i hope this man suffers more than he has ever suffered.... in any case, before i puke at the backseat of your car, and shriek as im forcibly dressed with a straight jacket, i just remembered that this detail is special there fore ill post it...
wrote this in the recent fic but snowflakes are sometimes called 「六花(りっか)」= "Rikka" because they look like hexagonal flowers (六角形のお花) ............
rikka......rikka.......ritsuka......fujimaru... ritsuka... wisteria flower symbolizing love (also purple) a love that circles back....... someone who stands and walks forward... the scent of a flower and a snowflake... ........embedded onto his armor, and into his existence itself....... forever remembered beyond time and even worlds itself.................... i need him murdered :) for my health.
The undercurrent of their goodbye finally comes to the surface and Kurogane doesn’t apologise or say he’s conflicted or anything else, he just outright says that he’s going but that he’ll be back. And he’s even going to prove his loyalty by reswearing his oath to her.
Which means that Fai’s oath to Sakura was a direct parallel to Kurogane’s oath to Tomoyo all this time AHH
WAIT
WAIT A MOMENT HERE
WAS I RIGHT?
WAS I RIGHT ALL THIS TIME
NO FUCKING WAY LET ME FIND THAT POST
I can’t even remember when else I might have talked about this crack theory (PRESUMED CRACK THEORY) but here’s a post of me talking about it back in 2019
And you can SEE how at THAT point I was talking myself out of it and was already saying that I was reading too much into the moment after all.
ARE WE NOW SAYING THAT I WAS ACTUALLY CORRECT THE FIRST TIME??
what is this? a continuation to synesthete theo? who would have thought! in this installment we are introduced to: theo ignoring the rest of the world to focus on liam & liam forgetting the rest of the world because he's too focused on theo! also including, two boys with a terrible notion of personal space and a lot of smelling each other
after the absolute hell i've gone through trying to buy tickets through t*cketm*ster for multiple concerts, using etix was so easy i got scared it didn't actually work/go through
but it did and i've now secured tickets for mariana's trench in october!!
I went to counselling a couple days ago and she pointed out that, since I'd moved nearly every year since 4th grade and am a naturally shy person, it never really gave me a chance to practice making real friends and that on top of that inexperience, I've been avoiding setting down roots, developing relationships, really committing to being in a place, under the assumption that when I move again it'll hurt less. And what it's led to is that it feels like the world is behind glass. I can see it, I can engage with it, I can make people on the other side smile, it's so close. But I can't touch it, I can't close that gap. And I don't know how to stop doing this but my counsellor gave me homework to do over the summer about it, and we started calling it my training montage. But I'm gonna be real fam, this shit is so scary, I'd rather rip out my still beating heart and eat it, but I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna do it screaming but I'm gonna do it
okay because there's just SO many moving parts here, I am gonna have to break this down
check the poses (make additions/subtractions/tweaks after)
fuck with the lighting
take test shots (may go back and forth with lighting)
fuck with the PS action (it's too crispy)
and if i'm not fed up with it at this point, I'll start. will it be today? dunno.