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wait- is grandpa real or a fictional character? I need more lore here. I need the gramps-lore.
Mia my love the less you know the better
#Thanks for the ask !#i just cant do it ... i just cant talk about it ....#but if you decide to brave the gauntlet of violent and animalistic fantasising thats been going on for the past few weeks a dark and#wretched picture will began to take shape and it will not only make sense but also make you hate me#only at the cost of the time from your one precious life#but god can you imagine if he was real ... catastrophic world ending sex event approaching over the horizon#i csnt talk about it (stares at my hands with a haunted expression) why cant i talk about it ... why .. why ....#but you probably do know him ... you have probably heard his name ...#well at least i cant talk about it here ... hi also hehe hiiiiii
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I DONT LIKE âREALâ PEOPLE
I DONT LIKE âREALâ PEOPLE
I DONT LIKE âREALâ PEOPLE
I DONT LIKE âREALâ PEOPLE
I DONT LIKE âREALâ PEOPLE
I DONT LIKE âREALâ PEOPLE
I DONT LIKE âREALâ PEOPLE
I DONT LIKE âREALâ PEOPLE
#gross#quotes because itâs only what u would consider real#john egbert#john is the love of my life#I hate#love#wife#princess#john Egbert is a unicorn#yesss#hehe#413
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i did a tiny little reorganisation of my collections today!
but i still really need to pick up some new wall shelves before my birthday comes lol :(
#vera â©#my collection â©#i have no one to show this to in real life#so only you guys get to see it hehe
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My SWTOR brainrot is kinda on hold atm and I'm not sure if I feel comfortable with this lol
#swtor#lia rambles#i miss my blorbos#it resurfaces every now and then but not enough to really draw me back in#i do play a little#but mostly i'm playing the suikoden remaster atm#and that's bringing back a lot of feelings#i can only have feelings for one thing at a time rofl#real life is a mess as well as i'll be unemployed soon#but that means more time to play hehe#and my body needs to recover from work#having rheuma and working as a confectioner didn't go well lol#my mind is a mess too#hopefully i'll come back to swtor once my mind's better again
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I made myself a legacy challenge inspired by edith finch đ
#the sims 4#sims 4 life and death#this might only interest me lets be real#but its making me excited about a legacy challenge hehe
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best part of heroing: sometimes there is a little kitty outside :))
#sorry i haven't posted in a bit but i'm back with more nonsense#he was an orange tabby hehe#only in gotham#real hench life#only in gotham rp#gothamite#real goon
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Can't add the exact timestamp (it's at the end) but they just??? Jump off screen???? Do they not die???
My general consensus with this fight is that it's just extra content and... in-between canonicity. They don't show up in the credits (in a scene) regardless if you kill them or not, and the pupils are alive(?) or possibly some other ones are alive as they could just look similar/be reused sprites
long speculation under the cut
Fitzroy is lore for sure which contradicts some of the implications about trancending that we get but like. Royal is kind of a dumbass AND is being told all of this from mother/one concern. There's multiple implications of the "ancestors" (both isi and Him followers) coming from somewhere else/resetting the planet and leaving instructions/tech for their respective people to use. Fitzroy seems to fit in the between stage before the concern has studied the tech, but AFTER the Ancestors arrived/reset the planet. In The Tower and the Bastion there are images of famous earth landmarks (taj mahal, new York, pyramids I think) implying that some sort of Earth was destroyed/minerals drained (more connections to the themes about environmentalism) and that humanity was "reset". RIGHT BUT CANONICITY. Fitzroy is more lore... If u want him to be. The true past of humanity is still foggy ESPECIALLY with conflicting views from Him followers and the Isi. The concern claims to have longer records of history, and has aforementioned images, but they shape it to their beliefs and leave out certain parts intentionally as well as only educate people deemed more faithful (concern staff) and censor/mysticize parts for the common folk and ESPECIALLY city one residents. Cough cough 'merica haha but not really I doubt he was thinking about Americans specifically. This is more likely a commentary on religion specifically they larger ones and how they shape societies views and history! (Remember when we used B.C?) I'm not going to say this is an effective commentary or a scathing remark on Christianity (I believe that Christianity is used as a reference as it's the poster child to westerners for what "religion" is. He probably intended for this to be about religion as a whole but like. Come on. It's definitely Christianity with a few changes to make it a "generic religion" especially with the focus on punishment and ascension to a "good place". They also use sin/sinners a few times but that may be for familiarity especially since he had a whole npc for explaining terminology) that aside. Canonicity. Again. The history behind the Starworm followers vs the Isi is intentionally left a mystery! Fitzroy and Leticia are real as fuck (if u think they're canon) and provide some ideas for what actually happened in history but who knows! I should get back to my conversation I got distracted haha.
#text that should be about royal#iconoclasts#lore speculation#mothers corners#Youtube#long post#analysis#(?)#also feel free to reply my ideas are very foundational especially on the religion part :-P but I have a lot of thoughts on xtianity#Being seen as âwhat religion isâ. Especially when not every culture uses the âgood place bad placeâ idea#Or the nobility of suffering Or Or the focus on punishment and atonement#I do think elro is telling the truth with what they teach the lower class so I may use him as a point of reference in the future#He's also a really funny and interesting character. I also completely understand why people don't like him#I'm sorry for not having other examples but he is literally Walter fucking white#Oh my God for Halloween I should draw him in that costume. I have an old sketch of him as reanimator actually#I'm too shy to show it tho hehe... Also the only connection is âscienceâ and âcrazy syringe!â#Also by calling him funny I mean his actions are. I like how he gives up on his religion immediately...#Definitely only because it affected him personally (penance) but he probably wasn't that devout#If a follower anyways. Especially with Robin helping out. âLol it won't get me!â >Wife and daughter die#A lot of his actions are absolutely caused by grief and I really like how he's written. I like the themes of grief!#He's absolutely an asshole tho ESPECIALLY to mina actually honestly to any woman in his life#Teegan get with a real man. Fuck that guy. Also counting grey as a woman in this instance. Woman in a lesbian way not as a gender#Teegan is the only person who survived elro besides robin#themes#Teegan has her shit TOGETHER. I saw her and Gustavo talking in the credits I hope they become good friends :-)#robin survived elro and like he won't try to protect/control her anymore but... God...#elro#(mentioned) (also I might talk about him in the future I really like how iconoclasts deals w grief)
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Guhhh I don't have the spoons to work on my newest aquarium review but I do want to say...
A lot goes on behind the aquariums we know and love, and I have a newfound respect for them.
Character development: I should probably also not be as harsh when it comes to minor information mistakes (incorrect species name) and jellyfish variety (unusual jellies can be expensive and hard to find). They also consider what species would be suitable to show in public (many- like hydrozoans- are too small to be properly seen ;w;)
Additionally, breeding efforts for certain species can be difficult. After getting their hands on one species, it's possible that they simply... die, without being replaced. Displayed jellyfish species at an aquarium can be almost as seasonal as the plants that grow around your local area.
// Fun fact: The aquarium of the pacific is the first aquarium I've found to feed medusivoric jellyfish... other jellyfish
Also fun fact the Aquarium of the Pacific has the most detailed descriptions of jellyfish ever. I've came across them before but now I feel a bit silly for not doing more research there (like, they're more in depth than the Monterey Bay Aquarium, and Monterey Bay is GOOD)
#.professor jellyfish speaks#jellyfish#big thanks to Noah from AOP for giving me a mini insider chat/interview that was literally the highlight of my entire trip#I wonder what it would've been like to talk with jellyfish josh now...#im so happy ^-^!! finally im not the only person in real life to love jellies#jellyfish aquarists make me go brrrrr I want to be friends with them all#I had to give him my name and it was the most embarrassing experience of my life#I have like. 5 that people call me by and none of them seemed to fit ;~;;#THEY'RE BREEDING FLAME JELLYFISH BTW IM SO EXCITED (<- will never get to see them ever probably)#the juveniles are starting to develop their oral arm stumps hehe :>#also also I was recommended the aquarium of the podcific by noah so im gonna go listen to that now. it's probably the shortest episode but#-think i'll learn lots :>
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It IS possible to be healed just by someone's existence đ„°
#surprisingly i am not only talking abt fictional girls this time#real life women heal and save me every day even if they dont know who i am#i love women so much <3333333#apparently i CAN feel love hehe#we go through this cycle every 2 weeks LOL
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#currently wiggling and swinging around in my desk chair because I just finished the first meeting between charles and arthur aND GOD DAMN IT#I accidentally made them so stupid and awkward that I groaned while writing it but now I'm so freaking happy!âĄ#Now I have 20 pages written down....more or less because of space and stuff bUT GOD it's been such a long time since I last wrote aNYTHING#so this feels so much and good und uggh!!#the music currently blasting into my ears through headphones is making me hyper too so I'm gonna put all my energy into#brushing my teeth now since it's midnight and then go to bed!#gonna re-read everything everything tomorrow and edit it and maaaybe post it#it's only maybe a third of everything I have outlined so far but I need to get something out there#wiggle wiggle#whoever read all this up to this point hAVE A WONDERFUL 2025 AND WISH YOU ALL THE FUCKING BESTâ€ïž#FUCK YEAH!!#....hehe >w< âĄ#so many good feelings...need to exploit the hell out of this before vacation is over and 'real life' starts again xDD
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Escort! Satoru- part one
Pairings- Escort Satoru Gojo x shy CEO F! reader
Warnings- eventually explicit sex, freaky but fluffy- this part- obsessed ass/whipped ass Gojo, mentions of sex, Satoru jerking off, whimpering (bc ofc) he becomes a little Yan tbh, Satoru half ass pleasing a client but he can't get you off his mind hehe, pretty woman vibes đ€
Finished <3
Part two>>>
Escort! Satoru who doesn't just sleep with any client, no he's picky certainly, he gets to be at this caliber, of the most notorious escort there is. Some women he'll help get off with his fingers, some he'll only let suck his cock deep in their throat, some very lucky ones he'll actually fuck, bent over crying out his name. No matter what however, they were always pleased, he has the best rating there even is on his site.
Escort! Satoru only takes jobs and clients that he feels like, he's the most popular person on this app, highly requested, he can browse who he's meeting before hand. And if he absolutely can't stand them, perhaps that - gasp - hate Digimon!? - he keeps it to just the date, a polite fake smile on his perfect features, baby blues hidden behind his dark round shades.
