#ik im supposed to be on a hiatus but !!

[8aji]

i feel like the planets are aligning and i'm so happy to be writing this and so grateful for everything everything !!

[buckgettingstruck]

pardon me for being insane at 9 am but, im trying not to have high expectations considering the opening disasters usually have a lot going on and im sure one of the first things to happen as an outcome would be gerrard’s departure, but i think the first few episodes are gonna end up being eddie’s identity crisis which in turn leads to some sort of queer realization maybe. my main thing is that they’ve had ryan doing interviews etc all hiatus (ik some were for a movie but he still mentioned 911 stuff) and revealed the mustache thing almost immediately into filming. he has another podcast coming out soon as well.

ultimately i think the mustache is supposed to be shorthand for an identity crisis and well. its a symbol among the queer community. maybe the identity crisis is in the first few episodes and then chris comes back and eddie continues figuring out his identity/queerness throughout 8a or something idk

also this is me saying this because i think it’d be really stupid to have chris gone for more than the summer and going to school in texas tbh

[staraxiaa]

shutter-click, the afterword:

author's corner/first thoughts.

firstly, to those of you who know what it's like, and those of you who don't, i hope i did these themes justice. i'm not sure if this is an entirely accurate representation - i tried to take some of my own experiences and exaggerate it into what fit for my vision of the story. i apologize if i have trivialized any aspect of it. also there is like. negative actual romance like the tension is not there bc i imagine them to be pure balls of sweetness and fluff and like. it will probably happen? but like 5 years down the line. i called this story shutter-click partially after the sound of a camera, and partially because when i think of pictures now, i think of the importance of the memories present in them. it could be the ugliest picture you have ever seen, and yet it still means something to someone, because it reminds them of something they might have forgotten once upon a time. that's also why the reader names the first collection shutter-click - in part in reference to the title, but also the importance of these 'pictures' that are carried on throughout life. i.e. nanny's grin, the first person to ever believe in them, which also helps them overcome a great many barriers. ngl i didnt think about the rest of the art. maybe the rest should also be smile-inspired. but i am not going to call it the smile collection. this was also in no way sunflower caliber LOL sorry. genuinely have no clue i feel like the pacing was really fast. too fast. shouldve probably spent more time with the growth era. i will very likely revisit a similar concept eventually ok now that that's over - rant time. this was the brainchild of a discarded mc concept for another of my works. i couldn't quite get her character to fit with my vision, and then this was born. i wrote all of this in a day. i said i would take a break. well, i didn't. lowkey a hiatus time now <3 sorry. really wanted to get more work done on porcelain but then i was like WHAT IF and then i thought of a kiri fic. and then u know what i realized? mc is literally just katsuki like. i am in despair like now i really want to make porcelain a coming of age fic too. discovering oneself, forging yourself anew. what if it was a whole collection. oh my god. please send me some katsuki asks so i can brainrot over him instead (please) mentally i feel like the clown meme music and a thousand bouncing balls in my brain all at once. i have been listening to the same song for seven hours. this was also partially inspired off the prompt 'tragedy of a spare heir' but really reader is neither a spare nor a heir so ? ? ? dunno man i wasnt lying when i said i was tired seriously though, thank you to everyone who commented + liked shared my first work. i genuinely never expected to receive such a positive response, and i hope that this one is up to the same caliber. i still think im a god btw im genuinely on 4 hours of sleep and just churned out like. 10k? in less than 12 hours HAHAHA #if i don't laugh i am going to cry #i want to carve my brain out and examine it. these last few hours were such a blur but it's over. i feel both defeated and glorious at the same time. this was also significantly harder to write than sunflowers. that one was so nice. so easy. i miss it. im never hitting that peak again i think seriously though i think it's temp hiatus time i am emptied of thought will continue updating as i think of things i guess

