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psychonyashki · 2 months

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pretty sure I just upset my boyfriend. killing myself

#when is my man gonna break up with me💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯#I’m soo stupid like the dumbest person imaginable how do i fuck up ths badly #i need to stop speaking #or doing anything #or having ideas #idk what im supposed to do now #actually bpd

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way2gosuperrstarr · 1 month

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the world's most underqualified daycare team 😁🫶

i fear theyre cooked.

ignore moon and monday being in almost the same pose i noticed it too late to change it.

original au post w og refs and au explaination

my sun and moon designs w more 'detail elaboration' (not sdgo related post, just them in general)

i did want to make sun and moon's designs in sdgo different than my general personal designs that i use in my self insert au for easier differentiation for other people (i can tell them apart pretty easiy because i portray them personality-wise pretty differently in both aus), but . im too attached . to my current designs um 😔 /silly their designs r basically the same i just wanted to draw them in this lineup w monday/yn/mc/whathaveyou so they didnt look . sad and lonely. lol . theyve already got enough of that "sad and lonely" shit going on in the storyline ❤️

i probably shouldve written a bit more on the image itself but i didnt . want to crowd it.

closeups and a bit ....more..... yapping (not too much, but might interest some? maybe?) under cut 👍 + their all eye variations put onto their actual drawn faces, for funsies ^_^

moon doesnt get a security mode until later into the timeline ^_^ it's (spoilers i guess) actually how the virus gets passed onto him and sun! when his security mode gets added the virus comes with it.

moon's by far got the most eye variations god damn (i love him)

#salmon scribbles #my art #superstar daycare grand opening #dca community #dca fandom #dca au #sundrop #moondrop #sun fnaf #moon fnaf #none of them know what theyre doing and none of them are legally qualified for this #'where did the green on sun come from. why' why NOT. riddle me this batman #riddle me this buttman /ref 🤓#also if you have any thoughts or questions dont be shy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love talking abt my litle guys abd my little au !!!!!!!!!#like always though just know its still subject to change at the moment #not for much longer though hopefully!!!#i dont know what to yap abt in the tags today ...... tragedy..........#how am i supposed to annoy people now 😔💔#annoy people in ways other than my copious amounts of dcaposting #you knew what you were getting into when you followed me o777 #could you call this a soft relaunch? idk #ignore me i have 0 idea what im yapping abt now #i just got home from work i literally finished this piece on my lunch break 💀#the blorbo grind never stops

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nabaath-areng · 15 days

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I have this one "OC" that does not yet have a name that I've drawn several times for a couple years. I was thinking that if I tried making them in FFXIV that I'd use elezen as a base... but then I remembered what other race have their near exact hairstyle... and now I'm like damn... I played myself...

#idk if ill do anything with them but im saving the design. just in case.#perhaps the ffxiv setting is whats needed to gain an idea of who they are #as of now i havent even figured out their gender like are they male? female? both? its one of those but which? who knows. not me!#i think besides that i knew they were really tall. a magic user. and i was pondering on some italian name #... could work with the 13th i suppose hmmm.#anyway i have more character design ideas than i could ever hope to put to use! send help!!!#ffxiv #final fantasy xiv #ff14 #final fantasy 14 #roegadyn #hellsguard #gpose #ffxiv screenshot #ffxiv gpose #ffxiv screenshots #i almost tagged edit but these are completely untouched #i tried but then id have to do all to be happy and make them match LMAO #nabaath-areng #my screenshot #i took soooo many screens but i feel like the post is already bloated yells #so these shall suffice. but please DO know that theyre painfully photogenic #and that practically every screenshot turned out super sexy

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oh-no-its-bird · 13 days

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Started doing smthn, got bored like 2/10ths of the way in, decided to maybe not do it. Take what I did manage to do before getting bored as an apology

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sneeb-canons · 5 months

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Headcanon #500:

Mind is afraid that when he distances himself from or above the others, that he will be too far gone to come back down. That when his paranoia gets the best of him, he'll shut everyone else out and then be completely alone with no way back to where he was before.

Heart is afraid that if Mind is right, with the idea that what he does isn't genuine, that he's being manipulative without realizing it. Then therefore being Whole without himself there is the better option. That he'd be thrown out because his ideas would then be "not worth it" or even "vile"

Soul is afraid that no matter what he does or how good things will be, they'll always eventually split up again or even end up worse. Even then he has no clue what he's supposed to do or be during everything, and so because of that he'll never be whole. Or worse that he'll never really "feel" whole.