Escort! Satoru gets a notification, lounging around in his penthouse, yes Gojo is rich from this career, but he enjoys the thrill of this even more, and he enjoys putting a smile on a pretty girls face, giving them pleasure when they may have never had any. His dick is just too pretty not to share with the world, truly. - That may seem conceited but it's really just factual! - He peers at the notification then, blinking quickly as the picture, so gorgeous he's damn near blushing just from seeing your face, your bare shoulders in a slinky dress, fuck since when does he get half hard looking at collarbones!?
Escort! Satoru is already throbbing and hard the longer he stares at your picture, your shy and sweet little message on there with it - 'I have never done anything like this... but with work, I have no time for anything, and... I really need a handsome date to this charity ball. Could you please come with, I will gladly pay you extra to spend some time before so we can have our story together' Satoru blinks a bit, full lips pursing, beginning to type back. 'You buying lunch?' He smirks as you laugh react to his comment. 'I'm buying lunch'
Escort! Satoru doesn't date in real life, he's merely arm candy for many women, but when he sits across from you at the outdoor diner, and you smile shyly, his heart fucking stops. He's been with so many beautiful people, but nothing has made him feel whatever this is. 'Hey there!' you introduce yourself, and he can't stop staring at your lips as they move, you have a pretty red color adorning them, he tries to focus but his brain is short circuiting. 'Satoru...' he says, taking your much smaller hand in his own, staring at you behind Gucci shades. He never lets dates call him that, he prefers Gojo of course, but when you repeat 'Satoru' in that sexy voice, he's ended.
Escort! Satoru forgets what time even is, while you pour over some details of your life with him, he's never been more interested actually in how you played the flute. Tell him it all. That you like Pokemon- Digimon is better but- close enough, tell him about your collection. He can't get enough, you all spend so much time talking the sun is starting to set. 'Oh no, we should go! I'm keeping you-' Satoru lowers those shades, his bright blue eyes drinking you in, making you falter as they trail across your body ever so slowly, making you heat up, remembering his profession. 'you're not keeping me, but one question, sweets' he leans forward, so close now, brushing back a lock of your hair. 'why would you go to an escort agency, is it just for the date? or more?'
Escort! Satoru loves watching the blush dance on your skin, the glittering of your eyes when he pulls back, thumb brushing your heated cheek just so, feeling it's warmth. 'It's just for the date, I read your reviews, they're insane...' he grins now, brushing back silvery locks. 'read which reviews?' you heat up further, fiddling with your fingers just a bit. 'If it went that way, it'd be the first time in years for me' Satoru blinks in shock. 'how?' You sigh, sipping the rest of your drink down through your straw. 'work plus being a homebody nerd, well... I never meet people or have time' ah, Satoru could make you cum so hard you wouldn't be able to form words, but he takes a sip of his own drink, saying casually- 'and you never... want to?'
Escort! Satoru thinks you're so cute when your teeth catch your lower lip, and your lashes flutter. 'of course but that's not why I hired you, I really do need a perfect date, though... your looks may have swayed me' he chuckles a bit now. 'So shallow!' you scoff, as the two of you get ready to leave. 'Do you have a suit or do you need me to buy one?' Gojo smirks at you. 'I have so many suits, and tuxedos, don't worry' 'ah you come prepared I see' he hums just a bit, walking you to your car, far too close when he leans over you just a bit, inhaling the sweet scent of you. 'I'm prepared for whatever you need, sweets, anything at all' at his connotation he watches you get more flustered, giggling a bit, feeling so stupid next to a guy like this, but he just finds you the cutest thing he's ever seen.
Escort! Satoru can't take how much you're sinking into his mind the passing days, the charity ball is in a week, but the two of you constantly text for 'practice' but he becomes more and more enamored, you're smart, sweet, and oh so fucking pretty. When you send him a selfie before he goes on a date with a client, he can hardly take it, you're in your business suit, nothing sexy- but it drives him to distraction, your pretty lips he can picture around him. Satoru can hardly focus when he's supposed to be pleasing this girl, his fingers usually so sure aren't hitting her spots, because now he can only think of you.
Escort! Satoru cannot have a bad review, oh no, he decides to excuse himself from the pretty girl on her bed, going to the bathroom to stare at this picture of you. beautiful, can I see more? when you read that you nervously shut the door to your sky rise office, unbuttoning just a bit of your blouse, tummy clenching when he hearts the message, you know you shouldn't get so excited, you're paying him after all. He's likely with a woman constantly, you see the sheer amount of reviews, but you can't help yourself, you find him entirely too charming, it's easy to forget this is just for business. For every salacious review, there were others- sweet, funny, made me feel pretty- and that's what really drew you in.
Escort! Satoru after he recieves that sexy little picture, instead of going into the room with the eager girl waiting, is instead stroking his long, pretty cock, head falling back against the door, while you nervously button your blouse back up, imagination going insane. You weren't against sleeping with someone casually, but for money would it mean... he didn't want to? The thought eats at you while Satoru's dripping precum over his phone, right on that picture, whispering your name ever so softly, forgetting where he was and shit, who he was, he can practically see those nipples under your blouse, dying to know what they taste like.
Escort! Satoru may have had sex before with the client surely, he loves a beautiful woman, before he met you. But now you're constantly on his mind. Even with his cock so hard and ready, when he's back to kissing on her and playing with her, he can't do more, frustrating him to no end. He has her squirting down his hand with the way his practiced fingers know how to hit every woman's spot, she's dripping down to his wrists, even. When he finishes, she looks up at him, all fucked out, trying to kiss him, but that's Satoru's biggest rule, never, ever kiss on the lips. He turns his head. 'sorry sweetheart I don't do that'
Escort! Satoru takes his extra money, he made bank tonight, but the entire time he had his fingers curling inside a slick, eager hole, he was picturing them deep inside you, watching as you cum for him. You'd probably sound and look so pretty, wouldn't you? As you're shooting him a good night text- who even has ever sent him one? - you're back on his mind, still aching from earlier. Turning down blowjobs is not something Escort Satoru does, but he did, and now he's throbbing when he rubs himself over his boxers, whimpering just a bit, pulling the picture back out and working his hand up and down his shaft, as it's aching to fill you
Escort! Satoru has a notification from one of his regulars pop up on the phone, right above that picture he can't stop staring at, while his cock is sticky from his spit and precum, loud in his opulent bedroom, the sound of it lewd along with his heavy, husky breaths. He's picturing just what you'd look like on your knees, with those innocent eyes, maybe he'd tear that business suit off your body, and paint every pretty inch of it with his ropes of cum, until you were just covered in white. The thought alone makes him decline the request, shutting his eyes and picturing just that as his spurts of white cum pour down his hand.
Escort! Satoru whimpers when he touches his sensitive tip, murmuring your name, trying to come down. He finds himself cleaning himself up and staring at the mirror, wondering just what the fuck you've done to him already. Surely it's... something new or different, it can't be more right? He hovers over choosing the date, or messaging you good night, and finds himself texting you with a dumb little đ„ș, smiling like a lovesick fool when you send this to him-'can't wait for our 'date' it'll be fun! đ- and Satoru's getting hard again from a fucking emoji.
#gojo satoru x reader#satoru x reader#gojo smut#gojo x reader#satoru gojo x you#satoru gojo smut#satoru smut#satoru gojo x female reader#gojo x reader smut#gojo x f!reader#gojo drabbles#satoru gojo x f!reader#divider by strangergraphics#jjk smut#yandere gojo#just a bit#gojo fluff#gojo x y/n
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When you want so much but donât know how to ask for it, and youâre not sure if you even want it now.
When you just wanna cuddle and hug, but also wanna kiss and giggle and be all silly and high off love but also just caress their cheek and fall asleep knowing theyâll be in your arms in the morning. And itâll all be ok. Because theyâre there.
When you want to sit in the couch and not say anything. But also be laying on your backs and talking a mile a minute so you know it doesnât make sense but they get it.
When you want to go in a picnic even though you donât like picnics, just to see the way they look in the sunlight, the way that⊠ok but hear me out here. if a tree has juuuuuust enough wind blowing through it, not too much mind you, but jussssst enough, like⊠a lazy breeze but with a purpose? That kinda thing. An ambling breeze. Yeah. If itâs that. And the sun comes through that? It sparkles across their face and hair, and they justâŠ. Shine. And they turn to smile at you, and you just⊠sjhvsjhvsjhvsjgc you just melt in that light
When you want an eternity, you want forever. But you want it now, because theyâre in front of you, and you love them, and you justâŠ.. want to love them forever. But right now.
#đ„#man alive Iâm a lucky bastard arent I?#hehe#also getting comments of âhave you ever datedâ when technically Jewels only fake dated her friend?#as a joke btw#meanwhile Iâm sitting over here with the love of my life in the same headspace as me#canât physically touch her⊠or hold her or hug her. and man it kills me sometimes.#but the ability to smugly say âno :3ââ then turn around and ask my Love what she wants for dinner tonight?#man thatâs a level of trolling thatâll never get old#(aka the real answer is yesnât. Jewels has never been with anyone aside from that fake dating thing. me and Olivia are happily hitched >:3)
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Can I request a Telemachus x reader smut? Specifically after the slaughter of the suitors while Odysseus and Penelope reunite. Hehe thank you!!
A/n: YES! He's such a cutie.
Warnings: p in v , telemachus is covered in blood, telemachus dirty talks ( this man letting out his years of frustrations on you đ)

The halls of your home still reek of blood and vengeance. The air is heavy with smoke from overturned torches, and the cries of dying men still echo faintly in the walls. But itâs over now.
Odysseus has reclaimed his throne. Penelope has wept and clung to him like a woman reborn.
And Telemachus?
He finds you in the shadows of the corridor, just past the carnage.
âYou shouldnât be here,â he says, but his voice is low, almost trembling. You can see the red on his handsâsome of it is his, most of it not. Thereâs a storm behind his eyes. Too much death. Too many years. Too much waiting.
âI stayed,â you say, stepping closer. âFor you.â
His breath catches. For a moment, you think heâll walk away, disappear into the dark to let his parents have their story.
But instead, he reaches for you like a man whoâs finally allowed to feel. His mouth is on yours before you can say another word, and his hands are rough and trembling, pulling you flush against him.
