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fcthots · 5 months
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keep in mind, they're rough
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tmos-time · 1 year
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"y'know, the problem with making an alphabet for your worldbuilding for one story is you never get to fucking use it."
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chaelinsbitch · 9 months
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Idk if it's just my habit of pushing ppl away after a certain point and nothing actually bad happened but I rly don't wanna be friends w this girl anymore
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jjunsolos · 1 year
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TXT REACTIONS TO - you crying over a song
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when txt walks in on you crying over a sad song
pairings - txt x gn!reader (separately)
warnings - none much. reader just cries in all of the reactions
genre - fluff, tiniest of angst, crack
a/n - i got this idea after listening to ‘no me queda mas’ by selena😪 when i tell you i was BAWLINGG !! anywayyy i decided to post this since i havent been updating the smau (my bad yall) but also coz this has been sitting in my drafts for way too long😭 so i hope yall enjoy 💗
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[yeonjun] <3
- bro walks in and just sees you bawling your eyes out
- confused coz wtf are you doing in the dark blasting bruno mars 🤨
- “uh… baby? are you oka-“
- couldnt finish his sentence coz you start sobbing loudly
- most definitely thinks youre going through something
- decides to sit next to you and rubs your back as you sob your heart out
- “sorry… this song is just so sad”
- “no dont apologize baby” *smiles widely* “ill be your shoulder to cry on”
- teases you when youve calmed down fs
[soobin] <3
- worried bby :(
- abt to start crying just coz youre crying (this pure soul🤧)
- sits next to you and hugs you super duper tight
- (pls keep in mind he still has yet to find out why youre crying)
- grabs a tissue box and starts wiping your tears and your snot. despite it grossing him out just a littleee 🤏 bit
- finally asks why youre crying and… welp
- his face literally goes from “🥺🤨😐😑”
- “babe i thought someone died !!! you worried me so much ahhhh”
- dramatic noises coz bby was REALLYYY worried for a second
- but its okay coz at least youre crying over something minor
[beomgyu] <3
- confused pt.1
- first instinct, as bad as it sounds, is to record you😭
- like lets be honest, the second he heard adele from the other room he alr knew you were gonna end up in tears
- comes up to you and starts fake crying
- you look at him like “🥺🤨”
- “what? you cant just cry alone. you need my cries to finish yours”
- changes the music to something else coz his throat starts hurting from all the fake crying😭
- shows you the video he took an hour later and you alr know hes laughing as he does so
[taehyun] <3
- honestly babes didnt even notice you were crying
- he came into the room to grab something and didnt notice you were crying till he turned around
- confused pt.2
- doesnt understand why youre crying till he hears ‘for you’ by bts playing
- as a fellow army himself, he understands
- grabs a box of tissue and your favorite stuffed animal and hands it to you
- and when you look at him confused, he just replies with “for the tough times”
- walks out and cooks you some nice soup for when youre done with your crying session
[hueningkai] <3
- heard sniffling and thought you caught a cold
- turns out youre crying over music :\
- kinda stands at the door like “🧍🏾”
- literally doesnt speak bc “actions speak louder than words”
- grabs one of his many stuffed animals and comes towards you with it
- “yah im gonna tickle you if you dont stop crying this instant”
- ends up tickling you anyways coz he wants to hear your furious giggles and laughs (🥹💔)
- cuddles you while rubbing your back
- “im gonna do this to you every time i catch you crying”
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justmossyall · 1 year
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depression hacks masterpost
these are things that will help with mental illness that aren't 'go outside, drink water, and everything will be fine!!!1!!!11!1!11!' those are good fs but they don't work on their own. these will actually help in one way or another :)
hell yeah let's go
open your windows. the fresh air and sunlight will do you good and it takes like 5 seconds.
go buy some plants, there are like a gazillion that are next to impossible to kill. and don't come at me with 'ohhh I'll probably find a way hahaha" NO. the plants will be so helpful! they produce oxygen, bring nature indoors which psychologically improves your mental state, and they're just nice to look at! you can name them! sculpt and/or paint little pots for them!
STOP LISTENING TO SAD MUSIC. I cannot stress this enough. it just makes things worse. please stop. make a playlist of all your favorite stupid, happy, pump-up songs and listen to them all the time until they get annoying. then repeat!
acquire a gazillion stuffed animals. so much serotonin for such a small price
get a water bottle and put fun stickers on it, and designate that water bottle to be only for water. nothing else goes in it. that way you can drink out of it for kind of a long time before needing to wash it. keep it filled with water and actually drink out of it. drink as much water as you can, all the time.
chew gum! idk why but it works bro. especially watermelon.
hug people and ask people to hug you. hugs are so amazing it's like pure happiness but with the added perk of Deep Pressure. it can be from your friends, family, s/o, whoever.
make sure there's a lot of light in your room. not good to wallow in darkness. put up fairy lights, get fun lamps, light candles, keep your blinds open, etc.
dress like how you want to feel. be colorful, fun, and comfortable. don't wear hoodies, sweatpants and ratty old shoes, I know it's appealing but it's just going to keep you in that depressed state. I like to wear dresses, colorful jeans, graphic tees from 5-Below, combat boots, and lots of funky earrings. (seriously 5-Below is a lifesaver for literally anything!!!) you can get a lot of these things for super cheap - I got a 20 pack of fun earrings like duckies, mushrooms, mini water bottles, etc. for like $11, and a lot of my colorful jeans are like 6 bucks at the thrift store. whatever your style is or whatever you want it to be, work to make that happen. because getting dressed is one of the simplest things you'll do in a day, so why not make the most of it?
doodle. it's fun and simple, and it'll give your hands something to do other than pick at your skin if you do that kind of stuff (see below).
