that alr was nerve wrecking enough. but i met a lot of cool people on line and everyone was super friendly. i got the pre-show small talk package, so i got to meet them before i saw them on stage. i also wrote them letters (idk if they ever opened them) but it was honestly fate when i stopped to drop them off in the present bin because there was a group of three girls in front of me so i wasn’t super rushed when i was meeting each triplet.

i met chris first! i was soooooo nervous but the second i started talking it all went away. the first thing i noticed was how small they are irl and immediately after was how fucking good chris smelled 😭 he was soo sweet. i told him how i loved watching their videos w my mom and that she was his favorite. i can’t rlly remember what else i talked about him with, and i tried to screen record my camera but i didn’t turn the mic on so i lost all the audio 😭😭

next was matttttt the loml. i was immediately soo comfortable around him, i was literally just talking like a normal conversation without even thinking. i asked him how the tour was going and he told me he was sad it was ending soon. and then i told him how one of my best friends is a triplet and we talked about that, he told me his dad is a twin and that everyone thinks he nick and chris are identical but they aren’t. he was so sweet and really listen to what you have to say, i had such a nice time talking with him.

when i met nick my auto pilot like shut off and i froze 😭😭 i literally out loud was like “i am so nervous” and he was so sweet about it, he hugged me a second time and was like “no don’t be it’s okay!” lmfaoo. i didn’t get to talk to him as long but i remember him telling me it was super nice to meet me after.

on line for the red carpet, i met madi! she was just walking around the venue, and she was over by me and i asked for a photo. she was soo sweet (and so pretty irl omfg). i didn’t wait in line for the red carpet for very long, i got merch, and then i did my photo w them :,) tbh i honestly don’t lovee it because i rlly don’t look the best in it lolol. bur ill pull thru and show u all. but this was back when u got to pick ur own poses and we all did hearts with one another (idk if that makes sense) and i stood next to my mannn😛😛

i look so diff now like i actually hate how i look when i met them but that’s beside the point 😭😭 but they all looked sooooo good. also for reference im about 5’3-5’4ish.

show-wise, it was sm more fun than the versus tour tbh. i got to see yung pleit perform and he opened w miss me and everyone was going insaneeeee. i was literally like one person behind the baracade, i was so close it was so so so cool. the triplets went on for maybe twenty minutes but they read the question i asked them which was so cool. and mary lou, jimmy, justin, and nate were all at my show!! they were on the balcony above the stage and were waving to us it was so cute. i had such a fun time at this show i wish i could go back

10/9/23 - the versus tour

this show was soooooo so so so special to me. i was going through a really really hard time. and this show made me so happy and gave me such a nice break from everything. this show wasn’t as close as the first show so i went to with my mom (she was team orange lol). i also got to meet some old online friends i made which was so nice :,) like the last tour, i got pre-show small talk. my only complaint though is that when i bought tickets backstage wasn’t available, some friends and i called the venue and they told us there was no backstage , but there actually was :( but im still sooooo grateful i got to meet them!

the order was the same as last time- chris, matt, then nick. i was so nervous about meeting them again, i literally almost forgot to take a pic w chris LMFAO. he was so sweet, he asked me how i was doing, if i was excited, all that good stuff. this time was a lot more rushed than the first, but i still got a decent amount of time with each triplet. i also got them each to draw me my fav angel numbers to get tattooed, i still haven’t gotten it yet but when i do i’ll post it :)

i was sooo nervous to meet matt again lmfao but as soon as i went up to him i felt fine. i complemented his outfit (he had on his white eeyore jacket 😭😭 so cute) and we took our picture and when i was leaving he told me it was rlly nice to meet me :,)) he is sooooooo pretty irl like his eyes r so blue and his earrings r so sparkly i was literally like in a trance. omfg.

nick was soo sweet he gave me such a big hug and was so smiley and asked how i was doing, same as chris. he also rested his head on mine when we took our pic togetherrr. he was so so kind.

