#im connecting the dots BUT WHAT AM I CONNECTING???
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so like. i am fully delulu but
the enchante drop has the "Our Fresh Fruit Never Left" tshirt which i thought was "danny ric is for the girlies hihihi" type of joke but i mean WE ALL KNOW WHERE IT'S FROM RIGHT
the gambling ad starts with something like "retirement aint all that"
he appears to still be keeping up his neck training, key word appears. but for the sake of the narrative™️ let's pretend he is still keeping up his neck training. he also appears to be keeping up with his diet
today we get a tweet there's MASSIVE news about him and his career
he randomly comes back to ig rebranded
changes his pfp on ig today
he posts a post with the caption "lost&found" like i guess he was i dont know lost after he left the sport and now has found himself
the song on his story is jack's mannequin's im ready
but he put his monaco apartment up for rent apparently so this could also mean absolutely nothing. the ad will have been written by the marketing team of the company. the neck could just be him keeping in shape and losing his fitness level slower than others. the story where he is eating a healthy meal and just stealing a bite could just be that he didnt feel like getting a full sweet breakfast. the song im ready is actually about getting ready to let go of a relationship. but lowkey APOLOGIES BUT IS THERE A BETTER LINE TO DESCRIBE HIS CAREER THAN "I am aware, I've been misled; I disconnect my heart, my head - don't wanna recognize when things go bad || I grip the wheel and all at once I realize: My life has become a boring pop song and everyone's singing along" im going insane.
also do not forget about the fact that the last beats add had new york city by current joys which has such depressing lyrics that one might idk easily connect it to his relationship with red bull and now this has a lot more moving on vibes but what do i know I KNOW NOTHING
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thanks to lemuen complaining about aulus not shutting the fuck up, I think we can safely conclude he was in fact the guy thorns was fighting in leonhardt's kin memories
this still doesn't explain why leonhardt has thorns kin memories but I don't think that one is ever being explained
#arknights#i dont know what kin memories means but i love saying words#im being completely serious here about that being thorns tho#a sword technique where you trace circles...#that's literally destreza. look it up. it uses so much geometry#and the part about not following the book exactly? look at thorns archive file 2#incidentally that's also the file that mentions he studied under a certain priest...#i used to joke about ayers being a walmart thorns (in personality. i e2d him for this#and then ak does this. alright.#im connecting the dots BUT WHAT AM I CONNECTING???#post
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decimus wanted to wind cassius up a bit just to see how he would snap
uhhh. what else. you know!! caesar was collecting (and discarding) a new generation of romans, operating a new kind of roman imperium. political manipulation. "good" governance. conspiracies are forming in reply.
the collage art is all public domain/open access stuff from the met collections!
#okay now that we're in the tags. kabayan: this comic is actually about how fucking pissed i am over the bahay#pangulo renovations lmao like not only are you robbing the people blind but you're also TAKING AMORSOLO PAINTINGS#heugh. summoning circle to set cassius' ghost loose in malacañang palace#ANYWAY i saw someone on twitter go 'haven't they earned a little luxury?' and i saw someone snap back with the 'i didnt know na monarchy#na pala ang pilipinas' reply i borrowed for a closing wham line#but MY GOD. 'earn a little luxury' flames. on the side of my face. again! SUMMONING CIRCLE FOR CASSIUS' GHOST#just set him loose! they havent earned ANYTHING. awful bastard family from hell. rot all the way down. BGLGHGHGH#roman republic tag#komiks tag#oh what else. uh. OH! i went to an art museum over on (redacted) and saw some incredible paintings from a local artist#and that's what got me doing the collage stuff. in the top half specifically. it's not quite what i wanted it to be but im learning#connecting the visual dots
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i just got reminded of when lewis went on italy's hit late-night show Che Tempo Che Fa hosted by fabio fazio and played adele's "someone like you" on the piano in december 2017.
make of that what you will.