Itâs frantic. Desperate. He backs you into the wall of the hallway, the cold stone against your spine making you gaspâand that sound drives him wild.
âSay my name,â he growls against your throat.
âTelemachus,â you breathe, your fingers sliding under the hem of his tunic, feeling the muscles still tight with adrenaline. âI thought I lost you.â
âYouâll never lose me.â He grips your thigh, lifting it around his waist. âNot now. Not ever.â
His armor is half-undone, and he fumbles with your clothes like heâs afraid this is a dream, like you might vanish with the dawn. But the heat of your skin against his is real, and when he finally thrusts into you, itâs with all the pent-up rage and longing of a man whoâs waited his whole life to be seen as more than a boy.
The corridor is silent now, save for the soft sound of your bodies meeting, your stifled moans, and his whispered promises in your ear.
âYouâre mine,â he says, over and over, voice breaking. âMine.â
And when itâs over, youâre still pressed against the stone, breathless, trembling, and utterly wreckedâin the best way.
Youâre still pinned against the cold stone wall, your heart thudding wildly in your chest. Telemachusâ hands are everywhereârough with blood and battle, claiming you like youâre the only thing tethering him to reality.
âYou waited for me,â he murmurs against your neck, voice low and dark. âNow Iâm going to ruin you for anyone else.â
His words make your knees buckle, but heâs already hoisting you upâyour legs wrapped tight around his waist as he carries you into one of the unused rooms off the corridor. The door slams shut behind you, and he sets you down only long enough to rip the bloodied tunic from his chest. You drink him inâhis broad shoulders, the scars, the raw power in his frame. He catches your gaze and smirks.
âSee something you like?â he taunts.
You donât answerâyou just slide your hands down his chest, grazing the line of dark hair below his navel, before sinking to your knees.
He hisses through his teeth as you take him into your mouthâheâs already hard, thick and pulsing in your hands, and the way he growls your name as his head tips back has heat pooling between your thighs.
But he doesnât let you finish.
âNot like this,â he growls, dragging you back to your feet. âI need to feel you.â
He strips you bare, not gently, but reverentlyâlike heâs unwrapping a gift meant only for him. His hands roam your body like heâs trying to memorize every inch, and then he bends you over the table behind you, one hand pressing into your lower back.
âYou have no idea how long Iâve imagined this,â he whispers into your ear, lining himself up at your entrance. âHow many nights I stroked myself thinking of how youâd sound when I finallyââ
He thrusts in, deep and hard, cutting off his own sentence and drawing a loud cry from your lips.
He fucks you like a man possessedâdeep, relentless, his hips slamming into you with wild rhythm. One hand wraps in your hair, tugging your head back so he can bite your neck, your shoulder. Marking you.
The table creaks beneath you. Your moans echo in the dim room, along with his grunts and filthy praise.
âSo fucking tight,â he pants. âSo good for me. Youâre mine. Gods, youâre mine.â
Your climax builds fastâsharp and burningâand when it hits, you shatter, calling out his name like a prayer. Heâs not far behind, pulling you flush against him as he spills inside you with a deep groan, holding you through it like youâre something precious he almost lost.
After, he presses kisses to your shoulder, your jaw, your lipsâsofter now, but no less possessive.
âWeâll clean the blood tomorrow,â he murmurs. âTonight, Iâm not letting you leave this bed.â
And he doesnât.
He takes you again. And again.
Until youâre too sore to move, too drunk on him to care,Your thighs are trembling. Youâve already come twice, and your body feels spent, marked, owned.
But Telemachus isnât finished with you.
Heâs sprawled beside you now, chest slick with sweat, hand lazily tracing circles over your thigh as he watches you catch your breath. Thereâs a smirk tugging at his lipsâlike heâs not done proving something.
âYou look ruined,â he murmurs, voice rough from growling your name for the last hour. âBut I think youâve got more in you.â
You whimper as he trails his fingers between your legs, brushing your oversensitive core. Your hips jerk, and he laughs low in his throat, leaning in to press a kiss to your shoulder.
âWhatâs the matter, little one? Too much for you?â
You blink up at him, dazed and flushed.
âNo,â you whisper.
He grins. âGood girl.â
The tone shifts.
Suddenly, his hand is around your throatânot tight, but firm. Dominant. He pushes you back into the pillows, hovering over you like a predator. His other hand slides down your body, spreading your thighs apart once more.
âYou want more?â he growls, voice dripping with sin. âThen open those legs for your prince like the needy little thing you are.â
Your breath catches. You obey.
âThatâs it,â he praises, voice like silk and smoke. âSuch a pretty little slut. All mine.â
And then heâs inside you again.
This time, itâs rougher. More controlled. His hand stays on your throat, his thumb brushing your pulse while he ruts into you with long, punishing thrusts.
You cry outâhalf moan, half sobâand he loves it.
âGods, listen to you,â he pants. âSo fucking loud for me. You want the whole palace to know how desperate you are? How wet you get for your princeâs cock?â
âYes,â you gasp. âPleaseâplease donât stopââ
He growls and fucks you harder.
âOf course you like this. Filthy little thing. You like being used, donât you?â
You canât even form words anymore. Your nails rake down his back, and he groans, dropping his forehead to yours as your walls flutter around him.
âCome for me,â he growls. âOne more. I want to feel you fall apart."
And godsâyou do.
You scream his name as your body clamps down on him, spasming with a white-hot rush that steals the air from your lungs. He follows with a snarl, biting down on your shoulder as he spills into you, deep and possessive.
When itâs over, youâre both gasping. Shaking.
He doesnât move for a long momentâjust holds you close, forehead still resting against yours.
Then his hands soften.
He eases out of you, cradling your body with almost reverent care. He grabs a cloth and cleans between your thighs, kissing your hip as he does.
âYou did so good for me,â he murmurs. His voice is tender now, barely above a whisper. âMy perfect girl. My goddess.â
You can barely keep your eyes open as he wraps you in his arms, pulling a blanket over the two of you. His lips brush your forehead, your cheek, your collarbone.
âIâve got you,â he whispers. âSleep, sweet thing. Iâll protect you now. Always.â
And you doâdrifting off to the steady thrum of his heartbeat, knowing youâre safe.
Loved. Owned.
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âïčTHEIR VOICE LINES ABOUT YOU ౚà§Ëââ§ GN!
Aether
âSince the beginning of Mondstadt they've been with me. They actually turned out to be my second guide! Which makes Paimon even more of an emergency foodâ
âWhaa-Paimon will pretend Paimon didn't hear that!â
âNo really, I'm glad I found them...or rather they found me. It really wasn't much of a surprise when I-oh-I'm already talking too much again.â
âTraveler can go shy when he talks about his lover, hehe. STOP PULLING ME AWAY-H-HEY-!â
Albedo
âOh? I see, you already heard about Y/n. Well, its not a big of a surprise, they're well known here in Mondstadt. Don't worry, if you ever encounter them, dont be shy to talk to them. They have actually been a great help for my researches and experiments. â
Al-Haitham
â Y/N? Yes, what about them? Yes, we're in a relationship, and? No, I'm not mad, why? I'm asking to much questions? Could ask you that, you seem awfully interested in my partner. Passive aggressive? Pff, now you're just pretending things. â
Ayato
â You'd like to know more about Y/n? What makes you think I have answers? Oh? I see, Ayaka has told you about it, well...Me and Y/n have been in a relationship for quite a while now. They're a very good support, doesn't matter what path i take or decisions I make, they always have my back. Without them I wouldn't be half the man I am right now. Satisfied with this answer? â
Baizhu
â The person that always helps out here is not some assistant. Don't worry, I'm sure they're not insulted. Who else are they then? Oh, my lover. Whats with that surprised look on your face? Didn't think I'd be taken? To be frank...I'm quite surprised too that I got this lucky.â
Bennett
â Y/n? My lucky charm? They're awesome! A loyal member in Benny's adventure team...the only one though...They go on every adventure with me! Saved my life multiple times! Bring me good furtune! And are my partner! Wow, I really lucked out for real this time.â
Capitano
â I'd like to keep my private life as private as possible...but for you I make an exception, just this once. Yes, Y/n is my life partner, my lover if you'd like to put it that way. I hold them very dear and would protect them with my life if i have to. So, if I ever sense any bad intentions coming from you, I will crush you with everything I've got.â
Childe
â They spend last winter with me and my family. So, to show them around and make them feel more comfortable in Snezhnaya we had a little snowball fight. Y/n got hit a dozen times in the face by Teucer. They lost, obviously. But the best part was, when we went home, the slipped right before the door and fell ass first to the ground...but instead of being upset or annoyed...they laughed. I knew they we're the one right then and there.â
Chongyun
â Oh you know Y/n? Well, I do too. You knew? Xingqiu huh?...Can't seem to keep quite sometimes...Yes, I am dating them. Saying this feels foreign...I still can't believe they chose me of all people. But I'm not too insecure about it, after all, they chose me of all people.â
Cyno
â Y/n is one of the few people who actually laugh at my jokes. I donât know if its out of pity or if i truly make them laugh, but either way i don't care. As long as i see a smile on their face I'm at ease. Huh? What do you mean i sound lovesick?â
Dainsleif
â There are things that I'd rather keep private and save, including my relationship with Y/n. So I have to apo-...no, i trust you but-...You're right. Y/n and I have been in a relationship for quite a long time now. They mean a lot to me, thats why I want to keep any information about them as private as I can.â
Diluc
â Yes, I am in a relationship with Y/n. I guess the topic makes his rounds, huh? We announced our relationship just yesterday, but have been serious for a long time now. I am...not a public as you know. And i didn't wanted any unwanted or negative attention on both of us but i know i can trust you. Right?â
Dottore
â Did i ever had a lover? What an inappropriate question of you~ Of course i had lovers, but none could compare to my favorite. Have you heard of Y/n? Oh yes, they are quite popular aren't they~? Well, they're mine, all mine. So it would be better for you if you keep your hands off them. â
Freminet
â Are they my friend? Uhm...no...they're a bit more than that. Uhm, yeah they're my partner. We've been together for a while now...Am i happy? Of course i am...I'm just a bit embarrassed thats all. No one has really asked me about our relationship yet except for Lyney, Lynette and father.â