unwritten scenes, headcanons, more ramble? no clue

i'm not sure if social anxiety disorder/selective mutism is necessarily something you are born with. i am aware that you can develop it as the results of past traumas, but in this case, there is very little explanation about that - it's left unexplained in the fic. could both be from hatred of cameras (ik i hate having photos taken of me lol), but again, a lot of this is entirely exaggerated and fictional. sorry. the nanny was supposed to die, but i am tired. so tired. i did not want to write an angst scene that had no relevance to the happiness of the plot. so now u guys just have the most tooth rotting fluff i have ever written in existence. she doesn't appear again in a lot of the later scenes, did i write her in alive? if i did: she actually lives forever. literally immortal idgaf more about the nanny: i imagined someone who also had difficulties in communication, and i hope that translated in the way her speech was very often broken? idk if that was accurate i wrote all of her dialogue at 3am and passed out right after. probably definitely isn't in japanese. my english was not englishing at this time. i hope it was made clear in the fic: everything that the reader that thought about herself and her relationships was wrong, with regards to the parents/sister. idk if this is accurate, but in my mind, and from my experience, my social anxiety at least is that i overthought a lot of things, misinterpreted a lot as well. soooo actually guys you DO have a loving family! i am saving the trauma for porcelain! honestly, i thought about this fic, and when i think of midoriya i just think of pure innocence lol. does it reflect ? similarly to sunflowers, the themes were childhood friendship and growth. i once again skip out on my proper kiss scene bc i think it would suit them even less than the ones in that one. but at least she kissed him on the cheek. it felt pretty ooc to me though so i think she shouldve just hugged him. at least there is also that the thing is though: you're the one to do everything first. he's really hesitant, because he still remembers you as you were, before you were out of your shell. he doesn't want to push you, overwhelm you in any way. you definitely have to be the one to initiate everything -> i just didnt think the hug + cheek kiss together was in character for me but whatever i wrote it i hope u enjoy you kiss him and hes an absolute fucking dorky mess . but honestly this is like every step in the relationship originally, the all might figurine you gift him was supposed to be a birthday present in return for the camera. this is just a fun fact. also i know both of the characters were both supposed to be insanely socially anxious but that would never have worked out so i took some liberties with it/midoriya's character. hope it still makes sense? also hope that his ramble was in-line with canon oh yeah there was supposed to be a side plot with the dead brother. i cannot tell you what it was, seeing as how i do not remember. probably some form of traumatic thing i removed from porcelain reader doesn't have a described quirk cause i am on negative brain juice and couldn't think. you can imagine that it is something art related if you'd like. but i didnt wanna yap more so.

[mybuginette]

My favorites fics

So, im a spanish speaker who is still learning english and my teacher said that if i want to improve i need to write/speak more in my ordinary life...and theres no better way of doing that that writing about my hiperfixations on Tumblr, so here i go.

This is the first long post that i do, so im sorry if i have any grammar mistake, im trying i swear 😔✌️ 

So here's the list (without order):

The Growing Pains Of Child Soldiers by BloodWolf13 What do the citizens of Paris do, when they realize that their heroes are literally growing up before their eyes? They freak the fuck out. Or everybody realizes that the heroes of Paris are young teenagers and are a little (extremely) worried about children fighting a terrorist.

I have always been wondering if in canon parisian knows that Ladybug and Chat Noir are just teenagers.

I mean, in season 1 we have Theo having a crush on Ladybug (ik that Thomas said that hes like 16/19 but still weird) so i asumed that people thought that they were adults but then remembered that in Bubbler, he didn't talk to Ladynoir as if they were adults.

Then Sabine is worried about them bc they have been working a lot and this fic shows how it could be if the other adults of paris worried about them too.

It was interesting for me because its like a realistic version of mlb paris socity, the discussions about mental health, ethical dilemmas and literally has a university essay in the first chapter. Its an amazing fic and if somebody knows if the author has a tumblr let me know pls.

Review of Les aventures de Ladybug et Chat Noir by @sunfoxfic Alya Cesaire, moderator and writer for the Ladyblog, reviews the newest movie in France — Les aventures de Ladybug et Chat Noir. How will this movie hold up to the hype? How will it hold up to the truth? All on the Ladyblog.