my show was a monday so they had uploaded a podcast while i was on line for the red carpet, so i listened to that a bit while waiting. this tour we had pre-picked poses, but i did the hearts again. i stood in between matt and chris, and i said i wanted hearts and matt immediately did half the heart and put his arm around me so we did the heart tgth 😭😭

lowk not a fan of this pic either but :( so sweet. i love them so much. i also wore platform shoes this time lol so that gave me some height.

the show was so good! so much more entertaining than what the triplets did the first time. it was very engaging, and so fun to watch. lowk bitter i didn’t get picked to be matt’s teammate but we move. anyway. each challenge was so fun, me and my friend knew almost all the trivia questions they did 😭😭 and jenga was sooo stressful to watch lmfao it was so close the whole time, i think we had one of the longest jenga shows of the tour lmfao. chris ended up winning bc matt dropped the jenga tower and they were both tied. it was such a fun experience im so grateful to have gone !

© mattscoquette

[mutechild]

i’m so insane about raj and vincent and voltaire. ‘vincent’ attacked raj and raj’s reaction is to calmly ask him about What That Was, and when vincent explained that it was voltaire raj told him that it Was in fact vincent’s body, that the puppet didn’t attack him, but still believed that vincent wasn’t in control or was at least genuinely scared of what he might’ve done/might do. so they both fucking agreed to tie him up in raj’s house like that’s INSANE but it’s so fucking SWEET!!! raj believed him he wanted him to be SAFE vincent is finally telling people about that abusive puppet and he’s GETTING HELP! PEOPLE ARE HELPING HIM ADJSDJGJDDJFJ THIS PODCAST MAKES ME INSANEEEEE

[prodbyton]

oh my god but IMAGINE anton’s been away on tour and you’ve been rlly missing him, feeling needy for him but he can’t help so you just don’t bother bc you can’t feel good without him whether it’s his touch or his voice :( one night he’s all alone as he decided to go swimming in the hotel pool and he tells you to be ready after he’s done so you get ready to call, wearing pretty lingerie for him. when you call he’s in awe of how beautiful you are (not that he didn’t already know!) and he’s just praising you so much!!! and god did he look good too, he was wearing a tight t-shirt which showed off his body and grey joggers which lowkey made u go insane but ANYWAY he starts giving you instructions, first telling you to play with your tits and eventually telling you to touch yourself for him as he tells you what he’d do to you, the contrast between the dirty words and his soft voice driving you insane. he’d praise you so much too being like “you’re so pretty for me”, “that’s a good girl, do as i say” and more. and when you’d be close he’d talk you through it while you were close to tears from the pleasure he was giving you, even from far away. and when you came for him he’d laugh softly and say i’m so proud of you, my pretty girl” and would tell you how to look after yourself after. he’s just so sweet i’m going INSANEEEEE - 🌷

oh gosh 🫦🤫

he would be so sweet but so evil, like propping his camera up so you could see all of him and telling you to do the same, he’s touching himself but under his clothes so you cant see him. he’s giving you instructions on how to touch yourself, controlling the speed of your touches while his voice rings through your ears. it makes you lightheaded almost, he looks so good with his face flushed and his red ears, mouth open slightly with his eyes glossed over. he’d make you edge yourself, when you were close he’s telling you to move your fingers off your clit to play with your nipples for him, watching the way you tremble and clench around nothing.

once he lets you cum he’s so sweet, praising you and making sure you take care of yourself after, even orders you food and stays on the phone with you until you fall asleep <3

