#idk im too tired to think of more white men

[fir3flytv]

true girlhood is going from collecting calico critters to collecting white boys who you'll never meet

[space-prophet]

Rant in tags do not clown

[lewishamil10n]

Idk abt the rest but the reason im pissed off is the whole weekend. It’s the ‘they’re racing for nothing’ comment, it’s the destruction of herend porcelain trophy (albonstudies has amazing post abt it as a Hungarian) and then lando adding MORE disrespect, even if it was tiny. For some reason lewis adores lando and lando is like ‘nah thanks!’. This weekend was too much lando-wise.

If it was just the comment, I wouldn’t have been full blown lando hater rn. he’s a shithead what’s new etc but he just. This weekend was too much

no yeah i fully agree with this! the "racing for nothing" comment was shitty as hell considering that was him two races ago. i'm still not entirely convinced that mcl hasn't broken the cost cap lol but anyway. the trophy destruction wasn't deliberate but the fact that he didn't even acknowledge it let alone apologize for it is gross as fuck. i mean it's typical privileged white men not giving a fuck about other cultures, but it's still gross as fuck. and then on top of it all his constant use of the word "complain" about lewis, when i am damn sure someone as chronically online as him knows how people talk about lewis... i'm tired of his ass too.

i do think people shouldn't take his comments out of context just to hate on him but also let's be real there's plenty to criticize even without resorting to that. he's got a lot of growing up to do but he's also a whole ass adult and doesn't need rabid defending like this. hell maybe the criticism would do him some good, if it ever reached him. but nahhh let's all call him blorbo and act as if he's just some silly baby lol

[misqnon]

my therapist has explained to me that i probably do not have adhd or autism. bc i very much suspected i at least had one or the other. and to an extent she has a point bc she was like "every one of your symptoms can be explained away by ur anxiety"

awkward and poor social skills? anxiety trying to plan social situations in ur head and play everything to a script? anxiety sensory issues? could be anxiety + literally just a quirk

and i trust my therapist and honestly a lot of what she said COULD also be explained away by anxiety bc i have a Lot of it. and we kinda downplay anxiety as a more mild mental illness due to its prevalence nowadays but its really..really not. it can be debilitating. we say "crippling anxiety" as a joke but no it genuinely can ruin ur life. when u say you have anxiety it immediately feels less serious than something like autism or adhd or bpd etc etc bc its so common but like many other mental illnesses its 100% a spectrum and the far end of the spectrum is dangerous and unhealthy and terrible and life ruining. genuinely. ive had untreated anxiety for like a decade and my memory has eroded EXPONENTIALLY...i have terrible memory now and i used to be genuinely above average with it. my brain fog is really bad too. and im always tired and chronicly fatigued bc my mind is always working overtime. it affects ur whole life and body.

well. i went off on a bit of a tangent there. but. much as i agree with all that AND what she said. if thats the case...why do i hyperfixate on media SOOO drastically heavily. dr....why dr...

i asked her this and she said something along the lines of "well maybe ur just weird/have an addictive personality/maybe its just a copign mechanism" and like yea i could have tolf u all of that. but idk...it feels like very much siomething my brain is wired to do. the way i obsess over things and CANNOT not think about them for long period of time.

she, of course, ended this big long speech with the fact that the dsm-5 was written by a bunch of old white men. for other white cis men etc. and i dont fit into that really. but. thats how it is. so no diagnosis for me right now. just. anxiety hell version, i guess

[kpopscruggles]

i just saw the first anton pic LIKE OOOH FUCK ME anyways so i thought of this trope - 🏳️‍🌈 (sungchan dont get angry pls baby) ALSO DIDNT PROOFREAD THIS IS ALL BRAIN FART AND IMPORPER RNGLISH SORRY IDK WHAT TO DO W PRONOUNS

i was listening to underwater by red velvet and lucid dream by aespa while listening so i recommend listening to that while reading

"its senior year y/n, and you're still watching his swim meet? you really lost it huh. that man is obvi straight/he obvi not into you."

"listen-"

"NO. you gotta stop being dumb, i heard his dating this wonyoung girl anyways. like, i get that he's like one of the ten men in the whole university not making you feel like shit for liking them but its been a year? all he did was look st you every time he wins" Your friend leaves dissapointed at you in the school gym watching another swim meet where your crush, anton is playing, but this time will be your last, you hope.

You spaced out during the whole competition, even after anton inevitably wins first place again. You even try to pass anton looking at you then losing his smile as him knowing how you feel but you subconsciously know it was just your delusion.

Everyone left, the gym lights are closed, and the only thing illuminating is the pool itself. You walk towards the edge and put your feet in it. "Is there going to be a man whos gonna love me? I swear i'm getting tired of me being single, why would i even be dumb enough to think that anton would even look at me like that i swear i gotta be d-"

"FUCK. BITCH?!/&:" You fell in the pool but you realized that it was the DEEPEST part of the pool and your ass cant swim

"I HATE THIS SM WHY IS IT SO SLIPPERY ANTON COULD LITERALLY STAND HERE WHY IS IT ACTUALLY SO DEEP" You say trying to save yourself from drowning but great at least youre not leaving college single, you'll end it with a black and white picture and a whole section of you in the yearbook.

You felt an angel holding you and raising yourself out of your misery. you didnt knew you were going to heaven with how much shit you did but- oh wait you're alive.

As you open your eyes you realized the guy that saved you was ANTON LEE ?/&,&,&,&?@?&??

and two things might happen:

one. anton is actually a hot buff merman (stfu 😘)

"h-hi" yn said to anton shyly "hi cutie what are you doing here, yk drowning in the pool hehe" anton laughed pulling himself closer to you. the two of you stared at each other with just a few inches away from each other. anton is strong enough to keep you and him standing afloat as he goes nearer to your face and caressing your cheeks. "You don't know how much i wanted to do this to you" Yn said getting their body closer. "Oh trust me, I saw how you looked at me everytime we see each other" Anton pulled you nearer to him and the both of you started touching each other. You held his body and felt his toned arms, abs, and TAIL??

"WOAH! Yeah this is a wet dream, yeah waking up now" Yn said out loud "Huh?" Anton said laughing "No Like, I love every moment of this like literally I had a similar dream where you're this hot merman and im this cute pretty merman hunter and you fucked me an-"

"OUC-Ohh" You didn't realize that Anton went behind you and pulled you towards him as he went to the end of the pool and started to suck your neck. "You still sure its just a dream?" Anton asked before sucking your neck more and leaving love bites on your neck "An-Anton- Ygh- Stop pls calm down"

"No, I've been wanting to be with you, love you, hold you, carress you, taste you for three years and you just say its a dream? I'm as real as i could be" Anton said sternly removing your clothes and throwing it off the pool. He hugged you from behind pulling you to his body as he placed his dick in your hole. "Anto- Babe" You kissed Anton while he keeps thrusting you in the edge of the pool. You can't handle the pace and you came before him.

"Pretty Baby already made a mess huh" He kisses your head "Don't worry i'm close too" You moaned when he played with you while thrusting deep inside you. you were overstimulated you dont remember much after that other than the pleasure that he was giving you and the kisses he keep laying on your face. The both of you cum in the same time.