on a similar note, make art!!!!! it doesn't have to be good!!!!!! just make art all the time, as often as you can. write crappy fanfiction. make friendship bracelets. sculpt a funky lil cat. draw your comfort characters. art is so healing and it will do wonders for you. even just like run your hands through a giant bag of beads like I do :P
get fidgets and bring them everywhere with you. this is more of an anxiety/stimming thing for me but I pick at my fingers, lips, pimples, eyebrows, etc., and it hurts a lot and will probably leave scars. fidgets are just amazing. I'm partial to tangles and infinity cubes :) gum and chewelry are good for this as well (for when I bite my fingers/clothes or chew the skin off my lips)
if you find yourself with a whole day with nothing to do and you don't have the energy to get up and do anything, go to the park. bring a blanket, some snacks, and headphones, and just lay there and listen to music. sleep. watch youtube. literally anything you would normally do when you don't have energy, except it's outside in the sun and grass and nature around other people who are doing the same thing! 10/10
get a pet if you can. even just fish, but really a fluffy, snuggly animal is probably best such as a dog or cat. OH MY GOD THEY HELP SO MUCH. ANIMALS ARE MAGIC. I don't think I've ever been sad while holding or petting my grandma's dog. (our family doesn't have one right now lol)
spray perfume/body spray on you. faster and easier than deodorant and it usually smells better
if you're gonna scroll, scroll pinterest. honestly, it's probably best to get rid of things like tiktok and snapchat, but that's kinda unrealistic for most people so I get it <3 pinterest is probably gonna be better than other social media cause it's more creative?? if you know what I mean?? and usually it's reading things and not mindlessly watching videos
if you don't have the energy to do stuff with your hair, put it up in a bun! fast simple and easy. takes like 5 seconds, even for someone with super thick curly hair like me. (or cut it short! but most of us aren't brave enough to do that lol)
eat fruit. sweet and comforting, but healthy!! so much better for you than junk food, and honestly it tastes better most of the time too. I recommend strawberries, raspberries, blackberries, watermelon, and cantaloupe. easy to take with you on the go and sooooo good <333
play calming video games such as animal crossing, minecraft, stardew valley, cats with soup (if you're into mobile games), etc. puzzle games are good too! if you want something more combat-y, I would recommend the zelda games or forager. still chill and mellow but has more combat and story/lore
garden if you can. I know this kind of ties in with having plants in your room, but if you're able and you have the energy, keep a flower and/or vegetable garden. there's something so beautiful in putting your hands in the warm dirt, smelling your freshly-planted flowers, eating sun-infused vegetables that taste infinitely better than store-bought. it's so nice, but I know it's not for everyone so don't worry about it if you don't get around to it <3
sleep in the bus/car on the way to school if you're tired. not a perfect solution but better than falling asleep in class
inhale through your nose, not your mouth. it's better for your lungs and you'll get better air quality that way. it also helps calm you better than mouth breathing, and you can't exactly smell the fresh air through your mouth :P
read. sit down and read a book. carry one with you wherever you go. spend a weekend day in the library with a huge stack of books just reading. it's so calming and helps stimulate your brain. doesn't matter what you read as long as it's making you happy :)
surround yourself with color, not dark drab colors. hang up art and posters on your walls, get bright blankets and pillows, lay out a tiny lil carpet, make bead curtains and string them up on your curtain rod, set out little figurines/sculptures around your room. put color and life everywhere around you, and that will start to seep into your soul.
tea is always good. or if you don't like tea, hot water with lemon juice and honey. basically the same :)
if you ever just don't want to do something, like you just absolutely don't want to get up and do _ thing, think about future you. would they be like "bro thanks so much you really helped me out there" if you did the thing? if yes, then do it, no matter how impossible it seems. you'll thank yourself later.
a statement that is near and dear to my heart: if you feel like everyone hates you, sleep. if you feel like you hate everyone, eat. if you feel like you hate yourself, shower.
NO MORE SU!C!DE JOKES. ever. the end! replace "i'm literally gonna kms" jokes or anything along those lines with "i'm literally gonna flop to the floor" or "i'm literally gonna go ham bananas on this place" or whatever wild bullshit pops into your brain.
watch studio ghibli movies. the most amazing things to ever exist. I have never felt sad while watching a ghibli movie. they are basically the definition of peace.
take a bubble bath!!!!! :D
making your bed helps for some reason??? why, I have no idea. but it does bro
get excited about things. smile when you hear your favorite song. hug your amazon package when it comes in. count down the days until a holiday. laugh with joy when you have an amazing day. it makes things so much better.
an important addition: bring snacks everywhere
that's all for now, lmk if you have anything else to add!!! love you guys, I promise it gets better <3
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altocat · 4 months
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They are really doubling down on the “Sephiroth is Hojo’s son and was raised by him” imo
That kid quotes him perfectly, he poses like him, he has a clearly close and personal tie to him, so much that he understands what Hojo did to the subjects in the pods almost immediately. His hatred for the man is tangible too.
I would love if Vincent were the father, but I am totally happy if they keep focusing on the similarities between Hojo and Sephiroth—and the tension between them. Sane Sephiroth’s greatest hatred is for his own father.
I'm fine with Vincent or Hojo being the father because there's tragedy on both ends. It's definitely WAY more messed up if Hojo is the father because then you have to contend with the idea that Sephiroth has been abused and violated by the person who was supposed to protect him all his life.
That's not even accounting for Hojo spending two decades leaking private stuff for Sephiroth's fan club. Or forcing Sephiroth to come rescue him in BC. Or WHATEVER THE HELL is up with First Soldier. The fan club stuff is especially gross because "Chairwoman H" seemed to really be playing up Sephiroth's more...attractive qualities. Which opens up an uncomfortable can of worms that I'm not going to go into detail on here.
Sephiroth's hatred for Hojo is one of his strongest characteristics pre-Nibelheim. You get the impression that Sephiroth has seen some horrible, horrible shit based on the sheer disgust and contempt in his voice just mentioning Hojo. But at the same time, Sephiroth also frequently references Hojo or draws from what he's learned from him. I'd like to think their relationship is kind of emotionally parasitic.
I really do wonder how Seph feels about Hojo currently in FS. He has not yet begun to openly speak ill of the man, so it's likely Sephiroth still views Hojo in a neutral to positive light. But we'll see how that plays out.
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psychelis-new · 1 year
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pick a pile: "Valentine's day"
take a breath and choose the photo/number that calls you the most to read about what may happen during this Valentine's day or the first Valentine's day you will get to celebrate with your person (this reading is for current/next partner, which can ofc include your fs/fp). for further insights about your "Valentine" (a.k.a. your person), check my instagram (@/psychelis.new) on Monday.
don’t take the reading too seriously. only take what resonates with you and leave the rest. if you're not called by any pile, let this reading slid as it may not hold messages for you. if you're called by more than one, there may be messages in each of those piles. remember that is a general reading and some things may not resonate with you. energies can change and readings are based on present ones (as you read); you're always in charge of your life.