(you can watch it here but it's worth mentioning that people dressed as mechanics brought out the piano with pitstop sounds 😭😭 peak cringe momento italiano ma ci amo per questo)
#my two cents for tonight#spero che fabio lo richiama quest anno ngl#forse lo vediamo pure a sanremo chi lo sa#but anyway#does this count of brocedes crumbs?#if you're delusional enough i think it does#im gay enough to recognize some good old pining#lewis hamilton#brocedes#ctcf#lewlew#formula 1#f1#i specified who fabio fazio is because if you want to know he's the same host that gave zendaya the gardenias and told her#'does spiderman give you gardenias?' because it's her favorite flowers#and he's such a messy little elf i love him#he should've invited brocedes together !!!!#love lewis' talented ass#also you have to be AS delusional as i am to connect the dots to nico winning and announcing his retirement literally a year before#precisely#a YEAR before this#but hey#this is what tumblr is for
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I'm typing out some hella crazy long kaeya lore thing right now (im not even halfway done and i kinda fell asleep on it coz I was tired), but it led me to review older Kaeya lore things, and then i got hit with the "oh, another one for the kaeya thinking/talking about fate thing. wow" in a surprising location (well, not too surprising considering Fate lives rent free in Kaeya's head)
its in the full description of Kaeya's Sailwind Shadow skin.
" Different people live in different ways. A thief will not bear the blade of a knight, and a traditional knight will not sneak out a hidden dagger to hurt someone.
If the characters in the story don't abide by such rules, then the story has betrayed the roles dictated by fate."
That's...interesting. What are you trying to say, Kaeya? Do you actually dare challenge your role in this story?... Isn't he already betraying both of his roles?
But yeah, it's the same old idea about Kaeya's dilemma. He keeps mentioning that he wants to go against fate, but he also feels hopeless because how could he challenge something inevitable? I'm actually more impressed by the fact that he can't stop thinking about it...
...It's as if he is still ACTIVELY thinking about what to do for when fate finally catches up with him...
Well, Mona did say he has a huge decision to make...
I honestly want to do a deepdive on the skin's full description. There are so many keypoints in it that really delighted me when I read them again (not so delightful for Kaeya who was being all melancholic over a kid asking a single question, but very delightful for me- a Kaeyangst and Kaelore enjoyer)
#kaeya#kaeya alberich#kaeya lore#kaeya theory#well this isnt really a theory. im just pointing out things and connecting some dots#seriously kinda want fate and kaeya to be besties someday#nothing funnier than befriending some entity that you've dreaded for your entire life#ah kaeya. fate's favorite worshipper or something#what else do we call this obsession over fate besides devotion?#well its either that or its on sight for fate#kaeya could be throwing hands the moment he spots fate use a corporeal body#YOU KNOW WHAT? BOTH OPTIONS SOUND HILARIOUS#fate's little meow meow indeed#these tags are getting more and more cursed by the second#oh wait additional tags but yes i am a firm believer that kaeya has not chosen mondstadt yet#or even if he has chosen mond he must have a caveat for khaenri'ah#he wants the beeeest of both worlds
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see i dont think we question that invincible united check enough. the fact it wasnt even FOR jomo already caught me off guard… which makes me think is it hush money??? but if that was the case, what did shakes’ mom have to hide?? does she KNOW something bc i have a strange feeling that the money wasnt even for jomo’s disappearance but for smth else ENTIRELY…
bc think about it…
i was watching “mountain goat” and nandi mentioned that she bought the ticket using the check right?? RIGHT
but remember… she also mentioned that the check was SO old the bank had to contact invincible united for its legitimacy and approval. so did they contact vince??
bc if they DID, wouldnt vince find it strange that the check hasnt been liquidated all these years. like why now?
unless they contacted someone else, someone with a higher title than vince
am i insinuating that coach and jomo’s fallout was so bad that he had to press restart on his life, semi faked his death/disappearance, and worked with invincible united? MAYBE!! but thats just a theory
and another thing about that episode. sigrun (the tour guide) mentioned that jomo was a “changed man” after he came down that mountain. like… HOW??? WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT???
there’s no way they’re gonna leave us hanging like this. there’s way too many plotholes… AND I NEED TO KNOW EVERY SINGLE THING THAT HAPPENED PLEASE
#me going theory mode is never a good sign bc this is what happens#im gonna look like shakes in ‘the perfect match’ w his max power stalker board#IM CONNECTING THE DOTS!!!#or am i….#jomo not actually being gone AND knowing that would be so devastating tho#man i hate this show#supa strikas#supablr#xan: thoughts
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girl what
Arnoux le funambule (2022)
#i am so intrigued by this idk if it true or just a rumour floating around at the time but like. gilles and gérard????#are those what those pictures in 1982 about......#im connecting dots i didnt even know needed connecting
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It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry
( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)
(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)
#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him#I always knew he was a parental figure for me#but now I connected the dots#How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life#that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so#and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life#ofc ud become attached#i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him#he occupies most of my thoughts honestly#But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life#i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an#bloom and be free#and that's what ill try to do#but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness#its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired#somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea#how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi#g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if#lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways#sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay#yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le#go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk#how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate#my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t#me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol#so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest#y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t#ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti#ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd
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I keep speaking overly harshly at work on accident. and I'm not even doing it out of anger just like impatience? it takes extra time and effort for me to modulate my tone so when I'm overwhelmed I just don't. but I work with kids and many of them are highly attuned to changes in tone from trauma
so like. what do I do besides just be more careful and try not to do it? I've talked to some of them about it a few times, but every time I do it they still seem taken back. I know it sounds like I'm snapping at them, and sometimes I don't have time to make sure they know that wasn't my intention
#weve discussed that i am diagnosed autistic but many of them have an extremely skewed idea of what autism is#so when it comes to actual symptoms of autism like lack of appropriate tone awareness/control they dont seem to connect the dots#i feel really bad because i keep doing it especially when im tired or stressed and i know i sound mad but im just like.#speaking too quickly because im usually trying to do something else at the same time#idk anyone have any tips besides just trying to be more careful?