Gorou
â You want to know about Y/n? Sure, what do you wanna know? Yes, they're my partner, in fact, we live together! They're a really caring, they make breakfast every morning, tend any injuries i have and sometimes even run me a bath...that was too intimate.â
Heizou
â Y/n? What do you know about them? Nothing yet but you wanna know more? Why? Interested? Why am I asking all these questions? I'm a detective, and you're interested in my lover-oops-now i ran my mouth.â
Itto
â You mean the oni one for me?! The true love of my life!? THEY'RE AWESOME. I'm so incredibly lucky to have them. AND they're so incredibly lucky to have the awesome one and oni Arataki Itto as their boyfriend!â
Kazuha
â They are currently waiting for my arrival...i cannot wait to have them in my arms again. I miss them every day...What's that book? Oh, it's just for all the poems i write for them while being away. One poem for each day. Once I'm back, i read them to them.â
Kaeya
â Oh you mean my little snowflake? Yes, i know them quite well, i can assure you that one. Wasn't always like that though, took is a while to actually get closer. But i won't complain either way, I'm happy that we finally found each other...damn, look at all the sappy things I'm saying, they've done this to me.â
Kaveh
â I'm still planning our house, i just cannot make it perfect! Ugh, it's really getting on my nerves. I NEED this perfect for them, I need to make this the house of their dreams. But it's taking way to long. Since when am i planning? About 3 years. And since when are we dating? Also about 3 years...oh...â
Kinich
â When they first traveled to Natlan they didn't met me immediately. I've only got to know them through Mualani and Kachina. They once expressed their hatred towards saurian hunters, went off yapping for a good hour too. You should've seen the look on their face once i told them i was one of them. They're still embarrassed to this day, even more after i explained what i really do. One of the many memories that truly make me happy.â
Lyney
â They're aware that true magic doesn't exist. That all my shows are just an act. That somewhere is a trick hidden, so simple its ridiculous. And yet, they're still amazed, still getting big eyed when I'm on stage preforming. Even after countless shows that are the same, they're clapping along like it was the first....I couldn't not have asked for a better support and love in my life then them.â
Mika
â I still don't know how i managed to confess, maybe it's because i can't really remember it anyway. It's a memory I'd like to forget entirely, mostly because i was so embarrassed afterwards. But I never want to forget what they said afterwards. Everytime i hear those 4 words from them I get butterflies.â
Neuvillette
â Y/n and I are in a serious relationship since 5 years and 4 months. We have been living together since 3 years and 1 month. I do consider our relationship deep and intimate. I trust them deeply and never once did I think about it otherwise. I truly believe that our relationship will hold on for eternity. Is this enough information or should I tell you more?â
Pantalone
â Ah, my spoiled little brat? Joking, joking...well, only half. I do spoil them quite a lot, but i wouldn't consider them a brat...most of the time. Just last week I bought them this new coat, winter in Snezhnaya are the hardest in all Teyvat. Oh, and new gloves, a scarf an-no, why would i brag with my money, it's not like i have enough to buy at least million of coats.â
Pierro
â The only thing you need to know is that they are with me and well taken care off. Should you not remember the fact that any hate or violence towards them is strictly forbidden, i will gladly remind you. â
Razor
â Y/n helped Razor a lot. Razor appreciates it, the help. Razor also loves Y/n. That's what Y/n always tells Razor every day. So Razor tells Y/n every day too.â
Scaramouche
â Who? My lover? Them? No, I would never. No, I'm not keeping anything private?! Neither am I ashamed of anything...quite the opposite, huh? No, said nothing. Screw off now, i need to be somewhere. Where? None of your damn business...So what if its a date?!â
Thoma
â Mhm, you're quite right, Y/n and I arw together. Lucked out, huh? I'm currently teaching them how to cook some dishes, been going well...for the most part. No, they have a hand for it but both of us always seem to lose any focus once we're 30 minutes into it.â
Tighnari
â You should've heard their begging, "Oh Tighnari please, i can keep my own garden!" Yeah, keeping it, but not take care of it. Because who takes care of it? Correct, me. It's easy work, so it's not too troublesome. But what is troublesome is how they don't take care of it. *sigh* maybe i am a bit to harsh on them, they are a bit stressed lately anyway. They deserve to take a rest and calm down from everything. So i gladly take care of the garden, for as long as they need me to.â
Venti
â Our first meeting was quite the embarrassing one, almost feel quite shy telling it....Ok! Ok! I'll tell you!....I fell into their lap...No, i wasn't drunk! Someone else was, pushed me by accident and i stumbled backwards right onto their lap in angels share. And to top it off i took their plate and drink with me. Lucky for me, they weren't mad at all. Still...it's so embarrassing!â
Wriothesley
â Took them quite a while to adjust to Meropide. Understandable though, it's a change from the surface. But once they grew comfortable, it's almost like they don't want to leave. They quickly befriended almost everyone, especially Sigewinne. They grew quite popular here in the matter of just a few weeks. Good for me i got them first before anyone else could.â
Xiao
â Hm? Oh, them? Yes, we're close. Why do you ask? Just curious? Ugh, don't look at me like that. What do you wanna hear? How much i love them? You can wait till the day Teyvat will shatter entirely, I won't say it to you, only to them.â
Xingqiu
â Our love story is picture perfect. A written love story by the finest ink. Full of clichĂ©s. We reached for the same book, and our hands touched. Then and there, i was mesmerized...until they snatched the book first.â
Zhongli
â Our love story has been holding on since 3717 years, and it will hold on for many years more. What makes me so sure it will? We love each other like it was the very first day. Never once did we lie to one another, were apart from each other or lost our trust. I do have a contract anyway if anything should happen.â
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svt fic recs list <3 - svt 10 year anniversary: scoups - sfw & nsfw
summary: 10 sfw & 10 nsfw seungcheol reader insert fics :)
contains: 18+ nsfw (mdni!!) majority is afab reader
â© svt writing & fic rec masterlist â©
â© sfw section â©
1. â„ seungcheol x fanbase!reader [1] | [2]- @xinganhao
obsesssssssssssssseeeddd with how continuously down bad he is (dude, this your team's fansite jkfofkgjndgdb)
2. â„ cherry on top masterlist - @xinganhao
mafia cheol being a lil idiot is taking me outtttttttttttt (another xinganhao masterpiece of a series and it isn't even finished yet)
3. â„ double kisses - @suhsweet
this fucking broke me into many fragments only to put me back together :,) the kiss thing is so creative i love it
4. â„ just one more (i swear) - @nerdycheol
BRO ONE MORE KISS PLS I BEGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
5. â„ jealousy prompt: "they did that on purpose" + "i'm going to scream." - @studioeisa
dear god pls never save this poor boy from jealousy HE'S TOO CUTE WHEN HE'S JEALOUS HEHE
6. â„ dating seungcheol feels like.. - @ssentimentals
having each others' backs??? being spoiled?!!! WHAT MORE COULD U WANT!?!!
7. â„ boyfriend! scoups texts - @cheoliedollie
the pet names?!?!? the way he treats reader so well???!?!? *fucking faints*
8. â„ seungcheol bf texts - @odxrilove
*giggling and twirling my hair* BOY IS RICHHH AND THOUGHTFULLLL~ and reader is so silly with how she expresses her attraction to coups....i fuck with it (asking for photocards & albums is SOOOOOOOOO real jdkfgd)
9. â„ [11:18 pm] - @cxffecoupx
i'd sob if someone knew me this well omfggggggg
10. ℠dating seungcheol includes⊠- @svtswhorehouse
"sugar daddy or boyfriend? (the answer is both)" THAT'S SO REALLLL. he's out here to make sure you feel safe, secure and spoiled. you're never not gonna feel loved if you have coups in your life :,)
â© nsfw section â©
1. â„ spanking - @cheol-e-kat
oh to be a slutty lil college girl and have a slightly scandolous with older man (seungcheol, it can only be seungcheol lbr) (this is also a series)
2. â„ best friend's roommate - @hoshifighting
PLS PLS PLS PLS PLSSSSSS LET ME SEE HIM LIKE THISAND LIKE HIM DO ME LIKE THAT
3. â„ distraction - @woninggg
omfg i- *falls onto the floor* bRUH THIS IS SO FDJKGDBKGJFDG
4. â„ older bf! seungcheol x college student! reader - @cherriicou
seungcheol is the only older man i'd let fuck me fr fr. i aspire to have a man like him obsessed with me teehee
5. â„ dripping - @thirteenheavens
holy shit this flustered me so much omfggg. oh, to be filled over and over again by coups ejrkbkjdfb
6. â„ exes and ohâs - @toruro
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH THE TEAAA THE STORYLINEEEE I'M INVESTEDDDD IN THIS EMOTIONAL JOUNEYY
7. â„ âput a baby in meâ - @pochaccoups
four kids? a football team worth of kids? whatever you want cheol, i'll give it to you heh
8. â„ Secretary x Boss's son - @hoshifighting
the secretary x boss's son relationship??? THE NOONA RELATIONSHIP?? OMGGGG HE'S DOWN BAD
9. â„ aventus creed - @studioeisa
i've smelt aventus creed and omg i would NOTTTT mind smelling it on myself after....y'know jksfgdkj
10. â„ anal w/ cheol - @svtswhorehouse
he's SOOOO dirty in this ARHGHFDJKB (ass guy cheol is so real)
bun note: welcome to the first post of my first buntanteen fic rec event: svt 10 year anniversary!!! thank you scoups for being one of the coolest and more dedicated leaders everrrrr~ i hope everyone enjoys these and is excited fort he comeback/10 years album!!! take care of yourselves and eat some tonkatsuuuuuuuu~
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hey gurlll first thing first id like to say that im IN LOVE with ur fics. not to be dramatic but im seriously on my knees whenever u post bcs how do u write them so GOODDđđđđ so i have a request heheđ€ u can totally ignore this. no pressure!
if u would consider this, hear me out. lando and reader are childhood best friends. they are like two peas in a pot but something made them fought (nothing specific, u can write anything!) that had them not talking for almost 6 months which never happens. since they have the same circle of friends, they got invited to a vacation in portugal. the tension between them is like WOW. then one night, when everyone was already asleep, they had another argument maybe make it like an angry confession that leads them to ANGSTY HOT LONGING YEARNING MINDBLOWING SEX but turns out it was one sided where reader kinda disappeared the next morning lol idk u can imagine the rest. OK THANKS LOVE YAđ
Not quite us | LNâŽ




đ„ summary ââââ A cold winter fight shatters their friendship, but itâs the heat of the Portuguese sun that brings them back together, months later.
