#i’m okay!! dw about me

[bananacat76]

i don’t like talking about my negative feelings and thoughts that much, but i’ve just been oddly stressed and overwhelmed and idk why

these past few days have been pretty hard on me with some irl situations and problems and drama and just crap.. so i just wanted to let some some stuff out. (more vents stuff under cut)

but like.. have you ever felt so stressed and overworked for no reason? or there might be a reason.. just can’t put my finger on it. i’m really tired right now and school’s hard and life’s hard and i just wanna ahsgsjsbwh!!! i’m trying to give myself some hugs and reassurance but it feels like it has no.. like.. real meaning,, if you get what im saying. really annoyed by life and existence and having to comfort my close friends and i’m scared and don’t want them to hurt themselves but i don’t wanna hurt myself.. guh this is like all over the place wawawawawa!!!! i’m scared of having my friends get themselves stressed comforting me but.. that idea is a lil silly .. haha :’3. my mind is everywhere but where i want it to be. the once calming beat if my music now feels empty and emotionless , my plushes aren’t as soft and cozy as they were before, and my friend and family’s voice aren’t soothing and fun anymore.. i don’t know why i feel like this wewawewgsvwhsvwhsvwh- i don’t like all this all over the place random rambling, but i just had to say some things

i’m okay, i prommy! just wanted to doodle some things to help me feel better

i mostly posted the drawings cause i’m kinda proud of them

i’m gonna be okay. don’t worry :)

[cowboysmp3]

i love how like nobody really talks about the possessions in ace attorney. spirit mediums and possession and lowkey magic just exists in ace attorney and nobody talks about it. there’s LOTS people make posts about that detail the craziest things abt ace attorney and nobody is like oh yah spirit mediums and possession is like a huge part of the game series btw

[piquuroblox]

Heh.... twisted blossom reveal.......😈😈😈

Hops around whimsically

WHAT DID YOU DO TO BLOSSOM. OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDHWGCHEHD OMG. OMG.OMG okay. Okay yeah. Him and dandy bffs for ever but can we LIVE? TWO HEARTS??? WHY IS HE TRYNA BE LETHAL. THATS LITERALLY A K.O FOR A MAIN CHARACTER. WE’RE ALL COOKED!!!!!!!!!

Okay. Blossom is so adorable i cant focus. Ya ur scary. Come on over here and give me a hug. I love the chasing sorry blossom looks so silly. So sillay

I’M OBSESSED WITH UR TWISTED CONCEPTS THEY’RE ALWAYS SO GOOD. *BLASTS YOU WITH MY LASER EYES AFFECTIONATELY*

ae watching puff run straigjt into the twisted. they’d be SO lost and afraid WHAT ARE YOU DOING BESTIE GET BACKJJJJJ OVER HERE???? GIRLYOU CANT FIX HIM!!!!!!!

[kb1301]

I’m sorry but I bit my own arm over seeing some amazing, awesome, sexy and cute af art.

My body is also jittery rn and I had to exhale a heavy breath over seeing them. In addition to that my eyes went wide at just thinking of the situation in the art I saw.

And yes this is abt cod. ghost and soap.

This is how I deal with my gigil (some untranslatable Filipino word about feeling aggressive after seeing something so cute (or in this case hot I guess)).

[lexithwrites]

the amount of hate you get is insane, literally why? First the toxic jily shippers, now people excusing incest? And these people have the audacity to say the ships that you enjoy are wrong? People can hc whatever they want, but making sirius and regulus not siblings just so they can be together is fucking disgusting. I'm so sorry you're receiving such awful anons, you don't deserve that at all ❤️

They’re just looking for someone to wind up honestly, and it’s really weird to not only hide behind anon whilst doing it but defend incest at the same time,,,they say not using canon is bad but then do it themselves

[unknownarmageddon]

hii so. i’ve bitten the bullet and made a bluesky account and a cohost just to have just in case. i don’t plan on doing really anything much on them until tumblr fully implodes (if it does) so they’re very much empty but theyre There

