#im not well versed in them and forget them very often lmao

[incense-and-iron]

Having to do this on mobile because I HATE the new layout for desktop. Anyway I've been told I'm WRONG about the version of this pokemon I like >:( I won't say which one is better, but we all know which one is REALLY better.

[squeak-art]

whats the day to day in miitopia verse for ur folks

Depends on the person! readmore bc im goin through most everyone lmao. For some info tho, my main verse takes place roughly 2 years after the events of the game

For the 'main' postgame team of Mim, Calia, Dela, and Kets, if they don't have some kinda quest stuff going on (the occasional face and/or monster incident still happens, funni postgame plot antics i came up with so that i could do more silli stuff w writing the lads still) they tend to hang around the Travel Hub and just sorta do whatever--

Mim tends to team stuff or the horse (named Creamsicle) and also just likes to socialize at various lil cafes and such, and if Calia isn't keeping to herself she likes to follow Mim around. Calia, being near-blind due to... reasons, as well as just being a very likes-her-own-space sort, tends to prefer to just stay in familiar locations and do whatever activities it is a cleric does

Dela's also fairly social, but aside from that she tends to spend time semi-training Kets in how to be better at sneaky spy and info-gathering stuff-- she's the thief and he's the intel, more or less. They also do their own more private 'quests' on occasion for ppl who may need information or certain objects taken from another-- assuming the person isn't doing anything too bad and they pay decently, or if it's a special case that they feel they need no pay for.

The rest of the main 10 are not always available, and tend to stick to their home locations-- they do occasionally join up for various quests and all and still all maintain a lot of contact with eachother, but the others have their own lives to live too and can't just always dedicate to being part of the active party.

Quarty and Rasi, on top of being an active couple and doing Couple Things, tend to also like to help eachother with their careers on occasion! Although he isn't much the performer type, Rasi helps Quarty with practice and rehearsal performances and testing new songs out, and Quarty helps Rasi with certain knight-in-training tasks, though he isn't very good for combat practice help since bladed weapons were never really his thing.

They're not always together though, and while Rasi often has to deal with knight things, Quarty is also helping in teaching Dinzy in Popstar music type stuff! Dinzy otherwise does normal school-aged kid stuff, but she loves going to Quarty to learn his ticks and help out.

Val and Nal-- the twin brothers of Neksdor-- actually run a business together! A sort of weird combination restaurant and tech help place, though part of the gimmick is that if someone isn't really in a position to pay they'll "accidentally" charge less or even "forget" to charge, since in the end their ultimate goals is simply to help the people of their communities who need it. Every since being part of the main team, they've more than had the funds to be able to sustain this sort of thing.

Aside from their work, they also deal with Micha-- an android from Nimbus who was rescues and now stays with them, mostly on account of Nal knowing how to manage all that techy stuff. It's sort of like raising a kid if that kid was a very learning-how-to-be-a-person robot with dangerous weaponry on hand. She's friendly, just... needs a bit of direction.

Zinni and Sprout, the weird sibling-like duo of the Fey Realm, don't really have any specific tasks they tend to-- they just sorta play the part of secondary protectors to the place, in the even that they're either better suited for something or the Fab Fairies aren't available. The two also have a lot of learning how to be in an actual community to do, seeing as Sprout is a wild child from the forest, and Zinni is a cult escapee

There's also Hazari, who is Kets' half-sister, and she's... got issues. Mostly relating to some not very kind views held by some parts of the Fey folk, and also havin the complex of being all mature and cool and smart at the ripe old age of like... 14-16 or so. Zinni and Sprout at least try to rein her in a little, seeing as she does need to be able to get along with the others on account of being one of the 4 new recruits to the team. She's also concerning obsessed with getting the approval of the Great Sage, much to Marin's dismay.

Visula, a semi-Vampire (as there is two flavors of vampire) from Peculia, mostly spends her time away from home for... reasons, and usually is in the traveler's hub somewhere doing her own things, and occasionally pestering Mim and Calia, the later being due to them being childhood friends before Calia had moved to Greenhorne! Honestly out of everyone Visula probably has the most normal day to day, just hang out and vibe and talk to friends.

Most of the Origins team is uh... dead people. Ghosts. Save for Vivo, due to him being a True Vampire and thus an ageless entity. He prefers to be active at night (The sun isn't all that dangerous, but True Vampires are at least mildly bothered by it and him having albinism doesn't help) but for the most part they all just stay at his place, hidden away and playing games and chatting and all that-- he hasn't gone out much since the events that went down roughly 200 years ago (though to be fair, he spent most of that asleep)

Marin and Nori live in a cabin in Powdered Peaks, near the edge closest to the Travel Hub, seeing as that's Marin's home before everything as well. Although they do both travel between the various other places often, in part due to that simply being what Marin does, and in part to help with Nori's atonement and rehabilitation, they spend a decent amount of time at home too. Marin does a lot of personal studies on magic and nature-related stuff, as well as a lot of magic training to keep her skills and spells sharp, and Nori just... kinda does whatever. She hasn't figured out her place or herself out enough to stick to one thing quite yet.

Much to their activities when traveling, aside from... well, traveling and camping and such, also involved helping people out as they go in typically small ways, though larger situations to also arise at times. Though, Marin does tend to avoid the more populated places, on account of not really being much of a people person, despite her reputation and how she acts,and wanting to not get caught up in too much weirdness that results from basically being the land's equivalent of a celebrity.

And... Trence. He used to live alone, but in more recent times Hasal, a living ghost not unlike how Nori now is, ended up showing up and opting to stay with him in Lumos. There's not much to do unless you count dealing with all he monsters and the very much vengeful ghosts there, but while Hasal does who-knows-what like the mysterious lil freak he is, Trence likes to tinker around with robotics and tech and program and stuff in his freetime, and has also taught himself how to fight enough to manage his job and situation, even eventually making himself a custom scythe that has a flippable blade! He's a bit of a workaholic too, though, and... doesn't treat himself the best, but Hasal has been trying to help with that.

...

Oh, right. and Vigil is... a necklace ghost man. Guardian Spirit. He just sort of vibes with Mim most of the time lmao

[gordvendomewhore]

tumblr user gordvendomewhore keeps crying over their bif/derby playlist

okay so i have some requests im working on rn but i decided to take a small break and make this post instead! uwu

basically this is just a mini examination of my berby playlist!!! i’m just gonna go through these songs and say which perspective i imagine the song to be from and some other stuff lmaoo

currently there’s only 6 songs haHA, so i’m doing this post now before i add some new ones!!

also,, even though this is a,,,, shipping playlist,,,,,, all these songs are somewhat angsty,,,,,,,,,

but it fits them so whatever HAHAA enjoy

btw here’s a link to the playlist on spotify and a link to the playlist on youtube you wanna listen along! and honestly i recommend you do but it’s not necessary lol

boxin’(g)love - the polarity

bif AND derby,,,, but like 70% bif and 30% derby LMAO

okay with this title there’s no way i couldn’t have included this

while i think berby has the potential to be soft or fluffy, i don’t think that’s the number one thing that really,,, represents them yknow??

doesn’t stop me from loving it but still LMAO

to me, they’re the definition of unrequited love, but not your typical one sided version of it lol

i think that,, they both love each other a lot yknow??? but their own history, personal issues, and flawed personalities keep them from ever expressing that in its full capacity

this song encapsulates that feeling perfectly!!

the singer and the person they’re talking about obviously have communication issues, leading to both of them having more feelings of resentment rather than love

and it gets to the point where the relationship is nothing more than one big, drawn out, and frankly unnecessary battle

this song is fantastic though LMAO stream the polarity

venus flytrap - feng suave

100% bif.

oh my god this song,,,,,, this song is so SEXY AAAAAA literally i used to listen to this on repeat 24/7

my yearning aside, i imagine this to be from bif’s point of view for pretty obvious reasons hahaaa

bif and derby are both naturally cold people; their love languages are not ones that people see often, and are ones that some might not even consider love lmao

but out of the two of them, bif is definitely the more loving one

in a weird,,, strange way that feel like i can’t describe/explain properly, they would stay together forever yknow?

maybe not romantically, sexually, or even physically, but i think they would always be on each other’s minds

derby would be able to repress any feelings he has and pretend that life is fine and dandy, and while i think bif can also do the same, he definitely can’t do it as well because it’s,,, derby

in simple terms, derby is like a drug, and when you combine his addictive presence with his manipulative nature, you have a person that you feel you can never escape

this sounds so toxic, because well. derby IS toxic HAHAHAAAA but we can’t forget that yknow. bif is just as horrible

this pairing is just two shitty people being shitty with each other LMAOO

if you search up the meaning behind the lyrics of this song, the creators of the song say this: “The lyrics describe a story of love, where the protagonist sings of himself as “just a bug stuck in a Venus flytrap”, in which he'll eventually die.”