"Woah, we need to do this with my human form" That statememnt waked you up from your high "YOUR WHAT" Anton just laughed before He carried you on the edge of the pool and pulled himself right after. And you swore you could make out him right then and there. So you did.


The two of you made out for god knows how long before he broke the kiss. "Babe. I'm strong but you holding my abs like that really hurt" Anton smirks before kissing you again "Wanna move this to the showers?" But you were busy being insecure with what he said before "Babe, I didnt say I dont like you holding me like that, I wished for you to hold me like that" He said and you smirked while laying on his chest "Can we stay like this for a minute?" You asked. He played with your hair "Ok" He answered and the both of you held each other's prescence for the next hour.

two. hes just a little shy baby

Anton just looked at you not muttering a word as he saved you from drowning

"Th-Thank You" You said shyly as you try to stand up to go to your seat while anton is just seated on the edge of the pool. "I have extra clothes if you do-" "No its okay" Yn quickly shutted the idea out.

"No its fine i insist" "Its okay, really wouldn't your girlfriend be weird-" Anton got visibly shocked when he heard that from yn. "Girlfriend?? First of all i dont have a girlfriend, second of all why are you interested in my love life" "Uh- Uhm well you're really cute and I-i think youre fine uhm sorry i'll just leave you alone now" you were scared (and kinda turned on) with how anton looked at you but you werent sure if it was because of how scary anton is or because of how embarrassed you were or if it was the cold but you started tearing up which was not anton's intention, he quickly went to you and started comforting you

"I'm sorry u-uh did i scare you I didn't mean it" Anton began rambling trying to calm you down "Its just that i was just surprised that people think me and my bestfriend who is obviously into women and has a girlfriend are dating and especially because you think were dating when i only had eyes for you, i like you okay, i like your glances at me, i like how you smile back when you look at me thats why i was surprised you didnt even look at me when i won, i like your little rambles when we see each other, i like the photos you send to me and the little storytimes you say to keep our conversation going, i like the way you look, i like your flustered fsce right now, Ugh" He went silent with the water from his body dripping as the only noise in the whole gym before screaming (but its anton his scream is probably like 4 decibles) "I liked you okay" He rolled his eyes before saying "And its really annoying that he keeps being oblivious on my feelings for him for three years just called me cute then saying he'll leave me alone because he thinks im dating this random ass girl"

Yn just laughed after the revelation. "PFft. Well here I am thinking im the one whos gonna ramble on how much I crushed on you since last year and how my friend keeps saying you and wonyoung were dating making me think i have no chance with you" Yn smiled before hugging Anton "I love you" yn said burying your head on his chest "Gimme a kiss" Anton said "No" You said looking at him. He pouted "Gimme a kiss" He said more whiny than the last time. You pecked his right cheek "Thats not what I mean" Anton rolled his eyes before looking straight at you "Say pleaseeee" You said teasingly. "UGH. Please Gimme a kiss" He received a peck on his lips and he was opening his mouth to yap about some nonsense when you shutted him up with a deep kiss he groaned before kissing you back.

You weren't shy to put your tongue in and as he moaned he put his tongue in too and the both of you started making out. Anton broke the kiss "I love you, I wanna be yours" He said albeit really randomly. "Don't worry i'm all yours"

The both of you went to shower and because theres no smut yet here it is

"You sure you wanna shower together? The cubicle is really small" Anton said "And you think i dont wanna be all up close to your body" he rolled his eyes trying to hide his blush.

"You can't keep your hands off me? I just opened the door" He said laughing at your horniness you just rolled your eyes then entered in the cubicle. Anton is really shy, REALLY shy, and it honestly turned you on. He faced away from you while he was busy showering so you wont see how red he is looking at you but that just turned you on more.

You held his face making him face you and kissed him. He was obviously stunned and his cute face made you squish his cheeks. "Let me show you what I'm all yours means babe" You kiss anton's lips, then kiss his adam's apple, marked his chest leaving hickeys on it, tracing his abs with your tongue and finally planting a kiss on his dick

Looking up was a sight to see, a flustered anton looking at you so lovingly but also so sexually. "Yn. I'm a virgin" He said pouting. "Don't worry I'm a virgin too" You said before trying to fit his dick in your mouth. You had a hard time pushing all in so you opted to teasing him by licking his shaft and kissing his tip and jerking him off but you gathered enough courage to suck it all in.

Anton was livid with what you're doing with him. He could hardly keep himself standing with him playing with your hair as a way to keep himself in reality. Moaning at every action you did to him. So when you finally put his dick in your mouth he felt estatic he moaned really hard before cumming

"Oh Fuck. Sorry, Shit. I told you its my first time and you did all that to me I thought you were a vo- Oh woah Ughh Yn what are you- UGH" To his surprise you didnt stop sucking even though you just had a load of cum that he kept for 2 weeks in your face.

"Yn. Ugh Yn. Ynnnn. UGH. I love you I love you" He kept on repeating these words while you were busy sucking him off again. He felt really good, He leaned on the wall and put his thighs on each side of your face and forced you to keep sucking while pushing his dick deeper in your head. It wasn't long before he came again.

"Yn, Oh fuck I'm sorry" He said but you just stood up giggled before swallowing every seed he released in your mouth. "I love you" He hugged you slowly and kissed your head over and over.

He saw how tired he looked and he cleaned you up and made you wear his clothes.

"You look good wearing my clothes" Anton said giggly. "I'll look even better if you take it off-" He kissed you "Yeah next time when your voice is not super hoarse cause of my dick" He kissed you again and it took all his might to not make it another makeout session

JBDBDNENSNDND OKAY BUT HEAR ME OUT!!! What if you think he’s a little shy boy but deep down he’s fooling you and he is a siren that’s like living on earth because he hates the ocean and wants too see the world (lil sprinkle of Ariel scenario) !!! (So scenario b for a moment)

After your guys little moment he starts watching you from Afar but slowly luring you into him and becomes addicted to your taste and smell. Almost to the point where when you get close he just has to put his lips on yours…nibbling slightly in your bottom lip

[aesteasis]

do you have any brazilian literature recommendations :))?

ooohohoho yes i do, im glad you asked >:)) grab some snackies and a water bottle, this is gonna be a long post.

most of what i've read from brazilian literature are classics and like books that are at least decades old lol (uni life go brr), so my recommendations will probably rotate around that. so lets go!

first of all, of course, i recommend Dom Casmurro by Machado de Assis (black author btw!), it wouldnt be a br lit rec if i didnt mention this one at some point. this is like the ultimate classic i'd say, but im not recommending just for that. i REALLY enjoy unreliable narrators and this book is all about it. its a novel about a guy who marries his childhood love, but suspects she's cheating on him, but yk, he's a white man from the 19th century, he thinks he's always right and is privileged af and it shows in the way he tells his story, so his opinions arent that trustworthy. and the author knew very much what he was doing, and he did it on purpose.