[alluralater]

this movie the iron claw has tears rolling down my cheeks rn. all i knew was that it was about wrestling and i miss my brother so much. we always used to watch wwe together as kids and do all the cool moves jumping and flying around the living room. same thing with fight movies like god all the bruce lee movies??? we tried to learn the death punch on each other lmfao (not successful and we thought it was because our form was off). i should have read the info about the movie before i curiously decided to watch it, i probably wouldn’t have. i’m glad i did though because oh my god. what an amazing film. i thought it was based on a book maybe but when they started showing the real people i was even more heartbroken bro what the fuck

[httpiastri]

Alrighty I really need to go to sleep so it will just be a really quick little thing- I read your last anon with the riding in his chair and like? 😮‍💨 I just imagine Lando having the stamina of a teenage boy. Like he's ready everywhere and at anytime and getting turned on sooo easily lol

-✨

PLS Y E S

he’s up for it at any time…. imagine him not being able to have any pics of you near any area where he does any kind of work bcs he won’t be able to focus 😭 if he sees you and thinks of you, it’s over…. and god the stamina 😵😵😵😵 very well put, my dear

[weezerlvr228]

why he so mysterious…

demur

[king-ludwig-ii]

T shirt that says I still have social issues and trauma from things that happened over a decade ago

[prxckedradiolove]

so normal about dinahboose 🙃😭

[inksandpensblog]

hhh

suddenly being without a car after becoming so reliant on one is suffocating

I’m bereft. I’ve lost an avenue of independence. I’m dependent again and it feels like dread.

[ryderdire]

thinking about that one time I posted about going to an rally organized by STUDENTS at my shcool. In support of Pro-Choice stuff, out of all the werid anti life retrotic that got thrown around in my notes and the notes going “uhuh r/thathappened” comments what discouraged me the most where the notes going off on me about how I didn’t do “enough” and how it hardly mattered and wasn’t going to change anything. And what that says about how the internet views it.

Looking back I remember feeling so ashamed of myself that I even brought it up or that I wasn’ t doing “more” and how it made me not want to get involved again because the only ways i could where small and “didn’t matter “ because of an situation out of my control that I was (AND STILL AM IN BY THE WAY) in. How people thought it was appropriate to chastise me for not doing enough because of that.

Oh and by the way when I made that post I was 16. So yeah great job guys /sarcasm

[deityofhearts]

I feel like as someone who was a cashier it’s very easy to say I’d hate to be the person ringing up safiya and tylers purchases but I also once rang up like $300+ worth of fake flowers for a rlly sweet woman when I worked at dollar tree and was more like, fascinated than anything

[inkykeiji]

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[cemeteryxdriven]

not me googling apps to create floor plans for fics so I don’t have to start building houses in sims again in order to have a solid mental picture and maintain continuity across multiple parts of a series because I’m so fucking pedantic about continuity

lmao watch me ask my dad to start helping me make house floor plans for my gay emo band smut because dyscalculia makes spatial stuff and anything involving numbers pure hell

I’ve done worse. back when I was cosplaying harley quinn for kink events, he made me a hand-carved suicide squad bat specifically designed to be wielded by me and my fucky shoulder… it’s now notorious at the event I used to bartend at, almost as notorious as I am for getting my buddies to beat the shit outta me with it lmao

ugh, maybe one day I’ll finally start a series based on my life in the kink scene… I don’t miss it all the time but I do rn. I miss the kink, the friends. I don’t miss the drama or insane drain on my social/emotional battery. idk how I’d do it though, bc if I’m gonna write about that as a lifestyle I’d wanna have more than just pwp. which might seem odd but like. kink runs far deeper than just sex. I’d need a solid overarching plot and detailed backstory and shit. and I’m already writing so many things at once I do not need another

I like how this started about floor plans and ended up with me waxing nostalgic over kink you cannot take me anywhere I swear

painkiller brain, lack of sleep and an alcyhol or two means stream of consciousness blogging tonight whoops