i just think it fits them in a sick, twisted way

but hey! sick and twisted fits this ship better than anything else

i love you so - the walters

for the first couple listens, i always associated this song with bif but i kinda,,, see it from derby’s pov now 😳

hmm so probably like?? 60% derby and 40% bif

the first verse just SCREAMS derby harrington

here’s part of it:

I just need someone in my life; To give it structure; To handle all the selfish ways; I spend my time without her

derby is very much a selfish person, everyone and their mom knows this, so it’s no surprise that his selfishness would also apply to his love

personally i think it’s his raging insecurity and lack of anything in his life ever actually being his and his alone that makes him this way, but that’s a whole examination for another day HAHA

but yes yes, i think that no matter how strong derby’s feelings were for bif, he’d inevitably try and escape at some point for the sake of self-preservation and,,, fear.

as for bif, take basically all the points from the last song LMAOO

the second half of the first verse really applies to him i think:

You're everything I want; But I can't deal with all your lovers; You're saying I'm the one; But it's your actions that speak louder; Giving me your love; When you are down and need another

bif feeling used by derby,,,,, bif knowing that the words of love and affirmation that derby is feeding him aren’t exactly lies,,,,,,,,,, but still knowing that they aren’t the truth either,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

feed me the angst give me the angst YESSSS!!!!!!

lovefool - no vacation

okay this is a controversial take but,,,,

this is a derby song HAHAAA

it’s that first verse again dude it’s just so derby harrington

i think that,,,, the lyrics describe him quite well if you look past the surface

Guess I was a fool for believing you; Yeah the truth hurts more than a lie or two; More than a lie or two

strangely enough, i think bif is a very honest person. he lies when he wants to, because he’s a fucking prep lmao fabrication and manipulation are two of their favorite things

but overall he feels he has nothing to hide

derby is obviously the other way, like canonically so

there’s literally dialogue from the other preps of them going like, “derby told me [insert thing]! he would never lie to me!!”

like literally gord says, “Am I really the best dressed at Bullworth? I must be, Derby wouldn't lie to me.”

and so i think it’s very fitting for him to be afraid of vulnerability to the point that he would rather prefer lies from other people over the truth

like he’d 100% prefer if bif lied about loving him rather than genuinely being honest about it, because how the hell is derby supposed to handle someone else’s emotions when he can’t handle his own lmaooo

this totally isn’t the derby kinnie coming out 😼

anyway i’m probably interpreting this song incorrectly and looking too deep into it but i don’t care because this is a derby harrington song!!!!!!!

everybody wants to rule the world - tears for fears

i don’t have a big explanation for this song lmaooo

it’s just a song that perfectly encapsulates the preps’ characters

ESPECIALLY derby but all of them in general

like this isn’t even a ship song i JUST associate it with the preps HAHAHA

there are worst things i could do - grease (vanessa hudgens)

okay so i haven’t ever watched grease in my entire life (other than the glee episode dedicated to it but that DOES NOT COUNT LMAOO)

but i know how important this song is to the character (rizzo) and the meaning behind it in general so it feels wrong for taking this song and trying to spin the meaning to fit some bully ship HAHAAA

this song does remind me a lot of derby though so it has a special place in this playlist :))

OOF sorry for the weak ending LMAOO

but if anyone read this entire thing 🥺 thank you!!! i know that this playlist is super short, but i’m working on adding new songs!!!! i’ll try to have some of them be more happy haha

btw,,, i also have two other ship playlists (vance/bryce and petey/gary) if anyone wants me to do a post on those too, but they’re not exactly popular ships at the moment so LMAO (especially vance/bryce HAHA)

but yess thank you for reading!!

(also please note that i’m not intentionally glorifying toxic relationships if it seems like it!!! exploring complex and angsty relationships dynamics is just really fun to me lmaooo

but if you are uncomfortable with anything i wrote about on this post feel free to dm me or send an ask or something and i’ll take it down!!)

[horansqueen]

AM Conversations : chapter 21

A Niall Horan fanfiction ; rated MA

CHAPTER 1 || CHAPTER 2 || CHAPTER 3 || CHAPTER 4 || CHAPTER 5 || CHAPTER 6 || CHAPTER 7 || CHAPTER 8 || CHAPTER 9 || CHAPTER 10 || CHAPTER 11 || CHAPTER 12 || CHAPTER 13 || CHAPTER 14 || CHAPTER 15 || CHAPTER 16 || CHAPTER 17 || CHAPTER 18 || CHAPTER 19 || CHAPTER 20

NOTES:

-one chapter is her pov, the next is his. -4k. -im sorry, i never proofread, i hate it. -there WILL be smut. but not only smut. -this is a romance, comedy, smut story. -for the summary, check my MASTERLIST.

- if you want to be notified when this is updated, please message me or leave a comment!

- i feel like this chapter is intense? but its her pov so it may just be the way she sees and feels it. maybe she’s overreacting lmao! maybe she wants it so much that shes hallucinating. who knows :P

- thanks for being patient btw! i work a lot these days and will work even more in the next few weeks (until halloween) so i may not update as often as i’d like. :(

-please, message me, give me feedbacks, it would mean sooo much to me!

Chapter 21 : Her chapter

OLIVIA

There's no one else like Niall to make me smile when I don't even feel like it and when he licked my cheek, I couldn't help myself. I didn't know why I lost my temper when Niall mentioned Maya while we were cooking but her name made me angry and jealous. I didn't know what had happened between Niall and her, all I knew was that she had deleted the picture of them kissing from her instagram account and for some odd reason, it had made me feel lighter, like a heavy weight had been taken off my shoulders. I knew it meant nothing and that they probably still had something going on but the fact that the whole world was not a witness of it made it better.

I stared at him the whole time we ate, feeling extremely lucky that he hadn't given up on me. I know it can sound cliché but most guys I knew easily dropped their female friends when they got an official girlfriend but Niall had never done that. Of course, he was less available if he went steady with a girl but it didn't happen much and I understood, but he always made time to see me and talk to me.

We washed the dishes without a water fight this time and ended up in the living room. I searched through my spotify playlist and put music on. He groaned and even if my back was facing him, I knew he was rolling his eyes, which made my lips curl even more.

"Liv, why?"

"Because I'm a One Direction fan." I explained in an amused tone as 'Infinity' started playing.

His voice filled the room and my smirk turned into a fond smile. I couldn't explain how much I loved hearing him sing but it brought in me a sensation of well-being that I couldn't explain. Maybe it was only because of how much I loved him but I felt like there was more to it. If I was being honest with myself, it was everything he did, everything he said, everything that emanated from him, like some sort of incredibly intense sentiment that made me literally vibrate in his presence. And I knew it sounded stupid and cheesy and cliché... but it was the truth. It was him and everything he was.

"This song makes me think of you." I admitted in a low tone, not daring to turn around to meet his gaze. He was probably frowning and I tried to focus on the beating of my heart inside my chest. The rhythm was abnormal but I tried not to think about it. "And me, too. Like this song was a bit of both of us."

He didn't say anything and I remained motionless, staring at the tv on the wall and trying not to say too much even if I knew I had to explain myself.

"I mean, I know that feeling, in the first few verses. I keep falling and it hurts... Everything seems to go so fast yet I can't seem to follow. I feel frozen most of the time, like there's nothing I can do. And you know, I followed you on that tour and it was crazy. I lived things I couldn't even dream of living and saw things I never thought i'd see. Yet everything seemed to go so fast I felt like I couldn't quite follow. Like I was always a few steps behind."

"Behind what?" his voice echoed inside me, making my heart skip a beat.

I licked my lips and breathed in before turning around slowly and shrugging.

"Behind you."

His eyebrows raised but then fell and turned into a frown. He shook his head slightly, not really understanding what I was saying but it took me a few seconds to continue.

"And you know that part where it says 'everybody wants you'?" I nibbled my bottom lip. "Well it's true. Everybody wants you. I knew everyone wanted you before but when I joined you on tour it made it so much more obvious."

I swallowed hard, trying to keep the tears inside. I was being emotive and I just stared at him as he stared back, sitting on the couch, his back leaning against it, until he moved his upper body closer and leaned his elbows on his knees. Instinctively, I took a step closer.

"But the tour before this one, the tour I didn't go with you? It was even worse. I mean yea, I had friends and a job and all that, but something was missing. You were gone. And I thought about all the conversations we could have had if you had been there."

I saw so many emotions pass on his face but I just couldn't decipher them. Perhaps I was too busy trying to contain myself and not just tell him how much I love him. He shook his head slightly and frowned more.

"What are you trying to tell me, Olivia?"

The song was over by then and an other one had started but my brain didn't seem to focus on it at all. I finally just shrugged and looked away, breaking this connection we had.

