#ifeelalone

[namidaddy]

I should PROBABLY redo my pinned post , that'll totes Distract me methinks

[deadroses-17]

I know I’m slipping because. . .

1AM doesn’t feel late anymore

It’s been months since I’ve gone to bed with my partner

I don’t think my smile is pretty, I think I look ridiculous

I know I’m being an asshole but I’m trying so hard not to be. I simultaneously want to shove people away and beg them not to leave me at the same exact time

I don’t want to talk anymore

Music feels like emotions again

I’m craving my past

I’m crying all the time

The night is terrifying but it’s the thing that makes me face myself the most

My brain won’t shut up but nothing it says matters

I’m in pain all the time

I don’t know what my next steps are.

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I’m sure I’ll find the rope again and start climbing soon, but for now I think I’m okay slipping down the rope to rock bottom. It’s much easier to keep climbing once you’ve rested.

[00catt00]

Please, don’t leave.

Please, don’t walk away when things get rough.

You can’t break something that’s already broken.

So when I open up to you...

I am bearing my soul to you.

My thoughts.

My emotions.

My all.

Even if it may be about things we disagree on...

Please, don’t just walk away...

Don’t drop off the face of the earth in the middle of the night when I have displayed my scars and hurt to you.

I may be broken, but how do you expect things to be fixed when you just disappear?

Leaving the pieces to rest, not bothering to continue fixing the problem in fear you’ll just break it.

You can’t break it.

It is already broken.

I am already broken.

And I am trying to fix that.

And sometimes, with certain situations, I need assistance.

If you were to try and look beyond the surface issue, into the depths, you’d find more and more to the story and eventually reach the root where the entirety of this is sprouting.

If you tried a little harder to understand...

I won’t beg for you to stay.

I won’t beg for you to understand if you aren’t willing to try.

I won’t beg for your love if you aren’t ready to give it.

I won’t beg....

For anything.

All I request...

Please, don’t leave.

Right now, when you leave...

The moment when everyone always leaves...

When they all treat me like damaged goods, never to be fixed again...

These are always my darkest times where I need you the most.

But you aren’t here for me to tell you that.

You aren’t here to allow me to grow more comfortable enough to explain more in depth why I am feeling the way I am.

And this isn’t me calling you a bad person.

You aren’t a bad person.

You and I just both have a hard time learning the skill of communication.

But I still ask...

Just please...

Please, don’t leave.

-someone who just doesn’t want to go this alone

[peace-love-and-flowers20]

I fell like I will never be good enough. I feel like all of the reasons people love me are the same reasons people hate me, The same reasons why people get annoyed with me. I suffer from severe ADHD and I try to function like a neuro typical adult in society, but I just can never keep up, I can never make anyone happy. I feel like I am not good enough and this is my life every single day

[letsvanishintonothing]

Surrounded by so many yet i feel lonely...I didnt mind till i met one person.This one person that changed it, made me feel less lost in this complicated world. But now you are gone and the pain of missing you is harder than feeling lonely. I know we are gonna meet again but why are those tear falling down?

[nvmbrshdw-blog]

[natsuneages]

Eu me sinto muito sozinha... Num sentido sentimental. Nunca gostei de falar nisso... Eu me sinto muito errada... Eu sou considerada amável, mas tenho um coração realmente manchado, frio e vazio. Tenho pensamentos confusos... Eu não estou procurando nada, mas não aguento mais esperar. Este sentimento de solidão me sufoca e ao mesmo tempo eu acho desnecessário.

Nem tá fazendo sentido o que eu escrevo... Só minhas brisas...

[cmrg05]

#loneliness #pleasefindme #lostandconfused #depression #solonely #illbeokay #thestruggleisreal #hearme #ifeelalone #depressionsucks #ineedahug #inneedofsleep #lostinthought #overthinking

[nvkedvsstruth]

I wanted to call you because beyond it all i know you would give me comfort...

But what you’ve done and the way you’ve made me feel is not ok and i refuse to be your doormat when you have triggers any longer..

I can comfort you but how when you accuse me?

[sentientfuture]

Don't rely on others' heat. Be your own 🔥! 🌎 The only way your success can be sustained is due to your own efforts. 💪 Don't get me wrong. Other people are awesome! Building or joining a passionate team allows you to do some amazing work. It's just not sustainable if you don't pull your own weight. 🚛 The only way you'll do that consistently, with or without others, is if you are deeply committed to WHY you're doing it. ❓ Your WHY is your FIRE 🔥. It will keep you going when it feels like the world is against you. 🔥 Most haven't lit their FIRE yet. If that's YOU, we should talk. 🤜🤛 What is YOUR Why? What sets you on 🔥? 👇 . . . . . #fire #why #yourwhy #alone #ifeelalone #iamalone #abandon #abandonment #abandonmentissues #motivation #inspiration #quoteoftheday #watermark #sentient #sentientfuture #future #intrinsicmotivation #extrinsicmotivation #ice #glacier #iceberg #lightafire #sustainability #sustainable #success #firewithin #consultant #emotionalintelligence #feelings #time (at Planet Earth) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1P4JL0nnP7/?igshid=h5pl58k1v7hh

[brittcorene]

SO. MUCH. THIS. #depression #mentalillnesskills #mentalillness #alone #fighting #imstillhere #imstillfighting #stillfighting #suicide #suicidal #feelalone #ifeelalone #sicknotweak #keeptalkingmh #mentalhealth #endthestigma #depressionkills #stillhere https://www.instagram.com/p/Bvx3aWil6Tj/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=slvg4gv95ku1

[highschooloccultist-blog]

An IRL Fictional Character?

Believe me I know it sounds stupid. Thats half the reason I came here, to see if there is ANYONE else like me. Basically, I identify as Oka Ruto from Yandere Simulator. I know I sound stupid, as stated before. But whenever I see a photo of her I see me instead. I just think “thats me!” When I know that the character is fictional. Not real. But I feel so much like her?? Its hard to explain, but I just feel like SHE is ME. And I am HER. And im meant to look like her. I already have a doll like face and clear skin. Im practically any teenage girls dream look, apart from the black magick I delve into. Im friends with a girl who I call Cassie, she is a white witch. We only stay friends because we keep eachother in balance. Black and White. Yin and Yang. She is the only one I know who fully understands. Who fully calls me ‘Oka’ and just, see’s me as who I feel I really am. So narrowing it down: Is there ANYONE AT ALL out there who may feel even SOMEWHAT similar to how I feel? Or am I totally mentally retarded? Thanks! Feel free to drop me a dm!

[ckjml]

Just asked my mom if she wanted to go to the movies with me. She told me to get some friends and that I couldn't live of her money. Thanks mom...

[littlebird483]

Metal disorders

It must be nice having a nice life and successful marriage/relationship without making the other person feel like shit because your mental illness is acting up.

I hate myself...

[drheidijo-blog]

They don’t change they just change their victims! #theydontchange #coachingwithdrheidi #narcissist #emotionalpain #ifeelalone #gaslighting #rockbottom

[zonjy]

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