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pile 1
Your Valentine's day will probably be a one out-of-the-book. Love and passion will be the main subjects for your day. You may enjoy a candlelight dinner or just a cozy date in a pub with your person, after which lot of kissing and 18+ stuff (that I won't mention in this reading) may take place. You and your person (or one of the two, as a surprise for the other) may have organized something special to celebrate: it really feels like you two are gonna spend the whole day (or as much as you can out if it) together and alone (meaning: there may be other people around like in a restaurant, but no one you really know). As mentioned some may enjoy a romantic dinner or date, others a one-day vacation to a special place (I'm seeing a spa/private pool/ water: it could mean simply lot of emotions but also that it will take place near water and water is gonna be pretty important), others may even get the chance to get a proposal on this date. Whatever will happen, it's gonna be very emotional and you'll love it. Back to the water-bit: it may involve indeed lot of deep conversations about your feelings and your goals as a couple, where you want to go, how you feel with the other and so on... lots of compliments, lot of love. You'll both feel good, complete, with the other. as if you don't need anything else. You'll realize how balanced is your relationship and that it's gonna worth it to fight for each other and to keep trying and get wherever you dream to be with the other. This is why I got a proposal but, for those who don't plan to get married, it may just mean the promise to be together for your whole life (or try to).
songs: thinking out loud | ed sheeran; everytime i close my eyes | babyface, kenny g
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There is a huge stress about getting a message or something. Like.. probably your first Valentine's day you won't really be dating this person or you will be apart, and you'll only get to celebrate "online". For some others, it may be a difficult moment so you may not be able to celebrate on that day (mild illness or unwellness that may keep you apart: even just a very strong cold). It's weird cause I have lot of saliva atm and your pic is about dust... fels like you will try to fight over this "block" you may encounter about celebrating your Valentine's day with your person. It feels like maybe one of the two will find a way to take a trip and visit the other or even organize something like a serenade under the window despite being far away, or even sending flowers + a special video. Yup some of you may be finding ways to take care of your person on that day, cause they may not be feeling good (it could be vice versa). It will be a caring day, cute and sweet. Like you're gonna taste real love meaning. Some other, you may be fighting against other types of blockages, like your past traumas or some issues. Maybe you had a small quarrel with your person or sth, but either you will try to see things from a different perspective or they will approach you with a loving gesture to ask for forgiveness (I'm again seeing someone under the window, with a bouquet of roses, yelling/calling for someone, maybe singing too). Whatever will be going on, you'll feel calmer at the end of the day, more aware of your relationship and what/how you can work on to make it better (also, if it's you needing to work on your fears or not feeling good enough, your person will let you know they're by your side in this and that they won't rush you in anyway -they like you a lot, btw, exactly the way you are). Yeah I do feel many of you won't (and don't) feel enough for your person (love in general) and the message from them is about showing you this is not true (they're a keeper!!! js).
songs: quiver | lonas; young and beautiful | lana del rey
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Hello sweet pile 3. Your Valentine's day may happen in a cozy environment like either of your homes, you may be even cooking together. Very cute and comfy and "best-friends" vibes here. You'll also have fun with your person, you may watch a movie or play a game or sth. Sweet, innocent, cute type of love. Lot of smiles, some random flirting... I cannot find many other words to express this. Feels like you cannot see it coming as for now. And you're supposed not to. You may have been working on a lot... differently from pile 2, but still you have been through many trials and tribulations, and you have been dreaming of love, of someone to feel cozy with, to be yourself, no masks, nothing, your pure self with. And be appreciated for that and loved. You know you deserve love (or you will realize it soon). You know you can get that... it's just a matter of realizing that it will happen, that it won't be always just a dream. That you're now able to change, and move towards this dream, this person, and change the result (maybe in the past you have been left down by your crushes or never really experienced love, a true deep conenction, probably not even with friends... you feel kinda lonely atm, right? I'm sorry, you shouldn't feel that at all, you're a lovely person.. but al that happens, happens to teach us something and this was to teach you how much you worth). You deserve much more, you deserve to try, to allow yourself to try this new experience, to be vulnerable and to let this person in, fully. They will find you, that's out of the question: you'll have your dream. Just believe in yourself, startbeing yourself (no people pleasing, stand your ground) and allow yourself to make a change in this sense. A change inside. You're not stuck in your past, you're grown from there. And so will your experiences and your life. Probably you'll have to spend next Valentine's day by youserlf but showing yourself the love and appreciation you deserve: gift yourself whatever you like and want, treat yourself, love yourself. Your person will copy that once they'll arrive.
songs: bland | jonathan keevil; love of my life | queen (I also got freak me | another level (cover) for your person so I mean... 18+ messages here)
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echovale052 · 1 month
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so I have three characters in mind for the ask game, no 1 carol >:)
Oh this is gonna be mad goofy, all of them are but you mean our short girlboss that has given me brainrot for what will almost have been a year in July 💀💀
My first impression
SPOOKED, episode 5 made me sit up so fast I hit my head on my ceiling, but her first episode had me shaking ngl
My impression now
She needs like 18 naps a day (me too), but they keep waking her up. LET HER BE🤦/lh girl bossing is tiring and I need her to chill out. I can��t fix her but a hug and a few therapy sessions certainly can’t make her worse- even if she’d tried to insist it would.
Favorite thing about that character
UGH where do I begin!! (/pos) Her sense of humor fr is really good when she ain’t grumping. *hair tuck* I meannnnn she’s forward fs 👀 and I’m kinda dense so…
Spoilers for the corollary under the cut
Least favorite thing
Carol is so mean to the anima and her subordinates(namely conservator)- I mean babe we know why but most of them are nice to you and for why. She lost in the sauce-
Favorite line/scene
Favorite scene: Where she Infiltrated woodhull she so sneaky for that I was holding my breath (gotta love Margot for her part in that episode though)
Favorite line: “i don’t know figure it out that’s your job.” (Speaking to conservator) she’s so real for that 🙏💀
Favorite interaction that character has had with another
Her interactions with annex are so fun omg but seeing her get schooled by the eminence was so silly to me /pos 😭💀
A character that I wish that character would interact with more
Neighbor!!! Omg but hell give Lori a spatula/knife/shovel whatever and let em beef I’d be CACKLING
Another character from another fandom that reminds me of that character
I’m trying to think of another character that isn’t Miranda Priestly from the Devil Wears Prada but they do be vibing at least
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A head-canon I have about that character
She is aware of fanfiction (which is canon see Ep5) I think she’s read a good few… but I guarantee you if she’s aware of that she’d be aware of my silly ass, I’d be on some MIST watch list or some shit.
