#im gonna do some gardening this year ive alredy planted some stuff in pots and ill put them in the ground once time is right but
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#im about to vent in the tags! lol#anyways#legit i cant do shit i used to LOVE doing because i think im just...not good enough!#i used to play guitar and or ukulele every day#but not anymore because im just. really bad at it#and i just tried to play but i nearly cried cuz im just so upset#and same goes with art and drawing things#like i draw but BARELY and even then i greatly dislike my own art most of the time#and i hate expensive af water colors that i used a lot some time ago but#cant anymore because i always get a mental breakdown or some shit and im like. ok#and looking at others make great things fills me with such dread and i feel so selfish#because i see my friends make good stuff and im like yay! but god i wish that were me#all i do everyday is sit and idk play stardew valley. and some pokemon maybe. i legit dont do SHIT#and like idk what happened to me#actually i do know but its depression and thats stupid so shut up#i have thought of like finding new hobbies that would replace the old ones that make me feel bad because im like supposed to be good#because ive done stuff like art and music for such a long long time#but its hard#im gonna do some gardening this year ive alredy planted some stuff in pots and ill put them in the ground once time is right but#yeah#u get the point#im sad as fuck#seeya
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