still about Machado, i must mention his short stories. i really really enjoy grotesque and gothic literature (think the vibes of poe, lovecraft, gogol, dostoevsky, etc) and Machado nails at it. he's also translated poe's works to portuguese back in the day, so we know for certain there's some influences in there. well, i recommend Machado in genereal, my guy really knew how to criticize society with some great witty and sarcastic comments if you know where to look.

if you want more grotesque but is tired of reading stuff written by men, i recommend Julia Lopes de Almeida (who isnt as known as she should be, she was done dirty and purposefully neglected by ABL - brazilian literary non-profit society) and Lygia Fagundes Telles. both of them have some reeeal creepy stories, just the way i like it.

now, if you're into authors who dissect the human mind and master the stream of consciousness and love to relate to the thoughts of the characters of your books, i highly recommend Clarice Linspector. no one does it like her, my girl knows how to transform thoughts into a narrative and its insane, her books are really endearing to read imo.

but if you want something that will thresh the brazilian society (or well, any third world country's society i'd say) and expose every flaw about the system, racism, misogyny, colonialism and class conflict, i recommend specifically the books Vidas Secas, by Graciliano Ramos (idk if theres a translation, but the title says Dry Lives), The Slum, by Aluísio Azevedo, and The Devil to Pay in the Backlands, by Guimarães Rosa (this one is sooo hard to read in portuguese bc it uses a lot of regionalisms from a region im not from, so hard that i actually got a copy in english to read for my finals lmao. but worry not, the english translation is much easier to understand. it also has some queer themes, both gender and sexuality wise, and its a literal masterpiece).

for poetry, i highly recommend Augusto dos Anjos, a personal favourite. im not that into poetry, but Carlos Drummond de Andrade and Cecilia Meireles are very good too.

there's so much more i could recommend, but these are the ones that come to my mind rn. idk if thats what you were thinking about, and sorry i coulnt bring anything contemporary, if thats more your vibes, but i really recommend all of these, for anyone, they're really enriching to read.

[dyketubbo]

i swear some people think that misogyny was solved some time ago and that the patriarchy only refers to cishet white completely abled men. gently placing my hands on the shoulders of all men in minority groups yes it is possible for you to perpetuate misogyny. moc are not exempt from being misogynists for contributing to the heavy sexualization of woc. transmascs are capable of not having (just) internalized but externalized misogyny and talking over the women and fem ppl in the trans community. mlm can still be misogynistic when they make hating women jokes. so on and so forth

yes, men in minority groups suffer too. yes women themselves can perpetuate misogyny and women in majority groups can hurt men in minority groups. but like. idk im sorry but the way men in minority groups have so desperately divorced themselves from ever having to check themselves for misogyny is very annoying and tiring. before when i would complain abt men i usually did mean just cishet white dudes but. as ive grown older and ran into more and more shitty men who use their minority status as a get out of criticism free card just to make misogyny about them while ignoring any womens voices (or even just.. any voices from people who arent also men)? yeah, i absolutely do not just mean cishet white abled men. the rest of yall need to check yourselves too

disclaimers because i know full well if i dont put them here people will be pieces of shit (and if youre that type of person go fuck yourself btw): yes i hate terfs i dont think all men are inherently evil yes i think trans men can be oppressed for being trans men theyre just still capable of being misogynistic yes i know men can still suffer and be victims etc etc. ok is that enough spoonfeeding. anyways if the only proper thought you have about feminism is just that terfs suck you should really learn to be a better feminist. xoxo

[deaddruid]

yes i admit it is nice, after scrolling on tiktok all day and seeing videos about white women this and white women that, to log on here and see people critiquing the idea that sexism isnt its own axis of oppression and pointing out that a lot of this content just comes from white men etc. it does feel validating to see.

and it's exactly that feeling makes me feel like we should be,,,, careful with this cuz sometimes my feed really does just end up being post after post about hate that white women get in lib spaces and then when a woc on radblr (or even just a normie woman) makes an actual critique of racism from white women in feminist spaces or talks about the way that white women uphold white supremacy etc, all the ww on here get defensive because we've internalized an idea that we can't be critiqued as a group. we even keep seeing women on here claiming that white women can't be privileged at all because we are oppressed on the basis of sex,,, which isn't true at all, we are women yes, but we are also women with immense privilege that can be wielded against racialized women in our communities and yes, racialized men as well.

and its obviously very telling that these posts get the most traction on here. after roe v wade getting overturned there were tons of (correct) critiques of the idea that wealthy white women will always be able to get abortions and that those women aren't really affected etc,,, and always with a little disclaimer** saying that yes ofc women of colour and women in poverty will be affected more. but how often do posts about THOSE issues gain traction compared to just being a footnote in a post about how white women get treated by libs

and of course yes it is tiring to exist in those kinds of spaces where sexism is barely acknowledged and see people make misogynistic jokes that go uncritiqued because they say "white women",,, and it can be nice to log on here and see people critiquing that. but we should also be aware of when we are just using these things to validate our own biases and avoid doing any actual internal work. bc even if it's not overt in the same way, woc are still at the receiving end of way more sexism/racism from liberal online communities too, not to mention all the racism you see from radfems on here too.

ofc im very far from perfect myself and know i still can do a lot more in amplifying woc's voices and addressing critiques of racism in rad online spaces,,, but i think we just need to also be conscious about the fact that we still do hold a lot of privilege and are capable of causing real damage to the women in our spaces if we let racism go unchecked and get too comfortable with reblogging post after post about how white women r victims etc. idk. i just think it's important to be careful and make sure we aren't getting too comfortable with brushing off any critique of white women from people of colour, men included. if anything i think white women on here should be getting more comfortable with the idea that we wield a lot of privilege and still have a lot of internalized bias that often presents itself in the posts and perspectives we choose to share on our blogs.

[music-my-beloved]

With The Beatles: A 16yo's (horrible) album review pt.2 !!

It Won't Be Long 🚆: Erm, the guitar is just *mwah* chef's kiss it really carries the song, she's the backbone. She's like, duh do do duh do and it's so cute. The background vocals are eating so good !! This song I think was the most prominent to me because I remember it from Across the Universe (incredible movie btw) . Really love this song, she's like a sister to me.

All I've Gotta Do !: Honestly would have done numbers in the 2010s because I feel like it has really good "call and response" potential !! Like, uh that one song,,,, I can't remember uhh oh Ain't No Mountain High Enough . I know I keep saying this but this song IS cute ! Also so far I've noticed they're utilizing back up vocals more which is much appreciated, I hope I hear it in the rest of the tracks on this album.

All My Loving 💗: Yay! More background vocals !! I go feral for them. The guitar is also SO good. If It Won't Be Long is a sister to me this song is my brother. Heard this one a lot growing up as well. Background vocals are heavenly the little , "ooooooos" in the background are so dreamy !!