A song that reminds me of that character
IM GONNA SOUND WILD FOR IT but- snuff out the light from the emperor’s new groove sung by eartha kitt OR Ill and getting worse by rosegarden funeral party they are purely vibes not exactly lyrics but ✨she✨
An unpopular opinion I have about that character
I don’t know I feel like I can pretty much are with a bunch of stuff, maybe gaslighting people ain’t attractive Carol- but as much as I love seeing her girlboss, I cannot take her seriously /nm she’s just goofy to me. 😭💀💛
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I am so normal about her and annex-
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foosybit · 5 months
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🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 nobu i love u 🥹🥹
my high score rank is actually embarrassing but i guess it just proves how much dia i needed to burn to get no.11 lol, anyway if ur a loser who likes numbers and letters and wanna see his scr i have a shit ton more to say below
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fyi the month range means that i took note of my dia count somewhere within that range (usually near the beginning but sometimes id forget and take note a little later) and the notes is the reason the dia suffered (and not events that happened during that month), and the 2 big "total dia spent" and "net dia lost" only applies to me gettinf 5 copies, not me deciding to burn dia to rank on day 8, which is why that day is below the rest
and i did the event with 55% gacha bonus due to maxxed mama and tatsumi (wataru decided they hate me and want me dead and didnt come home)
while im already rambling, i'll say that i started vipI in september bc i was doing some really bad math in my notebook that showed i needed like 115k dia to get 5 copies even with vipII (i am not a math guy........) and was like "oh man i am not gonna reach that goal by january, i guess if im gonna spend money anyway i'll do a slow trickle instead of dropping everything in january" and then i actually did the event and realized i used less than half of my savings LOL never trust foosy math, that meant i could rank tho :]
but hey if i gain 30k btwn now and mayoi event, i should get 5 copies again with no hiccups hehehehehe and if shu gacha likes me then maybe ill have leftovers to rank again, or at least have enough for yuta whos event is immediately after orz...... yuta my son who hates my guts (did 80 pulls on that fs and didnt get him) and mayoi my beautiful wife who also hates my guts (dont even get me started on mayoi) (122 pulls for his fs to come home)(200 pulls on his dead end land and i still dont have it over a year later)(and mind u that was while the sanrio mayoi was going on. no i still havent forgotten. no i will never forgive happyele for this.) i cant believe the events for the 2 enstars who hate me the most are next to each other, they seriously want me dead
ensemble stars music is my favorite number game 👍
finally heres his cute scr
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he looks like a little lemon soda pop 🍋
ok foosy ramblings over i love rambling i can keep talking 4ever
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Y’know what annoys me? Most Trivia Murder Party fans. If you feel like you belong in the most category and/or feel like you’re going to be attacked by reading this: please do not read further, this isn’t designed to be an attack on anyone, but i do not sugarcoat my feelings one bit ether. Now for the rest of you who are interested in reading out my very long vent about my distain for the fandom’s babification of TMP & TMP 2: click “Keep reading” instead. (But be warned: my words are venomous to the ill prepared.)
Now this isn’t talking about ALL of them: i mean for starters, i have no qualms with the majority of Russian Trivia Murder Party fans, since they actually stay quite true to the themes of the source material, i’m talking about the actual children who take this game that’s themed around horror and death and turn it into a children’s show!
Like the amount of poll vaulting these children do with their headcannons to remove everything that’s scary or even SLIGHTLY violent about the Trivia Murder Party series deserves an Olympic medal. There’s a joke about masturbating in a cemetery for Pete’s sake! The “not family friendly” tag is there for a reason.
I mean not only do they infantilize the host, turning them from a quirky individual who can be incredibly threatening when they want to be to just “uwu stabby stabby”, but they also somehow manage to infantilize the VICTIMS! Y’know, the voodoo dolls that are meant to represent you, the player behind the phone?
And i mean i have nothing against giving the victims a little personality, but like...god these guys treat The Jester like they are an actual infant! If i was shot everytime i saw a “Jeter likes cheese” post; it’d be a miracle if i was still alive! And why do you guys ship them with The Sheriff of all victims?!? I just don’t get that, never did and probably never will. Not to mention how much they downplay some victims like Lust, Pride, Gluttony or Despair, to the point where they don’t even resemble their sins anymore!
Now let me tell you about these headcannons. First of all: the whole “they get turned into the dolls” pisses me off SO MUCH! Every time i see this happen, it just RUINS my enjoyment then and there. The only reason why these kids even headcannon this is because acknowledging the fact that whenever a doll get’s shot, or stabbed, or thrown into a blender: there’s supposed to be a human that’s getting mystically mangled like the doll! And since any blood whatsoever is too scary for them to handle, they would rather turn people into dolls or completely remove the voodoo from voodoo doll. Because god forbit a piece of media run by a serial killer have blood!
And don’t get me started on the shit-show that is Schmitty X [REDACTED]. The amount of hurdles these babies jump to justify that this is a healthy relationship and not abusive stockholm syndrome is frankly disgusting. Now it’s one thing to base your ship entirely around the original Trivia Murder Party, where they are just friends and shipping them wouldn’t be problematic. And it’s another thing to ship them and make it an abusive one. But...god...god these kids are so insistent that ether 
A. It’s all fake, and that the trauma Schmitty is going through is just coincidental (which i find to be a copout that does not make sense, especially if you add the fact that they believe YDKJ: FS’s ETS is fully real [which i’ve already made a post about my gripes with that]).
B. He forgave him after realizing that it was his friend who kidnapped and tortured him for actual years (which is much worse).
C. TMP Killer kidnapped him because they were attracted to him (which is not only significantly more worse, but also what the fuck are you implying with that).
Or D. All of the above (which does not make ANY sense and violently contradicts itself).
I don’t get why these kids want to back Schmitty up in a love corner with Cookie Masterson & the Trivia Murder Party killer, when cutting him out and shipping “Murderson” instead is infinitely better! (No i do not ship Cookie X [REDACTED], if you were wondering; i’m just pointing out the obvious).
I mean where’s the violence? The angst you guys love so much?! What’s stopping you from drawing gore of the series that’s just BEGGING for it?!?! It seriously reminds me of the Creepypasta fandom or the Five Night’s at Freddy’s fandom, but at least with those two: i can actually FIND gore and angst about it! I have 3.81 GB of JUST Trivia Murder Party content stored in my Fun & Games drive, and barely ANY of it has even the SLIGHEST bit of blood or the MODICUM of angst!
Honestly i just wish that these children would grow up and start making some content that’s actually true to the source material of the game they claim to love so much.
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hello!! I have way too many books and the amount of money in my bank account is quickly shrinking, but are you reading any really good books right now? or any you’ve read that you would recommend to me?