[sturn-saturn]

the olympics got me in my feels so bad. just bc their in paris and it’s supposed to be the city of love doesn’t mean they have the right to make me feel shitty bc i’m single like leave me alone y’all are supposed to be doing sports not making out on camera omg bro 🙄. and i’m so pressed about mondo duplantis (pole vaulter) bc idk that was my man first i’ve been fully in love with this man since worlds last year and he decides to beat his own wr and win gold AND run to his gf after barely touching the ground to hug and kiss her. THAT SHOULD BE ME I HATE EVERYTHING AND EVERY1 THATS MY MAN AND THEIR POSTING CUTE TIKTOKS TOGETHER AND IM GOING INSANE😭 like i never would have ever been within like 5,000 miles of him but still my man girl don’t play with me. but i’m just a hater anyway bc their kinda cute but still idc he was my man first i didn’t see her last year and i was there not her IT SHOULDVE BEEN ME OMG i need to take my phone away from myself i’m crazy. anyways love you don’t mind me i’m totally fine 🫠

OMG YESSSS MONDO IS SO FINEEEEE. him running to his gf after barely touching the ground is one of my many favorite moments of the olympics tbh. and sunisa lee is INSANEEEEE. i’ve literally had a crush on her since i saw her on tv back in 2021 she’s wifey

[eurydicees]

ok so i love the “we are the protagonists of the world” an ABNORMAL amount but the fukurodani-mujinazaka game has so many other BANGER lines that i think we forget in the face of that one. like. that whole game makes me so fucking insane. i want to unpack the whole thing so so so bad but i am so tired all the time.

but like. some other insaneeeee lines:

“don’t let them break you bokuto.” (kuroo, chp. 330)

“the idle fleeting thought that he was a star crossed my mind.” (akaashi about bokuto, chp. 331)

“bokuto is the kind of person that compels you to give it your all, because you know he’s giving it his all” (akaashi, chp. 331)

then the full context of the protagonists line, which i think gets forgotten a lot and it deserves BETTER: “no matter what other people may say, we are the protagonists of the world. but it wasn’t like i chose to go to fukurodani with great ambition in my heart. i am glad i could be at fukurodani.” (akaashi, chp. 331)

“how laughably presumptuous of myself. as if someone like me could sway the game…with a star before my eyes, all there is left for me to do is to ‘play as i have always done, and deliver.’ …the only things you can control are your own thoughts and actions.” (akaashi, chp. 333)

“the whole world is on my side!” (bokuto, chp. 334)

“to be able to enjoy oneself, is what it truly means, to be the strongest.” (kiryuu, chp. 334)

“i don’t have an iota of confidence in myself. but, i have confidence in the fact that i’ve been blessed by good teammates.” (kiryuu, chp. 334)

“it’s painful. i’m scared. i’m afraid of losing. and other people’s opinions of me—i don’t have the time to be thinking of such things. it takes everything i have just to keep up with this man. it takes everything i have to play volleyball.” (kiryuu about bokuto, chp. 335)

“it’s not easy to give your 100 percent during a a game. but akaashi? from you…i want your 120 percent.” (bokuto, chp. 336)

anyways i’m normal about this game i’m so normal about it i read it a normal amount of times per month and i am soooooo okay and fine about all of this and if it doesn’t get animated i will be a regular amount of upset about it

[polycharismas]

if colopale makes new pjsk units, what “aesthetic” would you like them to have? honestly i need more “edgy”/25ji-esque units idk if they’re a boy or a girl band plsplspls i’m a huge sucker for “edgy” units

YOU ARE SOOOOO RIGHT i tjink . edgy aesthetic centered with classical type of music would make me insane in the head forever I dont know? how exactly that would work for like covers and stuff But . twitches . i wluld like it very much . OH MY GOD I TJINK ELECTRONIC FOCUSED MUSIC WOULD ALSO MAKE ME INSANEEEEE or some breakcore typa shit . YEP . even then i believe the current balance in aesthetics and music genre of the units is awesome rn but i would LOOOOVE to see other ideas for units being explored perhaps after the stories of the first five units conclude and they create more original characters . like bandori did . Yep .

[dreamwritersworld]

Ok guys this may sound insane but I’m thinking of making a small ‘what if?’ story based off of ‘the chore’…What if Y/n died and never made it back home when Jake left her to die…? How could Tuk deal…?