"Nothing. Just that I feel.. like I need you in my life."

"I need you in my life, too."

I nodded slowly, pressing my lips together and looking at the carpet. It was close. I was so close tell him and I didn't know how I felt about it. Was this sadness or relief? Or a mix of both? He had said so many sweet things in our room after we had that fight when he found Harry and I together in bed. His words were running over and over in my head and I could still feel the warmth that had invaded my whole body in that moment. So many times I just wanted to cup his face and kiss him but I never did. I will never do it.

When I looked up, he was not sitting anymore. In fact, he was closer to me and he was holding out his hand to me, his eyebrows raised and his lips curled a bit. I chuckled and rolled my eyes with a grin, taking his hand in mine. Quickly, he made me twirl around and I started laughing until I was facing him again. An other song started, this time I recognized it immediately. It was 'Temporary Fix' and Niall started dancing, pulling on my hands and making me laugh even more. I started dancing with him but he didn't let go of my hands, not even a second. He made me twist and turn and spin until I was laughing so hard I almost forgot how to breathe. At the end of the song, one of my feet got caught into one of his and I let out a high-pitched scream as I fell. I held on his hands so tight that he fell on top of me and I started laughing even harder. Those moments with Niall were everything I needed and when he started laughing too, I started wondering why I wanted something with Harry when I had everything I needed with Niall.

"You're such a clumsy ass!" he let out with an other chuckle.

I stopped laughing as soon as I opened my eyes. His body was over half of mine, both his legs on each sides of one of mine, and he was looking at me from very close with an amused smile.

"Well, i'm pretty sure your foot was not where it was supposed to be." I argued but swallowed, feeling his whole body pressed on mine.

"No, it's all your fault."

He was not laughing either anymore but the left corner of his lips was raised. Weirdly, his smile seemed gentle and it made my heart skip a beat.

"It's your fault, Horan." This time, I had almost whispered.

I could feel my heartbeats accelerating and he moved slightly against me. I held my breath and raised my eyebrows in surprise when I felt his dick press on my thigh. I could have sworn he was getting harder by the second. I was starting to feel my inner thighs throb and it was driving me insane. I couldn't believe I was getting aroused by my best friend getting hard against me. My lips parted but I couldn't think about anything else until his face changed and he cleared his throat, rolling off of me and laying on his back. I wanted to look at him but all I could think about was the pressure I still felt exactly where his crotch had been a few seconds before and how his half-hard dick felt against me.

"You wanna know what One Direction song reminds me of you?"

I just turned my head his way and he did the same, sending me an other smile. I was not going to mention what had just happened but I was not going to forget about it either.

"Mmhm." I just whispered, nodding a bit.

He smiled more and searched through his pockets to grab his phone. The song started playing from the speakers of his living room and with the first few notes, I held my breath again. I knew what song it was and it made me happy. It was one of my favorites and when it came to his verse, he sang it in a low tone with his own voice in the background and I felt my whole body melt.

"Feels like this could be forever tonight Break these clocks, forget about time There could be a World War 3 going on outside You and me were raised in the same part of town Got these scars on the same ground Remember how we used to kick around just wasting time?"

I gripped the carper hard with both hands to stop myself from bringing one to his cheek and when the chorus started, I sang with him as we started at each other. At some point, he even mouthed the bridge and it felt like he was telling me he was always going to look for me... that he was always going to come back to me. I felt myself tear up and I blinked a few times, trying to get rid of my tears.

"I love that song." I admitted when it was fading.

"I know."

We smiled at each other and he finally turned his head back to look at the ceiling.

"So, which One Direction songs are your least favorite?"

"Easy, pretty much the whole first album."

My answer probably surprised him because it took him a while to keep talking.

"Why?"

"Because they didn't give you solos. You barely sang." I explained with a shrug. "And you've got the best voice in all of you."

I thought he'd laugh and joke around but he simply looked back at me again.

"You think so?"

"Yes, I do."

Quickly, he moved his face closer and pecked my nose, making my heart beat all over my body. He chucked and got up, extending his hand to me. I stared at it and licked my lips, putting my hand in it. He grabbed my fingers and helped me up, making me twirl one last time before walking to his couch and letting himself fall on it.

"How did the talk with Harry go?" he asked with a sigh as I heard an other song start in the background but the volume was lower now.

I grimaced, not really wanting to discuss that, but just sat next to him. I wanted this evening to be just us two but it was hard to ignore that we both had someone else in our lives. Well, sort of.

"Was alright. You know Harry. Laid-back, calm, not in a hurry to date or anything." I shrugged.

"But he wants to?"

"He says so but I don't know, I think he'll get tired of it quickly enough."

I turned to him and tried to find out how he was feeling without much success. He seemed on the verge to say something but I talked first.

"What about your conversation with Maya?"

He rolled his eyes and sighed. leaning his head against the couch and closing his eyes for a few seconds. I felt extra guilty for the relief that washed over me. It's not that I wanted them to stop whatever they had, but it was harder than I thought to think he could fall in love with her. It hurt way too much.

"She wants a relationship and I don't. We argued a bit but we decided to go on that double date with you and Harry." he pointed out. "And she deleted the picture, which is what I wanted the most."

I nodded slowly, not daring to look at him. I tried to think of how a double date would go and I felt like it would be very painful for me but I didn't mention it, obviously.

"Oh, talking about that." he continued. "Have you seen all the comments under Harry's picture?"

The thought made something twist in my stomach. Of course I had seen the comments. All the judgments about me and my appearance. All the opinions of people who thought I was too ugly and fat to be with either of them. How I barely deserved to hang out with them, let alone date one of them.

"Oh yea." I grimaced. "How I'm too plain to be around you guys. My teeth not straight enough, my hair not glowing enough. My clothes not special or expensive enough. I've read every single one of them."

He turned to me and his eyes roamed on my face.

"I didn't see those but screw them. It's not true. You're anything but plain."

I smiled fondly at him and simply nodded, not really wanting to argue with him.

"And your teeth are cute."

I chuckled and rolled my eyes at him.

"You got yours straighten, didn't have that chance."

"Told you, they look cute."

"You looked cute with your crooked teeth too!" I commented with a chuckle. "You're the only one who didn't think so, you know."

"And look at them now!" he joked, smiling exaggeratedly at me and making me laugh again.

I pressed my hand on his face and pushed gently on it, rolling my eyes but still laughing. I took my hand back and he smiled at me as I did the same. I don't know how long we stared at each other but eventually, we had both stopped smiling.

"What I meant earlier, about the song..." I breathed in but sighed and shrugged. "I just meant that everyone wants a piece of you... and I feel like eventually, there will be nothing left for me."

He didn't break eye contact but I felt his hand squeeze mine so tight it almost hurt. He looked serious and I felt my heart throb all over my body. The way he looked at me made me feel dizzy and I held my breath.

"I will always be there. I'll never leave. Never."

I almost felt shy from the way he was gazing at me, like he could read my soul and everything I was trying to hide. I nodded extremely slowly this time and after a while, he smiled at me, letting go of my hand.

"There are comments about you and Harry, and some about Maya and I." he added, going back to the previous conversation. "I normally don't read that shit but I wanted to see how damaging the picture Maya posted was."

I could lie and say I never read the comments but it was useless and also stronger than me. Perhaps the fact that the majority of people thought I wasn't worthy of Niall made me believe it through the years. Perhaps my self-esteem was more than just slightly scratched. Perhaps it was completely ruined.

"Let me guess, Maya and I are both not good enough for you guys? Although some comments probably said how gorgeous she was." I chuckled but I knew it was not funny and i looked down at my thighs as I played with the fabric of my pants.

"Oh I don't know, but some people say that you and I are their OTP. D'you know what that means?"

I closed my eyes tight and smiled slightly. Of course I knew what it meant, I had looked it up the very first time I saw it, and It took me a while to get over it. The certitude that some people, although a very small portion of Niall's fans, thought we should be together made me feel incredibly good. I had never answered or liked one of those comments but knowing they existed was enough to make me happy.

"One True Pairing. Yea, I know." I said with a chuckle again. "It's probably about our friendship and how close we are, you know? They can see it, I guess."

I expected him to tell me how crazy and ridiculous the thought was but he didn't and all I was thinking about was talking about something else before it became awkward between us.

"When's that double date?" I asked, regretting it almost immediately after.

I wanted to stop talking about those comments about Niall and I but talking about the date that I feared was definitely no better. The image of Niall and Maya kissing in the living room of the lodge a few days ago made my heart jump in my chest as anxiety crossed my whole body. I didn't want to see it again.

"I don't know," he shrugged. "This week I guess."

"Okay, I'll ask Harry when he's available." I added without enthusiasm.