Don't Bother Me 😔: okay first initial listen it reminded me of when my I would lose my mom in the store 😭😭 my forever "lost mom in the store" anthem !! Uhm, didn't quite jive with the rhythm but that's alright !! But it is a good song!! The dude's a little bit too dependent on that lady maybe her leaving was a good thing ??? idk I'm only guessing 😭

Little Child 🚸: uhm, I'm scared. girl they're gonna catch a case !! If a grown men in their 20s sang this to me I'd be like ,"Oh okay I'm gonna groove with y'all 'cause the beat is funky but the lyrics are concerning so idk might wanna work on that"

Till There Was You 🫵: oh. em. gee. La Vie En Rose who???? Girl this song is swoonworthy !! If a guy was like, "I used to never hear the birds singing before I met you, now that's all I hear" I'd cry OMG 😭😭 also it's just paul singing and like, omg it's so simple but it's simplicity totally makes it amazing !! It feels more personal that way !!! EDIT: OMG IM INJECTING THIS IN MY BLOODSTREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's so amazingly awesome oh em gee I'm actually addicted it's not funny ! Oh my god I'm gonna explode!! Dopamine is real and I'm experiencing the effects, the world beautiful again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Please Mister Postman ✉️: this is a pretty good cover. Background vocals are once again in the spotlight they're just too good. The iconic beatles sound really starts to take shape in this album I've noticed !! Ringo did a good job on drums too !! Total rock and roll vibe. I was gonna compare it to another band it felt weird because it's like saying the parent sounds like the child and like no wdym the kid sounds like the parent !! I forget how much The Beatles really pioneered music !!!

Roll Over Beethoven 🎹: whaaaaa. man this track was a doozy ! They're cocky and it's workin'. Totally can see enthusiastic young couples totally jammin' to this it's so great ! Really loved the energy !!! Also that guitar solo is the beginning was AMAZEBALLS

Hold Me Tight 🥺: Whoa. This song is my second sister. This track was THE song at the beginning of my Beatles beginning when I was but a wee little girl lolll it's just so addictive. Makes me bop my head and smile everytime I hear it. The endorphins swarmed this one guys sorry 😔

You Really Got A Hold On Me 💕: Contradictions left and right !! Rhythm was a gentle little ebb and flow that was kinda refreshing to hear !! Liked the song.

I Wanna Be Your Man ♂️: whoa. Straightforward!! Some girls might like that in a man but uhm, idk the chanting of "I wanna be your man, I wanna be your lover" with the stark black and white of their faces on the album cover got me scared 😭😭 idk it was nightmare fuel I felt like someone was watching me. Uh but overall it was a high energy song maybe a bit too high energy for me 'cause I'm tired while writing this review but it wasn't really my preferred choice in music but I totally see me liking it like, a month from now !!

Devil In Her Heart ❤️: Maracas ?? 🤨whaarrrrr but uhm this one just felt like another song honestly. As I'm writing this review it's like, my 10th listen in the span of 3 days she's just not clicking 😭😭

Not A Second Time ⏰: Honestly the first few listens she felt bland like unseasoned chicken but now that I'm really listening it's got a simple little jive to her and I'm here for it !! It's got these vocal runs that I don't think I've heard before it's so unique!! Overall really liked her.

Money 💰: uh pink floyd who ???? But seriously this song rocks. Not the catchiest but it's true, she's REAL. I need MONEY

More album reviews on the way, next up: A Hard Days Night...

[venusdear]

nah ur good lol. rn is my first day of college. earth science is long as hell but not as bad as i thought itd be. theres lots of notes tho lol.

ACTUALLY THOOO HOW HAVE THESE MEN BEEN IN THE KPOP INDUSTRY 13 YEARS BUT HAVENT PUT OUT A SINGLE BAD SONG.

"I MEAN he kinda does look half white half korean???" sometimes dongwoon looks full white, i saw a picture of him with blond hair once and i was like what. the. fuck. also u mentioned the gifts the fan gave dongwoon. i cant believe the wedding is next month. when he announced it in june i was like okay thats forever away BUT NO ITS NEXT FKIN MONTH.

and yes i hate whitewashing lol. heres some unedited gikwang pics from 2 days ago.

also ive been reading more gordon korman books lately. kinda wanna see a girl main character in a book of his, all the protags are boys lol. i read unteachables, super teacher project, and this one called the fort.

you know, in 2018, gikwang had a mini live solo concert. AND LIKE. HE WAS WEARING A FUCKING SUIT FOR HALF THE THING.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qAWSmWrIJzg&list=PLoPNcnTJt92R-cMz7JxKRGEiG7Vo_XTzU&index=6

LOOK AT HIMMMM OH MY GOD. plus that song is so addicting ugh. im still obsessing over suit gikwang n its been like idk 2 weeks? 3 weeks? since i saw the vid. he looks so fucking good im gonna cry. also dare i say, gIkWaNg nAtIoNs mAiN dAnCeR? im gonna photo dump on u with suit gikwang sometime soon. he looks so fucking good, like.

also im writing a story about a bunch of girls, but thinking of making it a bunch of boys instead.

school is so tiring 💤💤

OMG DID HE GET MARRIED ALREADY OMG!!!! CONGRATS TO HIM!?!??!?!

HELPPPP korean man is actually white! (100% real) (100% not clickbait)

TOO CUTE UGHHH

OMFUYIOUHGYFJLHUYT

OOOO send me some drafts from the story 🙏🙏

I LOVE READING

txt is having a cb soon so i am PATIENTLY waiting for it

[9pandaheter0]

weird but wow?? dream

so, this afternoon i had a nap, 2 hours nap and went to a weird dream.

its a weird dream bcs its weird, also i felt like had the same dream before but not fully. I’d try my best to decribe it in english but if i cant i’ll just mix it in indonesian. just following the flow wkwkkw

so its all started with my mom, my sister and me goes to a...villa kind of thing. its not really a villa, its like a small cottage like house beside a big lake. Like a resort, but its not?? idk i’m not really sure since our ‘neighbor’ is living there. Oh yes also the server or operator there wearing uniform like, a shirt and a cloth wrapped as their bottoms and a cloth headpiece. like those mens you see in Bali. kinda like that. 

anyway the house is kinda like this?

but not so gap-y between each houses, somehow its like more tight to each other walls. also the house isnt facing the lake, but on the back side of the house. so its like when you open your back door, you seeing the big and beautiful lake. 

the house is also has all white-y interior. theyre kinda using bricks as their walls and using white cement to smooothen it. 

our cottage is actually wasnt our (wasnt mine, more spesifically since its my dream) but a person lending it for me. the cottage is like apartement studio sized, with one bathroom-one toilet-one kitchen-2 bedrooms and one living room. they also had descending balcony that leading to the lake.

everything was really fine at first, my mom and my sister in their room and im in my own room that has a window facing the lake. its so beautiful i cant help it to not to look at it. 

then we have guests. first is the person who own the house, the one who lending it to me. He’s my boss i guess? seems like i work for him and maybe i did a good job so he gave me a wonderful vacation like this :/ but honestly i dont know him. he somehow looks like a kind middle aged man. 

so my ‘boss’ visited me with his wife ok? she talks a lot with my mom blablabla, and i’m escorting my boss around the house and thanking him lending this such beautiful and wonderful cottage. after that he went home with his wife, then come another guests. shes our close relative and her kids that i babysits. 

things went okay, we chats, we have lunch together, blablablba. 

then i felt tired so i went to the balcony, its the first time i saw the lake. its beautiful, cool and clear water. it has fishes too! i greet my neighbor too, they had sweet childs. somehow i suddenly thinking to went fishing later but mom called me

she said someone is looking for me? so i went back to the living room

one of the Bli, or the mens who handle the houses wants to meet and talk to me. We sit in the guest room, 

the Bli give me a contract and a letter. the contract says, the house is re-written and the ownernship is given to me, legally. which is i am confused, how. why. 

the previous owner is my boss like i said before, and like what i said to the Bli. 