If you are looking for a indepth series that will make you cry so much the storm light archive by Brandon Sanderson is very good
It is an epic fantasy so be warned you will have to trudge through a lot of indepth world building the first book is very thick
It has a really in depth magic system and lots of very complex characters and if you feel like you will never live up to your dad's expectations no matter what you do then you will find lots of relatable characters lol
Warning for lots of characters who are mentally ill and some suicidal ideation as well as alcohol addiction, the book focuses on the concept of magic powers coming to people who are extremely mentally ill and as such there are very few mentally healthy main characters
Also it is so far 4 very large books with the 5th one coming out soon so warning on incomplete series cause there will prolly be 10 of them
If you are going for a more fan fic esc vibe I recently finished red white and royal blue, it is an enemies to lovers between the son of the US president and the prince of England
The main characters are dumb, they are in thier idk early 20s or so, so it makes sense that they are dumb, but they are very stupid
It has it all honestly, Draco malfoy levels of obsession, banter, fake friends to real friends to oh shit he is hot, gay awakenings and dealing with family members who would prefer you stay closeted, very gay main characters who are fs fucking but the main character is too busy being a perfectionist to notice it has a happy ending too so that is nice
there is also a movie on prime about it but I heard it is pretty straight washed for a gay romance
I know this has been going around Tumblr but honestly Dracula is such a fun read thr beginning has a mix of horror and almost gay rom com if you loon at it right cause Dracula keeping up the pretense that there is house staff and speed cleaning and cooking as well as his lizard climbing and tucking Jonathan into bed were all delightful to me but also the terror of being trapped and controlled and isolated is mixed in
We then take an incredible hard turn and meet the suitors and Lucy and it is very cute but still we are dealing with Dracula, there is an actual honest to God Texas cow boy and I love him so much
Along those lines Frankenstein is very good if you are looking for a book that plays with humanity, what makes a monster, and playing god
If you want one that is Frankenstein but with lesbians and is super sick for a post Frankenstein read The Dark Decent of Elizabeth Frankenstein is very very good
If you are looking for a mystery, And Then There Were None is very good, it is your typical there are only 10 people on this island and suddenly people start dying, who is doing it
Agatha Christi is a very good mystery writer and if you want some of her detective stories, her detective Hercule Poirot is a very charming little Belgian man who has lots of personality and can respect women
Anyway this has gotten far too long so I hope this helps
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hii thank you so much for the detailed exchange!! LOVEE IT SO MUCH!!! here come the feedback:
sbsosjd I have to say your description of him? HOT. easy on the eyes? sharp jawline? nice hands? long eyelashes?? slay. i have to admit I don't know kpop much, but I'm very keen on searching more info about sugar personality!
yeah i have heard that my fs is someone with a pride and ill be the one that kind of putting him on his place-. i have to say very happy how he likes the thought of me by their side😎 haha am i playing hard to get??? slay honestly yes girl made him earn your heart!!
no but like lowkey obsessed with how you describe him- he really does like me from the get go huh?? ngl someone flexing about his salary is such a turn off 😭😭😭 ik my man will be doing his bet but SIR WTH?? 😔 but hey glad that future me will not make it as easy for him to get his way to me 😌
light hair?? interesting *sips tea gif*. oh i love me a man with connection and achievement 😉🤩
oh and i noticed one of the moodboard mainly focused on "two weeks notice" movie. i have to watch it ASAP!!
lovee the moodboard of the wedding shoot love the vintage aesthetic tbh. i love how the two of us arevery eager to get the honeymoon, spending time together is the best.
oh and i love motorsport that includes racing so i thought the one special wedding shoot is really special ahhh.
thank you so much for the exchange once again🫶🏻🫶🏻 it absolutely worth the wait ♡♡♡
Heyy
Yess , he is handsome 🥰
Yoongi (Suga) is known for his smile , so that's something that your spouse can be known for.
He such a sweetheart 💓 but I know he was label as imitating, or mean/detach. Yoongi just likes to keep to himself. When you look into his music you see how he feels , as he puts his personal experiences in his music.
"Flexing off his salary ..."
Lol ,future you will not just get with him that easily like others. Now , that I look at the movie it does fit reading how the guy has all that confidence but is somewhat awkward in social settings.
"I love me a guy with connection,.."
So yes , Eileen , he is going to be well-known in that way.
Vintage wedding , It does remind me of old Hollywood vibes too. I get the emphasis that lots of people want to watch the wedding, I know some people like Livestream weddings but this feels more private. 🤔 So maybe they just have a large family .
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As some may have noticed I have tried to be quiet about HC and his FS. Regardless of dms or questions. HC doesn't want her involved. There is some strong protective feelings around her. I wanted to respect that and took a step back.
I even admit I would purposely say vague or even misleading things, hoping only the person it was meant for would understand.
I know more than I have let on. However, there is a time and place.
I hope I can say what I need to say clearly.
I know Henry has read my stuff. I know there are a few readers he follows more close than others because he knows they're right and they resonate closely with him.
I had wanted to know why today he was on my mind.
I did a deep dive read.
Now is where I have to think on what and how to say what is needed while also respecting his need to keep her hidden.
HC and his FS have been decided before either were even born. We all come into life with a skeleton plan. Our purpose and who we will have along side us. You can research soul contracts. Soul families and so on. But we have free will too. We don't have to have them.
HC found out exactly who his fs was YEARS ago. That is rather rare and he should consider himself lucky. He was faced with two options. Wait or don't wait LOLOL. He chose to wait for her. The last woman he chose for himself was Tara. The others were work and business. Because he was waiting. He still is.
It just wasn't their time but he was granted a peak. Very lucky.
Since then spirit has been working to set the stage for their union. Yes I said they were options for eachother before they were even born but since that moment he realized spirit has been REALLY WORKING to help them along.
It's been patient. Dropping hints, signs and messages. Divine timing has been a big time player here all along.
Someone in particular recently DOES NOT want them to come into union. Ruin is their intention. Henry does sees that. He has made questionable choices lately LOL but he can see, believe it or not.
It's was your turn HC. The world has the ability to watch you and keep tabs. It was your turn. That's why, if you ever wondered. It's part of the reason why she has been guided to do what she does. It's your turn.
Other readers have also picked up on this. His fs is very psychic. Everyone has intuition. We need it to survive. But some are born with a natural knack for intuition.
Spirit has been dropping Easter eggs for her. Sending her on a treasure hunt. She has seen and felt the one who wishes her Ill intent. Not to scare her but as a warning but also for future use. Where I'm coming close to explaining. I find it somewhat funny since spirit actually used the one who wants their ruin to help their cause.
Every move this ruinous person made, spirit matched. You used a chess board as a reference once. It comes to mind. The difference is spirit has been working YEARS on this. It's ahead of the game.
His fs has a very academic mind. They like knowing the workings and mechanisms of everything. A treasure hunt was the best option for her. Best to ease her into it.
There is disbelief coloring her. She was finally shown the connection in full. It's going to be significantly harder to put a wedge when both parties now know. She knows. There's disbelief.
She will NEVER admit knowing. She won't tell anyone.
Everyone has free will. He or her could decide tomorrow to walk away from the other. It's a risk since she knows. He's waited awhile but I don't see it happening. She plans to wait and see for confirmation.