If I could, I'd postpone this date for years but at the same time, I had to find out what was going to happen between the four of us. The more time I spent with Niall, the more I realized that being in a relationship with someone that wasn't him was not something that I really wanted but at the same time, i couldn't stay single forever while he dated perfect girls like Maya. Perhaps, officially dating Harry was the solution... the cure to this painful feeling inhabiting my whole heart, mind, body and soul. I couldn't be in love with Niall until I died, right? It had to stop at some point?

"Okay so, movie marathon? You said rain check."

I turned to look at him and he was staring, his eyebrows raised, waiting for an answer. I smiled and nodded quickly making his lips curl. He put his hands on his thighs and got up as my eyes followed him. He searched through his dvds and didn't even show me which one he picked but when it started, I grinned wide and it made him chuckle as he sat back next to me.

"Thank you!" I said, moving closer and kissing his cheek, my lips brushing against his stubble and making a shiver cross my back. "Thank you." I repeated in a very low tone.

He turned his face my way but I didn't move. I enjoyed the proximity of his mouth from mine as I heard the start of the first 'Back To The Future' movie on the screen. He smelled so good. No one smelled like him. Harry smelled intensely, so much it was almost intoxicating, and perhaps the desire I had for him came partially from that. He smelled sweet but rich and on the floral side, which was a great contrast with his caramel taste. Niall's scent was completely different. It was woody, maybe? More manly and strong, but not invasive. I could smell his natural aroma even though he was wearing cologne and the mix was indescribable.

"You're welcome." he whispered, his smile now totally gone.

It took him too long to answer, like he was lost in his thoughts, exactly like I had been a few seconds ago, and I started imagining him moving closer and kissing me. It put my whole body on fire and I held my breath as my lips parted slightly. If he kissed me, everything would be over, yet everything would begin too, and I wanted it. I wanted everything to change. I wanted him to realize I was the one for him, because I was, right? His eyes dropped to my lips and I felt my eyes water. I was hallucinating things, it was obvious, and I could swear my heart totally stopped when my phone beeped. We both jumped slightly and I felt the connection that seemed to link us break once again. I closed my eyes and sighed low, searching through my pocket quickly. My hand was shaking but I decided not to answer Harry's text. I simply turned the sound off and put my phone away, leaning against the back of the couch.

"Come here."

My eyes found Niall again and I smiled sadly when he moved his arm up. I cuddled his side quickly and we started watching the movie in silence. I hated my phone and at that exact moment, I was pissed at Harry. I had no reason to, I knew pretty well that nothing would have happened between Niall and I, but I felt like no matter what we did, something or mostly someone was always getting between us. I just wanted to kidnap him and fly to a deserted island, or throw both of our phones away and lock all the doors of his house. I knew it was impossible and I didn't say anything but after half an hour of his body warming mine, I looked up at him. Fuck, I wanted to run my fingertips on his cheek more than anything.

"I suspect you like these movies as much as I do."

He laughed and looked down at me, raising his eyebrows in an amused way.

"Yea? Well you're wrong. I mean, they're alright." he pointed out. "But I accept to watch them over and over again just because I know it makes you happy."

"No better best friend than you." I whispered, making him smile more.

"No better best friend than you." he repeated as I turned my face to kiss his upper arm, over his shirt.

His smile fell but he just cleared his throat and put his attention back to the movie. I stared at him for a few more seconds before doing the same but it was so hard concentrating on the movie when all I could think about was how good his body felt against mine, how i seemed to mold with him perfectly, how happy I was around him. I knew I had to get over it... I had to get over him. And although I was anxious about that date, I knew that there was a possibility my heart would be broken on that day and perhaps it was what I needed to get over Niall and give Harry a chance.

I didn't want to tell him I was stressed but I didn't know why. I used to tell Niall everything except that I was in love with him, what had changed?

"I'm nervous about that double date." I just said, not getting into details about the reasons.

"Don't be, it'll be fine, I promise." he tried to reassure me. "And if you're too uncomfortable we can just cut it short and leave. How about we decide on a word to say and if the other says it, then we find a way to get out of there as soon as we can?"

I chuckled at his idea and sat up to look at him better. I loved that he was caring with me and he implied himself in it, meaning that he could be the one who wanted this whole date to stop. It made me feel less like a loser.

"Perfect!" I let out, turning his way and sitting cross-legged on the sofa. "What's the word?"

He seemed to think for a second and then smiled at me.

"Honey."

[sanguiresse-a]

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐄𝐓 ( repost, don’t reblog ! )

𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐬

FULL NAME.  Vladimir Savatier (for now!)  NICKNAME.  blood bastard man GENDER. male HEIGHT.  he stretches between 6 feet to 6′3... depends on the day.  AGE. physically he’s in a weird spot between late 30s and early 40s. actually? 2,300-ish years, give or take. ZODIAC. pisces. ha!  SPOKEN LANGUAGES. plenty! he’s most fluent in Ur-Nox and Common--- those are the ones he uses pretty much daily. but literally, you could point to any place on the map and he’ll have a basic grasp of the language at least. adding together all dialects and antiquated versions (think Old English), his language count is well in the double digits. 

𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐬

HAIR COLOR. white. sometimes it’ll darken to a pale blonde, or black. modern verse is blonde, bleached lighter.  EYE COLOR.  red! >:3c modern verse is blue.  SKIN TONE. super pale.  BODY TYPE. thin & scrawny.  VOICE. animated, theatrical, fast-talking. OR. quiet, breathy, rambling. always a little throaty. he’s a weirdo.  DOMINANT HAND. ambidextrous!  POSTURE. relaxed, as though floating. SCARS. physically unable to scar. unless you count the black and red mark on his chest, that pulses like a heartbeat and occasionally spreads to the rest of his body...  TATTOOS. see above! BIRTHMARKS. see above! MOST NOTICEABLE FEATURE(S). his skin’s too clear and airbrushed, his eyes too bright, arms and legs just a little too long.... 

𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐝

PLACE OF BIRTH. a long-destroyed seaside kingdom in Eastern Valoran. (in modern verse? maryland lmao)  HOMETOWN. see above!  SIBLINGS. somewhere around eight or nine older siblings, and one younger sister PARENTS. a decapitated king and a mangled queen

𝐚𝐝𝐮𝐥𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞

OCCUPATION. Noxus’s creepy blood mage. (modern: doctor)  CURRENT RESIDENCE. an isolated castle outside of Noxus (modern: nice apartment in NYC) CLOSE FRIENDS. Emilia LeBlanc (and all her incarnations) and Elise have been his longest companions. And also @eciled​ has gotten into his good graces, in her Grand General verse.  RELATIONSHIP STATUS. i tend to default to “mostly single” for interactions. but i do have hcs where he and jhin have a lil’ murder romance going on, so i like alluding to that from time to time. i also have a pretty extensive ship verse with @rebelsounds​ and it’s very cute and i love it a lot and Vladimir is happily committed there.  FINANCIAL STATUS. wealthy enough where people can, should, and do rob him without him even caring lmao  DRIVER’S LICENSE. n/a, cars scare him. but he can drive in modern, and does so often.  CRIMINAL RECORD. it has a lot.  VICES. pride & sloth.

𝐬𝐞𝐱 & 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞

SEXUAL ORIENTATION. pretty gay!  PREFERRED EMOTIONAL ROLE. submissive | dominant | switch PREFERRED SEXUAL ROLE. submissive | dominant | switch LIBIDO. really low. he’s had a few casual affairs in the past, and probably will again--- but it’s not something he craves or desires outside a proper relationship. at that point, he’ll have random spurts of Party Time, but he’s picky and fussy and very particular on how he’s treated. (though it’s worth noting that in modern verse he’s way more dtf)  TURN ON’S. listen. you gotta either McFucking Destroy Him or treat him very lovingly and tenderly. he’s also a sadomasochist so i mean, there’s that. but he loves talking and being talked to, whether it’s, like, raunchy shit or just loving affirmations.  TURN OFF’S. literally everything else. it’s so easy to turn him off, especially if he’s not that invested in the act/the relationship as a whole. but generally he doesn’t like  LOVE LANGUAGE.  acts of service & quality time. :3  RELATIONSHIP TENDENCIES. he’s in it for a good time and then he’s out. his relationships usually end in a couple ways; he’ll either get bored and cease all communication, or actively antagonize the relationship to end it, or idk sometimes he might actually fall in love (see: michio)

𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐬

CHARACTER’S THEME SONG. get lonely with me by george ezra HOBBIES TO PASS TIME. oh boy he’s got a lot! (he’s had a lot of time for hobbies) ---gardening; reading; animal keeping (primarily insects and birds); studies in magic, history, and language;  PERSONALITY TYPE. i dont remember and im not taking the test again ALIGNMENT. chaotic neutral at best; chaotic evil at worst.  PHOBIAS. not necessarily phobias, but he still hasn’t gotten used to the changing technologies in piltover / zaun, so he’s a little ?!?!!!!!! around them. oh, and water. he can’t swim, doesn’t want to, and is overall very unsettled around large bodies of water.  SELF CONFIDENCE LEVEL. you can’t wear an outfit like that without a great self-esteem.  VULNERABILITIES. his mind is so, so old. he’s tired and forgetful and probably going to go raving mad in a couple years. so he’s actually quite weak, mentally. 