Bli asked me to read the letter then. the letter is from the boss’s wife. i got weird feelings from here. 

the letter is said that she knows my relationship with her husband, which i dont know what relationship betwwn us except boss-employee. shes suspecting her husband for having an affair, so thats why shes contacting me now. luckly she wasnt suspecting me anymore after saw me face-to-face 

eventho she’s letting me go, im kinda feeling bad too bcs somehow my boss is relaly have an affair and cheating her wife. so to calming down, i tried to fishing and goes to the lake. 

at first the lake is still bright, its in late afternoon but not too sunny. the weather is great too, not too windy or too hot or too chilling. its perfect. 

so i stand on the terrace, unexpectedly its a flat surface that could float. kinda feels like rubber boat but more sturdy. on the first try, i kinda failed. i almost drown bcs i cant control the stick/?, like how you use bamboo boat. the neighbors asked me and tried to help me, luckly i could stand on the boat again on my own. so i went home to dried and clean my body. 

i dont really remember whats happening later, but i went back to the lake. but this time with Jaebeom. or Jay B. or GOT7 JB. He’s reading with his fishing tools and waiting for me to go on his boat.

HIS BOAT IS THE COOLEST if i may say. Its like, im floating in the water! you know like NInja’s wakling on water? i feel it like that. 

but ini fact, his boat is glass or mirror-like made. we can write on it too! It wrote “I wont give up, stay on my future!” somethng like that, i forgot. Jay B smiled at me and somehow cheered me up.

i look up, the sky’s suddenly turns purple. 

i am not a sunset enjoyer person, but this time i do enjoy it. its so...soothing? its purple, orangey and pink all blended together...and its reflected to the lake. i feel like floating in the sky... i love it.

the sky is something like this

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Akaren/Renkaza/RengokuxAkaza

?How i think they met?|short story|

!MODERN AU!

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Kyojuro Rengoku , A kind soul and obviously attractive .

Even though he was really popular among woman and men , he was single .

Of course , he went on dates with some of the ones who were interested in him . He , obviously , was also interested in many but none of his dates ever worked out .

Most of them got tired of him or weren't his type .

Kyojuro , himself , didnt mind being single .

He had his little brother and a well paid job . He gets all the love he needs from his brother which he has to take care of since his father went to prison after getting into a huge fight while being drunk.

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<Goodbye Senjuro! I'll head to work now . Take care!>

Kyojuro said as he left the house to head to the school he works at.

Yep . You all heard it right . He's working at a school . To be exact , he is working as a teacher .

The students love him and he loves his students .

(of course not in a weird way yk)

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Work went over rather quickly . All smooth , no fights , nothing Kyojuro couldn't handle . The only bad thing that happened was that he forgot to get his daily coffee at the coffee shop .

The shop wasn't exactly in the safest area of the city but the coffee was just TOO good to not get it there .

The area where the coffee shop is used to be like the coziest part of the city but things have changed over the years and now its known as the shady part of Kyojuro's beloved hometown.

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<It's already 17:45pm . I should hurry up so Senjuro won't worry too much>

Kyojuro never went this late into that part of the town .

Yes he was well-build and was able to defend himself with no problem but there still was a chance to get in danger at such hour , especially in such shady and dangerous area as this.

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Walking down the streets , Kyojuro got lost in his thoughts .

One block away from the coffee shop Kyojuro suddenly got dragged into a dark ally way .

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There he was . A dark haired young man . His eyelashes had an interesting colour . They were much lighter than his hair more like a white-pink-ish tone. He was wearing a plain grey shirt and a mask . His arms had tattoos on . Three stripes to be exact .

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'was it destiny ? or just pure coincidence that they met?'

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so yeah idk

sorry if the characters are really fanon/out of character im not very familliar to their personalitys and just like writing stories.

this was supposed to be uploaded last month but i accidently saved it under my drafts and then didn't really use tumblr so sorry if you've been waiting!

also i'm currently writing more stuff. (update i stopped writing)

sorry for the grammar btw i can't write LOL .

~aran

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Lmao I’m so stupid, it’s supposed to be wash day lol. As a black girl I like to imagine the reactions to wash day. Especially the weasleys

don't worry about it! i’d love to write this 

also im going to be combining it with another ask i got 

omg hey shawty uhh... gained up the courage to request sumn else for you :>

its a bit stupid but NSJSJDJSJSB but could you do something like fred weasley with a black gorl or sumn-- and if you need a house then hufflepuff pls :>

alright we’re doing ALL THE WEASLEYS with a black girl and what wash day would look like with them around

and just a usual disclaimer: i am white 😌

Bill Weasley

first off i like to think you guys met after Hogwarts 

idk why it just makes sense 

let me tell you BILL WEASLEY loves when your hair is in braids

pLEASE

all kinds of braids

he loves it so much 

he thinks its so beautiful 

he also thinks youre always beautiful duh 🙄

but something about braids he just ❤️👄❤️

ok Bill Weasley during wash day is so fantastic 

because he will sit with you 

and watch you 

and try so hard to learn your routine and steps 

and when you ask why he’ll hit you with 

“When we have kids I’ll need to know how to take care of their beautiful hair 🙄”

and he says it so naturally 

he will also help with detangling 

gOD 

could you imagine just sitting with him, your back to his chest

both of you are detangling your hair 

🥺

Charlie Weasley

ok so Charlie

i love Charlie so much 

anyway

YOU ARE LITERALLY HIS GODDESS 

HE WILL WORSHIP YOU

HE LOVES YOU SO MUCH

THIS IS SUCH A POWER COUPLE I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH 

i don’t think Charlie has any one style he prefers over another 

he will loses his mind over however you wear your hair 

wash days with Charlie are so cute 

he will make sure he sets aside his whole day to be with you during wash day 

i think he’d just like to keep you company 

even if you’d want his help detangling or anything else 

if not thats cool to its your hair babe your rules 

he’d rather just sit with you and talk 

i also imagine Charlie Weasley as a very large man 

big

i think i’ve said this before but Henry Cavill

Henry Cavill but ginger

and he doesn't want to hurt you

but he still knows your routine by heart 

sTOP CAN YOU JUST IMAGINE GOING THROUGH WASH DAY

YOU ARE ALMOST DONE TWISTING YOUR HAIR WITH THE LEAVE IN CONDITIONER 

and Charlie is just watching you with the stupidest smile on his face because he just loves you so much

Percy Weasley 

i know ive said this before 

but literally caNNOT CONNECT TO PERCY

LITERALLY WHO IS PERCY WEASLEY 

WHAT IS PERCY WEASLEY

W H Y IS PERCY WEASLEY 

ok so 

i feel like percy, as a very political person, would be very into black history and learning all about it 

percy weasley goes to protests.