#kiiiiiiiinda just saying what is a bit talked about in the album but eh #i like this #fun fact: i made this & saved it as a draft back when it was just barley over 100 #finally being posted at 500 #wanting to post my own at each hundred mark cos why not #i say that but there's only one more submission in the queue atm soooo #send me your headcanons now to make my own ideas for special occasions get it like special hahaha [please send more i only have so many]#[idk what to do after I run out help]#haha anyway #next are my old tags from when i first made this post #cj soul #cj mind #cj heart #chonny jash #wow did KJ just attempt to make an angst headcanon? never thought that would happen #anyways idk how much this makes sense but eh it works #if theres anything to get from this or how my ideas with them work #mind can be overly paranoid. heart can be too protective of himself. and those idea make them believe the other has it out for them #soul has no idea how to really deal with that let alone what he's supposed to be #or something along those lines #idk its 5am man idk what im talking about #i need to go to bed pfft #chonnys charming chaos compendium

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slavhew · 3 months

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daily affirmations: im the shit

#homestuck #hom3stuck #home24uck #home2t4ck #dirk strider #jake english #dirkjake #admin draws #fanart #can someone power wash my brain ive gotten addicted to the shoe commercial song again #and 2nd one is not related. well now it is. but it was supposed to be its own thing #i ended up not liking the sketch enough for how much trouble it gave me so its going up like this #sweep ur bf off ur feet (flying edition)#anywayz. 1st one done in an hour while listening to something on repeat. no prize for guessing what #im at my vacation now so its gonna be backlog for a little while until i get my bearings #its a tradition by now to draw fullbody walkies while listening to hip hop so who knows. i might do more of that #now i sleep for tomorrow i go shopping #today i packed spent 4 hrs in a cramped car. had a swim a pint some real good canned tuna for dinner. truly life is good #and i cant wait to sleep on this mood so i can wake up feeling different tomorrow #it hasnt quite been dread latwly except when it has. but idk #i remember id used to wake up and not feel like im in a pressure cooker set on medium to low #its been a year. id like to know that feeling again

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brainrotcharacters · 1 month

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I'm about to face my unhealed trauma (I'm rewatching X-Men 1)

#do i liveblog? im going to liveblog #is that what that's called? idk #5 seconds in and i swear i can smell the dvd player i watched and rewatched this film on #god i miss my childhood #eliza rewatches #x men 2000 #i'm supposed to work on wips but you know. breakdown before creation #mute me now while there's still time #i'm about to be so annoying

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sandsofsolstice · 1 month

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alright listen. let the record show i do have oc art i could post but im soooooooooooooo estranged with art right now we're having a temporary divorce.

but i did manage to draw these after many a week of drawing absolutely nothing

sorry for getting into spn in 2024. you jump in to your friends' watch party (in s6, in some of s6's worst episodes) for funsies and then three days later youre watching s1 "just to have something in the background." and then you watch spn for 20 days straight from start to finish. and then the tragic little gay people haunt you

#spn #spn fanart #destiel #deancas #uuhhhh yea i do not know.#im hiding my shame via posting this at 2 in the morning #just kidding. i actually harbor very little shame. i just feel awkward everytime i post fanart #but spn grabbed me by my [i suppose the word is balls. i cant think of a word to put here besides balls. sorry] and pulled me in #so maybe i will draw more fanart idk maybe its what i need right now to get over my artblock #anyway. i think castiel should just be greying straight up. but dean also deserves to have some grey in there #dean winchester for a man who faces the horrors for always you have beautiful eyes and lashes #sols art #domestic destiel you will always be real to me

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ithinkdogshouldvote2 · 5 months

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I didnt. Dndads hiveswap au be upon ye

#lincs not on there because he. like terry. is just a normal human guy. linc terry Taylor Cassandra and Marco all get portaled to alternia #yes. Marco and grant do meet and fall in love #Scary’s lusus is meant to be her bio dad so scary and lincs parentages are swapped #terry acts basically as her adopted found family dad and grant is linc step dad #this is cringe but i am free now that I’ve posted it #dndads #dungeons and daddies #terry jr stampler #scary marlowe #normal oak #lark oak #sparrow oak #Barry oak #Willy stampler #homestuck au #troll au #alternia au #Henry found lark and sparrow in the brooding caverns and raised them instead of culling them #im not tagging all the characters but you get it #dndads s2 #posting to my alt because this is more a loose collection of sketches than anything finished that i should be proud of #but I thought some of you might get a kick out of this #hemospectrum #homestuck quadrants #hs au #btw if hiveswap act 3 doesnt come out soon im gonna have to intervene.#what will i do? intervene.#btw Henry’s horns are supposed to look like leaves? idk if they really do tho