[asiphon-archive]

𝚂𝙷𝙸𝙿𝙿𝙸𝙽𝙶  𝙸𝙽𝙵𝙾𝚁𝙼𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽  .   please  repost – don’t  reblog, thank you ! answer the following for your muse so people know how shipping works on your blog.

001 . what is your otp for your character ?

it’s always going to be hosie for me, unless they fundamentally change the characters to make them entirely incompatible. but i’ll also say jandon comes at a close second. they could have been handled better for sure, but what we had was a fun, if awkward, cute ship. 

002 . what are you willing to write when it comes to shipping ?

most anything if there’s chemistry. aside from josie and her family members obviously. 

003 . how large does the age gap have to be to make it uncomfortable ?

with josie as a teen / in school, i’m not sure she’d be okay with anyone over 20, but that would relax as she grows older. as most people do lol. but i think vampires would be a little different, i havent thought about it super in depth, but i think she’d be hesitant when she’s younger. 

004 . are you selective when shipping ?

yes and no, i guess? i’d prefer to have good ooc communication, at least to be able to touch base. which can suck, because i’m super awkward about new people and can just forget to reply if im having a Moment. but chances are if you want to ship with me, all you have to do is fill out my interest tracker or just message me and i’ll be down to try it. 

005 . how far do steamy moments have to go before they are considered nsfw  ?

any sort of intention or allusion to sex is nsfw, even if you’re not writing it explicitly. 

006 . who are other characters you ship your character with ?

hope, landon, rafael, mg, penelope ( kind of- i’ll only write this in a SHIP if the writer is well aware they’re in no way a healthy relationship ). i’m sure there’s more in canon but what is thinking lmao. but also like.. i’m super, super open to crossover ships if i’m familiar with the media, so feel free to ask about those, too. 

007 . does one have to ask to ship with you ?

it’d be for the best because i’ll second guess myself otherwise lmfao. if you want to send a shippy meme without asking me first, that’s TOTALLY fine, but i’ll message you first to make sure it’s okay and you didn’t intend it to be platonic. 

008 . ship obsessed, or ship more-or-less ?

somewhere in the middle? i love writing platonic plots, and i love, love exploring everything to do with those. but there’s absolutely nothing wrong with wanting to have a lot of ships and i’m not ashamed to say that i often imagine what a ship would be like between josie and several characters that cross my dash. it’s just fun to explore the dynamics and firsts, especially if you’re writing in multiple different verses and the circumstances are completely different. idk i like writing everything, including ships. 

009 . are you multi-ship ?

very much so

010 . what is your favourite ship in your fandom ?

hosie, hafael, mg/lizzie ( s2 only tho ), jadizzie, landon/raf, mg/kym, maya/hope

011 . finally, how does one ship with you ?

literally just message me or send me a shippy meme. or fill out my interest tracker. whichever. i’ll most likely be excited about it

TAGGED BY  :  i stole it

TAGGING  :  go for it

[uiruu]

People talk a lot about how HxH is a deconstruction of shonen anime, and like, for a long time, that’s the word I’ve been using too. I watched a youtube video that made me reconsider, and it got me thinking about this. (tho you dont need to watch it before reading this, i disagreed or had slightly differing opinions about slight things anyway)

On the whole, Hunter x Hunter does have the standard themes and tropes of shonen. The optimism, the growth, love, friendship, hardship, adversity, often loss and tragedy and overcoming it, that stuff... but what sets it apart is how it explores and examines the way those themes are handled in shonen. When HxH deals with the standard tropes of shonen, it often deconstructs.... but the series is not overall a “deconstruction”.

It digs into and subverts and often breaks things down... it deconstructs a trope and peers into its guts, only to build it back up a little. Is it a “reconstruction”? I don’t know lmao, that’s nothing haha. Even though a lot of the time, you’ll be watching it and things will happen that make you go “wow, I kind of can’t believe this is happening in a shonen battle anime...”, so yeah, it does feel different than you’d expect it to feel, but at the same time... it’s pretty distinctively still a shonen feeling. I think Puella Magi Madoka Magica is a proper deconstruction cause none of the shit in that series would fly in a regular magical girl anime, I think (uhhhh maybe. im not well versed, maybe it would, idk), and so when things spin off in that darker direction and are direct counters to tropes found in the magical girl genre, thats a deconstruction. It saw the original tropes, picked out what made them work, did the opposite, and made that work. But that’s not really what HxH does. If that was the case, Gon might face a villain and outright lose, and never recover. Or, circumstances will develop that portray the protagonist as very clearly the villain of this story. In that way, I guess you could say Death Note is kind of deconstructionist. It’s essentially a shonen battle manga/anime with psychological battles instead of physical ones, and the main character is undeniably the villain, and he only gets worse with time. HxH doesn’t usually completely deconstruct or subvert a trope, so much as it more fully explores those tropes, and has to play with deconstructing them a little bit to do so.

Here’s an example of what I mean. Take for instance, “Knov has to go in and plant teleport portal things in the king’s palace. He manages to do it, but is discouraged when he sees Pouf’s aura”. That could happen in Naruto. What HxH does differently is peer into the workings of that scenario, and thinks about what would actually happen there. It shows Knov’s panic attack, his mental state. This is maybe more of a deconstruction, because even though Knov succeeds, he is overwhelmed, and his confidence is shattered. He withdraws from the rest of the mission, at least for the time being. He is noticeably scarred by this event forever afterwards. Other shonen wouldn’t delve that deep into the implications of the actions characters take.

But then take for instance Gon’s Anime Power Up versus Pitou…. “young kid ages up because of magic to a point at which he can beat the opponent, but risks losing his nen and possibly his life”. That could happen in Dragon Ball Z (in fact dbz wrote the book on this trope). But it differs in the tone set, the way it was handled, the sheer emotional weight of every word spoken in that episode, the terror Killua has once he finds Gon, etc. This is a bit of deconstruction, in that it has this power up be an unequivocally bad thing that could end Gon’s life and shakes Killua to his core, but in the end, some of the “construction” is build back up, because Killua’s calling out to Gon saves him, and the bond of friendship (AND LOVE) that these two share brings Gon back from the brink. It was, of course, a little too late, and Gon is essentially, for all intents and purposes, dead from this point on, and the only thing that could save him was something that breaks all the rules of the universe up to this point, and is possibly a power originating in the Dark Continent, which is mysterious and ancient and seemingly full of unexplained phenomena. So, Gon is saved, lessons are learned... Things were still awkward for Gon and Killua even after Gon apologized but... in the end they still care a lot about each other. That’s not very deconstructionist... that’s awfully shonen, actually. But the level of detail HxH goes to to break from formula and show in depth what the characters think and feel is really nonstandard.

Conceivably, characters could be feeling these emotions in other shonen when these things happen, but it’s not explored in them. I bet when an anime character has a big “I’m risking my life to attain ultimate power!” moment, it could really traumatize the friends of that character... but that’s rarely something explored in any other canon of a show in this genre. And that’s the thing about HxH. It’s not so much a full, dark, terrifying deconstruction of shonen tropes, it’s an examination of them. If it was a deconstruction through and through, Powered Up Gon might have died there, or hurt Killua so bad that Killua leaves Gon forever, or he could have lost after it wasn’t enough to stop Pitou, or he could have used this power for evil and killed someone truly innocent, etc. HxH would never do any of those things. The moment of Gon’s transformation wasn’t done to emphasize how twisted the main character of a shonen could be, it was done to emphasize how much the people around Gon could love him, and how Gon was forgetting that. Gon withdrew, succumbed to grief, pushed the people he loves away. But no matter what, even after committing to this being the end of his life, Killua was there for him. Not pushed away. He saved Gon and in that moment reminded him that there are still things to live for and love to be experienced.

Hunter x Hunter arguably emphasizes the themes of love and friendship and optimism way better than standard shonen, rather than subverting those themes.

Long story short, I think Hunter x Hunter is basically Togashi flexing and saying “okay, I see what you all are going for, lemme show you how I’d do it” and fucking knocking it out of the park.