Hes at a stage in his life he needs to reevaluate everything. He's at an end and coming into a beginning.
Hes invited a disease into his life that has potential of crippling everything. Part of it has been his own choices that have landed him here.
Hes a big boy. He will figure it out. Time moves and he has no choice but to move with it.
Sometimes its best when things are shaken down to the nuts and bolts. You can build up stronger and better.
We need pain and disruption in order to level up. Intention immediately sets spirit in motion. Good and bad. Spirit responds accordingly.
Gnat wasn't intended to be part of WH. There is a feeling of strong arming here. He doesn't want to fight. It almost feels placating. Keep her happy, and get rid of her. Be happy so you can go. The thing is, with people like her? You give them an inch and they push for miles. She also never has had good intentions and karma can have a nasty upper cut to send you on your ass. She has not put in the work. She has not worked to make a name for herself. She wanted to ride his coal tails and expected everything to fall to her feet. It won't work that way for her. People see her. She sees herself different than reality but people see her for what she is. She's not going to make it far. She is hard to be around and work with. She is not likable. She doesn't have charm. She gives off cold and hard vibes. She has her one shot now. And I don't see it going very well but she can try to prove the world wrong. I actually encourage her to. The thing is Natalie, you've wanted his ruin. But you've now attached yourself to him professionally. He fails, you fail. Your reputations are also attached for now. Also...remember Amber Heard. This has potential of going that way and she's ruined. Yes she got him for a short time but she is the true loser now.
Henry is at a new beginning. He needs to evaluate EVERY ASPECT of his life and to have authentic people who want his greatest good around him. The thing of having people with mutual interests around you, you come second. He's been a victim of that. When it comes to the wire, and they have just a bit more push than you? You lose. Because they matter more.
He has great potential of coming back from this. It will be hard. I see potential of rebranding. Big box office movies and awards. But I also see him choosing to slow down in about ten years and being more behind the scenes.
His feelings have been tumultuous as of late. There's been highs and lows in a very short period.
Karma will continue to come after you in order for you to learn what it is trying to teach you. Spirit will keep circling to you. You don't want this to come back in a few years and hit harder. You already feel low. Do you think you want it to happen even worse?
You know next year is going to be special. Look forward to it. Keep your eye on the prize. Visualize the life you want. Visualization is a POWERFUL tool.
Ask yourself the tough questions and level up like spirit wants you too.
Hope everyone had a good holiday.
Dec 28. All alleged and for fun only. Please keep this here. I've had problems with people sharing this all over. Rather escape that drama.
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(Carmilla Weekly, Chapter 2, Sept. 11th)
I have to start again with an addition to last week, because I forgot to mention it: we never really did find out who Laura is writing to, do we? This account was discovered among Doctor Hesselius's papers, and the Doctor has apparently was in contact with Laura at some point, but Doctor Hesselius is supposed to be German, and Laura says "your English miles", which would imply that she's writing to an English recipient. I'll keep an eye on this, I don't remember if we ever get any more hints.
A small linguistic note: "Mademoiselle Rheinfeldt" with the French honorific is interesting. Are the Rheinfeldts a French-speaking family? Or is it just a random quirk of Laura's multilingual upbringing? Or another convention entirely? I do know that there was a point when many of the royal families in continental Europe spoke French, but would that apply to the nobility as well? And even as late as the 19th century? I have no clue. Maybe it’s just Laura’s habit. It does seem like French would most likely be the language most often spoken in their household since it’s the language they all probably share, unless her father doesn’t speak French.
Another small linguistic note but this time probably just for me: I was always confused by the "lime trees" but I've just discovered that it actually just means linden trees, which makes much more sense.
Anyway Fs in chat for poor Bertha. o7
"The fiend who betrayed our infatuated hospitality has done it all. I thought I was receiving into my house innocence, gaiety, a charming companion for my lost Bertha. Heavens! what a fool have I been!"
I'm sure this won't be plot relevant in anyway. Zero foreshadowing here. Don't worry about it.
It's worth noting though that Bertha's illness lasted at least six or seven weeks according to Laura, starting as something barely remarkable.
Poor Laura as well, she was so looking forward to a new friend. Wonder how her and Bertha would have been together if they had had the chance?
But of course the sorrowful mood is no reason not to describe the pretty view!
Mademoiselle De Lafontaine—in right of her father who was a German, assumed to be psychological, metaphysical, and something of a mystic—now declared that when the moon shone with a light so intense it was well known that it indicated a special spiritual activity. 
(...)
"when you look behind you at the front of the schloss how all its windows flash and twinkle with that silvery splendor, as if unseen hands had lighted up the rooms to receive fairy guests.”
I feel like old vampire stories are so much more mystical about them, they're more like some kind of fae folk than just, idk, intelligent zombies.
there stands by the roadside a magnificent lime tree, on the other stands an ancient stone cross, at sight of which the horses, now going at a pace that was perfectly frightful, swerved so as to bring the wheel over the projecting roots of the tree.
Swerved to avoid the cross, you say? Hmmm... (okay I mean that's definitely something that horses would probably do, but the symbolism is very on the nose.)
"It would, on the contrary, be to confer on us a very great kindness at the moment when we most need it. My daughter has just been disappointed by a cruel misfortune, in a visit from which she had long anticipated a great deal of happiness. If you confide this young lady to our care it will be her best consolation"
Ah, how convenient.
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Making myself a pre-game timeline for my muse! This will apply to any default interactions and will affect interactions as needed.
Note: this is not intended to be a full, direct summary of the novels/FS drama CD. this is just a timeline for my muse with key points in his life that directly impact my muse and may come up in threads.
Note 2: I have a lot more detail with the novels/drama CD because they are relatively unknown content in the western fandom, but again, these are not full summaries of all the events of either. due to them being more unknown, I wanted to give enough detail for people to get a feel for those parts of my muse)
Childhood timeline (based off his and Flynn's novel which I count as canon):
Flynn moves to the LQ
Befriends Flynn and gets his brothers to get along with Flynn
Yuri buys Flynn's sword back with all their accumulated savings and they share the sword until they grow up and Yuri has his own sword
Norein/Flynn's mother teaches the LQ to read/write
Knights raid the LQ. Yuri already hated the knights, but this is something he doesn't forget
Norein falls ill, so Yuri, Flynn and the other kids work odd jobs trying to raise money to get her medicine, but because of an illness breakout the prices keep increasing and they can't afford it
Yuri's foster mother, Jiri, attempts to steal medicine for Norein, where she's seen injured by Yuri and Flynn in the process of getting it. They realize she is the rumored "Dark Wings" who steals for the poor from the rich (between this and his teenage timeline, he had been trying to get her to teach him to do the same things she does, which she denied)
Norein refuses the medicine due to it being stolen and her knowing it was stolen (as she believed there was no way the kids could have actually made enough money to afford to buy it). She decided her morals meant more to her than taking the medicine, choosing to die instead. Yuri finds out about this when he's with Jiri and Flynn
Teenage timeline (based off his and Flynn's novel which I count as canon):
Raises the younger orphans with Flynn and Jiri, including with the help of the other teenagers, though most of them have moved out of the orphanage itself and live with others or alone.
