#and same goes with art and drawing things

[barcapix]

can you make an imagine about cubarsi and the reader where they had a daughter but they were co parenting but in the end they got back together

i don’t know if it make sense or not you don’t have to do it if you don’t want to

✮ It Takes Two (Maybe Three) - Pau Cubarsí

pau cubarsi x fem!reader

sy: it’s been a tough journey. really tough. it’s heavy and echoing as your daughter persists to bring you closer together. would a drawing put her plan in motion?

a/n: no of course !! i love seeing requests like this thank u:) no mention of why they broke up, just imagination for that lmao.

warnings: errr maybe plot holes honestly..

nobody prepares you for the silence.

for the silence after your daughter asks why her parents don’t sleep in the same bed, don’t live in the same house, nor eat at the same table.

that’s because, you don’t know what to say. you never do, she’s too inquisitive for her age.

even that, not only was it stretching out the silence for you, but for her too. it was obvious she was finding it difficult, so, she’d subtly been trying to bring you back together.

whether it was delaying on getting her shoes to sleepover’s at his, just so you had moments to talk. whether it was after-school runs, where she had asked you both to pick her up so you’d bump into each other.

she was highly unsuccessful, until tonight.

“mamá!” jazmín exclaims, bursting through the door rather enthusiastically; you heave her into your arms with the same emotion.

“i’ve missed you, mi cielo,” you kiss her cheek. “how was school today?”

“it was good, i know the alphabet by heart now!” she squeals, as you gently lower her down onto the floor.

pau walks through the door, her glittery purple backpack strung over his shoulder and her water bottle in his grasp. he just kinda stands in the doorway, neither shutting the door or leaving.

you’re the first thing he looks at since he enters, glaring like he’s waiting for permission. to step in, to say something, to not be a stranger in a place he once called home. you look back, unsure if you want to offer it.

“papà,” jazmín says suddenly, “can you show mamà what i drew today?”

pau hesitates for a second, his foot goes to step forward but his body holds him back. “oh—yeah, it’s in here somewhere.” he allows himself in, dropping the bag onto the couch and begins rummaging through it.

keenly, you watch him as he pulls out an overly crumpled sheet of paper, which he smoothens out via his palm.

“she made it during art class,” he says, not quite meeting your eyes, passing it over.

you take it. its undeniably full of colour, a drawing—a stick figure, of course—but its clear enough to see.

you drop to the couch upon touch, your eyes wide as a searing pang of guilt strikes sharp through your chest.

there’s three figures, one smaller than the others with a messy braid and big smile, two taller ones to the smaller one’s left. you. him. theres also small pink hearts dotted around all three of you, but most noticeably, the, what you could assume were hands but more so looked like carrot sticks, were holding onto eachother.

you glance across at him, unsure of what to say. like the words on your tongue couldn’t quite formate. he awkwardly rubs the back of his neck, looking way too bashful for someone you once lived with.

you once loved.

jazmín had to quickstart it. she’s makes her way to the kitchen, rummaging through the drawers for some snacks.

“what did i say about it papà? i forgot,” she mumbles, mouth half-full and innocently, bits of cracker crumbs falling from her mouth.

he murmurs, wiping his palms clean onto his shorts. “that—uh, she’s really proud of it.”

pau won’t look at you dead in the eyes, but instead pretends his attention is needed elsewhere. like the pictures of only you and your daughter on the wall.

jazmín, completely unfazed by the evident tension teeming in the room, climbs onto the couch and plops herself right between you two.

“i think you guys should talk now,” she suggests, swinging her legs like this is just another monday.

you blink. “about what, bug?”

“about getting back together,” she smiles bluntly. her eyes are shining with mischief as she flickers between you both. “you love eachother. duh.”

pau laughs under his breath; you do too, mostly out of what-is-happening-right-now disbelief. though if you expected it to spill from anyone’s mouth, you’d guess your daughter.

“can you leave j?”

“hm?” she fakes not being able to hear you although her devilish smile makes a return.