[seokjins]

yooo whatd you think of loona's new choreo??? i thought it was really neat

it’s so amazing !!!! especially the costume design w the big sleeves since it translates the movement really really well. the extra fabric has just enough weight to expand during steps w the accent out & is super flattering. it makes the members dance “bigger” than their own body, if that makes sense. the sleeves are an accurate expansion of their original movement, and help them fill up the stage/draw the audience’s eye more !!! also the line of their costumes (just from mcountdown comeback stage) is gorgeous

since LOONA has a lot of members, the choreographer truly created the piece “for the camera”. they never overloaded the screen with all the members being onstage at the same time, unless it’s during a section which needs more impact (the chorus, for example). then the use of the entire group allows the song to be ….. emotionally significant ???have a greater effect on the viewer ???for lack of better words.

it’s so hard to find kpop choreo that’s willing to use smaller units within the big group in the same song. for example, you hardly ever see members standing on the side of the stage during one unit’s verse, but LOONA utilizes this technique very well. it allows more focus both from the live audience and the camera on each person, so they can have their “moment”

it also keeps the casual viewer (aka one who is not emotionally/seriously attached to the group) from being overwhelmed and closing out of the performance video. for example, 2:05 you can see some members still onstage yet “still”, so that more focus can be towards a center section.

this emphasis on levels (physical height difference of the group) also makes the piece much more dynamic to watch. sometimes with big groups doing synchronized choreography, everything becomes a blur & too overwhelming for viewers. however, LOONA gets the best of both worlds since they DO make sure a significant amount of dancers are dancing at the same time, but then par down how many are active so the choreographic choice can have the most impact

later @ 2:08, for example, they then put the entire group together. however, they’re doing a mirrored formation so that you can “integrate” the audience into the overall synchronized section that’s coming up next. 

it shows cohesion in the group but at the same time a “difference” so that the eye has multiple (body AND group) lines to follow during this formation. keeps casual watchers from getting bored too lmao

then LOONA starts dancing all at once, doing the same moves facing the same directions w the same intention & that is breathtaking coz the choreography has been holding them back, in a way, from delivering the full power/experience of their group. then the audience is treated to seeing a super dynamic section in the chorus. this combination of “high” and “low” impact in a piece keeps it from getting stale. if you don’t have a variation in energy throughout a dance, it’ll be very boring to the viewers. they’ll see it as one endless movement, which is not desirable for kpop groups who are heavily based in gp and industry commercialization

i think for me…the section that caught my eye the most is the opening part.

it’s SO rare to see idol groups or commercial dancers interacting w the floor, especially when there are so many members. immediately it sets off a contrast not only within the language of the piece itself, but also between the soloist and the other members. again it helps “minimize” the size of the group, but also draws attention to created motifs that are generally not seen in other kpop dances. immediately setting the piece apart from other ones in terms of style. very smart and very beautiful choreography. it also makes the piece more intimate in a way that’s not seen often in this industry

additionally at 1:57 – that is the single most beautiful cannon i have ever seen lol. all the sections are split evenly, the timing is fluid, not one person is too slow or too fast, etc. the smoothness of the traveling movement is just…wow. it’s unbelievable. i respect/highly admire the dedication LOONA had to making sure this was cleaned. if done wrong, the audience will know immediately, and the effect will be ruined. the “curtain” or the performance is going to be gone, and the magic of dance will be marred – a dancers’ worst nightmare !!!

and before i forget to mention, im so obsessed w the chorus movement. it’s just the right amount of fluid but restricted movement, giving it a “gummy” or “elastic” aura. it fits the tone of the song so so well, and further amplifies it’s sound !!!!! that’s something that’s continuously strived for TT 

the seamless blend of popping but also traveling arm movement…all the members exude energy PAST their fingertips when they lift their arm for a certain step, making the choreography inclusive and dynamic. 

there is confidence in the way they trick/fool the audience w their steps. LOONA does a section synchronized, and then breaks into levels when it’s least expected. that’s what creates the magic of dance…the surprise of smth so beautiful it makes the viewer breathless. 

like…..wow….just wow. there’s no way you could’ve anticipated the formation change at all. they’re so together, and stay together even as the group breaks into different units. additionally the flawless formation changes are something that shouldn’t be forgotten !!!!!! the have the exact same spaces between each member in a line, and when they travel forward/backwards to switch lines, they also do it at the same time/speed/pace/position, so those holes never shrink or grow – something that can ruin the image of a piece.

other than that, ofc there are smaller things to analyze, but here are the things that stood out to me the most. it’s been a while since i’ve answered a dance question SHSHSHSH, so things are a little rough, but i hope at least some of these things were helpful or made u notice new parts of the choreography !! thank u for this question!!!!!! and my askbox is always open if u wanna talk more !!

[helxcious]

SHIPPING INFO // Answer the following for your muse(s) so people know how shipping works on your blog.

REPOST. Don’t reblog.

What’s your OTP for your Muse?:

Damn, this is hard, I don´t have an specific one because I´m open to many ships as long as there is chemistry and balance; also... some ships I have work better in my mind than anybody else´s. Well, let´s start with the fact I LOVE villain/hero ships, but a hero that can see things in an objetive way so there could exist chemistry between Hela´s and the character´s ideals. 

For example, a ship I absolutely adore that got to rp in Discord is Dr. Strange/Hela Lokidottir (well, it can work with Odinsdottir too) and there was so much chemistry, because of the part they both made terrible mistakes, and one of them knows how to grow from them and would help the other to do so. The knoweledge in sorcery, dark magic, and also the fact Stephen´s nemesis as a doctor before was death itself, and he´s got to see it from another point of view thanks to Hela, the goddess of death; he found beauty and balance, as Hela did learn to have compassion over the living, to understand reality is way different than she thought, althought being alive for centuries. Also imagine Loki´s reaction to his daughter dating the second rate sorcerer that let him fall for 30 minutes? I´m deceased.

What are you willing to RP when it comes to shipping?:

EVERYTHING. JUST HMU WITH ANGST, FLUFF, GORE IDK WHATEVER. THERE IS ALWAYS A PLOT WHERE THERE CAN EXIST SHIP/CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT. Not incest tho, oh my god Hela has a kid with Thor in canon and I´m like jesus christ what did i do to deserve this

How large does the age gap have to be to make it uncomfortable?:

Well, both of my verses open to ship are adults and the muse/mun has to be it too; since Hela Odinsdottir is like a very adult midgardian ( let´s say between her 30s and 40s) I´d prefer if the partner was around that age. Lokidottir ( who is between her 19s - 30s ) can ship with people around that age or more, she has no problem.

Are you selective when shipping?:

Hmmmmmmm... I am weird. I try to be as open as possible and see how it goes with time. So Actually not, I´m not THAT selective.

How far do steamy moments have to go before they’re considered NS.FW?:

Here is the thing, Hela is a flirtatious lady, that´s canon, and she absolutely loves sex and has no shame to say it. Sex can be with someone she doesn´t know that well but considers attractive, someone she can get something from, to someone she genuinely loves (but that´s rare). So let´s say she doesn´t need much time to know if she wants to have sex with you or not. So depending, it wouldn´t take much threads.

Who are other muses you ship your muse with?:

Other ships I would like to try/continue/improve but haven´t because reasons? Hela/Steve, Hela/Tony, Hela/Vision (lmao yes xd I think he´d understand her difficult ass), OH I ALSO DID HELA AND FALCON WITH @fxlconsnest​ and loved it so much. If im forgetting something I´ll edit this xd

Does one have to ask to ship with you?:

I´d rather to be asked, yeah. But I´m usually very open to it!

How often do you like to ship?:

I´M A SHIP W*ORE I NEED MY SHIPPING DOSIS 3 TIMES A DAY.

Are you multiship?:

ABSOLUTELY!!!! I can also work with polyamorous ships and stuff.

Are you ship obsessed or ship more-or-less?:

Honestly yeah like not obsessed but I really love shippings.

What is your favorite ship in your current fandom?:

Uhmmmmm... I don´t have a favorite canon ship, I just feel indiferent towards them all.

Finally, how does one ship with you?:

YOU NEED TO OPEN MY INBOX AND SAY I WANNA SHIP WITH YOU. THAT´S ALL BB.

TAGGED BY: @adaptxble thanks love <3

TAGGING: @our-loki-laufeyson @misticbargained @mister-dxctxr  and ooooff my brain is too exhausted so I TAG ALL OF MY MUTUALS but please mention me so I can read ur shipping info uwu <3

[windchimchim-blog]

100 reasons to love kang younghyun

i was inspired by this really good hanbin post i read.

(lot of win, man in a movie, pocket live and fancam references)

*with the widest grin on my face, i will proceed to type this.*

1. His love and appreciation for each member’s talent and genuine appreciation for them, especially on radio shows(hongkira)

2. His unfailing ability to describe loneliness and solitude perfectly with his lyrics.

3. That one pre-debut cover of gd’s butterfly

4. his dimples

5. “NOT Brian. Who is BRIAN?!”

6. grey hair, i’ll say no more

7. “MURUGESO BABAY!”