Yuri works in the Public Quarter and gives part of his money to the orphanage, where he still lives
The fountain is given a core and the residents now use this water and not the waterfall's water. They are also "officially" going to be residents of the capital now
Eventually a noble wants the LQ's lands for herself and has a henchman noble (whose goal is to be on the council and he wants her backing) that Jareth works for do her dirty work. This results in him attempting to pay the residents of the LQ to leave. When they don't end up leaving, the nobleman attempts violent force to get them to leave, which Yuri ends up directly trying to help the other residents ward off. At this point Yuri is capable of using a real sword, while most of the residents are only able to wield wooden sticks/swords
Due to the direct violence not working, the woman makes a plot to poison the residents and kill them. Jareth is tricked into doing this by switching the fountain's core, which poisons all the drinking water. Yuri almost dies from this (as do all the residents, and some do die), but is saved by Jareth who realized what was really going on, was stabbed by the butler of the noblewoman, and forced himself back home to tell them the truth of what was happening. Jiri still has an antidote for poison in the house, asks Jareth to get it, and Jareth feeds the antidote to Yuri, Flynn and Jiri to save them just long enough to get more medicine. He asks them to use all of his money to buy medicine for all the residents and save everyone, which Yuri and Flynn do as soon as they can walk again
Several residents still end up dying, including an orphan child that Yuri lived with. This angers Yuri enough that he tries to go off to get revenge, but Jiri finds him and stops him. He waits outside for her to get back, as she takes his place in getting revenge, where the noblewoman ends up dying because her "tamed" monster ends up killing both her and the butler
Jiri brings Yuri and Flynn to the woman's grave the next day, where the woman's daughter is sobbing over her grave. Jiri teaches Yuri and Flynn that nothing is black and white and wants them to think for themselves
A month after these events, Jiri dies. Yuri is very shaken up by losing his foster mother
Yuri starts realizing there's nobody left to protect the LQ. She was their protector through and through, and they need someone to keep watching out for them
Eventually Yuri does come to a decision on what to do, which is to join the knights to protect the LQ and make their people smile. When he gets there to sign his name to join, he runs into Flynn, and Flynn insists they make a vow on Yuri's goals after he asks Yuri what his goals are
Teen to adult/knighthood timeline:
At some point after signing their names to become knights, Flynn moved away (if not before, though I don't recall the novel being clear about if Flynn moved away prior)
Due to it being unknown exactly when Yuri moved out of the orphanage, for my muse, he moved out not too long after Flynn left. Everyone he knew and grew up around was gone, and he was still very jaded about everything that happened
At this point the timeline is going into the FS drama CD. Yuri regularly gets into fights at this point, so between the novel and FS drama CD's timeline, he's gotten more reckless and impulsive (likely due to all the issues that occurred when he was a teenager in the novels)
Muse specific / partially canon (partially due to wonky timelines and overlapping context in various material): Yuri has not been called on to train as a knight yet at this point despite signing his name. For my muse, basically he's signed his name but has not taken any exams yet (and being dispatched for training comes after the exams in the CD)
(I'd also like to mention this is where the overlap gets extremely wonky and why, among other things, some people see FS as more of an AU. Yuri signed up to be a knight on the same day as Flynn, but they for some reason for at least another couple of years don't take the exams. Yuri still had his teen hair/clothing on when he signed up for the knights, as did Flynn. This indicates they signed up not all that long after Jiri died, but Yuri is very different in behavior and attitude by the time of the FS drama CD, which takes place before FS. The amount of change he and Flynn both went through as people between the end of the novel and the FS drama CD would not have happened in just a few months, thus indicating a time gap. This also means they signed up but did not actually bother taking the exams to get into training for what was likely a couple of years (especially if I'm basing off their physical appearances from the end of the novel to FS). Why would they sign up but not take the exams immediately is what I question, so my personal headcanon for my muse here is that he didn't feel quite ready for it and just wanted to sign up to take the exams at another time. Again, wonky, but I'm trying to match things up.
^ in relation to Yuri waiting so long to take the exams, my headcanon for my muse is that he was extremely depressed after all the deaths in the LQ and in his family, and then Flynn moving away on top of that. At this point he still had Hanks and the other little orphan kids that relied on and cared about him, but otherwise, he was in a very depressed state and not quite ready to take on the responsibility of being a knight. Eventually he started thinking about it again, seeing how the LQ was still treated like utter dirt
So Yuri starts thinking again about joining the knights and wants to go in for the exams. He talks to Hanks about it after Hanks has to drag him out of starting a fight with someone bullying an LQ resident, but Hanks doesn't believe he has it in him to be a knight. Yuri is insistent though because he genuinely wants to protect the LQ, and he also wants to prove to Hanks now that he can do it
When Yuri arrives for the exams, he meets Ushio who is all around a very kind, sweet guy. Ushio's exam number is close to Yuri's, which makes Ushio happy. Turns out Flynn showed up the same day for the exams (meaning that yes, he also put this off after signing up if you try to combine this CD with the end of the novel), and found the two of them talking. Ushio realized Flynn's number is close to theirs and that they'll be taking the exams basically together (Ushio ends up taking his alone and Flynn and Yuri were set to do theirs at the same time, so don't ask me how that shit works LOL)
At first Flynn is still pretty much the same with Yuri and they have brief lighthearted banter
Yuri is almost failed for interfering with Ushio's exam (he was protecting him from a monster, which was the exam but Yuri panicked and didn't realize that) which completely terrified him after he'd insisted to Hanks that he could do this. At this point his relationship with Flynn starts getting very rocky, with Flynn insisting it's for the best that he isn't here/a knight
^ my personal headcanon for this is that rumors about Yuri getting into frequent fights probably got back to Flynn after he'd moved away, and he started thinking Yuri wasn't fit to be a knight anymore. Obviously this is up to any Flynn muns to interpret how they please, but this is basically my descriptor for why Flynn's demeanor toward Yuri completely changed after he witnessed firsthand how impulsive and careless Yuri had gotten
Another knight prevents the guy who was going to fail Yuri from failing him (technically Yuri passed the exam by defeating a monster and proved himself, even if it wasn't his exam at that moment), and Flynn and Yuri have their training and then are shipped off to another town
Yuri's attitude and behavior is about what you see in the movie, though the drama CD featured him originally not having gotten along with Erwin and getting into frequent arguments with him
Yuri finds Repede, who immediately takes to him. Niren expresses how it's rare for Repede to take to people so he leaves Repede in Yuri's care
Personal headcanon about Repede is that Repede did have a previous owner with Lambert before they were in the knights, to fit in with the Repede sidequest in the game. Repede would have probably been an infant or so around that time based on his age in FS and how he's only about four by the end of the game
Yuri and Flynn witness Niren interacting with the people of the town in the actual movie, but I'm moving it to this point in the timeline for consistency.