Omg I can’t- girl the tears that will come out of this is insaneeeee

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[allfortzu]

THE SATZU OMFG YOURE INSANEEEEE i’m gonna read it forever now byeee

AW THANK YOU 😭😭😭 i rlly dont think it's any good and i was def a little insane (the bad kind) when i wrote that but I'm so so happy you enjoyed it 🥹🫶

[nerdyenby]

Blue time :D I’m watching H

Pregame

We love the confidence :))

H is hungover, this can only go well /lh

Dave 3v1!!!

Callum is MCC’s collective imaginary friend, real and true

H sounded like such an angry parent when he said Shane’s name lmao

Callum: “Hello team!!” Kara and Sausage: “Hello” Callum: “and- and others others” H and Pete: “that’s me!!” I love this pre-event practice amalgams of a group :)))

Callum telling Shane he can’t name two things Callum is better at than him and Shane just calling him handsome

This is so chaotic, I’m so happy right now you guys

Tubbo is such a menace

“I didn’t even know it was freaking March” “it’s May” “ITS MAY?!???” realest thing tubbo’s ever said lol

This call is such a mess /pos

TUBBO BANNED LMAO

Oh this team is gonna be so chill, I’m so ready

Eret being so confused about Krinios “winning” $1.5k

Ryan breaking their monitor with a controller 😭😭😭

Rocket Spleef

Them talking about how Jojo was on both the first all-women and all-spanish teams

“Who do is still need to collect?” “Collect?!? Like they’re trading cards” “They are trading cards to me” 😂😂😂

I could totally see H doing a TCG pack opening stream

“I don’t think, I just do” *immediately falls to the bottom of the map*

I agree with H saying RSR is a bad first game, it think belongs mid-event

“No one’s dead yet, I don’t like that” “I’ll be the first if you want” Ryan 😂

I actually love the compass idea so much

HOW did H die there??? Lmao

Eret movement game anti, as she should

That was a solid third round

Everyone being so happy for/proud of Ryan getting top ten :))

TGTTOSAWAF

Talking about the lack of game music “Alone with the demons in my mind” Ryan 😭

The Krinios puns are so bad /pos

“I’m gonna say it, I’m gonna say it” “Say what?” “I hate tgttos” the entire team: *surprised pikachu face*

I never wanted to hear “sexy chicken, baby” come out of Cub’s mouth, ever

Parkour Warrior

“God, I love that logo” based!!!

Philza made minecraft, real and true

Are you “I need music in my brain 24/7” adhd or “forgot music existed for two weeks once” adhd

The twitch rivals shade 😂😂😂

I too love the moving platforms but I also feel like I could cry if I was trying real hard and couldn’t get it

The absolute silence after “‘the edgy posts’ follow me on twitter” 😂

The “hi Cub… bye Cub” is sending me

“Don’t explode Ry- uh, Eret” “I’ll try not to” “I will, however, explode” Ryan 😂

“That’s my bad, guys” “What do you mean it’s your bad, it’s our bad, we both suck” Eret my beloved

Parkour Tag

Parkour tag my beloathed /aff

H did so good against lime!! He got all three in 35 seconds!!!

H’s comms are insane

I love how there’s not really a designated leader here, like H might be the default assumption but they’re really all equals in how they interact and communicate. It’s not a given that a certain person in is igl, they ask/say “ok I’m gonna take charge here” when applicable, I love them

Cub don’t know his lefts and rights /lh

17 SECONDS???? THEYRE INSANEEEEE

Cub’s jukes!!!

H getting onto Ryan for not carrying hard enough 😂

Grid Runners

I’ll say it every single time, grid runners is a freaking amazing game

Eret immediately crashing oh my lord

That was painful to watch 😬

“Sorry about that guys” “Nah, now we have fun” I love H, he’s not taking any of Eret’s apologies

Good comms :)))

Listen to Eret 😭😭😭

H misunderstanding the task and talking over everyone else, that’s my streamer /lh

Best grid runners in history lmao

NOT LAST!!! :D

Meltdown

I too would die for HBomb94, so true Ryan

Awww lime flanked

Yeah that was a solid play

Eret going through it, rip

That was such a good fight against orange

Ayyyy first place!!!!