especially after the war when he had the whole moment of realization with the ministry 

the thought of racism literally boils this mans bloOD 

im not saying the other weasleys don't care, they do very much so, but I can see Percy being just super involved 

like Charlie I don’t think he’d have a favorite hair style on you 

thats actually a lie

twists or locks will make him weak in the knees 

alsO THE HISTORY AND MEANING BEHIND CERTAIN STYLES HE LOVES TO LEARN ABOUT

ok wash days with ole’ perce

will sit with you and read 

likes to keep you company 

but also he’s a busy guy so hes doing something for work

or just reading 

pERCY KNITS 

im sorry but he does and he knits while you go through your wash day routine 

George Weasley

George Weasley. 

honestly im gonna start yelling again

THIS COUPLE 

GOD TIER 

THERE IS LITERALLY NO REASON FOR YOU GUYS TO BE SUCH ✨BADDIES✨ TOGETHER ✋🏻

George Weasley will go to BLACK OWNED SALONS AND HAIR STYLISTS to learn how to do a few styles 

just have it under his belt

just in case 

and he won’t even do it as a “look what i did 😏”

no you won’t even know until one day it like comes up 

and he’s like yeah why wouldn’t i 

he is also very invested in black history 

wash days with Georgie are so much fun 

he’s bouncing around 

has music playing

is asking you questions 

you guys are just having so much fun 

he will also take a day off work if it lands on a day where he has to go into the shop

he loves being with you during wash days 

he calls it ‘wash day bonding time’

hes a dork

Fred Weasley

you guys met in school

i just know it

also much like Bill

something about box braids really gets him going

he thinks they look SO GOOD 

and one think Fred literally cannot wrap his mind around

something that grinDS HIS GEARS

cultural appropriation 

if someone out in public is appropriating a culture he WILL say something 

but only if he is sure its cultural appropriation

he just cANNOT STAND IT 

and i think this is regardless of who is dating, its just something that genuinely irks him 

ok we all know Fred is a giant ball of energy 

and ANYTHING excites him

you could say you’re going to the grocery store 

aND HE IS BUZZING AROUND BECAUSE SOMETHING IS HAPPENING AND THATS SO EXCITING

so wash day is the same 

hes jumping around

hes excited 

hes asking questions

he’s doing so much 

he cannot sit still

he tries for the first ten or so minutes

but then he’s up

bringing snacks 

feeding you snacks if you have hair product on your hands 

fred would be dancing around

he would make it so much fun 

little kisses here and there

he also has to smell every single product 

every

single

one 

he also remembers the products you use and pays attention to when their running bit low and will go buy you more 

idk stan fred weasley or whatever ✋🏻🙄

Ron Weasley

alright 

R O N

hes a lot like Charlie i think

aLSO RON LOVES YOUR NATURAL HAIR 

the other weasleys do too

bUT RON LOVES IT SO MUCH

ANY HAIRSTYLE WITH YOUR NATURAL HAIR HE IS HERE FOR

ok wash days with Ron are so fun

he’s just gossiping 

he tells you all the drama thats going on

this man can talk for hours and he can get so pETTY 

so wash day is definitely gossip day

he will sit with snacks as he watches you 

and talks about people at work

or people at Hogwarts 

“bABE did you hear about who that Slytherin bloke is dating?”

he also likes to smell all the products 

or asks what they do 

it would be so wholesome 

Ginny Weasley

OK GINNY 

i love ginny so much 

i think you guys met after school to be completely honest 

early twenties 

she has no favorite hair style on you she thinks you look beautiful regardless 

like george she will learn how to do a few protective hairstyles 

because she loves you so much and wants to understand as best she can and one of the ways she does that is learning about your hair, what to do, what not to do, and how to care for it 

stop if you were ok with her practicing on you it would be so cute 🥺

but she doesn’t expect you to be ok with it, like she isnt going to be pushy about it 

she is very much a believer that it is YOUR hair YOUR rules 

like everyone should be. 

wash day with Ginny is so much fun

she's smelling things 

asking questions

writing down the routine 

she is mesmerized 

because your hair is so bEAUTIFUL 

and she develops this new appreciation for black people (men, women, and non-binary- all of you babes) and their hair and the pride and care that goes into it 

when your arms get tired because you’re holding them up for so long she’ll give you shoulder rubs 🥺

little kisses 

and they are so random 

she also enjoys feeding you snacks while you go through your routine 

regardless of if you something in/on your hands or not

i am a ginny weasley siMP

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@amourtentiaa

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@lifeofkaze

@siriusement

@georgeweasleysbabe

[kouhaiofcolor]

Whew shit it aggravates the hell outta me how much recognition non black ppl felt they were entitled to for pRoTeStInG police brutality that specifically targets black ppl — by only acting on performative upset around George Floyd's murder. Yet Makiyah Bryant was literally murdered by a white police officer as they were reading Chauvin's verdict for killing Floyd & yall haven't said too much at all. The same performative & self-proclaimed activists haven't said a word ab this fr.

The same ppl who were (& still are) walking around w/ a chip on their shoulder ab buying fucking totes, t-shirts, wristbands & face masks that say "Africa" or "Black Lives Matter" or "Say Their Names" — haven't said or so much as put any comparable energy into demanding justice for Makiyay Bryant, Breonna Taylor, or any Black Woman or underage Black Girl killed by white people for that matter. Its like yall felt like, "well all thats finally over; guess police brutality & police officers murdering black ppl isn't a thing anymore or something we should keep protesting after things cool down; we've done 'our part'. 🙄Yall make me fucking sick the way yall showed up & out in international droves for Floyd; the way yall created & pushed hashtags for that grown ass man who OPENLY shit on Black Women (the largest & most signigicant demographic who was out there demanding answers & justice for his murder itfp).

An autistic, black child was killed by the same kind of people who murdered Floyd; working in the same "profession". She was killed by a fucking police officer in the midst of being harassed by kids her age who were bullying her to a point where her hand was forced & she sought out the police to intervene. & they killed her like she didn't mean a damn thing. Yall are silent ab it like she didn't mean a damn thing. Yall literally just went back to your regular lives, obsessing over absolute billshit & living on the internet like it didn't matter at all. Like, "Well we did all that for Floyd. Dont have the energy to do it for anyone else Black; particularly Black Women/Girls."

Where is yall energy for this?? Idk if yall realize but the way this shit reflects, it looks like Americans (& ppl from other countries that participated in the protesting for Floyd) only give a fuck ab black lives if cishet black males are the focus — & that's so fucking disrespectful. Yall are seriously ok w that child being taken from her family? Her mother? Her siblings if she had any??? What ab her dreams? What ab what she wanted to do w her life in spite of all the shit she was going thru being fucked w for being autistic? Do yall give any sort of fucks? Do yall give a damn at all? Just be real ab it. Bc this didn't just happen to Makiyah. This isn't something that's happend to just one black girl before.