Yuri almost quits the knights early, but the girls convince him to hold off
Yuri goes with Niren and Flynn to stop a bandit attack and helps the citizens (one of which is a former knight who deeply respects Niren). This cements his decision to stay longer
Yuri and Flynn take care of Repede for the first time together, who doesn't feel well (due to accidentally swallowing a button off Yuri's uniform, which he previously ripped a chunk of off)
First Strike (some things between the movie and CD itself conflict despite the CD being a supplement to the movie, so I'll be weeding some stuff out):
Previously, in the drama CD, Yuri hadn't actually gone on any official missions (something he complained about bc they weren't actually helping people). Due to FS opening with his "first" mission, I'll consider the bandit incident to have been an unofficial mission that Niren used to help Yuri
The following scene has Yuri and Flynn just rehashing being in the same room and Flynn asking why he's in the knights, so we're scrubbing that completely from this point in the timeline. Obviously Flynn knows why Yuri's in the knights (and to my understanding the movie was made at the same time as the game by different groups, so there was some inconsistency and the novel is favored for this conflict)
Yuri still doesn't really get along with Erwin, but at this point, muse-wise, tolerates him... but still gets riled up at his attitude
At this point Repede is under Yuri's watch, so that's a safely consistent follow up
Yuri gets into that bar fight and meets the guild members, so uh, if any Ravens ever feel like mentioning that scene in a thread, you've got my go ahead!
The attack on the town happens and Lambert dies. As far as my muse goes, this adds to the headcount of people he's lost
After this point, my muse has a slightly higher opinion of the guilds but wonders if it's simply because the man in charge of the guild he knew now was friends with Niren. He still considers guilds to generally seem thuggish
Speaks with Niren about following orders, which helps him work things out for himself in his head like Jiri had hoped he would
Niren decides to set out for a mission instead of waiting for reinforcements, where he dies
Yuri attends Niren's funeral
Yuri and Flynn kill Garista, and Flynn and Yurgis cover the situation up
Yuri leaves the knights
Pre-game/muse only:
Around this time Yuri would be about 18-19 years old
Yuri works odd jobs again in the LQ to sustain himself and his stay at the inn, as he has nowhere else to go
Yuri finds that he isn't sure what to do with himself anymore, determining that he doesn't have much of anything, both for himself and for goals. At this point Yuri is also completely alone - no family around him, no knights, and nobody who really needs him anymore
This leads to a severe depression and Yuri continues to make nothing of himself, seeing little to no value in himself
Yuri devolves back into getting into fights often to protect the LQ
This eventually leads him to committing smalltime crimes and repeatedly ending up in jail (as a side note, in the novel when the LQ became officially part of Zaphias, it was determined people who couldn't pay their taxes were jailed, which explains why in the game Yuri is literally fighting knights who are collecting taxes. Chances are they're trying to collect from people who can't afford it and he's trying to stop those citizens from being arrested, ultimately getting arrested himself to distract them from remembering about the taxes)
Though he stills sees Flynn from time to time when Flynn is available/around/off duty, there's strain between them due to Yuri's regular law breaking. When things are fine, things can be slightly awkward but not quite so strained. On rare occasions things are just fine and they can hang out normally. This can of course vary by any Flynn mun, but this is my generalized version for this timeline
By now Yuri is pretty much emotionally unavailable and has a neck deep terrible opinion of himself
Brief non pre-game things:
During the events of the game, it's meeting Karol and seeing how isolated and lonely he is and how helpless he is that starts getting Yuri to become emotionally available again. Meeting someone in basically the same place as him with similar problems helped, but being able to care for a kid again was also familiar enough territory that it brought back some of his old self. Meeting Karol was the beginning of Yuri coming back and growing from there during the game's story
Post game, Yuri lives in both Zaphias and Dahngrest. He will also be living partially in Aurnion in threads where he and Karol (and Judith) have set their base up there (the tenth anni skit covers some post game "what is everyone doing now" things, so this is partially inspired by that but also what I wanted to do anyway)
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D 10 chart interpretation ( extra) ( career )
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Hii, so I am here with your feedback and let me say that it was totally worth the wait . Your reading was spot on in various places . let's start with D1 . Feeling things a little too deeply,about no one understanding me trying to explain myself , these are soo true .😭😭 and speaking about controlling men my own father is a number 1 example of it soo there's that.When you said anger being visible on my face when silent is absolutely true. Even when I am not angry if I am being too silent people ask me if I am sad or angry. About illness concerning my eyes I wear glasses with high power but I cant do lasik as my eye power keeps being unstable. You also stated that my mother will be the giver and the taker and I have to say although my relationship with my mother is Complex she is everything to me. and I do suffer from minor digestive ailments. But I hate netroots and carrots 😬😬. I've been working on my anger management although sometimes it's very hard to do so, learning through writing is my thing as you mentioned and for a long time I've wanted tattoos in my hand. And for the jupiter retrograde with I have terrible anxiety with any new thing that's not planned gives me unwanted jitters. And the thing you said about vivid imagination is soo true in my case .I guess saturn Retro is something I will have to deal with .With venus atmakaraka with rahu you said I will go for what I wanted was true too . and I love biotechnology. You were spot on with Bhratukaraka with siblings being controlling and all. And as you said with everything in my chart about wealth i will not interested in it too much , that's true too . Guru Chandra yoga has literally played out in my life if I think some food is bad and it will affect me ,it actually will and I get sick and vise versa too. Your fashion moodboard was great I like that style . I dont know if you have watched it but it's like the style of the main actresses from the Kdrama The glory. For the future spouse chart I dont know waht to really say but the person sounds awesome .The funny thing is I have got a tarot reading about my fs and they describe them exactly like you have described in my chart. For my d10 you said being a scientist would suit me better with other options and that's been my choice too. Lastly the lifestyle moodboard you did for me was superr cute . I very much like the mix of academic and fashion themes. so once again thank you soo much for the reading💜💜
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