đ„ pairing ââââ Lando Norris x fem best friend!reader
đ„ rating ââââ explicit
đ„ warnings ââââ 18+, mature/sexual content, descriptive language, mentions of drinking, angst and emotional tension, arguments, swearing, jealousy, smut, unprotected sex, manhandling, passive-aggressive behavior, pining, emotional miscommunication, past relationship dynamics.
đ„ word count ââââ 8.6k
đ„ date ââââ Apr. 23, 2025
đ„ a/n ââââ Wrote this one straight off the vibes, just went with the flow and let the request guide me here and there. Sometimes the chaos cooks itself, so I hope you guys enjoy it either way â„ïž


ITâS NEW YEARâS, and Lando would have a lot more fun if he stopped looking across the room every twenty seconds. But he canât help himself. If someone looked at him right now, it would be so easy to read it in his body language: he is exasperated, beyond frustrated, and maybe a little drunk. His fingers encircle his glass so tightly that his knuckles have turned white, and his jaw clenches every time he sees the way she flinches when her boyfriend talks back to her.
Suddenly, the music gets too loud, the champagne is too warm, and even if heâs trying his damn hardest to pretend otherwise, his night is completely ruined.
Sheâs sitting on the edge of a sectional couch with her phone clutched in one hand, refusing to look up at her man, her face carefully blank in a way that screams something is wrong. All it takes is a blink of an eye and he walks towards the exit, visibly annoyed, leaving her behind.
Lando frowns while taking another sip of his drink, forcing a smile as one of his friends says something he doesnât quite register. Still, he nods along anyway. But all he can think about is her. The girl heâs known since he was seven years old. The one who always matched his chaotic energy. The only one who managed to beat him at Mario Kart and made fun of his haircuts and once almost peed herself laughing during a round of mini golf when they were thirteen.
His best friend.
Or at least, she used to be.
It has been different for a while. They only see each other at events now, like birthday parties and New Yearâs gatherings. It sucks, but itâs better than not seeing her at all.
It started shifting the day she met her boyfriend â some guy from uni, older than her, quieter, a bit too polished for Landoâs liking. She said he made her feel seen. Lando didnât say anything then, just nodded, smiled and pretended he wasnât dying a little inside.
He told himself he was just being protective, but truth is, he never liked the guy. Something about him felt off, and Lando noticed it in the way he was too controlling and dismissive at times. But Lando had no proof, therefore, no real reason to speak up. So, he stayed quiet. Let the distance grow. Let the invites slow. Let her disappear into another life that didnât include him the way it used to.
There are a few minutes left until midnight, and heâs still watching her. She smoothes her dress with the palm of her hand, breathes slowly a few times, then gets up from the couch, apologizing with a small smile every time she bumps into other people in her path. Then, she disappears down the hallway, shoulders hunched, phone still in her hand. Her head is down, like sheâs trying to avoid any potential encounter. At that sight, something in Lando twists and, for a moment, he thinks sheâs going after her boyfriend, his body instinctively tensing. But he relaxes when he realizes sheâs just turned right instead, stepping out onto the balcony.
Without thinking, he sets his empty glass down and slips away from the crowd, past the streamers and glitter and flickering lights, heading in the same direction she went. It doesnât surprise him when he finds her deep in thought, typing on her phone then shoving it angrily into her purse.
Her back is facing him, arms folded over the railing now, the cold air nipping at her exposed shoulders. She must be freezing, but she doesnât seem to mind. Sheâs also not turning when she hears more steps, then the door closing.
She lets out a breath, but itâs not relief. More like sheâs trying not to cry. âHey, Lan.â
She doesnât need to turn around to know itâs him. Theyâve spent so much time in each otherâs company that sheâs memorized his footsteps, the sound of his sigh and the hesitation in his voice before he speaks whenever heâs unsure of his words.
Lando pauses a few feet behind her, careful, like heâs afraid sheâll shatter if heâs too loud. âYou alright?â
Without waiting for her to answer, Lando just shrugs off his jacket and drapes it over her shoulders from behind. The girl stiffens for a second, then lets his scent settle around her like a familiar comfort.
She knows things that no one knows about him, like the way his laugh changes depending on who heâs with, but the real one, the high-pitched one that sounds like a hyena giving birth, only comes out when heâs with his friends. She can tell when heâs nervous just by the way he starts tapping his fingers against his thigh. She knows he prefers sleeping with the fan on, even during the winter, that he canât eat spicy food without tearing up, and that he pretends to like certain people just to keep the peace.
Her best friend.
Or at least, he used to be.
âHe left,â she finally says, her voice just a whisper.
Lando moves to stand beside her, copying her posture. âWhat happened?â
âHe said he was going home, but I donât know.â
He blinks, confused. âMidnightâs in, like⊠five minutes?â
She shrugs, wiping under her eye with a knuckle, trying to be discreet. âYeah, well. Apparently I was laughing too loud and drinking too much and fooling around. I was embarrassing him. So he left.â
Lando stares at her, stunned. âItâs a party. What the fuck is he expecting you to do? Sit quietly in the corner and sip water?â
Her laugh is short and sad around the edges, âNo, but I know he doesnât like it when Iâm loud or hyper or⊠whatever.â
Thereâs a long pause in which she reconsiders her behavior, thinking that maybe her boyfriend is right. Meanwhile, Lando tries to find the right words to counter every single lie that asshole has fed her, the annoyance flooding back in. He turns his head to look at her, and her profile knocks the wind out of him. Her eyes are wet and tired, like sheâs trying to hold herself together for longer than just tonight.
âDonât listen to him,â says Lando quietly, playfully bumping his shoulder against hers, âI love your loud laugh.â
She looks over at him then, a warm wave of safety covering her from head to toe, despite the cold that feels like it cuts across the skin of her face. The words settle heavy between them: I love your laugh. Not âitïżœïżœs niceâ. Not âit suits youâ. I love it. It means more than he probably meant it to. Or maybe it means exactly what heâs never had the guts to say out loud. Until now.
Lando swallows before continuing, âI donât get it,â he says, âYou should be with someone who wants to hear you, no matter how loud or hyper you are. Who knows how lucky they are to be in your presence.â She laughs, as if dismissing his words, but Lando insists, âIâm serious. I still donât understand why youâre with him.â
The girl lets out a shaky breath, fighting the urge to roll her eyes. âHe wasnât always like this.â
âI know.â
Landoâs answer sounds a little too sarcastic and, in response, the silence stretches between them once again. But itâs not empty this time. Itâs charged. Heavy with everything theyâve never talked about, and all the months they spent apart.
She turns her eyes back to the view, but her fingers tug his jacket tighter around her body. And then, without looking at him, she speaks again, âNo, you donât. We didnât talk much lately, so you wouldnât know.â
Lando wastes no time, âAnd whose fault is it?â
She shifts her body towards him abruptly, âWhat is that supposed to mean?â
He shrugs. âDunno. It was just a question.â
âRight,â she nods once. âI donât even know why Iâm talking to you about it. I guess I just⊠needed my friend for a minute.â
Lando nods too, and steps close enough that their arms brush. Before she can say anything else, he leans in, uncertain but determined, and wraps his arms around her. Her cheek presses against his shoulder, seeking his comfort. The only problem is that thereâs nothing casual about how Landoâs heart starts to race. His arms come around her tightly, holding her like his life depends on it, even though sheâs the one thatâs been ditched by her boyfriend on New Yearâs.
They stay like that for a while, their breaths fogging between them in the cold night air. The space they share gets warmer, which makes her snuggle into his chest. She smells like citrus and champagne and every memory heâs ever tried not to think about too hard when he was missing her.
The girl pulls back slightly, enough that her face is tilted up toward his. And when he reaches to cup her cheek, her skin is smooth beneath his palm, her lips slightly parted like she might say something, but doesnât. They just stare at each other, the same way you only look at someone when youâve missed them for too long, and youâre finally close enough to touch but terrified to move any further, thinking that maybe theyâre not even real.
The countdown begins in the background, a little muffled through the glass door, people shouting numbers like a slow drumbeat from the inside.
Five.
Four.
Three.
Two.
âBreak up with him,â Landoâs voice cuts through the haze, rougher than he intended.
One.
The cheers erupt from every direction. The sky bursts into a sea of light above them, fireworks flaring gold, silver, and pink. The noise is distant, like itâs happening on another planet. They wouldnât know, because they donât even look. Instead, her eyes are still searching his, confused and a little broken.
He could lean in and take it all, just this once, and blame it on the alcohol.
But she blinks, breaking the ephemeral magic of the moment. She takes a step back, then another, slow and cautious, until sheâs out of his arms. âWhat?â
Lando doesnât move. âYou deserve better.â
âLandoâŠâ
âNo,â he shakes his head. âHe treats you like shit,â his voice rises gradually, dipped in more emotion than he probably wants to show, âAnd I donât know whatâs worse: that you know it or that you allow it.â
She looks at him as if Lando is shapeshifting right before her eyes, and he does it far too quickly for her to have time to process.
âStop assuming things about me,â she warns, all the warmth between them dissolving in an instant. âYou donât know.â
âI know he shouldâve been here, kissing you right now. I know he made you cry instead,â he says, stepping forward, closing the distance that she put between them earlier. âI know he left you at a party alone because you were laughing too loud,â he continues, mockingly. âDo you hear how fucking ridiculous that sounds?â
Her voice is sharper next time she speaks, âYou donât know the full story, Lando. He asked me to go home with him, butââ
âI donât care,â he interrupts her. âLooks like he ditches you whenever youâre too much for him. And I can bet this isnât the first time heâs made you cry, is it?â
She scoffs, âOh, so now youâre paying attention?â she asks, adopting a defensive attitude. âItâs been months since youâve shown any interest in me.â
Lando flinches like she just slapped him. âYouâre the one who stopped showing up. Itâs cause youâve gotten busier. With him, eh?â
âSmooth, Lando,â she fires back in a disappointed voice. âYou pulled away first,â she reminds him, pointing a finger at his chest; tears threaten her eyes again, but she blinks rapidly to clear them away.