This is happening more often than most care to consider fr. In fact, the perpetual concern ppl are brainwashed to have for white women being potentially unrealistically sex-trafficked, sexually abused/assaulted, kidnapped/abducted — happens way more prevalently to black women & little Black girls all over the globe. White women have international protection since they are pushed as a forced international standard & ideal anyway. Black women are not at all a protected demographic. Anywhere in the world. And black men are # fucking 1 in our assailant normalcy — yet everyone gives them all the exclusive consideration when it comes to crimes against the Black Community by non blacks & blacks alike. Fucking tired of yall fr, on everything. Yall let that child die in vain & still ain't got off yall asses to do or say anything ab it the way yall were committed to doing it for Floyd. You should be ashamed. You should be embarrassed.

Idc what you think you did out there for Floyd if you didn't do the same for Makiyah. Or Breonna. Or any Black women among the thousands of names mentioned among the "Say Their Names" outcry. Yall didn't do a damn thing but keep a hashtag trending through the summer last year. Yall give no real fucks & im glad I wasn't giving yall too much credit for doing the bare minimum, cus looking at how "concerned" yall are now, it truly was a minimum. Fuck yall. George Floyd was a grown ass man. Did all that active disapproval of someone killing his ass & then turn yall back on black women asap.

That he spent any part of his life as a black male being & acting on misogynoir — just to cry out for his Black Mother at the peak of his suffering & death, is ironic; almost funny considering how he likely wouldn't have protested for the unreasonable murder of black women himself. Yall desperately need to get your fucking priorities together, cus a lot of yall too damn grown to be this stupid & have attention spans this short. Yall just be expecting black women's support on any & everything — even if it don't make sense or if it puts us in harm's way. Then do absolutely nothing for us when circumstances absolutely more than demand it. Im done supporting these lame ass causes for ppl who don't do shit for Black women even when we do it for yall. Most of the time the majority of you don't even open your mouth ab black women lest its to degrade or defeminize them so yea its p clear to me where the majority of you truly stand unfiltered on issues around our safety & wellbeing.

I'm good. There is no poc solidarity; there is no progression or inclusion in speaking up for races who are not black as a black person — esp not as a black woman. Im quite done w the vast majority of ppl & giving a fuck ab things i cannot — but that other races of ppl v well can — control (regarding our mistreatment). I will not be speaking on this blog ab anything that does not pertain specifically & exclusively to issues within or injustices committed against the Black community. I do not have the energy or interest; just like yall don't ab us. Fuck yall, fuck your problems (cultural & personal), & fuck you being mad ab it if at all. Do not care. Black Women & Little Black Girls do not deserve the blatant disregard & neglect yall habitually subject us to for absolutely nothing. You will not get empathy from this black woman on this shit, period.

[fallingsunflower]

My issue with the whole dress/ Billy Porter conversation is that H isn’t the first man to do it. Before I start my rant because I have a feeling this is going to be quite long, I have been a fan of his since 2011 . So I’m not someone who’s new and doesn’t really know much about Harry. Anyways, men in the media have been dressing like that for years. David Bowie, Elton John, Freddie Mercury, etc. And I’m sure there’s so many others. But the thing that pisses me off is that because it’s “Harry Styles“ then he gets all the attention. Everyone sucks his dick all the time because he wore a dress and prances around a stage with some pride flags and then the media paints it out as some revolutionary never done before thing when it’s really not. Imo, people are giving Harry a lot of credit for the advancements the LGBT community that he shouldn’t have. Like men have worn nail polish/ been more fem before Harry was even born. Glam rock was a thing before Harry was even born. He didn’t “end gender norms”. Nothing that he’s saying or doing is anything new but bc it’s Harry Styles saying/doing it then the words mean more.

I get why Billy‘s pissed off and he has every right to be. This is a perfect explanation how white cis-gendered men, no matter the era, gets more attention and praise than black men ever will. of course we don’t know what Harry’s sexuality is and how he identifies, and quite honestly that’s none of our business. nobody is trying to force anyone out of the closet. And if he wants to come out he should do that in his own time. but I feel that if you were going to do all the things that Harry has done over the years at least say that you’re an ally instead of dodging the bullet all the time and acting so defensive when the question or topic comes up because that’s what painting him out to be a queerbaiter in the GP

As a queer black woman myself I have to follow my heart and stand with Billy on this one. Sure billy could have rephrased the things he said but you have to put yourself in his position. I’m sure Billy was insanely upset and angry and we all have been in a position when you feel upset words come out the wrong way. I mean seriously Billy has been wearing dresses and preaching what Harry’s been preaching for years and no one‘s really paid him any attention (in comparison to H) but the minute a white man does it and everyone kisses his ass ??? Like idk about y’all but I’d be pissed off too.  the core of what Billy said is true. Some of y’all are just to dense to realize it. I don’t think Billy was trying to make a personal fight towards harry. It could’ve been any white cis-gendered man and Billy still would have gone off. But I feel that unless if you are a queer POC it’s really boils down to something that you won’t/ can’t understand. 

Harry never talks about things until he’s cornered or forced to. I mean let’s look back at BLM in March and how he waited ( I think) 2 weeks after everything happened to say something ???? The only reason I think he did anything was bc people were on his ass about it constantly but after he did he was praised for doing the bare minimum ??? Like no that’s not ok

Im just sick and tired of him and other white celebrities doing jackshit then painted out as a white savior and then the media/ the celebrities fans and teams get pissed off when POC share their perspective and angers.

anyways that’s just my opinion I know a lot of people won’t agree and that’s totally fine. We can agree to disagree 😊 this whole ask is a mess and I’m so sorry. I think just after this stunt I was shown a whole new side to H and realized things I didn’t put together in the past. I really needed to evaluate if “TPWK” is something he lives by or just sells on a T-shirt.

Don't worry, I thought it was well said and I agree! Harry isn't an awful person and he talks on the occasion, but he's not at a level where he should be overly praised or where he should overshadow others who have been activists longer, especially because of his sexuality (assuming we go by the straight narrative) and color of his skin

[whaleofatjme1920]

hii! so great to see the creepypasta fandom alive still!! i'd like to req a romantic nsfw matchup! :) i hope this is enough info

-firstly, i'm 22, she/her and bisexual but preference for men. around 5'2-5'3 and pretty pale. kinda sick looking ngl (thx anemia) and currently my hair is dyed like a silvery blonde kind of color? was more lavender ish before. my hairs pretty long (and annoying, gets tangled easily bec heat dmg), maybe bottom of rib length w sidepart/curtain bangs, and big gray eyes. i'm pretty into wearing a full face of makeup too! so eyeliner, lipstick, falsies, the whole thing. body wise, dcup committee, hip dips n thick thighs (i have a thigh tattoo as well, its a cat:))

-style wise i fluctuate constantly, but mostly i wear sweaters and neutral colors constantly. my style does tend to lean towards dark academia the most i think but i do have a softspot for more grunge inspired fashion and also pastels. you'd most likely either see me in a longsleeve and skirt or a sweater and jeans tbh

-personality type wise, i'm an intx 6w5 ! my astro stuff is aries sun, taurus moon, leo rising and gemini venus !! i was in college for library science major w classics (history) minor but dropped it and now i'm working on getting a certification for floral design.

i'm extremely opinionated and outspoken when its something i need to be vocal about, but i am first and foremost an introvert. i get extremely anxious in social situations, but sadly also have a slight temper. this leads to a bit of a confrontational attitude because letting bad situations sit just upsets me more LOL. but i do like to joke around with those close to me and i tend to ramble a lot about my special interests/new things i've learned about quite often if allowed. i can be blunt and very sarcastic usually, and to people who don't know me it comes off a bit rude? idk ALSO i am always tired, no matter how much i sleep.