In-universe fics are my favorites, i like to see the events of the show from the pov of a normal civilian and the love that parisians have for Ladybug and Chat Noir. In this fic we have a review of the Ladybug and Chat Noir movie by Alya, one thing that i found funny is how in-universe Lady and Chat have like 2 or 3 movies while in real life we just got the 1 movie 3 months ago 😭.

Also, its funny that poor Adrien probably was forced by his father to do that role just like in Frightningale and he had to act like Chat Noir good enough for his father but not so good that anybody could tell that it was the same voice.

Miraculously Ladybug? by @the-angst-lord ON HIATUS FOR UNTIL SEASON 5 PROBABLY Marinus "Xiang" Dupain Cheung just wanted to go to school and keep his head down, design clothes, and bake cookies. Instead, he finds himself jumping across rooftops, defeating supervillains and partnered up with a cat who has the ability to destroy anything he touches. What a first day of school. Adrien Agreste just wants friends and the freedom to live his life outside of his father's influence. He's all too eager to become a hero of justice and defend the people of Paris. Gaining a handsome ladybug-themed partner who embodies said ideal is just a bonus.

I really enjoy the genderbend fics and this has to be the best rewrite of the show that i've ever read.Marin has the best features of Marinette, but with his own essence and characterization, when you read you really know that he is a reinterpretation of Marinette character and i looooooooooved him.

The situations, the relationships and the reinterpretation of Chat Blanc was so goooood.

I also loved the Dupain-Cheng family background in Shangai special ✨

(and it has drawings too and the suits are soo pretty)

@the-angst-lord i love your fic man

Perfectly Platonic (Unless…) by @frostedpuffs After accidentally revealing their identities in less than ideal circumstances, Adrien and Marinette must navigate their newfound relationship as both partners and friends. Becoming best friends was a quick process, but when romantic feelings begin to bleed into what's supposed to be a platonic connection, their friendship starts to change in more ways than one. Surely it can't be that hard to hide their feelings from their best friend? (A post-reveal, pre-relationship fic full of romantic crushes, best friend shenanigans, and a whole lot of dumbassery.)

I just lost count of the times that i've re-read this fanfic, the jokes are so funny and Adrinette acting like Ladynoir and Ladynoir acting like Adrinette >>>

These idiots are so horny and so in love, i need more 😭😭

[shutupheathersorryheatherr]

hi ghost!! Ik im supposed to be on hiatus but i felt happi tdy (cos i just proofread 7fics) n wanted to visit my mooties inbox n give them some kissies(ive been inserting pics of animals + my lips in my other mooties inbox but urs cant!!)

So imma just give u virtual kissies thru text then hehe

Kith kith💋💋i hope u have a wonderful day tdy!! Time for me to sleep💗💗

I wish I was u… proofreading not one not two but SEVEN fics lmao I’m trying to finish one rn

But KAKAJSSKSKJAHA thank you!!??? STAWP THIS IS BEYOND NICE MWAH MWAH you’re so adorable! Hope you have a wonderful day to and get some good rest/ rested well!

[midnightcrustcat]

tomorrow i have my last exam and then my good 2 months of rest from college. but that also got me thinking, since after that I'll be in my last year ill very likely have to take a hiatus or something because 1. im gonna focus on working on my diploma and ik for a fact it will be tuff 2. honestly tumblr fucking sucks and id like to have less things to stress out abt when I'm trying to do college stuff and etc

a forewarning i suppose!!

[sxturn-to-mxrs]

imma doodle your message in my notebook 😈

which one?

the moon quote?

(ik im supposed to be on hiatus but i'll log out after 5 more minutes)

[harufluff]

OK IM THAT SAME ANON AND IVE GOT ANOTHER GAME FOR YOU!! make 4 moodboard of an idol that you love just as a person and not as an idol..I WISH YOU LUCK!!!