H’s flank there was INSANE

The purple/Purpled distinction messed em up lol

One of the most fun meltdowns I’ve seen :))

Eret needs to stop beating herself up about not getting better at movement, doesn’t she have dyspraxia? They literally can’t help it

Survival Games

Ryan just wanting to sot with H :((

I was gonna say it’s impressive that they all got out of that alive and then bam

Rip

H hyping up sand keepers, as he should!!!!

Sot antis only take Ls

Sands of Time

H encouraging Walli <333

Ryan getting full on yelled at for saying they’re gonna offhand carpet 😂

I don’t like how quiet Eret’s being but I trust him

They’re all so attentive and on top of it :)))

THEYRE SO GOATED!!

“It’s the last game, Ryan, have a little fun” “okay” “Play a little risky, have fun” “okay” his freaking voice

“I trust you” “Youre good a minecraft, I believe in you boss” “really?” Ryan is peak 🥹 energy

They’re swimming in sand

RIP IT CUB!!!!

We’re having so much fun here

YOOOOOOOOOOOO

6KKKKKKKKKK

DUBFAN!!!!!!!!!!!

That felt so freaking good, I’m so happy man

Dodgebolt

They’re all so excited for red :))

People predicted blue low?? I placed them first lol

“I’ve never actually spoken to Wallibear, so I’m gonna say that I hope he’s a great guy”

The confusion over Capitan’s skin is killing me lol

“We english speakers SUCK” real

Hi Illumina :)))

H gently elbowing Cub into believing in himself lmao

Let’s all team with Illumina

They’re like kids fighting over the most popular toy

I would actually love to see a 5-player team event, it would be so fun and so scuffed if they just barely changed anything

Great vibes great times :)))

[m1ckeyb3rry]

Honestly me neither but apparently Aryu stans exists?? I mean they must if they keep making merch for them SHSHGSSH

YAY omg congrats!!! Touching grass pays off LMAO another Mira W!!

Oh WHAT ok then well, I guess ever platform has its issues LOL now I see why Ao3 authors always feel the need to explain their absence (the insane ones are so funny but also genuinely crazy like wdym you almost died but are updating in the hospital bed??? Go rest??) Glad you don’t get people harassing you like that anymore because if it were me I’d probably end up ditching the piece altogether unless I was writing it for myself HAHA

“Do you want me to kill myself me honest” IS INSANEEEEE HONESTLY THAT COMEBACK SLAPS HAHAHA I think it’s tame considering how they were being so pushy but didn’t even bother to absorb the fact that you literally already answered the question a day before….

SWIMMING SCENE we won guys but so true little kid drama’s usually restricted by the complexities of their social interactions which are far and few in between LMAO can’t wait for that angsty teen/tween phase

So real for that…I fear I remain closeted until I become really good friends with someone or honestly it won’t come up at all if the other person doesn’t consume any of the same type of media because we usually talk about others things HAHA

Yeah it’s just Itoshi flashback essentially LMAO I’m ngl idk how to feel it definitely doesn’t really make me feel anything more for Rin (what was bro doing??? The way he fell down looked so goofy I’m not even sure what to say and tbh I don’t really get how him like jumping off places really aligns with the ideation of “defeating someone stronger even if it kills you” but he’s probably like 5 so I guess it makes sense that his thought process doesn’t make sense??? Whatever ig LMAO) seeing sae take the heat for rin was kinda cute but yeah erm his dad was kinda ominous there!!! Also the beard, that’s just sae with a beard a black dyed hair. But YEAH honestly I think I felt more for Rin without knowing this background like uhhh what?? I also have little interest in analyzing this myself so I’ll just let it sit there HAHA