-relationship wise, i am a bit clingy but not physically. i do love physical affection (preferably more so in private) but my love language is definitely quality time. even if it's just sitting together and doing a task like reading/writing or watching something. being around them makes me happy. i am pretty big on communicating thought so if theres an issue or insecurity, i will bring it up. i'm a bit of the jealous type, and vocal about boundaries in my relationship, and mutual respect is very important to me.

LIKES: i love slasher films go figure, but i'm also the biggest sucker for rom coms and historical movies (like jane austen type, not war ofc.) my music taste is anywhere from rock 2 indie n pop. (my favorite artists though are mitski, hozier, twst, and the nbhd.) baking is one of my favorite activities, and i also love comfy games (animal crossing, minecraft etc.) fall is my favorite season + i'm addicted to iced coffee and the white monster (only flavor i've ever had but extremely caffeine dependent) i love reading and writing n also photography. the sound of rain and the look of snow falling make me really happy. my comfort drink is either earlgrey tea with milk and sugar (maybe honey too) or a big cup of hot chocolate with lots of whipped cream.

(halfway through + i feel like this is TOO MUCH WRITING ALR IM SORRY)

-i dislike the ocean/lakes etc,, i'm just not fond of being in them but they're nice 2 look at. i hate bugs too LOL

AAA hope i have enough of the regular stuff but heres nsfw:

-very much a sub. i've tried to dom before and it's not for me. rough stuff is definitely up my alley!! i'm v into being choked. i love size diff to an extent (height wise) but considering my height its not that hard to be pretty much taller. breeding 4 sure. degrading is really nice but also love praise. possesive!!partners!!own my heart. i just rlly like to put my partners in a position of power also w titles bec i like having smth to call them ( uncomfortable w mommy title to a fem partner though, but daddy is open for male p ) and uHHHH yeah i think thats it. maybe marks too?? also rlly like nice hands LMFAO

thank you sososo much if you decide to answer mine whenever you're able to get around to it <3

Your matchup is… Eyeless Jack!

Read more because of NSFW :}

In general:

Everything about you seemed to match up with EJ but it’s always the kinks that solidify it lmfao. SO, let’s elaborate on why.

What he likes about you:

Physically speaking, EJ adores your eyes and your hair. They’re both so captivating and beautiful to him and he can just get lost looking at you. Your height is alo really cute to him because the dude is fucking tall, probably like 7 ft lmfao. He appreciates the aesthetics of makeup even though he doesn’t understand much about it, so your full face of makeup also lowkey fascinates him. I’ll get,,,, I’ll get into the other stuff about your body in the NSFW section. EJ just adores your sense of style as well, even when it changes around. Grunge and pastels are weak spots for him ngl. He loves your personality as well and wants to know all about floral design. He likes that you’re opinionated as well. EJ is really big on spending time together as well and he’s also pretty physically affectionate in private. I can also see EJ being into communication, because he’s just y’know, trying his best and wants you to see his best as well. All of your likes match up so well with him!! I would be here all day listing them, but just know that you and EJ match up so well in terms of your likes.

General cute things:

ALRIGHT SO, going off your likes, i don’t think EJ actually really likess war movies? He’s secretly a softie to Jane Austen stuff ngl. He likes your music choice and will y’know, listen to it with you. Is he into baking? Not really but he will absolutely eat whatever tf you make. Sometimes EJ has a bit of a sweet tooth. He’ll also cuddle with you on the couch as you play your comfy games, he’s not too big on games himself though. Just wants to spend time with you, y’know? EJ loves fall too and will go on leafy walks with you and enjoy the scents of nature. He’s such a sucker for fall too. Pumpkins, spooky stuff, all of that atmospheric stuff makes him lose his mind. He likes hot coffee but will get you iced coffees and monster. He will read with you! Just those quiet little dates y’know?? He will also teach you calligraphy, because I really do think EJ has beautiful penmanship. He will make your comfort drink for you on snowy days, and cuddle with you when the rain is falling. Just WHOLESOME stuff.

You two as a couple & NSFW:

EJ is a BIG protector. Like, huge. I have no other way of saying that. Like, the man is a bit possessive, he’s actually a lot possessive, but he’s a protector through and through. He will give you his hoodies and sweaters for you to wear if you’re ever cold! He also likes you being bathed in his scent so like,,,,,,, He understands that you’re a bit of the jealous type but lowkey so is he. So please talk with him about that. It seems like you prioritize that stuff though so like it works lmfao. He will do whatever he can to calm you down and keep you steady in social situations that might make you uncomfortable. Just wants to keep you safe. He’s also a tad confrontational? But, he’s really respectful about it. He loves to listen to you ramble and he loves to hear you talk about things you are passionate about. EJ doesn’t mind you being blunt and sarcastic either tbh. He’s exactly like that as well.

So here’s what did it. It’s literally always the kinks that do it. He adores your body. Your breasts are a favorite, your hips are a favorite, your thighs are a favorite, literally everything about you is a favorite. He likes your thigh tattoo and will trace it with his clawed fingers. Lucky for you, you cannot pay EJ to sub, he’s 1000% a dom! He will choke you with his big, clawed hands, and is very, very rough in general. He will cover you in bites and claw marks, love bites dripping down your thighs and neck. He will mark you!! EJ is 7ft tall so like, you got the size difference thing down really good here. He’s also big into breeding too lmfao like I hate bringing up the knotted dick thing again but it’s making a comeback here, he will push that thing in and just CUM. Won’t stop unless he’s filled you to your absolute brim, towering over you, growling and hissing as he ruts into you still connected. You can call him whatever, daddy, master, it’ll all make him hot and bothered. He’s good at praise and degrading, honestly degrading over praise though. EJ also has really nice hands. Overall, it’s the kinks that do it time and time again.

Closing Thoughts/Other Things:

Hi love bug, thank you so much for sending in this ask! The creepypasta fandom is still very much alive, I just like to think a lot of us grew up alongside it. You gave me a wonderful amount of info! Sometimes, people send me like a sentence and I have no idea wtf to do. The more detailed, the better, and you really came through! Furthermore, you sound really, really pretty omg? Like, I adore makeup and just don’t wear it for myself besides eyeliner (RIP my monolids) and mascara but people who wear full faces have ALL MY LOVE. It’s so beautiful. Also your tattoo sounds super cute as well! Everything about you is cute as all hell, and that’s coming from both me and EJ. EJ absolutely adores everything about you and will just LOVE YOU endlessly, and in more ways than one. ;) As always, let me know what you think and I hope you enjoyed!