“can you leave us alone for a moment?” her father speaks this time. “it won’t be for long princesa.”

she huffs, dramatic as ever, but slides off the couch anyway—pretending that you can’t notice the smirk tugging at her lips. “fine. but don’t take too long. i wanna finish my cheezits.”

the second she’s out of the room, though still very much within earshot, probably behind the wall pretending she’s invisible—the silence creeps in again. but it’s not the sharp, hollow kind you’ve gotten used to in moments like this.

its softer, almost fragile.

“i didn’t know she was gonna draw that,” pau admits, voice like a whisper that he didn’t want to say first.

“she’s always drawing,” you murmur, eyes still lingering on the paper. “but never like this.”

briefly, you take a glance behind you where your open kitchen stands. the fridge is in direct eyeline, and her other drawings she’s taken home sway as the wind from the open window hits them.

there’s other ones with puppies, pony’s and even ones where she portrays herself as belle with a lemon-colour dress.

pau follows your gaze, his eyes softening. after a while, he nods. “she’s been saying little things about our family. i didn’t think she actually noticed.”

“like what?”

“like how all of her other friends complain about how their parents kiss infront of them,” he rubs at his forehead. “or like how she wishes she could experience a family trip to the park.”

you trace a finger over the edge of the drawing, your jaw tightening as you nod slowly.

“well, she asked me last week if we’d both be there for her painting competition,” you add, tone dismaying. “i said we’ll try.”

you meant it, too. but now you wonder if trying is just a softer word for avoiding. if you’ve both been tiptoeing around what actually needs to be said.

to be diffused.

cubarsi leans forward, resting his forearms on his knees, fingers loosely laced. “i know this probably isn’t the time,” he starts, then pauses, rewords. “but it doesn’t always have to be like this anymore. us.. y’know, being so distant.”

“what do you mean?”

“i mean,” he inhales, exhales through his nose. “there’s no harm in rebuilding our relationship.”

you hesitate. because the easy thing would be to agree. the hard thing is admitting you want it too. not just for her. not just for how she drew you both. but because despite everything that fractured, you still find comfort in his voice when he calls her ‘princess’.

his eyes widen, detecting the hint of uncertainty. “—like, only if you wanted to. i would never pressure you or—”

you take a deep breath, tentatively brushing your hand next to his. “i do. i do want to.”

now, he feels like he has permission. daintily, he shuffles along the chair, the wide gap between no-more, sealing his fingers in your palm.

“yeah?”

“yeah.”

and from somewhere a wall away, you both grin when you hear, “yipppeeee!”

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[solizen]

Post the logs I beg of you I need more scp REN in my life. Like you think because their a humanoids scp and there for can’t be tested with other scps without approval of a higher Doctor and some safe guards. You think he’ll follow Angel around to keep them ‘safe’. After all if they go where Angel goes then it’s just paperwork for Angel it seems. “See I’ll keep you safe and sound with me my Angel. No need for any scary experiments you can just stay with me :)”

IM WORKING ON IT 💔💔💔 anyways yes SCP-2443's whole thing is following angel around and keeping them safe from other skips and other staff members. ive mentioned in the 14dwy server, but some other tidbits of info if youre putting your angel in the SCPverse:

- your angel can be any class, i have someone whos angel is a D-Class (expendable people, usually an inmate on death row used for experimentation and to throw at skips for testing) and REN follows their angel around protecting them from other skips as well as stopping any testing being done on them. so even if your angel is an O5 council member, REN can still follow and interact with you, ill leave it completely up to you on how REN navigates your position in the Foundation since it can vary based on clearance

- REN's voice claim in this AU (all around, in any form) is Simulacra! for this video, the voice in question starts at 0:12 seconds :D <3

- As stated in the images from the original post, REN is supposed to be extremely uncanny valley, i can't portray it very well with my current art style, but i do want to learn how to draw more unsettling horror. but. think... alternates... from the mandela catalogue (im normal i swear).

- REN states themself that they do not have a true form. this is a lie. they do have one, they just don't know it. you'll see what i mean by that when i post the logs lol

- REN can be taller or shorter if you want them to be. they dont have to be 7'2"/218cm like i have them with my angel, but that is their default height.

- SCP Foundation and The Backrooms usually go hand in hand, sometimes they exist in the same universe, sometimes they dont. This SCP AU does exist with the backrooms, keep that in mind.