OK OK THANK YOU ANON FOR GIVING ME GAMESSS

kevin moon - tbz

choi yeonjun - txt

lee felix - skz

nishimura riki - enhypen

idk if i was supposed to tag peopleeee?? but ill do it anyway. feel free to not do it!! :00 @wanna-live-yn-life @hyukasbestie @ox1-lovesick @wyynn (ik your on hiatus so do whatever you want) @impuritywritings @kynrki @bluhr @palajae ok doneee ily moots <333 AND ANYONE WHO WANTS TO JOIN IN CAN DO ITTT

[kynrki]

if your moots met Enhypen what do you think would they do? will the members appreciate them? Love trope oop-

HI!! im so sorry this is late!!! you sent this jus as i went into hiatus😓😓😓

001. @hikyeom

felt like they met enha they would be chill about it. like i feel yes they would be like screaming on the inside but ik on the outside they woukd appear calm and collected. def get along with jay i feel….but if it was svt on the other hand……

002. @ox1-lovesick

LOLOL OKAY SO SAV LMAO i feel they would do dumb shit idk man. like accidentally trip in front of them and like idk make them laugh with out even trying to😭,, i also feel like niki would def like them bc they funny and have a good vibe to be around!!!

003. @luvhooniez

KAE MY DAY 1 BAE😓💓💓so i feel like kae would be so cute fr. like they would look at her so softly and like kinda care for them (esp jungwon i feel),, LOLOL would 100% say something they weren’t supposed to tho☠️ but overall make them smile!!!

004. @hyeki

#FURRY4LYF 100% would also say dumb shit.😭😭and like be so random, they would look at them like ‘what are you even on?’ but they couldn’t careless i fear. would also talk about furries……….LMAO IM JKJK but in general will have a good funny vibe around them and kinda makes jake laugh (i never said that tho)

005. @deeznutsriki

MY BAE HI!!! again i feel vv soft vibes from her!!! like i feel like she wouldn’t say anything, ONLY bc she doesn’t wanna hurt anyones feelings or say something wrong,, but i think she would get along with them vv well and have a entertaining conversation.

006. @delcakoo

LMAO EMA😭😭😭i feel ema would literally drool for them. like she would literally stare at them for a good minute before actually saying anything…..also blurts out random things that makes them think ‘okay?’ LMAO IM SORRY EMA BUT IDK ESP FOR HEESEUNG😭😭😭

007. @haknom

AYLA 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼 i feel ayla would lowkey be vv cool about it all. like in the sense that the way she carries herself, they would be like ‘woah who is that’ sorta?? and would immediately smile if she started talking with them!!! vv positive and all!!

008. @completelyrain

MALI 🤭🥰 LMAO ANOTHER PERSON WHO WOULD BE SO CHAOTIC!!!! like literally the words will jus keep flying out of her mouth non stop. im talking about mali talking x10 normal speed, ☠️LMAOAOA I LOVE MALI SM😭😭😭

009. @yenqa

YENI🤞🏼🤞🏼yen i feel like would be dying on the inside and outside. (sorry not sorry😘🤭) LIKE??? hands would be shaking, sweat forming on her forehead and hands. literally about to like pass out or something esp if they look concerned at her,, but will regain herself again and introduce herself properly,, sunoo would 100% feel bad and try to comfort her!!!

010. @trsrina

INA💓imy😓 BUT i think ina would be vv much like frozen. they would literally stand in one spot and you would literally have to force them to talk/move bc they will not budge a single bit😭😭😭like they would think its all in their imagination bc how is it even real (same) LMAO😭

[cheolism]

i need ur advice on something :)) i used to have a blog that was solely for reblogging and fic recs but i would write but just never post. i eventually posted one fic and it got way more attention than i expected and it had a couple thousand notes. then people started sending me asks and dm’ing me requests and to write more which i did for like a couple weeks but i got so overwhelmed that i deleted my acc 😭😭 this was a year ago haha and now idk if i should repost that fic and continue writing and post what i already have or just keep roblogging fics like i do now bc i’m scared i’ll get overwhelmed again 😭 ik i can set my boundaries and have requests closed but i’m just worried that if i do start posting i’ll have the urge to deactivate. and that’s like the last thing i wanna do bc i get so bummed out when others do that. sorry if this is really long ik it’s such a do or don’t situation. i really do like writing and want to share it with others but at the same time idk if i could stick it out longer than last time. if this is really confusinf im so sorry 😭

hello babie!!! i totally understand where you're coming from. if you want to write then i definitely recommend starting up your blog again. i'd advise you to create a post and pin it to the top of your blog setting boundaries, just like i do -- there's no shame in not taking requests or anything like that!!! writing is supposed to be fun!!! if you don't want to deactivate, you absolutely don't have to either!! you can just put your blog on hiatus!! if you had the urge to do this, i would also say to make it a sideblog instead of your main so you don't have to get rid of your account entirely if you get that urge. and also: you don't have to meet a quota or anything!! just write what you want, when you want to.