8. That one radio-cam of him jamming to Baek-ah-yeon’s song. with her. in the studio. 

9. “BOOM!!”

10. Him getting all flustered on ASC when Dreamcatcher sang im serious(”my favourite group”)

11. “She called me to her hotel room”

12. “Yess, good morningg”

13. every single time younghyun has ever rapped hunt while treating a HEAD BAND as if it were a BLINDFOLD.

14. his dimples.

15. “wh-wh-whAt is in your bAg?”

16. him imitating dowoon on a vlive while watching a jaesix vlog

17. while we’re on dowoon, his genuine adoration for the maknae like you can SEE it in his eyes it’s beautiful

18. that one fanmeet photo of him in the harry potter merch really buttered my beer

19. The broccoli hair yes in this house, we apprec8 that

20. while we’re on that,the HEYJUDE COVER.

21. His ability to take on a million ranges vocally, take incredible falsettos, and also sing from the gut fascinates me

22. jaehyungparkian.

23. “i’ll try harder to be like young k”

24. “i wish i nEver knEW you bABy”(the english rap it ended me.)

25. “knock you with my punchlines” WIN era younghyun, best younghyun

26. “TORONNO, KANADA”

27. that one fantaken photo of him with the sipper and multi-coloured hair and a denim jacket and a guitar on his back.

28. the be lazy pocket live but hold up, the behind the scenes of that where he’s sweating(ah the struggle to be sexy)

29. the “what can i do” pocket live. i think about that a lot.

30. everytime he’s ever done the nose scrunch.

31. that one gif of him rolling up his sleeves to reveal !!! his biceps !!! boi!!!

32. Blood rap translation. bye

33. mathletes dance compilation.

34. him dancing to gashina and literally  pelvic thrusting in everyone’s faces

35. oh oh that fancam of him dancing to “all that i have” and doing that back thing. you know what im talking about 

36. “JOUUA”

37. BAM BAM BAM BAM BAM BAM BAM BAMBAMBAMBAM. (what can i do live bass vocals by one and only kang younghyun!!)

38. wooyoung exposing drunk k “why do you fucking do this to me, hyung” i love him

39. “why am i alone?” every time i hear him sing that line, i get chills. pure art.

40. “yg get an attitude”(he dropped it like it’s hot)

41. youngfeel.

42. while we’re on youngfeel, him replying to a tumblr ask saying “love wonpil” is a goal for 2018.

43. hungry k(”best part of songwriting is breakfast, lunch and dinner”)

44. that one video of jae and young k using the jyp card and young k squealing-”it’s not our money, it’s not our money eehehe!!!!!!!”

45. his rap in congratulations. i c o n i c

46. him mouthing “sarangeul haetdaa” when hongki played love scenario. im an ikonic and  a my day and this was just the most satisfying thing ever

47. every. single. part  he has in man in a movie. it’s all us young k stans ever think about.

48. his relationship with terry. terry we love you.

49. pre-debut video of young k falling off the stage while performing. rip his ego

50. his rings. p l e a s i n g 

51. that one baby pink shirt he wore on hongkira while promoting I loved you

52. a fancam of him doing the whole “yess, good morning” thing, and the mic falls down

53. the video of day6 performing man in a movie on nct’s night radio and johnny looking at young k in complete and utter amazement.  same, johnny, same.

54. him describing the percentage of alcohol in their drink on a rooftop live and the giggling about it and yelling “we gon’ get craaazyy”

55. HIS COVER OF BAD DAY. NOBODY DID IT BETTER.

56. the arirang avatar thing where he wore a hanbok and the headgear too. ded.

57. his appreciation for good music. he’s really out there listening to neon trees, arctic monkeys, lauv and daniel powter

58. the beginning of a day6 moments video where  he’s singing i like you but effortlessly and it should be funny but yet again, im just very impressed none of those notes are falsettos

59. when he danced to knock knock and then got all shy. my boy knew ALL the steps :‘)

60. when he forgets lyrics while busking and makes shit up. priceless.

61. on his solo live, when he made that song about soy sauce and dipping meat in it and it being delicious to the tune of what can i do. istg younghyun what can you not do

62. his business administration windbreaker

63. in general, his love for business administration lmao i love him

64. his efficacy and will to get good grades even while touring

65. his dubsmashes and that baby sound one in particular

66. “I GOT TACOS”

67. his vibratos in songs. they’re like a separate entity altogether. we’ve got young k’s beautiful versatile voice, then we’ve got his vibratos. right there, on a pedestal.

68. that one fantaken picture of him at the recent thailand concert where he’s wearing a blue shirt and hugging himself(?) idk it’s cute his cheeks are full , he looks happy :’)

69. when he loses his shit during “sing me” in concerts and just vibes with the crowd. best.

70. kang younghyun’s DayDreaming. pre debut. go listen to it if you haven’t. rightnow.

71. the thumbnail of the last third degree video. young k with terry. it’s the look on his face. the innocence. i melt

72. his relationship with people around him and friends. it’s so cool and he literally leaves no stone unturned while thanking his friends :’) (KMESS4LYFE i c u)

73. i don’t say this enough but the lyrics of all alone. younghyun’s part. “i wish someone would hug me and tell me i’ve worked hard when i came home”. come here bby i’ll hug you you’ve worked so hard.

74. kang younghyun’s eyes.

75. him in a black cap and earrings and a white tee.a look.

76. “someone pls teach me how to tweet” 

77. him forgetting his own collab song with jimin on a live broadcast of ASC

78. him admitting in a concert that he’s felt like running away at times and he’s here only bc of the fans’ love for day6. im not crying u r

79. this one tumblr post of him growing up thru the years it’s like an ‘evolution of his smile’ post it brings me to tears

80. his habit of repeating something someone says if he finds it amusing

81. him opening a bottle of beer for dowoon

82. the look on his face when my days are singing man in a movie from start to finish without any percussion or bgm. an in a movie. a song he wrote. a b-side track.

83. the way he says bye to the camera swaying from side to side

84. when he was a total sport and jammed to b.i spitting freestyle rap in his face(WIN)

85. “noo. nooo he’s lying. i beat him i hit himm”

86. “YOU ARE MY DAY!”

87. the aaa falsetto at the end of that part^^

88. his verse at the beginning of “i would”. i think that’s what he’d sound like in the morning.

89. he’s just so humble. he literally writes the lyrics we all love so much but never misses an opportunity to commend everyone’s talent “i get the most ideas but jae has the best ideas”

90. “young k has maximum experience when it comes to girls. he knows what warms a woman’s heart”. lmao i agree

91. him singing “oh wonpil you play the piano so well” at the end of a pocket live

92. the fact that he was dating in canada without his parents’ knowledge and that’s where he gets the inspiration to write songs from. idk it’s adorable

93. his borderline jazz version of pouring in a pocket live. i hear you jazzy rhythmic finger snaps

94. his smirk when he does the “aah” part in “what can i do”

95. his awe and admiration for his dongsaengs like he’s genuinely in love with how talented the the stray kids boys are

96. “i ask people to call me young k bc as young k, i can make up for the inadequacies of brian. brian is weak.” this is why i often stick to young k now. yeah it’s fun to joke around but maybe he dOES feel more emotionally and mentally adequate as young k. maybe he feels more empowered or stronger and i don’t want to invalidate that. it takes courage to say what he said in front of a crowd.

97. just the stuff he’s gone through and how strong he is. he’s overcome so much. brave and powerful.

98. the fact that he doesn’t ever fake it with his lyrics, he remains true to his music and so does the rest of day6. stan day6.

99. he’s so interactive with fans and always wants to see us happy. you could say your fav idol does that too but this really IS why i love younghyun

100. the final reason is just because he lives. he lives despite all the obstacles that were probably thrown at him, and i respect and adore that. the way he makes us feel a little less lonely with words that he’s penned out of his own sorrow. the selflessness. i am lucky to listen to songs he has written and day6 has sung. he’s a beautiful human who deserves all ALL the love :’)

thank you for reading, my dudes

[bicrsacks-archived]

✩ Zaise (Bc I'm trash?)

Disagreements:

Who is more likely to raise their voice? zaiden, hands down.Who threatens to leave but never actually does? ... i honestly don’t think either of them would do that? zaiden has abandonment issues and blaise is such a good person i can’t see him ever threatening to leave zaiden no matter what the circumstance is.Who actually keeps their word and leaves? well we have that one au where blaise does walk out on zade...Who trashes the house? blaise. but not like on purpose. he’s jsut messy. if it’s out of anger I can see zade maybe lashing out but that’s just a really messy occurrence bc we know how zade grew up and he’d hate himself for getting violent if he ever did.Do either of them get physical? no. zade grew up around an abusive father and he’s too terrified to ever be like that with the love of his life.How often do they argue/disagree? i feel like they get into cute little spats like... all the time tbh. but like honestly bad arguments rarely happen.Who is the first to apologise? toss up; depends on the argument i believe.