âYeah, because I didnât know where I fit anymore,â he says, his voice cracking around the edge of frustration. âYou were always with him. Always defending him. I didnât want to be that friend who hovered too close or some asshole that oversteps your boundaries. Because, believe me, I was so close to cross a lot of those before deciding to back the fuck up.â
She stares at him, incredulous, as if all the months they have been apart have completely changed her childhood best friend. âSo, instead of talking to me, you just ghosted me? Very mature.â
Landoâs jaw tightens before replying, âI needed space.â
âYou disappeared,â she corrects him. âYou didnât just take space. You shut me out.â
âThat was me respecting your sorry ass relationship.â
âNo,â she laughs dryly. âYou were trying to make a point.â
Maybe, Lando thinks, looking away. But thatâs not the whole truth. Itâs painful, not to mention frustrating, to watch someone you care about being treated badly. It may have been selfish on his part, but Lando couldnât stand by and watch the girl who deserved it all get only a piece of it.
âYou donât like him,â she continues, voice quieter now. âI get that. But instead of saying it, you just judged me from a distance.â
âNo, I donât like him,â he admits. âMatter of fact, I despise the guy. But not just because of who he is. Itâs because he changes you.â
Her eyes narrow. âThatâs not true.â
Lando laughs, but heâs not amused in the slighlest. âYou went from having fun to crying in a matter of minutes. Because of him. How many times has this happened before?â
âHe neverââ she tries to warn him, before Lando cuts her off again.
âKeep defending him,â he says, irritated. âBecause God forbid someone call you out when youâre being steamrolled by someone who doesnât see your worth.â
âAnd God forbid you admit that maybe youâre not always right!â she snaps. âYou donât get to parachute in and act like some moral compass. If thatâs the case, where the hell have you been all this time?â
The question silences them both. He canât say too much without saying it all, and sheâs waiting for something that wonât get to her. Not yet.
Disappointed, hurt, and extremely tired, she shrugs his jacket off and throws it at his chest. âHappy fucking New Year.â
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đ Somewhere off the Algarve coast, Portugal
AFTER THE HECTIC life sheâs lived in the past few months, a weeklong yacht trip along the Portuguese coast is all she needs. Blue water, rosĂ© on deck, and most importantly, no drama.
She says yes before she even checks the guest list, but that shouldnât be a problem. Everybody in their group knows about the social distancing between her and Lando. Plus, she always checks his calendar, keeping an eye out for the weekends heâs away, racing, meaning she can tag along without stressing that theyâre going to bump into each other.
Of course, she still watches his races. Just because they stop talking that doesnât mean she stopped caring about the dream that Lando has been striving for since childhood. Thatâs also why she knows that Lando will be in the UK for at least another week, as he mentioned in the post-race interview, which wonât interfere with their little getaway.
By Friday, however, things change drastically. Itâs only when sheâs already halfway to the marina â after spending the entire afternoon shopping with the girls â that Max texts her.
BTW, just so youâre not surprised⊠Lando is flying in tonight. I know things arenât great between you two right now, but heâs still my friend as much as you are, and I didnât wanna lie or make it weird :D
You okay?
For a moment, everything seems to slow down, including her heartbeat. All the sounds that surrounds her fade into the background, while she tries to steady herself against the sudden rush of emotions.
Is she okay? Well, for the most part yes. But thatâs because she havenât seen Lando in months. There are many ways she can react when theyâll finally be face to face again, and she canât decide which is worse. But in the end, it doesnât even matter, because she simply doesnât have the time to analyze every scenario.
Iâll survive, she texts back.
She will.
She has to.
It gets dark pretty late, but the night is warm, balmy with salt and wine in the air. They decorated the boatâs upper deck with a string of lanterns, their golden glow flickering against the white hull, gently illuminating the space. The music thumps lazily from a speaker somewhere, low enough not to overwhelm the seaâs waves but steady enough to pulse through bare feet on smooth wood.
Someoneâs uncorking another bottle of vinho verde, and a few of the girls are still in their swimsuits, legs tucked beneath oversized linen shirts as they lounge across sun-warmed cushions.
Sheâs also barefoot, her skin kissed pink from the day, a loose skirt swaying at her thighs as she spins around one of the support poles, smiling wide; she decided, hours ago, that she wonât let anything ruin her vacation. Itâs the first time in months sheâs felt this light, and has no intention to let the feeling be washed away by the waves of a past so distant.
Only when she realizes that she is, in fact, invincible and that nothing can shake her confidence, she hears a familiar laugh, the same one sheâll recognize anywhere. But she doesnât turn to it immediately. Instead, her body stiffens as fast as if itâs controlled by a remote.
Heâs here and, suddenly, the breeze curling in from the sea feels somehow cooler. Itâs just a voice, but itâs his, and it sounds so melodic in her ears, even after all this time.
When she finally turns around, all the noise dials down.
Landoâs standing on the deck like heâs never been gone, a duffel thrown over one shoulder, his curls slightly damp from the flight or the heat or the mist. Heâs in a loose, black tank top and shorts, his sneakers untied like he didnât even bother to fix them. Heâs already smiling when he sees Max coming to greet him with a drink in hand, sliding easily into hugs and handshakes. Everything is so normal that she almost rushes to the stairs to jump into his arms.
As if he hears her thinking about him, Lando looks up and their eyes catch mid-movement.
The music doesnât stop. No one freezes. The conversation continues. And yet something just between them shifts, making Lando still for a moment. His smile falters slightly. The duffel slides off his shoulder and drops at his feet. His gaze lingers longer than it should, because he seems genuinely surprised, like he hadnât expected her to look the way she does â lighter, freer, happier than the last time he saw her.
Like a low-budget movie, they just look at each other for a while and then, barely perceptible, Lando nods once. It is a subtle, tired gesture. Not warm, but not hostile either. More like: I see you. Iâll behave.
And she nods back: I see you too. Iâll try.
Thatâs all that it is. A small breath of peace in the warzone. Because they both know that this vacation isnât about them. There are too many people they both love here, too many memories tied up in this group to be so selfish as to ruin everyoneâs fun.
With that, Lando disappears below deck with a few of the guys, and the party continues as if nothing happened.
SOMEHOW, THEYâVE MANAGED.
Itâs the last night on the boat together, and not once have they really spoken. Just kept on with the civil nods and carefully timed appearances. She took the mornings on the upper deck with a book and her sunglasses pulled low, while he suck to afternoons with Max and Keegan, sunbathing and pretending not to look over when she passed by.
Every time they went out for dinner, they sat at opposite ends of the table, pretending to be invested in conversations that barely held their attention.
When they went to explore the nearby cliffs and hidden beaches, they naturally split into smaller groups, Lando ending up with the boys, as usual, taking the off-road buggy trails that wind through dusty hills, while she tagged along with a few of the girls. They didnât walk near each other. Didnât even end up in the same group photo.
But the glances were a constant, and all of them have carried them both here, almost at the end.
Thereâs a bizzare quiet in the air tonight, the kind that only the sea can create â so deep, violent, and alive at the same time.
After soaking in her own heat for hours, she decides to step out of her cabin for a breath of fresh air.
Theyâve ordered seafood for dinner, and her relationship with it is not exactly good. A small breeze brushes across her face, lifting her hair slightly, carrying with it the clean scent of salt. The boat rocks gently beneath her, and the stars above are strewn carelessly across the sky like spilled sugar.
The second she steps into the dark of the corridor and turns toward the small galley, her heart skips a beat. For good reason. Landoâs already there, barefoot and shirtless and deep in thought in the low light, leaning against the railing like he belongs in the night. One of his hands is resting on the cool metal, while the other is wiping the beads of sweat off his forehead.
His head turns when he hears her cat-like steps, eyes catching hers in the dark.
The only sounds are the gentle hush of the waves against the hull, and the occasional creak of the boat. Neither of them says anything, as if they donât even know how to speak to each other after throwing cutting words at each other, all those months ago. The silence between them doesnât make them feel awkward. Maybe just a little guarded. However, itâs very depressing, really, not having anything to say to the person who once knew absolutely everything about you.
It would be very easy for her to turn on her heels and walk back into her cabin, avoiding Lando, just like she has done all these days. But then she hears his whispered voice, and his mellow intonation is enough to make the entire planet stop from spinning.
âEverything okay?â
She swallows, caught in the stillness of the night as if sheâs a thief. âYeah,â she whispers back, even though it sounds more like a question than an answer. âFelt a bit sick.â
He nods slowly. âThe shrimp?â
âThe fucking shrimp,â she agrees.
Lando shrugs. âEw.â
His reaction triggers a wave of warmth that washes over her, forcing a smile while thinking about the past. The memory flashes rudely uninvited. Still, she weclomes it with nothing but nostalgia in her heart. They were eight, crammed into a bed on a family vacation, and sheâd eaten her weight in shrimp and clams at dinner, proudly declaring herself a seafood queen. Hours later, she threw it all up, right there, in bed, all over him. Lando woke up screaming, drenched in the smell of stomach acid, fish and betrayal and, ever since, he couldnât even stand near a fish without gagging.
Cautious, she edges forward, bracing her arms on the railing only a couple feet apart from him, eyes fixed on the black stretch of sea. The moon paints a silver path across the water, waves shifting like oil under its light. For a few minutes, they just stand there like two ghosts, side by side, watching the view, but probably stuck in different memories.
âSo, Iâll go back inside,â she says a little unsure.
His voice cuts through the quiet, âStay,â says Lando without hesitation.
Itâs not just the gentle plea that catches her off guard, but the way he says it. Like he means it more than he means anything else right now. Possibly more than he meant anything else ever.
Awkwardly, she moves forward, letting herself lean closer to him. Thatâs how she finds out that physical distance means absolutely nothing when itâs the emotional distance that kept them apart. More than that, there are many things left unsaid that fill that void.
Out of sheer curiosity â or plain stupidity, sheâs not sure yet â the girl begins to walk uncertainly towards the edge of the space that separates them.
âYou remember New Yearâs?â she asks, the words coming out softer than she expects.
There is no trace of hatred or resentment behind her voice, which surprises her. She understands that she has, without realizing it, moved beyond their most tensed moment so far. And all thatâs left now, besides her curiosity, is the fact that no matter how much time has passed, the two of them still know each other on a level they havenât reached with anyone else.
Lando doesnât look at her, but his jaw flexes. âHard to forget.â
âI threw your jacket at you,â she continues with a small laugh.