- the ring they wear is not a normal ring.

- The Angel's Archives will become a tag on this blog along with SCP-2443 "REN" and the archives will exist in (written) recorded audio format, usually. However, sometimes i might post written notes by Dr. Angel themself as well as scenes i draw. any artwork i post about REN that features Dr. Angel will most likely be with my angelsona and the logs will always be written with (my) Dr. Angel. but just remember that it can be any angel, any class, and any clearance.

and again, reminder, THIS IS NOT AN OFFICIAL SCP. ren/redacted is NOT my character. they belong to Saint. this AU was simply a crossover of my hyperfixations and i never expected people to really like it... so... please keep that in mind. in fact, Saint's boundaries with their characters and game apply here too. So if it's on her boundary list, it's on mine as well <3

that should be it for now!! i encourage fanart, fanfic, questions, theories, and any sort of interactions!! ill be making an official... kinda profile? for REN? as well as my angelsona. but well. i need to post my angelsona itself... first... lmao. anyways toodles <3

[britishneonjello]

I'm really bad at asking questions(and talking in general, so uhm. Bear with me I suppose), but may I draw Franz and Lyov? It will probably take me a while, but I like them a lot!

Your art inspires me a lot, thank you for existing. Your stuff always makes me really happy. It makes me want to shake around a can filled with frozen peas even when I feel real down if that makes any sense at all hahaha! Everything is so nice I want to chew on it like a dog toy!!

Also, another question because I'm curious and like drawing things as creatures, what animal would Franz be? I'm guessing Lyov would be a lion, since it is his name, but if not, then the same question goes to him. It could be what they would prefer to be or how you'd view them as animals(or both... I like hearing about them)

Also also, I love how your and Theamaus' little guys interact. They're so silly together:)

You have every permission (and my ENTHUSIASM!!!) to draw Franz and Lyov! :D <3 I ADORE seeing any and all fanart !!! Thank you so much for such kind words <333333 If I had to choose, I would say Lyov is a lion, and Franz is a black and white great dane* (mostly white, like his thinning hair, ha! XD)

*also, Ivan from @theamaus-fortress2's BLU Team likes to call Franciszek "Little Dog" ૮₍ • ᴥ • ₎ა so there ya go!

I also enjoy how Franz and Lyov have fun with Theamaus' BLU Team !! :D Many more shenanigans to come !! <333

[thebrainrotsreal]

Was pondering how Mark’s rigid ass mask/lens is prob a Budget Thing (since squishy, bendy lens are pretty much a mandate for all hero animated series, like JL, BTAS, TNBA, Spider-Man, etc), and then I was slapped with a vision of Mark in a more JL/BTAS-ish style and I had to see it through. I am a genius btw.

[kourota]

what is orv if not a love letter to kdj?

[canisalbus]

hey there!! i'd been checking this blog for a while, and I really wanted to say you're a great source of inspiration haha! I really love your dog characters and your lore! The amount of research and dedication is really amazing!! about ludovica's gf, do you mind if I come in with my vision as well? I think she'd be a really fluffy dog, maybe with curly hair. so my mind went to the portuguese water dog; but then i thought of two versions: long hair and short hair. so i drew both (tried my best to make her look like a lady and not a grandpa haha)

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[shroomerr]

Finally, my design for Mysterion!! this boy gave me so much heartache in the process of making this but its ok its all worth it for him <3

I also couldn't choose between the version with hair or without hair, so here's the one without under the cut (+ my initial drafts for his design):

[manticorecure]

"im so proud of you."

reference under the cut (from alienstage official twt!)

[hinamie]

i loved the colours in this scene too much not to do a redraw

[asvidema]

quick kiss before you go

[tmos-time]

All I got is a couple of dollars and uh a piece of gum would that be good for a small erisol doodle

crawls out of the hectic week woodwork to accept the toonie and gum. here have them both being stupid <3

[eyes1nthewoods]

[sysig]

You're still standing off to the side. Somehow, center stage has shifted from under your feet without you realizing, and you're standing in the wings, performing to no one.

Starring Role (Patreon)

[cloudinal]

Just hold me tight and tell me you'll miss me

[clumsypuppy]

updated Sleight ref!!

[moeblob]