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sam winchester and jon sims. smth about being a groomed+prepared vessel for evil beings since childhood/infancy. smth about growing up with no agency except what you can scrape together with nothing but your own smarts and instincts. smth about that agency never really mattering anyway because the forces that want to use you are too strong to fight against, not when they've had you for so long. smth about never having a choice about the monstrousness that has been forced on you but everyone hates you for it anyway, wants to hurt or kill you for it, even the people who are supposed to be on your side, the ones who would rather you die in human agony than live in a way they can't or won't understand. smth about grasping at your own monstrousness as the only source of power in an incomprehensible world that has literally been rigged against you from the start. smth about doing everything you can to use that monstrousness, all the pain and helplessness you've suffered, to help other people, and it's never enough. it has to be enough but it is never enough. smth about how no one you love will ever look at you with complete trust and faith ever again because you've been tainted for good, and finally you end up agreeing with them, that the best and only right outcome is your death.
#i think about 'these trials are purifying me' and i think about jon giving up two ribs to save someone who terrified him#im connecting the dots. im connecting them.#sam winchester#jon archivist#the 'bitchy smart one to quiet exhausted self-loathing one' pipeline is so real. and i hate it a lot#i mean at least sam got to choose his apocalypse ending in s5. jon didn't even get that dignity. ugh#it always comes back down to agency and the fact that they had almost none#but people hate them for reacting to this deliberate theft of power over their own lives in Unapproved Ways#aka ways that upset or piss off or slightly inconvenience d*an and m*rtin#anyway. i have to sleep#i had another fucking Brain Incident on the way home and i wanted to kms lmao. hopefully sleep helps#and not thinking about the poor little meow meows that i am literally always asking for an actual list of their transgressions#and what i always get is 'had emotions that made other characters feel bad about their actions :('
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anyone else realizing that Punishment and Forced Suffering does not Work for u? like anything where i just have to Grin and Bear it and Suffer (bc that's what "normal" ppl do) just ends up Not Happening. I don't do the Habit. i dont do the Task. ive spent my entire life Grinning and Bearing It and it just doesn't work anymore.
#borbtalks#this is a half baked idea based on a new pacing strat im trying#basing it on my garmin watch's body battery readings (based on hrv & tends to correlate w/ how i physically feel)#and doing more realistic resting goals for myself#. . . was gonna ramble in the tags and try to show the connection btwn all the dots. but nay i shant#basically: Suffering = i Wont Do It. Sustained Suffering = Nope Not Happening#so working from 'what is my goal' & finding ways to achieve that rather than 'what am i Supposed to do'#since Supposed to do usually = some sort of Suffering#if that makes sense?
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Do you guys know how insane it is that Rody is biphobic and bi just casually in this story. Like imagine if there was less cannibalism (boo) and the whole game was just Rody fighting his bisexual demons.