âAnd stormed off like you were in a romcom.â
âTo be fair, you were being a dick.â
He chuckles then, and the sound is gentle yet painfully nostalgic. âI probably was.â
âYou talked like you knew everything. It wasâŠâ she hesitates, fingers tightening slightly on the rail, âA bit cruel. Even if it came from a good place.â
Lado nods. âI know,â he says, âI guess I didnât know how to talk without sounding like some immature tantrum just because I was missing my friend.â
She glances at him then, studying the curve of his profile in the moonlight. The familiar slope of his perfect sculpted nose. The way his curls fall just a little longer then she remembered. The way he speaks but seems so deeply forgotten in the memory of that winter night.
âI broke up with him the next day,â she admits.
He turns, his eyes searching for hers. âYeah,â says Lando, âI figured.â
Even though she tries her best, she canât read his demeanor. He seems tense, even though their conversation isnât hostile in any way. Not yet, at least. Still, Lando looks as if heâs bracing for some sort of impact that sheâs not aware of. There something softer in his expression, though. Something hesitant that encourages her to keep him in that memory.
âI think about it sometimes,â she continues. âThat night. All of it.â
He nods again. âMe too. â
She looks over, eyes wide and cautious, but Lando doesnât look away.
âBut,â he continues, âI wonât apologize for what I said. Because I wasnât wrong. You do deserve better. And maybe I had no right to say it the way I did, but Iâd rather have fought with you than keep watchig you shrink yourself for someone who didnât even appreciate you.â
His words hit like the waves, tightening her throat. âI get that. But in the moment, it made me feelâŠâ she begins, eyes filling up with tears, âLike you stopped respecting me because of him. And I felt stupid for being so blinded that I lost sight of all the things that were the most important to me.â
The way Lando looks at her now makes her heart sink. Not with pity. Not even with regret. Just a dull ache, like heâs been carrying it with him for months, and heâs too tired to hold it tightly anymore.
âCome on, you know thatâs not true,â he says. âI was just irritated and drunk. Watching you disappear like that wasnât easy, and I didnât know how to ask you to stay without sounding like a selfish prick. I shouldâve just said something,â adds Lando. âInstead of sulking and keeping score and acting like you betrayed me for living your life,â he looks away then, back to the endless sea, eyes half-lidded like the movement of the waves might offer him something easier to face. Anything but this.
He had time to think and weigh his actions. But it all came down to those last few minutes, when it suddenly became too much for both of them.
âI missed you, Lando,â she confesses after a while, letting the words out in a small voice.
The silence that follows is no longer heavy with avoidance, but an intimate warmth that somehow infiltrates under her skin. It merges with all the sadness caused by the time they spent apart and, together, they create a new kind of feeling that she doesnât yet know how to name. And, for some reason, sheâs in no hurry to do so.
Uncertain yet courageous after hearing her admission, Landoâs hand finds hers along the railing and, to his surprise, she doesnât pull away. Instead, she threads her fingers through his, like she was already waiting for it. For him.
Itâs weird, she thinks, how their hands fit together like the end of a sentence that finally makes sense. So she keeps it there, feeling his pulse in her palm like itâs the most normal thing in the world. They canât look at each other, though. And suddenly, the waves are so much more interesting than the mess theyâve created, their soft undulation bewitching them both, mirroring their feelings in a sick, twisted way; tamed at the surface, yet storming somewhere deeper.
In the chaos of her mind, she can feel the gentle way his thumb brushes the side of her hand. The way he squeezes her afterwards. Like a promise. And she knows, without either of them saying it, that this was always going to happen. That they are inevitable, like gravity pulling them toward the center of each other.
âAre we gonna go back to being cold in the morning?â he finds the strength to ask, voice barely above the hush of the tide.
Truth is, she doesnât even know what the next few minutes will bring, let alone the next morning.
The girl turns her head slightly, her cheek pressing to his shoulder. âWell, I donât know how to be your friend nowadays,â she admits, not to make him feel bad, but because thatâs the only thing sheâs sure of. Her truth.
Lando sighs, âYeah, thatâs not quite us anymore, hm?â
It takes another crushing silence before Lando turns to her completely. It doesnât matter. It doesnât matter they canât be friends anymore, because theyâre way past that. Lando is way past that. All he wants is one chance to show her how much it means to him; every word, every touch and every single thought thatâs been haunting him for days on end.
He looks like heâs on autopilot when he brings his other hand up to brush her jaw. After his movement, she takes the next step and leans into his touch. She opens her mouth, maybe to say his name, but the words donât get the chance to get out, because Lando grabs her firmly and pulls her toward him. Hard. Like he canât take the distance anymore.
His mouth crashes into hers without any warning. It isnât careful. It isnât sweet. Itâs the result of months of silence, of aching, of watching and wanting and never having. Itâs teeth clashing, breath catching, fingers curling so hard into skin that itâll leave marks.
She gasps into his mouth, as if the ground is crumbling beneath her feet, but at the same time, itâs the most exciting feeling sheâs ever felt. Her arms are instinctively wrapping around his shoulders, pulling him closer like sheâs been just as consumed by what they didnât say. Lando fists a hand in her hair, the other gripping her waist tight enough to bruise. Heâs all fire, hot and desperate, and thereâs not enough water that surrounds them to cool whatâs raging in his chest.
He gives her the kind of kiss that says I missed you too and Iâm sorry and I never stopped thinking of you all at once. Her hand constricts around his bicep, grounding herself in the feel of him: his salty lips and the way he exhales with a relieved sigh like sheâs air after being underwater for far too long. Itâs impossible not to feel how much he needed this, because thereâs nothing left unsaid in the way he holds her. The truth â his truth â was always there, waiting for the moment theyâd both be brave enough to let in.
The kiss deepens before either of them realizes whatâs happening. And itâs her who leans in a bit further. That brings him back to the present moment, not because she is just as desperate, but because of how much she means it. How much she wants this. Itâs right there, in the way her mouth moves over his, open and urgent, like a need thatâs been burning for too long. It makes Lando groan silently when her teeth graze his bottom lip, her tongue flicking against his like a dare. A dare that he answers to, meeting her halfway, teasing, then licking into her mouth with a skilled confidence that makes her head spin.
Oh, heâs a good kisser.
Dizzy from the sudden intensity, she clings to his neck, tilting her head as he takes control, his hands finding their way back to her waist after roaming up and down her body, guiding her back a few steps until her spine presses lightly to the railing. The breeze kisses across her bare legs, her thin nightdress doing nothing to hide the way her body shivers. Or how hard he gets against her. She feels it instantly, like a sharp contrast between his swim trunks and her body, and it sends a jolt of heat right between her thighs.
Her breath hitches once they stop, glancing up at him, caught between amusement and want. âWhat are you so excited for?â
Lando meets her gaze with an innocent grin twitching at his lips as he shrugs, âSorry.â
She canât help but laugh at the absurdity of the situation she finds herself in. Loud. The kind of laugh that throws her head back a little and makes her cover her mouth when she realizes its heat.
Lando just watches her, enchanted by her mere existence. And, without thinking twice, he asks, âHow can anyone be embarrassed by that laugh?â
The sudden comment silences both of them. Lando, because he just heard himself saying it out loud. And her, because of how sincere he sounds. How tender.
Still grinning, he lets his forehead fall against hers. They may never encounter such a moment of peace again, so neither of them hesitates to take it where itâs supposed to go to: her tiny cabin. The narrow door clicks shut behind them, and the space is barely big enough for one person, let alone the two of them tangled in something so close itâs hard to tell where tension ends and need begins.
She backs into the bed, and Lando follows, eyes fixed to her like sheâs the only girl ever. When they finally collapse onto the mattress, it creaks under their weight. Their knees bump. Shoulders brush. Landoâs arm wraps around her waist in an instant, and she fits there like itâs hers. That grip. Him.
Somehow, heâs bigger than she remembers. Or maybe sheâs just never noticed how broad his chest is, how his legs stretch past the foot of her bed, how small her frame feels when she pulls him into her. And now, in the closeness of their embrace, itâs impossible not to feel it.
It intimidates her, but she keeps her hands all over him, warm skin meeting her palms. Her eyes roam without shame, wandering from his abdomen up to his pecs and then stop on his freshly kissed lips. Her fingers trail along his arms, feeling the strength carved into muscle by years of racing and tension. She watches the way goosebumps rise under her touch, and when her hand flattens over his chest, just above his heart, Lando exhales heavily, with a slight shudder.
He doesnât look away, though. He doesnât have the heart or enough willpower. He simply looks back at her, eyes burning, as if seeing her underneath him like this is the only normal thing in their messed up lifes.
âI need to know whereâs your head at,â he says, his long fingers brushing the outside of her thigh.
She closes her eyes for a moment. Mostly because she finds it hard to pay attention when her childhood friend â the skinny little boy who used to be blown away by the slightest breeze â is now on top of her in the flesh, displaying groups of muscles sheâs never seen on his body before, let alone touched.
Her hand stays on his chest, âAm I ever going to get my best friend back?â
His hearts breaks a little, because he realizes that both of them know the implications of her question. The answer, too, but she still wants to hear him saying it, because thatâs the only thing thatâll make it true.
Landoâs eyes search hers for a moment too long, and something in him rearrange, the muscle in his jaw tightening before he leans in. âNo,â he simply replies.
She figured. Still, it is not necessarily the answer itself that makes her emotional, but the way Lando said it, as if it is torture for him to even admit it.
âI canât ruin myself over and over again, pretending that what I feel for you is small. It never was.â
She nods, lifting her hand to the back of his neck, threading her fingers into his hair and pulling him down until their lips are barely brushing. Landoâs hands are pulling at her, slowly sliding the straps of her dress down. He takes his time, undressing her like heâs unwrapping a present heâs waited far too long to touch. And when sheâs standing there, bare and warm and only for him to see, he sits back to stare and take as many mental pictures as he can.
âYouâreâŠâ he starts, voice nearly breaking, âSo fucking beautiful.â
She presses closer, hands moving to his shorts with urgency. Lando lets her, barely breathing and, when the last layer falls away, she looks down at him. All of him. His golden skin that glows in the dim light filtering through the porthole, muscles tightening under her hungry touch.
Impatient, his hand slides between her legs while maintaining eye contact, his fingertips brushing over the soft skin at her inner thigh before he presses just lightly against her entrance. The reaction is immediate, a sharp breath followed by a soft whimper that catches in her throat. Her hips instinctively lift toward him, and his own breath wavers at the sound.
