the worst thing abt begging is that u have to fight to make people care even when ure depressed and dissociated and suicidal and its pretty fucking hard to make a good pitch when ure also wondering if u deserve to survive
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considering a lameass career in Office and suddenly thinking "oh i could take another roadtrip in a couple of years wouldnt that be fun!" like ohhh having stability in your life allows you to think of the future as a real thing. interesting.
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One of the characters in my head just said the rawest line ever
"I don't control the beauty standards, the beauty standards control me"
-context he's a gay guy from Alabama with powers related to love (his dads the god of love) his mum put him in pageants when he was young and has turned him into a model.
Later in my story line he emancipates from her and gets disowned by his father and moves in with his half aunt.
He has a eating disorder and is a perfectionist.
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im an artist and i decided to study design in college, now i am graduated and officially a professional graphic designer as a career!!! its a bit different from art in many ways, but i personally really enjoy it <3 if you have a solid understanding of the elements & principles of art, the elements & principles of design are….. literally exactly the same
one of the main differences between art and design is that art can mean many different things to many people vs. design is sorta meant to convey the same message to everyone, and that difference in intent can require a bit of a learning curve? but honestly if u have a good eye for visuals and what looks appealing and “balanced” vs. what doesn’t, you’re already way ahead of the curve
if you want to get into graphic design specifically (like designing posters, social media posts, logos, print media, etc, and as opposed to other types of design) read up on grid systems if you’re unfamiliar w/ them! grids and grid systems are the most useful thing i learned about while studying graphic design, that and which fonts to use when ✌️ everything else came easily due to my foundations in art/fine arts (i mean this in an encouraging way not a bragging way!!)
im really if i explained this in a condescending manner at all, that wasn’t my intent, i just don’t know how much background you have with design so i wrote this starting at square one!!!! 😅 i hope this helps you, at least a little tiny bit, to inform your path ahead!! (:
ooo ok i see i see..... to be honest i dont think ive seriously considered graphic design because i havent been confident in whether i have a good eye for that type of thing, and also i have no familiarity with adobe suite (which i understand to be industry standard???) but i suppose thats what studying is for
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absolutely WILD that the place i find an accurate representation of what my mental breakdown was like is on fucking Grimm
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GOD DAMN IT i know i must sound like a broken record by now but. I was feeling GOOD today. I felt happy and confident enough to check the submas tags for once. And all was good until i saw ONE SINGULAR ANGST POST, and now I'M DEPRESSED AGAIN. I HATE THIS SO MUCH
[btw none of u are obligated to cheer me up lol i just want to complain into the void. I'll remove the submas tag in like an hour i just want to feel seen (even though i know i already am) for a moment]
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ranma seeing his other fiancées going on dates with other guys: 🥳
ranma seeing akane hug ryoga because she’s under a spell:
yea, ranma really didn’t know who he had feelings for
I STG I DONT GET HOW SOME PPL PASSED ENGLISH CLASS
Ur SUPPOSED to write characters by going “this is what I want them to say! So I’m going to pretend they are cursed to never be able to say that and have to express it in every other possible way” and rumiko is a MASTER at doing that!!
Even if you’re so bad at analyzing media you think unless a character flat out says they love someone else then they must not love them……. ranma DOES tell akane he loves her at the end of the manga 😭 it boggles my mind when fanfic has post-manga ranma like “do I like akane??? sure I feel differently abt her than shampoo and ukyo but surely that’s just bc she’s my friend” (as if ukyo isn’t his friend……..)
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apparently my mother's cult job just got "eliminated" so my (bare minimum) dental and vision insurance is disappearing at the end of the month. thank fucking god i'm moving to washington
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