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undefeatablesin · 1 year

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My angel, my pride and joy, my beloved AKA the Good Hunter Ruza lmao 🧡 ft. Her Lost Chikage and her fun outfit from these screenshots! + some lil headshots of her in the Yharnam Hunter Garb, a look I also care Deeply About ✨️

#sin scribbles #bloodborne #good hunter #good hunter bloodborne #hunter bloodborne #bloodborne oc #bloodborne oc ; ruza #(ITS DONE CAN U BELIEVE IT I SURE CANT!!!!)#(yes. i repeat. this was largely inspired and enforced by me playin d/m/c5 again. LOL.)#(look.......is it my fault my favourite games happen 2 both be about monster hunters with cool swords???)#(anyways whatever AHEM *shuffles notes*)#(i do rly like ruza in the knights garb tbf its fun and flashy. especially in game where everything is dark af)#(very fun to draw. but i prefer her in the actual hunting garb so THATS WHAT WE STICKIN WITH.)#(at least for now idk my mind changes like the weather sis thats largely why i havent given her a new ref sheet)#(or posted her new bio bc tbh im cursed!!!)#(as soon as i post a ref or a bio i immediately want to change it all. so. i just wont LOL)#(if yall still curious about her u can just send an ask or a dm or smth i dont bite 😂)#(this was supposed to be a sketch sheet can u tell i lied deceived played myself to filth)#(bonus cainhurst armor look bc i love that set SOOOOO....much)#(watch out yall sin is back at it with her nonsense cloth physics again)

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birdricks · 9 months

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sleepyhead lol….

#rick and morty #rick sanchez #NOT GENDERBEND ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ TRANSFAG‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#LOL just smth kinda quick cus im supposed to be. studyinh…..#this pose was crazy hard to work out at first but i think it looks ok now #inspired byyyy. i got a new binder. feels good 👍#used myself as reference Deepest apologies if he looks a little gay.#for the record please imagine bp alseep on the bed just out of frame. my artitsic vision #oh my god my head. i forgkt to drink wortor…..#was gonna jsut post this as flats but i have to be insane in the head abt things so hoepfully this wacky lighting doesnt look too odd LOL #idk why i cant like remmeber how any of my blending layers r supposed to work #oh disclaimer dont sleep in binders LOL. im sure thats not what ppl r gonna get from this #but just to be clear. lolol dont do that #ok i cant tweak this anymore or ill go insane. POST #artsbotz

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r0b0t1me · 2 years

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the death of cassandra jones

#my art #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt movie #rise of the tmnt movie #blood #implied death #AAAHUUHHGH #this was originally going to be only 2 PAGES #what happened? IDK #neural network brain just kept thinking and adding #Also. im gonna clear this up now before anyone asks #No leo cannot portal #he doesnt have his odachi. the krang neutralize mystic energy.#why would anyone run on foot in this apocalypse if they didnt have to (re: the movie)#also i think its part of why mikey looks the way he does #using mystic energy when its supposed to be dead and gone #idk the specifics idk watever who cares im not a writer #see now im going on this tangent. do u understand why this comic got so long #ANYWAY. i hope people like this bc im proud of a lot of my layouts here #im gonna go stretch my hand now #oh almost forgot this tag #bad future

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lilacjunimo · 5 months

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saw someone on twitter imply that one king of queens promo photo would be tech and phee and so now we have this

#tbb tech #tbb phee #tech bad batch #phee genoa #techphee #the bad batch #tbb fanart #the bad batch fanart #pls be gentle #im closing my eyes as i press post now for this one #which is crazy because ive literally posted drawings before #idk why this ones given me so many nerves #very odd #but its done!!#if you've seen previous renditions of this drawing no u didn't #ok ok time for the positives #i love how i made her shift his goggles with her thumb #from the start i knew i was gonna make phee do that #and i wanted to just use two colors for the whole drawing #and i did at first #tech blue phee red #and then i added a little red to tech and a little blue to phee and i was so AAAAA about that #the background also has a purposeful purple tint to it which i love #ok ok and also i love phee's hair #and her foot that's sticking outwards #woah this is a lot more rambly than i anticipated #oh well #that's what tumblr's for #also as i look at it now its very pixely which leaves me ???? but that's that and thats how its gonna be i suppose just dont try to zoom #ok thnx bye