LEARNING BY NOT FOLLOWING EXAMPLE REAL you’ll see in the next chapters that ideation is even more prevalent…but ok ummm why is this LN so deep?? I think they just stepped up the level of emotion and whatnot in this volume because??? I’m about to go skim Aryu’s to see what’s in there let’s see if he gets bullied too /j

-Karasu anon

HAHA ig that’s true!! aryu fandom wherever you are i hope you’re staying strong 😫 that’s like the ultimate random side character to be in love with because he truly is up to nothing 😭 but ykw i support

okay wait crazy story i actually have updated a fic while in the hospital before 😳 i had an allergic reaction to something and was in anaphylactic shock so they gave me steroids and had to monitor my vitals for a few hours so i was like “ok might as well write ig” but then my laptop died and i was so mad 😔 i texted my best friend abt it and she was like “girl you are in the hospital focus on THAT” FJFKSKS the grind truly never stops!!

LMAOO lowkey i did abandon the story it’s been like three months since i updated and tbh i always forget i’m the one who wrote it 😓 looking back i think i was just annoyed because it felt like people just saw me as a content machine who could spit out chapters at will?? like it’s one thing when people ask me when peregrine will be updated because it’s been a month or so (don’t get me wrong it still is a little annoying because i have no idea but not AS bad) but when more than two days would pass and they’d be asking me when the next chapter would come out it was just like…do you not want me to have a life or smth?? it’s not like i can abandon everything else i do solely to write new chapters and update 😭

SWIMMING SCENE INDEED i’m trying to make this not be too similar to fwtkac but there’s def a bit of overlap in things like pool scenes and whatnot (even though the outcomes of the scenes are different in each fic)…but yeah there’s def a little bit of drama just because even as a very young child karasu was down bad but like at the age of 7 it’s not as if he knows what that means yk 🤔 it’s also funny because rn i’m picturing baby karasu from epinagi so it’s more like “aww cute kid” (which is also the reader’s mindset so that’s good) but i need to get to when he enters his growth spurt era so i can be like 😏 HAHAHAHA

agreed it’s not something i bring up until i’ve judged a person’s vibe well enough to know they won’t be weird abt it or if they bring it up first…even then like i don’t talk a ton abt it w my friends unless they’re also into it (sadly i have no bllk irls so it’s been difficult but at least i have my tumblr crew to geek out with)

HELP RIN LOOKED SO SILLY i have no idea what he was up to…truly he was a weird little kid but that honestly checks out w what we know of him because even now when you get past his fantasy otome isekai male lead appearance he’s lowkey a bit of a freak 😭 and i think painting sae as someone who takes the heat for rin makes me feel bad for him a bit because who is taking the heat for HIM yk?? and omg they did not try w the itoshi parents’ designs at all they don’t even have eyes 😓 maybe it was an artistic choice idk LMAO i guess we’ll see how the match progresses from here!! hoping for more karasu and yukimiya 🥹 maybe kunigami too he’s kind of been irrelevant besides guarding shidou so hopefully after the rin goal that’s sure to come there’ll be some focus on the shidou system (shidou karasu zantetsu) that seemed to be setting smth up before rin went crazy and then that could lead to some development/scenes for kunigami as well 🤔 i’m excited too that the nel arc is almost over hehe it’ll be fun to see everyone back together and hopefully on the same team again!! as well as seeing what comes next in the manga (i’m assuming u20 world cup but i’m sure there’ll be some stuff in between before the actual world cup starts)…praying for another slice of life type of scene like when they were all in shibuya after bllk vs u20s!!

BAROU BEST FATHER OF THE YEAR no wonder he was so good at parenting nagi bro has experience 😭 and i agree barou/yuki’s novels were def on the deeper and more emotional side while still being relatable which made them really fun to read 😩 aryu’s made me giggle a bit tbh because it was so unserious and yet serious at the same time as is to be expected from him…i can’t believe you predicted him being bullied though 😢