Sex:

Who is on top? zaiden, about 95% of the timeWho is on the bottom? blaise, about 95% of the time.Who has the strangest desires? ... Zaiden.Any kinks? jfc. bondage, total power exchange, D/s, does dirty-talk count? edging, orgasm control...Who’s dominant in bed? zaiden is by nature, but they do switch on the odd occasion.Is head ever in the equation? OF COURSE IT IS WTFIf so, who is better at performing it? well, honestly, I’d give “sucking dick” to Blaise. Eating ass to Zade.Ever had sex in public? of course.Who moans the most? well if we go with top!zade, blaise is louder. top!blaise, zade is the loud one.Who leaves the most marks? zaiden leaves as many hickeys as humanly possible all over blaise.Who screams the loudest? blaise is louder tbhWho is the more experienced of the two? um? i think it depends. zade’s had sex with more people but only ever had sex with one other guy before blaise so when it comes to same-sex, male-on-male sex it’s blaise? but in general zade has more experience over all.Do they ‘fuck’ or ‘make love’? both, depends on the mood though. Rough or soft? they prefer it rough but at times, softness is keyHow long do they usually last? this is a real toss-up bc they can do quickies? but also drag it out until it’s a sex-a-thon...Is protection used? nah, they’re both clean so bareback it is.Does it ever get boring? i don’t think either of them could find sex boring.Where is the strangest place they’d have sex? good question. probably on top of a waterfall during some vacation or something because zade is always prepared with a cute travel sized pocket lube.

Family:

Do your muses plan on having children/or have children? at first, no because zade hates kids but then eventually they want to start a familyIf so, how many children do your muses want/have? they end up having 4 beautiful babiesWho is the favorite parent? there is no such thing as a favorite parent in the hendricks-burke householdWho is the authoritative parent? zaiden no doubt.Who is more likely to allow the children to have a day off school? blaise, probably.Who lets the children indulge in sweets and junk food when the other isn’t around? .... blaise.Who turns up to extra curricular activities to support their children? both !!Who goes to parent teacher interviews? both again.Who changes the diapers? both, like honestly these two losers are the most domestic pair ever and live for their babies like they’d do all this together.Who gets up in the middle of the night to feed the baby? they took turns.Who spends the most time with the children? i think this goes to blaise solely because zade’s busy with work a lot of times.Who packs their lunch boxes? blaise, we don’t trust zade around foodWho gives their children ‘the talk’? .... blaise because zade conveniently forgets that his children need to know about sexWho cleans up after the kids? zade, he’s a neat freak by natureWho worries the most? ZAIDEN.Who are the children more likely to learn their first swear word from? .... Z A I D E N

Affection:

Who likes to cuddle? they both do but zade would never admit it.Who is the little spoon? zade is.Who gets naughty in the most inappropriate of places? zaiden, always.Who struggles to keep their hands to themself?  zaiden, again.How long can they cuddle until one becomes uncomfortable? for a really long time tbh.Who gives the most kisses? blaise.What is their favourite non-sexual activity? umm, reading together? cuddling? watching a movie? talking about stuff?Where is their favourite place to cuddle? in bed so that blaise can spoon his manWho is more likely to playfully grope the other? zaiden, ofc.How often do they get time to themselves? it’s mostly at night when they’re both free of work before bed.

Sleeping:

Who snores? not entirely sure, tbh...If both do, who snores the loudest? read aboveDo they share a bed or sleep separately? sleep together ofcIf they sleep together, do they cozy up together or lay far apart? cozy up, zade always wakes up tangled up in blaise’s arms its adorable.Who talks in their sleep? hm, i don’t think either doWhat do they wear to bed? zade’s generally either naked or in his boxers at the most, blaise has pajamas.Are either of your muses insomniacs? zaiden is for sure, he gets very little sleep.Can sleeping pills be found by the bedside? yeah, honestly. they’re for zade.Do they wrap their limbs around each other or just lay side by side? wrapped up togetherWho wakes up with bed hair? Blaise more so than Zade tbhWho wakes up first? Zade, alwaysWho prepares breakfast in bed for the other? Zade but like... Zac makes it for him. So really, Zac makes breakfast in bed for Blaise ??What is their favourite sleeping position? spooning until Blaise’s arms go numbWho hogs the sheets? neither they share a king sized bed with like a billion blankets there’s no hoggingDo they set an alarm each night? zade does, his stupid 5 AM alarm.Can a television be found in their bedroom? of course there’s a flat screen in zade’s bedroomWho has nightmares? zade gets them from time to timeWho has ridiculous dreams? also zade tbhWho sprawls out and takes up most of the bed? why do I feel like Zade sleeps all tucked up and neat while Blaise is all spread-eagled out?Who makes the bed? ZaidenWhat time is bed time? Blaise is in bed at around midnight maybe? Zade goes to bed at 3 AM regularly and wakes up anywhere from 5 to 7.Any routines/rituals before bed? not anything special, tbhWho’s the grumpiest when they wake up? zade but he’s always grumpy

Work:

Who is the busiest? both are busy, zade arguably more soWho rakes in the highest income? zaiden hands down lmaoAre any of your muses unemployed? nopeWho takes the most sick days? blaise probablyWho is more likely to turn up late to work? ... i mean both if they get distracted in the morningWho sucks up to their boss? zade is his own boss so i’d have to say blaiseWhat are their jobs? zaiden is a ceo, blaise is a university professor or HS teacher depending on the verseWho stresses the most? zaiden is always stressedDo your muses enjoy or despise their careers/occupations? they both are doing what they loveAre your muses financially stable? very; i mean zade’s a multi millionaire after all.

Home:

Who does the washing? zaidenWho takes out the trash? zaidenWho does the ironing? bothWho does the cooking? neither, but technically blaiseWho is more likely to burn the house down just trying? .... no question, zaiden.Who is messier? blaise. duh.Who leaves the toilet roll empty? blaise, zade is WAY too anal about cleanliness for these questions fkdjgnjdgWho leaves their dirty clothes on the floor? blaise wtfWho forgets to flush the toilet? neither, theyre not that gross come onWho is the prankster around the house? blaise? probably? but also neither they’re both seriousWho loses the car keys when it comes time to go somewhere? blaise. forgetful lil guyWho mows the lawn? neither zade has employees for thatWho answers the telephone? ummm depends?Who does the vacuuming? maids Who does the groceries? both of them togetherWho takes the longest to shower? i feel like zade does bc “grooming”Who spends the most time in the bathroom? zade again bc “grooming”

Miscellaneous:

Is money a problem? nope, not at allHow many cars do they own? zade has like upwards of 7 or 8 for himself... that’s not including the ones he shares with zac. and then im sure blaise has 2 at least.Do they own their home or do they rent? they own it; it’s zade’s (and zac’s) mansion, and then later they buy their own home.Do they live near the coast or deep in the countryside? they’re more secluded.Do they live in the city or in the country? near the city ofc.Do they enjoy their surroundings? yes, zade likes being close to the city btu secluded enough to have a large homeWhat’s their song? “paint it black” by andy black.What do they do when they’re away from each other? miss each other, constantly text, sykpe, snapchat and things like that.Where did they first meet? at a party; zade tried undressing him in the back of an uberHow did they first meet? read aboveWho spends the most money when out shopping? zaiden of courseWho’s more likely to flash their assets? zaiden, againWho finds it amusing when the other trips over? ... both.Any mental issues? zade has a bit of a history with abuse from his father and he is a high-functioning narcotics addict so there’s that.Who’s terrified of bugs? neitherWho kills the spiders around the house? both? i believe.Their favourite place? anywhere where they’re together. cheesy, i knowWho pays the bills? well i’m sure most of everything comes from zade’s money honestly.Do they have any fears for their future? no these two precious beansWho’s more likely to surprise the other with a fancy dinner? zade of course.Who uses up all of the hot water? they both do together but i doubt that’s a problemWho’s the tallest? zade, he’s 6′4″. he’s a giant.Who’s more likely to just randomly hop into the shower with the other? zade is more likely to crash a shower lbhWho wanders around in their underwear? zaiden most of the timeWho sings the loudest when singing along to the radio? blaise most definitelyWhat do they tease each other about? blaise always teases zade about being a workaholic and zade teases blaise about being a nerdWho is more likely to cringe at the other’s fashion sense at times? oh jesus msot definitely zade. blaise is too colroful.Do they have mutual friends? not really; they came from very different circles. i mean they know the goldsteins.Who crushed first? um both were hardcore in denial okAny alcohol or substance related problems? yes, both of which zade has an issue withWho is more likely to stumble home, drunk, at 3am? zaiden.Who swears the most? ZAIDEN.