(actually he probably kinda lowkey was with how much his mind strays back to Manon when speaking to Vincent, though he's also perhaps that down bad. But still, you know how people will subconsciously play up their opposite gender attraction when trying to fight the same sex attraction thoughts)
#dead plate#limon.txt#im actually currently working on a short analysis on the themes of queerness in relation to symbolism and the story in general.#bc sometimes i just say shit. im not smart i am connecting the dots on a white board w/ sharpie#tho i've been meaning to do a replay soon. or delve through the creator's pages more bc i want to give a closer look into manon#i dont think manon is perfect in the way fandoms often make the female characters which just makes them one dimensional. and isnt actually#girl win at all. but i dont think she's inherently like evil or something to be tossed to the side bc she very much haunts the narrative#she lives in the echoes of the game honestly. and she's also her own flawed person like the other characters.#which is why i find it so hard to do what if scenarios bc you can't have the story without manon haunting the narrative. you can't have-#rody getting a job and vince also taking an interest w/o rody's sob story about manon. like do you guys get-
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suddenly realising that a decent amount of our system's dysfunctions might be due to OCD 😭😭😭
#i dont even know how to explain the thought process im having but i think i found the root of one of our major issues#like. it stems from our start in the tulpa community. the worry that we're 'forcing' or 'puppeting' someone who wants to be independent#we didn't know where the line was in willogenicism of where you stop controlling them and they're fully independent#that idea becoming a dysfunction was fully because we personally misunderstood our own system origins we were never willo#the community we were in was really helpful in helping us figure out that we are an adaptive system not a created one#it felt like 'controlling' them because we were more of a proxy-median sys back then and the lines between us were blurred#now it's easier to see the distinction between everyone's thoughts and actions but back then we were only just aware of being a sys#but it seems to have evolved into a sense of never knowing when a headmate is fully formed and when it's okay to 'influence' their forming#avoiding headmates BECAUSE we're worried about fucking up their formation#but then that in itself fucks up their formation because they have less time in front to solidify fully#how we neglect our own system and fellow headmates out of worry of fucking it up#yeah that might be an ocd symptom#finally breaking that barrier of worrying we're mislabeling our issues as OCD and it's pretty provable we have it now#has had a sudden and huge impact on how much anxiety we're having on a daily basis#like we're all super weirded out right now because this sense of calmness and assuredness in who we are and what we're doing#is. so weird and alien. its like two layers of an art program were misaligned and it looked super chaotic before#and someone just clicked like 3 buttons and realigned it perfectly and the whole image suddenly makes sense and is less eyestraining#our heart palpitations have slowed down too. like that's a Physical indicator our anxiety is hugely reduced#just from having that knowledge of WHY my brain is the way it is and knowing what exactly to ask for help with if i need it#same with figuring out we were autistic it was a whole worldshift that made everything make so much more sense#i felt like so many of my mental issues were a confusing soup of randomness and I'd never find a real diagnosis for any of it#like we were just some mental frankenstein of disparate symptoms that would always be an outlier in a way#just didn't want to spend our life being essentially 'undiagnosable' because we were just too weird and confusing and niche#now it's like. oh. oh shit all these unrelated things are actually related? that makes so much more sense now#connecting all these separately distressing behaviours that were never thought to need comparing before#because it all felt so truly unrelated it didn't even occur but now i see they all come from almost the exact same places#and also finding out recently that a lot of mental conditions I've considered i might have but weren't sure about#are classified as ANXIETY disorders. that makes a ton of sense to me now. i never knew OCD was an anxiety disorder until now#if i had known that sooner i probably would have connected the dots years ago I've KNOWN about my anxiety#i am diagnosed with GAD i knew these issues were anxiety based but OCD makes my behaviours from that anxiety make more sense
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im so fr i don’t think anyone in the world cares about jarry as much as i do. maybe emerald fennell but thats IT.
#i think about them and cry on a daily basis#and im always looking for excuses to gush about them and tell the same ppl who already know all about their love#barry comes up with infinite and beautiful ways to talk about jacob#and i come up with infinite and beautiful ways to talk about jarry#ive said this on twitter before but fr what fuels me the most isnt even delusions and theories that i mostly stay away from#its the actual real life words that have come out of barrys mouth about how much he loves his baby boy ykwim#like i may be crazy but i am NOT delusional#these things are real#i don’t even have to connect the dots because barry is so open about loving jacob#it’s just there to be observed
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The more i read these fake evil experiments and have to fill in the gaps myself, the more it really drives home just how fucked up just all of it is.
Like ofc i already knew, but it’s another thing to really read and consider it all in a step-by-step basis
#it makes me be like damn am I okay willingly writing this up#but i guess that’s what comes with doing villain character stuff#hey i didnt make these studies originally im just connecting the dots yknow#anyone that ever hates him yeah ofc why wouldn’t you have you seen what he’s doing#enver gortash
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i feel like i just put the pieces together.......is yumi haruka's mother........is haruka a product of that night when dojima assaulted her
#speaking in runes#am i connecting the dots or am i insane#im only barely into ch. 3 but that feels about right for this storyline so far#the timelines add up cause from what i saw in the opening haruka looks around 10
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