if you want to talk abt it more, you can send another ask or dm me!! i'm totally here to help you if you need it lovely <3

[melan1esmelod1es]

I’M BACK BITCHES

Hey, Ik that i said that i was planning out a dbf!joel smut series and i went on a long hiatus when it was supposed to be short. And tbh i gave up and i forgot my fucking login 💀And also like the fandom died here with the fics. But if you keep posting tlou fics (hbo) then holy shit the fandoms still going strong. But im back now and im gonna try my best to be active here!!

-melanie

[jun1sb0r3d-af]

Ik im supposed to be on hiatus butt im bored and i want to answer questions hdidhfjw

[kishibei]

ik im supposed to be on hiatus but BITCHHHH

[hyukassubi]

hi my subi goofy bby, ik im suppose to be on hiatus but i feel happy tdy(cos ig i was productive, proofread 7 fics tdy hehe)

Anyways just wanted to visit ur inbox cos im sending kissies to my mooties n u will get one too hehe

Cant find other dog x penguin pics cos (gyu x hyuka besties) so i chose bear instead hehe

also featuring my duckie lips(imagine me giving u virtual kissies thru the screen)

hope this made u smile abit 🥺💗💗have a good day ahead

Kith kith💋💋

Me after receiving kisses:

So refreshing to hear that you had an extremely productive day btw, I've been a bit stuck on my own writing projects so it's so nice hearing that everything's going smoothly on your end, can't wait to read your works !! 😤✊✊✊✊

NSGANSAJAB GUSHING ABOUT HOW CUTE AND PINK YOUR KISSY LIPS ARE BTW??? AND THE BEAR AND PENGUIN PICS ARE SOOO COZY LOOKING AS WELL 🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️

[bamtorin]

hi bby, ik im supposed to be on hiatus but idk i feel good rn(in the night at least cos i was productive tdy i guess, i helped to proofread 7 fics tdy!! And got a headache after mayb frm staring at my screen for too long)

n i was just visiting some if my mooties asks!! I just realized i havent visited urs?? I hope ure doing well tdy!! and if u arent i hope my virtual kisses can make u feel better🥺(featuring my actual duck lips, giving u kiss kiss thru the screen🤭)

the puppies pics are us hehe(like ur theme) + since we are gyu biases hehe i chose puppies

anyways kiss kiss frm my duckie lips💋💋have a good night ahead!! and all the best for work💗

Proud of you bb T^T you go gurl~ be in your healingg era ✨️✨️🎀

I'm also doing good. Rn being haunted by an actual bat inside my bedroom. Its flapping, flying everywhere im hiding in my blankets 😭

OMG THE JUICYYY LIPSSS YESS SMOOCH MY ENTIRE HEAD OFF

Ty bby for sending an ask ♡ lovechuu

[jjunberry]

hihi echo🥺ik im suppose to be on hiatus but i was just visiting my mooties inbox cos i felt happi(was productive and proofread 7 fics🤭)

we havent talked that much on here either but i hope we can more in the future!!(when im better and stuff)

how r u btw! I hope all is well w u!!

anyways just wanted to come on here n give my mooties some kissies(in hopes to brighten up ur day n give u some energy💗featuring my duckie lips)

cos gyu is our biases hehe

sending virtual hugs n kissiess , kith kith💋(also i realized idk whats our time difference helps)

talk to u when im back fully 💗💗

cheryl my lovie!! i’m doing well this made my day ♡!! i hope all is well for you and that you’re getting better 🥺 we will definitely talk more when you’re back xoxo ♡