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lightbulb-warning · 2 months

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so has anyone figured out WHY there is the Need To Share our Artworks™ or is it just the vibes and our Soul apparently

#ive been running on “two cakes. u aren't BOTHERING people by putting art on their feed they can scroll past it/if they dont they get ”cake“”#and we love “cake”#“cake” is picture on the internet in this case #like okay the contracts and transaction format is a me problem!! i need to get rid of the “utilitarian brain worms” bc they're boring #this is supposed to be a hobby and the “get a good grade in hobby” wolf in the brain is just crying bc that's how they understand the world #the “get a good grade in x” wolf has valid pain but needs to stop controlling my life because they don't need to earn “enough value to live”#ect ect ect #and the life of minmaxxed utility is a life of trying to appeal to a “correct” that doesn't exist yaddi yadda = boring #i love you wolf. also shut up. affectionate. concerned. you get it #ok so we remove tangible purpose from act of experience art because THAT'S not “the point”#because “the point” is the joy killer eccetera ecc #but then what? “here check out this labor of love. i drew this fucker 15 times. no there's no story* there it's just a guy”#*story in this case being an emotional engagement/a situation/a context in which to ponder/other #so it's just a Draw. no further analysis. what do others Get from that?#i know i deeply enjoy art because im a fan of the process of People Making Stuff. i love when there was nothing but now there's something!!!#THAT'S what's it all about!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to me!!!! right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#so it stands to reason that creation is purpose enough?? to be experienced???? to be known????????#idk!!#this is a nothing burger of a thought people have always liked picture on the internet stfu maiora there doesn't need to be a reason #this is just the brainworms talking!!! because god forbid “something not have a purpose”??? blegh!!!!!!!!#sounds like unhealthy rationalizing instead of letting things be out of The Fear™!!sounds like depraving urself from joy bc of BRAINWORMS!!!#so like!!!!! picture on the internet doesn't NEED inherent value. creation is enough!! (plus there's the Attachment to Character. also.)#but then why are YOU *points at you* here? gen q!!#i made an image you like and now you are reading my word babble in some tags!!! what's THAT all about???????????#it's INTERESTING!! do you see what im trying to get at??#is it empathy??? person made something other saw something other made- other2other connection???? intrigue????????#.......all this is probably explained in some book or yt essay somewhere. oh well.#in the meantime thank you for your time! we can pretend we were stuck in an elevator together and then i started rambling #i hope you have a great rest of your day thanks for stopping by!! <3 #maiora garrulates

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layzeal · 2 years

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something about the way wwx, against all odds and against his own plans, just kept living and surviving through events that he was certain would kill him, so by the time sunshot ends and his heart is still beating he just becomes... mellow

#he wasn't meant to have survived the core surgery. but he did #he wasn't meant to have survived the burial mounds. and he did #he knew damn well the risks of that surgery and he knew that making through these events alive was a slim chance #and somehow. because he's god's favorite pincushion #he just kept surviving #and by the time sunshot ends all he can do is drink and hang out with his ghost girls #all the disciples he knew are dead and he can't train the new ones. he doesn't have a core. he can't keep up #everything he has are the jiang siblings. his wine. and his ghosts #and i don't think he knew what he was supposed to do after that #he was living day after day and ???? then what?#how long will you keeo this secret wheb you're living under the same roof as the one you're keeping it from #idk where im going with this im just #i think post-sunshot pre-burial mounds wwx is a guy that wasn't supposed to be alive #which is why he's either super mellow or angry #he's not part of this cultivation world anymore and he knows it #two years of guidao instead of sword? ok #but ten years? twenty? people will be questioning #he hadn't planned to survive for this long and now that he did he doesn't know what to do with himself #modao #lace speaks

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spearxwind · 1 month

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chipping away at a big project that i started months ago and still havent finished... idk when i will finish it but hopefully itll be worth the wait and the effort augh

#its a comique. its long (eighteen pages planned)#i havent finished a single page bc im batch working but... idk if thats making me work slower or faster #thunderclap #since its been so long since i started i changed the way i work and now im looking at my files like what... the fuck...#i have so many comic ideas i wanna do.......... i know done is better than perfect but i want this to be rly good #i wanna try to do some dragon comics also soon #see if the polygon style lends itself well to comics #idk why im making this post i wanna ramble i suppose

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