âSo wet,â he breaks off, almost spiraling from the realization, from finding out just how much she wants him. Just like he wants her.
For a moment, thereâs something feral in his gaze, something that wonât let her move her eyes. Like heâs balancing on a tightrope of restraint, and sheâs the drop waiting to pull him under.
âIt kills me,â he admits. Then he leans in, lips brushing against the shell of her ear, âBut you need to be quiet, darling.â
She nods, her breath still uneven, knowing itâs going to be anything but easy.
Lando presses a kiss to her shoulder, then her collarbone before he continues, âEven though I love it when youâre loud, youâll have to save that for later.â
Just the thought of her, waiting for his next move all warm and wanting, has his cock already pulsing in his palm. He strokes himself slowly, gaze locked on her as she shifts beneath him, spreading wider with a shaky inhale.
As curious as ever, she glances down between them, eyes filled with want, and he watches her bite her lower lip at the sight of him, so hard and ready. The gap between them closes quickly, suspended in that final moment before everything changes. Her fingers curl into the sheets, watching Lando lining himself up, just barely brushing against her clit. Then, he pushes in with a whimper that sounds like itâs been clawing at his throat for months. Like this moment has been sitting just under his skin, waiting to become real.
âFuck,â he pants, silently. âYou feel better than I ever imagined.â
Right now, all her senses are inhibited by him. The weight, the stretch, the warmth, the way his hands frame her hips like sheâs the only thing keeping him in check, and sheâs the only reason why Lando isnât unleashing hell yet. Her legs wrap around his waist, holding him close, as if her body already knows what her heart wonât let her say.
Lando. Lando. Lando!
But he shakes his head, his voice going lower than normal, âNo, baby, Let me.â
The bed is laughably small, making Lando huff out a frustrated breath, one arm sliding under her thigh as he shifts them both, gripping her firmly to guide her where he needs her. Itâs not graceful in any way, but thereâs something about the way he manhandles her, lifting, adjusting, controlling the angle until itâs perfect, that makes her head fall back with a gasp.
He exhales through his nose, lips pressing in a thin line to avoid making sounds that could get them both into trouble. âThere. Thatâs it.â
She lets him move her, pliant and trusting, her breath getting heavier when their skin brushes in all the right places. Every thrust is slow at first, drawing soft moans from her mouth that only make him harder. The way her body reacts only fuels him, encouraged by the way her lashes flutter, and the way her hands slide into his hair when she canât find the words. She couldnât say it anyway. Canât give voice to whatâs blooming and breaking inside her.
But Lando feels it in the way she moves with him, and how her body opens like it was always meant to. That pushes him to thrust harder, feeling like the entire boat shakes at the force.
âEasy. Youâre gonna break the bed,â she says against his jaw, her voice a breathy laugh.
âWouldnât be the worst thing Iâve broken over you,â he mutters back, but thereâs no malice in his tone, except a dangerous affection thatâs always lived under his skin when it came to her.
It makes her curious to know what he means, but just as sheâs about to ask, Lando finds that angle where their bodies align like puzzle pieces that shouldâve never fit but somehow do. He rocks into her so sweetly, and thatâs enough to silence her. The answer is in the way her breath stutters. The way her fingers grip his arms. The way her body pulls him in and clenches around his length like itâs never known anything else.
âShit. Again, please,â Lando breathes wetly against her skin. âDo that again,â he repeats, already buried to the hilt, grinding against that perfect spot inside her, that once he found it, itâs impossible to stop. âMhm. Let me make it right.â
âYou said you canât,â she challanges him, barely able to speak. âSo stop taking your sweet time, Norris,â she pants, breathless but defiant, smirking even as her thighs tremble around his hips.
Lando lifts his head, curls damp against his forehead, eyes dark with a sudden annoyance. âYeah? Thatâs how heâs had you all this time? Quick, in and out, job done?â
Her smirk drops into a scoff, her hands pressing against his chest like she might shove him off. But she arches into him instead, loving the way her back rubs against the mattress with each push.
âIf anything, he had the balls to be honest with me.â
âFuckâs sake,â he thrusts deeper, making her gasp mid-retort. âStop defending him, will ya?â
The sheets are already half off the bed, twisted and forgotten, heat pulsing like a heartbeat between them. Lando starts moving inside her with a relentless rhythm, as if trying to erase anyone who came before him with every shove. But she wonât give him the silence he craves.
Not anymore.
Her head tilts back, sweat glistening at her collarbone, but her eyes are sharp, ready to catch his reaction. âNo wonder you drive like that. Always trying to prove youâre better than the last guy, arenât you?â
His hips slam forward, hard enough to make her gasp again, fingers bruising against her waist. âThatâs rich coming from the girl who settled for someone who didnât even know how to fuck her, let alone treat her right.â
She bites her lip, not in surrender but to hide the moan that slips out anyway. Her nails dig into his back, dragging down like a punishment until he grunts. âYouâre such a coward,â she snaps. âAt least he didnât treat every conversation like a race he had to win.â
All of a sudden, Lando slows his movements, grinding deep, making her eyes roll before he fucks back into her harder than before. Only to make a point. Only to see all the places he takes her to.
ââCause he had the habit of abandoning before it even started, isnât it? How many times did you have to fake it?â
Her eyes snap to his, speechless, but Lando doesnât blink. He grins at her, knowing he is waiting for an answer heâll never get.
She kisses him then, hard and angry, pouring all the emotions she never thought Lando, of all people, would ever awaken in her. Then she pushes him, her legs squeezing around his waist, her action emphasizing the duality of the thoughts going through her mind.
âJust so weâre clear. Youâre not the first to try and fuck me into forgetting,â she finally replies.
At that, Lando stops for a breath, not from exhaustion but from the way her words claw straight through his big ego. He slams into her again, smiling at her, hand catching her thigh to spread her wider. âBut Iâm the one whoâs going to succeed.â
Sheâs so close, he can feel it in the way her body aches to keep his cock inside and how her insults start to blend with moans. What amazes him, though, is the strength she has to continue their little argument, as if theyâre not in the middle of something else right now.
âNever thought you could be such an asshole, itâs unbelievable.â
Lando doesnât even blink when he speaks again, âHe made you cry on New Yearâs,â he growls, voice sharp, like a blade slipping between her ribs. âAnd Iâm the asshole?â
Before she can throw a retort back, he tilts his hips, changing the angle, and drives into her so sudden that it knocks the breath from her lungs. Her back arches, while her hips are lifting to meet every punishing thrust.
âLando,â she moans his name, arms winding around his shoulders like sheâs holding on for dear life.
She can feel him in places she didnât even know could feel. Heâs fucking her with such intensity it turns into a blur of slick skin and strangled whimpers, the bed creaking beneath them.
The banter dies somewhere along the way, and all thatâs left behind is the heat, the pounding rhythm, the kind of pleasure that makes thoughts disappear and stars dance behind their eyes. Her brows are scrunched, eyes glazed, and she realizes sheâs about to scream. Actually scream.
Luckily, Lando places a hand over her mouth just in time, muffling the broken sounds pouring out of her throat. It takes her by surprise, realizing how well he knows all her signals without ever telling him. But itâs easy for him. Especially when he sees the way her bodyâs trembling under his weight, and the way her eyes plead and challenge all at once.
He nods, hips pistoning into her, watching her come apart beneath him, a quiet, shaking mess.
âYeah,â he grunts as quiet as possible through gritted teeth, âThatâs it. Just me now.â
The words hang in the sweat-soaked air as she comes around his length, clenching so tight it nearly takes him with her. Lando doesnât stop moving. Instead, he talks her through it, his voice breathless against her ear.
âThatâs my girl, let it all out. So fucking perfect.â
Her nails sink further into his back, riding the aftershocks with his cock still buried deep, stretching her in all the ways she was craving. It brings him right on the edge, and with a frustrated cry, Lando pulls out, the head of his cock flushed and swollen as it rests hot and heavy against her thigh. He lets himself go at the sight, thick ropes spilling messily onto her skin. Sticky. Warm. Heavenly.
âLan,â she breathes, half a protest, half a moan, reaching up to drag him back on top of her.
Lando canât resist the pull. Not when her touch unravels him with every glide of her fingers over his skin. He used to dream of it, but the reality is always better. He kisses her again, softer this time, letting the moment stretch before his hand finds the curve of her breast, fingers teasing with just enough pressure to make her arch against him. Patiently, his thumb sweeps over her nipple, circling, pressing, feeling it harden under his touch.
It makes her whimper, her hands fisting in his hair. Landoâs lips find the column of her throat then, biting gently just beneath her jaw. Her sounds light him up like the fireworks they didnât witness that night. He trails his kisses down to her collarbone, one palm flattening over her stomach before traveling back up.
Somehow, the chaos has slowed, but the heat is still there.
Their bodies are tangled in ways that no one could tell where she starts and where he ends, the mess between them so satisfying. When their eyes meet again, he sees her flushed cheeks, the sheen of sweat on her brow, and her chest heaving. Her eyes are so vulnerable as she looks back at him â her Lando, stripped down and completely wrecked.
And without a single word, he slides back in.
No sharp words, no angry breathing. Just the sound of their pants, the wet glide of his cock moving inside her, the weight of emotion that neither of them dares to name. Every thrust is unhurried this time around, his sweaty forehead resting against hers, like heâs trying to memorize the feel of her walls fluttering around him, the way her thighs lock around his waist with each roll of his hips.
Itâs not just sex anymore. Is so much more than that, something that will linger for a quite some time after they part tonight. And they both know it.
When the pressure builds again, itâs different. Thereâs less fire. More ache. She blinks up at him, and her lips tremble. Tears pool at the corners of her eyes, not from physical pain, but from the overwhelming closeness of it all.
Lando sees it, and kisses them away.
âIâve got you,â he whispers.
And when he comes again, itâs with a quiet groan right against her lips, buried deep as her body pulls him in, taking every drop of his pleasure and keeping him as if he belongs to her from now on. All of it. All of him.
The silence that surrounds them afterwards feels too full. She lets him stay there, wrapped around her, her fingers idly tracing his back. But her gaze is distant, fixed on the ceiling, already somewhere else.
For now, at least, they can coexist in the same world, breathing each other in until the reality will catch them from behind.
But thatâs a problem for tomorrow morning.
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